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  "Ohno,"shecalled;"it'snotnotnearly。
  "Keeponputtingthemtogether,ifyouloveme。"
  "YouknowIloveyou,"answeredShelton,inasmotheredvoice。
  Antoniagazedathimacrosshershoulder;puzzledandinquiringwasherface。
  "I'mnotabitlikeyou,"shesaid。"Whatwillyouhaveforyourroom?"
  "Choose!"
  "Cornflowersandclovepinks。Poppiesaretoofrivolous,andpinkstoo——"
  "White,"saidShelton。
  "Andmignonettetoohardand——"
  "Sweet。Whycornflowers?"
  Antoniastoodbeforehimwithherhandsagainsthersides;herfigurewassoslimandyoung,herfaceuncertainandsograve。
  "Becausethey'redarkanddeep。"
  "Andwhyclovepinks?"
  Antoniadidnotanswer。
  "Andwhyclovepinks?"
  "Because,"shesaid,and,flushing,touchedabeethathadsettledonherskirt,"becauseofsomethinginyouIdon'tunderstand。"
  "Ah!AndwhatflowersshalltgiveYOU?"
  Sheputherhandsbehindher。
  "Therearealltheotherflowersforme。"
  SheltonsnatchedfromthemassinfrontofhimanIcelandpoppywithstraightstemandacurvedneck,whitepinks,andsprigsofhard,sweetmignonette,andhelditouttoher。
  "There,"hesaid,"that'syou。"ButAntoniadidnotmove。
  "Ohno,itisn't!"andbehindherbackherfingersslowlycrushedthepetalsofablood-redpoppy。Sheshookherhead,smilingabrilliantsmile。Theblossomsfell,heflunghisarmsaroundher,andkissedheronthelips。
  Buthishandsdropped;notfearexactly,norexactlyshame,hadcometohim。Shehadnotresisted,buthehadkissedthesmileaway;hadkissedastrange,cold,frightenedlook,intohereyes。
  "Shedidn'tmeantotemptme,then,"hethought,insurpriseandanger。"Whatdidshemean?"and,likeascoldeddog,hekepthistroubledwatchuponherface。
  CHAPTERXXV
  THERIDE
  "Wherenow?"Antoniaasked,wheelingherchestnutmare,astheyturnedupHighStreet,OxfordCity。"Iwon'tgobackthesameway,Dick!"
  "WecouldhaveagalloponPortMeadow,crosstheUpperRivertwice,andgethomethatway;butyou'llbetired。"
  Antoniashookherhead。Aslanthercheekthebrimofastrawhatthrewacurveofshade,herearglowedtransparentinthesun。
  Adifferencehadcomeintheirrelationssincethatkiss;outwardlyshewasthesamegoodcomrade,coolandquick。Butasbeforeachangeonefeelsthesubtledifferenceinthetemperofthewind,soSheltonwasaffectedbytheinnerchangeinher。Hehadmadeablotuponhercandour;hehadtriedtorubitoutagain,buttherewasleftamark,anditwasineffaceable。Antoniabelongedtothemostciviliseddivisionoftheracemostcivilisedinalltheworld,whosecreedis"Letusloveandhate,letusworkandmarry,butletusnevergiveourselvesaway;togiveourselvesawayistoleaveamark,andthatispastforgiveness。Letourlivesbelikeourfaces,freefromeverykindofwrinkle,eventhoseoflaughter;inthiswayalonecanwebereallycivilised。"
  Hefeltthatshewasruffledbyavaguediscomfort。Thatheshouldgivehimselfawaywasnatural,perhaps,andonlymadeherwonder,butthatheshouldgiveherthefeelingthatshehadgivenherselfawaywasaverydifferentthing。
  "DoyoumindifIjustaskattheBishop'sHeadforletters?"hesaid,astheypassedtheoldhotel。
  Adirtyandthinenvelopewasbroughttohim,addressed"Mr。RichardShelton,Esq。,"inhandwritingthatwaspassionatelyclear,asthoughthewriterhadputhissoulintosecuringdeliveryoftheletter。Itwasdatedthreedaysback,and,astheyrodeaway,Sheltonreadasfollows:
  IMPERIALPEACOCKHOTEL,FOLKESTONE。
  MONCHERMONSIEURSHELTON,ThisisalreadythethirdtimeIhavetakenuppentowritetoyou,but,havingnothingbutmisfortunetorecount,Ihesitated,awaitingbetterdays。Indeed,IhavebeensoprofoundlydiscouragedthatifI
  hadnotthoughtitmydutytoletyouknowofmyfortunesIknownotevennowifIshouldhavefoundthenecessaryspirit。'Leschosesvontdemalenmal'。FromwhatIheartherehasneverbeensobadaseasonhere。Nothinggoingon。Allthesame,Iamtormentedbyamoboflittlematterswhichbringmenotsufficienttosupportmylife。Iknownotwhattodo;onethingiscertain,innocaseshallIreturnhereanotheryear。Thepatronofthishotel,mygoodemployer,isoneofthoseinnumerablespecimenswhodonotforgeorstealbecausetheyhavenoneed,andiftheyhadwouldlackthecourage;whoobservethemarriagelawsbecausetheyhavebeenbroughtuptobelieveinthem,andknowthatbreakingthembringsriskandlossofreputation;whodonotgamblebecausetheydarenot;donotdrinkbecauseitdisagreeswiththem;gotochurchbecausetheirneighboursgo,andtoprocureanappetiteforthemid-daymeal;
  commitnomurderbecause,nottransgressinginanyotherfashion,theyarenotobliged。Whatistheretorespectinpersonsofthissort?Yettheyarehighlyesteemed,andformthreequartersofSociety。Therulewiththesegoodgentlemenistoshuttheireyes,neverusetheirthinkingpowers,andclosethedooronallthedogsoflifeforfeartheyshouldgetbitten。
  Sheltonpaused,consciousofAntonia'seyesfixedonhimwiththeinquiringlookthathehadcometodread。Inthatchillyquestioningsheseemedtosay:"Iamwaiting。Iampreparedtobetoldthings——
  thatis,usefulthings——thingsthathelponetobelievewithouttheriskoftoomuchthinking。"
  "It'sfromthatyoungforeigner,"hesaid;andwentonreadingtohimself。
  Ihaveeyes,andhereIam;Ihaveanose'pour,flairerlehumbug'。
  Iseethatamongstthevalueofthingsnothingistheequalof"freethought。"Everythingelsetheycantakefromme,'onnepentpasm'otercela'!Iseenofutureformehere,andcertainlyshouldhavedepartedlongagoifIhadhadthemoney,but,asIhavealreadytoldyou,allthatIcandobarelysufficestoprocureme'dequoivivre'。
  'Jemesensecceuye'。DonotpaytoomuchattentiontomyJeremiads;
  youknowwhatapessimistIam。'Jeneperdspascourage'。
  Hopingthatyouarewell,andinthecordialpressingofyourhand,I
  subscribemyself,YourverydevotedLOUISFERRAND。
  Herodewiththeletteropeninhishand,frowningatthecuriousturmoilwhichFerrandexcitedinhisheart。Itwasasthoughthisforeignvagranttwangedwithinhimaneglectedstring,whichgaveforthmoansofamutiny。
  "Whatdoeshesay?"Antoniaasked。
  Shouldheshowittoher?Ifhemightnot,whatshouldhedowhentheyweremarried?
  "Idon'tquiteknow,"hesaidatlast;"it'snotparticularlycheering。"'
  "Whatishelike,Dick——Imean,tolookat?Likeagentleman,orwhat?"
  Sheltonstifledadesiretolaugh。
  "Helooksverywellinafrock-coat,"hereplied;"hisfatherwasawinemerchant。"
  Antoniaflickedherwhipagainstherskirt。
  "Ofcourse,"shemurmured,"Idon'twanttohearifthere'sanythingIoughtnot。"
  ButinsteadofsoothingShelton,thesewordshadjusttheoppositeeffect。Hisconceptionoftheidealwifewasnotthatofonefromwhomthehalfoflifemustbeexcluded。
  "It'sonly,"hestammeredagain,"thatit'snotcheerful。"
  "Oh,allright!"shecried,and,touchingherhorse,flewoffinfront。"Ihatedismalthings。"
  Sheltonbithislips。Itwasnothisfaultthathalftheworldwasdark。Heknewherwordswereloosedagainsthimself,and,asalwaysatasignofherdispleasure,wasafraid。Hegallopedafterheronthescorchedturf。
  "Whatisit?"hesaid。"You'reangrywithme!"
  "Ohno!"
  "Darling,Ican'thelpitifthingsaren'tcheerful。Wehaveeyes,"
  headded,quotingfromtheletter。
  Antoniadidnotlookathim;buttouchedherhorseagain。
  "Well,Idon'twanttoseethegloomyside,"shesaid,"andIcan'tseewhyYOUshould。It'swickedtobediscontented";andshegallopedoff。
  Itwasnothisfaultiftherewereathousanddifferentkindsofmen,athousanddifferentpointsofview,outsidethefenceofherexperience!"Whatbusiness,"hethought,digginginhisdummyspurs,"hasourclasstopatronise?We'retheonlypeoplewhohaven'tanideaofwhatlifereallymeans。"Chipsofdriedturfanddustcameflyingback,stinginghisface。Hegainedonher,drewalmostwithinreach,then,asthoughshehadbeenplayingwithhim,waslefthopelesslybehind。
  Shestoopedunderthefarhedge,fanningherflushedfacewithdock-
  leaves:
  "Aha,Dick!Iknewyou'dnevercatchme"andshepattedthechestnutmare,whoturnedherblowingmuzzlewithcontemptuoushumourtowardsShelton'ssteed,whileherflanksheavedrapturously,graduallydarkeningwithsweat。
  "We'dbettertakethemsteadily,"gruntedShelton,gettingoffandlooseninghisgirths,"ifwemeantogethomeatall。"
  "Don'tbecross,Dick!"
  "Weoughtn'ttohavegallopedthemlikethis;they'renotincondition。"We'dbettergohomethewaywecame。"
  Antoniadroppedthereins,andstraightenedherbackhair。
  "There'snofuninthat,"shesaid。"Outandbackagain;Ihateadog'swalk。"
  "Verywell,"saidShelton;hewouldhaveherlongertohimself!
  Theroadledupandupahill,andfromthetopavisionofSaxonialaydisclosedinwavesofwoodandpasture。Theirwaybrancheddownagatelessglade,andSheltonsidledclosertillhiskneetouchedthemare'soff-flank。
  Antonia'sprofileconjuredupvisions。Shewasyouthitself;hereyessobrilliant,andsoinnocent,hercheekssoglowing,andherbrowunruffled;butinhersmileandinthesettingofherjawlurkedsomethingresoluteandmischievous。Sheltonputhishandouttothemare'smane。
  "Whatmadeyoupromisetomarryme?"hesaid。
  Shesmiled。
  "Well,whatmadeyou?"
  "I?"criedShelton。
  Sheslippedherhandoverhishand。
  "Oh,Dick!"shesaid。
  "Iwant,"hestammered,"tobeeverythingtoyou。DoyouthinkI
  shall?"
  "Ofcourse!"
  Ofcourse!Thewordsseemedverymuchorverylittle。
  Shelookeddownattheriver,gleamingbelowthegladeinacurvingsilverline。"Dick,therearesuchalotofsplendidthingsthatwemightdo。"
  Didshemean,amongstthosesplendidthings,thattheymightunderstandeachother;orweretheyfatedtopretendtoonly,intheoldtime-honouredway?
  Theycrossedtheriverbyaferry,androdealongtimeinsilence,whilethetwilightslowlyfellbehindtheaspens。Andallthebeautyoftheevening,withitsrestlessleaves,itsgraveyoungmoon,andlightedcampionflowers,wasbutapartofher;thescents,thewitcheryandshadows,thequaintfieldnoises,theyokels'whistling,andthesplashofwater-fowl,eachseemedtohimenchanted。Theflightingbats,theformsofthedimhayricks,andsweet-brierperfume-shesummedthemallupinherself。Thefingermarkshaddeepenedunderneathhereyes,alanguorcameuponher;itmadeherthemoresweetandyouthful。Hershouldersseemedtobearonthemtheveryimageofourland——graveandaspiring,eageryetcontained——
  beforetherecameuponthatlandthegrinofgreed,thefoldsofwealth,thesimperofcontent。Fair,unconscious,free!
  Andhewassilent,withabeatingheart。
  CHAPTERXXVI
  THEBIRD'OFPASSAGE
  Thatnight,aftertheride,whenSheltonwasabouttogotobed,hiseyesfellonFerrand'sletter,andwithasleepysenseofdutyhebegantoreaditthroughasecondtime。Inthedark,oak-panelledbedroom,hisfour-postbed,withbackofcrimsondamaskanditsdaintysheets,waslightedbythecandleglow;thecopperpitcherofhotwaterinthebasin,thesilverofhisbrushes,andthelineofhiswell-polishedbootsallshone,andShelton'sfacealonewasgloomy,staringattheyellowishpaperinhishand。
  "Thepoorchapwantsmoney,ofcourse,"hethought。Butwhygoonforeverhelpingonewhohadnoclaimonhim,ahopelesscase,incurable——onewhomitwashisdutytoletsinkforthegoodofthecommunityatlarge?Ferrand'svagabondrefinementhadbeguiledhimintocharitythatshouldhavebeenbestowedonhospitals,oranycharitableworkbutforeignmissions。Togiveahelpinghand,abitofhimself,anodoffellowshiptoanyfellow-beingirrespectiveofaclaim,merelybecausehehappenedtobedown,wassentimentalnonsense!Thelinemustbedrawn!Butinthemutteringofthisconclusionheexperiencedatwingeofhonesty。"Humbug!Youdon'twanttopartwithyourmoney,that'sall!"
  So,sittingdowninshirt-sleevesathiswritingtable,hepennedthefollowingonpaperstampedwiththeHolmOaksaddressandcrest:
  MYDEARFERRAND,Iamsorryyouarehavingsuchabadspell。Youseemtobedeadoutofluck。Ihopebythetimeyougetthisthingswillhavechangedforthebetter。Ishouldverymuchliketoseeyouagainandhaveatalk,butshallbeawayforsometimelonger,anddoubtevenwhenI
  getbackwhetherIshouldbeabletorundownandlookyouup。Keepme'aucourant'astoyourmovements。Iencloseacheque。
  Yourssincerely,RICHARDSHELTON。
  Beforehehadwrittenoutthecheque,amothflutteringroundthecandledistractedhisattention,andbythetimehehadcaughtandputitouthehadforgottenthatthechequewasnotenclosed。Theletter,removedwithhisclothesbeforehewasawake,waspostedinanemptystate。
  Onemorningaweeklaterhewassittinginthesmoking-roominthecompanyofthegentlemancalledMabbey,whowastellinghimhowmanygrousehehaddeprivedoflifeonAugust12lastyear,andhowmanyheintendedtodepriveoflifeonAugust12thisyear,whenthedoorwasopened,andthebutlerentered,carryinghisheadasthoughitheldsomefatalsecret。
  "Ayoungmanisaskingforyou,sir,"hesaidtoShelton,bendingdowndiscreetly;"Idon'tknowifyouwouldwishtoseehim,sir。"
  "Ayoungman!"repeatedShelton;"whatsortofayoungman?"
  "Ishouldsayasortofforeigner,sir,"apologeticallyrepliedthebutler。"He'swearingafrock-coat,buthelooksasifhehadbeenwalkingagooddeal。"
  Sheltonrosewithhaste;thedescriptionsoundedtohimominous。
  "Whereishe?"
  "Iputhimintheyoungladies'littleroom,sir。"
  "Allright,"saidShelton;"I'llcomeandseehim。Now,whatthedeuce!"hethought,runningdownthestairs。
  Itwaswithaqueercomminglingofpleasureandvexationthatheenteredthelittlechambersacredtothebirds,beasts,racquets,golf-clubs,andgeneralyoungladies'litter。Ferrandwasstandingunderneaththecageofacanary,hishandsfoldedonhispinched-uphat,anervoussmileuponhislips。HewasdressedinShelton'soldfrock-coat,tightlybuttoned,andwouldhavecutastylishfigurebutfarhislookoftravel。Heworeapairofpince-nez,too,whichsomewhatveiledhiscynicalblueeyes,andclashedalittlewiththepaganlookofhim。Inthemidstofthestrangesurroundingshestillpreservedthatairofknowing,andbeingmasterof,hisfate,whichwashischiefattraction。
  "I'mgladtoseeyou,"saidShelton,holdingouthishand。
  "Forgivethisliberty,"beganFerrand,"butIthoughtitduetoyouafterallyou'vedoneformenottothrowupmyeffortstogetemploymentinEnglandwithoutlettingyouknowfirst。I'mentirelyattheendofmyresources。"
  ThephrasestruckSheltonasonethathehadheardbefore。
  ButIwrotetoyou,"hesaid;"didn'tyougetmyletter?"
  Aflickerpassedacrossthevagrant'sface;hedrewtheletterfromhispocketandhelditout。
  "Hereitis,monsieur。"
  Sheltonstaredatit。
  "Surely,"saidhe,"Isentacheque?"
  Ferranddidnotsmile;therewasalookabouthimasthoughSheltonbyforgettingtoenclosethatchequehaddonehimarealinjury。
  Sheltoncouldnotquitehideaglanceofdoubt。
  "Ofcourse,"hesaid,"I——I——meanttoencloseacheque。"
  Toosubtletosayanything,Ferrandcurledhislip。,"Iamcapableofmuch,butnotofthat,"heseemedtosay;andatonceSheltonfeltthemeannessofhisdoubt。
  "Stupidofme,"hesaid。
  "Ihadnointentionofintrudinghere,"saidFerrand;"Ihopedtoseeyouintheneighbourhood,butIarriveexhaustedwithfatigue。I'veeatennothingsinceyesterdayatnoon,andwalkedthirtymiles。"Heshruggedhisshoulders。"Yousee,Ihadnotimetolosebeforeassuringmyselfwhetheryouwerehereornot。"
  "Ofcourse——"beganShelton,butagainhestopped。
  "Ishouldverymuchlike,"theyoungforeignerwenton,"foroneofyourgoodlegislatorstofindhimselfinthesecountryvillageswithapennyinhispocket。Inothercountriesbakersareobligedtosellyouanequivalentofbreadforapenny;heretheywon'tsellyouasmuchasacrustundertwopence。Youdon'tencouragepoverty。"
  "Whatisyourideanow?"askedShelton,tryingtogaintime。
  "AsItoldyou,"repliedFerrand,"there'snothingtobedoneatFolkestone,thoughIshouldhavestayedthereifIhadhadthemoneytodefraycertainexpenses";andagainheseemedtoreproachhispatronwiththeomissionofthatcheque。"Theysaythingswillcertainlybebetterattheendofthemonth。NowthatIknowEnglishwell,IthoughtperhapsIcouldprocureasituationforteachinglanguages。"
  "Isee,"saidShelton。
  Asafact,however,hewasfarfromseeing;heliterallydidnotknowwhattodo。ItseemedsobrutaltogiveFerrandmoneyandaskhimtoclearout;besides,hechancedtohavenoneinhispocket。
  "ItneedsphilosophytosupportwhatI'vegonethroughthisweek,"
  saidFerrand,shrugginghisshoulders。"OnWednesdaylast,whenI
  receivedyourletter,Ihadjusteighteen-pence,andatonceImadearesolutiontocomeandseeyou;onthatsumI'vedonethejourney。
  Mystrengthisnearlyatanend。"
  Sheltonstrokedhischin。
  "Well,"hehadjustbegun,"wemustthinkitover,"whenbyFerrand'sfacehesawthatsomeonehadcomein。Heturned,andsawAntoniainthedoorway。"Excuseme,"hestammered,and,goingtoAntonia,drewherfromtheroom。
  Withasmileshesaidatonce:"It'stheyoungforeigner;I'mcertain。Oh,whatfun!"
  "Yes,"answeredSheltonslowly;"he'scometoseemeaboutgettingsomesortoftutorshiporother。DoyouthinkyourmotherwouldmindifItookhimuptohaveawash?He'shadalongishwalk。Andmighthehavesomebreakfast?Hemustbehungry。"
  "Ofcourse!I'lltellDobson。ShallIspeaktomother?Helooksnice,Dick。"
  Hegaveheragrateful,furtivelook,andwentbacktohisguest;animpulsehadmadehimhidefromherthetrueconditionofaffairs。
  Ferrandwasstandingwherehehadbeenlefthisfacestillclothedinmordantimpassivity。
  "Comeuptomyroom!"saidShelton;andwhilehisguestwaswashing,brushing,andotherwiseembellishinghisperson,hestoodreflectingthatFerrandwasbynomeansunpresentable,andhefeltquitegratefultohim。
  Hetookanopportunity,whentheyoungman'sbackwasturned,ofexamininghiscounterfoils。Therewasnorecord,naturally,ofachequedrawninFerrand'sfavour。Sheltonfeltmoremeanthanever。
  AmessagecamefromMrs。Dennant;sohetookthetravellertothedining-roomandlefthimthere,whilehehimselfwenttotheladyofthehouse。HemetAntoniacomingdown。
  "Howmanydaysdidyousayhewentwithoutfoodthattime——youknow?"
  sheaskedinpassing。
  "Four。"
  "Hedoesn'tlookabitcommon,Dick。"
  Sheltongazedatherdubiously。
  "They'resurelynotgoingtomakeashowofhim!"hethought。
  Mrs。Dennantwaswriting,inadark-bluedressstarredoverwithwhitespots,whosefinelawncollarwasthreadedwithblackvelvet。
  "HaveyouseenthenewhybridAlgy'sbroughtmebackfromKidstone?
  Isn'titcharmin'?"andshebentherfacetowardsthisperfectrose。
  "Theysayunique;I'mawfullyinterestedtofindoutifthat'strue。
  I'vetoldAlgyIreallymusthavesome。"
  Sheltonthoughtoftheuniquehybridbreakfastingdownstairs;hewishedthatMrs。Dennantwouldshowinhimtheinterestshehadmanifestedintherose。Butthiswasabsurdofhim,heknew,forthepotentlawofhobbiescontrolledtheupperclasses,forcingthemtotakemoreinterestinbirds,androses,missionaries,orlimitedandhighly-boundeditionsofoldbooksthings,inaword,intreatingwhichyouknewexactlywhereyouwerethaninthemanifestationsofmerelifethatcamebeforetheireyes。
  "Oh,Dick,aboutthatyoungFrenchman。Antoniasayshewantsatutorship;now,canyoureallyrecommendhim?There'sMrs。RobinsonattheGatewayswantssomeonetoteachherboyslanguages;and,ifhewerequitesatisfactory,it'sreallytimeToddleshadafewlessonsinFrench;hegoestoEtonnexthalf。"
  Sheltonstaredattherose;hehadsuddenlyrealisedwhyitwasthatpeopletakemoreinterestinrosesthaninhumanbeings——onecoulddoitwithaquietheart。
  "He'snotaFrenchman,youknow,"hesaidtogainalittletime。
  "He'snotaGerman,Ihope,"Mrs。Dennantanswered,passingherforgersroundapetal,toimpressitsfashiononherbrain;"Idon'tlikeGermans。Isn'thetheoneyouwroteabout——comedownintheworld?Suchapitywithsoyoungafellow!Hisfatherwasamerchant,Ithinkyoutoldus。Antoniasayshe'squiterefinedtolookat。"
  "Oh,yes,"saidShelton,feelingonsafeground;"he'srefinedenoughtolookat。"
  Mrs。Dennanttooktheroseandputittohernose。
  "Deliciousperfume!Thatwasaverytouchin'storyabouthisgoin'
  withoutfoodinParis。OldMrs。Hopkinshasaroomtolet;Ishouldliketodoheragoodturn。I'mafraidthere'saholeintheceilin',though。Orthere'stheroomhereintheleftwingontheground-floorwhereJohnthefootmanusedtosleep。It'squitenice;
  perhapshecouldhavethat。"
  "You'reawfullykind,"saidShelton,"but——"
  "Ishouldliketodosomethingtorestorehisself-respect,",wentonMrs。Dennant,"if,asyousay,he'scleverandallthat。Seein'alittlerefinedlifeagainmightmakeaworldofdifferencetohim。
  It'ssosadwhenayoungmanlosesself-respect。"
  Sheltonwasmuchstruckbythepracticalwayinwhichshelookedatthings。Restorehisself-respect!Itseemedquiteasplendidnotion!Hesmiled,andsaid,"You'retookind。Ithink——"
  "Idon'tbelieveindoin'thingsbyhalves,"saidMrs。Dennant;"hedoesn'tdrink,Isuppose?"
  "Oh,no,"saidShelton。"He'sratheratobaccomaniac,ofcourse。"
  "Well,that'samercy!Youwouldn'tbelievethetroubleI'vehadwithdrink,especiallyovercooksandcoachmen。AndnowBunyan'stakentoit。"
  "Oh,you'dhavenotroublewithFerrand,"returnedShelton;"youcouldn'ttellhimfromagentlemanasfarasmannersgo。"
  Mrs。Dennantsmiledoneofherrathersweetandkindlysmiles。
  "MydearDick,"shesaid,"there'snotmuchcomfortinthat。LookatpoorBobbySurcingle,lookatOliverSemplesandVictorMedallion;
  youcouldn'thavebetterfamilies。Butifyou'resurehedoesn'tdrink!Algy'lllaugh,ofcourse;thatdoesn'tmatter——helaughsateverything。"
  Sheltonfeltguilty;beingquiteunpreparedforsorapidanadoptionofhisclient。
  "Ireallybelievethere'salotofgoodinhim,"hestammered;"but,ofcourse,Iknowverylittle,andfromwhathetellsmehe'shadaverycuriouslife。Ishouldn'tlike——"
  "Wherewasheeducated?"inquiredMrs。Dennant。"TheyhavenopublicschoolsinFrance,soI'vebeentold;but,ofcourse,hecan'thelpthat,pooryoungfellow!Oh,and,Dick,there'sonething——hasherelations?Onehasalwaystobesocarefulaboutthat。It'sonethingtohelpayoungfellow,butquiteanothertohelphisfamilytoo。Oneseessomanycasesofthatwheremenmarrygirlswithoutmoney,don'tyouknow。"
  "Hehastoldme,"answeredShelton,"hisonlyrelationsaresomecousins,andtheyarerich。"
  Mrs。Dennanttookoutherhandkerchief,and,bendingabovetherose,removedatinyinsect。
  "Thesegreen-flygetineverywhere,"shesaid。
  "Verysadstory;can'ttheydoanythingforhim?"andshemaderesearchesintherose'sheart。
  "He'squarrelledwiththem,Ibelieve,"saidShelton;"Ihaven'tlikedtopresshim,aboutthat。"
  "No,ofcoursenot,"assentedMrs。Dennantabsently——shehadfoundanothergreen-fly"Ialwaysthinkit'spainfulwhenayoungmanseemssofriendless。"
  Sheltonwassilent;hewasthinkingdeeply。Hehadneverbeforefeltsodistrustfuloftheyouthfulforeigner。
  "Ithink,"hesaidatlast,"thebestthingwouldbeforyoutoseehimforyourself。"
  "Verywell,"saidMrs。Dennant。"Ishouldbesogladifyouwouldtellhimtocomeup。ImustsayIdothinkthatwasamosttouchin'
  storyaboutParis。Iwonderwhetherthislight'sstrongenoughnowformetophotographthisrose。"
  Sheltonwithdrewandwentdown-stairs。Ferrandwasstillatbreakfast。Antoniastoodatthesideboardcarvingbeefforhim,andinthewindowsatTheawithherPersiankitten。
  Bothgirlswerefollowingthetraveller'smovementswithinscrutableblueeyes。AshiverrandownShelton'sspine。Tospeaktruth,hecursedtheyoungman'scoming,asthoughitaffectedhisrelationswithAntonia。
  CHAPTERXXVII
  SUBROSA
  >Fromtheinterview,whichSheltonhadthemixeddelightofwatching,betweenFerrandandtheHonourableMrs。Dennant,certaindefiniteresultsaccrued,thechiefofwhichwasthepermissionaccordedtheyoungwanderertooccupytheroomwhichhadformerlybeentenantedbythefootmanJohn。SheltonwaslostinadmirationofFerrand'smannerinthisscene……Itssubtlecombinationofdeferenceanddignitywasalmostparalysing;paralysing,too,thesubterraneansmileuponhislips。
  "Charmin'youngman,Dick,"saidMrs。Dennant,whenSheltonlingeredtosayoncemorethatheknewbutverylittleofhim;"IshallsendanoteroundtoMrs。Robinsonatonce。They'rerathercommon,youknow——theRobinsons。Ithinkthey'lltakeanyoneIrecommend。"
  "I'msuretheywill,"saidShelton;"that'swhyIthinkyououghttoknow——"
  ButMrs。Dennant'seyes,fervent,hare-like,werefixedonsomethingfaraway;turning,hesawtheroseinatallvaseonatallandspindlystool。Itseemedtonodtowardstheminthesunshine。Mrs。
  Dennantdivedhernosetowardshercamera。
  "Thelight'sperfectnow,"shesaid,inavoicemuffledbythecloth。
  "Ifeelsurethatlivin'withdecentpeoplewilldowondersforhim。
  Ofcourse,heunderstandsthathismealswillbeservedtohimapart。"
  Shelton,doublyanxious,nowthathiseffortshadlodgedhisclientinaplaceoftrust,fell,backonhopingforthebest;hisinstincttoldhimthat,vagabondasFerrandwas,hehadacuriousself-
  respect,thatwouldsavehimfromameaningratitude。
  Infact,asMrs。Dennant,whowasbynomeansvoidofcommon-sense,foresaw,thearrangementworkedallright。FerrandenteredonhisdutiesasFrenchtutortothelittleRobinsons。IntheDennants'
  householdhekepthimselftohisownroom,which,dayandnight,heperfumedwithtobacco,emergingatnoonintothegarden,or,ifwet,intothestudy,toteachyoungToddlesFrench。Afteratimeitbecamecustomaryforhimtolunchwiththehouse-party,partlythroughamistakeofToddles,whoseemedtothinkthatitwasnatural,andpartlythroughJohnNoble,oneofShelton'sfriends,whohadcometostay,anddiscoveredFerrandtobeamostawfullyinterestingpersonhewasalways,indeed,discoveringthemostawfullyinterestingpersons。Inhisgraveandtonelessvoice,brushinghishairfromoffhisbrow,hedescanteduponFerrandwithenthusiasm,towhichwasjoinedakindofshockedamusement,aswhoshouldsay,"Ofcourse,Iknowit'sveryodd,butreallyhe'ssuchanawfullyinterestingperson。"ForJohnNoblewasapolitician,belongingtooneofthosetwoPeculiarparties,which,thoroughlyinearnest,ofanhonestyabovesuspicion,andalwaysverybusy,areconstitutionallyaversetoanythingpeculiarforfearoffindingtheyhaveoversteppedthelimitofwhatispracticalinpolitics。Assuchheinspiredconfidence,notcaringforthingsunlesshesawsomeimmediatebenefittobehadfromthem,havingaperfectsenseofdecency,andasmallimagination。HediscussedallsortsofthingswithFerrand;ononeoccasionSheltonoverheardthemarguingonanarchism。
  "NoEnglishmanapprovesofmurder,"Noblewassaying,inthegloomyvoicethatcontrastedwiththeoptimisticcastofhisfinehead,"butthemainprincipleisright。Equalisationofpropertyisboundtocome。Isympathisewiththen,notwiththeirmethods。"
  "Forgiveme,"struckinFerrand;"doyouknowanyanarchists?"
  "No,"returnedNoble;"Icertainlydonot。"
  "Yousayyousympathisewiththem,butthefirsttimeitcomestoaction——"
  "Well?"
  "Oh,monsieur!onedoesn'tmakeanarchismwiththehead。"
  Sheltonperceivedthathehadmeanttoadd,"butwiththeheart,thelungs,theliver。"Hedrewadeepermeaningfromthesaying,andseemedtosee,curlingwiththesmokefromFerrand'slips,thewords:
  "Whatdoyou,anEnglishgentleman,ofexcellentposition,andalltheprejudicesofyourclass,knowaboutusoutcasts?Ifyouwanttounderstandusyoumustbeanoutcasttoo;wearenotplayingatthegame。"
  Thistalktookplaceuponthelawn,attheendofoneofToddles'sFrenchlessons,andSheltonleftJohnNoblemaintainingtotheyouthfulforeigner,withstubbornlogic,thathe,JohnNoble,andtheanarchistshadmuch,incommon。Hewasreturningtothehouse,whensomeonecalledhisnamefromunderneaththeholmoak。There,sittingTurkishfashiononthegrass,apipebetweenhisteeth,hefoundamanwhohadarrivedthenightbefore,andimpressedhimbyhisfriendlytaciturnity。HisnamewasWhyddon,andhehadjustreturnedfromCentralAfrica;abrown-faced,large-jawedman,withsmallbutgoodandsteadyeyes,andstrong,sparefigure。
  "Oh,Mr。Shelton!"hesaid,"IwonderedifyoucouldtellmewhattipsIoughttogivetheservantshere;aftertenyearsawayI'veforgottenallaboutthatsortofthing。"
  Sheltonsatdownbesidehim;unconsciouslyassuming,too,across-
  leggedattitude,whichcausedhimmuchdiscomfort。
  "Iwaslistening,"saidhisnewacquaintance,"tothelittlechaplearninghisFrench。I'veforgottenmine。Onefeelsahopelessdufferknowingno,languages。"
  "IsupposeyouspeakArabic?"saidShelton。
  "Oh,Arabic,andadialectortwo;theydon'tcount。Thattutorhasacuriousface。"
  "Youthinkso?"saidShelton,interested。"He'shadacuriouslife。"
  Thetravellerspreadhishands,palmsdownwards,onthegrassandlookedatSheltonwith,asmile。
  "Ishouldsayhewasarollingstone,"hesaid。"It'sodd,I'veseenwhitemeninCentralAfricawithagooddealofhislookaboutthem。
  "Yourdiagnosisisagoodone,"answeredShelton。
  "I'malwayssorryforthosefellows。There'sgenerallysomegoodinthem。Theyaretheirownenemies。Abadbusinesstobeunabletotakeprideinanythingonedoes!"Andtherewasalookofpityonhisface。
  "That'sexactlyit,"saidShelton。"I'veoftentriedtoputitintowords。Isitincurable?"
  "Ithinkso。"
  "Canyoutellmewhy?"
  Whyddonpondered。
  "Iratherthink,"hesaidatlast,"itmustbebecausetheyhavetoostrongafacultyofcriticism。Youcan'tteachamantobeproudofhisownwork;thatliesinhisblood";foldinghisarmsacrosshisbreast,heheavedasigh。Underthedarkfoliage,hiseyesonthesunlight,hewasthetypeofallthoseEnglishmenwhokeeptheirspiritsbrightandweartheirbodiesoutinthedarkplacesofhardwork。"Youcan'tthink,"hesaid,showinghisteethinasmile,"howdelightfulitistobeathome!Youlearntolovetheoldcountrywhenyou'reawayfromit。"
  Sheltonoftenthought,afterwards;ofthisdiagnosisofthevagabond,forhewasalwaysstumblingoninstancesofthatpowerofsubtlecriticismwhichwastheyoungforeigner'sprimeclaimtobe"amostawfullyinteresting"andperhapsarathershockingperson。
  Anoldschool-fellowofShelton'sandhiswifewerestayinginthehouse,whoofferedtotheeyethepictureofaperfectdomesticity。
  Passionlessandsmiling,itwasimpossibletoimaginetheycouldeverhaveadifference。Shelton,whosebedroomwasnexttotheirs,couldheartheminthemorningstalkinginexactlythetonestheyusedatlunch,andlaughingthesamelaughs。Theirlifeseemedtoaccordthemperfectsatisfaction;theyweresuppliedwiththeirconvictionsbySocietyjustas,whenathome,theyweresuppliedwithalltheothernecessariesoflifebysomeco-operativestores。Theirfairlyhandsomefaces,withthefairlykindexpressions,quicklyandcarefullyregulatedbyasenseofcompromise,begantoworryhimsomuchthatwheninthesameroomhewouldevenreadtoavoidtheneedoflookingatthem。Andyettheywerekind——thatis,fairlykind——
  andcleanandquietinthehouse,exceptwhentheylaughed,whichwasoften,andatthingswhichmadehimwanttohowlasadoghowlsatmusic。
  "Mr。Shelton,"Ferrandsaidoneday,"I'mnotanamateurofmarriage——neverhadthechance,asyoumaywellsuppose;but,inanycase,youhavesomepeopleinthehousewhowouldmakememarktimebeforeIwentcommittingit。Theyseemtheidealyoungmarriedpeople——don'tquarrel,haveperfecthealth,agreewitheverybody,gotochurch,havechildren——butIshouldliketohearwhatisbeautifulintheirlife,"andhegrimaced。"ItseemstomesouglythatIcanonlygasp。Iwouldmuchrathertheyill-treatedeachother,justtoshowtheyhadthecornerofasoulbetweenthem。Ifthatismarriage,'Dieum'engarde!'"
  ButSheltondidnotanswer;hewasthinkingdeeply。
  ThesayingofJohnNoble's,"He'sreallyamostinterestingperson,"
  grewmoreandmoreuponhisnerves;itseemedtodescribetheDennantattitudetowardsthisstrangerwithintheirgates。Theytreatedhimwithasortofwonderonthe"don'ttouch"system,likeanobjectinanexhibition。Therestoration,however,of,hisself-respectproceededwithsuccess。ForallthesemblanceofhavinggrowntoobigforShelton'sclothes,forallhisvividlyburntface,andthequickbutguardedplayofcynicismonhislips——hedidmuchcredittohispatrons。Hehadsubduedhisterrorofarazor,andlookedwellinasuitofShelton'sflannels。For,afterall,hehadonlybeeneightyearsexiledfrommiddle-classgentility,andhehadbeenawaiterhalfthattime。ButSheltonwishedhimatthedevil。Notforhismanners'sake——hewasnevertiredofwatchinghowsubtlythevagabondadaptedhisconducttotheconductofhishosts,whilekeepinguphiscriticaldetachment——butbecausethatcriticaldetachmentwasaconstantspurtohisownvision,compellinghimtoanalysethelifeintowhich,hehadbeenbornandwasabouttomarry。
  Thisprocesswasdisturbing;andtofindoutwhenithadcommenced,hehadtogobacktohismeetingwithFerrandonthejourneyupfromDover。
  Therewaskindnessinahospitalitywhichopenedtosostrangeabird;admittingthekindness,Sheltonfelltoanalysingit。Tohimself,topeopleofhisclass,theuseofkindnesswasaluxury,notsignificantofsacrifice,butproductiveofapleasantfeelingintheheart,suchasmassagewillsetupinthelegs。"Everybody'skind,"hethought;"thequestionis,Whatunderstandingisthere,whatrealsympathy?"Thisproblemgavehimfoodforthought。
  Theprogress,whichMrs。Dennantnotunfrequentlyremarkedupon,inFerrand'sconquestofhisstrangeposition,seemedtoSheltonbutasignthathewasgettingwhathecouldoutofhissuddenvisittogreenpastures;underthesamecircumstances,Sheltonthoughtthathehimselfwoulddothesame。Hefeltthattheyoungforeignerwasmakingaconvenientbowtoproperty,buthehadmorerespectforthesarcasticsmileonthelipsofFerrand'sheart。