Fannywishedshehaddonethatlittlething,andwonthatapprovinglook,forshevaluedtheyoungman'sgoodopinion,becauseitwassohardtowin,byhersetatleast。So,whenPollytalkedaboutoldpeople,itrecalledthissceneandmadeFancross。
Pollywasrememberinghow,whenMrs。Shawcamehomethatdayinherfinevisitingcostume,andMaudrantowelcomeherwithunusualaffection,shegatheredupherlustroussilkandpushedthelittlegirlawaysaying,impatiently,"Don'ttouchme,child,yourhandsaredirty。"ThenthethoughthadcometoPollythatthevelvetcloakdidn'tcoverarightmotherlyheart,thatthefretfulfaceunderthenoddingpurpleplumeswasnotatendermotherlyface,andthatthehandsinthedelicateprimrosegloveshadputawaysomethingverysweetandprecious。Shethoughtofanotherwoman,whosedressneverwastoofineforlittlewetcheekstolieagainst,orlovinglittlearmstopress;whoseface,inspiteofmanylinesandthegrayhairsaboveit,wasneversourorunsympatheticwhenchildren'seyesturnedtowardsit;andwhosehandsneverweretoobusy,toofullortoonicetowelcomeandservethelittlesonsanddaughterswhofreelybroughttheirsmallhopesandfears,sinsandsorrows,toher,whodealtoutjusticeandmercywithsuchwiselove。"Ah,that'samother!"thoughtPolly,asthememorycamewarmintoherheart,makingherfeelveryrich,andpityMaudforbeingsopoor。
ThisitwasthatcausedsuchsuddenindignationatFanny'sdreadfulspeech,andthisitwasthatmadequick-temperedPollytrytocalmherwrathbeforesheusedtowardFanny'smotherthedisrespectfultoneshesoresentedtowardherown。Astheswingcamedownaftersomedozenquickjourneystoandfro,Pollyseemedtohavefoundasmilesomewhereupaloft,forshelookedtowardFan,sayingpleasantly,asshepausedalittleinherairyexercise,"I'mnotmadnow,shallIcomeandtosswithyou?"
"No,I'llcomeandswingwithyou,"answeredFanny,quicktofeelthegenerousspiritofherfriend。
"Youareanangel,andI'llneverbesorudeagain,"sheadded,asPolly'sarmcameroundher,andhalftheseatwasgladlyoffered。
"No,Iain't;butifIevergetatalllikeone,itwillbe'mother'spreaching'thatdidit,"saidPolly,withahappylaugh。
"Goodforyou,PollyPeacemaker,"criedTom,quotinghisfather,andgivingthemagrandpushasthemostappropriatewayofexpressinghisapprobationofthesentiment。
Nothingmorewassaid;butfromthatdaythereslowlycreptintothefamilymorerespectforgrandma,moreforbearancewithherinfirmities,moreinterestinherlittlestories,andmanyapleasantgossipdidthedearoldladyenjoywiththechildrenastheygatheredroundherfire,solitarysolong。ChapterVII。ChapterVII。CHAPTERVIIGOOD-BY"OH,dear!MustyoureallygohomeSaturday?"saidFan,somedaysafterwhatTomcalledthe"grandscrimmage。"
"Ireallymust;forIonlycametostayamonthandhereI'vebeennearlysixweeks,"answeredPolly,feelingasifshehadbeenabsentayear。
"MakeittwomonthsandstayoverChristmas。Come,do,now,"urgedTom,heartily。
"Youareverykind;butIwouldn'tmissChristmasathomeforanything。
Besides,mothersaystheycan'tpossiblydowithoutme。"
"Neithercanwe。Can'tyouteaseyourmother,andmakeupyourmindtostay?"beganFan。
"Pollyneverteases。Shesaysit'sselfish;andIdon'tdoitnowmuch,"
putinMaud,withavirtuousair。
"Don'tyoubotherPolly。She'drathergo,andIdon'twonder。Let'sbejustasjollyaswecanwhileshestays,andfinishupwithyourparty,Fan,"saidTom,inatonethatsettledthematter。
Pollyhadexpectedtobeveryhappyingettingreadyfortheparty;
butwhenthetimecame,shewasdisappointed;forsomehowthatnaughtythingcalledenvytookpossessionofher,andspoiledherpleasure。Beforeshelefthome,shethoughthernewwhitemuslindress,withitsfreshblueribbons,themostelegantandpropercostumeshecouldhave;butnow,whenshesawFanny'spinksilk,withawhitetarlatantunic,andinnumerablepuffings,bows,andstreamers,herownsimplelittletoiletlostallitscharmsinhereyes,andlookedverybabyishandold-fashioned。
EvenMaudwasmuchbetterdressedthanherself,andlookedverysplendidinhercherry-coloredandwhitesuit,withasashsobigshecouldhardlycarryit,andlittlewhitebootswithredbuttons。Theybothhadnecklacesandbracelets,ear-ringsandbrooches;butPollyhadnoornament,excepttheplainlocketonabitofbluevelvet。Hersashwasonlyawideribbon,tiedinasimplebow,andnothingbutabluesnoodintheprettycurls。
Heronlycomfortwastheknowledgethatthemodesttuckerdrawnuproundtheplumpshoulderswasreallace,andthatherbronzebootscostninedollars。
PoorPolly,withallhereffortstobecontented,andnottomindlookingunlikeotherpeople,foundithardworktokeepherfacebrightandhervoicehappythatnight。Noonedreamedwhatwasgoinganunderthemuslinfrock,tillgrandma'swiseoldeyesspiedoutthelittleshadowonPolly'sspirits,andguessedthecauseofit。Whendressed,thethreegirlswentuptoshowthemselvestotheelders,whowereingrandma'sroom,whereTomwasbeinghelpedintoanagonizinglystiffcollar。
Maudprancedlikeasmallpeacock,andFanmadeasplendidcourtesyaseveryoneturnedtosurveythem;butPollystoodstill,andhereyeswentfromfacetoface,withananxious,wistfulair,whichseemedtosay,"IknowI'mnotright;butIhopeIdon'tlookverybad。"
Grandmareadthelookinaminute;andwhenFannysaid,withasatisfiedsmile,"Howdowelook?"sheanswered,drawingPollytowardhersokindly。
"Verylikethefashion-platesyougotthepatternsofyourdressesfrom。
Butthislittlecostumesuitsmebest。"
"DoyoureallythinkIlooknice?"andPolly'sfacebrightened,forshevaluedtheoldlady'sopinionverymuch。
"Yes,mydear;youlookjustasIliketoseeachildofyouragelook。
Whatparticularlypleasesmeisthatyouhavekeptyourpromisetoyourmother,andhaven'tletanyonepersuadeyoutowearborrowedfinery。Youngthingslikeyoudon'tneedanyornamentsbutthoseyouwearto-night,­;youth,health,intelligence,andmodesty。"
Asshespoke,grandmagaveatenderkissthatmadePollyglowlikearose,andforaminutesheforgotthatthereweresuchthingsaspinksilkandcoralear-ringsintheworld。Sheonlysaid,"Thankyou,ma'am,"andheartilyreturnedthekiss;butthewordsdidhergood,andherplaindresslookedcharmingallofasudden。
"Polly'ssopretty,itdon'tmatterwhatshewears,"observedTom,surveyingheroverhiscollarwithanairofcalmapproval。
"Shehasn'tgotanybwetellestoherdwess,andIhave,"saidMaud,settlingherruffledbandsoverhershoulders,whichlookedlikecherry-coloredwingsonastoutlittlecherub。
"Ididwishshe'djustwearmyblueset,ribbonissoveryplain;but,asTomsays,itdon'tmuchmatter;"andFannygaveaneffectivetouchtothebluebowabovePolly'slefttemple。
"Shemightwearflowers;theyalwayssuityounggirls,"saidMrs。Shaw,privatelythinkingthatherowndaughterslookedmuchthebest,yetconsciousthatbloomingPollyhadthemostattractiveface。
"Blessme!Iforgotmyposiesinadmiringthebelles。Handthemout,Tom;"andMr。Shawnoddedtowardaninterestinglookingboxthatstoodonthetable。
Seizingthemwrongside-up,Tomproducedthreelittlebouquets,alldifferentincolor,size,andconstruction。
"Why,papa!howverykindofyou,"criedFanny,whohadnotdaredtoreceiveevenageraniumleafsincethelatescrape。
"Yourfatherusedtobeaverygallantyounggentleman,onceuponatime,"saidMrs。Shaw,withasimper。
"Ah,Tom,it'sagoodsignwhenyoufindtimetothinkofgivingpleasuretoyourlittlegirls!"Andgrandmapattedherson'sbaldheadasifhewasn'tmorethaneighteen。
ThomasJr。hadgivenasomewhatscornfulsniffatfirst;butwhengrandmapraisedhisfather,theyoungmanthoughtbetterofthematter,andregardedtheflowerswithmorerespect,asheasked,"Whichisforwhich?"
"Guess,"saidMr。Shaw,pleasedthathisunusualdemonstrationhadproducedsuchaneffect。
Thelargestwasaregularhothousebouquet,oftea-rosebuds,scentlessheath,andsmilax;thesecondwasjustahandfulofsweet-peasandmignonette,withafewcheerfulpansies,andonefragrantlittleroseinthemiddle;
thethird,asmallposyofscarletverbenas,whitefeverfew,andgreenleaves。
"Nothardtoguess。ThesmartoneforFan,thesweetoneforPolly,andthegayoneforPug。Now,then,catchhold,girls。"AndTomproceededtodeliverthenosegays,withasmuchgraceascouldbeexpectedfromayouthinanewsuitofclothesandverytightboots。
"Thatfinishesyouoffjustright,andisaveryprettyattentionofpapa's。Nowrundown,forthebellhasrung;andremember,nottodancetoooften,Fan;beasquietasyoucan,Tom;and。Maud,don'teattoomuchsupper。Grandmawillattendtothings,formypoornerveswon'tallowmetocomedown。"
Withthat,Mrs。Shawdismissedthem,andthefourdescendedtoreceivethefirstbatchofvisitors,severallittlegirlswhohadbeenaskedfortheexpresspurposeofkeepingMaudoutofhersister'sway。Tomhadlikewisebeenpropitiated,bybeingallowedtobringhisthreebosomfriends,whowentbytheschool-boynamesofRumple,Sherry,andSpider。
"Theywilldotomakeupsets,asgentlemenarescarce;andthepartyisforPolly,soImusthavesomeyoungfolksonheraccount,"saidFanny,whensendingoutherinvitations。
Ofcourse,theboyscameearly,andstoodaboutincorners,lookingasiftheyhadmorearmsandlegsthantheyknewwhattodowith。Tomdidhisbesttobeagoodhost;butceremonyoppressedhisspirits,andhewasforcedtostrugglemanfullywiththewilddesiretoproposeagameofleap-frog,forthelongdrawing-rooms,clearedfordancing,temptedhimsorely。
Pollysatwhereshewastold,andsufferedbashfulagoniesasFanintroducedveryfineyoungladiesandverystiffyounggentlemen,whoallsaidaboutthesamecivilthings,andthenappearedtoforgetallabouther。Whenthefirstdancewascalled,FannycorneredTom,whohadbeendodgingher,forheknewwhatshewanted,andsaid,inanearnestwhisper:
"Now,Tom,youmustdancethiswithPolly。Youaretheyounggentlemanofthehouse,andit'sonlyproperthatyoushouldaskyourcompanyfirst。"
"Pollydon'tcareformanners。Ihatedancing;don'tknowhow。Letgomyjacket,anddon'tbother,orI'llcutawayaltogether,"growledTom,dauntedbytheawfulprospectofopeningtheballwithPolly。
"I'llneverforgiveyouifyoudo。Come,beclever,andhelpme,there'sadear。YouknowwebothweredreadfullyrudetoPolly,andagreedthatwe'dbeaskindandciviltoheraseverwecould。Ishallkeepmyword,andseethatsheisn'tslightedatmyparty,forIwanthertoloveme,andgohomefeelingallright。"
ThisartfulspeechmadeanimpressionontherebelliousThomas,whoglancedatPolly'shappyface,rememberedhispromise,and,withagroan,resolvedtodohisduty。
"Well,I'lltakeher;butIshallcometogrief,forIdon'tknowanythingaboutyourolddances。"
"Yes,youdo。I'vetaughtyouthestepsadozentimes。I'mgoingtobeginwitharedowa,becausethegirlslikeit,andit'sbetterfunthansquaredances。Now,putonyourgloves,andgoandaskPollylikeagentleman。"
"Oh,thunder!"mutteredTom。Andhavingsplitthedetestedglovesindraggingthemon,henervedhimselffortheeffort,walkeduptoPolly,madeastiffbow,stuckouthiselbow,andsaid,solemnly,"MayIhavethepleasure,MissMilton?"
Hediditasmuchlikethebigfellowsashecould,andexpectedthatPollywouldbeimpressed。Butshewasn'tabit;forafterasurprisedlookshelaughedinhisface,andtookhimbythehand,saying,heartily,­;
"Ofcourseyoumay;butdon'tbeagoose,Tommy。"
"Well,Fantoldmetobeelegant,soItriedto,"whisperedTom,adding,asheclutchedhispartnerwithasomewhatdesperateair,"Holdontight,andwe'llgetthroughsomehow。"
Themusicstruckup,andawaytheywent;TomhoppingonewayandPollytheother,inamostungracefulmanner。
"Keeptimetothemusic,"gaspedPolly。
"Can't;nevercould,"returnedTom。
"Keepstepwithme,then,anddon'ttreadonmytoes,"pleadedPolly。
"Nevermind;keepbobbing,andwe'llcomerightbyandby,"mutteredTom,givinghisunfortunatepartnerasuddenwhisk,whichnearlylandedbothonthefloor。
Buttheydidnot"getrightbyandby";forTom,Inhisfranticeffortstodohisduty,nearlyannihilatedpoorPolly。Hetramped,hebobbed,heskated,hetwirledhertotheright,draggedhertotheleft,backedherupagainstpeopleandfurniture,trodonherfeet,rumpledherdress,andmadeaspectacleofhimselfgenerally。Pollywasmuchdisturbed;butaseveryoneelsewasflyingaboutalso,sheboreitaslongasshecould,knowingthatTomhadmadeamartyrofhimself,andfeelinggratefultohimforthesacrifice。
"Oh,dostopnow;thisisdreadful!"criedPolly,breathlessly,afterafewwildturns。
"Isn'tit?"saidTom,wipinghisredfacewithsuchanairofintenserelief,thatPollyhadnotthehearttoscoldhim,butsaid,"Thankyou,"
anddroppedintoachairexhausted。
"IknowI'vemadeaguyofmyself;butFaninsistedonit,forfearyou'dbeoffendedifIdidn'tgothefirstdancewithyou,"saidTom,remorsefully,watchingPollyasshesettledthebowofhercrushedsash,whichTomhadusedasasortofhandlebywhichtoturnandtwisther;
"IcandotheLancerstip-top;butyouwon'teverwanttodancewithmeanymore,"headded,ashebegantofanhersoviolently,thatherhairflewaboutasifinagaleofwind。
"Yes,Iwill。I'dliketo;andyoushallputyournamedownhereonthesticksofmyfan。That'stheway,Trixsays,whenyoudon'thaveaball-book。"
Lookingmuchgratified,Tomproducedthestumpofalead-pencil,andwrotehisnamewithaflourish,saying,ashegaveitback,"NowI'mgoingtogetSherry,orsomeofthefellowsthatdotheredowawell,soyoucanhavearealgoodgobeforethemusicstops。"
OffwentTom;butbeforehecouldcatchanyeligiblepartner,Pollywasprovidedwiththebestdancerintheroom。Mr。Sydneyhadseenandheardthewholething;andthoughhehadlaughedquietly,helikedhonestTomandgood-naturedPollyallthebetterfortheirsimplicity。Polly'sfootwaskeepingtimetothelivelymusic,andhereyeswerefixedwistfullyonthesmoothly-glidingcouplesbeforeher,whenMr。Sydneycametoher,saying,inthepleasantyetrespectfulwayshelikedsomuch,­;
"MissPolly,canyougivemeaturn?"
"Oh,yes;I'mdyingforanother。"AndPollyjumpedup,withbothhandsout,andsuchagratefulface,thatMr。Sydneyresolvedsheshouldhaveasmanyturnsassheliked。
Thistimeallwentwell;andTom,returningfromanunsuccessfulsearch,wasamazedtobeholdPollycirclinggracefullyabouttheroom,guidedbyamostaccomplishedpartner。
"Ah,that'ssomethinglike,"hethought,ashewatchedthebronzebootsretreatingandadvancinginperfecttimetothemusic。"Don'tseehowSydneydoesthesteeringsowell;butitmustbefun;and,byJupiter!I'lllearnit!"addedShaw,Jr。,withanemphaticgesturewhichburstthelastbuttonoffhisgloves。
Pollyenjoyedherselftillthemusicstopped;andbeforeshehadtimetothankMr,Sydneyaswarmlyasshewished,Tomcameuptosay,withhismostlordlyair,­;
"Youdancesplendidly,Polly。Now,youjustshowmeanyoneyoulikethelooksof,andI'llgethimforyou,nomatterwhoheis。"
"Idon'twantanyofthegentlemen;theyaresostiff,anddon'tcaretodancewithme;butIlikethoseboysoverthere,andI'lldancewithanyofthemiftheyarewilling,"saidPolly,afterasurvey。
"I'lltrotoutthewholelot。"AndTomgladlybroughtuphisfriends,whoalladmiredPollyimmensely,andwereproudtobechoseninsteadofthe"bigfellows。"
TherewasnosittingstillforPollyafterthat,fortheladskepthergoingatagreatpace;andshewassohappy,sheneversaworsuspectedhowmanylittlemanoeuvres,heart-burnings,displaysofvanity,affectation,andnonsenseweregoingonallroundher。Sheloveddancing,andenteredintothegayetyofthescenewithaheartinessthatwaspleasanttosee。
Hereyesshone,herfaceglowed,herlipssmiled,andthebrowncurlswavedintheair,asshedanced,withaheartaslightasherfeet。
"Areyouenjoyingyourself,Polly?"askedMr。Shaw,wholookedin,nowandthen,toreporttograndmathatallwasgoingwell。
"Oh,suchasplendidtime!"criedPolly,withanenthusiasticlittlegesture,asshechassé;edintothecornerwherehestood。
"Sheisaregularbelleamongtheboys,"saidFanny,asshepromenadedby。
"TheyaresokindinaskingmeandI'mnotafraidofthem,"explainedPolly,prancing,simplybecauseshecouldn'tkeepstill。
"Soyouareafraidoftheyounggentlemen,hey?"andMr。Shawheldherbyonecurl。
"AllbutMr。Sydney。Hedon'tputonairsandtalknonsense;and,oh!
hedoes'dancelikeanangel,'asTrixsays。"
"Papa,Iwishyou'dcomeandwaltzwithme。Fantoldmenottogonearher,'causemyweddwessmakesherpinkonelookugly;andTomwon't;andIwanttodwedfully。"
"I'veforgottenhow,Maudie。AskPolly;she'llspinyouroundlikeateetotum。"
"Mr。Sydney'snameisdownforthat,"answeredPolly,lookingatherfanwithaprettylittleairofimportance。"ButIguesshewouldn'tmindmytakingpoorMaudinstead。Shehasn'tdancedhardlyany,andI'vehadmorethanmyshare。Woulditbeveryimpropertochangemymind?"AndPollylookedupathertallpartnerwitheyewhichplainlyshowedthatthechangewasasacrifice。
"Notabit。Givethelittledearagoodwaltz,andwewilllookon,"
answeredMr。Sydney,withanodandsmile。
"Thatisarefreshinglittlepieceofnature,"saidMr。Shaw,asPollyandMaudwhirledaway。
"Shewillmakeacharminglittlewoman,ifsheisn'tspoilt。"
"Nodangerofthat。Shehasgotasensiblemother。"
"Ithoughtso。"AndSydneysighed,forhehadlatelylosthisowngoodmother。
Whensupperwasannounced,Pollyhappenedtobetalking,ortryingtotalk,tooneofthe"poky"gentlemenwhomFanhadintroduced。HetookMissMiltondown,ofcourse,putherinacorner,andhavingservedhertoadaboficeandonemacaroon,hedevotedhimselftohisownsupperwithsuchinterest,thatPollywouldhavefaredbadly,ifTomhadnotcomeandrescuedher。
"I'vebeenlookingeverywhereforyou。Comewithme,anddon'tsitstarvinghere,"saidTom,withascornfullookfromheremptyplatetothatofherrecreantescort,whichwaspiledwithgoodthings。
Followingherguide,Pollywastakentothebigchinacloset,openingfromthedining-roomtothekitchen,andhereshefoundajoviallittlepartyfeastingatease。Maudandherbosomfriend,"Gwace,"wereseatedontincake-boxes;SherryandSpideradornedtherefrigerator;whileTomandRumpleforagedfortheparty。
Here'sfun,"saidPolly,asshewasreceivedwithaclashofspoonsandawavingofnapkins。
"Youjustperchonthatcracker-keg,andI'llseethatyougetenough,"
saidTom,puttingadumbwaiterbeforeher,andissuinghisorderswithafineairofauthority。
"Weareabandofrobbersinourcave,andI'mthecaptain;andwepitchintothefolkspassingby,andgooutandbringhomeplunder。Now,Rumple,yougoandcarryoffabasketofcake,andI'llwatchheretillKatycomesbywithafreshlotofoysters;Pollymusthavesome。Sherry,cutintothekitchen,andbringacupofcoffee。Spider,scrapeupthesalad,andpokethedishthroughtheslideformore。Eataway,Polly,andmymenwillbebackwithsuppliesinajiffy。"
Suchfunastheyhadinthatcloset;suchdaringrobberiesofjelly-potsandcake-boxes;suchsuccessfulraidsintothedining-roomandkitchen;
suchbaseassaultsuponpoorKatyandthecoloredwaiter,whodidhisbest,butwashelplessinthehandsoftherobberhorde。Averyharmlesslittlerevel;fornowinewasallowed,andthegallantbandweresobusyskirmishingtosupplytheladies,thattheyhadnottimetoeattoomuch。Noonemissedthem;andwhentheyemerged,thefeastwasover,exceptforafewvoraciousyounggentlemen,whostilllingeredamongtheruins。
"That'sthewaytheyalwaysdo;pokethegirlsincorners,give'emjustonetasteofsomething,andthengoandstufflikepigs,"whisperedTom,withasuperiorair,forgettingcertainprivatebanquetsofhisown,aftercompanyhaddeparted。
TherestoftheeveningwastobedevotedtotheGerman;and,asPollyknewnothingaboutit,sheestablishedherselfinawindowrecesstowatchthemysteries。Foratimesheenjoyedit,foritwasallnewtoher,andthevariousprettydeviceswereverycharming;but,byandby,thatbitterweed,envy,croppedupagain,andshecouldnotfeelhappytobeleftoutinthecold,whiletheothergirlsweregettinggaytissue-papersuits,drollbonbons,flowers,ribbons,andallmanneroftastefultriflesinwhichgirlishsoulsdelight。Everyonewasabsorbed;Mr。Sydneywasdancing;
Tomandhisfriendswerediscussingbase-ballonthestairs;andMaud'ssethadreturnedtothelibrarytoplay。
Pollytriedtoconquerthebadfeeling;butitworriedher,tillsherememberedsomethinghermotheroncesaidtoher,­;
"Whenyoufeeloutofsorts,trytomakesomeoneelsehappy,andyouwillsoonbesoyourself。"
"Iwilltryit,"thoughtPolly,andlookedroundtoseewhatshecoulddo。Soundsofstrifeinthelibraryledhertoenter。Maudandtheyoungladiesweresittingonthesofa,talkingabouteachother'sclothes,astheyhadseentheirmammasdo。
"Wasyourdressimported?"askedGrace。
"No;wasyours?"returnedBlanche。
"Yes;anditcost­;oh,eversomuch。"
"Idon'tthinkitisasprettyasMaud's。"
"MinewasmadeinNewYork,"saidMissShaw,smoothingherskirtscomplacently。
"Ican'tdressmuchnow,youknow,'causemamma'sinblackforsomebody,"
observedMissAliceLovett,feelingtheimportancewhichafflictionconferreduponherwhenittooktheformofajetnecklace。
"Well,Idon'tcareifmydressisn'timported;mycousinhadthreekindsofwineatherparty;so,now,"saidBlanche。
"Didshe?"Andallthelittlegirlslookeddeeplyimpressed,tillMaudobserved,withafunnyimitationofherfather'smanner,­;
"Mypapasaiditwasscan-dill-us;forsomeofthelittleboysgottipsy,andhadtobetookedhome。Hewouldn'tletushaveanywine;
andgwandmasaiditwasvewyimpwoperforchildwentodoso。"
"Mymothersaysyourmother'scoupé;isn'thalfsostylishasours,"putinAlice。
"Yes,itis,too。It'salllinedwithgweensilk,andthat'snicerthanoldwedcloth,"criedMaud,rufflinguplikeaninsultedchicken。
"Well,mybrotherdon'twearahorridoldcap,andhe'sgotnicehair。
Iwouldn'thaveabrotherlikeTom。He'shorridrude,mysistersays,"
retortedAlice。
"Heisn't。Yourbrotherisapig。"
"You'reafib!"
"Soareyou!"
Here,Iregrettosay,MissShawslappedMissLovett,whopromptlyreturnedthecompliment,andbothbegantocry。
Polly,whohadpausedtolistentotheedifyingchat,partedthebelligerents,andfindingthepoorthingstired,cross,andsleepy,yetunabletogohometillsentfor,proposedtoplaygames。Theyoungladiesconsented,and"Pussinthecorner"provedapeacemaker。Presently,incametheboys;
andbeingexilesfromtheGerman,gladlyjoinedinthegames,whichsoonwerelivelyenoughtowakethesleepiest。"Blind-man's-buff"wasinfullswingwhenMr。Shawpeepedin,andseeingPollyflyingaboutwithband-agedeyes,joinedinthefuntopuzzleher。Hegotcaughtdirectly;andgreatmerrimentwascausedbyPolly'sbewilderment,forshecouldn'tguesswhohewas,tillshefeltthebaldspotonhishead。
Thisfrolicputeveryoneinsuchspirits,thatPollyforgothertrouble,andthelittlegirlskissedeachothergood-nightasaffectionatelyasifsuchthingsasimportedfrocks,coupé;s,andrivalbrothersdidn'texist"Well,Polly,doyoulikeparties?"askedFanwhenthelastguestwasgone。
"Verymuch;butIdon'tthinkitwouldbegoodformetogotomany,"
answeredPolly,slowly。
"Whynot?"
"Ishouldn'tenjoythemifIdidn'thaveafinedress,anddanceallthetime,andbeadmired,and­;alltherestofit。"
"Ididn'tknowyoucaredforsuchthings,"criedFanny,surprised。
"NeitherdidItillto-night;butIdo;andasIcan'thave'em,it'sluckyI'mgoinghometomorrow。"
"Oh,dear!Soyouare!WhatshallIdowithoutmy'sweetP。,'asSydneycallsyou?"sighedFanny,bearingPollyawaytobecuddled。
Everyoneechoedtheexclamationnextday;andmanylovingeyesfollowedthelittlefigureinthedrabfrockasitwentquietlyabout,doingforthelasttimethesmallserviceswhichwouldhelptomakeitsabsencekeenlyfelt。Pollywastogodirectlyafteranearlydinner,andhavingpackedhertrunk,allbutonetray,shewastoldtogoandtakearunwhilegrandmafinished。Pollysuspectedthatsomepleasantsurprisewasgoingtobeputin;forFandidn'toffertogowithher,Maudkeptdodgingaboutwithsomethingunderherapron,andTomhadjustwhiskedintohismother'sroominamysteriousmanner。SoPollytookthehintandwentaway,rejoicinginthethoughtoftheunknowntreasuresshewastocarryhome。
Mr。Shawhadnotsaidheshouldcomehomesoearly,butPollythoughthemight,andwenttomeethim。Mr。Shawdidn'texpecttoseePolly,forhehadleftherverybusy,andnowalightsnowwasfalling;but,asheturnedintothemalltherewastheroundhat,andunderitthebrightface,lookingalltherosierforbeingpowderedwithsnow-flakes,asPollycamerunningtomeethim。
"Therewon'tbeanyonetohelptheoldgentlemansafelyhometo-morrow,"
hesaid,asPollytookhishandinbothherswithanaffectionatesqueeze。
"Yes,therewill;seeifthereisn't,"criedPolly,noddingandsmiling,forFanhadconfidedtoherthatshemeanttotryitafterherfriendhadgone。
"I'mgladofit。But,mydear,Iwantyoutopromisethatyouwillcomeandmakeusavisiteverywinter,­;agoodlongone,"saidMr。Shaw,pattingthebluemittensfoldedroundhishand。
"Iftheycansparemefromhome,I'dlovetocomedearly。"
"Theymustlendyouforalittlewhile,becauseyoudousallgood,andweneedyou。"
"DoI?Idon'tseehow;butI'mgladtohearyousayso,"criedPolly,muchtouched。
"Ican'ttellyouhow,exactly;butyoubroughtsomethingintomyhousethatmakesitwarmerandpleasanter,andwon'tquitevanish,Ihope,whenyougoaway,mychild。"
PollyhadneverheardMr。Shawspeaklikethatbefore,anddidn'tknowwhattosay,shefeltsoproudandhappyatthisproofofthetruthofhermother'swords,whenshesaidthat"evenalittlegirlcouldexertaninfluence,anddosomegoodinthisbig,busyworld。"Sheonlygaveherfriendagratefullooksweeterthananywords,andtheywentontogether,handinhand,throughthe"soft-fallingsnow。"
IfPollycouldhaveseenwhatwentintothattoptray,shewouldhavebeenentirelyovercome;forFannyhadtoldgrandmaaboutthepoorlittlepresentsshehadoncelaughedat,andtheyhadalllaidtheirheadstogethertoprovidesomethingreallyfineandappropriateforeverymemberoftheMiltonfamily。Suchamineofriches!andsomuchgood-will,affection,andkindlyforethoughtwaspackedawayinthetemptingbundles,thatnoonecouldfeeloffended,butwouldfindanunusualcharmabouttheprettygiftsthatmadethemdoublywelcome。IonlyknowthatifPollyhadsuspectedthatalittlewatchwastickingawayinalittlecase,withhernameonit,insidethattrunk,shenevercouldhaveleftitlockedasgrandmaadvised,orhaveeatenherdinnersoquietly。Asitwas,herheartwasveryfull,andthetearsrosetohereyesmorethanonce,everyonewassokind,andsosorrytohavehergo。
Tomdidn'tneedanyurgingtoplayescortnow;andbothFanandMaudinsistedongoingtoo。Mrs。Shawforgothernerves,andputupsomegingerbreadwithherownhands;Mr。ShawkissedPollyasifshehadbeenhisdearestdaughter;andgrandmaheldherclose,whisperinginatremuloustone,"Mylittlecomfort,comeagainsoon";whileKatywavedherapronfromthenurserywindow,crying,astheydrove,away,"Thesaintsblessye,MissPolly,dear,andsindyethebestoflucks!"
ButthecrowningjokeofallwasTom'sgood-by,for,whenPollywasfairlysettledinthecar,thelast"Allaboard!"uttered,andthetraininmotion,Tomsuddenlyproducedaknobbylittlebundle,andthrustingitinatthewindow,whilehehungoninsomebreakneckfashion,said,withadrollmixtureoffunandfeelinginhisface,­;
"It'shorrid;butyouwantedit,soIputitintomakeyoulaugh。
Good-by,Polly;good-by,good-by!"
Thelastadieuwasatriflehusky,andTomvanishedasitwasuttered,leavingPollytolaughoverhispartingsouvenirtillthetearsrandownhercheeks。Itwasapaperbagofpeanuts,andpokeddownattheverybottomaphotographofTom。Itwas"horrid,"forhelookedasiftakenbyaflashoflightning,soblack,wild,andstaringwasit;butPollylikedit,andwhenevershefeltalittlepensiveatpartingwithherfriends,shetookapeanut,orapeepatTom'sfunnypicture,whichmadehermerryagain。
Sotheshortjourneycameblithelytoanend,andinthetwilightshesawagroupoflovingfacesatthedoorofahumblelittlehouse,whichwasmorebeautifulthananypalaceinhereyes,foritwashome。ChapterVIII。ChapterVIII。CHAPTERVIIISIXYEARSAFTERWARD"WHATdoyouthinkPollyisgoingtodothiswinter?"exclaimedFanny,lookingupfromthelettershehadbeeneagerlyreading。
"GoingtodeliverlecturesonWoman'sRights,"saidtheyounggentlemanwhowascarefullyexamininghisluxuriantcropofdecidedlyauburnhair,asheloungedwithbothelbowsonthechimney-piece。
"Goingtosethercapforsomeyoungministerandmarryhiminthespring,"
addedMrs。Shaw,whosemindranagooddealuponmatch-makingjustnow。
"Ithinksheisgoingtostayathome,anddoallthework,'causeservantscostsomuch;itwouldbejustlikeher,"observedMaud,whocouldpronouncetheletterRnow。
"It'smyopinionsheisgoingtoopenaschool,orsomethingofthatsort,tohelpthosebrothersofhersalong,"saidMr。Shaw,whohadputdownhispaperatthesoundofPolly'sname。
"Everyoneofyouwrong,thoughpapacomesnearestthetruth,"criedFanny;"sheisgoingtogivemusiclessons,andsupportherself,sothatWillmaygotocollege。Heisthestudiousone,andPollyisveryproudofhim。Ned,theotherbrother,hasabusinesstalent,anddon'tcareforbooks,sohehasgoneoutWest,andwillmakehisownwayanywhere。Pollysayssheisn'tneededathomenow,thefamilyissosmall,andKittycantakeherplacenicely;sosheisactuallygoingtoearnherownliving,andhandoverhershareofthefamilyincometoWill。Whatamartyrthatgirldoesmakeofherself,"andFannylookedassolemnasifPollyhadproposedsomeawfulself-sacrifice。
"Sheisasensible,brave-heartedgirl,andIrespectherfordoingit,"saidMr。Shaw,emphatically。"Oneneverknowswhatmayhappen,anditdoesnoharmforyoungpeopletolearntobeindependent。"
"IfsheisasprettyasshewaslasttimeIsawher,she'llgetpupilsfastenough。Iwouldn'tmindtakinglessonsmyself,"wasthegraciousobservationofShaw,Jr。,asheturnedfromthemirror,withthesoothingcertaintythathisobjectionablehairactuallywasgrowingdarker。
"Shewouldn'ttakeyouatanyprice,"saidFanny,rememberingPolly'slookofdisappointmentanddisapprovalwhenshecameonherlastvisitandfoundhimanunmistakabledandy。
"Youjustwaitandsee,"wastheplacidreply。
"IfPollydoescarryoutherplan,IwishMaudtotakelessonsofher;
Fannycandoasshelikes,butitwouldpleasemeverymuchtohaveoneofmygirlssingasPollysings。Itsuitsoldpeoplebetterthanyouroperathings,andmotherusedtoenjoyitsomuch。"
Ashespoke,Mr。Shaw'seyeturnedtowardthecomerofthefirewheregrandmausedtosit。Theeasy-chairwasemptynow,thekindoldfacewasgone,andnothingbutaverytendermemoryremained。
"I'dliketolearn,papa,andPollyisasplendidteacher,Iknow;
she'salwayssopatient,andmakeseverythingsopleasant。Idohopeshewillgetscholarsenoughtobeginrightaway,"saidMaud。
"Whenisshecoming?"askedMrs。Shaw,quitewillingtohelpPolly,butprivatelyresolvingthatMaudshouldbefinishedoffbythemostfashionablemasterinthecity。
"Shedoesn'tsay。Shethanksmeforaskingherhere,asusual,butsayssheshallgorighttoworkandhadbetterbeginwithherownlittleroomatonce。Won'titseemstrangetohavePollyintown,andyetnotwithus?"
"We'llgethersomehow。Thelittleroomwillcostsomething,andshecanstaywithusjustaswellasnot,evenifshedoesteach。TellherIsayso,"saidMr。Shaw。
"Shewon'tcome,Iknow;forifsheundertakestobeindependent,she'lldoitinthemostthoroughmanner,"answeredFanny,andMrs。Shawsincerelyhopedshewould。Itwasallverywelltopatronizethelittlemusic-teacher,butitwasnotsopleasanttohavehersettledinthefamily。
"IshalldowhatIcanforheramongmyfriends,andIdaresayshewillgetonverywellwithyoungpupilstobeginwith。Ifshestartsright,putshertermshighenough,andgetsafewgoodnamestogivehertheentré;eintoourfirstfamilies,Idon'tdoubtshewilldonicely,forImustsayPollyhasthemannersofalady,"observedMrs。Shaw。
"She'samightytakinglittlebody,andI'mgladshe'stobeintown,thoughI'dlikeitbetterifshedidn'tbotheraboutteaching,butjuststayedhereandenjoyedherself,"saidTom,lazily。
"I'venodoubtshewouldfeelhighlyhonoredtobeallowedtodevotehertimetoyouramusement;butshecan'taffordexpensiveluxuries,andshedon'tapproveofflirting,soyouwillhavetolethergoherownway,andrefreshherselfwithsuchglimpsesofyouasherengagementspermit,"
answeredFanny,inthesarcastictonewhichwasbecominghabitualtoher。
"Youaregettingtobearegularoldmaid,Fan;assharpasalemon,andtwiceassour,"returnedTom,lookingdownatherwithanairofcalmsuperiority。
"Dobequiet,children;youknowIcan'tbearanythinglikecontention。
Maud,givememyShetlandshawl,andputacushionatmyback。"
AsMaudobeyedhermother,withareprovinglookathererringbrotherandsister,apausefollowed,forwhicheveryoneseemedgrateful。Theyweresittingaboutthefireafterdinner,andalllookedasifalittlesunshinewoulddothemgood。IthadbeenadullNovemberday,butallofasuddenthecloudslifted,andabrightrayshotintotheroom。Everyoneturnedinvoluntarilytowelcomeit,andeveryonecriedout,"Why,Polly!"forthereonthethresholdstoodabright-facedgirl,smilingasiftherewasnosuchthingasNovemberweatherintheworld。
"Youdearthing,whendidyoucome?"criedFanny,kissingboththebloomingcheckswithrealaffection,whiletheresthoverednear,waitingforachance。
"Icameyesterday,andhavebeengettingmynestinorder;butIcouldn'tkeepawayanylonger,soIranuptosay'Howdoyoudo?'"answeredPolly,inthecheeryvoicethatdidone'sheartgoodtohear。
"MyPollyalwaysbringsthesunshinewithher,"andMr。Shawheldouthishandstohislittlefriend,forshewashisfavoritestill。
Itwasgoodtoseeherputbotharmsabouthisneck,andgivehimatenderkiss,thatsaidagreatdeal,forgrandmahaddiedsincePollymethimlastandshelongedtocomforthim,seeinghowgrayandoldhehadgrown。
IfTomhadhadanythoughtsoffollowinghisfather'sexample,somethinginPolly'smannermadehimchangehismind,andshakehandswithahearty"I'mverygladtoseeyou,Polly,"addingtohimself,ashelookedatthefaceinthemodestlittlebonnet:"Prettierthanever,byJove!"
TherewassomethingmorethanmereprettinessinPolly'sface,thoughTomhadnotlearnedtoseeityet。Theblueeyeswereclearandsteady,thefreshmouthfrankandsweet,thewhitechinwasaveryfirmoneinspiteofthedimple,andthesmoothforeheadunderthelittlecurlshadabroad,benevolentarch;whileallaboutthefacewerethoseunmistakablelinesandcurveswhichcanmakeevenaplaincountenancecomely,bybreathingintoitthebeautyofalovelycharacter。Pollyhadgrownup,butshehadnomorestylenowthaninthedaysoftheroundhatandroughcoat,forshewasallingray,likeayoungQuakeress,withnoornamentbutabluebowatthethroatandanotherinthehair。Yettheplainsuitbecameherexcellently,andoneneverthoughtofthedress,lookingattheactivefigurethatworeit,forthefreedomofherchildhoodgavetoPollythatgoodgift,health,andeverymovementwasfullofthevigor,grace,andease,whichnothingelsecansosurelybestow。Ahappysoulinahealthybodyisararesightinthesedays,whendoctorsflourishandeveryoneisill,andthispleasantunionwasthecharmwhichPollypossessedwithoutknowingit。
"Itdoesseemsogoodtohaveyouhereagain,"saidMaud,cuddlingPolly'scoldhand,asshesatatherfeet,whenshewasfairlyestablishedbetweenFannyandMr。Shaw,whileTomleanedonthebackofhismother'schair,andenjoyedtheprospect。
"Howdoyougeton?Whendoyoubegin?Whereisyournest?Nowtellallaboutit,"beganFanny,whowasfullofcuriosityaboutthenewplan。
"Ishallgetonverywell,Ithink,forI'vegottwelvescholarstobeginwith,allabletopayagoodprice,andIshallgivemyfirstlessononMonday。"
"Don'tyoudreadit?"askedFanny。
"Notmuch;whyshouldI?"answeredPolly,stoutly。
"Well,Idon'tknow;it'sanewthing,andmustbealittlebithardatfirst,"stammeredFanny,notlikingtosaythatworkingforone'slivingseemedadreadfulhardshiptoher。
"Itwillbetiresome,ofcourse,butIshallgetusedtoit;Ishallliketheexercise,andthenewpeopleandplacesImustseewillamuseme。Thentheindependencewillbedelightful,andifIcansavealittletohelpKittyalongwith,thatwillbebestofall。"
Polly'sfaceshoneasiftheprospectwasfullofpleasureinsteadofwork,andtheheartygoodwillwithwhichsheundertookthenewtask,seemedtodignifyherhumblehopesandplans,andmaketheminterestinginthesightofothers。
"Whohaveyougotforpupils?"askedMrs。Shaw,forgettinghernervesforaminute。
Pollynamedherlist,andtookasecretsatisfactioninseeingtheimpressionwhichcertainnamesmadeuponherhearers。
"HowintheworlddidyougettheDavenportsandtheGreys,mydear?"
saidMrs。Shaw,sittingerectinhersurprise。
"Mrs。Davenportandmotherarerelations,youknow。"
"Younevertoldusthatbefore!"
"TheDavenportshavebeenawaysomeyears,andIforgotallaboutthem。
ButwhenIwasmakingmyplan,IknewImusthaveagoodnameortwotosetmegoing,soIjustwroteandaskedMrs。D。ifshewouldhelpme。Shecameandsawusandwasverykind,andhasgotthesepupilsforme,likeadear,goodwomanassheis。"
"Wheredidyoulearnsomuchworldlywisdom,Polly?"askedMr。Shaw,ashiswifefellbackinherchair,andtookouthersalts,asifthisdiscoveryhadbeentoomuchforher。
"Ilearntithere,sir,"answeredPolly,laughing。"Iusedtothinkpatronageandthingsofthatsortverydisagreeableandnotworthhaving,butI'vegotwiser,andtoacertainextentI'mgladtousewhateveradvantagesIhaveinmypower,iftheycanbehonestlygot。"
"Whydidn'tyouletushelpyouinthebeginning?Weshouldhavebeenverygladto,I'msure,"putinMrs。Shaw,whoquiteburnedtobeknownasajointpatronesswithMrs。Davenport。
"Iknowyouwould,butyouhaveallbeensokindtomeIdidn'twanttotroubleyouwithmylittleplanstillthefirststepsweretaken。Besides,Ididn'tknowasyouwouldliketorecommendmeasateacher,thoughyoulikemewellenoughasplainPolly。"
"Mydear,ofcourseIwould,andwewantyoutotakeMaudatonce,andteachheryoursweetsongs。Shehasafinevoice,andisreallysufferingforateacher。"
AslightsmilepassedoverPolly'sfaceasshereturnedherthanksforthenewpupil,forsherememberedatimewhenMrs。Shawconsideredher"sweetsongs"quiteunfitforafashionableyounglady'srepertoire。
"Whereisyourroom?"askedMaud。
"MyoldfriendMissMillshastakenmein,andIamnicelysettled。
Motherdidn'tliketheideaofmygoingtoastrangeboarding-house,soMissMillskindlymadeaplaceforme。Youknowsheletsherroomswithoutboard,butsheisgoingtogivememydinners,andI'mtogetmyownbreakfastandtea,quiteindependently。Ilikethatway,andit'sverylittletrouble,myhabitsaresosimple;abowlofbreadandmilknightandmorning,withbakedapplesorsomethingofthatsort,isallIwant,andIcanhaveitwhenIlike。"
"Isyourroomcomfortablyfurnished?Can'twelendyouanything,mydear?Aneasy-chairnow,oralittlecouch,sonecessarywhenonecomesintired,"saidMrs。Shaw,takingunusualinterestintheaffair。
"Thankyou,butIdon'tneedanything,forIbroughtallsortsofhomecomfortswithme。Oh,Fan,yououghttohaveseenmytriumphalentryintothecity,sittingamongmygoodsandchattels,inafarmer'scart。"Polly'slaughwassoinfectiousthateveryonesmiledandforgottobeshockedatherperformance。"Yes,"sheadded,"IkeptwishingIcouldmeetyou,justtoseeyourhorrifiedfacewhenyousawmesittingonmylittlesofa,withboxesandbundlesallroundme,abird-cageononeside,afishingbasket,withakitten'sheadpoppinginandoutofthehole,ontheotherside,andjollyoldMr。Brown,inhisbluefrock,perchedonakegofapplesinfront。Itwasalovelybrightday,andIenjoyedtherideimmensely,forwehadallsortsofadventures。"
"Oh,tellaboutit,"beggedMaud,whenthegenerallaughatPolly'spicturehadsubsided。
"Well,inthefirstplace,weforgotmyivy,andKittycamerunningafterme,withit。Thenwestartedagain,butweresoonstoppedbyagreatshouting,andtherewasWillracingdownthehill,wavingapillowinonehandandasquashpieintheother。Howwedidlaughwhenhecameupandexplainedthatourneighbor,oldMrs。Dodd,hadsentinahop-pillowforme,incaseofheadache,andapietobeginhouse-keepingwith。SheseemedsodisappointedatbeingtoolatethatWillpromisedtogetthemtome,ifheranallthewaytotown。Thepillowwaseasilydisposedof,butthatpie!Idobelieveitwasstowedineverypartofthewagon,andneverstaidanywhere。Ifounditinmylap,thenonthefloor,next,upsidedownamongthebooks,thenjustonthepointofcoastingoffatrunkintotheroad,andatlastitlandedinmyrocking-chair。Sucharemarkablepieasitwas,too,forinspiteofallitswanderings,itnevergotspiltorbroken,andwefinallyateitforlunch,inordertobeleftinpeace。Next,mykittygotaway,andIhadachaseoverwallsandbrooksbeforeIgother,whileMr。Brownsatshakingwithfun,toseemerun。Wefinishedoffbyhavingthebook-shelvestumbleonourheadsaswewentdownahill,andlosingmychairoffbehind,aswewentupahill。Ashoutmadeuspause,and,lookingback,therewasthepoorlittlechairrockingallbyitselfinthemiddleoftheroad,whileasmallboysatonthefenceandwhooped。
Itwasgreatfun,Idoassureyou。"
Pollyhadrunoninherlivelyway,notbecauseshethoughtheradventuresamountedtomuch,butfromawishtocheerupherfriends,whohadstruckheraslookingratherdullandoutofsorts,especiallyMr。Shaw;andwhenshesawhimleanbackinhischairwiththeoldheartylaugh,shewassatisfied,andblessedtheunluckypieforamusinghim。
"Oh,Polly,youdotellsuchinterestingthings!"sighedMaud,wipinghereyes。
"IwishI'dmetyou,I'dhavegivenyouthreecheersandatiger,foritmusthavebeenanimposingspectacle,"saidTom。