Pollydiscreetlyfellbehind,andamusedherselflookingintoshop-windows,tillFanny,mindfulofhermanners,evenatsuchaninterestingtime,tookherintoapicturegallery,andbadeherenjoytheworksofartwhiletheyrested。ObedientPollywentthroughtheroomseveraltimes,apparentlyexaminingthepictureswiththeinterestofaconnoisseur,andtryingnottohearthemildprattleofthepairontheroundseat。Butshecouldn'thelpwonderingwhatFanfoundsoabsorbinginanaccountofarecentGerman,andwhysheneedpromisesosolemnlynottoforgettheconcertthatafternoon。
WhenFannyroseatlast,Polly'stiredfacereproachedher;andtakingahastyleaveofthesmallgentleman,sheturnedhomeward,saying,confidentially,assheputonehandinPolly'smuff,"Now,mydear,youmustn'tsayawordaboutFrankMoore,orpapawilltakemyheadoff。Idon'tcareabitforhim,andhelikesTrix;onlytheyhavequarrelled,andhewantstomakehermadbyflirtingalittlewithme。Iscoldedhimwell,andhepromisedtomakeupwithher。Weallgototheafternoonconcerts,andhaveagaytime,andBelleandTrixaretobethereto-day;sojustkeepquiet,andeverythingwillbeallright。"
"I'mafraiditwon't,"beganPolly,who,notbeingusedtosecrets,founditveryhardtokeepevenasmallone。
"Don'tworry,child。It'snoneofourbusiness;sowecangoandenjoythemusic,andifotherpeopleflirt,itwon'tbeourfault,"saidFanny,impatiently。
"Ofcoursenot;but,then,ifyourfatherdon'tlikeyoutodoso,oughtyoutogo?"
"Itellmamma,andshedon'tcare。Papaisfussy,andgrandmamakesastirabouteveryblessedthingIdo。Youwillholdyourtongue,won'tyou?"
"Yes;Itrulywill;Inevertelltales。"AndPollykeptherword,feelingsureFandidn'tmeantodeceiveherfather,sinceshetoldhermothereverything。
"Whoareyougoingwith?"askedMrs。Shaw,whenFannymentionedthatitwasconcert-day,justbeforethreeo'clock。
"OnlyPolly;shelikesmusic,anditwassostormyIcouldn'tgolastweek,youknow,"answeredFan;adding,astheyleftthehouseagain,"Ifanyonemeetsusontheway,Ican'thelpit,canI?"
"Youcantellthemnotto,can'tyou?"
"That'srude。Dearme!here'sBelle'sbrotherGus­;healwaysgoes。Ismyhairallright,andmyhat?
BeforePollycouldanswer,Mr。Gusjoinedthemasamatterofcourse,andPollysoonfoundherselftrottingonbehind,feelingthatthingswerenot"allright,"thoughshedidn'tknowhowtomendthem。Beingfondofmusic,sheignorantlysupposedthateveryoneelsewentforthatalone,andwasmuchdisturbedbythewhisperingthatwentonamongtheyoungpeopleroundher。BelleandTrixwerethereinfulldress;and,inthepausesbetweendifferentpieces,Messrs。FrankandGus,withseveralother"splendidfellows,"regaledtheyoungladieswithcollegegossip,andbitsofnewsfullofinterest,tojudgefromthecloseattentionpaidtotheireloquentremarks。Pollyregardedthesenoblebeingswithawe,andtheyrecognizedherexistencewiththecondescensionoftheirsex;buttheyevidentlyconsideredheronly"aquietlittlething,"andfindinghernotuptosocietytalk,blandlyignoredtheprettychild,anddevotedthemselvestotheyoungladies。
FortunatelyforPolly,sheforgotallabouttheminherenjoymentofthefinemusic,whichshefeltratherthanunderstood,andsatlisteningwithsuchahappyface,thatseveraltruemusic-loverswatchedhersmilingly,forherheartgaveablithewelcometothemelodywhichputthelittleinstrumentintune。Itwasduskwhentheywentout,andPollywasmuchrelievedtofindthecarriagewaitingforthem,becauseplayingthirdfiddlewasnottohertaste,andshehadhadenoughofitforoneday。
"I'mgladthosemenaregone;theydidworrymesotalking,whenI
wantedtohear,"saidPolly,astheyrolledaway。
"Whichdidyoulikebest?"askedFanny,withalanguidairofsuperiority。
"Theplainone,whodidn'tsaymuch;hepickedupmymuffwhenittumbleddown,andtookcareofmeinthecrowd;theothersdidn'tmindanythingaboutme。"
"Theythoughtyouwerealittlegirl,Isuppose。"
"Mymothersaysarealgentlemanisaspolitetoalittlegirlastoawoman;soIlikeMr。Sydneybest,becausehewaskindtome。"
"Whatasharpchildyouare,Polly。Ishouldn'thavethoughtyou'dmindthingslikethat,"saidFanny,beginningtounderstandthattheremaybeagooddealofwomanlinesseveninalittlegirl。
"I'musedtogoodmanners,thoughIdoliveinthecountry,"repliedPolly,ratherwarmly,forshedidn'tliketobepatronizedevenbyherfriends。
"Grandmasaysyourmotherisaperfectlady,andyouarejustlikeher;
sodon'tgetinapassionwiththosepoorfellows,andI'llseethattheybehavebetternexttime。Tomhasnomannersatall,andyoudon'tcomplainofhim,"addedFan,withalaugh。
"Idon'tcareifhehasn't;he'saboy,andactslikeone,andIcangetonwithhimagreatdealbetterthanIcanwiththosemen。"
FannywasjustgoingtotakePollytotaskforsaying"thosemen"insuchadisrespectfultone,whenbothwerestartledbyasmothered"Cock-a-doodle-doo!"
fromundertheoppositeseat。
"It'sTom!"criedFanny;andwiththewordsouttumbledthatincorrigibleboy,redintheface,andbreathlesswithsuppressedlaughter。Seatinghimself,hesurveyedthegirlsasifwellsatisfiedwiththesuccessofhisprank,andwaitingtobecongratulateduponit。"Didyouhearwhatweweresaying?"demandedFanny,uneasily。
"Oh,didn'tI,everyword?"AndTomexultedoverthemvisibly。
"Didyoueverseesuchaprovokingtoad,Polly?Now,Isupposeyou'llgoandtellpapaagreatstory。"
"P'r'apsIshall,andp'r'apsIshan't。HowPollydidhopwhenIcrowed!
Iheardhersqueal,andsawhercuddleupherfeet。"
"Andyouhearduspraiseyourmanners,didn'tyou?"askedPolly,slyly。
"Yes,andyouliked'em;soIwon'ttellonyou,"saidTom,withare-assuringnod。
"There'snothingtotell。"
"Ain'tthere,though?Whatdoyousupposethegovernorwillsaytoyougirlsgoingonsowiththosedandies?Isawyou。"
"WhathastheGovernorofMassachusettstodowithus?"askedPolly,tryingtolookasifshemeantwhatshesaid。
"Pooh!youknowwhoImean;soyouneedn'ttrytocatchmeup,asgrandmadoes。"
"Tom,I'llmakeabargainwithyou,"criedFanny,eagerly。"Itwasn'tmyfaultthatGusandFrankwerethere,andIcouldn'thelptheirspeakingtome。IdoaswellasIcan,andpapaneedn'tbeangry;forIbehaveeversomuchbetterthansomeofthegirls。Don'tI,Polly?"
"Bargain?"observedTom,withaneyetobusiness。
"Ifyouwon'tgoandmakeafuss,tellingwhatyou'dnorighttohear­;itwassomeantohideandlisten;Ishouldthinkyou'dbeashamedofit!­;I
'llhelpyouteaseforyourvelocipede,andwon'tsayawordagainstit,whenmammaandgrannybegpapanottoletyouhaveit。"
"Willyou?"andTompausedtoconsidertheofferinallitsbearings。
"Yes,andPollywillhelp;won'tyou?"
"I'drathernothaveanythingtodowithit;butI'llbequiet,andnotdoanyharm。"
"Whywon'tyou?"askedTom,curiously。
"Becauseitseemslikedeceiving。"
"Well,papaneedn'tbesofussy,"saidFan,petulantly。
"AfterhearingaboutthatCarrie,andtherest,Idon'twonderheisfussy。Whydon'tyoutellrightout,andnotdoitanymore,ifhedon'twantyouto?"saidPolly,persuasively。
"Doyougoandtellyourfatherandmothereverythingrightout?"
"Yes,Ido;anditsaveseversomuchtrouble。"
"Ain'tyouafraidofthem?"
"OfcourseI'mnot。It'shardtotellsometimes;butit'ssocomfortablewhenit'sover。"
"Let's!"wasTom'sbriefadvice。
"Mercyme!whatafussaboutnothing!"saidFanny,readytocrywithvexation。
"Tisn'tnothing。Youknowyouareforbiddentogogallivantingroundwiththosechaps,andthat'sthereasonyou'reinapuckernow。Iwon'tmakeanybargain,andIwilltell,"returnedTom,seizedwithasuddenfitofmoralfirmness。
"WillyouifIpromisenever,nevertodosoanymore?"askedFanny,meekly;forwhenThomastookmattersintohisownhands,hissisterusuallysubmittedinspiteofherself。
"I'llthinkaboutit;andifyoubehave,maybeIwon'tdoitatall。
Icanwatchyoubetterthanpapacan;so,ifyoutryitagain,it'sallupwithyou,miss,"saidTom,findingitimpossibletoresistthepleasureoftyrannizingalittlewhenhegotthechance。
"Shewon't;don'tplagueheranymore,andshewillbegoodtoyouwhenyougetintoscrapes,"answeredPolly,withherarmroundFan。
"Ineverdo;andifIdid,Ishouldn'taskagirltohelpmeout。"
"Whynot?I'daskyouinaminute,ifIwasintrouble,"saidPolly,inherconfidingway。
"Wouldyou?Well,I'dputyouthrough,assureasmyname'sTomShaw。
Now,then,don'tslip,Polly,"andMr。Thomashelpedthemoutwithunusualpoliteness,forthatfriendlylittlespeechgratifiedhim。Hefeltthatonepersonappreciatedhim;andithadagoodeffectuponmannersandtempermaderoughandbelligerentbyconstantsnubbingandopposition。
Afterteathatevening,FannyproposedthatPollyshouldshowherhowtomakemolassescandy,asitwascook'sholiday,andthecoastwouldbeclear。Hopingtopropitiatehertormentor,FaninvitedTomtojoinintherevel,andPollybeggedthatMaudmightsitupandseethefun;soallfourdescendedtothebigkitchen,armedwithaprons,hammers,spoons,andpans,andPollyassumedcommandoftheforces。Tomwassettocrackingnuts,andMaudtopickingoutthemeats,forthecandywastobe"tip-top。"
FanwaitedonPollycook,whohoveredoverthekettleofboilingmolassestillherfacewasthecolorofapeony。"Now,putinthenuts,"shesaidatlast;andTomemptiedhisplateintothefoamysyrup,whiletheotherswatchedwithdeepinterestthemysteriousconcoctionofthiswell-belovedsweetmeat。"Ipouritintothebutteredpan,yousee,anditcools,andthenwecaneatit,"explainedPolly,suitingtheactiontotheword。
"Why,it'sallfullofshells!"exclaimedMaud,peeringintothepan。
"Oh,thunder!Imusthaveput'eminbymistake,andateupthemeatswithoutthinking,"saidTom,tryingtoconcealhisnaughtysatisfaction,asthegirlshungoverthepanwithfacesfullofdisappointmentanddespair。
"Youdiditonpurpose,youhorridboy!I'llneverletyouhaveanythingtodowithmyfunagain!"criedFan,inapassion,tryingtocatchandshakehim,whilehedodgedandchuckledinhighglee。
Maudbegantowailoverherlostdelight,andPollygravelypokedatthemess,whichwasquitespoilt。Butherattentionwasspeedilydivertedbythesquabblegoingoninthecorner;forFanny,forgetfulofheryoung-ladyismandhersixteenyears,hadboxedTom'sears,andTom,resentingtheinsult,hadforciblyseatedherinthecoal-hod,whereheheldherwithonehandwhilehereturnedthecomplimentwiththeother。Bothwereveryangry,andkepttwittingoneanotherwitheveryaggravationtheycouldinvent,astheyscoldedandscuffled,presentingamostunlovelyspectacle。
Pollywasnotamodelgirlbyanymeans,andhadherlittlepetsandtempersliketherestofus;butshedidn'tfight,scream,andsquabblewithherbrothersandsistersinthisdisgracefulway,andwasmuchsurprisedtoseeherelegantfriendinsuchapassion。"Oh,don't!Please,don't!
You'llhurther,Tom!Lethimgo,Fanny!It'snomatteraboutthecandy;
wecanmakesomemore!"criedPolly,tryingtopartthem,andlookingsodistressed,thattheystoppedashamed,andinaminutesorrythatsheshouldseesuchadisplayoftemper。
"Iain'tgoingtobehustledround;soyou'dbetterletmealone,Fan,"
saidTom,drawingoffwithathreateningwagofthehead,adding,inadifferenttone,"Ionlyputtheshellsinforfun,Polly。Youcookanotherkettleful,andI'llpickyousomemeatsallfair。Willyou?"
"It'sprettyhotwork,andit'sapitytowastethings;butI'lltryagain,ifyouwantmeto,"saidPolly,withapatientsigh,forherarmsweretiredandherfaceuncomfortablyhot。
"Wedon'twantyou;getaway!"saidMaud,shakingastickyspoonathim。
"Keepquiet,cry-baby。I'mgoingtostayandhelp;mayn'tI,Polly?"
"Bearslikesweetthings,soyouwantsomecandy,Iguess。Whereisthemolasses?We'veusedupalltherewasinthejug,"saidPolly,good-naturedly,beginningagain。
"Downcellar;I'llgetit;"andtakingthelampandjug,Tomdeparted,bentondoinghisdutynowlikeasaint。
Themomenthislightvanished,Fannyboltedthedoor,saying,spitefully,"Now,wearesafefromanymoretricks。Lethimthumpandcall,itonlyserveshimright;andwhenthecandyisdone,we'lllettherascalout。"
"Howcanwemakeitwithoutmolasses?"askedPolly,thinkingthatwouldsettlethematter。
"There'splentyinthestore-room。No;youshan'tlethimuptillI
'mready。He'sgottolearnthatI'mnottobeshakenbyalittlechitlikehim。Makeyourcandy,andlethimalone,orI'llgoandtellpapa,andthenTomwillgetalecture。"
Pollythoughtitwasn'tfair;butMaudclamoredforhercandy,andfindingshecoulddonothingtoappeaseFan,Pollydevotedhermindtohercookerytillthenutsweresafelyin,andanicepanfulsetintheyardtocool。Afewbangsatthelockeddoor,afewthreatsofvengeancefromtheprisoner,suchassettingthehouseonfire,drinkingupthewine,andmashingthejelly-pots,andthenallwassoquietthatthegirlsforgothimintheexcitingcrisisoftheirwork。
"Hecan'tpossiblygetoutanywhere,andassoonwe'vecutupthecandy,we'llunboltthedoorandrun。Comeandgetanicedishtoputitin,"
saidFan,whenPollyproposedtogohalveswithTom,lestheshouldcomeburstinginsomehow,andseizethewhole。
Whentheycamedownwiththedishinwhichtosetforththeirtreat,andopenedtheback-doortofindit,imaginetheirdismayondiscoveringthatitwasgone,­;pan,candy,andall,­;utterlyandmysteriouslygone!
Agenerallamentarose,whenacarefulrummageleftnohopes;forthefateshadevidentlydecreedatcandywasnottoprosperonthisunpropitiousnight。
"Thehotpanhasmeltedandsunkinthesnowperhaps,"saidFanny,diggingintothedriftwhereitwasleft。
"Thoseoldcatshavegotit,Iguess,"suggestedMaud,toomuchoverwhelmedbythissecondblowtohowlasusual。
"Thegateisn'tlocked,andsomebeggarhasstolenit。Ihopeitwilldohimgood,"addedPolly,turningfromherexploringexpedition。
"IfTomcouldgetout,Ishouldthinkhe'dcarrieditoff;butnotbeingarat,hecan'tgothroughthebitsofwindows;soitwasn'thim,"saidFanny,disconsolately,forshebegantothinkthisdoublelossapunishmentforlettingangrypassionsrise,"Let'sopenthedoorandtellhimaboutit,"proposedPolly。
"He'llcrowoverus。No;we'llopenitandgotobed,andhecancomeoutwhenhelikes。Provokingboy!ifhehadn'tplaguedusso,weshouldhavehadanicetime。"
Unboltingthecellardoor,thegirlsannouncedtotheinvisiblecaptivethattheywerethrough,andthendepartedmuchdepressed。Half-wayupthesecondflight,theyallstoppedassuddenlyasiftheyhadseenaghost;
forlookingoverthebanisterswasTom'sface,crockybuttriumphant,andineitherhandajunkofcandy,whichhewavedabovethemashevanished,withthetantalizingremark,"Don'tyouwishyouhadsome?"
"Howintheworlddidhegetout?"criedFanny,steadyingherselfafterastartthatnearlysentallthreetumblingdownstairs。
"Coal-hole!"answeredaspectralvoicefromthegloomabove。
"Goodgracious!Hemusthavepokedupthecover,climbedintothestreet,stolethecandy,andsneakedinattheshed-windowwhilewewerelookingforit。"
"Catsgotit,didn'tthey?"jeeredthevoiceinatonethatmadePollysitdownandlaughtillshecouldn'tlaughanylonger。
"JustgiveMaudabit,she'ssodisappointed。FanandIaresickofit,andsowillyoube,ifyoueatitall,"calledPolly,whenshegotherbreath。
"Gotobed,Maudie,andlookunderyourpillowwhenyougetthere,"
wastheoracularreplythatcamedowntothem,asTom'sdoorclosedafterajubilantsoloonthetinpan。
Thegirlswenttobedtiredout;andMaudslumberedplacidly,huggingthestickybundle,foundwheremolassescandyisnotoftendiscovered。
Pollywasverytired,andsoonfellasleep;butFanny,whosleptwithher,layawakelongerthanusual,thinkingabouthertroubles,forherheadached,andthedissatisfactionthatfollowsangerwouldnotletherrestwiththetranquillitythatmadetherosyfaceinthelittleroundnightcapsuchapleasantsighttoseeasitlaybesideher。Thegaswasturneddown,butFannysawafigureinagraywrappercreepbyherdoor,andpresentlyreturn,pausingtolookin。"Whoisit?"shecried,soloudthatPollywoke。
"Onlyme,dear,"answeredgrandma'smildvoice。"PoorTomhasgotadreadfultoothache,andIcamedowntofindsomecreosoteforhim。Hetoldmenottotellyou;butIcan'tfindthebottle,anddon'twanttodisturbmamma。"
"It'sinmycloset。OldTomwillpayforhistrickthistime,"saidFanny,inasatisfiedtone。
"Ithoughthe'dgetenoughofourcandy,"laughedPolly;andthentheyfellasleep,leavingTomtothedelightsoftoothacheandthetendermerciesofkindoldgrandma。ChapterIII。ChapterIII。CHAPTERIIIPOLLY'STROUBLESPOLLYsoonfoundthatshewasinanewworld,aworldwherethemannersandcustomsweresodifferentfromthesimplewaysathome,thatshefeltlikeastrangerinastrangeland,andoftenwishedthatshehadnotcome。
Inthefirstplace,shehadnothingtodobutloungeandgossip,readnovels,paradethestreets,anddress;andbeforeaweekwasgone,shewasasheartilysickofallthis,asahealthypersonwouldbewhoattemptedtoliveonconfectionery。Fannylikedit,becauseshewasusedtoit,andhadneverknownanythingbetter;butPollyhad,andoftenfeltlikealittlewood-birdshutupinagildedcage。Nevertheless,shewasmuchimpressedbytheluxuriesallabouther,enjoyedthem,wishedsheownedthem,andwonderedwhytheShawswerenotahappierfamily。Shewasnotwiseenoughtoknowwherethetroublelay;shedidnotattempttosaywhichofthetwoliveswastherightone;sheonlyknewwhichshelikedbest,andsupposeditwasmerelyanotherofher"old-fashioned"ways。
Fanny'sfriendsdidnotinteresthermuch;shewasratherafraidofthem,theyseemedsomucholderandwiserthanherself,eventhoseyoungerinyears。TheytalkedaboutthingsofwhichsheknewnothingandwhenFannytriedtoexplain,shedidn'tfindtheminteresting;indeed,someofthemrathershockedandpuzzledher;sothegirlsletheralone,beingcivilwhentheymet,butevidentlyfeelingthatshewastoo"odd"tobelongtotheirset。ThensheturnedtoMaudforcompanionship,forherownlittlesisterwasexcellentcompany,andPollylovedherdearly。ButMissMaudwasmuchabsorbedinherownaffairs,forshebelongedtoa"set"also;
andthesemitesoffiveandsixhadtheir"musicals,"theirparties,receptions,andpromenades,aswellastheirelders;and,thechiefideaoftheirlittlelivesseemedtobetoapethefashionablefolliestheyshouldhavebeentooinnocenttounderstand。Maudhadhertinycard-case,andpaidcalls,"likemammaandFan";herboxofdaintygloves,herjewel-drawer,hercrimping-pins,asfineandfancifulawardrobeasaParisdoll,andaFrenchmaidtodressher。Pollycouldn'tgetonwithheratfirst,forMauddidn'tseemlikeachild,andoftencorrectedPollyinherconversationandmanners,thoughlittlemademoiselle'sownwereanythingbutperfect。Nowandthen,whenMaudfeltpoorly,orhada"fwactious"turn,forshehad"nerves"aswellasmamma,shewouldgotoPollyto"beamoosed,"forhergentlewaysandkindforbearancesoothedthelittlefineladybetterthananythingelse。
Pollyenjoyedthesetimes,andtoldstories,playedgames,orwentoutwalking,justasMaudliked,slowlyandsurelywinningthechild'sheart,andrelievingthewholehouseoftheyoungtyrantwhoruledit。
TomsoongotoverstaringatPolly,andatfirstdidnottakemuchnoticeofher,for,inhisopinion,"girlsdidn'tamounttomuch,anyway";and,considering,thestyleofgirlheknewmostabout,Pollyquiteagreedwithhim。Heoccasionallyrefreshedhimselfbyteasingher,toseehowshe'dstandit,andcausedPollymuchanguishofspirit,forsheneverknewwherehewouldtakehernext。Hebouncedoutatherfrombehinddoors,booedatherindarkentries,clutchedherfeetasshewentupstairs,startledherbyshrillwhistlesrightinherear,orsuddentweaksofthehairashepassedherinthestreet;andassureastherewascompanytodinner,hefixedhisroundeyesonher,andnevertookthemofftillshewasreducedtoapiteousstateofconfusionanddistress。Sheusedtobeghimnottoplagueher;buthesaidhediditforhergood;shewastooshy,andneededtougheningliketheothergirls。Invainsheprotestedthatshedidn'twanttobeliketheothergirlsinthatrespect;heonlylaughedinherface,stuckhisredhairstraightupalloverhishead,andglaredather,tillshefledindismay。
YetPollyratherlikedTom,forshesoonsawthathewasneglected,hustledoutoftheway,andlefttogetonprettymuchbyhimself。Sheoftenwonderedwhyhismotherdidn'tpethimasshedidthegirls;whyhisfatherorderedhimaboutasifhewasabornrebel,andtooksolittleinterestinhisonlyson。Fannyconsideredhimabear,andwasashamedofhim;butnevertriedtopolishhimupabit;andMaudandhelivedtogetherlikeacatanddogwhodidnotbelongtoa"happyfamily。"GrandmawastheonlyonewhostoodbypooroldTom;andPollymorethanoncediscoveredhimdoingsomethingkindforMadam,andseemingverymuchashamedwhenitwasfoundout。Hewasn'trespectfulatall;hecalledher"theoldlady,"andtoldherhe"wouldn'tbefussedover";butwhenanythingwasthematter,healwayswentto"theoldlady,"andwasverygratefulforthe"fussing。"Pollylikedhimforthis,andoftenwantedtospeakofit;
butshehadafeelingthatitwouldn'tdo,forinpraisingtheiraffection,shewasreproachingotherswithneglect;sosheheldhertongue,andthoughtaboutitallthemore。
Grandmawasratherneglected,too,andperhapsthatisthereasonwhyTomandsheweresuchgoodfriends。Shewasevenmoreold-fashionedthanPolly;butpeopledidn'tseemtominditsomuchinher,asherdaywassupposedtobeover,andnothingwasexpectedofherbuttokeepoutofeverybody'sway,andtobehandsomelydressedwhensheappeared"beforepeople。"Grandmaledaquiet,solitarylifeinherownrooms,fullofoldfurniture,pictures,books,andrelicsofapastforwhichnoonecaredbutherself。Hersonwentupeveryeveningforalittlecall,wasverykindtoher,andsawthatshewantednothingmoneycouldbuy;buthewasabusyman,sointentongettingrichthathehadnotimetoenjoywhathealreadypossessed。Madamnevercomplained,interfered,orsuggested;
buttherewasasadsortofquietudeabouther,awistfullookinherfadedeyes,asifshewantedsomethingwhichmoneycouldnotbuy,andwhenchildrenwerenear,shehoveredaboutthem,evidentlylongingtocuddleandcaressthemasonlygrandmotherscan。Pollyfeltthis;andasshemissedthehome-petting,gladlyshowedthatshelikedtoseethequietoldfacebrighten,assheenteredthesolitaryroom,wherefewchildrencame,exceptthephantomsoflittlesonsanddaughters,who,tothemotherlyheartthatlovedthem,neverfadedorgrewup。Pollywishedthechildrenwouldbekindertograndma;
butitwasnotforhertotellthemso,althoughittroubledheragooddeal,andshecouldonlytrytomakeupforitbybeingasdutifulandaffectionateasiftheirgrandmawasherown。
AnotherthingthatdisturbedPollywasthewantofexercise。Todressupandparadecertainstreetsforanhoureveryday,tostandtalkingindoorways,ordriveoutinafinecarriage,wasnotthesortofexercisesheliked,andFanwouldtakenoother。Indeed,shewassoshocked,whenPolly,oneday,proposedarundownthemall,thatherfriendneverdaredsuggestsuchathingagain。Athome,Pollyranandrode,coastedandskated,jumpedropeandrakedhay,workedinhergardenandrowedherboat;sonowondershelongedforsomethingmorelivelythanadailypromenadewithaflockofgiddygirls,whotiltedalonginhigh-heeledboots,andcostumeswhichmadePollyashamedtobeseenwithsomeofthem。Sosheusedtoslipoutalonesometimes,whenFannywasabsorbedinnovels,company,ormillinery,andgetfinebriskwalksroundthepark,ontheunfashionableside,wherethebabiestooktheirairings;orshewentinside,towatchtheboyscoasting,andtowishshecouldcoasttoo,asshedidathome。Sheneverwentfar,andalwayscamebackrosyandgay。
Oneafternoon,justbeforedinner,shefeltsotiredofdoingnothing,thatsheslippedoutforarun。Ithadbeenadullday;butthesunwasvisiblenow,settingbrightlybelowtheclouds。ItwascoldbutstillandPollytrotteddownthesmooth,snow-coveredmallhummingtoherself,andtryingnottofeelhomesick。Thecoasterswereatitwithalltheirmight,andshewatchedthem,tillherlongingtojointhefungrewirresistible。
Onthehill,somelittlegirlswereplayingwiththeirsleds,­;reallittlegirls,inwarmhoodsandcoats,rubberbootsandmittens,­;andPollyfeltdrawntowardtheminspiteofherfearofFan。
"Iwanttogodown,butIdarsn't,it'ssosteep,"saidoneofthese"commonchildren,"asMaudcalledthem。
"Ifyou'lllendmeyoursled,andsitinmylap,I'lltakeyoudownallnice,"answeredPolly,inaconfidentialtone。
Thelittlegirlstookalookather,seemedsatisfied,andacceptedheroffer。Pollylookedcarefullyroundtoseethatnofashionableeyebeheldtheawfuldeed,andfindingallsafe,settledherfreight,andspunawaydownhill,feelingalloverthedelightsomeexcitementofswiftmotionwhichmakescoastingsuchafavoritepastimewiththemoresensibleportionofthechild-world。Oneafteranother,shetookthelittlegirlsdownthehillanddraggedthemupagain,whiletheyregardedherinthelightofagray-coatedangel,descendedfortheirexpressbenefit。Pollywasjustfinishingoffwithonedelicious"go"allbyherself,whensheheardafamiliarwhistlebehindher,andbeforeshecouldgetoff,upcameTom,lookingasmuchastonishedasifhehadfoundhermounted,onanelephant。
"Hullo,Polly!What'llFansaytoyou?"washispolishedsalutation。
"Don'tknow,anddon'tcare。Coastingisnoharm;Ilikeit,andI'mgoingtodoit,nowI'vegotachance;soclearthelul-la!"AndawaywentindependentPolly,withherhairblowinginthewind,andanexpressionofgenuineenjoyment,whichaveryrednosedidn'tdamageintheleast。
"Goodforyou,Polly!"Andcastinghimselfuponhissled,withthemostrecklessdisregardforhisribs,offwhizzedTomafterher,andcamealongsidejustasshereinedup"GeneralGrant"onthebroadpathbelow。"Oh,won'tyougetitwhenwegohome?"criedtheyounggentleman,evenbeforehechangedhisgracefulattitude。
"Ishan't,ifyoudon'tgoandtell;butofcourseyouwill,"addedPolly,sittingstill,whileananxiousexpressionbegantostealoverherhappyface。
"Ijustwon't,then,"returnedTom,withthenaturalperversityofhistribe。
"Iftheyaskme,Ishalltell,ofcourse;iftheydon'task,Ithinkthere'snoharminkeepingstill。Ishouldn'thavedoneit,ifIhadn'tknownmymotherwaswilling;butIdon'twishtotroubleyourmotherbytellingofit。Doyouthinkitwasverydreadfulofme?"askedPolly,lookingathim。
"Ithinkitwasdownrightjolly;andIwon'ttell,ifyoudon'twantmeto。Now,comeupandhaveanother,"saidTom,heartily。
"Justonemore;thelittlegirlswanttogo,thisistheirsled。"
"Let'emtakeit,itisn'tgoodformuch;andyoucomeonmine。Mazeppa'sastunner;youseeifheisn't。"
SoPollytuckedherselfupinfront,Tomhungonbehindinsomemysteriousmanner,andMazeppaprovedthathefullymeritedhismaster'ssincereifinelegantpraise。Theygotoncapitallynow,forTomwasinhispropersphere,andshowedhisbestside,beingcivilandgayinthebluffboy-fashionthatwasnaturaltohim;whilePollyforgottobeshy,andlikedthissortof"toughening"muchbetterthantheother。Theylaughedandtalked,andkepttaking"justonemore,"tillthesunshinewasallgone,andtheclocksstruckdinner-time。
"Weshallbelate;let'srun,"saidPolly,astheycameintothepathafterthelastcoast。
"Youjustsitstill,andI'llgetyouhomeinajiffy;"andbeforeshecouldunpackherself,Tomtrottedoffwithheratafinepace。
"Here'sapairofcheeks!Iwishyou'dgetacolorlikethis,Fanny,"
saidMr。Shaw,asPollycameintothedining-roomaftersmoothingherhair。
"Yournoseisasredasthatcranberrysauce,"answeredFan,comingoutofthebigchairwhereshehadbeencurledupforanhourortwo,deepin"LadyAudley'sSecret。"
"Soitis,"saidPolly,shuttingoneeyetolookattheoffendingfeature。
"Nevermind;I'vehadagoodtime,anyway,"sheadded,givingalittlepranceinherchair。
"Idon'tseemuchfuninthesecoldrunsyouaresofondoftaking,"
saidFanny,withayawnandashiver。
"Perhapsyouwouldifyoutriedit;"andPollylaughedassheglancedatTom。
"Didyougoalone,dear?"askedgrandma,pattingtherosycheekbesideher。
"Yes'm;butImetTom,andwecamehometogether。"Polly'seyestwinkledwhenshesaidthat,andTomchokedinhissoup。
"Thomas,leavethetable!"commandedMr。Shaw,ashisincorrigiblesongurgledandgaspedbehindhisnapkin。
"Pleasedon'tsendhimaway,sir。Imadehimlaugh,"saidPolly,penitently。
"What'sthejoke?"askedFanny,wakingupatlast。
"Ishouldn'tthinkyou'dmakehimlaugh,whenhe'salwaysmakingyoucwy,"observedMaud,whohadjustcomein。
"Whathaveyoubeendoingnow,sir?"demandedMr。Shaw,asTomemerged,redandsolemn,fromhisbriefobscurity。
"Nothingbutcoast,"hesaid,gruffly,forpapawasalwayslecturinghim,andlettingthegirlsdojustastheyliked。
"So'sPolly;Isawher。MeandBlanchewerecominghomejustnow,andwesawherandTomwidingdownthehillonhissled,andthenhedwaggedhereversofar!"criedMaud,withhermouthfull。
"Youdidn't?"andFannydroppedherforkwithascandalizedface。
"Yes,Idid,andlikediteversomuch,"answeredPolly,lookinganxiousbutresolute。
"Didanyoneseeyou?"criedFanny。
"Onlysomelittlegirls,andTom。"
"Itwashorridlyimproper;andTomoughttohavetoldyouso,ifyoudidn'tknowanybetter。Ishouldbemortifiedtodeathifanyofmyfriendssawyou,"addedFan,muchdisturbed。
"Now,don'tyouscold。It'snoharm,andPollyshallcoastifshewantsto;mayn'tshe,grandma?"criedTom,gallantlycomingtotherescue,andsecuringapowerfulally。
"Mymotherletsme;andifIdon'tgoamongtheboys,Ican'tseewhatharmthereisinit,"saidPolly,beforeMadamcouldspeak。
"Peopledomanythingsinthecountrythatarenotproperhere,"beganMrs。Shaw,inherreprovingtone。
"Letthechilddoitifshelikes,andtakeMaudwithher。Ishouldbegladtohaveoneheartygirlinmyhouse,"interruptedMr。Shaw,andthatwastheendofit。
"Thankyou,sir,"saidPolly,gratefully,andnoddedatTom,whotelegraphedback"Allright!"andfelluponhisdinnerwiththeappetiteofayoungwolf。
"Oh,yously-boots!you'regettingupaflirtationwithTom,areyou?"
whisperedFannytoherfriend,asifmuchamused。
"What!"andPollylookedsosurprisedandindignant,thatFannywasashamedofherself,andchangedthesubjectbytellinghermothersheneededsomenewgloves。
Pollywasveryquietafterthat,andtheminutedinnerwasover,shelefttheroomtogoandhaveaquiet"think"aboutthewholematter。Beforeshegothalf-wayupstairs,shesawTomcomingafter,andimmediatelysatdowntoguardherfeet。Helaughed,andsaid,asheperchedhimselfonthepostofthebanisters,"Iwon'tgrabyou,honorbright。Ijustwantedtosay,ifyou'llcomeoutto-morrowsometime,we'llhaveagoodcoast。"
"No,"saidPolly,"Ican'tcome。"
"Whynot?Areyoumad?Ididn'ttell。"AndTomlookedamazedatthechangewhichhadcomeoverher。
"No;youkeptyourword,andstoodbymelikeagoodboy。I'mnotmad,either;butIdon'tmeantocoastanymore。Yourmotherdon'tlikeit。"
"Thatisn'tthereason,Iknow。Younoddedtomeaftershe'dfreedhermind,andyoumeanttogothen。Come,now,whatisit?"
"Ishan'ttellyou;butI'mnotgoing,"wasPolly'sdeterminedanswer。
"Well,Ididthinkyouhadmoresensethanmostgirls;butyouhaven't,andIwouldn'tgiveasixpenceforyou。"
"That'spolite,"saidPolly,gettingruffled。
"Well,Ihatecowards。"