首页 >出版文学> AN ICELAND FISHERMAN>第8章
  Theyhadonespringdaytogether——onlyone。Itwasthedaybeforethesailing;allthestoreshadbeenshipped,andYannremainedthewholedaywithher。Theystrolledalong,arm-in-arm,throughthelanes,likesweetheartsagain,veryclosetooneanother,murmuringathousandtenderthings。Thegoodfolksmiled,astheysawthempass,saying:
  "It'sGaud,withlongYannfromPors-Even。Theyweremarriedonlyt'otherday!"
  Thislastdaywasreallyspring。Itwasstrangeandwonderfultobeholdthisuniversalserenity。Notasinglecloudmarredthelatelyfleckedsky。Thewinddidnotblowanywhere。Theseahadbecomequitetranquil,andwasofapale,evenbluetint。Thesunshonewithglaringwhitebrilliancy,andtheroughBretonlandseemedbathedinitslight,asinarare,delicateether;itseemedtobrightenandreviveevenintheutmostdistance。Theairhadadelicious,balmyscent,asofsummeritself,andseemedasifitwerealwaysgoingtoremainso,andneverknowanymoregloomy,thunderousdays。Thecapesandbaysoverwhichthechangefulshadowsofthecloudsnolongerpassed,wereoutlinedinstrongsteadylinesinthesunlight,andappearedtorestalsointhelong-duringcalm。Allthismadetheirlovingfestivalsweeterandlongerdrawnout。Theearlyflowersalreadyappeared:primroses,andfrail,scentlessvioletsgrewalongthehedgerows。
  WhenGaudasked:"Howlongthenareyougoingtoloveme,Yann?"
  Heanswered,surprisedly,lookingatherfullinthefacewithhisfrankeyes:"Why,forever,Gaud。"
  Thatword,spokensosimplybyhisfiercelips,seemedtohaveitstruesenseofeternity。
  Sheleanedonhisarm。Intheenchantmentofherrealizeddream,shepressedclosetohim,alwaysanxious,feelingthathewasasflightyasawildsea-bird。To-morrowhewouldtakehissoaringontheopensea。Anditwastoolatenow,shecoulddonothingtostophim。
  Fromthecliff-pathswheretheywandered,theycouldseethewholeofthissea-boundcountry;whichseemsalmosttreeless,strewnwithlow,stuntedbushandboulders。Hereandtherefishers'hutswerescatteredovertherocks,theirhighbatteredthatchesmadegreenbythecroppingupofnewmosses;andintheextremedistance,thesea,likeaboundlesstransparency,stretchedoutinanever-endinghorizon,whichseemedtoencircleeverything。
  SheenjoyedtellinghimaboutallthewonderfulthingsshehadseeninParis,buthewasverycontemptuous,andwasnotinterested。
  "It'ssofarfromthecoast,"saidhe,"andthereissomuchlandbetween,thatitmustbeunhealthy。Somanyhousesandsomanypeople,too,about!Theremustbelotsofillsandailsinthosebigtowns;
  no,Ishouldn'tliketolivethere,certainsure!"
  Shesmiled,surprisedtoseethisgiantsosimpleafellow。
  Sometimestheycameacrosshollowswheretreesgrewandseemedtodefythewinds。Therewasnoviewhere,onlydeadleavesscatteredbeneaththeirfeetandchillydampness;thenarrowway,borderedonbothsidesbygreenreeds,seemedverydismalundertheshadowofthebranches;
  hemmedinbythewallsofsomedark,lonelyhamlet,rottingwitholdage,andslumberinginthishollow。
  Acrucifixaroseinevitablybeforethem,amongthedeadbranches,withitscolossalimageofOurSaviourinweather-wornwood,itsfeatureswrungwithHisendlessagony。
  Thenthepathwayroseagain,andtheyfoundthemselvescommandingtheviewofimmensehorizons——andbreathedthebracingairofsea-heightsoncemore。
  He,tomatchher,spokeofIceland,itspale,nightlesssummersandsunthatneverset。Gauddidnotunderstandandaskedhimtoexplain。
  "Thesungoesallround,"saidhe,wavinghisarminthedirectionofthedistantcircleofthebluewaters。"Italwaysremainsverylow,becauseithasnostrengthtorise;atmidnight,itdragsabitthroughthewater,butsoongetsupandbeginsitsjourneyroundagain。Sometimesthemoonappearstoo,attheothersideofthesky;
  thentheymovetogether,andyoucan'tverywelltellonefromt'other,fortheyaremuchalikeinthatqueercountry。"
  Toseethesunatmidnight!HowveryfaroffIcelandmustbeforsuchmarvelstohappen!Andthefjords?Gaudhadreadthatwordseveraltimeswrittenamongthenamesofthedeadinthechapeloftheshipwrecked,anditseemedtoportendsomegrislything。
  "Thefjords,"saidYann,"theyarenotbroadbays,likePaimpol,forinstance;onlytheyaresurroundedbyhighmountains——sohighthattheyseemendless,becauseofthecloudsupontheirtops。It'sasorrycountry,Icantellyou,darling。Nothingbutstones。ThepeopleofIcelandknowofnosuchthingsastrees。InthemiddleofAugust,whenourfisheryisover,it'squitetimetoreturn,forthenightsbeginagainthen,andtheylengthenoutveryquickly;thesunfallsbelowtheearthwithoutbeingabletogetup,andthatnightlastsallthewinterthrough。Talkingofnight,"hecontinued,"there'salittleburying-groundonthecoastinoneofthefjords,forPaimpolmenwhohavediedduringtheseasonorwentdownatsea;it'sconsecratedearth,justlikeatPors-Even,andthedeadhavewoodencrossesjustlikeourshere,withtheirnamespaintedonthem。ThetwoGoazdiousfromPloubazlanecliethere,andGuillaumeMoan,Sylvestre'sgrandfather。"
  Shecouldalmostseethelittlechurchyardatthefootofthesolitarycapes,underthepalerose-colouredlightofthosenever-endingdays,andshethoughtofthosedistantdead,undertheiceanddarkwindingsheetsofthelongnight-likewinters。
  "Doyoufishthewholetime?"sheasked,"withouteverstopping?"
  "Thewholetime,thoughwesomehowgetonwithworkondeck,fortheseaisn'talwaysfineoutthere。Well!ofcoursewe'redeadbeatwhenthenightcomes,butitgivesamananappetite——blessyou,dearest,weregularlygobbledownourmeals。"
  "Doyouneverfeelsickofit?"
  "Never,"returnedhe,withanairofunshakenfaithwhichpainedher;
  "ondeck,ontheopensea,thetimeneverseemslongtoaman——never!"
  Shehungherhead,feelingsadderthanever,andmoreandmorevanquishedbyheronlyenemy,thesea。
  PARTV
  THESECONDWEDDING
  CHAPTERI
  THESTART
  Afterthespringdaytheyhadenjoyed,thefallingnightbroughtbacktheimpressionofwinter,andtheyreturnedtodinebeforetheirfire,whichwasflamingwithnewbranches。Itwastheirlastmealtogether;
  buttheyhadsomehoursyet,andwerenotsaddened。
  Afterdinner,theyrecoveredthesweetimpressionofspringagain,outonthePors-Evenroad;fortheairwascalm,almostgenial,andthetwilightstilllingeredovertheland。
  Theywenttoseethefamily——forYanntobidgood-bye——andreturnedearly,astheywishedtorisewithbreakofday。
  ThenextmorningthequayofPaimpolwascrowdedwithpeople。ThedeparturesforIcelandhadbegunthedaybefore,andwitheachtidetherewasafreshfleetoff。Onthisparticularmorning,fifteenvesselsweretostartwiththe/Leopoldine/,andthewivesormothersofthesailorswereallpresentatthegettingundersail。
  Gaud,whowasnowthewifeofanIcelander,wasmuchsurprisedtofindherselfamongthemall,andbroughtthitherforthesamefatefulpurpose。Herpositionseemedtohavebecomesointensifiedwithinthelastfewdays,thatshehadbarelyhadtimetorealizethingsastheywere;glidingirresistiblydownanincline,shehadarrivedatthisinexorableconclusionthatshemustbearupforthepresent,anddoastheothersdid,whowereaccustomedtoit。
  Sheneverbeforehadbeenpresentatthesefarewells;henceallwasnewtoher。Amongthesewomenwasnonelikeher,andshefeltherdifferenceandisolation。Herpastlife,asalady,wasstillremembered,andcausedhertobesetasideasoneapart。
  Theweatherhadremainedfineonthisparting-day;butoutatseaaheavyswellcamefromthewest,foretellingwind,andthesea,lyinginwaitforthesenewadventurers,burstitscrestsafar。
  AroundGaudstoodmanygood-lookingwiveslikeher,andtouching,withtheireyesbigwithtears;otherswerethoughtlessandlively;thesehadnoheartorwerenotinlove。Oldwomen,threatenednearlybydeath,weptastheyclungtotheirsons;sweetheartskissedeachother;half-maudlinsailorssangtocheerthemselvesup,whileotherswentonboardwithgloomylooksastotheirexecution。
  Manysadincidentscouldbemarked;therewerepoorlucklessfellowswhohadsignedtheircontractsunconsciously,wheninliquorinthegrog-shop,andtheyhadtobedraggedonboardbyforce;theirownwiveshelpingthegendarmes。Others,notedfortheirgreatstrength,hadbeendruggedindrinkbeforehand,andwerecarriedlikecorpsesonstretchers,andflungdownintheforecastles。
  Gaudwasfrightenedbyallthis;whatcompanionsweretheseforherYann?andwhatafearfulthingwasthisIceland,toinspiremenwithsuchterrorofit?
  Yetthereweresailorswhosmiled,andwerehappy;who,doubtless,likeYann,lovedtheuntrammelledlifeandhardfishingwork;thosewerethesound,ableseamen,whohadfinenoblecountenances;iftheywereunmarriedtheywentoffrecklessly,merelycastingalastlookonthelasses;andiftheyweremarried,theykissedtheirwivesandlittleones,withferventsadnessanddeephopefulnessastoreturninghomeallthericher。
  Gaudwasalittlecomfortedwhenshesawthatallthe/Leopoldines/
  wereofthelatterclass,formingreallyapickedcrew。
  Thevesselssetofftwobytwo,orfourbyfour,drawnoutbythetugs。Assoonastheymovedthesailorsraisedtheircapsand,full-
  voiced,struckupthehymntotheVirgin:"/Salut,Etoile-de-la-Mer/!"
  AllHail!StaroftheSea!,whileonthequay,thewomenwavedtheirhandsforalastfarewell,andtearsfelluponthelacestringsofthecaps。
  Assoonasthe/Leopoldine/started,GaudquicklysetofftowardsthehouseoftheGaoses。Afteranhourandahalf'swalkalongthecoast,throughthefamiliarpathsofPloubazlanec,shearrivedthere,attheveryland'send,withinthehomeofhernewfamily。
  The/Leopoldine/wastocastanchoroffPors-Evenbeforestartingdefinitelyintheevening,sothemarriedpairhadmadealastappointmenthere。Yanncametolandintheyawl,andstayedanotherthreehourswithhertobidhergood-byeonfirmland。Theweatherwasstillbeautifulandspring-like,andtheskyserene。
  Theywalkedoutonthehighroadarm-in-arm,anditremindedthemoftheirwalkthedaybefore。TheystrolledontowardsPaimpolwithoutanyapparentobjectinview,andsooncametotheirownhouse,asifunconsciouslydrawnthere;theyenteredtogetherforthelasttime。
  GrandamMoanwasquiteamazedatseeingthemtogetheragain。
  YannleftmanyinjunctionswithGaudconcerningseveralofhisthingsinhiswardrobe,especiallyabouthisfineweddingclothes;shewastotakethemoutoccasionallyandairtheminthesun,andsoon。Onboardshipthesailorslearnallthesehousehold-likematters;butGaudwasamusedtohearit。Herhusbandmighthavebeensure,though,thatallhisthingswouldbekeptandattendedto,withlovingcare。
  Butallthesematterswereverysecondaryforthem;theyspokeofthemonlytohavesomethingtotalkabout,andtohidetheirrealfeelings。
  Theywentonspeakinginlow,softtones,asiffearingtofrightenawaythemomentsthatremained,andsomaketimeflitbymoreswiftlystill。Theirconversationwasasathingthathadinexorablytocometoanend;andthemostinsignificantthingsthattheysaidseemed,onthisday,tobecomewondrous,mysterious,andimportant。
  AttheverylastmomentYanncaughtuphiswifeinhisarms,andwithoutsayingaword,theywereenfoldedinalongandsilentembrace。
  Heembarked;thegraysailswereunfurledandspreadouttothelightwindthatrosefromthewest。He,whomshestillcoulddistinguish,wavedhiscapinaparticularwayagreedonbetweenthem。Andwithherfigureoutlinedagainstthesea,shegazedforalong,longtimeuponherdepartinglove。
  Thattiny,human-shapedspeck,appearingblackagainstthebluishgrayofthewaters,wasstillherhusband,eventhoughalreadyitbecamevagueandindefinable,lostinthedistance,wherepersistentsightbecomesbaffled,andcanseenolonger。
  Asthe/Leopoldine/fadedoutofvision,Gaud,asifdrawnbyamagnet,followedthepathwayallalongthecliffstillshehadtostop,becausethelandcametoanend;shesatdownatthefootofatallcross,whichrisesamidstthegorseandstones。Asitwasratheranelevatedspot,thesea,asseenfromthere,appearedtoberimmed,asinabowl,andthe/Leopoldine/,nowamerepoint,appearedsailinguptheinclineofthatimmensecircle。Thewaterroseingreatslowundulations,liketheupheavalsofasubmarinecombatgoingonsomewherebeyondthehorizon;butoverthegreatspacewhereYannstillwas,alldweltcalm。
  Gaudstillgazedattheship,tryingtofixitsimagewellinherbrain,sothatshemightrecogniseitagainfromafar,whenshereturnedtothesameplacetowatchforitshome-coming。
  Greatswellsnowrolledinfromthewest,oneafteranother,withoutcessation,renewingtheiruselessefforts,andeverbreakingoverthesamerocks,foamingoverthesameplaces,towashthesamestones。Thestifledfuryoftheseaappearedstrange,consideringtheabsolutecalmnessoftheairandsky;itwasasifthebedoftheseaweretoofullandwouldoverflowandswallowupthestrand。
  The/Leopoldine/hadgrownsmallerandsmaller,andwaslostinthedistance。Doubtlesstheunder-towcarriedheralong,forshemovedswiftlyandyettheeveningbreezeswereveryfaint。Nowshewasonlyatiny,graytouch,andwouldsoonreachtheextremehorizonofallvisiblethings,andenterthoseinfiniteregions,whencedarknesswasbeginningtocome。
  Goingonseveno'clock,nightclosed,andtheboathaddisappeared。
  Gaudreturnedhome,feelingwithalratherbrave,notwithstandingthetearsthatuncontainablyfell。Whatadifferenceitwouldhavebeen,andwhatstillgreaterpain,ifhehadgoneaway,asinthetwoprecedingyears,withoutevenagood-bye!Whilenoweverythingwassoftenedandbetteredbetweenthem。HewasreallyherownYann,andsheknewherselftobesotrulyloved,notwithstandingthisseparation,that,asshereturnedhomealone,shefeltatleastconsoledbythethoughtofthedelightfulwaitingforthat"soonagain!"toberealizedtowhichtheyhadpledgedthemselvesfortheautumn。
  CHAPTERII
  THEFIRSTOFTHEFLEET
  Thesummerpassedsadly,beinghotanduneventful。Shewatchedanxiouslyforthefirstyellowedleaves,andthefirstgatheringoftheswallows,andbloomingofthechrysanthemums。ShewrotetoYannseveraltimesbytheboatsboundforRykawyk,andbythegovernmentcruisers,butonenevercanbesureofsuchlettersreachingtheirdestination。
  TowardstheendofJuly,shereceivedaletterfromhim,however。Hetoldherthathishealthwasgood,thatthefishingseasonpromisedtobeexcellent,andthathealreadyhad1500fishforhisshare。Frombeginningtoend,itwaswritteninthesimpleconventionalwayofalltheseIcelanders'homeletters。MeneducatedlikeYanncompletelyignorehowtowritethethousandthingstheythink,feel,orfancy。
  Beingmorecultivatedthanhe,Gaudcouldunderstandthis,andreadbetweenthelinesthatdeepaffectionthatwasunexpressed。Severaltimesinthefour-pagedletter,hecalledherbythetitleof"wife,"
  asifhappyinrepeatingtheword。Andtheaddressabove:"/AMadameMargueriteGaos,maisonMoan,enPloubazlanec/"——shewas"MadameMargueriteGaos"sincesoshortatime。
  Sheworkedhardduringthesesummermonths。TheladiesofPaimpolhad,atfirst,hardlybelievedinhertalentasanamateurdressmaker,sayingherhandsweretoofine-ladyish;buttheysoonperceivedthatsheexcelledinmakingdressesthatwereverynice-fitting,soshehadbecomealmostafamousdressmaker。
  Shespentallherearningsinembellishingtheirhomeagainsthisreturn。Thewardrobeandold-shelvedbedswerealldoneupafresh,waxedover,andbrightnewfasteningsputon;shehadputapaneofglassintotheirlittlewindowtowardsthesea,andhungupapairofcurtains;andshehadboughtanewcounterpaneforthewinter,withnewchairsandtable。
  ShehadkeptthemoneyuntouchedthatherYannhadlefther,carefullyputbyinasmallChinesebox,toshowhimwhenhereturned。Duringthesummerevenings,bythefadinglight,shesatoutbeforethecottagedoorwithGrannyMoan,whoseheadwasmuchbetterinthewarmweather,andknittedafinenewbluewooljerseyforherYann;roundthecollarandcuffswerewonderfulopen-workembroideries。GrannyYvonnehadbeenaverycleverknitterinherday,andnowshetaughtallsheknewtoGaud。Theworktookagreatdealofwool;forithadtobealargejerseytofitYann。
  Butsoon,especiallyintheevenings,theshorteningofthedayscouldbeperceived。Someplants,whichhadputforthalltheirblossomsinJuly,begantolookyellowanddying,andthevioletscabiousbythewaysidebloomedforthesecondtime,smallernow,andlonger-stalked;
  thelastdaysofAugustdrewnigh,andthefirstreturn-shipfromIcelandhoveinsightoneeveningatthecapeofPors-Even。Thefeastofthereturnersbegan。
  Everyonepressedinacrowdontheclifftowelcomeit。Whichonewasit?
  Itwasthe/Samuel-Azenide/,alwaysthefirsttoreturn。
  "Surely,"saidYann'soldfather,"the/Leopoldine/won'tbelongnow;
  Iknowhow'tisoutyonder:whenoneof'embeginstostarthomeward,theotherscan'thangbackinanypeace。"
  CHAPTERIII
  ALLBUTTWO
  TheIcelanderswereallreturningnow。Twoshipscameinthesecondday,fourthenext,andtwelveduringthefollowingweek。And,allthroughthecountry,joyreturnedwiththem,andtherewashappinessforthewivesandmothers;andjunketsinthetavernswherethebeautifulbarmaidsofPaimpolservedoutdrinktothefishers。
  The/Leopoldine/wasamongthebelated;therewereyetanothertenexpected。Theywouldnotbelongnow,andallowingaweek'sdelaysoasnottobedisappointed,Gaudwaitedinhappy,passionatejoyforYann,keepingtheirhomebrightandtidyforhisreturn。Wheneverythingwasingoodordertherewasnothingleftforhertodo,andbesidesshecouldthinkofnothingelsebutherhusbandinherimpatience。
  Threemoreshipsappeared;thenanotherfive。Therewereonlytwolackingnow。
  "Come,come,"theysaidtohercheerily,"thisyearthe/Leopoldine/
  andthe/Marie-Jeanne/willbethelast,topickupallthebroomsfallenoverboardfromtheothercraft。"
  Gaudlaughedalso。Shewasmoreanimatedandbeautifulthanever,inhergreatjoyofexpectancy。
  CHAPTERIV
  STILLATSEA
  Butthedayssucceededoneanotherwithoutresult。Shestilldressedherselfeveryday,andwithajoyfullook,wentdowntotheharbourtogossipwiththeotherwives。Shesaidthatthisdelaywasbutnatural;
  wasitnotthesameeventeveryyear?Theseweresuchsafeboats,andhadsuchcapitalsailors。
  Butwhenathomealone,atnight,anervous,anxiousshiverofanguishwouldrunthroughherwholeframe。
  Wasitrighttobefrightenedalready?Wasthereevenasinglereasontobeso?Butshebegantotrembleatthemereideaofgroundsforbeingafraid。
  CHAPTERV
  SHARINGTHEDREAD
  ThetenthofSeptembercame。Howswiftlythedaysflewby!
  Onemorning,atrueautumnmorning,withcoldmistfallingovertheearth,intherisingsun,shesatundertheporchofthechapeloftheshipwreckedmariners,wherethewidowsgotopray,witheyesfixedandglassy,throbbingtemplestightenedasbyanironhand。
  Thesesadmorningmistshadbeguntwodaysbefore,andonthisparticulardayGaudhadawakenedwithastillmorebitteruneasiness,causedbytheforecastofadvancingwinter。Whydidthisday,thishour,thisverymoment,seemtohermorepainfulthanthepreceding?
  Oftenshipsaredelayedafortnight,evenamonth,forthatmatter。
  Butsurelytherewassomethingdifferentaboutthisparticularmorning,forshehadcometo-dayforthefirsttimetositintheporchofthischapelandreadthenamesofthedeadsailors,perishedintheirprime。
  "InmemoryofGAOS,YVON,LostatseaNeartheNorden-Fjord。"
  Likeagreatshudder,agustofwindrosefromthesea,andatthesametimesomethingfelllikerainupontheroofabove。Itwasonlythedeadleavesthough;manywereblowninattheporch;theoldwind-
  tossedtreesofthegraveyardwerelosingtheirfoliageinthisrisinggale,andwinterwasmarchingnearer。
  "Lostatsea,NeartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,1880。"
  Shereadmechanicallyunderthearchofthedoorway;hereyessoughttopiercethedistanceoverthesea。Thatmorningitwasuntraceableunderthegraymist,andadraggingdraperyofcloudsoverhungthehorizonlikeamourningveil。
  Anothergustofwind,andotherleavesdancedininwhirls。Astrongerguststill,asifthewesternstormthathadstrewnthosedeadoverthesea,wishedtodefacetheveryinscriptionsthatrememberedtheirnamestotheliving。
  Gaudlookedwithinvoluntarypersistencyatanemptyspaceuponthewallthatseemedtoyawnexpectant。Byaterribleimpressionshewaspursued,thethoughtofafreshslabwhichmightsoon,perhaps,beplacedthere,withanothernamewhichshedidnotevendaretothinkofinsuchaspot。
  Shefeltcold,andremainedseatedonthegranitebench,herheadrecliningagainstthestonewall。
  "neartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,Attheageof23years,/Requiescatinpace/!"
  ThenIcelandloomedupbeforeher,withitslittlecemeterylightedupfrombelowthesea-linebythemidnightsunSuddenlyinthesameemptyspaceonthewall,withhorrifyingclearnessshesawthefreshslabshewasthinkingof;aclearwhiteone,withaskullandcross-
  bones,andinaflashofforesight,aname——theworshippednameof"YannGaos!"Thenshesuddenlyandfearfullydrewherselfupstraightandstiff,withahoarse,wildcryinherthroatlikeamadcreature。
  Outsidethegraymistofthedawnfellovertheland,andthedeadleaveswereagainblowndancinglyintotheporch。
  Stepsonthefootpath?Somebodywascoming?Sheroseandquicklysmootheddownhercapandcomposedherface。Nearerdrewthesteps。
  Sheassumedtheairofonewhomightbetherebychance;for,aboveall,shedidnotwishtoappearyet,likethewidowofashipwreckedmariner。
  IthappenedtobeFanteFloury,thewifeofthesecondmateofthe/Leopoldine/。SheunderstoodimmediatelywhatGaudwasdoingthere;itwasuselesstodissemblewithher。Atfirsteachwomanstoodspeechlessbeforetheother。Theywereangryandalmosthatedeachotherforhavingmetwithalikesentimentofapprehension。
  "AllthemenofTreguierandSaintBrieuchavebeenbackthisweek,"
  saidFanteatlast,inapitiless,muffled,half-irritatedvoice。
  Shecarriedablessedtaperinherhand,toofferupaprayer。Gauddidnotwishyettoresorttothatextremeresourceofdespairingwives。YetsilentlysheenteredthechapelbehindFante,andtheykneltdowntogethersidebyside,liketwosisters。
  Tothe"StaroftheSea"theyofferedardentimploringprayers,withtheirwholesoulinthem。Asoundofsobbingwasaloneheard,astheirrapidtearsswiftlyfelluponthefloor。Theyrosetogether,moreconfidentandsoftened。FanteheldupGaud,whostaggered,andtakingherinherarms,kissedher。
  Wipingtheireyes,andsmoothingtheirdishevelledhair,theybrushedoffthesaltdustfromtheflagstones,soilingtheirgowns,andtheywentawayinoppositedirections,withoutanotherword。
  CHAPTERVI
  ALLBUTONE
  ThisendofSeptemberwaslikeanothersummer,onlyalittlelesslively。Theweatherwassobeautiful,thathaditnotbeenforthedeadleavesthatfellupontheroads,onemighthavethoughtthatJunehadcomebackagain。Husbandsandsweetheartshadallreturned,andeverywherewasthejoyofasecondspring-timeoflove。
  Atlast,oneday,oneofthemissingshipswassignalled。Whichonewasit?
  Thegroupsofspeechlessandanxiouswomenhadrapidlyformedonthecliff。Gaud,paleandtrembling,wasthere,bythesideofherYann'sfather。
  "I'malmostsure,"saidtheoldfisher,"I'malmostsureit'sthem!A
  redrailandatopsailthatclewsup——it'sverylikethemanyhow。Whatdoyoumakeit,Gaud?
  "No,itisn't,"hewenton,withsuddendiscouragement;"we'vemadeamistakeagain,theboomisn'tthesame,andourshasajiggersail。
  Well,well,itisn'tourboatthistime,it'sonlythe/Marie-Jeanne/。
  Nevermind,mylass,surelythey'llnotbelongnow。"
  Butdayfollowedday,andnightsucceedednight,withuninterruptedserenity。
  Gaudcontinuedtodresseverydaylikeapoorcrazedwoman,alwaysinfearofbeingtakenforthewidowofashipwreckedsailor,feelingexasperatedwhenotherslookedfurtivelyandcompassionatelyather,andglancingasidesothatshemightnotmeetthoseglancesthatfrozeherveryblood。
  Shehadfallenintothehabitofgoingintheearlymorningrighttotheendoftheheadland,onthehighcliffsofPors-Even,passingbehindYann'soldhome,soasnottobeseenbyhismotherorlittlesisters。ShewenttotheextremepointofthePloubazlanecland,whichisoutlinedintheshapeofareindeer'shornuponthegraywatersofthechannel,andsattherealldaylongatthefootofthelonelycross,whichriseshighabovetheimmensewasteoftheocean。Therearemanyofthesecrosseshereabout;theyaresetuponthemostadvancedcliffsoftheseaboundland,asiftoimploremercyandtocalmthatrestlessmysteriouspowerthatdrawsmenaway,nevertogivethemback,andinpreferenceretainsthebravestandnoblest。
  Aroundthiscrossstretchestheever-greenwaste,strewnwithshortrushes。Atthisgreatheighttheseaairwasverypure;itscarcelyretainedthebrinyodouroftheweeds,butwasperfumedwithalltheexquisiteripenessofSeptemberflowers。
  Faraway,allthebaysandinletsofthecoastwerefirmlyoutlined,risingoneaboveanother;thelandofBrittanyterminatedinraggededges,whichspreadoutfarintothetranquilsurface。
  Nearathandthereefswerenumerous,butoutbeyondnothingbrokeitspolishedmirror,fromwhicharoseasoft,caressingripple,lightandintensifiedfromthedepthsofitsmanybays。Itshorizonseemedsocalm,anditsdepthssosoft!ThegreatbluesepulchreofmanyGaoseshiditsinscrutablemystery,whilethebreezes,faintashumanbreath,waftedtoandfrotheperfumeofthestuntedgorse,whichhadbloomedagaininthelastestautumnsun。
  Atregularhoursthesearetreated,andgreatspaceswereleftuncoveredeverywhere,asiftheChannelwasslowlydryingup;thenwiththesamelazyslowness,thewatersroseagain,andcontinuedtheireverlastingcomingandgoing,withoutanyheedofthedead。
  Atthefootofthecross,Gaudremained,surroundedbythesetranquilmysteries,gazingeverbeforeher,untilthenightfellandshecouldseenomore。
  CHAPTERVII
  THEMOURNER'SVISION
  Septemberhadpassed。Thesorrowingwifetookscarcelyanynourishment,andcouldnolongersleep。Sheremainedathomenow,crouchinglowwithherhandsbetweenherknees,herheadthrownbackandrestingagainstthewallbehind。Whatwasthegoodofgettinguporgoingtobednow?Whenshewasthoroughlyexhaustedshethrewherself,dressed,uponherbed。Otherwisesheremainedinthesameposition,chilledandbenumbed;inherquiescentstate,onlyherteethchatteredwiththecold;shehadthatcontinualimpressionofabandofironroundherbrows;hercheekslookedwasted;hermouthwasdry,withafeverishtaste,andattimesapainfulhoarsecryrosefromherthroat,andwasrepeatedinspasms,whileherheadbeatbackwardagainstthegranitewall。OrelseshecalledYannbyhisnameinalow,tendervoice,asifhewerequietclosetoher,whisperingwordsoflovetoher。
  Sometimessheoccupiedherbrainwiththoughtsofquiteinsignificantthings;forinstance,sheamusedherselfbywatchingtheshadowofthechinaVirginlengthenslowlyoverthehighwoodworkofthebed,asthesunwentdown。Andthentheagonizedthoughtsreturnedmorehorrible,andherwailingcrybrokeoutagainasshebeatherheadagainstthewall。
  Allthehoursofthedaypassed,andallthehoursofevening,andofnight,andthenthehoursofthemorning。Whenshereckonedthetimeheoughttohavebeenback,shewasseizedwithastillgreaterterror;shewishedtoforgetalldatesandtheverynamesofthedays。
  UsuallythereissomeinformationconcerningthewrecksoffIceland;
  thosewhoreturnhaveseenthetragedyfromafar,orelsehavefoundsomewreckageorbodies,orhaveanindicationtoguesstherest。Butofthe/Leopoldine/nothinghadbeenseen,andnothingwasknown。The/Marie-Jeanne/men,thelasttohaveseenher,onthe2dofAugust,saidthatshewastohavegoneonfishingfarthertowardsthenorth,and,beyondthat,thesecretwasunfathomable。
  Waiting,alwayswaiting,andknowingnothing!Whenwouldthetimecomewhensheneedwaitnolonger?Shedidnotevenknowthat;and,now,shealmostwishedthatitmightbesoon。
  Oh!ifheweredead;letthematleasthavepityenoughtotellherso!Oh!toseeherdarling,ashewasatthisverymoment,thatis,whatwaslefthim!Ifonlythemuch-imploredVirgin,orsomeotherpower,woulddohertheblessingtoshowher,bysecond-sight,herbeloved!eitherlivingandworkinghardtoreturnarichman,orelseasacorpse,surrenderedbythesea,sothatshemightatleastknowacertainty。
  Sometimesshewasseizedwiththethoughtofashipappearingsuddenlyuponthehorizon;the/Leopoldine/hasteninghome。Thenshewouldsuddenlymakeanirreflectedmovementtorise,andrushtolookoutattheocean,toseewhetheritweretrue。
  Butshewouldfallback。Alas!wherewasthis/Leopoldinenow?Wherecouldshebe?Outafar,atthatawfuldistanceofIceland,forsaken,crushed,andlost。
  Allendedbyanever-fadingvisionappearingtoher——anempty,sea-
  tossedwreck,slowlyandgentlyrockedbythesilentgrayandrose-
  streakedsea;almostwithsoftmockery,inthemidstofthevastcalmofdeadenedwaters。
  CHAPTERVIII
  THEFALSEALARM
  Twoo'clockinthemorning。
  Itwasatnight,especially,thatshekeptattentivetoapproachingfootsteps;attheslightestrumourorunaccustomednoisehertemplesvibrated;bydintofbeingstrainedtooutwardthings,theyhadbecomefearfullysensitive。
  Twoo'clockinthemorning。Onthisnightasonothers,withherhandsclaspedandhereyeswideopeninthedark,shelistenedtothewind,sweepinginnever-endingtumultovertheheath。
  Suddenlyaman'sfootstepshurriedalongthepath!Atthishourwhowouldpassnow?Shedrewherselfup,stirredtotheverysoul,herheartceasingtobeat。
  Someonestoppedbeforethedoor,andcameupthesmallstonesteps。
  He!——OGod!——he!Someonehadknocked——itcouldbenootherthanhe!
  Shewasupnow,barefooted;she,sofeebleforthelastfewdays,hadsprungupasnimblyasakitten,withherarmsoutstretchedtowindroundherdarling。Ofcoursethe/Leopoldine/hadarrivedatnight,andanchoredinPors-EvenBay,andhehadrushedhome;shearrangedallthisinhermindwiththeswiftnessoflightning。Shetorethefleshoffherfingersinherexcitementtodrawthebolt,whichhadstuck。
  "Eh?"
  Sheslowlymovedbackward,asifcrushed,herheadfallingonherbosom。Herbeautifulinsanedreamwasover。Shejustcouldgraspthatitwasnotherhusband,herYann,andthatnothingofhim,substantialorspiritual,hadpassedthroughtheair;shefeltplungedagainintoherdeepabyss,tothelowestdepthsofherterribledespair。
  PoorFantec,foritwashe,stammeredmanyexcuses,hiswifewasveryill,andtheirchildwasstiflinginitscot,suddenlyattackedwithamalignantsorethroat;sohehadrunovertobegforassistanceontheroadtofetchthedoctorfromPaimpol。
  Whatdidallthismattertoher?Shehadgonemadinherowndistress,andcouldgivenothoughtstothetroublesofothers。Huddledonabench,sheremainedbeforehimwithfixed,glazedeyes,likeadeadwoman's;withoutlisteningtohimorevenansweringatrandomorlookingathim。Whattoherwasthespeechthemanwasmaking?
  Heunderstooditall;andguessedwhythedoorhadbeenopenedsoquicklytohim,andfeelingpityforthepainhehadunwittinglycaused,hestammeredoutanexcuse。
  "Justso;heneverhadoughttohavedisturbedher——herinparticular。"
  "I!"ejaculatedGaud,quickly,"whyshouldInotbedisturbedparticularly,Fantec?"
  Lifehadsuddenlycomebacktoher;forshedidnotwishtoappearindespairbeforeothers。Besides,shepitiedhimnow;shedressedtoaccompanyhim,andfoundthestrengthtogoandseetohislittlechild。
  Atfouro'clockinthemorning,whenshereturnedtothrowherselfonthebed,sleepsubduedher,forshewastiredout。Butthatmomentofexcessivejoyhadleftanimpressiononhermind,which,inspiteofall,waspermanent;sheawokesoonwithashudder,risingalittleandpartiallyrecollecting——sheknewnotwhat。NewshadcometoherconcerningherYann。Inthemidstofherconfusionofideas,shesoughtrapidlyinhermindwhatitcouldbe,buttherewasnothingsaveFantec'sinterruption。
  Forthesecondtimeshefellbackintoherterribleabyss,nothingchangedinhermorbid,hopelesswaiting。
  Yetinthatshort,hopefulmomentshehadfelthimsoneartoher,thatitwasasifhisspirithadfloatedovertheseauntoher,whatiscalledaforetoken/pressigne/inBretonland;andshelistenedstillmoreattentivelytothestepsoutside,trustingthatsomeonemightcometohertospeakofhim。
  JustasthedaybrokeYann'sfatherentered。Hetookoffhiscap,andpushedbackhissplendidwhitelocks,whichwereincurlslikeYann's,andsatdownbyGaud'sbedside。
  Hisheartachedfully,too,forYann,histall,handsomeYann,washisfirst-born,hisfavouriteandhispride;buthedidnotdespairyet。
  HecomfortedGaudinhisownblunt,affectionateway;tobeginwith,thosewhohadlastreturnedfromIcelandspokeoftheincreasingdensefogsthatmightwellhavedelayedthevessel;andthen,too,anideastruckhim;theymightpossiblyhavestoppedatthedistantFaroeIslandsontheirhomewardcourse,whencelettersweresolongintravelling。Thishadhappenedtohimoncefortyyearsago,andhisownpoordeadandgonemotherhadhadamasssaidforhissoul。The/Leopoldine/wassuchagoodboat,nexttonew,andhercrewweresuchable-bodiedseamen。
  GrannyMoanstoodbythemshakingherhead;thedistressofhergranddaughterhadalmostgivenherbackherownstrengthandreason;
  shetidieduptheplace,glancingfromtimetotimeatthefadedportraitofSylvestre,whichhunguponthegranitewallwithitsanchoremblemsandmourning-wreathofblackbead-work。Eversincetheseahadrobbedherofherownlastoffspringshebelievednolongerinsafereturns;sheonlyprayedthroughfear,bearingHeavenagrudgeinthebottomofherheart。
  ButGaudlistenedeagerlytotheseconsolingreasonings;herlargesunkeneyeslookedwithdeeptendernessoutuponthisoldsire,whosomuchresembledherbelovedone;merelytohavehimnearherwaslikeahostageagainstdeathhavingtakentheyoungerGaos;andshefeltreassured,nearertoherYann。Hertearsfellsoftlyandsilently,andsherepeatedagainherpassionateprayerstothe"StaroftheSea。"
  Adelayoutatthoseislandstorepairdamageswasaverylikelyevent。Sheroseandbrushedherhair,andthendressedasifshemightfairlyexpecthim。Allthenwasnotlost,ifaseaman,hisownfather,didnotyetdespair。Andforafewdays,sheresumedlookingoutforhimagain。
  Autumnatlastarrived,alateautumntoo,itsgloomyeveningsmakingallthingsappeardarkintheoldcottage,andallthelandlookedsombre,too。
  Theverydaylightseemedcrepuscular;immeasurableclouds,passingslowlyoverhead,darkenedthewholecountryatbroadnoon。Thewindblewconstantlywiththesoundofagreatcathedralorganatadistance,butplayingprofane,despairingdirges;atothertimesthenoisecameclosetothedoor,likethehowlingofwildbeasts。
  Shehadgrownpale,aye,blanched,andbentmorethanever,asifoldagehadalreadytouchedherwithitsfeatherlesswing。OftendidshefingertheweddingclothesofherYann,foldingandunfoldingthemagainandagainlikesomemaniac,especiallyoneofhisbluewoolenjerseys,whichstillhadpreservedhisshape;whenshethrewitgentlyonthetable,itfellwiththeshouldersandchestwelldefined;sosheplaceditbyitselfonashelfoftheirwardrobe,andleftitthere,sothatitmightforeverrestunaltered。
  Everynightthecoldmistssankupontheland,asshegazedoverthedepressingheaththroughherlittlewindow,andwatchedthepaltrypuffsofwhitesmokearisefromthechimneysofothercottagesscatteredhereandthereonallsides。Therethehusbandshadreturned,likewanderingbirdsdrivenhomebythefrost。Beforetheirblazinghearthstheeveningspassed,cosyandwarm;forthespring-
  timeoflovehadbegunagaininthislandofNorthSeafishermen。
  Stillclingingtothethoughtofthoseislandswherehemightperhapshavelingered,shewasbuoyedupbyakindhopeandexpectedhimhomeanyday。
  Butheneverreturned。OneAugustnight,outoffgloomyIceland,mingledwiththefuriousclamourofthesea,hisweddingwiththeseawasperformed。Ithadbeenhisnurse;ithadrockedhiminhisbabyhood,andhadafterwardmadehimbigandstrong;then,inhissuperbmanhood,ithadtakenhimbackagainforitselfalone。
  Profoundestmysteryhadsurroundedthisunhallowedunion。Whileitwenton,darkcurtainshungpall-likeoveritasiftoconcealtheceremony,andtheghoulhowledinanawfuldeafeningvoicetostiflehiscries。He,thinkingofGaud,hissole,darlingwife,hadbattledwithgiantstrengthagainstthisdeathlyrival,untilheatlastsurrendered,withadeepdeath-cryliketheroarofadyingbull,throughamouthalreadyfilledwithwater;andhisarmswerestretchedapartandstiffenedforever。