itbecameasubjectofconversation,asortofcompanyforthem;alllongingtoseeher,strainedtheireyesinvaineffortstopiercethoseimpalpablewhiteshrouds。
Thenthemysteriousconsortwoulddepart,thebellowingofhertrumpetfadingawayinthedistance,andtheywouldremainagaininthedeephush,amidtheinfinityofstagnantvapour。Everythingwasdrenchedwithsaltwater;thecoldbecamemorepenetrating;eachdaythesuntooklongertosinkbelowthehorizon;therewerenowrealnightsoneortwohourslong,andtheirgraygloamingwaschillyandweird。
Everymorningtheyheavedthelead,throughfearthatthe/Marie/
mighthaveruntooneartheIcelandiccoast。Butallthelinesonboard,fastenedendtoend,werepaidoutinvain——thebottomcouldnotbetouched。Sotheyknewthattheywerewelloutinbluewater。
Lifeonboardwasroughandwholesome;thecomfortinthesnugstrongoakencabinbelowwasenhancedbytheimpressionofthepiercingcoldoutside,whentheywentdowntosupperorforrest。
Inthedaytime,thesemen,whowereassecludedasmonks,spokebutlittleamongthemselves。Eachheldhisline,remainingforhoursandhoursinthesameimmovableposition。Theywereseparatedbysomethreeyardsofspace,butitendedinnotevenseeingoneanother。
Thecalmofthefogdulledthemind。Fishingsolonely,theyhummedhomesongs,soasnottoscarethefishaway。Ideascamemoreslowlyandseldom;theyseemedtoexpand,fillinginthespaceoftime,withoutleavinganyvacuum。Theydreamedofincoherentandmysteriousthings,asifinslumber,andthewoofoftheirdreamswasasairyasfogitself。
ThismistymonthofAugustusuallyterminatedtheIcelandseason,inaquiet,mournfulway。Otherwisethefullphysicallifewasthesame,fillingthesailors'lungswithrustlingairandhardeningtheiralreadystrongmuscles。
Yann'susualmannerhadreturned,asifhisgreatgriefhadnotcontinued;watchfulandactive,quickathisfishingwork,ahappy-go-
luckytemper,likeonewhohadnotroubles;communicativeattimes,butveryrarely——andalwayscarryinghisheaduphigh,withhisoldindifferent,domineeringlook。
Atsupperintheroughretreat,whentheywereallseatedattable,withtheirknivesbusyontheirhotplates,heoccasionallylaughedoutasheusedtodoatdrollremarksofhismates。InhisinnerselfheperhapsthoughtofGaud,towhom,doubtless,Sylvestrehadplightedhiminhislasthours;andshehadbecomeapoorgirlnow,aloneintheworld。Andaboveall,perhaps,themourningforhisbelovedbrotherstillpreyeduponhisheart。Butthisheartofhiswasavirginwilderness,difficulttoexploreandlittleknown,wheremanythingstookplaceunrevealedontheexterior。
CHAPTERXI
THESPECTRESHIP
Onemorning,goingonthreeo'clock,whileallweredreamingquietlyundertheirwinding-sheetoffog,theyheardsomethinglikeaclamourofvoices——voiceswhosetonesseemedstrangeandunfamiliar。Thoseondecklookedateachotherquestioningly。
"Who'sthattalking?"
Nobody。Nobodyhadsaidanything。Forthatmatter,thesoundshadseemedtocomefromtheoutervoid。Thenthemanwhohadchargeofthefog-horn,buthadbeenneglectinghisdutysinceovernight,rushedforit,andinflatinghislungstotheirutmost,soundedwithallhismightthelongbellowofalarm。Itwasenoughtomakeamanofironstart,insuchasilence。
Asifaspectrehadbeenevokedbythatthrilling,thoughdeep-tonedroar,ahugeunforeseengrayformsuddenlyaroseveryloftilyandtoweredthreateninglyrightbesidethem;masts,spars,rigging,alllikeashipthathadtakensuddenshapeintheairinstantly,justasasinglebeamofelectriclightevokesphantasmagoriaonthescreenofamagiclantern。
Menappeared,almostcloseenoughtotouchthem,leaningoverthebulwarks,staringatthemwitheyesdistendedintheawakeningofsurpriseanddread。
The/Marie's/menrushedforoars,spars,boat-hooks,anythingtheycouldlaytheirhandsonforfenders,andheldthemouttoshoveoffthatgrislythinganditsimpendingvisitors。Lo!theseothers,terrifiedalso,putoutlargebeamstorepelthemlikewise。
Buttherecameonlyaveryfaintcreakinginthetopmasts,asbothstandinggearsmomentarilyentangledbecamedisentangledwithouttheleastdamage;theshock,verygentleinsuchacalmhadbeenalmostwhollydeadened;indeed,itwassofeeblethatitreallyseemedasiftheothershiphadnosubstance,thatitwasamerepulp,almostwithoutweight。
Whenthefrightwasover,themenbegantolaugh;theyhadrecognisedeachother。
"/LaMarie/,ahoy!howareye,lads?"
"Halloa!Gaos,Laumec,Guermeur!"
Thespectreshipwasthe/Reine-Berthe/,alsoofPaimpol,andsothesailorswerefromneighbouringvillages;thatthick,tallfellowwiththehuge,blackbeard,showinghisteethwhenhelaughed,wasKerjegou,oneofthePloudanielboys,theotherswerefromPlounesorPlounerin。
"Whydidn'tyoublowyourfog-horn,andbeblowedtoyou,youherdofsavages?"challengedLarvoerofthe/Reine-Berthe/。
"Ifitcomestothat,whydidn'tyoublowyours,youcrewofpirates——
yourankmessoftoad-fish?"
"Oh,no!withus,d'yesee,thesea-lawdiffers。/We'reforbiddentomakeanynoise!/"
Hemadethisreplywiththeairofgivingadarkhint,andaqueersmile,whichafterwardcamebacktothememoryofthemenofthe/Marie/,andcausedthemagreatdealofthinking。Then,asifhethoughthehadsaidtoomuch,heconcludedwithajoke:
"Ourfog-horn,d'yesee,wasburstbythisrogueherea-blowingtoohardintoit。"HepointedtoasailorwithafacelikeaTriton,amanallbull-neckandchest,extravagantlybroad-shouldered,low-setuponhislegs,withsomethingunspeakablygrotesqueandunpleasantinthedeformityofstrength。
Whiletheywerelookingateachother,waitingforbreezeorundercurrenttomoveonevesselfasterthantheotherandseparatethem,ageneralpalaverbegan。Leaningovertheside,butholdingeachotheroffatarespectabledistancewiththeirlongwoodenprops,likebesiegedpikemenrepellinganassault,theybegantochatabouthome,thelastlettersreceived,andsweetheartsandwives。
"Isay!myoldwoman,"saidKerjegou,"tellsmeshe'shadthelittleboywewerelookingfor;thatmakeshalf-score-twonow!"
Anotherhadfoundhimselfthefatheroftwins;andathirdannouncedthemarriageofprettyJennyCaroff,agirlwellknowntoalltheIcelanders,withsomerichandinfirmoldresidentoftheCommuneofPlourivo。Astheywereeyeingeachotherasifthroughwhitegauze,thisalsoappearedtoalterthesoundofthevoices,whichcameasifmuffledandfromfaraway。
MeanwhileYanncouldnottakehiseyesoffoneofthosebrotherfishermen,alittlegrizzledfellow,whomhewasquitesureheneverhadseenbefore,butwhohad,nevertheless,straightwaysaidtohim,"Howd'o,longYann?"withallthefamiliarityofbosomacquaintance。
Heworetheprovokinguglinessofamonkey,withanapishtwinklingofmischieftooinhispiercingeyes。
"Asforme,"saidLarvoer,ofthe/Reine-Berthe/,"I'vebeentoldofthedeathofthegrandsonofoldYvonneMoan,ofPloubazlanec——whowasservinghistimeinthenavy,youknow,intheChinesesquadron——averygreatpity。"
Onhearingthis,allthemenof/LaMarie/turnedtowardsYanntolearnifhealreadyknewanythingofthesadnews。
"Ay,"heansweredinalowvoice,butwithanindifferentandhaughtyair,"itwastoldmeinthelastlettermyfathersentme。"Theystillkeptonlookingathim,curiousatfindingoutthesecretofhisgrief,anditmadehimangry。
Thesequestionsandanswerswererapidlyexchangedthroughthepallidmists,sothemomentsofthispeculiarcolloquyskippedswiftlyby。
"Mywifewrotemeatthesametime,"continuedLarvoer,"thatMonsieurMevel'sdaughterhasleftthetowntoliveatPloubazlanecandtakecareofheroldgrand-aunt——GrannyMoan。Shegoesouttoneedleworkbythedaynow——toearnherliving。Anyhow,Ialwaysthought,Idid,thatshewasagood,bravegirl,inspiteofherfine-ladyairsandherfurbelows。"
ThenagaintheyallstaredatYann,whichmadehimstillmoreangry;aredflushmountedtohischeeks,undertheirtawnytan。
WithLarvoer'sexpressionofopinionaboutGaudendedthisparleywiththecrewofthe/Reine-Berthe/,noneofwhomwereeveragaintobeseenbyhumaneyes。Foramomenttheirfacesbecamemoredim,theirvesselbeingalreadyfartheraway;andthen,allatonce,themenofthe/Marie/foundtheyhadnothingtopushagainst,nothingattheendoftheirpoles——allspars,oars,oddsandendsofdeck-lumber,weregropingandquiveringinemptiness,tilltheyfellheavily,oneaftertheother,downintothesea,liketheirownarms,loppedoffandinert。
Theypulledalltheuselessdefencesonboard。The/Reine-Berthe/,meltingawayintothethickfog,haddisappearedassuddenlyasapaintedshipinadissolvingview。Theytriedtohailher,buttheonlyresponsewasasortofmockingclamour——asofmanyvoices——endinginamoan,thatmadethemallstareateachotherinsurprise。
This/Reine-Berthe/didnotcomebackwiththeotherIcelandicfishers;andasthemenofthe/Samuel-Azenide/afterwardpickedupinsomefjordanunmistakablewaifpartofhertaffrailwithabitofherkeel,allceasedtohope;inthemonthofOctoberthenamesofallhercrewwereinscribeduponblackslabsinthechurch。
Fromtheverytimeofthatapparition——thedateofwhichwaswellrememberedbythemenofthe/Marie/——untilthetimeoftheirreturn,therehadbeennoreallydangerousweatherontheIcelandicseas,butagreatstormfromthewesthad,threeweeksbefore,sweptseveralsailorsoverboard,andswalloweduptwovessels。ThemenrememberedLarvoer'speculiarsmile,andputtingthingstogethermanystrangeconjecturesweremade。Inthedeadofnight,Yann,morethanonce,dreamedthatheagainsawthesailorwhoblinkedlikeanape,andsomeofthemenofthe/Marie/wonderedif,onthatrememberedmorning,theyhadnotbeentalkingwithghosts。
CHAPTERXII
THESTRANGECOUPLE
Summeradvanced,and,attheendofAugust,withthefirstautumnalmists,theIcelanderscamehome。
ForthelastthreemonthsthetwolonewomenhadlivedtogetheratPloubazlanecintheMoan'scottage。Gaudfilledadaughter'splaceinthepoorbirthplaceofsomanydeadsailors。Shehadsenthitherallthatremainedfromthesaleofherfather'shouse;hergrandbedinthetownfashion,andherfine,differentcoloureddresses。Shehadmadeherselfaplainerblackdress,andlikeoldYvonne,woreamourningcap,ofthickwhitemuslin,adornedmerelywithsimpleplaits。Everydayshewentoutsewingatthehousesoftherichpeopleinthetown,andreturnedeveryeveningwithoutbeingdetainedonherwayhomebyanysweetheart。Shehadremainedasproudasever,andwasstillrespectedasafinelady;andastheladsbadehergood-night,theyalwaysraisedahandtotheircaps。
Throughthesweeteveningtwilight,shewalkedhomefromPaimpol,allalongthecliffroadinhalingthefresh,comfortingseaair。Constantsittingatneedleworkhadnotdeformedherlikemanyothers,whoarealwaysbentintwoovertheirwork——andshedrewupherbeautifulsuppleformperfectlyerectinlookingoverthesea,fairlyacrosstowhereYannwasitseemed。
Thesameroadledtohishome。Hadshewalkedonmuchfarther,towardsawell-knownrockywindsweptnook,shewouldcometothathamletofPors-Even,wherethetrees,coveredwithgraymoss,grewcrampedlybetweenthestones,andareslantedoverlowlybythewesterngales。
Perhapsshemightnevermorereturnthere,althoughitwasonlyaleagueaway;butonceinherlifetimeshehadbeenthere,andthatwasenoughtocastacharmoverthewholeroad;and,besides,Yannwouldcertainlyoftenpassthatway,andshecouldfancyseeinghimuponthebaremoor,steppingbetweenthestumpyreeds。
ShelovedthewholeregionofPloubazlanec,andwasalmosthappythatfatehaddrivenherthere;shenevercouldhavebecomeresignedtoliveinanyotherplace。
TowardsthisendofAugust,asouthernwarmth,diffusinglanguor,risesandspreadstowardsthenorth,withluminousafterglowsandstrayraysfromadistantsun,whichfloatovertheBretonseas。Oftentheairiscalmandpellucid,withoutasinglecloudonhigh。
AtthehourofGaud'sreturnjourney,allthingshadalreadybeguntofadeinthenightfall,andbecomefusedintoclose,compactgroups。
Hereandthereaclumpofreedsstrovetomakewaybetweenstones,likeabattle-tornflag;inahollow,aclusterofgnarledtreesformedadarkmass,orelsesomestraw-thatchedhamletindentedthemoor。Atthecross-roadstheimagesofChristonthecross,whichwatchoverandprotectthecountry,stretchedouttheirblackarmsontheirsupportslikerealmenintorture;inthedistancetheChannelappearedfairandcalm,onevastgoldenmirror,underthealreadydarkenedskyandshade-ladenhorizon。
Inthiscountryeventhecalmfineweatherwasamelancholything;
notwithstanding,avagueuneasinessseemedtohoverabout;apalpabledreademanatingfromtheseatowhichsomanylivesareintrusted,andwhoseeverlastingthreatonlyslumbered。
Gaudsaunteredalongasinadream,andneverfoundthewaylongenough。Thebrinysmelloftheshore,andasweetodouroffloweretsgrowingalongthecliffsamidthornybushes,perfumedtheair。HaditnotbeenforGrannyYvonnewaitingforherathome,shewouldhaveloiteredalongthereed-strewnpaths,likethebeautifulladiesinstories,whodreamawaythesummereveningsintheirfineparks。
Manythoughtsofherearlychildhoodcamebacktoherasshepassedthroughthecountry;buttheyseemedsoeffacedandfarawaynow,eclipsedbyherloveloomingupbetween。
Inspiteofall,shewentonthinkingofYannasengagedinadegree——
arestless,scornfulbetrothed,whomsheneverwouldreallyhave,buttowhomshepersistedinbeingfaithfulinmind,withoutspeakingaboutittoanyone。Forthetime,shewashappytoknowthathewasoffIceland;forthere,atleast,theseawouldkeephimlonelyinherdeepcloisters,andhewouldbelongtonootherwoman。
True,hewouldreturnoneofthesedays,butshelookeduponthatreturnmorecalmlythanbefore。Sheinstinctivelyunderstoodthatherpovertywouldnotbeareasonforhimtodespiseher;forhewasnotasothermen。Moreover,thedeathofpoorSylvestrewoulddrawthemclosertogether。Uponhisreturn,hecouldnotdootherwisethancometoseehisfriend'soldgranny;andGaudhaddecidedtobepresentatthatvisit;foritdidnotseemtoherthatitwouldbeundignified。
Appearingtoremembernothing,shewouldtalktohimastoalong-
knownfriend;shewouldevenspeakwithaffection,aswasduetoSylvestre'sbrother,andtrytoseemeasyandnatural。Andwhoknows?
Perhapsitwouldnotbeimpossibletobeasasistertohim,nowthatshewassolonelyintheworld;torelyuponhisfriendship,eventoaskitasasupport,withenoughpreliminaryexplanationforhimnottoaccuseherofanyafter-thoughtofmarriage。
Shejudgedhimtobeuntamedandstubborninhisindependentideas,yettenderandloyal,andcapableofunderstandingthegoodnessthatcomesstraightfromtheheart。
Howwouldhefeelwhenhemetheragain,inherpoorruinedhome?
Very,verypoorshewas——forGrannyMoanwasnotstrongenoughnowtogooutwashing,andonlyhadhersmallwidow'spensionleft;granted,sheatebutlittle,andthetwocouldstillmanagetolive,notdependentuponothers。
Nightwasalwaysfallenwhenshearrivedhome;beforeshecouldentershehadtogodownalittleoverthewornrocks,forthecottagewasplacedonaninclinetowardsthebeach,belowthelevelofthePloubazlanecroadside。Itwasalmosthiddenunderitsthickbrownstrawthatch,andlookedlikethebackofsomehugebeast,shrunkdownunderitsbristlingfur。Itswallsweresombreandroughliketherocks,butwithtinytuftsofgreenmossandlichensoverthem。Therewerethreeunevenstepsbeforethethreshold,andtheinsidelatchwasopenedbyalengthofrope-yarnrunthroughahole。Uponentering,thefirstthingtobeseenwasthewindow,hollowedoutthroughthewallasinthesubstanceofarampart,andgivingviewofthesea,whenceinflowedadyingyellowlight。Onthehearthburnedbrightlythesweet-scentedbranchesofpineandbeechwoodthatoldYvonneusedtopickupalongtheway,andsheherselfwassittingthere,seeingtotheirbitofsupper;indoorssheworeakerchiefoverherheadtosavehercap。Herstillbeautifulprofilewasoutlinedintheredflameofherfire。ShelookedupatGaud。Hereyes,whichformerlywerebrown,hadtakenafadedlook,andalmostappearedblue;theyseemednolongertosee,andweretroubledanduncertainwitholdage。EachdayshegreetedGaudwiththesamewords:
"Oh,dearme!mygoodlass,howlateyouareto-night!"
"No,Granny,"answeredGaud,whowasusedtoit。"Thisisthesametimeasotherdays。"
"Eh?Itseemedtome,dear,laterthanusual。"
Theysatdowntosupperattheirtable,whichhadalmostbecomeshapelessfromconstantuse,butwasstillasthickasthegeneroussliceofahugeoak。Thecricketbeganitssilver-tonedmusicagain。
Oneofthesidesofthecottagewasfilledupbyroughlysculptured,worm-eatenwoodwork,whichhadanopeningwhereinweresetthesleepingbunks,wheregenerationsoffishershadbeenborn,andwheretheiragedmothershaddied。
Quaintoldkitchenutensilshungfromtheblackbeams,aswellasbunchesofsweetherbs,woodenspoons,andsmokedbacon;fishing-nets,whichhadbeenlefttheresincetheshipwreckofthelastMoans,theirmeshesnightlybittenbytherats。
Gaud'sbedstoodinanangleunderitswhitemuslindraperies;itseemedlikeaveryfreshandelegantmoderninventionbroughtintothehutofaCelt。
OnthegranitewallhungaphotographofSylvestreinhissailorclothes。Hisgrandmotherhadfixedhismilitarymedaltoit,withhisownpairofthoseredclothanchorsthatFrenchmen-of-wars-menwearontheirrightsleeve;Gaudhadalsobroughtoneofthosefunerealcrowns,ofblackandwhitebeads,placedroundtheportraitsofthedeadinBrittany。ThisrepresentedSylvestre'smausoleum,andwasallthatremainedtoconsecratehismemoryinhisownland。
Onsummereveningstheydidnotsituplate,tosavethelights;whentheweatherwasfine,theysatoutawhileonastonebenchbeforethedoor,andlookedatpassers-byintheroad,alittleovertheirheads。
ThenoldYvonnewouldliedownonhercupboardshelf;andGaudonherfinebed,wouldfallasleepprettysoon,beingtiredoutwithherday'swork,andwalking,anddreamingofthereturnoftheIcelanders。
Likeawise,resolutegirl,shewasnottoogreatlyapprehensive。
CHAPTERXIII
RENEWEDDISAPPOINTMENT
ButonedayinPaimpol,hearingthat/LaMarie/hadjustgotin,Gaudfeltpossessedwithakindoffever。Allherquietcomposuredisappeared;sheabruptlyfinishedupherwork,withoutquiteknowingwhy,andsetoffhomesoonerthanusual。
Upontheroad,asshehurriedon,sherecognised/him/,atsomedistanceoff,comingtowardsher。Shetrembledandfeltherstrengthgivingway。Hewasnowquiteclose,onlyabouttwentystepsoff,hisheaderectandhishaircurlingoutfrombeneathhisfisher'scap。Shewassotakenbysurpriseatthismeeting,thatshewasafraidshemightfall,andthenhewouldunderstandall;shewoulddieofveryshameatit。Shethought,too,shewasnotlookingwell,butweariedbythehurriedwork。Shewouldhavedoneanythingtobehiddenawayunderthereedsorinoneoftheferret-holes。
Healsohadtakenabackwardstep,asiftoturninanotherdirection。
Butitwastoolatenow。Bothmetinthenarrowpath。Nottotouchher,hedrewupagainstthebank,withasideswervelikeaskittishhorse,lookingatherinawild,stealthyway。
She,too,foronehalfsecondlookedup,andinspiteofherselfmutelyimploredhim,withanagonizedprayer。Inthatinvoluntarymeetingoftheireyes,swiftasthefiringofagun,thesegraypupilsofhershadappearedtodilateandlightupwithsomegrandnoblethought,whichflashedforthinablueflame,whilethebloodrushedcrimsoneventohertemplesbeneathhergoldentresses。
Ashetouchedhiscaphefaltered。"Wishyougood-day,MademoiselleGaud。"
"Good-day,MonsieurYann,"sheanswered。
Thatwasall。Hepassedon。Shewentonherway,stillquivering,butfeeling,ashedisappeared,thatherbloodwasslowlycirculatingagainandherstrengthreturning。
Athome,shefoundGrannyMoancrouchinginacornerwithherheadheldbetweenherhands,sobbingwithherchildish"he,he!"herhairdishevelledandfallingfrombeneathhercaplikethinskeinsofgrayhemp。
"Oh,mykindGaud!I'vejustmetyoungGaosdownbyPlouherzelasI
camebackfrommywood-gathering;wespokeofourpoorlad,ofcourse。
TheyarrivedthismorningfromIceland,andintheafternoonhecameovertoseemewhileIwasout。Poorlad,hehadtearsinhiseyes,too。Hecamerightuptomydoor,mykindGaud,tocarrymylittlefagot。"
Shelistened,standing,whileherheartseemedalmosttobreak;sothisvisitofYann's,uponwhichshehadsomuchreliedforsayingsomanythings,wasalreadyover,andwoulddoubtlessnotoccuragain。Itwasalldone。Herpoorheartseemedmorelonelythanever。Hermiseryharder,andtheworldmoreempty;andshehungherheadwithawilddesiretodie。
CHAPTERXIV
THEGRANDAMBREAKINGUP
Slowlythewinterdrewnigh,andspreadoveralllikeashroudleisurelydrawn。Graydaysfollowedoneanother,butYannappearednomore,andthetwowomenlivedonintheirloneliness。Withthecold,theirdailyexistencebecameharderandmoreexpensive。
OldYvonnewasdifficulttotend,too;herpoormindwasgoing。Shegotintofitsoftempernow,andspokewicked,insultingspeechesonceortwiceeveryweek;ittookherso,likeachild,aboutmerenothings。
Pooroldgranny!Shewasstillsosweetinherluciddays,thatGauddidnotceasetorespectandcherishher。Tohavealwaysbeensogoodandtoendbybeingbad,andshowtowardsthecloseadepthofmaliceandspitefulnessthathadslumberedduringherwholelife,touseawholevocabularyofcoarsewordsthatshehadhidden;whatmockeryofthesoul!whataderisivemystery!Shebegantosing,too,whichwasstillmorepainfultohearthanherangrywords,forshemixedeverythinguptogether——the/oremus/ofamasswithrefrainsofloosesongsheardintheharbourfromwanderingsailors。Sometimesshesang"/LesFillettesdePaimpol/"TheLassesofPaimpol,or,noddingherheadandbeatingtimewithherfoot,shewouldmutter:
"Monmarivientdepartir;
Pourlapeched'Islande,monmarivientdepartir,Ilm'alaisseesanslesou,Mais——trala,tralalalou,J'engagne,j'engagne。"
MyhusbandwentoffsailingUpontheIcelandcruise,Butneverleftmemoney,Note'enacouplesous。
But——ritooloo!ritooralloo!
Iknowwhattodo!
Shealwaysstoppedshort,whilehereyesopenedwidewithalifelessexpression,likethosedyingflamesthatsuddenlyflashoutbeforefadingaway。Shehungherheadandremainedspeechlessforagreatlengthoftime,herlowerjawdroppingasinthedead。
Onedayshecouldremembernothingofhergrandson。"Sylvestre?
Sylvestre?"repeatedshe,wonderingwhomGaudmeant;"oh!mydear,d'yesee,I'vesomanyofthem,thatnowIcan'tremembertheirnames!"
Sosayingshethrewupherpoorwrinkledhands,withacareless,almostcontemptuoustoss。Butthenextdaysherememberedhimquitewell;mentioningseveralthingshehadsaidordone,andthatwholedaylongshewept。
Oh!thoselongwintereveningswhentherewasnotenoughwoodfortheirfire;toworkinthebittercoldforone'sdailybread,sewinghardtofinishtheclothesbroughtoverfromPaimpol。
GrannyYvonne,sittingbythehearth,remainedquietenough,herfeetstuckinamongthesmoulderingembers,andherhandsclaspedbeneathherapron。Butatthebeginningoftheevening,Gaudalwayshadtotalktohertocheerheralittle。
"Whydon'tyespeaktome,mygoodgirl?InmytimeI'veknownmanygirlswhohadplentytosayforthemselves。Idon'tthinkit'udseemsolonesome,ifye'donlytalkabit。"
SoGaudwouldtellherchit-chatshehadheardintown,orspokeofthepeopleshehadmetonherwayhome,talkingofthingsthatwerequiteindifferenttoher,asindeedallthingswerenow;andstoppinginthemidstofherstorieswhenshesawthepooroldwomanwasfallingasleep。
Thereseemednothinglivelyoryouthfularoundher,whosefreshyouthyearnedforyouth。Herbeautywouldfadeaway,lonelyandbarren。Thewindfromtheseacameinfromallsides,blowingherlampabout,andtheroarofthewavescouldbeheardasinaship。Listening,theever-presentsadmemoryofYanncametoher,themanwhosedominionwasthesebattlingelements;throughthelongterriblenights,whenallthingswereunbridledandhowlingintheouterdarkness,shethoughtofhimwithagony。
Alwaysaloneasshewas,withthesleepingoldgranny,shesometimesgrewfrightenedandlookedinalldarkcorners,thinkingofthesailors,herancestors,whohadlivedinthesenooks,butperishedintheseaonsuchnightsasthese。Theirspiritsmightpossiblyreturn;
andshedidnotfeelassuredagainstthevisitofthedeadbythepresenceofthepooroldwoman,whowasalmostasoneofthemherself。
Suddenlysheshiveredfromheadtofoot,assheheardathin,crackedvoice,asifstifledundertheearth,proceedfromthechimneycorner。
Inachirpingtone,whichchilledherverysoul,thevoicesang:
"Pourlapeched'Islande,monmarivientdepartir,Ilm'alaisseesanslesou,Mais——trala,tralalalou!"
Thenshewasseizedwiththatpeculiarterrorthatonehasofmadpeople。
Therainfellwithanunceasing,fountain-likegush,andstreameddownthewallsoutside。Therewereoozingsofwaterfromtheoldmoss-grownroof,whichcontinueddroppingontheself-samespotswithamonotonoussadsplash。Theyevensoakedthroughintothefloorinside,whichwasofhardenedearthstuddedwithpebblesandshells。
Dampnesswasfeltonallsides,wrappingthemupinitschillmasses;
anuneven,buffetingdampness,mistyanddark,andseemingtoisolatethescatteredhutsofPloubazlanecstillmore。
ButtheSundayeveningswerethesaddestofall,becauseoftherelativegaietyinotherhomesonthatday,fortherearejoyfuleveningsevenamongthoseforgottenhamletsofthecoast;hereandthere,fromsomeclosed-uphut,beatenaboutbytheinkyrains,ponderoussongsissued。Within,tableswerespreadfordrinkers;
sailorssatbeforethesmokingfire,theoldonesdrinkingbrandyandtheyoungonesflirtingwiththegirls;allmoreorlessintoxicatedandsingingtodeadenthought。Closetothem,thegreatsea,theirtombonthemorrow,sangalso,fillingthevacantnightwithitsimmenseprofoundvoice。
OnsomeSundays,partiesofyoungfellowswhocameoutofthetavernsorbackfromPaimpol,passedalongtheroad,nearthedooroftheMoans;theyweresuchaslivedattheland'sendofPors-Evenway。
Theypassedverylate,caringlittleforthecoldandwet,accustomedastheyweretofrostandtempests。Gaudlenthereartothemedleyoftheirsongsandshouts——soonlostintheuproarofthesquallsorthebreakers——tryingtodistinguishYann'svoice,andthenfeelingstrangelyperplexedifshethoughtshehadheardit。
ItreallywastoounkindofYannnottohavereturnedtoseethemagain,andtoleadsogayalifesosoonafterthedeathofSylvestre;
allthiswasunlikehim。No,shereallycouldnotunderstandhimnow,butinspiteofallshecouldnotforgethimorbelievehimtobewithoutheart。
Thefactwasthatsincehisreturnhehadbeenleadingamostdissipatedlifeindeed。Threeorfourtimes,onthePloubazlanecroad,shehadseenhimcomingtowardsher,butshewasalwaysquickenoughtoshunhim;andhe,too,inthosecases,tooktheoppositedirectionovertheheath。Asifbymutualunderstanding,now,theyfledfromeachother。
CHAPTERXV
THENEWSHIP
AtPaimpollivesalarge,stoutwomannamedMadameTressoleur。Inoneofthestreetsthatleadtotheharbourshekeepsatavern,wellknowntoalltheIcelanders,wherecaptainsandship-ownerscometoengagetheirsailors,andchoosethestrongestamongthem,menandmastersalldrinkingtogether。
Atonetimeshehadbeenbeautiful,andwasstilljollywiththefishers;shehasamustache,isasbroadbuiltasaDutchman,andasboldandreadyofspeechasaLevantine。Thereisalookofthedaughteroftheregimentabouther,notwithstandingheramplenun-likemuslinheadgear;forallthat,areligioushaloofitssortfloatsaroundher,forthesimplereasonthatsheisaBretonborn。
Thenamesofallthesailorsofthecountryarewritteninherheadasinaregister;sheknowsthemall,goodorbad,andknowsexactly,too,whattheyearnandwhattheyareworth。
OneJanuaryday,Gaud,whohadbeencalledintomakeadress,satdowntoworkinaroombehindthetap-room。
TogointotheabodeofourMadameTressoleur,youenterbyabroad,massive-pillareddoor,whichrecedesintheoldenstyleunderthefirstfloor。Whenyougotoopenthisdoor,thereisalwayssomeobliginggustofwindfromthestreetthatpushesitin,andthenew-
comersmakeanabruptentrance,asifcarriedinbyabeachroller。
Thehallisadornedbygiltframes,containingpicturesofshipsandwrecks。InanangleachinastatuetteoftheVirginisplacedonabracket,betweentwobunchesofartificialflowers。
Theseoldenwallsmusthavelistenedtomanypowerfulsongsofsailors,andwitnessedmanywildgayscenes,sincethefirstfar-offdaysofPaimpol——allthroughthelivelytimesoftheprivateers,uptotheseofthepresentIcelanders,soverylittledifferentfromtheirancestors。Manylivesofmenhavebeenangledforandhookedthere,ontheoakentables,betweentwodrunkenbouts。
Whileshewassewingthedress,GaudlenthereartotheconversationgoingonaboutIceland,behindthepartition,betweenMadameTressoleurandtwooldsailors,drinking。Theywerediscussinganewcraftthatwasbeingriggedintheharbour。Sheneverwouldbereadyforthenextseason,sotheysaidofthis/Leopoldine/。
"Oh,yes,tobesureshewill!"answeredthehostess。"Itell'eethecrewwasallmadeupyesterday——thewholeof'emoutoftheold/Marie/ofGuermeur's,that'stobesoldforbreakingup;fiveyoungfellowssignedtheirengagementherebeforeme,atthisheretable,andwithmyownpen——soyesee,I'mright!Andfinefellows,too,I
cantell'ee;Laumec,TugdualCaroff,YvonDuff,youngKeraezfromTreguier,andlongYannGaosfromPors-Even,who'sworthanythreeon'em!"
The/Leopoldine/!Thehalf-heardnameoftheshipthatwastocarryYannawaybecamesuddenlyfixedinherbrain,asifithadbeenhammeredintoremainmoreineffaceablythere。
AtnightbackagainatPloubazlanec,andfinishingoffherworkbythelightofherpitifullamp,thatnamecamebacktohermind,anditsverysoundimpressedherasasadthing。Thenamesofvessels,asofthings,haveasignificanceinthemselves——almostaparticularmeaningoftheirown。Thenewandunusualwordhauntedherwithanunnaturalpersistency,likesomeghastlyandclingingwarning。ShehadexpectedtoseeYannstartoffagainonthe/Marie/,whichsheknewsowellandhadformerlyvisited,andwhoseVirginhadsolongprotecteditsdangerousvoyages;andthechangetothe/Leopoldine/increasedheranguish。
Butshetoldherselfthatthatwasnotherconcern,andnothingabouthimoughtevertoaffecther。Afterall,whatcoulditmattertoherwhetherhewerehereorthere,onthisshiporanother,ashoreornot?
WouldshefeellessmiserablewithhimbackinIceland,whenthesummerwouldreturnoverthedesertedcottages,andlonelyanxiouswomen——orwhenanewautumncameagain,bringinghomethefishersoncemore?Allthatwasalikeindifferenttoher,equallywithoutjoyorhope。Therewasnolinkbetweenthemnow,nothingevertobringthemtogether,forwashenotforgettingevenpoorlittleSylvestre?So,shehadplainlytounderstandthatthissoledreamofherlifewasoverforever;shehadtoforgetYann,andallthingsappertainingtohisexistence,eventheverynameofIceland,whichstillvibratedinherwithsopainfulacharm——becauseofhimallsuchthoughtsmustbesweptaway。Allwasindeedover,foreverandever。
Shetenderlylookedoveratthepooroldwomanasleep,whostillrequiredallherattention,butwhowouldsoondie。Then,whatwouldbethegoodoflivingandworkingafterthat;ofwhatusewouldshebe?
Outofdoors,thewesternwindhadagainrisen;and,notwithstandingitsdeepdistantsoughing,thesoftregularpatteroftheeaves-
droppingscouldbeheardastheydrippedfromtheroof。Andsothetearsoftheforsakenonebegantoflow——tearsrunningeventoherlipstoimparttheirbrinytaste,anddroppingsilentlyonherwork,likesummershowersbroughtbynobreeze,butsuddenlyfalling,hurriedandheavy,fromtheover-ladenclouds;asshecouldnolongerseetowork,andshefeltworkedoutanddiscouragedbeforethisgreathollownessofherlife,shefoldeduptheextra-sizedbodyofMadameTressoleurandwenttobed。
Sheshivereduponthatfine,grandbed,for,likeallthingsinthecottage,itseemedalsotobegettingcolderanddamper。Butasshewasveryyoung,althoughshestillcontinuedweeping,itendedbyhergrowingwarmandfallingasleep。
CHAPTERXVI
LONEANDLORN
Othersadweeksfollowedon,tillitwasearlyFebruary,fine,temperateweather。Yannhadjustcomefromhisshipowner'swherehehadreceivedhiswagesforthelastsummer'sfishery,fifteenhundredfrancs,which,accordingtothecustomofthefamily,hecarriedtohismother。Thecatchhadbeenagoodone,andhereturnedwellpleased。
NearingPloubazlanec,hespiedacrowdbythesideoftheroad。Anoldwomanwasgesticulatingwithherstick,whilethestreetboysmockedandlaughedaroundher。ItwasGrannyMoan。ThegoodoldgrannywhomSylvestrehadsotenderlyloved——herdresstornandbedraggled——hadnowbecomeoneofthosepooroldwomen,almostfallenbackinsecondchildhood,whoarefollowedandridiculedalongtheirroads。Thesighthurthimcruelly。
TheboysofPloubazlanechadkilledhercat,andsheangrilyanddespairinglythreatenedthemwithherstick。"Ah,ifmypoorladhadonlybeenhere!forsure,you'dneverdareddoit,youyoungrascals!"
Itappearedthatassheranafterthemtobeatthem,shehadfallendown;hercapwasawry,andherdresscoveredwithmud;theycalledoutthatshewastipsyasoftenhappenstothosepoorold"grizzling"
peopleinthecountrywhohavemetmisfortune。
ButYannclearlyknewthatthatwasnottrue,andthatshewasaveryrespectableoldwoman,whoonlydrankwater。
"Aren'tyouashamed?"roaredhetotheboys。
Hewasveryangry,andhisvoiceandtonefrightenedthem,sothatinthetwinklingofaneyetheyalltookflight,frightenedandconfusedbefore"LongGaos。"
Gaud,whowasjustreturningfromPaimpol,bringinghomeherworkfortheevening,hadseenallthisfromafar,andhadrecognisedGrannyinthegroup。Sheeagerlyrushedforwardtolearnwhatthematterwas,andwhattheyhaddonetoher;seeingthecat,sheunderstooditall。
SheliftedupherfrankeyestoYann,whodidnotlookaside;neitherthoughtofavoidingeachothernow;buttheybothblusheddeeplyandtheygazedratherstartledatbeingsonearoneanother;butwithouthatred,almostwithaffection,unitedastheywereinthiscommonimpulseofpityandprotection。
Theschool-childrenhadowedagrudgetothepoordeadgrimalkinforsometime,becausehehadablack,sataniclook;thoughhewasreallyaverygoodcat,andwhenonelookedcloselyathim,hewassoftandcaress-invitingofcoat。Theyhadstonedhimtodeath,andoneofhiseyeshungout。Thepooroldwomanwentongrumbling,shakingwithemotion,andcarryingherdeadcatbythetail,likeadeadrabbit。
"Oh,dear,oh,dear!mypoorboy,mypoorlad,ifhewereonlyhere;
forsure,they'dneverdareda-doit。"
Tearswerefallingdowninherpoorwrinkles;andherroughblue-
veinedhandstrembled。
Gaudhadputhercapstraightagain,andtriedtocomfortherwithsoothingwords。Yannwasquiteindignanttothinkthatlittlechildrencouldbesocruelastodosuchathingtoapooragedwomanandherpet。Tearsalmostcameintohiseyes,andhisheartachedforthepoorolddameashethoughtofSylvestre,whohadlovedhersodearly,andtheterriblepainitwouldhavebeentohimtoseeherthus,underderisionandinmisery。
Gaudexcusedherselfasifshewereresponsibleforherstate。"Shemusthavefallendown,"shesaidinalowvoice;"'tistrueherdressisn'tnew,forwe'renotveryrich,MonsieurYann;butImendeditagainonlyyesterday,andthismorningwhenIlefthomeI'msureshewasneatandtidy。"
Helookedathersteadfastly,moredeeplytouchedbythatsimpleexcusethanbycleverphrasesorself-reproachesandtears。SidebysidetheywalkedontotheMoans'cottage。Healwayshadacknowledgedhertobelovelierthananyothergirl,butitseemedtohimthatshewasevenmorebeautifulnowinherpovertyandmourning。Sheworeagraverlook,andhergrayeyeshadamorereservedexpression,andneverthelessseemedtopenetratetotheinnerdepthofthesoul。Herfigure,too,wasthoroughlyformed。Shewastwenty-threenow,inthefullbloomofherloveliness。Shelookedlikeagenuinefisher'sdaughter,too,inherplainblackgownandcap;yetonecouldnotpreciselytellwhatgaveherthatunmistakabletokenofthelady;itwasinvoluntaryandconcealedwithinherself,andshecouldnotbeblamedforit;onlyperhapsherbodicewasatriflenicerfittingthantheothers,thoughfromsheerinborntaste,andshowedtoadvantageherroundedbustandperfectarms。But,no!themysterywasrevealedinherquietvoiceandlook。
CHAPTERXVII
THEESPOUSAL
ItwasmanifestthatYannmeanttoaccompanythem;perhapsallthewayhome。Theywalkedon,allthreetogether,asiffollowingthecat'sfuneralprocession;itwasalmostcomicaltowatchthempass;andtheoldfolksonthedoorstepsgrinnedatthesight。OldYvonne,inthemiddle,carriedthedeadpet;Gaudwalkedonherright,tremblingandblushing,andtallYannontheleft,graveandhaughty。
Theagedwomanhadbecomequietnow;shehadtidiedherhairupherselfandwalkedsilently,lookingalternatelyatthembothfromthetailofhereyes,whichhadbecomeclearagain。
GaudsaidnothingforfearofgivingYanntheopportunityoftakinghisleave;shewouldhavelikedtofeelhiskind,tendereyeseternallyonher,andtowalkalongwithherownclosedsoastothinkofnothingelse;towanderalongthusbyhissideinthedreamshewasweaving,insteadofarrivingsosoonattheirlonely,darkcottage,whereallmustfadeaway。