Whohasnotseenpoorbirdscaughtbytheirfeetinthelime?Atfirsttheycanscarcelybelievetheyarecaught;itchangesnothingintheiraspect;buttheysoonaresurethattheyareheldfast,andindangerofnevergettingfreeagain。Andwhentheystruggletogetfree,andthestickystuffsoilstheirwingsandheads,theygraduallyassumethatpitifullookofadumbcreatureindistress,abouttodie。Suchwasthecasewiththe/Marie/。Atfirstitdidnotseemmuchtobeconcernedabout;shecertainlywascareenedalittleononeside,butitwasbroadmorning,andtheweatherwasfairandcalm;onehadtoknowsuchthingsbyexperiencetobecomeuneasy,andunderstandthatitwasaseriousmatter。
Thecaptainwastobepitied。Itwashisfault,ashehadnotunderstoodexactlywheretheywere。Hewrunghishands,saying:"Godhelpus!Godhelpus!"inavoiceofdespair。
Closetothem,duringaliftingofthefog,theycoulddistinguishaheadland,butnotrecognizeit。Butthemistscovereditanew,andtheysawitnolonger。
Therewasnosailorsmokeinsight。Theyalljostledabout,hurryingandknockingthedecklumberover。TheirdogTurc,whodidnotusuallymindthemovementofthesea,wasgreatlyaffectedtoobythisincident,thesesoundsfromdownbelow,theseheavywallowingswhenthelowswellpassedunder,andthesuddencalmthatafterwardsfollowed;heunderstoodthatallthiswasunusual,andhidhimselfawayincorners,withhistailbetweenhislegs。Theygotouttheboatstocarrythekedgesandsetthemfirm,andtriedtorowheroutofitbyunitingalltheirforcestogetheruponthetow-lines——aheavypieceofworkthis,whichlastedtensuccessivehours。So,wheneveningcame,thepoorbark,whichhadonlythatmorningbeensofreshandlight,lookedalmostswamped,fouled,andgoodfornothing。Shehadfoughthard,flounderedaboutonallsides,butstillremainedthere,fixedasinadock。
Nightwasovertakingthem;thewindandthewaveswererising;thingsweregrowingworse,when,allofasudden,towardssixo'clock,theywereletgoclear,andcouldbeoffagain,tearingasunderthetow-
lines,whichtheyhadlefttokeepherheadsteady。Themenwept,rushingaboutlikemadmen,cheeringfromstemtostern——"We'reafloat,boys!"
Theywereafloat,withajoythatcannotbedescribed;whatitwastofeelthemselvesgoingforwardsonabuoyantcraftagain,insteadofonthesemi-wreckitwasbefore,nonebutaseamanfeels,andfewofthemcantell。
Yann'ssadnesshaddisappearedtoo。Likehisship,hebecamelivelyoncemore,curedbythehealthymanuallabour;hehadfoundhisrecklesslookagain,andhadthrownoffhisglumthoughts。
Nextmorning,whenthekedgeswerefishedup,the/Marie/wentonherwaytoIceland,andYann'sheart,toallappearance,wasasfreeasinhisearlyyears。
CHAPTERXIII
HOMENEWS
Thehomeletterswerebeingdistributedonboardthe/Circe/,atanchoratHa-Long,overontheothersideoftheearth。Inthemidstofagroupofsailors,thepursercalledout,inaloudvoice,thenamesofthefortunatemenwhohadletterstoreceive。Thiswentonatevening,ontheship'sside,allcrushingroundafunnel。
"Moan,Sylvestre!"Therewasoneforhim,postmarked"Paimpol,"butitwasnotGaud'swriting。Whatdidthatmean?fromwhomdiditcomeelse?
Afterhavingturnedandflourisheditabout,heopeneditfearingly,andread:
"PLOUBAZLANEC,March5th,1884。
"MYDEARGRANDSON:"
So,itwasfromhisdearoldgranny。Hebreathedfreeagain。Atthebottomofthelettersheevenhadplacedhersignature,learnedbyheart,buttremblinglikeaschool-girl'sscribble:"WidowMoan。"
"WidowMoan!"Withaquickspontaneousmovementhecarriedthepapertohislipsandkissedthepoorname,asasacredrelic。Forthisletterarrivedatacriticalmomentofhislife;to-morrowatdawn,hewastosetoutforthebattlefield。
ItwasinthemiddleofApril;Bac-NinhandHong-Hoahadjustbeentaken。TherewasnogreatwarfaregoingoninTonquin,yetthereinforcementsarrivingwerenotsufficient;sailorsweretakenfromalltheshipstomakeupthedeficitinthecorpsalreadydisembarked。
Sylvestre,whohadlanguishedsolonginthemidstofcruisesandblockades,hadjustbeenselectedwithsomeotherstofillupthevacancies。
Itistruethatnowpeacewasspokenof,butsomethingtoldthemthattheyyetwoulddisembarckingoodtimetofightabit。Theypackedtheirbags,madealltheirotherpreparations,andsaidgood-bye,andalltheeveningthroughtheystrolledaboutwiththeirunfortunatemateswhohadtoremain,feelingmuchgranderandprouderthanthey。
Eachinhisownwayshowedhisimpressionatthisdeparture——someweregraveandserious,othersexuberantandtalkative。
Sylvestrewasveryquietandthoughtful,thoughimpatient;only,whentheylookedathim,hissmileseemedtosay,"Yes,I'moneofthefightingparty,andhuzza!theactionisforto-morrowmorning!"
Ofgunshotsandbattleheformedbutanincompleteideaasyet;buttheyfascinatedhim,forhecameofavaliantrace。
ThestrangewritingofhislettermadehimanxiousaboutGaud,andhedrewnearaportholetoreadtheepistlethrough。Itwasdifficultamidallthosehalf-nakedmenpressinground,intheunbearableheatofthegundeck。
Ashethoughtshewoulddo,inthebeginningofherletterGrannyMoanexplainedwhyshehadhadtotakerecoursetotheinexperiencedhandofanoldneighbour:
"Mydearchild,Idon'taskyourcousintowriteformeto-day,assheisingreattrouble。Herfatherdiedsuddenlytwodaysago。ItappearsthathiswholefortunehasbeenlostthroughunluckygamblinglastwinterinParis。Sohishouseandfurniturewillhavetobesold。Nobodyintheplacewasexpectingthis。Ithink,dearchild,thatthiswillpainyouasmuchasitdoesme。
"Gaos,theson,sendsyouhiskindremembrance;hehasrenewedhisarticleswithCaptainGuermeurofthe/Marie/,andthedepartureforIcelandwasratherearlythisyear,fortheysetsailonthefirstofthemonth,twodaysbeforeourpoorGaud'strouble,andhedon'tknowofityet。
"Butyoucaneasilyimaginethatweshallnotgetthemwednow,forshewillbeobligedtoworkforherdailybread。"
Sylvestredweltstupor-stricken;thisbadnewsquitespoiledhisgleeatgoingouttofight。
PARTIII
INTHESHADOW
CHAPTERI
THESKIRMISH
Hark!abullethurtlesthroughtheair!
Sylvestrestopsshorttolisten!
Heisuponaninfinitemeadow,greenwiththesoftvelvetcarpetofspring。Theskyisgray,lowering,asiftoweighuponone'sveryshoulders。
Theyaresixsailorsreconnoitringamongthefreshrice-fields,inamuddypathway。
Hist!againthewhizz,breakingthesilenceoftheair——ashrill,continuoussound,akindofprolonged/zing/,givingoneastrongimpressionthatthepelletsbuzzingbymighthavestungfatally。
ForthefirsttimeinhislifeSylvestrehearsthatmusic。Thebulletscomingtowardsamanhaveadifferentsoundfromthosefiredbyhimself:thefar-offreportisattenuated,ornotheardatall,soitiseasiertodistinguishthesharprushofmetalasitswiftlypassesby,almostgrazingone'sears。
Crack!whizz!ping!againandyetagain!Theballsfallinregularshowersnow。Closebythesailorstheystopshort,andareburiedinthefloodedsoiloftherice-fields,accompaniedbyafaintsplash,likehailfallingsharpandswiftinapuddleofwater。
Themarineslookedatoneanotherasifitwasallapieceofoddfun,andsaid:
"OnlyJohnChinaman!pish!"
Tothesailors,Annamites,Tonquinese,or"BlackFlags"areallofthesameChinesefamily。Itisdifficulttoshowtheircontemptandmockingrancour,aswellaseagernessfor"bowlingoverthebeggars,"
whentheyspeakof"theChinese。"
Twoorthreebulletsarestillflyingabout,morecloselygrazing;
theycanbeseenbouncinglikegrasshoppersinthegreen。Theslightshowerofleaddidnotlastlong。
Perfectsilencereturnstothebroadverdantplain,andnowherecananythingbeseenmoving。Thesamesixarestillthere,standingonthewatch,scentingthebreeze,andtryingtodiscoverwhencethevolleycame。Surelyfromoveryonder,bythatclumpofbamboos,whichlookslikeanislandoffeathersintheplain;behinditseveralpointedroofsappearhalfhidden。Sotheyallmadeforit,theirfeetslippingorsinkingintothesoakedsoil。Sylvestrerunsforemost,onhislonger,morenimblelegs。
Nomorebuzzofbullets;theymighthavethoughttheyweredreaming。
Asinallthecountriesoftheworld,somefeaturesarethesame;thecloudygrayskiesandthefreshtintsoffieldsinspring-time,forexample;onecouldimaginethisuponFrenchmeadows,andtheseyoungfellows,runningmerrilyoverthem,playingaverydifferentsportfromthisgameofdeath。
Butastheyapproach,thebamboosshowtheexoticdelicacyoftheirfoliage,andthevillageroofsgrowsharperinthesingularityoftheircurves,andyellowmenhiddenbehindadvancetoreconnoitre;
theirflatfacesarecontractedbyfearandspitefulness。Thensuddenlytheyrushoutscreaming,anddeployintoalongline,trembling,butdecidedanddangerous。
"TheChinese!"shoutthesailorsagain,withtheirsamebravesmile。
Butthistimetheyfindthatthereareagoodmany——toomany;andoneofthemturningroundperceivesotherChinesecomingfrombehind,springingupfromthelongtallgrass。
Atthismoment,youngSylvestrecameoutgrand;hisoldgrannywouldhavebeenproudtoseehimsuchawarrior。Sincethelastfewdayshehadaltered。Hisfacewasbronzed,andhisvoicestrengthened。Hewasinhisownelementhere。
Inamomentofsupremeindecisionthesailorshitbythebulletsalmostyieldedtoanimpulseofretreat,whichwouldcertainlyhavebeendeathtothemall;butSylvestrecontinuedtoadvance,clubbinghisrifle,andfightingawholeband,knockingthemdownrightandleftwithsmashingblowsfromthebutt-end。Thankstohimthesituationwasreversed;thatpanicormadnessthatblindlydeceivesallintheseleaderlessskirmisheshadnowpassedovertotheChineseside,anditwastheywhobegantoretreat。
Itwassoonallover;theywerefairlytakingtotheirheels。Thesixsailors,reloadingtheirrepeatingrifles,shotthemdowneasily;uponthegrasslaydeadbodiesbyredpools,andskullswereemptyingtheirbrainsintotheriver。
Theyfled,coweringlikeleopards。Sylvestreranafterthem,althoughhehadtwowounds——alance-thrustinthethighandadeepgashinhisarm;butfeelingnothingsavetheintoxicationofbattle,thatunreasoningfeverthatcomesofvigorousblood,givesloftycouragetosimplesouls,andmadetheheroesofantiquity。
Onewhomhewaspursuingturnedround,andwithaspasmofdesperateterrortookadeliberateaimathim。Sylvestrestoppedshort,smilingscornfully,sublime,tolethimfire,andseeingthedirectionoftheaim,onlyshiftedalittletotheleft。ButwiththepressureuponthetriggerthebarreloftheChinesejingaldeviatedslightlyinthesamedirection。Hesuddenlyfeltasmartrapuponhisbreast,andinaflashofthoughtunderstoodwhatitwas,evenbeforefeelinganypain;
heturnedtowardstheothersfollowing,andtriedtocryouttothemthetraditionalphraseoftheoldsoldier,"Ithinkit'sallupwithme!"Inthegreatbreaththatheinhaledafterhavingrun,torefillhislungswithair,hefelttheairrushinalsobyaholeinhisrightbreast,withahorriblegurgling,liketheblastinabrokenbellows。Inthatsametimehismouthfilledwithblood,andasharppainshotthroughhisside,whichrapidlygrewworse,untilitbecameatrociousandunspeakable。Hewhirledroundtwoorthreetimes,hisbrainswimmingtoo;andgaspingforbreaththroughtherisingredtidethatchokedhim,fellheavilyinthemud。
CHAPTERII
"OUT,BRIEFCANDLE!"
Aboutafortnightlater,astheskywasdarkeningattheapproachoftherains,andtheheatmoreheavilyweighedoveryellowTonquin,SylvestrebroughttoHanoi,wassenttoHa-Long,andplacedonboardahospital-shipabouttoreturntoFrance。
Hehadbeencarriedaboutforsometimeondifferentstretchers,withintervalsofrestattheambulances。Theyhaddonealltheycouldforhim;butundertheinsufficientconditions,hischesthadfilledwithwateronthepiercedside,andthegurglingairenteredthroughthewound,whichwouldnotcloseup。
Hehadreceivedthemilitarymedal,whichgavehimamoment'sjoy。Buthewasnolongerthewarriorofold——resoluteofgait,andsteadyinhisresoundingvoice。Allthathadvanishedbeforethelong-sufferingandweakeningfever。Hehadbecomeahome-sickboyagain;hehardlyspokeexceptinansweringoccasionalquestions,inafeebleandalmostinaudiblevoice。Tofeeloneselfsosickandsofaraway;tothinkthatitwantedsomanydaysbeforehecouldreachhome!Wouldheeverliveuntilthen,withhisstrengthebbingaway?Suchaterrifyingfeelingofdistancecontinuallyhauntedhimandweighedateverywakening;andwhen,afterafewhours'stupor,heawokefromthesickeningpainofhiswounds,withfeverishheatandthewhistlingsoundinhispiercedbosom,heimploredthemtoputhimonboard,inspiteofeverything。Hewasveryheavytocarryintohisward,andwithoutintendingit,theygavehimsomecrueljoltsontheway。
Theylaidhimononeoftheironcampbedsteadsplacedinrows,hospitalfashion,andthenhesetoutinaninversedirection,onhislongjourneythroughtheseas。Insteadoflivinglikeabirdinthefullwindofthetops,heremainedbelowdeck,inthemidstofthebadairofmedicines,wounds,andmisery。
Duringthefirstdaysthejoyofbeinghomewardboundmadehimfeelalittlebetter。Hecouldevenbearbeingproppedupinbedwithpillows,andattimesheaskedforhisbox。Hisseaman'schestwasadealbox,boughtinPaimpol,tokeepallhislovedtreasuresin;
insidewerelettersfromGrannyYvonne,andalsofromYannandGaud,acopy-bookintowhichhehadcopiedsomesea-songs,andoneoftheworksofConfuciusinChinese,caughtupatrandomduringpillage;ontheblanksidesofitsleaveshehadwrittenthesimpleaccountofhiscampaign。
Neverthelesshegotnobetter,andafterthefirstweek,thedoctorsdecidedthatdeathwasimminent。TheywereneartheLinenow,inthestiflingheatofstorms。Thetroop-shipkeptonhercourse,shakingherbeds,thewoundedandthedying;quickerandquickershespedoverthetossingsea,troubledstillasduringtheswayofthemonsoons。
SinceleavingHa-Longmorethanonepatientdied,andwasconsignedtothedeepwateronthehighroadtoFrance;manyofthenarrowbedsnolongerboretheirsufferingburdens。
Uponthisparticulardayitwasverygloomyinthetravellinghospital;onaccountofthehighseasithadbeennecessarytoclosetheironport-lids,whichmadethestiflingsick-roommoreunbearable。
Sylvestrewasworse;theendwasnigh。Lyingalwaysuponhiswoundedside,hepresseduponitwithbothhandswithallhisremainingstrength,totryandallaythewaterydecompositionthatroseinhisrightlung,andtobreathewiththeotherlungonly。Butbydegreestheotherwasaffectedandtheultimateagonyhadbegun。
Dreamsandvisionsofhomehauntedhisbrain;inthehotdarkness,belovedorhorriblefacesbentoverhim;hewasinanever-endinghallucination,throughwhichfloatedapparitionsofBrittanyandIceland。Inthemorningwascalledinthepriest,andtheoldman,whowasusedtoseeingsailorsdie,wasastonishedtofindsopureasoulinsostrongandmanlyabody。
Hecriedoutforair,air!buttherewasnoneanywhere;theventilatorsnolonggaveany;theattendant,whowasfanninghimwithaChinesefan,onlymovedunhealthyvapoursoverhimofsickeningstaleness,whichrevoltedalllungs。Sometimesfierce,desperatefitscameoverhim;hewishedtotearhimselfawayfromthatbed,wherehefeltdeathwouldcometoseizehim,andrushaboveintothefullfreshwindandtrytoliveagain。Oh!tobelikethoseothers,scramblingaboutamongtherigging,andlivingamongthemasts。Buthisextremeeffortonlyendedinthefeebleliftingofhisweakenedhead;
somethingliketheincompletedmovementofasleeper。Hecouldnotmanageit,butfellbackinthehollowofhiscrumpledbed,partlychainedtherebydeath;andeachtime,afterthefatigueofalikeshock,helostallconsciousness。
Topleasehimtheyopenedaportatlast,althoughitwasdangerous,theseabeingveryrough。Itwasgoingonforsixintheevening。Whenthediskwasswungback,aredlightentered,gloriousandradiant。
Thedyingsunappeareduponthehorizonindazzlingsplendour,throughatornriftinagloomysky;itsblindinglightglancedoverthewaves,andlitupthefloatinghospital,likeawavingtorch。
Butnoairrushedin;thelittletherewasoutside,waspowerlesstoenteranddrivebeforeitthefeveredatmosphere。Overallsidesofthatboundlessequatorialsea,floatedawarmandheavymoisture,unfitforrespiration。Noaironanyside,notevenforthepoorgaspingfellowsontheirdeathbeds。
Onevisiondisturbedhimgreatly;itwasofhisoldgrandmother,walkingquicklyalongaroad,withaheartrendinglookofalarm;fromlow-lyingfunerealcloudsaboveher,fellthedrizzlingrain;shewasonherwaytoPaimpol,summonedthithertobeinformedofhisdeath。
Hewasstrugglingnow,withthedeath-rattleinhisthroat。Fromthecornersofhismouththeyspongedawaythewaterandblood,whichhadwelledupinquantitiesfromhischestinwrithingagony。Stillthegrand,glorioussunlitupall,likeaconflagrationofthewholeworld,withblood-ladenclouds;throughtheapertureoftheport-hole,awidestreakofcrimsonfireblazedin,and,spreadingoverSylvestre'sbed,formedahaloaroundhim。
AtthatverymomentthatsamesunwastobeseeninBrittany,wheremiddaywasabouttostrike。Itwas,indeed,thesamesun,beheldattheprecisemomentofitsnever-endinground;buthereitkeptquiteanotherhue。Higherupinthebluishsky,itkeptsheddingasoftwhitelightongrandmotherYvonne,sittingoutatherdoor,sewing。
InIceland,too,whereitwasmorning,itwasshiningatthatsamemomentofdeath。Muchpalerthere,itseemedasifitonlyshoweditsfacebysomemiracle。Sadlyitsheditsraysoverthefjordwhere/LaMarie/floated;andnowitsskywaslitupbyapurenorthernlight,whichalwaysgivestheideaofafrozenplanet'sreflection,withoutanatmosphere。Withacoldaccuracy,itoutlinedalltheessentialsofthatstonychaosthatisIceland;thewholeofthecountryasseenfrom/LaMarie/seemedfixedinonesameperspectiveandheldupright。
Yannwasthere,litupbyastrangelight,fishing,asusual,inthemidstofthislunar-likescenery。
Asthebeamoffieryflamethatcamethroughtheport-holefaded,andthesundisappearedcompletelyunderthegildedbillows,theeyesofthegrandsonrolledinwardtowardhisbrowasiftofallbackintohishead。
Theyclosedhiseyelidswiththeirownlonglashes,andSylvestrebecamecalmandbeautifulagain,likearecliningmarblestatueofmanlyrepose。
CHAPTERIII
THEGRAVEABROAD
IcannotrefrainfromtellingyouaboutSylvestre'sfuneral,whichI
conductedmyselfinSingapore。WehadthrownenoughotherdeadintotheSeaofChina,duringtheearlydaysofthehomevoyage;andastheMalaylandwasquitenear,wedecidedtokeephisremainsafewhourslonger;toburyhimfittingly。
Itwasveryearlyinthemorning,onaccountoftheterriblesun。Intheboatthatcarriedhimashore,hiscorpsewasshroudedinthenationalflag。Thecitywasinsleepaswelanded。Awagonette,sentbytheFrenchConsul,waswaitingonthequay;welaidSylvestreuponit,withawoodencrossmadeonboard——thepaintstillwetuponit,forthecarpenterhadtohurryoverit,andthewhitelettersofhisnameranintotheblackground。
WecrossedthatBabelintherisingsun。AndthenitwassuchanemotiontofindtheserenecalmofanEuropeanplaceofworshipinthemidstofthedistastefulturmoiloftheChinesecountry。Underthehighwhitearch,whereIstoodalonewithmysailors,the"/DiesIroe/,"chantedbyamissionarypriest,soundedlikeasoftmagicalincantation。Throughtheopendoorswecouldseesightsthatresembledenchantedgardens,exquisiteverdureandimmensepalm-trees,thewindshookthelargefloweringshrubsandtheirperfumedcrimsonpetalsfelllikerain,almosttothechurchitself。Thencewemarchedtotheceremony,veryfaroff。Ourlittleprocessionofsailorswasveryunpretentious,butthecoffinremainedconspicuouslywrappedintheflagofFrance。WehadtotraversetheChinesequarter,throughseethingcrowdsofyellowmen;andthentheMalayandIndiansuburbs,wherealltypesofAsiaticfaceslookeduponuswithastonishment。
Thencametheopencountryalreadyheated;throughshadygroveswhereexquisitebutterflies,onvelvetybluewings,flittedinmasses。Oneitherside,wavedtallluxuriantpalms,andquantitiesofflowersinsplendidprofusion。Atlastwecametothecemetery,withmandarins'
tombsandmany-colouredinscriptions,adornedwithpaintingsofdragonsandothermonsters;amidastoundingfoliageandplantsgrowingeverywhere。ThespotwherewelaidhimdowntorestresembledanookinthegardensofIndra。Intotheearthwedrovethelittlewoodencross,lettered:
SYLVESTREMOAN,AGED19。
Andwelefthim,forcedtogobecauseofthehotrisingsun;weturnedbackoncemoretolookathimunderthosemarvelloustreesandhugenoddingflowers。
CHAPTERIV
TOTHESURVIVORS,THESPOILS
ThetroopercontinueditscoursethroughtheIndianOcean。Downbelowinthefloatinghospitalotherdeath-sceneswenton。Ondecktherewascarelessnessofhealthandyouth。Roundabout,overthesea,wasaveryfeastofpuresunandair。
Inthisfinetrade-windweather,thesailors,stretchedintheshadeofthesails,wereplayingwithlittlepetparrotsandmakingthemrunraces。InthisSingapore,whichtheyhadjustleft,thesailorsbuyallkindsoftameanimals。Theyhadallchosenbabyparrots,withchildishlooksupontheirhooknosefaces;theyhadnotailsyet;theyweregreen,ofawonderfulshade。Astheywentrunningoverthecleanwhiteplanks,theylookedlikefreshyoungleaves,fallenfromtropicaltrees。
Sometimesthesailorsgatheredthemalltogetherinonelot,whentheyinspectedoneanotherfunnily;twistingabouttheirthroats,tobeseenunderallaspects。Theycomicallywaddledaboutlikesomanylamepeople,orsuddenlystartedoffinagreathurryforsomeunknowndestination;andsomefelldownintheirexcitement。Andthereweremonkeys,learningtricksofallkinds,anothersourceofamusement。
Someweremosttenderlylovedandevenkissedextravagantly,astheynestledagainstthecallousbosomsoftheirmasters,gazingfondlyatthemwithwomanisheyes,half-grotesqueandhalf-touching。
Uponthestrokeofthreeo'clock,thequartermastersbroughtondecktwocanvasbags,sealedwithhugeredseals,bearingSylvestre'sname;
forbyorderoftheregulationsinregardtothedead,allhisclothesandpersonalworldlybelongingsweretobesoldbyauction。Thesailorsgailygroupedthemselvesaroundthepile;for,onboardahospitalship,toomanyofthesesalesofeffectsareseentoexciteanyparticularemotion。Besides,Sylvestrehadbeenbutlittleknownuponthatship。
Hisjacketsandshirtsandblue-stripedjerseyswerefingeredandturnedoverandthenboughtupatdifferentprices,thebuyersforcingthebiddingjusttoamusethemselves。
Thencametheturnofthesmalltreasure-box,whichwassoldforfiftysous。Thelettersandmilitarymedalhadbeentakenoutofit,tobesentbacktothefamily;butnotthebookofsongsandtheworkofConfucious,withtheneedles,cotton,andbuttons,andallthepettyrequisitesplacedtherebytheforethoughtofGrannyMoanforsewingandmending。
Thenthequartermasterwhoheldupthethingstobesolddrewouttwosmallbuddhas,takeninsomepagodatogivetoGaud,andsofunnyweretheythattheyweregreetedwithageneralburstoflaughter,whentheyappearedasthelastlot。Butthesailorslaughed,notforwantofheart,butonlythroughthoughtlessness。
Toconclude,thebagsweresold,andthebuyerimmediatelystruckoutthenameonthemtosubstitutehisown。
Acarefulsweepofthebroomwasafterwardgiventoclearthescrupulouslycleandeckofthedustandoddsandends,whilethesailorsreturnedmerrilytoplaywiththeirparrotsandmonkeys。
CHAPTERV
THEDEATH-BLOW
Oneday,inthefirstfortnightofJune,asoldYvonnewasreturninghome,someneighbourstoldherthatshehadbeensentforbytheCommissionerfromtheNavalRegistryOffice。Ofcourseitconcernedhergrandson,butthatdidnotfrightenherintheleast。ThefamiliesofseafarersareusedtotheNavalRegistry,andshe,thedaughter,wife,mother,andgrandmotherofseamen,hadknownthatofficeforthepastsixtyyears。
Doubtlessithadtodowithhis"delegation";orperhapstherewasasmallprize-moneyaccountfrom/LaCirce/totakethroughherproxy。
Assheknewwhatrespectwasdueto"/MonsieurleCommissaire/,"sheputonherbestgownandacleanwhitecap,andsetoutabouttwoo'clock。
Trottingalongswiftlyonthepathwaysofthecliff,shenearedPaimpol;andmusinguponthesetwomonthswithoutletters,shegrewabitanxious。
Shemetheroldsweetheartsittingoutathisdoor。Hehadgreatlyagedsincetheappearanceofthewintercold。
"Eh,eh!Whenyou'reready,youknow,don'tmakeanyceremony,mybeauty!"That"suitofdeal"stillhauntedhismind。
ThejoyousbrightnessofJunesmiledaroundher。Ontherockyheightstherestillgrewthestuntedreedswiththeiryellowblossoms;butpassingintothehollownooksshelteredagainstthebitterseawinds,onemetwithhighsweet-smellinggrass。Butthepooroldwomandidnotseeallthis,overwhoseheadsomanyrapidseasonshadpassed,whichnowseemedasshortasdays。
Aroundthecrumblinghamletwithitsgloomywallsgrewroses,pinks,andstocks;andevenuponthetopsofthewhitewashedandmossyroofs,sprangthefloweretsthatattractedthefirst"miller"
butterfliesoftheseason。
Thisspring-timewasalmostwithoutloveinthelandofIcelanders,andthebeautifullassesofproudrace,whosatoutdreamingontheirdoorsteps,seemedtolookfarbeyondthevisiblethingswiththeirblueorbrowneyes。Theyoungmen,whoweretheobjectsoftheirmelancholyanddesires,wereremote,fishingonthenorthernseas。
Butitwasaspring-timeforallthat——warm,sweet,andtroubling,withitsbuzzingoffliesandperfumeofyoungplants。
Andallthissoullessfreshnesssmileduponthepooroldgrandmother,whowasquicklywalkingalongtohearofthedeathofherlast-borngrandson。Shenearedtheawfulmomentwhenthisevent,whichhadtakenplaceinthesodistantChineseseas,wastobetoldtoher;shewastakingthatsinisterwalkthatSylvestrehaddivinedathisdeath-hour——thesightofthathadtornhislastagonizedtearsfromhim;hisdarlingoldgrannysummonedtoPaimpoltobetoldthathewasdead!
Clearlyhehadseenherpassalongthatroad,runningstraighton,withhertinybrownshawl,herumbrella,andlargehead-dress。Andthatapparitionhadmadehimtossandwritheinfearfulanguish,whilethehuge,redsunoftheEquator,disappearinginitsglory,peeredthroughtheport-holeofthehospitaltowatchhimdie。Buthe,inhislasthallucination,hadseenhisoldgrannymovingunderarain-ladensky,andonthecontraryajoyouslaughingspring-timemockedheronallsides。
NearingPaimpol,shebecamemoreandmoreuneasy,andimprovedherspeed。Nowsheisinthegraytownwithitsnarrowgranitestreets,wherethesunfalls,biddinggood-daytosomeotheroldwomen,hercontemporaries,sittingattheirwindows。Astonishedtoseeher;theysaid:"Whereverisshegoingsoquickly,inherSundaygown,onaweek-day?"
"MonsieurleCommissaire"oftheNavalEnlistmentOfficewasnotinjustthen。Oneuglylittlecreature,aboutfifteenyearsold,whowashisclerk,satathisdesk。Ashewastoopunytobeafisher,hehadreceivedsomeeducationandpassedhistimeinthatsamechair,inhisblacklinendust-sleeves,scratchingawayatpaper。
Withalookofimportance,whenshehadsaidhername,hegotuptogettheofficialdocumentsfromoffashelf。
Therewereagreatmanypapers——whatdiditallmean?Parchments,sealedpapers,asailor'srecord-book,grownyellowonthesea,andoverallfloatedanodourofdeath。Hespreadthemalloutbeforethepooroldwoman,whobegantotrembleandfeeldizzy。ShehadjustrecognizedtwooftheletterswhichGaudusedtowriteforhertohergrandson,andwhichwerenowreturnedtoherneverunsealed。ThesamethinghadhappenedtwentyyearsagoatthedeathofhersonPierre;
thelettershadbeensentbackfromChinato"MonsieurleCommissaire,"whohadgiventhemtoherthus。
Nowhewasreadingoutinaconsequentialvoice:"Moan,Jean-Marie-
Sylvestre,registeredatPaimpol,folio213,number2091,diedonboardthe/BienHoa/,onthe14thof。"
"What——whathashappenedtohim,mygoodsir?"
"Discharged——dead,"heanswered。
Itwasn'tbecausethisclerkwasunkind,butifhespokeinthatbrutalway,itwasthroughwantofjudgment,andfromlackofintelligenceinthelittleincompletebeing。
Ashesawthatshedidnotunderstandthattechnicalexpression,hesaidinBreton:
"/Marweo/!"
"/Marweo/!"Heisdead。
Sherepeatedthewordsafterhim,inheragedtremulousvoice,asapoorcrackedechowouldsendbacksomeindifferentphrase。Sowhatshehadpartlyforeseenwastrue;butitonlymadehertremble;nowthatitwascertain,itseemedtoaffecthernomore。Tobeginwith,herfacultytosufferwasslightlydulledbyoldage,especiallysincethislastwinter。Paindidnotstrikeherimmediately。Somethingseemedtofallupsidedowninherbrain,andsomehoworanothershemixedthisdeathupwithothers。Shehadlostsomanyofthembefore。
Sheneededamomenttograspthatthiswasherverylastone,herdarling,theobjectofallherprayers,life,andwaiting,andofallherthoughts,alreadydarkenedbythesombreapproachofsecondchildhood。
Shefeltasortofshameatshowingherdespairbeforethislittlegentlemanwhohorrifiedher。Wasthatthewaytotellagrandmotherofherdarling'sdeath?Sheremainedstandingbeforethedesk,stiffened,andtearingthefringesofherbrownshawlwithherpooragedhands,soreandchappedwithwashing。
Howfarawayshefeltfromhome!Goodness!whatalongwalkbacktobegonethrough,andsteadily,too,beforenearingthewhitewashedhutinwhichshelongedtoshutherselfup,likeawoundedbeastwhohidesinitsholetodie。Andsoshetriednottothinktoomuchandnottounderstandyet,frightenedaboveallatthelonghome-journey。
Theygaveheranordertogoandtake,astheheiress,thethirtyfrancsthatcamefromthesaleofSylvestre'sbag;andthentheletters,thecertificates,andtheboxcontainingthemilitarymedal。
Shetookthewholeparcelawkwardlywithopenfingers,unabletofindpocketstoputthemin。
ShewentstraightthroughPaimpol,lookingatnoone,herbodybentslightlylikeoneabouttofall,witharushingofbloodinherears;
pressingandhurryingalonglikesomepooroldmachine,whichcouldnotbewoundup,atagreatpressure,forthelasttime,withoutfearofbreakingitssprings。
Atthethirdmileshewentalongquitebentintwoandexhausted;fromtimetotimeherfootstruckagainstthestones,givingherapainfulshockuptotheveryhead。Shehurriedtoburyherselfinherhome,forfearoffallingandhavingtobecarriedthere。
CHAPTERVI
ACHARITABLEASSUMPTION
"OldYvonne'stipsy!"wasthecry。
Shehadfallen,andthestreetchildrenranafterher。ItwasjustattheboundaryoftheparishofPloubazlanec,wheremanyhousesstragglealongtheroadside。Butshehadthestrengthtoriseandhobblealongonherstick。
"OldYvonne'stipsy!"
Theboldlittlecreaturesstaredherfullintheface,laughing。Her/coiffe/wasallawry。Someoftheselittleoneswerenotreallywicked,andthese,whentheyscannedhercloserandsawthesenilegrimaceofbitterdespair,turnedaside,surprisedandsaddened,daringtosaynothingmore。
Athome,withthedoortightlyclosed,shegaveventtothedeepscreamofdespairthatchokedher,andfelldowninacorner,herheadagainstthewall。Hercaphadfallenoverhereyes;shethrewoffroughlywhatformerlyhadbeensowelltakencareof。HerSundaydresswassoiled,andathinmeshofyellowishwhitehairstrayedfrombeneathhercap,completingherpitiful,poverty-strickendisorder。
CHAPTERVII
THECOMFORTER
ThusdidGaud,cominginfornewsintheevening,findher;herhairdishevelled,herarmshangingdown,andherheadrestingagainstthestonewall,withafallingjawgrinning,andtheplaintivewhimperofalittlechild;shescarcelycouldweepanymore;thesegrandmothers,growntooold,havenotearsleftintheirdried-upeyes。
"Mygrandsonisdead!"Shethrewtheletters,papers,andmedalintohercaller'slap。
Gaudquicklyscannedthewhole,sawthenewswastrue,andfellonherkneestopray。Thetwowomenremainedtheretogetheralmostdumb,throughtheJunegloaming,whichinBrittanyislongbutinIcelandisnever-ending。Onthehearththecricketthatbringsjoywaschirpinghisshrillmusic。
ThedimduskenteredthroughthenarrowwindowintothedwellingofthoseMoans,whohadallbeendevouredbythesea,andwhosefamilywasnowextinguished。
AtlastGaudsaid:"/I'll/cometoyou,goodgranny,tolivewithyou;
I'llbringmybedthatthey'veleftme,andI'lltakecareofyouandnurseyou——youshan'tbeallalone。"
Shewept,too,forherlittlefriendSylvestre,butinhersorrowshewasledinvoluntarilytothinkofanother——hewhohadgonebacktothedeep-seafishery。
TheywouldhavetowritetoYannandtellhimSylvestrewasdead;itwasjustnowthatthefisherswerestarting。Wouldhe,too,weepforhim?Mayhaphewould,forhehadlovedhimdearly。Inthemidstofherowntears,Gaudthoughtagreatdealofhim;nowandagainwaxingwrothagainstthehard-heartedfellow,andthenpityinghimatthethoughtofthatpainwhichwouldstrikehimalso,andwhichwouldbeasalinkbetweenthemboth——onewayandanother,herheartwasfullofhim。
CHAPTERVIII
THEBROTHER'SGRIEF
OnepaleAugustevening,theletterthatannouncedYann'sbrother'sdeath,atlengtharrivedonboardthe/Marie/,upontheIcelandseas;
itwasafteradayofhardworkandexcessivefatigue,justastheyweregoingdowntosupandtorest。Witheyesheavywithsleep,hereaditintheirdarknookbelowdeck,litbytheyellowbeamofthesmalllamp;atthefirstmomenthebecamestunnedandgiddy,likeonedazedoutoffairunderstanding。VeryproudandreticentinallthingsconcerningthefeelingswasYann,andhehidtheletterinhisbluejersey,nexthisbreast,withoutsayinganything,assailorsdo。Buthedidnotfeelthecouragetositdownwiththeotherstosupper,anddisdainingeventoexplainwhy,hethrewhimselfintohisberthandfellasleep。SoonhedreamedofSylvestredead,andofhisfuneralgoingby。
Towardsmidnight,beinginthatstateofmindthatispeculiartoseamanwhoareconsciousofthetimeofdayintheirslumber,andquiteclearlyseethehourdrawnightwhentoawakenforthewatch——hesawthefuneral,andsaidtohimself:"Iamdreaming;luckilythematewillcomeandwakemeup,andthevisionwillpassaway。"
Butwhenaheavyhandwaslaiduponhimandavoicecriedout:"Tumbleout,Gaos!watch,boy!"heheardtheslightrustlingofpaperathisbreast,afineghastlymusicthataffirmedthefactofthedeath。Yes,theletter!Itwastrue,then?Themorecruel,heartrendingimpressiondeepened,andhejumpedupsoquicklyinhissuddenstart,thathestruckhisforeheadagainsttheoverheadbeam。Hedressedandopenedthehatchwaytogoupmechanicallyandtakehisplaceinthefishing。
CHAPTERIX
WORKCURESSORROW
WhenYannwasondeck,helookedaroundhimwithsleep-ladeneyes,overthefamiliarcircleofthesea。Thatnighttheillimitableimmensityshoweditselfinitsmostastonishinglysimpleaspects,inneutraltints,givingonlytheimpressionofdepth。Thishorizon,whichindicatednorecognisableregionoftheearth,orevenanygeologicalage,musthavelookedsomanytimesthesamesincetheoriginoftime,that,gazinguponit,onesawnothingsavetheeternityofthingsthatexistandcannothelpexisting。
Itwasnotthedeadofnight,forapatchoflight,whichseemedtooozefromnoparticularpoint,dimlylitupthescene。Thewindsobbedasusualitsaimlesswail。Allwasgray,aficklegray,whichfadedbeforethefixedgaze。Thesea,duringitsmysteriousrest,hiditselfunderfeebletintswithoutaname。
Abovefloatedscatteredclouds;theyhadassumedvariousshapes,for,withoutform,thingscannotexist;inthedarknesstheyhadblendedtogether,soastoformonesinglevastveiling。
Butinoneparticularspotofthesky,lowdownonthewaters,theyseemedadark-veinedmarble,thestreaksclearlydefinedalthoughverydistant;atenderdrawing,asiftracedbysomedreamyhand——somechanceeffect,notmeanttobeviewedforlong,andindeedhasteningtodieaway。Eventhatalone,inthemidstofthisbroadgrandeur,appearedtomeansomething;onemightthinkthatthesad,undefinedthoughtofthenothingnessaroundwaswrittenthere;andthesightinvoluntarilyremainedfixeduponit。
Yann'sdazzledeyesgrewaccustomedtotheoutsidedarkness,andgazedmoreandmoresteadilyuponthatveininginthesky;ithadnowtakentheshapeofakneelingfigurewitharmsoutstretched。Hebegantolookuponitasahumanshadowrenderedgiganticbythedistanceitself。
Inhismind,wherehisindefinitedreamsandprimitivebeliefsstilllingered,theominousshadow,crushedbeneaththegloomysky,slowlycoalescedwiththethoughtofhisdeadbrother,asifitwerealasttokenfromhim。
Hewasusedtosuchstrangeassociationsofideas,thatthriveinthemindsofchildren。Butwords,vagueastheymaybe,arestilltooprecisetoexpressthosefeelings;onewouldneedthatuncertainlanguagethatcomesindreams,ofwhichuponawakening,oneretainsmerelyenigmatical,senselessfragments。
Lookinguponthecloud,hefeltadeepanguish,fullofunknownmystery,thatfrozehisverysoul;heunderstoodfullwellnowthathispoorlittlebrotherwouldnevermorebeseen;sorrow,whichhadbeensometimepenetratingthehard,roughrindofhisheart,nowgushedinandbrimmeditover。HebeheldSylvestreagainwithhissoftchildisheyes;atthethoughtofembracinghimnomore,aveilfellbetweenhiseyelidsandhiseyes,againsthiswill;and,atfirst,hecouldnotrightlyunderstandwhatitwas——neverhavingweptinallhismanhood。Butthetearsbegantofallheavilyandswiftlydownhischeeks,andthensobsrenthisdeepchest。
Hewentonwithhisfishing,losingnotimeandspeakingtonoone,andhistwomates,thoughhearinghiminthedeepsilence,pretendednottodoso,forfearofirritatinghim,knowinghimtobesohaughtyandreserved。
Inhisopiniondeathwastheendofitall。Outofrespectheoftenjoinedinthefamilyprayersforthedead,buthebelievedinnoafter-lifeofthesoul。Betweenthemselves,intheirlongtalks,thesailorsallsaidthesame,inablunttaken-for-grantedway,asawell-knownfact;butitdidnotstopthemfrombelievinginghosts,havingavaguefearofgraveyards,andanunlimitedconfidenceinprotectingsaintsandimages,andabovealladeeprespectfortheconsecratedeartharoundthechurches。
SoYannhimselffearedtobeswallowedupbythesea,asifitwouldannihilatehim,andthethoughtofSylvestre,sofarawayontheothersideoftheearth,madehissorrowmoredarkanddesperate。Withhiscontemptforhisfellows,hehadnoshameorconstraintinweeping,nomorethanifhewerealone。
Aroundtheboatthechaosgrewwhiter,althoughitwasonlytwoo'clock,andatthesametimeitappearedtospreadfarther,hollowinginafearfulmanner。Withthatkindofrisingdawn,eyesopenedwider,andtheawakenedmindcouldconceivebettertheimmensityofdistance,astheboundariesofvisiblespacerecededandwidenedaway。
Thepaleauroraincreased,seemingtocomeintinyjetswithslightshocks;eternalthingsseemedtolightupbysheertransparency,asifwhite-flamedlampshadslowlybeenraisedupbehindtheshapelessgrayclouds,andheldtherewithmysteriouscare,forfearofdisturbingthecalm,evenrestofthesea。Belowthehorizonthatcolossalwhitelampwasthesun,whichdraggeditselfalongwithoutstrength,beforetakingitsleisurelyascent,whichbeganinthedawn'seyeabovetheocean。
Onthisday,theusualrosytintswerenotseen;allremainedpaleandmournful。Onboardthegrayship,Yannweptalone。Thetearsofthefierceelderbrother,togetherwiththemelancholyofthissurroundingwaste,wereasmourning,worninhonourofthepoor,obscure,younghero,upontheseseasofIceland,wherehalfhislifehadbeenpassed。
Whenthefulllightofdayappeared,Yannabruptlywipedhiseyeswithhissleeveandceasedweeping。Thatgriefwasovernow。Heseemedcompletelyabsorbedbytheworkofthefishery,andbythemonotonousroutineofsubstantialdeeds,asifheneverhadthoughtofanythingelse。
Thecatchingwentonapace,andtherewerescanthandsforthework。
Aroundaboutthefishers,intheimmensedepths,atransformationscenewastakingplace。Thegrandopeningoutoftheinfinitude,thatgreatwonderofthemorning,hadfinished,andthedistanceseemedtodiminishandcloseinaroundthem。Howwasitthatbeforetheseahadseemedsoboundless!
Thehorizonwasquiteclearnow,andmorespaceseemednecessary。Thevoidfilledinwithflecksandstreamersthatfloatedabove,somevagueasmist,otherswithvisiblyjaggededges。Theyfellsoftlyamidanuttersilence,likesnowygauze,butfellonallsidestogether,sothatbelowthemsuffocationsetinswiftly;ittookawaythebreathtoseetheairsothickened。
ItwasthefirstoftheAugustfogsthatwasrising。Inafewmomentsthewinding-sheetbecameuniversallydense;allaroundthe/Marie/awhitedamplayunderthelight,andinitthemastfadedanddisappeared。
"Here'sthecursedfognow,forsure,"grumbledthemen。Theyhadlongagomadetheacquaintanceofthatcompulsorycompanionofthesecondpartofthefishingseason;butitalsoannounceditsendandthetimeforreturningtoBrittany。
Itcondensedintofine,sparklingdropsintheirbeards,andshoneupontheirweather-beatenfaces。Lookingathwartshiptooneanother,theyappeareddimasghosts;andbycomparison,nearerobjectswereseenmoreclearlyunderthecolourlesslight。Theytookcarenottoinhaletheairtoodeeply,forafeelingofchillandwetpenetratedthelungs。
Butthefishingwasgoingonbriskly,sothattheyhadnotimelefttochatter,andtheyonlythoughtoftheirlines。Everymomentbigheavyfishweredrawninondeck,andslappeddownwithasmacklikeawhip-
crack;theretheywriggledaboutangrily,flappingtheirtailsonthedeck,scatteringplentyofsea-waterabout,andsilveryscalestoo,inthecourseoftheirdeath-struggle。Thesailorwhosplitthemopenwithhislongknife,sometimescuthisownfingers,inhishaste,sothathiswarmbloodmingledwiththebrine。
CHAPTERX
THEWHITEFOG
Caughtinthefog,theyremainedtendaysinsuccessionwithoutbeingabletoseeanything。Thefishingwentonhandsomelythewhile,andwithsomuchtodotherewasnotimeforweariness。Atregularintervalsoneofthemblewalongfog-horn,whenceissuedasoundlikethehowlingofawildbeast。
Sometimes,outofthedepthsofwhitefog,anotherbellowingansweredtheircall。Thenasharperwatchwaskept。Iftheblastswereapproaching,allearswereturnedinthedirectionofthatunknownneighbour,whomtheymightperhapsneversee,butwhosepresencewasneverthelessadanger。Conjecturesweremadeaboutthestrangevessel;