首页 >出版文学> AN ICELAND FISHERMAN>第4章
  Whenshewasindoors,sheexplainedshehadcometobringthemoneyfortheboat,andtheyverypolitelyaskedhertositdown,toawaitthefather'sreturn,ashewastheonetosignthereceiptforher。
  Amidstall,hereyessearchedforYann——butdidnotseehim。
  Theywereverybusyinthehome。Alreadytheywerecuttingoutthenewwaterproofclothonthecleanwhitetable,andgettingitreadyfortheapproachingIcelandseason。
  "Yousee,MademoiselleGaud,it'slikethis:everymanwantstwonewsuits。"
  Theyexplainedtoherhowtheysettoworktomakethem,andtorendertheirseamswaterproofwithtar,fortheywereforwetweatherwear。
  Andwhiletheyworked,GaudlookedattentivelyaroundthehomeoftheseGaoses。
  ItwasfurnishedafterthetraditionalmannerofallBretoncottages;
  animmensechimney-placetookuponewholeend,andonthesidesofthewallstheBretonbeds,bunks,asonshipboard,wereplacedoneaboveanother。Butitwasnotsosombreandsadasthecabinsofotherpeasants,whicharegenerallyhalf-hiddenbythewayside;itwasallfreshandclean,asthehomesofseamenusuallyare。SeverallittleGaoseswerethere,girlsandboys,allsistersandbrothersofYann;
  withoutcountingtwobigones,whowerealreadyoutatsea。And,besides,therewasalittlefairgirl,neat,butsad,unliketheothers。
  "Weadoptedherlastyear,"explainedthemother;"wehadenoughchildrenasitwas,ofcourse,butwhatelsecouldwedo,MademoiselleGaud,forherdaddybelongedtothe/Maria-Dieu-t'aime/,lostlastseasonoffIceland,asyouknow;sotheneighboursdividedthelittleonesbetweenthem,andthisonefelltoourlot。"
  Hearingherselfspokenof,theadoptedchildhungherprettyheadandsmiled,hidingherselfbehindlittleLaumecGaos,herfavourite。
  Therewasalookofcomfortallovertheplace,andradianthealthbloomedonallthechildren'srosycheeks。
  TheyreceivedGaudveryprofusely,likeagreatladywhosevisitwasanhonourtothefamily。Shewastakenupstairs,upanewly-builtwoodenstaircase,toseetheroomabove,whichwasthegloryofthehome。Sherememberedthehistoryofitsconstruction;itwasafterthefindingofaderelictvesselinthechannel,whichluckhadbefallenYann'sfatherandhiscousinthepilot。
  Theroomwasverygayandprettyinitswhiteness;thereweretwotownbedsinit,withpinkchintzcurtains,andalargetableinthemiddle。ThroughthewindowthewholeofPaimpolcouldbeseen,withtheIcelandersatanchoroffshore,andthechannelthroughwhichtheypassed。
  Shedidnotdarequestion,butshewouldhavelikedtohaveknownwhereYannslept;probablyasachildhehadsleptdownstairsinoneoftheantiquecupboard-beds。Butperhapsnowhesleptunderthosepinkdraperies。Shewouldhavelovedtohaveknownallthedetailsofhislife,especiallywhathedidinthelongwinterevenings。
  Aheavyfootsteponthestairsmadehertremble。ButitwasnotYann,thoughamanmuchlikehim;notwithstandinghiswhitehair,astallandasstraight。ItwasoldfatherGaosreturningfromfishing。
  Afterhehadsalutedherandaskedhertheobjectofhervisit,hesignedherreceiptforherwhichwasratheralongoperation,ashishandwasnotverysteady,heexplained。
  Buthewouldnotacceptthehundredfrancsasafinalpayment,butonlyasaninstalment;hewouldspeaktoM。Mevelagainaboutit。
  WhereuponGaud,towhommoneywasnothing,smiledimperceptibly;shehadfanciedthebusinesswasnotquiteterminated,andthisjustsuitedher。
  TheymadesomethinglikeexcusesforYann'sabsence;asiftheyfounditmoreorthodoxforthewholefamilytoassembletoreceiveher。
  Perhapsthefatherhadguessed,withtheshrewdnessofanoldsalt,thathissonwasnotindifferenttothisbeautifulheiress;forheratherinsistedupontalkingabouthim。
  "It'sveryqueer,"saidhe,"theboy'sneversolateout。HewentovertoLoguivy,MademoiselleGaud,tobuysomelobsterbaskets;asyouknow,lobster-catchingisourmainwinterfishery。"
  Shedreamilylengthenedouthercall,althoughconsciousthatitwastoolongalready,andfeelingatugatherheartattheideathatshewouldnotseehimafterall。
  "Awell-conductedyoungmanlikeYann——whatcanhebedoing?Surelyhe'snotattheinn。Wedon'tfearthatforourlad。Idon'tsaythatnowandthen,ofaSunday,withhismates——Youknow,MademoiselleGaud,whatthemsailorsare。Eh!yeknow,he'sbutayoungchap,andmusthavesomelibertynowandagain。Butit'sveryrarewithhimtobreakout,forhe'sastraight-goer;wecansaythat。"
  Butnightwasfalling,andtheworkhadbeenfoldedup。Thelittleonesonthebenchesarounddrewclosertooneanother,saddenedbythegreydismalgloaming,andeyedGaudhard,seemingtosay——
  "Whydoesn'tshegonow?"
  Onthehearth,theflamesburnedredderinthemidstofthefallingshadows。
  "Yououghttostayandhaveabito'supperwithus,MademoiselleGaud。"
  "Oh,no!Icouldn'tthinkofit!"Thebloodrushedtoherfaceattheideaofhavingremainedsolate。Shegotupandtookherleave。
  Yann'sfatheralsorosetoaccompanyherpartoftheway,anyhowasfarasalonelynookwheretheoldtreesmakeadarklane。
  Astheywalkedalongtogether,shefeltasuddensympathyofrespectandtendernesstowardshim;shewouldhavelikedtohavespokenastoafatherinthesuddengushesoffeelingthatcameoverher;butthewordswerestifledinherthroat,andshesaidnotaword。
  Andsotheywenttheirway,inthecoldeveningwind,fulloftheodourofthesea,passinghereandthere,onthebarrenheath,somepoorhovels,wherebeach-combersdweltandhadalreadysealedthemselvesupforthenight;darkandneglectedtheylookedundertheweather-beatenroofs;thesecrosses,clumpsofreeds,andboulderstheyleftbehind。
  WhatagreatwayoffPors-Evenwas,andwhatatimeshehadremained!
  NowandthentheymetfolksreturningfromPaimpolorLoguivy;andasshewatchedtheshadowsapproach,eachtimeshethoughtitwasYann;
  butitwaseasytorecognisehimatagooddistanceoff,andsoshewasquicklyundeceived。Everymomentherfeetcaughtinthebrowntrailingplants,tangledlikehair,whichweresea-weedslitteringthepathway。
  AttheCrossofPlouezoc'hshebadegood-byetotheoldman,andbeggedhimtoreturn。ThelightsofPaimpolwerealreadyinview,andtherewasnomoreoccasiontobeafraid。
  Sohopewasoverforthistime。WhocouldtellherwhenshemightseeYannagain?
  AnexcusetoreturntoPors-Evenwouldhavebeeneasy;butitwouldreallylooktoobadtobeginherquestalloveragain。Shewouldhavetobebraverandprouderthanthat。IfonlyherlittleconfidantSylvestrehadbeenthere,shemighthaveaskedhimtogoandfetchYann,sothattherecouldbesomeexplanation。Buthewasgonenow,andforhowmanyyears?
  CHAPTERIV
  HISRELUCTANCE
  "Megetmarried?"saidYanntohisparentsthatsameevening。"Megetmarried?Goodheavens,whyshouldI?ShallIeverbeashappyasherewithye?notroubles,notiffswithanyone,andwarmsoupreadyformeeverynightwhenIcomehomefromsea。Oh!Iquiteunderstandthatyoumeanthegirlthatcamehereto-day,butwhat'ssucharichgirltodowithus?'Tisn'tcleartomythinking。Andit'llbeneitherher,noranyother。It'sallsettled,Iwon'tmarry——itain'ttomyliking。"
  ThetwooldGaoseslookedatoneanotherinsilence,deeplydisappointed,for,afterhavingtalkeditovertogether,theywereprettywellsurethatthisyoungladywouldnotrefusetheirhandsomeYann。Buttheydidnottrytoargue,knowinghowuselessthatwouldbe。Themotherloweredherhead,andsaidnomore;sherespectedthewillofherson,hereldestborn,whowasallbuttheheadofthefamily;althoughhewasalwaystenderandgentlewithher,moreobedientthanachildinthepettythingsoflife,helongagohadbeenherabsolutemasterforthegreatones,eludingallrestraintwithaquietthoughsavageindependence。Heneversatuplate,beinginthehabit,likeotherfishermen,ofrisingbeforebreakofday。Andaftersupperateighto'clock,hehadgivenanothersatisfactorylooktohisbasketsandnewnetsfromLoguivy,andbegantoundress——calmtoallappearances,andwentuptosleepinthepink-curtainedbed,whichhesharedwithhislittlebrotherLaumec。
  CHAPTERV
  SAILORSATTHEPLAY
  ForthelastfortnightGaud'slittleconfidant,Sylvestre,hadbeenquarteredinBrest;verymuchoutofhiselement,butveryquietandobedienttodiscipline。Heworehisopenbluesailor-collarandred-
  balled,flat,woollencap,withafrank,fearlesslook,andwasnobleanddignifiedinhissailorgarb,withhisfreestepandtallfigure,butatthebottomofhishearthewasstillthesameinnocentboyasever,andthinkingofhisdearoldgrandam。
  Oneeveninghehadgottipsytogetherwithsomeladsfromhisparts,simplybecauseitisthecustom;andtheyhadallreturnedtothebarrackstogetherarm-in-arm,singingoutaslustilyastheycould。
  AndoneSunday,too,theyhadallgonetothetheatre,intheuppergalleries。Amelodramawasbeingplayed,andthesailors,exasperatedagainstthevillain,greetedhimwithahowl,whichtheyallroaredtogether,likeablastoftheAtlanticcyclones。
  CHAPTERVI
  ORDEREDONFOREIGNSERVICE
  OnedaySylvestrewassummonedbeforetheofficerofhiscompany;andtheytoldhimhewasamongthoseorderedouttoChina——inthesquadronforFormosa。Hehadbeenprettywellexpectingitforsometime,ashehadheardthosewhoreadthepaperssaythatouttherethewarseemednever-ending。
  Andbecauseoftheurgencyofthedeparture,hewasinformedatthesametimethathewouldnotbeabletohavethecustomaryleaveforhishomefarewells;infivedays'timehewouldhavetopackupandbeoff。
  Thenabitterpaincameoverhim;thoughcharmedattheideaoffar-
  offtravelsamidtheunknownandofthewar。Therealsowasagonyatthethoughtofleavingallheknewandloved,withthevagueapprehensionthathemightnevermorereturn。
  Athousandnoisesranginhishead。Aroundwasthebustleofthebarrack-rooms,wherehundredsofotherswerecalledup,likehimself,chosenfortheChinesesquadron。Andrapidlyhewrotetohisoldgrandmother,withastumpofpencil,crouchingonthefloor,aloneinhisownfeverishdream,thoughinthethickofthecontinualhurryandhubbubamidstalltheyoungsailorshurriedawaylikehimself。
  CHAPTERVII
  MOAN'SSWEETHEART
  "Hissweetheart'satrifleold!"saidtheothers,acoupleofdayslater,astheylaughedafterSylvestreandhisgrandmother,"buttheyseemtogetonfinetogetherallthesame。"
  Itamusedthemtoseetheboy,forthefirsttime,walkthroughthestreetsofRecouvrance,withawomanathisside,liketherestofthem;and,bendingtowardsherwithatenderlook,whisperwhatseemedtobeverysoftnothings。
  Shewasaveryquick,diminutivepersonseenfrombehind,withrathershortskirtsforthefashionoftheday;andascantybrownshawl,andahighPaimpol/coiffe/。She,too,hangingonhisarm,turnedtowardshimwithanaffectionateglance。
  "Atrifleoldwashissweetheart!"
  That'swhattheotherscalledafterhim,wesay,butwithoutspite,foranyonecouldseethatshewashisoldgranny,comeupfromthecountry。Shehadcome,too,inahurry,suddenlyterrifiedatthenewsofhissuddendeparture;forthisChinesewarhadalreadycostPaimpolmanysailors。Soshehadscrapedtogetherallherpoorlittlesavings,putherbestSundaydressandafreshclean/coiffe/inabox,andhadsetouttokisshimonceagain。
  Shehadgonestraighttothebarrackstoaskforhim;atfirsthisadjutanthadrefusedtolethimgoout。
  "Ifyou'veanythingtosay,mygoodwoman,goandspeaktothecaptainyourself。Thereheis,passing。"
  Soshecalmlywalkeduptohim,andheallowedhimselftobewonover。
  "SendMoantochangehisclothes,togoout,"saidhe。
  AllinhothasteMoanhadgonetorigupinhisbestattire,whilethegoodoldlady,tomakehimlaugh,ofcourse,madeamostinimitablydrollfaceandamockcurtseyattheadjutantbehindhisback。
  Butwhenthegrandsonappearedinhisfulluniform,withtheinevitableturned-downcollar,leavinghisthroatbare,shewasquitestruckwithhisbeauty;hisblackbeardwascutintoaseamanlyfashionablepointbythebarber,andhiscapwasdeckedoutwithlongfloatingribbons,withagoldenanchorateachend。ForthemomentshealmostsawinhimhersonPierre,who,twentyyearsbefore,hadalsobeenasailorinthenavy,andtheremembranceofthefarpast,withallitsdead,stealthilyshadowedthepresenthour。
  Butthesadnesssoonpassedaway。Arm-in-armtheystrolledon,happytobetogether;anditwasthenthattheothershadpretendedtoseeinherhissweetheart,andvotedher"atrifleold。"
  Shehadtakenhim,foratreat,todineinaninnkeptbysomepeoplefromPaimpol,whichhadbeenrecommendedtoherasrathercheap。Andthen,stillarm-in-arm,theyhadsaunteredthroughBrest,lookingattheshop-windows。Thereneverweresuchfunnystoriestoldasthoseshetoldhergrandsontomakehimlaugh;ofcourseallinPaimpolBreton,sothatthepassers-bymightnotunderstand。
  CHAPTERVIII
  OLDANDYOUNG
  Shestayedthreedayswithhim,threehappydays,thoughoverthemhungadarkandominousforecast;onemightaswellcallthemthreedaysofrespite。
  AtlastshewasforcedtoreturntoPloubazlanec,forshehadcometotheendofherlittlesavings,andSylvestrewastoembarkthedayafterward。Thesailorsarealwaysinexorablykeptinbarracksthedaybeforeforeigncruisesacustomthatseemsratherbarbarousatfirst,butwhichisanecessaryprecautionagainstthe"flings"theywouldhavebeforeleavingdefinitely。
  Ohthatlastday!Shehaddoneherverybesttohatchupsomemorefunnystoriesinherhead,totellherboyjustattheparting;butshehadrememberednothing——no;onlytearshadwelledup,andateverymomentsobschokedher。Hangingonhisarm,sheremindedhimofathousandthingshewasnottoforgettodo,andhealsotriedhardtorepresshistears。Theyhadendedbygoingintoachurchtosaytheirprayerstogether。
  Itwasbythenighttrainthatshewent。Tosaveafewpence,theyhadgoneonfoottothestation;hecarryingherbox,andholdingheronhisstrongarm,uponwhichsheweighedheavily。
  Shewassovery,verytired——pooroldlady!Shehadscarcelyanystrengthleftaftertheexertionofthelastthreeorfourdays。Hershoulderswerebentunderherbrownshawl,andshehadnoforcetobearherselfup;heryoungishlookwasgone,andshefelttheweightofherseventy-sixyears。
  Oh!howherheartachedatthethoughtthatitwasallover,andthatinafewmomentsshemustleavehim!Washereallytogooutsofar,toChina,perhapstoslaughter。Shestillhadhimtherewithher,quiteclose,herpoorhandscouldyetgrasphim——andyethemustgo;
  allthestrengthofherwill,allhertears,andallhergreatheartrendingdespair——all!wouldnothingbeofavailtokeephimback?
  Withherticket,andherlunch-basket,andhermittensinhergrasp,agitated,shegavehimherlastblessingandadvice,andheansweredherwithanobedient"Ay,ay,"bendinghisheadtenderlytowardsherandgazinglovinglyather,inhissoftchildishway。
  "Nowthen,oldlady,youmustmakeupyourmindplagueyquickifyouwanttogobythistrain!"
  Theenginewhistled。Suddenlyterrifiedattheideaoflosingthetrain,sheboreherboxfromSylvestre'sgrasp,andflingingitdown,threwherarmsroundhisneckinalastandsupremeembrace。
  Manypeopleontheplatformstaredatthem,butnotonesmiled。
  Hustledaboutbytheporters,wornoutandfullofpain,shepressedintothefirstcarriagenear;thedoorwasbangedquicklyuponher,whileSylvestre,withallthespeedofayoungsailor,rushedoutofthestationtotherailsbesidethelinetoseethetrainpass。
  Ashrillscreechingwhistle,anoisygrindingofthewheels,andhisgrandmotherpassedaway,leavinghimleaningagainstthegateandswinginguphiscapwithitsflyingribbons,whileshe,hangingoutofthewindowofherthird-classcarriage,madeanansweringsignalwithherhandkerchief;andforaslongasshecouldseethedarkblue-cladfigure,thatwasherchild,followedhimwithhereyes,throwingherwholesoulintothat"good-bye!"keptbacktothelast,andalwaysuncertainofrealizationwhensailorsareconcerned。
  LooklongatyourlittleSylvestre,pooroldwoman;untiltheverylatestmoment,donotlosesightofhisfleetingshadow,whichisfadingawayforever。
  Whenshecouldseehimnolonger,shefellback,completelycrushingherstillcleanunrumpledcap,weepingandsobbingintheagonyofdeathitself。
  Hehadturnedawayslowly,withhisheadbent,andbigtearsfallingdownhischeeks。Theautumnnighthadclosedin;everywherethegaswasflaring,andthesailors'riotousfeastshadbegunanew。Payingnoheedtoanythingabouthim,hepassedthroughBrestandovertheRecouvranceBridge,tothebarracks。
  "Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"calledoutsomenocturnalprowlerstohim;buthepassedon,andenteringthebarracks,flunghimselfdowninhishammock,weeping,allalone,andhardlysleepinguntildawn。
  CHAPTERIX
  THEEASTERNVOYAGE
  Sylvestrewassoonoutontheocean,rapidlywhiskedawayovertheunknownseas,farmorebluethanIceland's。TheshipthatcarriedhimofftotheconfinesofAsiawasorderedtogoatfullspeedandstopnowhere。Erelonghefeltthathewasfaraway,forthespeedwasunceasing,andevenwithoutacarefortheseaorthewind。Ashewasatopman,helivedperchedaloft,likeabird,avoidingthesoldierscrowdeduponthedeck。
  Twicetheystopped,however,onthecoastofTunis,totakeupmoreZouavesandmules;fromafarhehadperceivedthewhitecitiesamidsandsandaridhills。Hehadevencomedownfromhistoptolookatthedark-brownmendrapedintheirwhiterobeswhocameoffinsmallboatstopeddlefruit;hismatestoldhimthatthesewereBedouins。
  Theheatandthesun,whichwereunlessenedbytheautumnseason,madehimfeeloutofhiselement。
  OnedaytheytouchedatPortSaid。AlltheflagsofEuropewavedoverheadfromlongstaves,whichgaveitanaspectofBabelonafeast-day,andtheglisteningsandssurroundedthetownlikeamovingsea。
  Theyhadstoppedthere,touchingthequays,almostinthemidstofthelongstreetsfullofwoodenshanties。Sincehisdeparture,Sylvestreneverhadseentheoutsideworldsoclosely,andthemovementandnumbersofboatsexcitedandamusedhim。
  Withnever-endingscreechingfromtheirescape-pipes,alltheseboatscrowdedupinthelongcanal,asnarrowasaditch,whichwounditselfinasilverylinethroughtheinfinitesands。Fromhispostonhighhecouldseethemasinaprocessionunderawindow,tilldisappearingintheplain。
  Onthecanalallkindsofcostumescouldbeseen;meninmany-colouredattire,busyandshoutinglikethunder。Andatnighttheclamourofconfusedbandsofmusicmingledwiththediabolicalscreamsofthelocomotives,playingnoisytunes,asiftodrowntheheart-breakingsorrowoftheexileswhoforeverpassedonward。
  Thenextday,atsunrise,they,too,glidedintothenarrowribbonofwaterbetweenthesands。Fortwodaysthesteaminginthelongfilethroughthedesertlasted,thenanotherseaopenedbeforethem,andtheywereonceagainupontheopen。Theystillranatfullspeedthroughthiswarmerexpanse,stainedlikeredmarble,withtheirboilingwakelikeblood。Sylvestreremainedallthetimeupinhistop,wherehewouldhumhisoldsongof"Jean-FrancoisdeNantes,"toremindhimofhisdearbrotherYann,ofIceland,andthegoodoldbygonedays。
  Sometimes,inthedepthsoftheshadowydistance,somewonderfullytintedmountainwouldarise。Notwithstandingthedistanceandthedimnessaround,thenamesofthoseprojectedcapesofcountriesappearedastheeternallandmarksonthegreatroadwaysoftheearthtothesteersmenofthisvessel;butatopmaniscarriedonlikeaninanimatething,knowingnothing,andunconsciousofthedistanceovertheeverlasting,endlesswaves。
  Allhefeltwasaterribleestrangementfromthethingsofthisworld,whichgrewgreaterandgreater;andthefeelingwasverydefinedandexactashelookedupontheseethingfoambehind,andtriedtorememberhowlonghadlastedthispacethatneverslackenednightorday。Downondeck,thecrowdofmen,huddledtogetherintheshadowoftheawnings,pantedwithweariness。Thewaterandtheair,eventheverylightabove,hadadull,crushingsplendour;andthefadelessgloryofthoseelementswereasaverymockeryofthehumanbeingswhosephysicallivesaresoephemeral。
  Once,upinhiscrow'snest,hewasgladdenedbythesightofflocksoftinybirds,ofanunknownspecies,whichfellupontheshiplikeawhirlwindofcoaldust。Theyallowedthemselvestobetakenandstroked,beingwornoutwithfatigue。Allthesailorshadthemaspetsupontheirshoulders。Butsoonthemostexhaustedamongthembegantodie,andbeforelongtheydiedbythousandsontherigging,yards,ports,andsails——poorlittlethings!——undertheblastingsunoftheRedSea。Theyhadcometodestruction,offtheGreatDesert,fleeingbeforeasandstorm。Andthroughfearoffallingintothebluewatersthatstretchedonallsides,theyhadendedtheirlastfeebleflightuponthepassingship。
  Overyonder,insomedistantregionofLibya,theyhadbeenfledgedinmasses。Indeed,thereweresomanyofthem,thattheirblindandunkindmother,Nature,haddrivenawaybeforeherthissurplus,asunmovedasiftheyhadbeensuperabundantmen。Onthescorchingfunnelsandironworkoftheshiptheydiedaway;thedeckwasstrewnwiththeirpunyforms,onlyyesterdaysofulloflife,songs,andlove。Now,poorlittleblackdots,Sylvestreandtheotherspickedthemup,spreadingouttheirdelicatebluewings,withalookofpity,andsweptthemoverboardintotheabysmalsea。
  Nextcamehostsoflocusts,thespawnofthoseconjuredupbyMoses,andtheshipwascoveredwiththem。Atlength,though,itsurgedonalifelessbluesea,wheretheysawnothingsaroundthem,exceptfromtimetotimetheflyingfishskimmingalongthelevelwater。
  CHAPTERX
  THEORIENT
  Rainintorrents,underaheavyblacksky。ThiswasIndia。Sylvestrehadjustsetfootuponland,chanceselectinghimtocompletethecrewofawhaleboat。Hefeltthewarmshoweruponhimthroughthethickfoliage,andlookedaround,surprisedatthenovelsight。Allwasmagnificentlygreen;theleavesofthetreeswavedlikegiganticfeathers,andthepeoplewalkingbeneaththemhadlargevelvetyeyes,whichseemedtocloseundertheweightoftheirlashes。Theverywindthatbroughttherainhadtheodourofmuskandflowers。
  Atadistance,duskygirlsbeckonedhimtocometothem。Somehappystraintheysang,likethe"Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"sooftenheardatBrest。Butseductiveaswastheircountry,theircallwasimperiousandexasperating,makinghisveryfleshshudder。Theirperfectbosomsroseandfellundertransparentmuslin,inwhichtheyweresolelydraped;theywereglowingandpolishedasinbronzestatues。Hesitating,fascinatedbythem,hewaveredabout,followingthem;buttheboatswain'ssharpshrillwhistlerenttheairwithbird-
  liketrills,summoninghimhurriedlybacktohisboat,abouttopushoff。
  Hetookhisflight,andbadefarewelltoIndia'sbeauties。
  Afterasecondweekofthebluesea,theypausedoffanotherlandofdewyverdure。Acrowdofyellowmenappeared,yellingoutandpressingondeck,bringingcoalinbaskets。
  "AlreadyinChina?"askedSylvestre,atthesightofthosegrotesquefiguresinpigtails。
  "Blessyou,no,notyet,"theytoldhim;"havealittlemorepatience。"
  ItwasonlySingapore。Hewentupintohismast-topagain,toavoidtheblackdusttossedaboutbythebreeze,whilethecoalwasfeverishlyheapedupinthebunkersfromlittlebaskets。
  Oneday,atlength,theyarrivedoffalandcalledTourane,wherethe/Circe/wasanchored,toblockadetheport。ThiswastheshiptowhichSylvestrehadbeenlongagoassigned,andhewaslefttherewithhisbag。
  Onboardhemetwithtwomatesfromhome,Icelanders,whowerecaptainsofgunsforthetimebeing。Throughthelong,hot,stillevenings,whentherewasnoworktobedone,theyclusteredondeckapartfromtheothers,toformtogetheralittleBrittanyofremembrances。
  Fivemonthshepassedthereininactionandexile,lockedupinthecheerlessbay,withthefeverishdesiretogooutandfightandslay,forchange'ssake。
  CHAPTERXI
  ACURIOUSRENCONTRE
  InPaimpolagain,onthelastdayofFebruary,beforethesetting-outforIceland。Gaudwasstandingupagainstherroomdoor,paleandstill。ForYannwasbelow,chattingtoherfather。Shehadseenhimcomein,andindistinctlyheardhisvoice。
  Allthroughthewintertheyneverhadmet,asifsomeinvinciblefatealwayshadkeptthemapart。
  AfterthefailuretofindhiminherwalktoPors-Even,shehadplacedsomehopeonthe/PardondesIslandais/wheretherewouldbemanychancesforthemtoseeandtalktooneanother,inthemarket-placeatdusk,amongthecrowd。
  Butontheverymorningoftheholiday,thoughthestreetswerealreadydrapedinwhiteandstrewnwithgreengarlands,ahardrainhadfallenintorrents,broughtfromthewestbyasoughingwind;
  neverhadsoblackaskyshadowedPaimpol。"Whatapity!theboyswon'tcomeoverfromPloubazlanecnow,"hadmoanedthelasses,whosesweetheartsdweltthere。Andtheydidnotcome,orelsehadgonestraightintothetavernstodrinktogether。
  Therehadbeennoprocessionsorstrolls,andshe,withherheartachingmorethanever,hadremainedatherwindowthewholeeveninglisteningtothewaterstreamingovertheroofs,andthefishers'
  noisysongsrisingandfallingoutofthedepthsofthetaverns。
  Forthelastfewdaysshehadbeenexpectingthisvisit,surmisingtrulythatoldGaoswouldsendhissontoterminatethebusinessconcerningthesaleoftheboat,ashedidnotcaretocomeintoPaimpolhimself。Shedeterminedthenthatshewouldgostraighttohim,and,unlikeothergirls,speakoutfrankly,tohaveherconscienceclearonthesubject。Shewouldreproachhimwithhavingsoughtheroutandhavingabandonedherlikeamanwithouthonour。Ifitwereonlystubbornness,timidity,hisgreatloveforhissailor-
  life,orsimplythefearofarefusal,asSylvestrehadhinted,why,alltheseobjectionswoulddisappear,afterafrank,fairunderstandingbetweenthem。Hisfondsmilemightreturn,whichhadcharmedandwonherthewinterbefore,andallwouldbesettled。Thishopegaveherstrengthandcourage,andsweetenedherimpatience。Fromafar,thingsalwaysappearsoeasyandsimpletosayandtodo。
  ThisvisitofYann'sfellbychanceataconvenienthour。Shewassurethatherfather,whowassittingandsmoking,wouldnotgetuptowalkpartofthewaywithhim;sointheemptypassageshemighthaveherexplanationoutwithhim。
  Butnowthatthetimehadcome,suchboldnessseemedextreme。Thebareideaoflookinghimfacetofaceatthefootofthosestairs,madehertremble;andherheartbeatasifitwouldbreak。Atanymomentthedoorbelowmightopen,withthesqueaksheknewsowell,tolethimout!
  "No,no,sheneverwoulddare;ratherwouldshedieoflongingandsorrow,thanattemptsuchanact。"Shealreadymadeafewreturnstepstowardsthebackofherroom,toregainherseatandwork。Butshestoppedagain,hesitatingandafraid,rememberingthatto-morrowwasthesailingdayforIceland,andthatthisoccasionstoodalone。Ifsheletitslipby,shewouldhavetowaitthroughmonthsuponmonthsofsolitudeanddespair,languishingforhisreturn——losinganotherwholesummerofherlife。
  Below,thedooropened——Yannwascomingout!
  Suddenlyresolute,sherusheddownstairs,andtremblinglystoodbeforehim。
  "MonsieurYann,I——Iwishtospeaktoyou,please。"
  "Tome,MademoiselleGaud?"queriedhe,loweringhisvoiceandsnatchingoffhishat。
  Helookedatherfiercely,withahardexpressioninhisflashingeyes,andhisheadthrownback,seemingeventowonderifheoughttostopforheratall。Withonefootreadytostartaway,hestoodstraightupagainstthewall,asiftobeasfarapartfromheraspossible,inthenarrowpassage,wherehefeltimprisoned。
  Paralyzed,shecouldremembernothingofwhatshehadwishedtosay;
  shehadnotthoughthewouldtryandpassonwithoutlisteningtoher。
  Whatanaffront!
  "Doesourhousefrightenyou,MonsieurYann?"sheasked,inadry,oddtone——notatalltheoneshewishedtouse。
  Heturnedhiseyesaway,lookingoutside;hischeeksblazedred,arushofbloodburnedallhisface,andhisquiveringnostrilsdilatedwitheverybreath,keepingtimewiththeheavingsofhischest,likeayoungbull's。
  "Thenightoftheball,"shetriedtocontinue,"whenweweretogether,youbademegood-bye,notasamanspeakstoanindifferentperson。MonsieurYann,haveyounomemory?WhathaveIdonetovexyou?"
  ThenastywesternbreezeblowinginfromthestreetruffledhishairandthefrillsofGaud's/coiffe/,andbehindthemadoorwasbangedfuriously。Thepassagewasnotmeetfortalkingofseriousmattersin。
  Afterthesefirstphrases,choking,Gaudremainedspeechless,feelingherheadspin,andwithoutideas。Theystilladvancedtowardsthestreetdoor;heseemedsoanxioustogetaway,andshewassodeterminednottobeshakenoff。
  Outsidethewindblewnoisilyandtheskywasblack。Asadlividlightfellupontheirfacesthroughtheopendoor。Andanoppositeneighbourlookedatthem:whatcouldthepairbesayingtooneanotherinthatpassagetogether,lookingsotroubled?WhatwaswrongoverattheMevel's?
  "Nay,MademoiselleGaud,"heansweredatlast,turningawaywiththepowerfulgraceofayounglion,"I'veheardfolkstalkaboutusquiteenoughalready!Nay,MademoiselleGaud,for,yousee,youarerich,andwearenotpeopleofthesameclass。Iamnotthefellowtocomeaftera'swell'lady。"
  Hewentforthonhisway。Sonowallwasoverforeverandever。Shehadnotevensaidwhatshewishedinthatinterview,whichhadonlymadeherseemaveryboldgirlinhissight。WhatkindofafellowwasthisYann,withhiscontemptforwomen,hisscornformoney,andalldesirablethings?
  Atfirstsheremainedfixedtothespot,sickwithgiddiness,asthingsswamaroundher。Oneintolerablypainfulthoughtsuddenlystruckherlikeaflashoflightning——Yann'scomrades,theIcelanders,werewaitingforhimbelowinthemarket-place。Whatifheweretotellthemthisasagoodjoke——whatastillmoreodiousaffrontuponher!Shequicklyreturnedtoherroomtowatchthemthroughherwindow-curtains。
  Beforethehouse,indeed,shesawthemenassembled,buttheyweresimplycontemplatingtheweather,whichwasbecomingworseandworse,anddiscussedthethreateningrain。
  "It'llonlybeashower。Let'sgoinanddrinkawaythetime,tillitpasses。"
  TheypokedjokesandlaughedloudlyoverJeannieCaroffandotherbeauties;butnotevenoneofthemlookedupat/her/window。Theywerealljoyful,exceptYann,whosaidnothing,andremainedgraveandsad。Hedidnotgointodrinkwiththem;andwithoutnoticingeitherthemortherain,whichhadbeguntofall,heslowlywalkedawayundertheshower,asifabsorbedinhisthoughts,crossingthemarket-placetowardsPloubazlanec。
  Thensheforgavehimall,andafeelingofhopelesstendernessforhimcame,insteadofthebitterdisappointmentthatpreviouslyhadfilledherheart。Shesatdownandheldherheadbetweenherhands。Whatcouldshedonow?
  Oh!ifhehadlistenedonlyamomenttoher,orifhecouldcomeintothatroom,wheretheymightspeaktogetheralone,perhapsallmightyetbearranged。Shelovedhimenoughtotellhimsotohisface。Shewouldsaytohim:"YousoughtmeoutwhenIaskedyoufornothing;nowIamyourswithmywholesoul,ifyouwillhaveme。Idon'tmindabitbeingthewifeofafisherman,andyet,ifIliked,IneedbutchooseamongalltheyoungmenofPaimpol;butIdoloveyou,because,notwithstandingall,Ibelieveyoutobebetterthanothers。I'mtolerablywell-to-do,andIknowIampretty;althoughIhavelivedintowns,IamsurethatIamnotaspoiledgirl,asIneverhavedoneanythingwrong;then,ifIloveyouso,whyshouldn'tyoutakeme?"
  Butallthisneverwouldbesaidexceptindreams;itwastoolate!
  Yannwouldnothearher。Tryandtalktohimasecondtime?Oh,no!
  whatkindofacreaturewouldhetakeherthentobe?Shewouldratherdie。
  Yetto-morrowtheywouldallstartforIceland。ThewhitishFebruarydaylightstreamedintoherfineroom。Chillandlonelyshefellupononeofthechairsalongthewall。Itseemedtoherasifthewholeworldwerecrashingandfallinginaroundher。Allthingspastandpresentwereasifburiedinafearfulabyss,whichyawnedonallsidesofher。Shewishedherlifewouldend,andthatshewerelyingcalmbeneathsomecoldtombstone,wherenomorepainmighttouchher。
  Butshehadsincerelyforgivenhim,andnohatredmingledwithherdesperatelove。
  CHAPTERXII
  STRIKINGTHEROCKUNKNOWN
  Thesea,thegrayseaoncemore,whereYannwasgentlyglidingalongitsbroad,tracklessroad,thatleadsthefishermeneveryyeartotheLandofIce。
  Thedaybefore,whentheyallhadsetofftothemusicoftheoldhymns,thereblewabriskbreezefromthesouth,andalltheshipswiththeiroutspreadsailshaddispersedlikesomanygulls;butthatbreezehadsuddenlysubsided,andspeedhaddiminished;greatfog-
  bankscoveredthewaterysurface。
  Yannwasperhapsquieterthanusual。Hesaidthattheweatherwastoocalm,andappearedtoexcitehimself,asifhewoulddriveawaysomecarethatweigheduponhim。Buthehadnothingtodobutbecarriedserenelyinthemidstofserenethings;onlytobreatheandlethimselflive。Onlookingout,onlythedeepgraymassesaroundcouldbeseen;onlistening,onlysilence。
  Suddenlytherewasanalmostimperceptiblerumbling,whichcamefrombelow,accompaniedbyagrindingsensation,aswhenabrakecomesharddownoncarriagewheels。The/Marie/ceasedallmovement。Theyhadstruck。Where,andonwhat?SomebankofftheEnglishcoastprobably。
  Forsinceovernighttheyhadbeenabletoseenothing,withthosecurtainsofmist。
  Themenranandrushedabout,theirbustlecontrastingstronglywiththesuddenrigidityoftheirship。Howhadthe/Marie/cometoastopinthatspot?Inthemidstofthatimmensityoffluidinthisdullweather,seemingtobealmostwithoutconsistence,shehadbeenseizedbysomeresistlessimmovablepowerhiddenbeneaththewaves;shewastightinitsgrasp,andmightperishthere。