Oneofthem——theonenexttothebarber-shop——hadacrossitsfrontanample,jig-sawedveranda,whereaforetime,nodoubt,thefatherofafamilyhadfannedhimselfwithapalm-leaffanonSundayafternoons,watchingthesurreysgoby,andwherehisdaughterlistenedtomandolinsandbadinageonstarlitevenings;
but,althoughyouthstillheldtheveranda,boththeyouthandtheverandawereindecay。Thefourorfiveyoungmenwholoungedtherethisafternoonwereofatypeknowntoshadypool-parlours。Hatsfoundnofavourwiththem;allofthemworecaps;andtheirtightclothes,apparentlyfromacommonsource,showedavivaciousfancyforobliquepockets,falsebelts,andEaster-eggcolourings。Anotherthingcommontothegroupwastheexpressionofeyeandmouth;andAlice,inthemidstofherotherthoughts,hadadistastefulthoughtaboutthis。
Theverandawaswithinadozenfeetofthesidewalk,andassheandherescortcamenearer,shetooknoteoftheyoungmen,herfacehardeningalittle,evenbeforeshesuspectedtheremightbearesemblancebetweenthemandanyonesheknew。Thensheobservedthateachoftheseloungersworenotfortheoccasion,butasofhabit,alookoffurtivelyamusedcontempt;themouthsmiledtoonesideasifnottodislodgeacigarette,whiletheeyeskeptlanguidlysuperior。AllatonceAlicewasremindedofWalter;andtheslightfrowncausedbythisideahadjustbeguntodarkenherforeheadwhenWalterhimselfsteppedoutoftheopendoorofthehouseandappearedupontheveranda。Uponhisheadwasanewstrawhat,andinhishandwasaMalaccastickwithanivorytop,forAlicehadfinallydecidedagainstitforherselfandhadgivenittohim。Hismoodwaslively:hetwirledthestickthroughhisfingerslikeadrum-major'sbaton,andwhistledloudly。
Moreover,hewasindeedaccompanied。Withhimwasathingirlwhohadmadeaviolentblack-and-whiteposterofherself:blackdress,blackflimsyboa,blackstockings,whiteslippers,greatblackhatdownupontheblackeyes;andbeneaththehatacurveofcheekandchinmadewhiteaswhitewash,andinstrongbilateralmotionwithgum。
Theloungersontheverandawerefamiliarsofthepair;hailedthemwithcacklings;andonebegantosing,inavoicealltin:
"Thenmyskirt,Sal,andmedidgoRightstraighttothemoving-pitchershow。
OH,youbashfulvamp!"
Thegirllaughedairily。"God,butyouguysarewise!"shesaid。
"Comeon,Wallie。"
Walterstaredathissister;thengrinnedfaintly,andnoddedatRussellasthelatterliftedhishatinsalutation。Aliceutteredanincoherentsyllableofexclamation,and,asshebegantowalkfaster,shebitherliphard,notinordertolookwistful,thistime,buttohelpherkeeptearsofangerfromhereyes。
Russelllaughedcheerfully。"Yourbrothercertainlyseemstohavefoundtheplacefor'colour'today,"hesaid。"Thatgirl'stalkmustbefullofit。"
ButAlicehadforgottenthecoloursheherselfhadusedinaccountingforWalter'speculiarities,andshedidnotunderstand。"What?"shesaid,huskily。
"Don'tyouremembertellingmeabouthim?Howhewasgoingtowrite,probably,andwouldgoanywheretopickuptypesandgetthemtotalk?"
Shekepthereyesahead,andsaidsharply,"Ithinkhisliterarytastesscarcelycoverthiscase!"
"Don'tbetoosure。Hedidn'tlookatalldisconcerted。Hedidn'tseemtomindyourseeinghim。"
"That'salltheworse,isn'tit?"
"Why,no,"herfriendsaid,genially。"Itmeanshedidn'tconsiderthathewasengagedinanythingoutoftheway。Youcan'texpecttounderstandeverythingboysdoathisage;theydoallsortsofqueerthings,andoutgrowthem。Yourbrotherevidentlyhasatasteforqueerpeople,andverylikelyhe'sbeenatleasthalfsincerewhenhe'smadeyoubelievehehadaliterarymotivebehindit。Weallgothrough——"
"Thanks,Mr。Russell,"sheinterrupted。"Let'sdon'tsayanymore。"
Helookedatherflushedfaceandenlargedeyes;andhelikedherallthebetterforherindignation:thiswashowgoodsistersoughttofeel,hethought,failingtounderstandthatmostofwhatshefeltwasnotaboutWalter。Heventuredonlyawordmore。"Trynottominditsomuch;itreallydoesn'tamounttoanything。"
Sheshookherhead,andtheywentoninsilence;shedidnotlookathimagainuntiltheystoppedbeforeherownhouse。Thenshegavehimonlyoneglimpseofhereyesbeforeshelookeddown。
"It'sspoiled,isn'tit?"shesaid,inalowvoice。
"What's'spoiled?'"
"Ourwalk——well,everything。Somehowitalways——is。"
"'Alwaysis'what?"heasked。
"Spoiled,"shesaid。
Helaughedatthat;butwithoutlookingathimshesuddenlyofferedhimherhand,and,ashetookit,hefeltahurried,violentpressureuponhisfingers,asifshemeanttothankhimalmostpassionatelyforbeingkind。Shewasgonebeforehecouldspeaktoheragain。
Inherroom,withthedoorlocked,shedidnotgotohermirror,buttoherbed,flingingherselffacedown,notcaringhowfarthepillowsputherhatawry。Sheergriefhadfollowedheranger;griefforthecalamitousendofherbrightafternoon,griefforthe"endofeverything,"asshethoughtthen。
Nevertheless,shegraduallygrewmorecomposed,and,whenhermothertappedonthedoorpresently,letherin。Mrs。Adamslookedatherwithquickapprehension。
"Oh,poorchild!Wasn'the——"
Alicetoldher。"Youseehowit——howitmademelook,mama,"shequavered,havingconcludedhernarrative。"I'dtriedtocoverupWalter'sawfulnessatthedancewiththatstoryabouthisbeing'literary,'butnostorywasbigenoughtocoverthisup——andoh!
itmustmakehimthinkItellstoriesaboutotherthings!"
"No,no,no!"Mrs。Adamsprotested。"Don'tyousee?Attheworst,allHEcouldthinkisthatWaltertoldstoriestoyouaboutwhyhelikestobewithsuchdreadfulpeople,andyoubelievedthem。That'sallHE'Dthink;don'tyousee?"
Alice'sweteyesbegantoshowalittlehopefulness。"Youhonestlythinkitmightbethatway,mama?"
"Why,fromwhatyou'vetoldmehesaid,IKNOWit'sthatway。
Didn'thesayhewantedtocomeagain?"
"N-no,"Alicesaid,uncertainly。"ButIthinkhewill。AtleastIbegintothinksonow。He——"Shestopped。
"Fromallyoutellme,heseemstobeaverydesirableyoungman,"Mrs。Adamssaid,primly。
Herdaughterwassilentforseveralmoments;thennewtearsgathereduponherdowncastlashes。"He'sjust——dear!"shefaltered。
Mrs。Adamsnodded。"He'stoldyouheisn'tengaged,hasn'the?"
"No。ButIknowheisn't。Maybewhenhefirstcameherehewasnearit,butIknowhe'snot。"
"IguessMildredPalmerwouldLIKEhimtobe,allright!"Mrs。
Adamswasfrankenoughtosay,rathertriumphantly;andAlice,withaloweredhead,murmured:
"Anybody——would。"
Thewordswereallbutinaudible。
"Don'tyouworry,"hermothersaid,andpattedherontheshoulder。"Everythingwillcomeoutallright;don'tyoufear,Alice。Can'tyouseethatbesideanyothergirlintownyou'rejustaperfectQUEEN?Doyouthinkanyyoungmanthatwasn'tprejudiced,orsomething,wouldneedmorethanjustonelookto——"
ButAlicemovedawayfromthecaressinghand。"Nevermind,mama。
Iwonderhelooksatmeatall。Andifhedoesagain,afterseeingmybrotherwiththosehorriblepeople——"
"Now,now!"Mrs。Adamsinterrupted,expostulatingmournfully。
"I'msureWalter'saGOODboy——"
"Youare?"Alicecried,withasuddenvigour。"YouARE?"
"I'msurehe'sGOOD,yes——andifheisn't,it'snothisfault。
It'smine。"
"Whatnonsense!"
"No,it'strue,"Mrs。Adamslamented。"Itriedtobringhimuptobegood,Godknows;andwhenhewaslittlehewasthebestboyIeversaw。WhenhecamefromSunday-schoolhe'dalwaysruntomeandwe'dgooverthelessontogether;andheletmecomeinhisroomatnighttohearhisprayersalmostuntilhewassixteen。Mostboyswon'tdothatwiththeirmothers——notnearlythatlong。Itriedsohardtobringhimupright——butifanything'sgonewrongit'smyfault。"
"Howcoulditbe?You'vejustsaid——"
"It'sbecauseIdidn'tmakeyourfatherthis——thisnewstepearlier。ThenWaltermighthavehadalltheadvantagesthatother——"
"Oh,mama,PLEASE!"Alicebeggedher。"Let'sdon'tgooverallthatagain。Isn'titmoreimportanttothinkwhat'stobedoneabouthim?Ishegoingtobeallowedtogoondisgracingusashedoes?"
Mrs。Adamssighedprofoundly。"Idon'tknowwhattodo,"sheconfessed,unhappily。"Yourfather'ssoupsetabout——aboutthisnewstephe'staking——Idon'tfeelasifweoughtto——"
"No,no!"Alicecried。"Papamustn'tbedistressedwiththis,ontopofeverythingelse。ButSOMETHING'SgottobedoneaboutWalter。"
"Whatcanbe?"hermotherasked,helplessly。"Whatcanbe?"
Aliceadmittedthatshedidn'tknow。
Atdinner,anhourlater,Walter'shabituallyveiledglancelifted,nowandthen,totouchherfurtively;——hewaswaiting,ashewouldhavesaid,forherto"springit";andhehadpreparedabriefandsinceredefensetotheeffectthathemadehisownliving,andwouldliketoinquirewhosebusinessitwastoofferintrusivecommentuponhisprivateconduct。Butshesaidnothing,whilehisfatherandmotherwereassilentasshe。
Walterconcludedthattherewastobenoattack,butchangedhismindwhenhisfather,whoateonlyalittle,andbroodinglyatthat,rosetoleavethetableandspoketohim。
"Walter,"hesaid,"whenyou'vefinishedIwishyou'dcomeuptomyroom。IgotsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。"
Waltershotahardlookathisapatheticsister,thenturnedtohisfather。"Makeitto-morrow,"hesaid。"ThisisSatad'ynightandIgotadate。"
"No,"Adamssaid,frowning。"Youcomeupbeforeyougoout。
It'simportant。"
"Allright;I'vehadallIwanttoeat,"Walterreturned。"Igotafewminutes。Makeitquick。"
Hefollowedhisfatherupstairs,andwhentheywereintheroomtogetherAdamsshutthedoor,satdown,andbegantorubhisknees。
"Rheumatism?"theboyinquired,slyly。"Thatwhatyouwanttotalktomeabout?"
"No。"ButAdamsdidnotgoon;heseemedtobeindifficultiesforwords,andWalterdecidedtohelphim。
"Hopaheadandspringit,"hesaid。"Getitoffyourmind:I'lltelltheworld_I_shouldworry!Youaren'tgoin'tobotherME
any,sowhybotheryourself?Alicehoppedhomeandtoldyoushesawmeplayin'aroundwithsomeprettygay-lookin'berriesandyou——"
"Alice?"hisfathersaid,obviouslysurprised。"It'snothingaboutAlice。"
"Didn'tshetellyou——"
"Ihaven'ttalkedwithherallday。"
"Oh,Isee,"Waltersaid。"Shetoldmotherandmothertoldyou。"
"No,neitherof'emhavetoldmeanything。Whatwastheretotell?"
Walterlaughed。"Oh,it'snothin',"hesaid。"Iwasjuststartin'outtobuyagirlfriendo'minearhinestonebuckleI
losttoheronabet,thisafternoon,andAlicecamealongwiththatbigRussellfish;andIthoughtshelookedsore。Sheexpectsmetolikethekindshelikes,andIdon'tlike'em。I
thoughtshe'dprob'lygotyouallstirredupaboutit。"
"No,no,"hisfathersaid,peevishly。"Idon'tknowanythingaboutit,andIdon'tcaretoknowanythingaboutit。Iwanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingimportant。"
Then,ashewasagainsilent,Waltersaid,"Well,TALKaboutit;
I'mlistening。"
"It'sthis,"Adamsbegan,heavily。"It'saboutmegoingintothisgluebusiness。Yourmother'stoldyou,hasn'tshe?"
"Shesaidyouweregoin'toleavetheoldplacedown-townandstartagluefactory。That'sallIknowaboutit;Igotmyownaffairsto'tendto。"
"Well,thisisyouraffair,"hisfathersaid,frowning。"Youcan'tstaywithLambandCompany。"
Walterlookedalittlestartled。"Whatyoumean,Ican't?Whynot?"
"You'vegottohelpme,"Adamsexplainedslowly;andhefrownedmoredeeply,asiftheinterviewweregrowingincreasinglylaboriousforhim。"It'sgoingtobeabigpulltogetthisbusinessonitsfeet。"
"Yes!"Walterexclaimedwithasharpskepticism。"Ishouldsayitwas!"Hestaredathisfatherincredulously。"Lookhere;
aren'tyoujustalittlebitsudden,thewayyou'regoin'aboutthings?You'veletmothershoveyoualittletoofast,haven'tyou?Doyouknowanythingaboutwhatitmeanstosetupanewbusinessthesedays?"
"Yes,Iknowallaboutit,"Adamssaid。"Aboutthisbusiness,I
do。"
"Howdoyou?"
"BecauseImadealongstudyofit。I'mnotafraidofgoingaboutitthewrongway;butit'sahardjobandyou'llhavetoputinallwhateversenseandstrengthyou'vegot。"
Walterbegantobreathequickly,andhislipswereagitated;thenhesetthemobstinately。"Oh;Iwill,"hesaid。
"Yes,youwill,"Adamsreturned,notnoticingthathisson'sinflectionwassatiric。"It'sgoingtotakeeverybitofenergyinyourbody,andalltheenergyIgotleftinmine,andeverycentofthelittleI'vesaved,besidessomethingI'llhavetoraiseonthishouse。I'mgoingrightatit,nowI'vegotto;andyou'llhavetoquitLamb'sbytheendofnextweek。"
"Oh,Iwill?"Walter'svoicegrewlouder,andtherewasashrillnessinit。"IgottoquitLamb'stheendofnextweek,haveI?"Hesteppedforward,angrily。"Listen!"hesaid。"I'mnotwalkin'outo'Lamb's,see?I'mnotquittin'downthere:I
staywith'em,see?"
Adamslookedupathim,astonished。"You'llleavetherenextSaturday,"hesaid。"I'vegottohaveyou。"
"Youdon'tanythingo'thekind,"Waltertoldhim,sharply。"Doyouexpecttopaymeanything?"
"I'dpayyouaboutwhatyoubeengettingdownthere。"
"Thenpaysomebodyelse;_I_don'tknowanythingaboutglue。Yougetsomebodyelse。"
"No。You'vegotto——"
Waltercuthimoffwiththeutmostvehemence。"Don'ttellmewhatIgottodo!IknowwhatIgottodobetter'nyou,Iguess!
IstayatLamb's,see?"
Adamsroseangrily。"You'lldowhatItellyou。Youcan'tstaydownthere。"
"Whycan'tI?"
"BecauseIwon'tletyou。"
"Listen!Keeponnotlettin'me:I'llbetherejustthesame。"
Atthathisfatherbrokeintoasourlaughter。"THEYwon'tletyou,Walter!Theywon'thaveyoudownthereaftertheyfindoutI'mgoing。"
"Whywon'tthey?Youdon'tthinkthey'regoin'tobeallshottopiecesoverlosin'YOU,doyou?"
"Itellyoutheywon'tletyoustay,"hisfatherinsisted,loudly。
"Why,whatdotheycarewhetheryougoornot?"
"They'llcareenoughtofireYOU,myboy!"
"Lookhere,then;showmewhy。"
"They'lldoit!"
"Yes,"Walterjeered;"youkeepsayin'theywill,butwhenIaskyoutoshowmewhy,youkeepsayin'theywill!ThatmakeslittleheadwaywithME,Icantellyou!"
Adamsgroaned,and,rubbinghishead,begantopacethefloor。
Walter'srefusalwassomethinghehadnotanticipated;andhefelttheweaknessofhisownattempttomeetit:heseemedpowerlesstodoanythingbututterangrywords,which,asWaltersaid,madelittleheadway。"Oh,my,my!"hemuttered,"OH,my,my!"
Walter,usuallysallow,hadgrownpale:hewatchedhisfathernarrowly,andnowtookasuddenresolution。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"WhenyousayLamb'sislikelytofiremebecauseyou'regoin'toquit,youtalklikethepeoplethathavetobelockedup。Idon'tknowwhereyougetsuchthingsinyourhead;LambandCompanywon'tknowyou'regone。Listen:IcanstaytherelongasIwantto。ButI'lltellyouwhatI'lldo:makeitworthmywhileandI'llhookupwithyouroldgluefactory,afterall。"
Adamsstoppedhispacingabruptly,andstaredathim。"'Makeitworthyourwhile?'Whatyoumean?"
"Igotagooduseforthreehundreddollarsrightnow,"Waltersaid。"LetmehaveitandI'llquitLamb'stoworkforyou。
Don'tletmehaveitandISWEARIwon't!"
"Areyoucrazy?"
"Iseverybodycrazythatneedsthreehundreddollars?"
"Yes,"Adamssaid。"TheyareiftheyaskMEforit,whenIgottostretcheverycentIcanlaymyhandsontomakeitlooklikeadollar!"
"Youwon'tdoit?"
Adamsburstoutathim。"Youlittlefool!IfIhadthreehundreddollarstothrowaway,besidesthepayIexpectedtogiveyou,haven'tyougotsenseenoughtoseeIcouldhireamanworththreehundreddollarsmoretomethanyou'dbe?It'saFINEtimetoaskmeforthreehundreddollars,isn'tit!WhatFOR?
Rhinestonebucklestothrowaroundonyour'girlfriends?'Shameonyou!AskmetoBRIBEyoutohelpyourselfandyourownfamily!"
"I'llgiveyoualastchance,"Waltersaid。"EitheryoudowhatIwant,orIwon'tdowhatyouwant。Don'taskmeagainafterthis,because——"
Adamsinterruptedhimfiercely。"'Askyouagain!'Don'tworryaboutthat,myboy!AllIaskyouistogetouto'myroom。"
"Lookhere,"Waltersaid,quietly;andhislopsidedsmiledistortedhislividcheek。"Lookhere:IexpectYOUwouldn'tgivemethreehundreddollarstosavemylife,wouldyou?"
"Youmakemesick,"Adamssaid,inhisbitterness。"Getoutofhere。"
Walterwentout,whistling;andAdamsdroopedintohisoldchairagainasthedoorclosed。"OH,my,my!"hegroaned。"Oh,Lordy,Lordy!Thewayofthetransgressor——"
CHAPTERXVI
Hemeanthisowntransgressionandhisownway;forWalter'sstubbornrefusalappearedtoAdamsjustthenasoneoftheinexplicablebutrighteousbesettingshemustencounterinfollowingthatway。"Oh,Lordy,Lord!"hegroaned,andthen,asresentmentmovedhim——"Thatdangboy!Dangidiot"YetheknewhimselfforagreateridiotbecausehehadnotbeenabletotellWalterthetruth。Hecouldnotbringhimselftodoit,noreventostatehiscaseinitsbestterms;andthatwasbecausehefeltthateveninitsbesttermsthecasewasabadone。
Ofallhisregretsthegreatestwasthatinamomentofvanityandtenderness,twenty-fiveyearsago,hehadtoldhisyoungwifeabusinesssecret。Hehadwantedtoshowhowimportantherhusbandwasbecoming,andhowmuchtheheadoftheuniverse,J。
A。Lamb,trustedtohisintegrityandability。Thegreatmanhadanidea:hethoughtof"branchingoutalittle,"hetoldAdamsconfidentially,andtherewerepossibilitiesofprofitinglue。
Whathewantedwasaliquidgluetobeputintolittlebottlesandsoldcheaply。"Thekindofthingthatsellsitself,"hesaid;"thekindofthingthatpaysitsownsmallwayasitgoesalong,untilithasprofitsenoughtobeginadvertisingitright。
Everybodyhastouseglue,andifImakemineconvenientandcheap,everybody'llbuymine。Butit'sgottobegluethat'llSTICK;it'sgottobethebest;andifwefindhowtomakeitwe'vegot,tokeepitabigsecret,ofcourse,oranybodycanstealitfromus。Therewasamanherelastmonth;heknewaformulahewantedtosellme,'sightunseen';buthewasinsuchahurryIgotsuspicious,andIfoundhe'dmanagedtostealit,workingforthebigpackersintheirglue-works。We'vegottofindabettergluethanthat,anyhow。I'mgoingtosetyouandCampbellatit。You'reapractical,wide-awakeyoungfeller,andCampbell'samightygoodchemist;Iguessyoutwoboysoughttomakesomethinghappen。"
Hisguesswasshrewdenough。Workinginashedalittlewayoutsidethetown,wheretheircheeryemployervisitedthemsometimestostudytheirmalodorousstews,thetwoyoungmenfoundwhatLambhadsetthemtofind。ButCampbellwasthoughtfuloverthediscovery。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"Whyain'tthisjustaboutyoursandmine?Afterall,itmaybeLamb'smoneythat'spaidforthestuffwe'veused,butithasn'tcostmuch。"
"ButhepaysUS,"Adamsremonstrated,horrifiedbyhiscompanion'sidea。"Hepaidustodoit。Itbelongsabsolutelytohim。"
"Oh,IknowheTHINKSitdoes,"Campbelladmitted,plaintively。
"Isupposewe'vegottolethimtakeit。It'snotpatentable,andhe'llhavetodoprettywellbyuswhenhestartshisfactory,becausehe'sgottodependonustorunthemakingofthestuffsothattheworkmencan'tgetontotheprocess。YoubetteraskhimthesamesalaryIdo,andmine'sgoingtobehigh。
Butthehighsalary,thuspleasantlyimagined,wasneverpaid。
Campbelldiedoftyphoidfever,thatsummer,leavingAdamsandhisemployertheonlypossessorsoftheformula,anunwrittenone;andAdams,pleasedtothinkhimselfmoreimportanttothegreatmanthanever,toldhiswifethattherecouldbelittledoubtofhisbeingputinsolechargeoftheprospectiveglue-works。Unfortunately,theenterpriseremainedprospective。
Itsprojectorhadalreadybecome"inveigledintoanotherside-line,"ashetoldAdams。Oneofhissonshadpersuadedhimtotakeupa"cough-lozenge,"tobecalledthe"JalambBalmTrochee";andthelozengedidwellenoughtoamuseMr。Lambandoccupyhissparetime,whichwasreallyaboutallhehadaskedoftheglueproject。Hehad"alltheMONEYanybodyoughttowant,"
hesaid,whenAdamsurgedhim;andhecould"startupthislittleglueside-line"atanytime;theformulawassafeintheirtwoheads。
AtintervalsAdamswouldseekopportunitytospeakof"thelittleglueside-line"tohispatron,andtosuggestthattheyearswerepassing;butLamb,pettingotherhobbies,hadlostinterest。
"Oh,I'llstartitupsomeday,maybe。IfIdon't,Imayturnitovertomyheirs:it'salwaysanasset,worthsomethingorother,ofcourse。We'llprobablytakeitupsomeday,though,youandI。"
Thesunpersistentlydeclinedtoriseonthatday,and,astimewenton,Adamssawthathisrathertimidurgingsboredhisemployer,andheceasedtobringupthesubject。Lambapparentlyforgotallaboutglue,butAdamsdiscoveredthatunfortunatelytherewassomeoneelsewhorememberedit。
"It'sreallyYOURS,"sheargued,thatpainfuldaywhenforthefirsttimeshesuggestedhisusinghisknowledgeforthebenefitofhimselfandhisfamily。"Mr。Campbellmighthavehadarighttopartofit,buthediedanddidn'tleaveanykin,soitbelongstoyou。"
"SupposeJ。A。Lambhiredmetosawsomewood,"Adamssaid。
"Wouldthesticksbelongtome?"
"Hehasn'tgotanyrighttotakeyourinventionandburyit,"sheprotested。"Whatgoodisitdoinghimifhedoesn'tDOanythingwithit?WhatgoodisitdoingANYBODY?Noneintheworld!Andwhatharmwoulditdohimifyouwentaheadanddidthisforyourselfandforyourchildren?Noneintheworld!AndwhatcouldhedotoyouifheWASoldpigenoughtogetangrywithyoufordoingit?Hecouldn'tdoasinglething,andyou'veadmittedhecouldn't,yourself。Sowhat'syourreasonfordeprivingyourchildrenandyourwifeofthebenefitsyouknowyoucouldgive'em?"
"Nothingbutdecency,"heanswered;andshehadherreplyreadyforthat。Itseemedtohimthat,striveashewould,hecouldnotreachhermindwitheventheplainestlanguage;whileeverythingthatshesaidtohim,withsuchvehemence,soundedlikesomuchobstinategibberish。Overandoverhepressedherwiththesameillustration,onthepointofownership,thoughhethoughthewasvaryingit。
"Supposehehiredmetobuildhimahouse:wouldthatbeMY
house?"
"Hedidn'thireyoutobuildhimahouse。YouandCampbellinvented——"
"Lookhere:supposeyougiveacookasoup-boneandsomevegetables,andpayhertomakeyouasoup:hasshegotarighttotakeandsellit?Youknowbetter!"
"IknowONEthing:ifthatoldmantriedtokeepyourowninventionfromyouhe'snobetterthanarobber!"
Theyneverfoundanypointofcontactinalltheirpassionatediscussionsofthisethicalquestion;andthequestionwasnomoresettledbetweenthem,nowthatAdamshadsuccumbed,thanithadeverbeen。Butatleastthewranglingaboutitwasover:
theyweregravetogether,almostsilent,andanuneasinessprevailedwithherasmuchaswithhim。
Hehadalreadybeenoutofthehouse,towalkaboutthesmallgreenyard;andonMondayafternoonhesentforataxicabandwentdown-town,butkeptalongwayfromthe"wholesalesection,"
wherestoodtheformidableoldoblongpileofLambandCompany。
Hearrangedforthesaleofthebondshehadlaidaway,andforplacingamortgageuponhishouse;andonhiswayhome,afterfiveo'clock,hewenttoseeanoldfriend,amanwhosetermofservicewithLambandCompanywasevenalittlelongerthanhisown。
Thisveteran,returnedfromtheday'swork,wassittinginfrontoftheapartmenthousewherehelived,butwhenthecabstoppedatthecurbheroseandcameforward,offeringajoculargreeting。"Well,well,VirgilAdams!Ialwaysthoughtyouhadasportystreakinyou。Travelinyourownhiredprivateautomobilenowadays,doyou?Pamperin'yourselfbecauseyou'restilllayin'offsick,Iexpect。"
"Oh,I'mwellenoughagain,CharleyLohr,"Adamssaid,ashegotoutandshookhands。Then,tellingthedrivertowait,hetookhisfriend'sarm,walkedtothebenchwithhim,andsatdown。"I
beenpracticallywellforsometime,"hesaid。"I'mfixin'togetintoharnessagain。"
"Bein'sickhascertainlyproducedachangeofheartinyou,"hisfriendlaughed。"You'rethelastmanIeverexpectedtoseeblowin'yourself——oranybodyelsetoataxicab!Forthatmatter,Ineverheardofyoubein'inANYkindofacab,'less'nitmightbewhenyoubeenpall-bearerforsomebody。What'scomeoveryou?"
"Well,Igottoturnoveranewleaf,andthat'safact,"Adamssaid。"Igotalottodo,andtheonlywaytoaccomplishit,it'sgottobedonesoon,orIwon'thaveanythingtoliveonwhileI'mdoingit。"
"Whatyoutalkin'about?Whatyougottodoexcepttogetstrongenoughtocomebacktotheoldplace?"
"Well——"Adamspaused,thencoughed,andsaidslowly,"Factis,CharleyLohr,IbeenthinkinglikelyIwouldn'tcomeback。"
"What!Whatyoutalkin'about?"
"No,"saidAdams。"IbeenthinkingImightlikelykindofbranchoutonmyownaccount。"
"Well,I'llbedoggoned!"OldCharleyLohrwasamazed;heruffleduphisgraymoustachewiththumbandforefinger,leavinghismouthopenbeneath,likeadarkcaveunderatangledwintrythicket。"Why,that'sthedoggonedestthingIeverheard!"hesaid。"Ialreadyamtheoldestinhabitantdownthere,butifyougo,therewon'tbeanybodyelseoftheoldgenerationatall。
Whatonearthyouthinkin'ofgoin'into?"
"Well,"saidAdams,"Iratheryoudidn'tmentionittillIgetstartedofcourseanybody'llknowwhatitisbythen——butIHAVE
beenkindofplanningtoputaliquidglueonthemarket。"
Hisfriend,stillrufflingthegraymoustacheupward,staredathiminfrowningperplexity。"Glue?"hesaid。"GLUE!"
"Yes。Ibeensortofmillingovertheideaoftakingupsomethinglikethat。"
"Handlin'itforsomefirm,youmean?"
"No。Makingit。Sortofaglue-workslikely。"
Lohrcontinuedtofrown。"Letmethink,"hesaid。"Didn'ttheolemanhavesomesuchideaonce,himself?"
Adamsleanedforward,rubbinghisknees;andhecoughedagainbeforehespoke。"Well,yes。Factis,hedid。Thatistosay,amightylongwhileagohedid。"
"Iremember,"saidLohr。"HeneversaidanythingaboutitthatI
knowof;butseemstomeIrecollectwehadsortofarumouraroundtheplacehowyouandthatman——le'ssee,wasn'thisnameCampbell,thatdiedoftyphoidfever?Yes,thatwasit,Campbell。Didn'ttheolemanhaveyouandCampbellworkin'sortofprivateonsomegluepropositionorother?"
"Yes,hedid。"Adamsnodded。"Ifoundoutagooddealaboutgluethen,too。"
"Beenworkin'onitsince,Isuppose?"
"Yes。Keptitinmymindandstudiedoutnewthingsaboutit。"
Lohrlookedserious。"Well,butseehere,"hesaid。"Ihopeitain'tanythingtheoleman'llthinkmightinfringeonwhateverhehadyoudoin'forHIM。Youknowhowheis:broad-minded,liberal,free-handedmanaswalksthisearth,andifhethoughtheowedyouacenthe'dsellhisrighthandforapork-choptopayit,ifthatwastheonlyway;butifhegottheideaanybodywastryin'togetthebetterofhim,he'dsellBOTHhishands,ifhehadto,tokeep'emfromdoin'it。Yes,ateighty,hewould!
NotthatImeanIthinkyoumightbetryin'togetthebetterofhim,Virg。You'reamightycloseolecodger,butsuchathingain'tinyou。WhatImean:Ihopethereain'tanychancefortheolemantoTHINKyoumightbe——"
"Oh,no,"Adamsinterrupted。"Asamatteroffact,Idon'tbelievehe'lleverthinkaboutitatall,andifhedidhewouldn'thaveanyrealrighttofeeloffendedatme:theprocessI'mgoingtouseisoneIexpecttochangeandimprovealotdifferentfromtheoneCampbellandIworkedonforhim。"
"Well,that'sgood,"saidLohr。"Ofcourseyouknowwhatyou'reupto:you'reoldenough,Godknows!"Helaughedruefully。"My,butitwillseemfunnytome——downtherewithyougone!IexpectyouandIbothbeengettin'tobeprettymuchdead-woodintheplace,thewaytheyoungfellowslookatit,andtheonlyonethat'dmisseitherofuswouldbetheotherone!Haveyoutoldtheolemanyet?"
"Well——"Adamsspokelaboriously。"No。No,Ihaven't。I
thought——well,that'swhatIwantedtoseeyouabout。"
"WhatcanIdo?"
"IthoughtI'dwritehimaletterandgetyoutohandittohimforme。"
"Mysoul!"hisfriendexclaimed。"Whyonearthdon'tyoujustgodownthereandtellhim?"
Adamsbecamepitiablyembarrassed。Hestammered,coughed,stammeredagain,wrinklinghisfacesodeeplyheseemedabouttoweep;butfinallyhecontrivedtoutteranapologeticlaugh。"I
oughttodothat,ofcourse;butinsomewayorotherIjustdon'tseemtobeableto——tomanageit。"
"Whyintheworldnot?"themystifiedLohrinquired。
"Icouldhardlytellyou——'less'nitistosaythatwhenyoubeenwithonebossallyourlifeit'sso——sokindofembarrassing——toquithim,Ijustcan'tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktohimaboutit。No;Igotitinmyheadaletter'stheonlysatisfactorywaytodoit,andIthoughtI'daskyoutohandittohim,"
"Well,ofcourseIdon'tminddoin'thatforyou,"Lohrsaid,mildly。"Butwhyintheworlddon'tyoujustmailittohim?"
"Well,I'lltellyou,"Adamsreturned。"Youknow,likethat,it'dhavetogothroughaclerkandthatsecretaryofhis,andI
don'tknowwhoall。There'sacoupleofkindofdelicatepointsIwanttoputinit:forinstance,IwanttoexplaintohimhowmuchimprovementandsoonI'mgoingtointroduceontheoldprocessIhelpedtoworkoutwithCampbellwhenwewereworkingforhim,so'the'llunderstandit'sadifferentarticleandnoinfringementatall。Thenthere'sanotherthing:youseeallduringwhileIwassickhehadmysalarypaidtomeitamountstoconsiderable,Iwasonmybacksolong。Underthecircumstances,becauseI'mquitting,Idon'tfeelasifIoughttoacceptit,andsoI'llhaveacheckforhiminthelettertocoverit,andI
wanttobesureheknowsit,andgetsitpersonally。Ifithadtogothroughalotofotherpeople,thewayitwouldifIputitinthemail,why,youcan'ttell。SowhatIthought:ifyou'dhandittohimforme,andmaybeifhehappenedtoreaditrightthen,oranything,itmightbeyou'dnoticewhateverhe'dhappentosayaboutit——andyoucouldtellmeafterward。"
"Allright,"Lohrsaid。"Certainlyifyou'dratherdoitthatway,I'llhandittohimandtellyouwhathesays;thatis,ifhesaysanythingandIhearhim。Gotitwritten?"
"No;I'llsenditaroundtoyoulastoftheweek。"Adamsmovedtowardhistaxicab。"Don'tsayanythingtoanybodyaboutit,Charley,especiallytillafterthat。"
"Allright。"
"And,Charley,I'llbemightyobligedtoyou,"Adamssaid,andcamebacktoshakehandsinfarewell。"There'sonethingmoreyoumightdo——ifyou'deverhappentofeellikeit。"Hekepthiseyesrathervaguelyfixedonapointabovehisfriend'sheadashespoke,andhisvoicewasnotwellcontrolled。"Ibeen——IbeendownthereagoodmanyyearsandImaynot'a'beensomuchuselatelyasIwasatfirst,butIalwaystriedtodomybestfortheoldfirm。Ifanythingturnedoutso'stheyDIDkindoftakeoffensewithme,downthere,why,justsayagoodwordforme——ifyou'dhappentofeellikeit,maybe。"
OldCharleyLohrassuredhimthathewouldspeakagoodwordifopportunitybecameavailable;then,afterthecabhaddrivenaway,hewentuptohissmallapartmentonthethirdfloorandmutteredruminativelyuntilhiswifeinquiredwhathewastalkingtohimselfabout。
"OleVirgAdams,"hetoldher。"He'soutagainafterhislongspellofsickness,andthewayitlookstomehe'dbetterstayedinbed。"
"Youmeanhestilllookstoobadtobeout?"
"Oh,Iexpecthe'sgettin'hisHEALTHback,"Lohrsaid,frowning。
"Thenwhat'sthematterwithhim?Youmeanhe'slosthismind?"
"Mygoodness,butwomendojumpatconclusions!"heexclaimed。
"Well,"saidMrs。Lohr,"whatotherconclusiondidyouleavemetojumpat?"
Herhusbandexplainedwithalittleheat:"PeoplecanhaveasicknessthatAFFECTStheirmind,can'tthey?Theirmindcangetsomeaffectedwithoutbein'LOST,can'tit?"
"Thenyoumeanthepoorman'sminddoesseemaffected?"
"Why,no;I'dscarcelygoasfarasthat,"Lohrsaid,inconsistently,anddeclinedtobemoredefinite。
Adamsdevotedthelatterpartofthateveningtothecompositionofhisletter——adisquietingtasknotcompletedwhen,ateleveno'clock,heheardhisdaughtercomingupthestairs。Shewassingingtoherselfinalow,sweetvoice,andAdamspausedtolistenincredulously,withhispenliftedandhismouthopen,asifheheardthestrangestsoundintheworld。Thenhesetdownthepenuponablotter,wenttohisdoor,andopenedit,lookingoutatherasshecame。
"Well,dearie,youseemtobefeelingprettygood,"hesaid。
"Whatyoubeendoing?"
"Justsittingoutonthefrontsteps,papa。"
"Allalone,Isuppose。"
"No。Mr。Russellcalled。"
"Oh,hedid?"Adamspretendedtobesurprised。"Whatallcouldyouandhefindtotalkabouttillthishouro'thenight?"
Shelaughedgaily。"Youdon'tknowme,papa!"
"How'sthat?"
"You'veneverfoundoutthatIalwaysdoallthetalking。"
"Didn'tyoulethimgetawordinallevening?"
"Oh,yes;everynowandthen。"
Adamstookherhandandpettedit。"Well,whatdidhesay?"
Alicegavehimaradiantlookandkissedhim。"Notwhatyouthink!"shelaughed;thenslappedhischeekwithsaucyaffection,pirouettedacrossthenarrowhallandintoherownroom,andcurtsiedtohimassheclosedherdoor。
Adamswentbacktohiswritingwithalighterheart;forsinceAlicewasbornshehadbeentohimtheappleofhiseye,hisownphraseinthinkingofher;andwhathewasdoingnowwasforher。
Hesmiledashepickeduphispentobeginanewdraftofthepainfulletter;butpresentlyhelookedpuzzled。Afterall,shecouldbehappyjustasthingswere,itseemed。Thenwhyhadhetakenwhathiswifecalled"thisnewstep,"whichhehadsolongresisted?
Hecouldonlysighandwonder。"Lifeworksoutprettypeculiarly,"hethought;forhecouldn'tgobacknow,thoughthereasonhecouldn'twasnotclearlyapparent。Hehadtogoahead。
CHAPTERXVII
Hewasoutinhistaxicabagainthenextmorning,andbynoonhehadsecuredwhathewanted。
Itwascuriouslysignificantthatheworkedsoquickly。Alltheyearsduringwhichhiswifehadpressedhimtowardhispresentshifthehadsworntohimself,aswellastoher,thathewouldneveryield;andyetwhenhedidyieldhehadnoplanstomake,becausehefoundthemalreadypreparedandworkedoutindetailinhismind;asifhehadlongcontemplatedthe"step"hebelievedhimselfincapableoftaking。
Sometimeshehadthoughtofimprovinghisincomebyexchanginghislittlecollectionofbondsfora"smallrentalproperty,"ifhecouldfind"agoodbuy";andhehadspentmanyofhissparehoursramblingovertheenormouslyspreadingcityanditspurlieus,lookingfortheideal"buy。"Itremainedunattainable,sofarashewasconcerned;buthefoundotherthings。
Nottwiceacrow'smilefromhisownhousetherewasadismalandslummishquarter,adecayed"industrialdistrict"ofearlierdays。Mostoftheindustriesweresmall;someofthemdied,perishingofbankruptcyorfire;andafewhadmoved,leavingtheirshells。Oftherelics,thebestwasabrickbuildingwhichhadbeenthelargestandmostimportantfactoryinthequarter:
ithadbeeninjuredbyalongvacancyalmostasseriousasafire,ineffect,andAdamshadoftenguessedatthesumneededtoputitinrepair。
Whenhepassedit,hewouldlookatitwithaninterestwhichhesupposeddetachedandidlyspeculative。"That'dbejustthething,"hethought。"Ifafellowhadmoneyenough,andtookanotiontosetupsomenewbusinessonabigscale,thiswouldbeaprettygoodplace——tomakeglue,forinstance,ifthatwasn'toutofthequestion,ofcourse。Itwouldtakealotofmoney,though;agreatdealtoomuchformetoexpecttohandle——evenifI'deverdreamofdoingsuchathing。"
Oppositethedismantledfactorywasamuddy,openlotoftwoacresorso,andnearthemiddleofthelot,alongbrickshedstoodinadesolateabandonment,nothappilydecoratedbyoldcoatingsoftheatricalandmedicinaladvertisements。Butthebrickshedhadtwowoodenells,and,thoughbothshedandellswereofasinglestory,herewasemptyspaceenoughforamodestenterprise——"spaceenoughforalmostanything,tostartwith,"
Adamsthought,ashewalkedthroughthelowbuildings,oneday,whenhewasprospectinginthatsection。"Yes,IsupposeICOULD
swingthis,"hethought。"Iftheprocessbelongedtome,say,insteadofbeingoutofthequestionbecauseitisn'tmyproperty——orifIwasthekindofmantodosuchathinganyhow,herewouldbesomethingIcouldprobablygetholdofprettycheap。They'dwantalotofmoneyforaleaseonthatbigbuildingovertheway——butthis,why,Ishouldthinkit'dbepracticallynothingatall。"
Then,bychance,meetinganagentheknew,hemadeinquiries——merelytosatisfyacasualcuriosity,hethought——andhefoundmattersmuchashehadsupposed,exceptthattheownersofthebigbuildingdidnotwishtolet,buttosellit,andthisatapricesoexorbitantthatAdamslaughed。Butthelongbrickshedinthegreatmuddylotwasforsaleortolet,or"prettyneartobegivenaway,"helearned,ifanybodywouldtakeit。
Adamstookitnow,thoughwithoutseeingthathehadbeendestinedtotakeit,andthatsomedrearywizardinthebackofhisheadhadforeseenallalongthathewouldtakeit,andplannedtobeready。Hedroveinhistaxicabtolooktheplaceoveragain,thendown-towntoarrangeforalease;andcamehometolunchwithhiswifeanddaughter。Thingswere"moving,"hetoldthem。
Heboastedalittleofhavingactedsodecisively,andsaidthatsincethedangthinghadtobedone,itwas"goingtobedoneRIGHT!"Hewasalmostcheerful,inafeverishway,andwhenthecabcameforhimagain,soonafterlunch,heexplainedthatheintendednotonlytogetthingsdoneright,butalsoto"get'emdonequick!"Alice,followinghimtothefrontdoor,lookedathimanxiouslyandaskedifshecouldn'thelp。Helaughedathergrimly。
"Thenletmegoalongwithyouinthecab,"shebegged。"Youdon'tlookabletostartinsohard,papa,justwhenyou'rebarelybeginningtogetyourstrengthback。DoletmegowithyouandseeifIcan'thelp——oratleasttakecareofyouifyoushouldgettofeelingbadly。"
Hedeclined,butuponpressureletherputatinybottleofspiritsofammoniainhispocket,andpromisedtomakeuseofitifhe"feltfaintorany-thing。"Thenhewasoffagain;andthenextmorninghadmenatworkinhissheds,thoughthewageshehadtopayfrightenedhim。
Hedirectedtheworkmenineverydetail,hurryingthembyexampleandexhortations,andreceiving,inconsequence,severaldeclarationsofindependence,aswellasoneresignation,whichtookeffectimmediately。"Youscapitalustsseemtothinkaman'sgotnothin'todobutbreakhisbackp'doosin'wealthferyoustosquander,"theresigningpersonloudlycomplained。"Youlookout:thetoiler'sdayisa-comin',anditain'tsofuroff,neither!"Butthecapitalistwasalreadyoutofhearing,gonetofindamantotakethisorator'splace。
Bytheendoftheweek,Adamsfeltthathehadmovedsatisfactorilyforwardinhispreparationsforthesimpleequipmentheneeded;buthehatedthepauseofSunday。Hedidn'tWANTanyrest,hetoldAliceimpatiently,whenshesuggestedthattheidledaymightbegoodforhim。
LatethatafternoonhewalkedovertotheapartmenthousewhereoldCharleyLohrlived,andgavehisfriendtheletterhewantedtheheadofLambandCompanytoreceive"personally。""I'lltakeitasamightygreatfavourinyoutohandittohimpersonally,Charley,"hesaid,inparting。"Andyouwon'tforget,incasehesaysanythingaboutit——andrememberifyoueverdogetachancetoputinagoodwordformelater,youknow——"
OldCharleypromisedtoremember,and,whenMrs。Lohrcameoutofthe"kitchenette,"afterthedoorclosed,hesaidthoughtfully,"Justskinandbones。"
"YoumeanMr。Adamsis?"Mrs。Lohrinquired。
"Who'dyouthinkImeant?"hereturned。"Oneo'thesepartridgesinthewall-paper?"
"Didhelooksobadly?"
"Lookedkindofdistractedtome,"herhusbandreplied。"Theselittlethinfellerscanstandaheapsometimes,though。He'llbeoverhereagainMonday。"
"Didhesayhewould?"
"No,"saidLohr。"Buthewill。You'llsee。He'llbeovertofindoutwhatthebigbosssayswhenIgivehimthisletter。
ExpectI'dbekindofanxious,myself,ifIwashim。"
"Whywouldyou?What'sMr。Adamsdoingtobesoanxiousabout?"
Lohr'sexpressionbecameoneofreserve,thelookofamanwhohasfoundthatwhenhespeakshisinnerthoughtshiswifejumpstoofartoconclusions。"Oh,nothing,"hesaid。"Ofcourseanymanstartingupanewbusinessisboundtobeprettynervousawhile。He'llbeoverhereto-morrowevening,allright;you'llsee。"
Thepredictionwasfulfilled:AdamsarrivedjustafterMrs。Lohrhadremovedthedinnerdishestoher"kitchenette";butLohrhadlittleinformationtogivehiscaller。
"Hedidn'tsayaword,Virgil;naryaword。Itookitintohisofficeandhandedittohim,andhejustsatandreadit;that'sall。IkindofstoodaroundaslongasIcould,buthewassittin'athisdeskwithhissidetome,andheneverturnedaroundfulltowardme,asitwere,soIcouldn'thardlyeventellanything。AllIknow:hejustreadit。"
"Well,butseehere,"Adamsbegan,nervously。"Well——"
"Wellwhat,Virg?"
"Well,butwhatdidhesaywhenheDIDspeak?"
"Hedidn'tspeak。NotsolongIwasinthere,anyhow。Hejustsatthereandreadit。Readkindofslow。Then,whenhecametotheend,heturnedbackandstartedtoreaditalloveragain。
Bythattimetherewasthreeorfourothermenstandin'aroundintheofficewaitin'tospeaktohim,andIhadtogo。"
Adamssighed,andstaredatthefloor,irresolute。"Well,I'llbegettingalongbackhomethen,Iguess,Charley。Soyou'resureyoucouldn'ttellanythingwhathemighthavethoughtaboutit,then?"
"Notathingintheworld。I'vetoldyouallIknow,Virg。"
"Iguessso,Iguessso,"Adamssaid,mournfully。"Ifeelmightyobligedtoyou,CharleyLohr;mightyobliged。Good-nighttoyou。"Andhedeparted,sighinginperplexity。
Onhiswayhome,preoccupiedwithmanythoughts,hewalkedsoslowlythatonceortwicehestoppedandstoodmotionlessforafewmoments,withoutbeingawareofit;andwhenhereachedthejunctureofthesidewalkwiththeshortbrickpaththatledtohisownfrontdoor,hestoppedagain,andstoodformorethanaminute。"Ah,IwishIknew,"hewhispered,plaintively。"IdowishIknewwhathethoughtaboutit。"
Hewasrousedbyalaughthatcamelightlyfromthelittleverandanearby。"Papa!"Alicecalledgaily。"Whatareyoustandingtheremutteringtoyourselfabout?"
"Oh,areyouthere,dearie?"hesaid,andcameupthepath。A
tallfigurerosefromachairontheveranda。
"Papa,thisisMr。Russell。"
Thetwomenshookhands,Adamssaying,"Pleasedtomakeyouracquaintance,"astheylookedateachotherinthefaintlightdiffusedthroughtheopaqueglassintheupperpartofthedoor。
Adams'simpressionwasofastrongandtallyoungman,fashionablebutgentle;andRussell'swasofadried,littleoldbusinessmanwithagrizzledmoustache,worriedbrighteyes,shapelessdarkclothes,andahomelymanner。
"Niceevening,"Adamssaidfurther,astheirhandsparted。"Nicetimeo'yearitis,butwedon'talwayshaveasgoodweatherasthis;that'sthetroubleofit。Well——"Hewenttothedoor。
"Well——Ibidyougoodevening,"hesaid,andretiredwithinthehouse。
Alicelaughed。"He'stheold-fashionedestmanintown,Isupposeandfrightfullyimpressedwithyou,Icouldsee!"
"Whatnonsense!"saidRussell。"Howcouldanybodybeimpressedwithme?"
"Whynot?Becauseyou'requiet?Goodgracious!Don'tyouknowthatyou'rethemostimpressivesort?Wechatterersspendallourtimeplayingtoyouquietpeople。"
"Yes;we'reonlytheaudience。"
"'Only!'"sheechoed。"Why,weliveforyou,andwecan'tlivewithoutyou。"
"Iwishyoucouldn't,"saidRussell。"Thatwouldbeanewexperienceforbothofus,wouldn'tit?"
"Itmightbearatherbleakoneforme,"sheanswered,lightly。
"I'mafraidI'llmissthesesummereveningswithyouwhenthey'reover。I'llmissthemenough,thanks!"
"Dotheyhavetobeoversometime?"heasked。
"Oh,everything'soversometime,isn'tit?"
Russelllaughedather。"Don'tlet'slooksofaraheadasthat,"
hesaid。"Wedon'tneedtobealreadythinkingofthecemetery,dowe?"
"Ididn't,"shesaid,shakingherhead。"Oursummereveningswillbeoverbeforethen,Mr。Russell。"
"Why?"heasked。
"Goodheavens!"shesaid。"THERE'Slaconiceloquence:almostaproposalinasingleword!Nevermind,Ishan'tholdyoutoit。
Buttoansweryou:well,I'malwayslookingahead,andsomehowI
usuallyseeabouthowthingsarecomingout。"
"Yes,"hesaid。"Isupposemostofusdo;atleastitseemsasifwedid,becausewesoseldomfeelsurprisedbythewaytheydocomeout。Butmaybethat'sonlybecauselifeisn'tlikeaplayinatheatre,andmostthingscomeaboutsograduallywegetusedtothem。"
"No,I'msureIcanseequitealongwayahead,"sheinsisted,gravely。"Anditdoesn'tseemtomeasifoursummereveningscouldlastverylong。Something'llinterfere——somebodywill,I
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