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第7章

  ThefineoldgentlemanrevealedwhensheopenedthedoorwasprobablythelastgreatmerchantinAmericatowearthechinbeard。Whiteaswhitefrost,itwastrimmedshortwithexquisiteprecision,whilehisupperlipandthelowerexpansesofhischeekswerecleanandrosyfromfreshshaving。Withthistrimwhitechinbeard,thewhitewaistcoat,thewhitetie,thesuitoffinegraycloth,thebroadandbrilliantlypolishedblackshoes,andthewide-brimmedgrayfelthat,herewasamanwhohadfoundhisstyleintheseventiesofthelastcentury,andthenceforthkeptit。Filesofoldmagazinesofthatperiodmightshowhim,inwoodcut,as,"TypeofBostonMerchant";Nastmighthavedrawnhimasanhoneststatesman。Hewaseighty,haleandsturdy,notaged;andhisquickblueeyes,stillunflecked,andasbriskasaboy's,saweverything。
  "Well,well,well!"hesaid,heartily。"Youhaven'tlostanyofyourgoodlookssincelastweek,Isee,MissAlice,soIguessI'mtotakeityouhaven'tbeenworryingoveryourdaddy。Theyoungfeller'sgettingalongallright,ishe?"
  "He'smuchbetter;he'ssittingup,Mr。Lamb。Won'tyoucomein?"
  "Well,Idon'tknowbutImight。"Heturnedtocalltowardtwindisksoflightatthecurb,"Beoutinaminute,Billy";andthesilhouetteofachauffeurstandingbesideacarcouldbeseentosaluteinresponse,astheoldgentlemansteppedintothehall。
  "Youdon'tsupposeyourdaddy'sreceivingcallersyet,ishe?"
  "He'sagooddealstrongerthanhewaswhenyouwereherelastweek,butI'mafraidhe'snotverypresentable,though。"
  "'Presentable?'"Theoldmanechoedherjovially。"Pshaw!I'veseenlotsofsickfolks。_I_knowwhattheylooklikeandhowtheylovetokindofnestinamongapileofoldblanketsandwrappers。Don'tyouworryaboutTHAT,MissAlice,ifyouthinkhe'dliketoseeme。"
  "Ofcoursehewould——if——"Alicehesitated;thensaidquickly,"
  Ofcoursehe'dlovetoseeyouandhe'squiteableto,ifyoucaretocomeup。"
  Sheranupthestairsaheadofhim,andhadtimetosnatchthecrochetedwrapfromherfather'sshoulders。Swathedasusual,hewassittingbesideatable,readingtheeveningpaper;butwhenhisemployerappearedinthedoorwayhehalfroseasiftocomeforwardingreeting。
  "Sitstill!"theoldgentlemanshouted。"Whatdoyoumean?
  Don'tyouknowyou'reweakasacat?D'youthinkamancanbesickaslongasyouhaveandNOTbeweakasacat?WhatyoutryingtodothepolitewithMEfor?"
  Adamsgratefullyprotractedthehandshakethataccompaniedtheseinquiries。"Thisiscertainlymightyfineofyou,Mr。Lamb,"hesaid。"IguessAlicehastoldyouhowmuchourwholefamilyappreciateyourcomingheresoregularlytoseehowthisoldbago'boneswasgettingalong。Haven'tyou,Alice?"
  "Yes,papa,"shesaid;andturnedtogoout,butLambcheckedher。
  "Stayrighthere,MissAlice;I'mnotevengoingtositdown。I
  knowhowitupsetssickfolkswhenpeopleoutsidethefamilycomeinforthefirsttime。"
  "Youdon'tupsetme,"Adamssaid。"I'llfeelalotbetterforgettingaglimpseofyou,Mr。Lamb。"
  Thevisitor'slaughwashusky,butheartyandre-assuring,likehisvoiceinspeaking。"That'sthewayallmyboysblarneyme,MissAlice,"hesaid。"TheythinkI'llmaketheworklighteron'emiftheycangetmekindofflatteredup。Youjusttellyourdaddyit'snouse;hedoesn'tgetonMYsoftside,pretendinghelikestoseemeevenwhenhe'ssick。"
  "Oh,I'mnotsosickanymore,"Adamssaid。"Iexpecttobebackinmyplacetendaysfromnowatthelongest。"
  "Well,now,don'thurryit,Virgil;don'thurryit。Youtakeyourtime;takeyourtime。"
  ThisbroughttoAdams'slipsafeeblesmilenotlackinginakindofvanity,asfeeble。"Why?"heasked。"Isupposeyouthinkmydepartmentrunsitselfdownthere,doyou?"
  Hisemployer'sresponsewasanotherhuskylaugh。"Well,well,well!"hecried,andpattedAdams'sshoulderwithastrongpinkhand。"Listentothisyoungfeller,MissAlice,willyou!Hethinkswecan'tgetalongwithouthimaminute!Yes,sir,thisdaddyofyoursbelievesthewholeworks'lljusttakeandrundownifheisn'ttheretokeep'emwoundup。Ialwayssuspectedhethoughtagooddealofhimself,andnowIknowhedoes!"
  Adamslookedtroubled。"Well,Idon'tliketofeelthatmysalary'sgoingonwithmenotearningit。"
  "Listentohim,MissAlice!Wouldn'tyouthink,now,he'dletmebetheonetoworryaboutthat?Why,onmyword。ifyourdaddyhadhisway,_I_wouldn'tbeanywhere。He'dtakeallmyworryingandeverythingelseoffmyshouldersandshovemerightoutofLambandCompany!Hewould!"
  "ItseemstomeI'vebeensoldieringonyouaprettylongwhile,Mr。Lamb,"theconvalescentsaid,querulously。"Idon'tfeelrightaboutit;butI'llbebackintendays。You'llsee。"
  Theoldmantookhishandinparting。"Allright;we'llsee,Virgil。Ofcoursewedoneedyou,seriouslyspeaking;butwedon'tneedyousobadwe'llletyoucomedowntherebeforeyou'refullyfitandable。"Hewenttothedoor。"Youhear,MissAlice?That'swhatIwantedtomaketheoldfellerunderstand,andwhatIwantyoutokindofenforceonhim。Theoldplaceistherewaitingforhim,andit'dwaittenyearsifittookhimthatlongtogetgoodandwell。Youseethatheremembersit,MissAlice!"
  Shewentdownthestairswithhim,andhecontinuedtoimpressthisuponheruntilhehadgoneoutofthefrontdoor。Andevenafterthat,thehuskyvoicecalledbackfromthedarkness,ashewenttohiscar,"Don'tforget,MissAlice;lethimtakehisowntime。Wealwayswanthim,butwewanthimtogetgoodandwellfirst。Good-night,good-night,younglady!"
  Whensheclosedthedoorhermothercamefromthefartherendofthe"living-room,"wheretherewasnolight;andAliceturnedtoher。
  "Ican'thelplikingthatoldman,mama,"shesaid。"Healwayssoundsso——well,sosolidandhonestandfriendly!Idolikehim。"
  ButMrs。Adamsfailedinsympathyuponthispoint。"Hedidn'tsayanythingaboutraisingyourfather'ssalary,didhe?"sheasked,dryly。
  "No。"
  "No。Ithoughtnot。"
  Shewouldhavesaidmore,butAlice,indisposedtolisten,begantowhistle,ranupthestairs,andwenttositwithherfather。
  Shefoundhimbright-eyedwiththeexcitementafirstcallerbringsintoaslowconvalescence:hischeeksshowedactualhintsofcolour;andhewassmilingtremulouslyashefilledandlithispipe。Shebroughtthecrochetedscarfandputitabouthisshouldersagain,thentookachairnearhim。
  "IbelieveseeingMr。Lambdiddoyougood。papa,"shesaid。
  "Isortofthoughtitmight,andthat'swhyIlethimcomeup。
  Youreallylookalittlelikeyouroldselfagain。"
  Adamsexhaledabreathy"Ha!"withthesmokefromhispipeashewavedthematchtoextinguishit。"That'sfine,"hesaid。"ThesmokeIhadbeforedinnerdidn'ttastethewayitusedto,andI
  kindofwonderedifI'dlostmylikingfortobacco,butthisoneseemstobeallright。YoubetitdidmegoodtoseeJ。A。
  Lamb!He'sthebiggestmanthat'severlivedinthistownoreverwilllivehere;andyoucantakealltheGovernorsandSenatorsoranythingthey'veraisedhere,andput'eminapotwithhim,andtheywon'tcomeoutone-two-threealongsideo'him!
  Andtothinkasbigamanasthat,withallhisinterestsandeverythinghe'sgotonhismind——tothinkhe'dneverletanythingpreventhimfromcominghereonceeveryweektoaskhowIwasgettingalong,andthenwalkrightupstairsandkindofCALLonme,asitwerewell,itmakesmesortoffeelasifIwasn'tsomuchofanobody,sotospeak,asyourmotherseemstoliketomakeoutsometimes。"
  "Howfoolish,papa!OfCOURSEyou'renot'anobody。'"
  Adamschuckledfaintlyuponhispipe-stem,whatvanityhehadseemingtobefurtherstimulatedbyhisdaughter'sapplause。"I
  guesstherearen'tawholelotofpeopleinthistownthatcouldclaimJ。A。showedthatmuchinterestin'em,"hesaid。"OfcourseIdon'tsetuptobelieveit'sallbecauseofmerit,oranythinglikethat。He'ddothesameforanybodyelsethat'dbeenwiththecompanyaslongasIhave,butstillitIS
  somethingtobewiththecompanythatlongandhavehimshowheappreciatesit。"
  "Yes,indeed,itis,papa。"
  "Yes,sir,"Adamssaid,reflectively。"Yes,sir,Iguessthat'sso。Andbesides,itallgoestoshowthekindofamanheis。
  Simonpure,that'swhatthatmanis,Alice。Simonpure!There'sneverbeenanybodyworkforhimthatdidn'trespecthimmorethantheydidanyothermanintheworld,Iguess。Andwhenyouworkforhimyouknowherespectsyou,too。RightfromthestartyougetthefeelingthatJ。A。putsabsoluteconfidenceinyou;andthat'smightystimulating:itmakesyouwanttoshowhimhehasn'tmisplacedit。There'sgreatbigmoralvaluestothewayamanlikehimgetsyoutofeelingaboutyourrelationswiththebusiness:itain'talljustdollarsandcents——notbyanymeans!"
  Hewassilentforatime,thenreturnedwithincreasingenthusiasmtothistheme,andAlicewasgladtoseesomuchrenewaloflifeinhim;hehadnotspokenwithalikecheerfulvigoursincebeforehisillness。Thevisitofhisidolizedgreatmanhadindeedbeengoodforhim,puttingnewspiritintohim;
  andlivelinessofthebodyfollowedthatofthespirit。Hisimprovementcarriedoverthenight:hesleptwellandawokelate,declaringthathewas"prettynearawellmanandreadyforbusinessrightnow。"Moreover,havingsleptagainintheafternoon,hedressedandwentdowntodinner,leaningbutlightlyonAlice,whoconductedhim。
  "My!butyouandyourmotherhavebeenatitwithyourscrubbinganddusting!"hesaid,astheycamethroughthe"living-room。"
  "Idon'tknowIeverdidseethehousesospickandspanbefore!"
  Hisglancefelluponafewcarnationsinavase,andhechuckledadmiringly。"Flowers,too!SoTHAT'Swhatyoucoaxedthatdollarandahalfouto'mefor,thismorning!"
  Otherembellishmentsbroughtforthhiscommentwhenhehadtakenhisoldseatattheheadofthesmalldinner-table。"Why,I
  declare,Alice!"heexclaimed。"Ibeensobusylookingatallthespick-and-spanishnessafterthehouse-cleaning,andtheflowersoutintheparlour——'living-room'Isupposeyouwantmetocallit,ifIjustGOTtobefashionable——Ibeensobusystudyingoverallthisso-and-so,IdeclareInevernoticedYOU
  tillthisminute!My,butyouAREalldressedup!What'sgoin'
  on?What'sitabout:yousoalldressedup,andflowersintheparlourandeverything?"
  "Don'tyousee,papa?It'sinhonourofyourcomingdownstairsagain,ofcourse。"
  "Oh,sothat'sit,"hesaid。"Ineverwould'a'thoughtofthat,Iguess。"
  ButWalterlookedsidelongathisfather,andgaveforthhisslyandknowinglaugh。"NeitherwouldI!"hesaid。
  Adamsliftedhiseyebrowsjocosely。"You'rejealous,areyou,sonny?Youdon'twanttheoldmantothinkouryounglady'dmakesomuchfussoverhim,doyou?"
  "Goonthinkin'it'soveryou,"Walterretorted,amused。"Goonandthinkit。It'lldoyougood。"
  "OfcourseI'llthinkit,"Adamssaid。"Itisn'tanybody'sbirthday。Certainlythedecorationsareonaccountofmecomingdownstairs。Didn'tyouhearAlicesayso?"
  "Sure,Iheardhersayso。"
  "Well,then——"
  Walterinterruptedhimwithalittlemusic。LookingshrewdlyatAlice,hesang:
  "Iwaswalkin'outonMondaywithmysweetthing。
  She'smyneatthing,Mysweetthing:
  I'llgoroundonTuesdaynighttoseeher。
  Oh,howwe'llspoon——"
  "Walter!"hismothercried。"WHEREdoyoulearnsuchvulgarsongs?"However,sheseemednotgreatlydispleasedwithhim,andlaughedasshespoke。
  "Sothat'sit,Alice!"saidAdams。"Playingthehypocritewithyouroldman,areyou?It'ssomenewbeau,isit?"
  "Ionlywishitwere,"shesaid,calmly。"No。It'sjustwhatI
  said:it'sallforyou。dear。"
  "Don'tletherconyou,"Walteradvisedhisfather。"She'sgotexpectations。Youhangarounddownstairsawhileafterdinnerandyou'llsee。"
  Buttheprophecyfailed,thoughAdamswenttohisownroomwithoutwaitingtotestit。Noonecame。
  Alicestayedinthe"living-room"untilhalf-pastnine,whenshewentslowlyupstairs。Hermother,almosttearful,metheratthetop,andwhispered,"Youmustn'tmind,dearie。"
  "Mustn'tmindwhat?"Aliceasked,andthen,asshewentonherway,laughedscornfully。"Whatutternonsense!"shesaid。
  Nextdayshecutthestemsoftheratherscantshowofcarnationsandrefreshedthemwithnewwater。Atdinner,herfather,stillinhighspirits,observedthatshehadagain"dressedup"inhonourofhisseconddescentofthestairs;andWalterrepeatedhisfragmentofobjectionablesong;butthesejocularitieswererenderedpointlessbytheeventlesseveningthatfollowed;andinthemorningthecarnationsbegantoappeartarnishedandflaccid。
  Alicegavethemalonglook,thenthrewthemaway;andneitherWalternorherfatherwasinspiredtoanyrallyingbyherplaincostumeforthatevening。Mrs。Adamswasvisiblydepressed。
  WhenAlicefinishedhelpinghermotherwiththedishes,shewentoutdoorsandsatuponthestepsofthelittlefrontveranda。Thenight,gentlewithwarmairfromthesouth,surroundedherpleasantly,andtheperpetualsmokewasthinner。Nowthatthefurnacesofdwelling-houseswerenolongerfired,lifeinthatcityhadbeguntobelesslikelifeinarailwaytunnel;peoplewereawareofsummerintheair,andinthethickenedfoliageoftheshade-trees,andinthesky。Starswereunveiledbythepassingofthedensersmokefogs,andto-nighttheycouldbeseenclearly;theylookedwarmandnear。OthergirlssatuponverandasandstoopsinAlice'sstreet,cheerfulasyoungfishermenalongthebanksofastream。
  Alicecouldhearthemfromtimetotime;thinsopranospersistentinlaughterthatfelldismallyuponherears。Shehadsetnolinesornetsherself,andwhatshehadof"expectations,"asWaltercalledthem,werevanished。ForAlicewasexperienced;
  andoneoftheconclusionsshedrewfromherexperiencewasthatwhenamansays,"I'dtakeyouforanythingyouwantedmeto,"hemaymeanitor,hemaynot;but,ifhedoes,hewillnotpostponethefirstopportunitytosaysomethingmore。Littleaffairs,oncebegun,mustbewarmedquickly;foriftheycooltheyaredead。
  ButAlicewasnotthinkingofArthurRussell。Whenshetossedawaythecarnationsshelikewisetossedawayherthoughtsofthatyoungman。Shehadbeenlikeaboywhoseesuponthestreet,somedistancebeforehim,abitofsomethingroundandglittering,apossibledime。Hehopesitisadime,and,untilhecomesnearenoughtomakesure,heplaysthatitisadime。
  Inhismindhehasanadventurewithit:hebuyssomethingdelightful。Ifhepicksitup,discoveringonlysometin-foilwhichhashappeneduponaroundshape,hefeelsasinking。A
  dulnessfallsuponhim。
  SoAlicewasdullwiththelossofanadventure;andwhenthelaughterofothergirlsreachedher,intermittently,shehadnotsprightlinessenoughleftinhertobeenviousoftheirgaiety。
  Besides,theseneighbourswereineligibleevenforherenvy,beingofanothercaste;theycouldneverknowadanceatthePalmers',exceptremotely,throughanewspaper。Theirlaughterwasfortheencouragementofsnappyyoungmenofthestoresandofficesdown-town,clerks,bookkeepers,whatnot——someofthemprobablygraduatesofFrincke'sBusinessCollege。
  Then,assherecalledthatdarkportal,withitsdustystairwaymountingbetweenclosewallstodisappearintheuppershadows,herminddrewbackasfromadoorwaytoPurgatory。Nevertheless,itwasapictureofteninherreverie;andsometimesitcamesuddenly,withoutsequence,intothemidstofherotherthoughts,asifitleapedupamongthemfromalowerdarkness;andwhenitarriveditwantedtostay。Soatraveller,stillroamingtheworldafar,sometimesbroodswithoutapparentreasonuponhisfamilyburiallot:"IwonderifIshallendthere。"
  Theforebodingpassedabruptly,withajerkofherbreath,asthestreet-lamprevealedatallandeasyfigureapproachingfromthenorth,swingingastickintimetoitsstride。ShehadgivenRussellup——andhecame。
  "Whatluckforme!"heexclaimed。"Tofindyoualone!"
  Alicegavehimherhandforaninstant,nototherwisemoving。
  "I'mgladithappenedso,"shesaid。"Let'sstayouthere,shallwe?Doyouthinkit'stooprovincialtositonagirl'sfrontstepswithher?"
  "'Provincial?'Why,it'stheverybestofourinstitutions,"hereturned,takinghisplacebesideher。"Atleast,Ithinksoto-night。"
  "Thanks!Isthatpracticeforothernightssomewhereelse?"
  "No,"helaughed。"Thepracticingallleduptothis。DidI
  cometoosoon?"
  "No,"shereplied,gravely。"Justintime!"
  "I'mgladtobesoaccurate;I'vespenttwoeveningswantingtocome,MissAdams,insteadofdoingwhatIwasdoing。"
  "Whatwasthat?"
  "Dinners。Largeandlongdinners。Yourfellow-citizensareimmenselyhospitabletoanewcomer。"
  "Oh,no,"Alicesaid。"Wedon'tdoitforeverybody。Didn'tyoufindyourselfcharmed?"
  "Onewasamen'sdinner,"heexplained。"Mr。PalmerseemedtothinkIoughttobeshowntotheprincipalbusinessmen。"
  "Whatwastheotherdinner?"
  "MycousinMildredgaveit。"
  "Oh,DIDshe!"Alicesaid,sharply,butsherecoveredherselfinthesameinstant,andlaughed。"Shewantedtoshowyoutotheprincipalbusinesswomen,Isuppose。"
  "Idon'tknow。Atallevents,Ishouldn'tgivemyselfouttobesomuchfetedbyyour'fellow-citizens,'afterall,seeingthesewerebothdonebymyrelatives,thePalmers。However,thereareotherstofollow,I'mafraid。Iwaswondering——Ihopedmaybeyou'dbecomingtosomeofthem。Aren'tyou?"
  "Iratherdoubtit,"Alicesaid,slowly。"Mildred'sdancewasalmosttheonlyeveningI'vegoneoutsincemyfather'sillnessbegan。Heseemedbetterthatday;soIwent。Hewasbettertheotherdaywhenhewantedthosecigars。He'sverymuchupanddown。"Shepaused。"I'dalmostforgottenthatMildredisyourcousin。"
  "Notaverynearone,"heexplained。"Mr。Palmer'sfatherwasmygreat-uncle。"
  "Still,ofcourseyouarerelated。"
  "Yes;thatdistantly。"
  Alicesaidplacidly,"It'squiteanadvantage。"
  Heagreed。"Yes。Itis。"
  "No,"shesaid,inthesameplacidtone。"ImeanforMildred。"
  "Idon'tsee——"
  Shelaughed。"No。Youwouldn't。Imeanit'sanadvantageovertherestofuswhomightliketocompeteforsomeofyourtime;
  andtheworstofitiswecan'taccuseherofbeingunfairaboutit。Wecan'tprovesheshowedanytrickinessinhavingyouforacousin。Whateverelseshemightplantodowithyou,shedidn'tplanthat。Sotherestofusmustjustbearit!"
  "The'restofyou!'"helaughed。"It'sgoingtomeanagreatdealofsuffering!"
  Aliceresumedherplacidtone。"You'restayingatthePalmers',aren'tyou?"
  "No,notnow。I'vetakenanapartment。I'mgoingtolivehere;
  I'mpermanent。Didn'tItellyou?"
  "IthinkI'dheardsomewherethatyouwere,"shesaid。"Doyouthinkyou'lllikelivinghere?"
  "Howcanonetell?"
  "IfIwereinyourplaceIthinkIshouldbeabletotell,Mr。
  Russell。"
  "How?"
  "Why,goodgracious!"shecried。"Haven'tyougotthemostperfectcreatureintownforyour——yourcousin?SHEexpectstomakeyoulikelivinghere,doesn'tshe?Howcouldyoukeepfromlikingit,evenifyoutriednotto,underthecircumstances?"
  "Well,yousee,there'ssuchalotofcircumstances,"heexplained;"I'mnotsureI'lllikegettingbackintoabusinessagain。Isupposemostofthemenofmyageinthecountryhavebeengoingthroughthesameexperience:theWarleftuswithaconsiderablerestlessnessofspirit。"
  "YouwereintheWar?"sheasked,quickly,andasquicklyansweredherself,"Ofcourseyouwere!'
  "Iwasaleft-over;theyonlyletmeoutaboutfourmonthsago,"
  hesaid。"It'squiteashake-uptryingtosettledownagain。"
  "YouwereinFrance,then?"
  "Oh,yes;butIdidn'tgetuptothefrontmuch——onlytwoorthreetimes,andthenjustforadayorso。Iwasinthetransportationservice。"
  "Youwereanofficer,ofcourse。"
  "Yes,"hesaid。"TheyletmeplayIwasamajor。"
  "Iguessedamajor,"shesaid。"You'dalwaysbeprettygrand,ofcourse。"
  Russellwasamused。"Well,yousee,"heinformedher,"asithappened,wehadatleastseveralothermajorsinourarmy。WhywouldIalwaysbesomething'prettygrand?'"
  "You'rerelatedtothePalmers。Don'tyounoticetheyalwaysaffecttheprettygrand?"
  "ThenyouthinkI'monlyoneoftheiraffectations,Itakeit。"
  "Yes,youseemtobethemostsuccessfulonethey'vegot!"Alicesaid,lightly。"Youcertainlydobelongtothem。"Andshelaughedasifatsomethinghiddenfromhim。"Don'tyou?"
  "Butyou'vejustexcusedmeforthat,"heprotested。"Yousaidnobodycouldbeblamedformybeingtheirthirdcousin。Whatacontradictorygirlyouare!"
  Aliceshookherhead。"Let'skeepawayfromthekindofgirlI
  am。"
  "No,"hesaid。"That'sjustwhatIcameheretotalkabout。"
  Sheshookherheadagain。"Let'skeepfirsttothekindofmanyouare。I'mgladyouwereintheWar。"
  "Why?"
  "Oh,Idon'tknow。"Shewasquietamoment,forshewasthinkingthathereshespokethetruth:hisserviceputabouthimalittleglamourthathelpedtopleaseherwithhim。Shehadbeenpleasedwithhimduringtheirwalk;pleasedwithhimonhisownaccount;
  andnowthatpleasurewasgrowingkeener。Shelookedathim,andthoughthelightinwhichshesawhimwaslittlemorethanstarlight,shesawthathewaslookingsteadilyatherwithakindlyandsmilingseriousness。Allatonceitseemedtoherthatthenightairwassweetertobreathe,asifadistantfragranceofnewblossomshadbeenblowntoher。Shesmiledbacktohim,andsaid,"Well,whatkindofmanareyou?"
  "Idon'tknow;I'veoftenwondered,"hereplied。"Whatkindofgirlareyou?"
  "Don'tyouremember?Itoldyoutheotherday。I'mjustme!"
  "Butwhoisthat?"
  "Youforgeteverything;"saidAlice。"YoutoldmewhatkindofagirlIam。Youseemedtothinkyou'dtakenquiteafancytomefromtheveryfirst。"
  "SoIdid,"heagreed,heartily。
  "Buthowquicklyyouforgotit!"
  "Oh,no。IonlywantYOUtosaywhatkindofagirlyouare。"
  Shemockedhim。"'Idon'tknow;I'veoftenwondered!'WhatkindofagirldoesMildredtellyouIam?WhathasshesaidaboutmesinceshetoldyouIwas'aMissAdams?'"
  "Idon'tknow;Ihaven'taskedher。"
  "ThenDON'Taskher,"Alicesaid,quickly。
  "Why?"
  "Becauseshe'ssuchaperfectcreatureandI'msuchanimperfectone。Perfectcreatureshavethemostperfectwayofruiningtheimperfectones。"
  "Butthentheywouldn'tbeperfect。Notifthey——"
  "Oh,yes,theyremainperfectlyperfect,"sheassuredhim。
  "That'sbecausetheynevergointodetails。They'renotsovulgarastocomerightoutandTELLthatyou'vebeeninjailforstealingchickens。Theyjustlookabsent-mindedandsayinalowvoice,'Oh,very;butIscarcelythinkyou'dlikeherparticularly';andthenbegintotalkofsomethingelserightaway。"
  Hissmilehaddisappeared。"Yes,"hesaid,somewhatruefully。
  "ThatdoessoundlikeMildred。Youcertainlydoseemtoknowher!Doyouknoweverybodyaswellasthat?"
  "Notmyself,"Alicesaid。"Idon'tknowmyselfatall。Igottowonderingaboutthat——aboutwhoIwas——theotherdayafteryouwalkedhomewithme。"
  Heutteredanexclamation,andadded,explainingit,"Youdogiveamanachancetobefatuous,though!Asifitwerewalkinghomewithmethatmadeyouwonderaboutyourself!"
  "Itwas,"Aliceinformedhim,coolly。"IwaswonderingwhatI
  wantedtomakeyouthinkofme,incaseIshouldeverhappentoseeyouagain。"
  Thisaudacityappearedtotakehisbreath。"ByGeorge!"hecried。
  "Youmustn'tbeastonished,"shesaid。"WhatIdecidedthenwasthatIwouldprobablyneverdaretobejustmyselfwithyou——notifIcaredtohaveyouwanttoseemeagain——andyethereIam,justbeingmyselfafterall!"
  "YouAREthecheeriestseriesofshocks,"Russellexclaimed,whereuponAliceaddedtotheseries。
  "Tellme:Isitagoodpolicyformetofollowwithyou?"sheasked,andhefoundthemockeryinhervoicedelightful。"Wouldyouadvisemetoofferyoushocksasasortofvacationfromsuavity?"
  "Suavity"wasyetanothersketchofMildred;arecognizableone,oritwouldnothavebeenhumorous。InAlice'shands,sodexterousinthiswork,herstatuesquefriendwasbecomingasridiculousasafinefigureofwaxlefttothemerciesofasatirist。
  Butthelivelyyoungsculptressknewbetterthantooverdo:whatshedidmustappeartospringallfrommirth;soshelaughedasifunwillingly,andsaid,"IMUSTN'TlaughatMildred!Inthefirstplace,she'syour——yourcousin。Andinthesecondplace,she'snotmeanttobefunny;itisn'trighttolaughatreallysplendidpeoplewhotakethemselvesseriously。Inthethirdplace,youwon'tcomeagainifIdo。"
  "Don'tbesureofthat,"Russellsaid,"whateveryoudo。"
  "'WhateverIdo?'"sheechoed。"ThatsoundsasifyouthoughtI
  COULDbeterrific!Becareful;there'sonethingIcoulddothatwouldkeepyouaway。"
  "What'sthat?"
  "Icouldtellyounottocome,"shesaid。"IwonderifIoughtto。"
  "Whydoyouwonderifyou'oughtto?'"
  "Don'tyouguess?"
  "No。"
  "Thenlet'sbothbemysteriestoeachother,"shesuggested。"I
  mystifyyoubecauseIwonder,andyoumystifymebecauseyoudon'tguesswhyIwonder。We'llletitgoatthat,shallwe?"
  "Verywell;solongasit'scertainthatyouDON'Ttellmenottocomeagain。"
  "I'llnottellyouthat——yet,"shesaid。"Infact——"Shepaused,reflecting,withherheadtooneside。"Infact,Iwon'ttellyounottocome,probably,untilIseethat'swhatyouwantmetotellyou。I'llletyououteasily——andI'llbesuretoseeit。Evenbeforeyoudo,perhaps。"
  "Thatarrangementsuitsme,"Russellreturned,andhisvoiceheldnotraceofjocularity:hehadbecomeserious。"Itsuitsmebetterifyou'reenoughinearnesttomeanthatIcancome——oh,notwheneverIwantto;Idon'texpectsomuch!——butifyoumeanthatIcanseeyouprettyoften。"
  "OfcourseI'minearnest,"shesaid。"ButbeforeIsayyoucancome'prettyoften,'I'dliketoknowhowmuchofmytimeyou'dneedifyoudidcome'wheneveryouwantto';andofcourseyouwouldn'tdaremakeanyanswertothatquestionexceptone。
  Wouldn'tyouletmehaveThursdaysout?"
  "No,no,"heprotested。"Iwanttoknow。Willyouletmecomeprettyoften?"
  "Leantowardmealittle,"Alicesaid。"Iwantyoutounderstand。"Andasheobedientlybenthisheadnearhers,sheinclinedtowardhimasiftowhisper;then,inahalf-shout,shecried,"YES!"
  Heclappedhishands。"ByGeorge!"hesaid。"Whatagirlyouare!"
  "Why?"
  "Well,forthefirstreason,becauseyouhavesuchgaietiesasthatone。Ishouldthinkyourfatherwouldactuallylikebeingill,justtobeinthehousewithyouallthetime。"
  "Youmeanbythat,"Aliceinquired,"Ikeepmyfamilycheerfulwithmyamusinglittleways?"
  "Yes。Don'tyou?"
  "Therewereonlyboysinyourfamily,weren'tthere,Mr。
  Russell?"
  "Iwasanonlychild,unfortunately。"
  "Yes,"shesaid。"Iseeyouhadn'tanysisters。"
  Foramomenthepuzzledoverhermeaning,thensawit,andwasmoredelightedwithherthanever。"Icanansweraquestionofyours,now,thatIcouldn'tawhileago。"
  "Yes,Iknow,"shereturned,quietly。
  "Buthowcouldyouknow?"
  "It'sthequestionIaskedyouaboutwhetheryouweregoingtolikelivinghere,"shesaid。"You'reabouttotellmethatnowyouknowyouWILLlikeit。"
  "Moretelepathy!"heexclaimed。"Yes,thatwasit,precisely。I
  supposethesamething'sbeensaidtoyousomanytimesthatyou——"
  "No,ithasn't,"Alicesaid,alittleconfusedforthemoment。
  "Notatall。Imeant——"Shepaused,thenaskedinagentlevoice,"Wouldyoureallyliketoknow?"
  "Yes。"
  "Well,then,Iwasonlyafraidyoudidn'tmeanit。"
  "Seehere,"hesaid。"Ididmeanit。Itoldyouitwasbeingprettydifficultformetosettledowntothingsagain。Well,it'smoredifficultthanyouknow,butIthinkIcanpullthroughinfairspiritsifIcanseeagirllikeyou'prettyoften。'"
  "Allright,"shesaid,inabusiness-liketone。"I'vetoldyouthatyoucanifyouwantto。"
  "Idowantto,"heassuredher。"Ido,indeed!"
  "Howoftenis'prettyoften,'Mr。Russell?"
  "Wouldyouwalkwithmesometimes?To-morrow?"
  "Sometimes。Notto-morrow。Thedayafter。"
  "That'ssplendid!"hesaid。"You'llwalkwithmedayafterto-morrow,andthenightafterthatI'llseeyouatMissLamb'sdance,won'tI?"
  ButthisfellratherchillinglyuponAlice。"MissLamb'sdance?
  WhichMissLamb?"sheasked。
  "Idon'tknow——it'stheonethat'sjustcomingoutofmourning。"
  "Oh,Henrietta——yes。Isherdancesosoon?I'dforgotten。"
  "You'llbethere,won'tyou?"heasked。"Pleasesayyou'regoing。"
  Alicedidnotrespondatonce,andheurgedheragain:"Pleasedopromiseyou'llbethere。"
  "No,Ican'tpromiseanything,"shesaid,slowly。"Yousee,foronething,papamightnotbewellenough。"
  "Butifheis?"saidRussell。"Ifheisyou'llsurelycome,won'tyou?Or,perhaps——"Hehesitated,thenwentonquickly,"Idon'tknowtherulesinthisplaceyet,anddifferentplaceshavedifferentrules;butdoyouhavetohaveachaperone,ordon'tgirlsjustgotodanceswiththemensometimes?Iftheydo,wouldyou——wouldyouletmetakeyou?"
  Alicewasstartled。"Goodgracious!"
  "What'sthematter?"
  "Don'tyouthinkyourrelatives——Aren'tyouexpectedtogowithMildred——andMrs。Palmer?"
  "Notnecessarily。Itdoesn'tmatterwhatImightbeexpectedtodo,"hesaid。"Willyougowithme?"
  "I——No;Icouldn't。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Ican't。I'mnotgoing。"
  "Butwhy?"
  "Papa'snotreallyanybetter,"Alicesaid,huskily。"I'mtooworriedabouthimtogotoadance。"Hervoicesoundedemotional,genuinelyenough;therewassomethingalmostlikeasobinit。"Let'stalkofotherthings,please。"
  Heacquiescedgently;butMrs。Adams,whohadbeenlisteningtotheconversationattheopenwindow,justoverhead,didnothearhim。ShehadcorrectlyinterpretedthesobinAlice'svoice,and,tremblingwithsuddenanger,sherosefromherknees,andwentfiercelytoherhusband'sroom。