ThefineoldgentlemanrevealedwhensheopenedthedoorwasprobablythelastgreatmerchantinAmericatowearthechinbeard。Whiteaswhitefrost,itwastrimmedshortwithexquisiteprecision,whilehisupperlipandthelowerexpansesofhischeekswerecleanandrosyfromfreshshaving。Withthistrimwhitechinbeard,thewhitewaistcoat,thewhitetie,thesuitoffinegraycloth,thebroadandbrilliantlypolishedblackshoes,andthewide-brimmedgrayfelthat,herewasamanwhohadfoundhisstyleintheseventiesofthelastcentury,andthenceforthkeptit。Filesofoldmagazinesofthatperiodmightshowhim,inwoodcut,as,"TypeofBostonMerchant";Nastmighthavedrawnhimasanhoneststatesman。Hewaseighty,haleandsturdy,notaged;andhisquickblueeyes,stillunflecked,andasbriskasaboy's,saweverything。
"Well,well,well!"hesaid,heartily。"Youhaven'tlostanyofyourgoodlookssincelastweek,Isee,MissAlice,soIguessI'mtotakeityouhaven'tbeenworryingoveryourdaddy。Theyoungfeller'sgettingalongallright,ishe?"
"He'smuchbetter;he'ssittingup,Mr。Lamb。Won'tyoucomein?"
"Well,Idon'tknowbutImight。"Heturnedtocalltowardtwindisksoflightatthecurb,"Beoutinaminute,Billy";andthesilhouetteofachauffeurstandingbesideacarcouldbeseentosaluteinresponse,astheoldgentlemansteppedintothehall。
"Youdon'tsupposeyourdaddy'sreceivingcallersyet,ishe?"
"He'sagooddealstrongerthanhewaswhenyouwereherelastweek,butI'mafraidhe'snotverypresentable,though。"
"'Presentable?'"Theoldmanechoedherjovially。"Pshaw!I'veseenlotsofsickfolks。_I_knowwhattheylooklikeandhowtheylovetokindofnestinamongapileofoldblanketsandwrappers。Don'tyouworryaboutTHAT,MissAlice,ifyouthinkhe'dliketoseeme。"
"Ofcoursehewould——if——"Alicehesitated;thensaidquickly,"
Ofcoursehe'dlovetoseeyouandhe'squiteableto,ifyoucaretocomeup。"
Sheranupthestairsaheadofhim,andhadtimetosnatchthecrochetedwrapfromherfather'sshoulders。Swathedasusual,hewassittingbesideatable,readingtheeveningpaper;butwhenhisemployerappearedinthedoorwayhehalfroseasiftocomeforwardingreeting。
"Sitstill!"theoldgentlemanshouted。"Whatdoyoumean?
Don'tyouknowyou'reweakasacat?D'youthinkamancanbesickaslongasyouhaveandNOTbeweakasacat?WhatyoutryingtodothepolitewithMEfor?"
Adamsgratefullyprotractedthehandshakethataccompaniedtheseinquiries。"Thisiscertainlymightyfineofyou,Mr。Lamb,"hesaid。"IguessAlicehastoldyouhowmuchourwholefamilyappreciateyourcomingheresoregularlytoseehowthisoldbago'boneswasgettingalong。Haven'tyou,Alice?"
"Yes,papa,"shesaid;andturnedtogoout,butLambcheckedher。
"Stayrighthere,MissAlice;I'mnotevengoingtositdown。I
knowhowitupsetssickfolkswhenpeopleoutsidethefamilycomeinforthefirsttime。"
"Youdon'tupsetme,"Adamssaid。"I'llfeelalotbetterforgettingaglimpseofyou,Mr。Lamb。"
Thevisitor'slaughwashusky,butheartyandre-assuring,likehisvoiceinspeaking。"That'sthewayallmyboysblarneyme,MissAlice,"hesaid。"TheythinkI'llmaketheworklighteron'emiftheycangetmekindofflatteredup。Youjusttellyourdaddyit'snouse;hedoesn'tgetonMYsoftside,pretendinghelikestoseemeevenwhenhe'ssick。"
"Oh,I'mnotsosickanymore,"Adamssaid。"Iexpecttobebackinmyplacetendaysfromnowatthelongest。"
"Well,now,don'thurryit,Virgil;don'thurryit。Youtakeyourtime;takeyourtime。"
ThisbroughttoAdams'slipsafeeblesmilenotlackinginakindofvanity,asfeeble。"Why?"heasked。"Isupposeyouthinkmydepartmentrunsitselfdownthere,doyou?"
Hisemployer'sresponsewasanotherhuskylaugh。"Well,well,well!"hecried,andpattedAdams'sshoulderwithastrongpinkhand。"Listentothisyoungfeller,MissAlice,willyou!Hethinkswecan'tgetalongwithouthimaminute!Yes,sir,thisdaddyofyoursbelievesthewholeworks'lljusttakeandrundownifheisn'ttheretokeep'emwoundup。Ialwayssuspectedhethoughtagooddealofhimself,andnowIknowhedoes!"
Adamslookedtroubled。"Well,Idon'tliketofeelthatmysalary'sgoingonwithmenotearningit。"
"Listentohim,MissAlice!Wouldn'tyouthink,now,he'dletmebetheonetoworryaboutthat?Why,onmyword。ifyourdaddyhadhisway,_I_wouldn'tbeanywhere。He'dtakeallmyworryingandeverythingelseoffmyshouldersandshovemerightoutofLambandCompany!Hewould!"
"ItseemstomeI'vebeensoldieringonyouaprettylongwhile,Mr。Lamb,"theconvalescentsaid,querulously。"Idon'tfeelrightaboutit;butI'llbebackintendays。You'llsee。"
Theoldmantookhishandinparting。"Allright;we'llsee,Virgil。Ofcoursewedoneedyou,seriouslyspeaking;butwedon'tneedyousobadwe'llletyoucomedowntherebeforeyou'refullyfitandable。"Hewenttothedoor。"Youhear,MissAlice?That'swhatIwantedtomaketheoldfellerunderstand,andwhatIwantyoutokindofenforceonhim。Theoldplaceistherewaitingforhim,andit'dwaittenyearsifittookhimthatlongtogetgoodandwell。Youseethatheremembersit,MissAlice!"
Shewentdownthestairswithhim,andhecontinuedtoimpressthisuponheruntilhehadgoneoutofthefrontdoor。Andevenafterthat,thehuskyvoicecalledbackfromthedarkness,ashewenttohiscar,"Don'tforget,MissAlice;lethimtakehisowntime。Wealwayswanthim,butwewanthimtogetgoodandwellfirst。Good-night,good-night,younglady!"
Whensheclosedthedoorhermothercamefromthefartherendofthe"living-room,"wheretherewasnolight;andAliceturnedtoher。
"Ican'thelplikingthatoldman,mama,"shesaid。"Healwayssoundsso——well,sosolidandhonestandfriendly!Idolikehim。"
ButMrs。Adamsfailedinsympathyuponthispoint。"Hedidn'tsayanythingaboutraisingyourfather'ssalary,didhe?"sheasked,dryly。
"No。"
"No。Ithoughtnot。"
Shewouldhavesaidmore,butAlice,indisposedtolisten,begantowhistle,ranupthestairs,andwenttositwithherfather。
Shefoundhimbright-eyedwiththeexcitementafirstcallerbringsintoaslowconvalescence:hischeeksshowedactualhintsofcolour;andhewassmilingtremulouslyashefilledandlithispipe。Shebroughtthecrochetedscarfandputitabouthisshouldersagain,thentookachairnearhim。
"IbelieveseeingMr。Lambdiddoyougood。papa,"shesaid。
"Isortofthoughtitmight,andthat'swhyIlethimcomeup。
Youreallylookalittlelikeyouroldselfagain。"
Adamsexhaledabreathy"Ha!"withthesmokefromhispipeashewavedthematchtoextinguishit。"That'sfine,"hesaid。"ThesmokeIhadbeforedinnerdidn'ttastethewayitusedto,andI
kindofwonderedifI'dlostmylikingfortobacco,butthisoneseemstobeallright。YoubetitdidmegoodtoseeJ。A。
Lamb!He'sthebiggestmanthat'severlivedinthistownoreverwilllivehere;andyoucantakealltheGovernorsandSenatorsoranythingthey'veraisedhere,andput'eminapotwithhim,andtheywon'tcomeoutone-two-threealongsideo'him!
Andtothinkasbigamanasthat,withallhisinterestsandeverythinghe'sgotonhismind——tothinkhe'dneverletanythingpreventhimfromcominghereonceeveryweektoaskhowIwasgettingalong,andthenwalkrightupstairsandkindofCALLonme,asitwerewell,itmakesmesortoffeelasifIwasn'tsomuchofanobody,sotospeak,asyourmotherseemstoliketomakeoutsometimes。"
"Howfoolish,papa!OfCOURSEyou'renot'anobody。'"
Adamschuckledfaintlyuponhispipe-stem,whatvanityhehadseemingtobefurtherstimulatedbyhisdaughter'sapplause。"I
guesstherearen'tawholelotofpeopleinthistownthatcouldclaimJ。A。showedthatmuchinterestin'em,"hesaid。"OfcourseIdon'tsetuptobelieveit'sallbecauseofmerit,oranythinglikethat。He'ddothesameforanybodyelsethat'dbeenwiththecompanyaslongasIhave,butstillitIS
somethingtobewiththecompanythatlongandhavehimshowheappreciatesit。"
"Yes,indeed,itis,papa。"
"Yes,sir,"Adamssaid,reflectively。"Yes,sir,Iguessthat'sso。Andbesides,itallgoestoshowthekindofamanheis。
Simonpure,that'swhatthatmanis,Alice。Simonpure!There'sneverbeenanybodyworkforhimthatdidn'trespecthimmorethantheydidanyothermanintheworld,Iguess。Andwhenyouworkforhimyouknowherespectsyou,too。RightfromthestartyougetthefeelingthatJ。A。putsabsoluteconfidenceinyou;andthat'smightystimulating:itmakesyouwanttoshowhimhehasn'tmisplacedit。There'sgreatbigmoralvaluestothewayamanlikehimgetsyoutofeelingaboutyourrelationswiththebusiness:itain'talljustdollarsandcents——notbyanymeans!"
Hewassilentforatime,thenreturnedwithincreasingenthusiasmtothistheme,andAlicewasgladtoseesomuchrenewaloflifeinhim;hehadnotspokenwithalikecheerfulvigoursincebeforehisillness。Thevisitofhisidolizedgreatmanhadindeedbeengoodforhim,puttingnewspiritintohim;
andlivelinessofthebodyfollowedthatofthespirit。Hisimprovementcarriedoverthenight:hesleptwellandawokelate,declaringthathewas"prettynearawellmanandreadyforbusinessrightnow。"Moreover,havingsleptagainintheafternoon,hedressedandwentdowntodinner,leaningbutlightlyonAlice,whoconductedhim。
"My!butyouandyourmotherhavebeenatitwithyourscrubbinganddusting!"hesaid,astheycamethroughthe"living-room。"
"Idon'tknowIeverdidseethehousesospickandspanbefore!"
Hisglancefelluponafewcarnationsinavase,andhechuckledadmiringly。"Flowers,too!SoTHAT'Swhatyoucoaxedthatdollarandahalfouto'mefor,thismorning!"
Otherembellishmentsbroughtforthhiscommentwhenhehadtakenhisoldseatattheheadofthesmalldinner-table。"Why,I
declare,Alice!"heexclaimed。"Ibeensobusylookingatallthespick-and-spanishnessafterthehouse-cleaning,andtheflowersoutintheparlour——'living-room'Isupposeyouwantmetocallit,ifIjustGOTtobefashionable——Ibeensobusystudyingoverallthisso-and-so,IdeclareInevernoticedYOU
tillthisminute!My,butyouAREalldressedup!What'sgoin'
on?What'sitabout:yousoalldressedup,andflowersintheparlourandeverything?"
"Don'tyousee,papa?It'sinhonourofyourcomingdownstairsagain,ofcourse。"
"Oh,sothat'sit,"hesaid。"Ineverwould'a'thoughtofthat,Iguess。"
ButWalterlookedsidelongathisfather,andgaveforthhisslyandknowinglaugh。"NeitherwouldI!"hesaid。
Adamsliftedhiseyebrowsjocosely。"You'rejealous,areyou,sonny?Youdon'twanttheoldmantothinkouryounglady'dmakesomuchfussoverhim,doyou?"
"Goonthinkin'it'soveryou,"Walterretorted,amused。"Goonandthinkit。It'lldoyougood。"
"OfcourseI'llthinkit,"Adamssaid。"Itisn'tanybody'sbirthday。Certainlythedecorationsareonaccountofmecomingdownstairs。Didn'tyouhearAlicesayso?"
"Sure,Iheardhersayso。"
"Well,then——"
Walterinterruptedhimwithalittlemusic。LookingshrewdlyatAlice,hesang:
"Iwaswalkin'outonMondaywithmysweetthing。
She'smyneatthing,Mysweetthing:
I'llgoroundonTuesdaynighttoseeher。
Oh,howwe'llspoon——"
"Walter!"hismothercried。"WHEREdoyoulearnsuchvulgarsongs?"However,sheseemednotgreatlydispleasedwithhim,andlaughedasshespoke。
"Sothat'sit,Alice!"saidAdams。"Playingthehypocritewithyouroldman,areyou?It'ssomenewbeau,isit?"
"Ionlywishitwere,"shesaid,calmly。"No。It'sjustwhatI
said:it'sallforyou。dear。"
"Don'tletherconyou,"Walteradvisedhisfather。"She'sgotexpectations。Youhangarounddownstairsawhileafterdinnerandyou'llsee。"
Buttheprophecyfailed,thoughAdamswenttohisownroomwithoutwaitingtotestit。Noonecame。
Alicestayedinthe"living-room"untilhalf-pastnine,whenshewentslowlyupstairs。Hermother,almosttearful,metheratthetop,andwhispered,"Youmustn'tmind,dearie。"
"Mustn'tmindwhat?"Aliceasked,andthen,asshewentonherway,laughedscornfully。"Whatutternonsense!"shesaid。
Nextdayshecutthestemsoftheratherscantshowofcarnationsandrefreshedthemwithnewwater。Atdinner,herfather,stillinhighspirits,observedthatshehadagain"dressedup"inhonourofhisseconddescentofthestairs;andWalterrepeatedhisfragmentofobjectionablesong;butthesejocularitieswererenderedpointlessbytheeventlesseveningthatfollowed;andinthemorningthecarnationsbegantoappeartarnishedandflaccid。
Alicegavethemalonglook,thenthrewthemaway;andneitherWalternorherfatherwasinspiredtoanyrallyingbyherplaincostumeforthatevening。Mrs。Adamswasvisiblydepressed。
WhenAlicefinishedhelpinghermotherwiththedishes,shewentoutdoorsandsatuponthestepsofthelittlefrontveranda。Thenight,gentlewithwarmairfromthesouth,surroundedherpleasantly,andtheperpetualsmokewasthinner。Nowthatthefurnacesofdwelling-houseswerenolongerfired,lifeinthatcityhadbeguntobelesslikelifeinarailwaytunnel;peoplewereawareofsummerintheair,andinthethickenedfoliageoftheshade-trees,andinthesky。Starswereunveiledbythepassingofthedensersmokefogs,andto-nighttheycouldbeseenclearly;theylookedwarmandnear。OthergirlssatuponverandasandstoopsinAlice'sstreet,cheerfulasyoungfishermenalongthebanksofastream。
Alicecouldhearthemfromtimetotime;thinsopranospersistentinlaughterthatfelldismallyuponherears。Shehadsetnolinesornetsherself,andwhatshehadof"expectations,"asWaltercalledthem,werevanished。ForAlicewasexperienced;
andoneoftheconclusionsshedrewfromherexperiencewasthatwhenamansays,"I'dtakeyouforanythingyouwantedmeto,"hemaymeanitor,hemaynot;but,ifhedoes,hewillnotpostponethefirstopportunitytosaysomethingmore。Littleaffairs,oncebegun,mustbewarmedquickly;foriftheycooltheyaredead。
ButAlicewasnotthinkingofArthurRussell。Whenshetossedawaythecarnationsshelikewisetossedawayherthoughtsofthatyoungman。Shehadbeenlikeaboywhoseesuponthestreet,somedistancebeforehim,abitofsomethingroundandglittering,apossibledime。Hehopesitisadime,and,untilhecomesnearenoughtomakesure,heplaysthatitisadime。
Inhismindhehasanadventurewithit:hebuyssomethingdelightful。Ifhepicksitup,discoveringonlysometin-foilwhichhashappeneduponaroundshape,hefeelsasinking。A
dulnessfallsuponhim。
SoAlicewasdullwiththelossofanadventure;andwhenthelaughterofothergirlsreachedher,intermittently,shehadnotsprightlinessenoughleftinhertobeenviousoftheirgaiety。
Besides,theseneighbourswereineligibleevenforherenvy,beingofanothercaste;theycouldneverknowadanceatthePalmers',exceptremotely,throughanewspaper。Theirlaughterwasfortheencouragementofsnappyyoungmenofthestoresandofficesdown-town,clerks,bookkeepers,whatnot——someofthemprobablygraduatesofFrincke'sBusinessCollege。
Then,assherecalledthatdarkportal,withitsdustystairwaymountingbetweenclosewallstodisappearintheuppershadows,herminddrewbackasfromadoorwaytoPurgatory。Nevertheless,itwasapictureofteninherreverie;andsometimesitcamesuddenly,withoutsequence,intothemidstofherotherthoughts,asifitleapedupamongthemfromalowerdarkness;andwhenitarriveditwantedtostay。Soatraveller,stillroamingtheworldafar,sometimesbroodswithoutapparentreasonuponhisfamilyburiallot:"IwonderifIshallendthere。"
Theforebodingpassedabruptly,withajerkofherbreath,asthestreet-lamprevealedatallandeasyfigureapproachingfromthenorth,swingingastickintimetoitsstride。ShehadgivenRussellup——andhecame。
"Whatluckforme!"heexclaimed。"Tofindyoualone!"
Alicegavehimherhandforaninstant,nototherwisemoving。
"I'mgladithappenedso,"shesaid。"Let'sstayouthere,shallwe?Doyouthinkit'stooprovincialtositonagirl'sfrontstepswithher?"
"'Provincial?'Why,it'stheverybestofourinstitutions,"hereturned,takinghisplacebesideher。"Atleast,Ithinksoto-night。"
"Thanks!Isthatpracticeforothernightssomewhereelse?"
"No,"helaughed。"Thepracticingallleduptothis。DidI
cometoosoon?"
"No,"shereplied,gravely。"Justintime!"
"I'mgladtobesoaccurate;I'vespenttwoeveningswantingtocome,MissAdams,insteadofdoingwhatIwasdoing。"
"Whatwasthat?"
"Dinners。Largeandlongdinners。Yourfellow-citizensareimmenselyhospitabletoanewcomer。"
"Oh,no,"Alicesaid。"Wedon'tdoitforeverybody。Didn'tyoufindyourselfcharmed?"
"Onewasamen'sdinner,"heexplained。"Mr。PalmerseemedtothinkIoughttobeshowntotheprincipalbusinessmen。"
"Whatwastheotherdinner?"
"MycousinMildredgaveit。"
"Oh,DIDshe!"Alicesaid,sharply,butsherecoveredherselfinthesameinstant,andlaughed。"Shewantedtoshowyoutotheprincipalbusinesswomen,Isuppose。"
"Idon'tknow。Atallevents,Ishouldn'tgivemyselfouttobesomuchfetedbyyour'fellow-citizens,'afterall,seeingthesewerebothdonebymyrelatives,thePalmers。However,thereareotherstofollow,I'mafraid。Iwaswondering——Ihopedmaybeyou'dbecomingtosomeofthem。Aren'tyou?"
"Iratherdoubtit,"Alicesaid,slowly。"Mildred'sdancewasalmosttheonlyeveningI'vegoneoutsincemyfather'sillnessbegan。Heseemedbetterthatday;soIwent。Hewasbettertheotherdaywhenhewantedthosecigars。He'sverymuchupanddown。"Shepaused。"I'dalmostforgottenthatMildredisyourcousin。"
"Notaverynearone,"heexplained。"Mr。Palmer'sfatherwasmygreat-uncle。"
"Still,ofcourseyouarerelated。"
"Yes;thatdistantly。"
Alicesaidplacidly,"It'squiteanadvantage。"
Heagreed。"Yes。Itis。"
"No,"shesaid,inthesameplacidtone。"ImeanforMildred。"
"Idon'tsee——"
Shelaughed。"No。Youwouldn't。Imeanit'sanadvantageovertherestofuswhomightliketocompeteforsomeofyourtime;
andtheworstofitiswecan'taccuseherofbeingunfairaboutit。Wecan'tprovesheshowedanytrickinessinhavingyouforacousin。Whateverelseshemightplantodowithyou,shedidn'tplanthat。Sotherestofusmustjustbearit!"
"The'restofyou!'"helaughed。"It'sgoingtomeanagreatdealofsuffering!"
Aliceresumedherplacidtone。"You'restayingatthePalmers',aren'tyou?"
"No,notnow。I'vetakenanapartment。I'mgoingtolivehere;
I'mpermanent。Didn'tItellyou?"
"IthinkI'dheardsomewherethatyouwere,"shesaid。"Doyouthinkyou'lllikelivinghere?"
"Howcanonetell?"
"IfIwereinyourplaceIthinkIshouldbeabletotell,Mr。
Russell。"
"How?"
"Why,goodgracious!"shecried。"Haven'tyougotthemostperfectcreatureintownforyour——yourcousin?SHEexpectstomakeyoulikelivinghere,doesn'tshe?Howcouldyoukeepfromlikingit,evenifyoutriednotto,underthecircumstances?"
"Well,yousee,there'ssuchalotofcircumstances,"heexplained;"I'mnotsureI'lllikegettingbackintoabusinessagain。Isupposemostofthemenofmyageinthecountryhavebeengoingthroughthesameexperience:theWarleftuswithaconsiderablerestlessnessofspirit。"
"YouwereintheWar?"sheasked,quickly,andasquicklyansweredherself,"Ofcourseyouwere!'
"Iwasaleft-over;theyonlyletmeoutaboutfourmonthsago,"
hesaid。"It'squiteashake-uptryingtosettledownagain。"
"YouwereinFrance,then?"
"Oh,yes;butIdidn'tgetuptothefrontmuch——onlytwoorthreetimes,andthenjustforadayorso。Iwasinthetransportationservice。"
"Youwereanofficer,ofcourse。"
"Yes,"hesaid。"TheyletmeplayIwasamajor。"
"Iguessedamajor,"shesaid。"You'dalwaysbeprettygrand,ofcourse。"
Russellwasamused。"Well,yousee,"heinformedher,"asithappened,wehadatleastseveralothermajorsinourarmy。WhywouldIalwaysbesomething'prettygrand?'"
"You'rerelatedtothePalmers。Don'tyounoticetheyalwaysaffecttheprettygrand?"
"ThenyouthinkI'monlyoneoftheiraffectations,Itakeit。"
"Yes,youseemtobethemostsuccessfulonethey'vegot!"Alicesaid,lightly。"Youcertainlydobelongtothem。"Andshelaughedasifatsomethinghiddenfromhim。"Don'tyou?"
"Butyou'vejustexcusedmeforthat,"heprotested。"Yousaidnobodycouldbeblamedformybeingtheirthirdcousin。Whatacontradictorygirlyouare!"
Aliceshookherhead。"Let'skeepawayfromthekindofgirlI
am。"
"No,"hesaid。"That'sjustwhatIcameheretotalkabout。"
Sheshookherheadagain。"Let'skeepfirsttothekindofmanyouare。I'mgladyouwereintheWar。"
"Why?"
"Oh,Idon'tknow。"Shewasquietamoment,forshewasthinkingthathereshespokethetruth:hisserviceputabouthimalittleglamourthathelpedtopleaseherwithhim。Shehadbeenpleasedwithhimduringtheirwalk;pleasedwithhimonhisownaccount;
andnowthatpleasurewasgrowingkeener。Shelookedathim,andthoughthelightinwhichshesawhimwaslittlemorethanstarlight,shesawthathewaslookingsteadilyatherwithakindlyandsmilingseriousness。Allatonceitseemedtoherthatthenightairwassweetertobreathe,asifadistantfragranceofnewblossomshadbeenblowntoher。Shesmiledbacktohim,andsaid,"Well,whatkindofmanareyou?"
"Idon'tknow;I'veoftenwondered,"hereplied。"Whatkindofgirlareyou?"
"Don'tyouremember?Itoldyoutheotherday。I'mjustme!"
"Butwhoisthat?"
"Youforgeteverything;"saidAlice。"YoutoldmewhatkindofagirlIam。Youseemedtothinkyou'dtakenquiteafancytomefromtheveryfirst。"
"SoIdid,"heagreed,heartily。
"Buthowquicklyyouforgotit!"
"Oh,no。IonlywantYOUtosaywhatkindofagirlyouare。"
Shemockedhim。"'Idon'tknow;I'veoftenwondered!'WhatkindofagirldoesMildredtellyouIam?WhathasshesaidaboutmesinceshetoldyouIwas'aMissAdams?'"
"Idon'tknow;Ihaven'taskedher。"
"ThenDON'Taskher,"Alicesaid,quickly。
"Why?"
"Becauseshe'ssuchaperfectcreatureandI'msuchanimperfectone。Perfectcreatureshavethemostperfectwayofruiningtheimperfectones。"
"Butthentheywouldn'tbeperfect。Notifthey——"
"Oh,yes,theyremainperfectlyperfect,"sheassuredhim。
"That'sbecausetheynevergointodetails。They'renotsovulgarastocomerightoutandTELLthatyou'vebeeninjailforstealingchickens。Theyjustlookabsent-mindedandsayinalowvoice,'Oh,very;butIscarcelythinkyou'dlikeherparticularly';andthenbegintotalkofsomethingelserightaway。"
Hissmilehaddisappeared。"Yes,"hesaid,somewhatruefully。
"ThatdoessoundlikeMildred。Youcertainlydoseemtoknowher!Doyouknoweverybodyaswellasthat?"
"Notmyself,"Alicesaid。"Idon'tknowmyselfatall。Igottowonderingaboutthat——aboutwhoIwas——theotherdayafteryouwalkedhomewithme。"
Heutteredanexclamation,andadded,explainingit,"Youdogiveamanachancetobefatuous,though!Asifitwerewalkinghomewithmethatmadeyouwonderaboutyourself!"
"Itwas,"Aliceinformedhim,coolly。"IwaswonderingwhatI
wantedtomakeyouthinkofme,incaseIshouldeverhappentoseeyouagain。"
Thisaudacityappearedtotakehisbreath。"ByGeorge!"hecried。
"Youmustn'tbeastonished,"shesaid。"WhatIdecidedthenwasthatIwouldprobablyneverdaretobejustmyselfwithyou——notifIcaredtohaveyouwanttoseemeagain——andyethereIam,justbeingmyselfafterall!"
"YouAREthecheeriestseriesofshocks,"Russellexclaimed,whereuponAliceaddedtotheseries。
"Tellme:Isitagoodpolicyformetofollowwithyou?"sheasked,andhefoundthemockeryinhervoicedelightful。"Wouldyouadvisemetoofferyoushocksasasortofvacationfromsuavity?"
"Suavity"wasyetanothersketchofMildred;arecognizableone,oritwouldnothavebeenhumorous。InAlice'shands,sodexterousinthiswork,herstatuesquefriendwasbecomingasridiculousasafinefigureofwaxlefttothemerciesofasatirist。
Butthelivelyyoungsculptressknewbetterthantooverdo:whatshedidmustappeartospringallfrommirth;soshelaughedasifunwillingly,andsaid,"IMUSTN'TlaughatMildred!Inthefirstplace,she'syour——yourcousin。Andinthesecondplace,she'snotmeanttobefunny;itisn'trighttolaughatreallysplendidpeoplewhotakethemselvesseriously。Inthethirdplace,youwon'tcomeagainifIdo。"
"Don'tbesureofthat,"Russellsaid,"whateveryoudo。"
"'WhateverIdo?'"sheechoed。"ThatsoundsasifyouthoughtI
COULDbeterrific!Becareful;there'sonethingIcoulddothatwouldkeepyouaway。"
"What'sthat?"
"Icouldtellyounottocome,"shesaid。"IwonderifIoughtto。"
"Whydoyouwonderifyou'oughtto?'"
"Don'tyouguess?"
"No。"
"Thenlet'sbothbemysteriestoeachother,"shesuggested。"I
mystifyyoubecauseIwonder,andyoumystifymebecauseyoudon'tguesswhyIwonder。We'llletitgoatthat,shallwe?"
"Verywell;solongasit'scertainthatyouDON'Ttellmenottocomeagain。"
"I'llnottellyouthat——yet,"shesaid。"Infact——"Shepaused,reflecting,withherheadtooneside。"Infact,Iwon'ttellyounottocome,probably,untilIseethat'swhatyouwantmetotellyou。I'llletyououteasily——andI'llbesuretoseeit。Evenbeforeyoudo,perhaps。"
"Thatarrangementsuitsme,"Russellreturned,andhisvoiceheldnotraceofjocularity:hehadbecomeserious。"Itsuitsmebetterifyou'reenoughinearnesttomeanthatIcancome——oh,notwheneverIwantto;Idon'texpectsomuch!——butifyoumeanthatIcanseeyouprettyoften。"
"OfcourseI'minearnest,"shesaid。"ButbeforeIsayyoucancome'prettyoften,'I'dliketoknowhowmuchofmytimeyou'dneedifyoudidcome'wheneveryouwantto';andofcourseyouwouldn'tdaremakeanyanswertothatquestionexceptone。
Wouldn'tyouletmehaveThursdaysout?"
"No,no,"heprotested。"Iwanttoknow。Willyouletmecomeprettyoften?"
"Leantowardmealittle,"Alicesaid。"Iwantyoutounderstand。"Andasheobedientlybenthisheadnearhers,sheinclinedtowardhimasiftowhisper;then,inahalf-shout,shecried,"YES!"
Heclappedhishands。"ByGeorge!"hesaid。"Whatagirlyouare!"
"Why?"
"Well,forthefirstreason,becauseyouhavesuchgaietiesasthatone。Ishouldthinkyourfatherwouldactuallylikebeingill,justtobeinthehousewithyouallthetime。"
"Youmeanbythat,"Aliceinquired,"Ikeepmyfamilycheerfulwithmyamusinglittleways?"
"Yes。Don'tyou?"
"Therewereonlyboysinyourfamily,weren'tthere,Mr。
Russell?"
"Iwasanonlychild,unfortunately。"
"Yes,"shesaid。"Iseeyouhadn'tanysisters。"
Foramomenthepuzzledoverhermeaning,thensawit,andwasmoredelightedwithherthanever。"Icanansweraquestionofyours,now,thatIcouldn'tawhileago。"
"Yes,Iknow,"shereturned,quietly。
"Buthowcouldyouknow?"
"It'sthequestionIaskedyouaboutwhetheryouweregoingtolikelivinghere,"shesaid。"You'reabouttotellmethatnowyouknowyouWILLlikeit。"
"Moretelepathy!"heexclaimed。"Yes,thatwasit,precisely。I
supposethesamething'sbeensaidtoyousomanytimesthatyou——"
"No,ithasn't,"Alicesaid,alittleconfusedforthemoment。
"Notatall。Imeant——"Shepaused,thenaskedinagentlevoice,"Wouldyoureallyliketoknow?"
"Yes。"
"Well,then,Iwasonlyafraidyoudidn'tmeanit。"
"Seehere,"hesaid。"Ididmeanit。Itoldyouitwasbeingprettydifficultformetosettledowntothingsagain。Well,it'smoredifficultthanyouknow,butIthinkIcanpullthroughinfairspiritsifIcanseeagirllikeyou'prettyoften。'"
"Allright,"shesaid,inabusiness-liketone。"I'vetoldyouthatyoucanifyouwantto。"
"Idowantto,"heassuredher。"Ido,indeed!"
"Howoftenis'prettyoften,'Mr。Russell?"
"Wouldyouwalkwithmesometimes?To-morrow?"
"Sometimes。Notto-morrow。Thedayafter。"
"That'ssplendid!"hesaid。"You'llwalkwithmedayafterto-morrow,andthenightafterthatI'llseeyouatMissLamb'sdance,won'tI?"
ButthisfellratherchillinglyuponAlice。"MissLamb'sdance?
WhichMissLamb?"sheasked。
"Idon'tknow——it'stheonethat'sjustcomingoutofmourning。"
"Oh,Henrietta——yes。Isherdancesosoon?I'dforgotten。"
"You'llbethere,won'tyou?"heasked。"Pleasesayyou'regoing。"
Alicedidnotrespondatonce,andheurgedheragain:"Pleasedopromiseyou'llbethere。"
"No,Ican'tpromiseanything,"shesaid,slowly。"Yousee,foronething,papamightnotbewellenough。"
"Butifheis?"saidRussell。"Ifheisyou'llsurelycome,won'tyou?Or,perhaps——"Hehesitated,thenwentonquickly,"Idon'tknowtherulesinthisplaceyet,anddifferentplaceshavedifferentrules;butdoyouhavetohaveachaperone,ordon'tgirlsjustgotodanceswiththemensometimes?Iftheydo,wouldyou——wouldyouletmetakeyou?"
Alicewasstartled。"Goodgracious!"
"What'sthematter?"
"Don'tyouthinkyourrelatives——Aren'tyouexpectedtogowithMildred——andMrs。Palmer?"
"Notnecessarily。Itdoesn'tmatterwhatImightbeexpectedtodo,"hesaid。"Willyougowithme?"
"I——No;Icouldn't。"
"Whynot?"
"Ican't。I'mnotgoing。"
"Butwhy?"
"Papa'snotreallyanybetter,"Alicesaid,huskily。"I'mtooworriedabouthimtogotoadance。"Hervoicesoundedemotional,genuinelyenough;therewassomethingalmostlikeasobinit。"Let'stalkofotherthings,please。"
Heacquiescedgently;butMrs。Adams,whohadbeenlisteningtotheconversationattheopenwindow,justoverhead,didnothearhim。ShehadcorrectlyinterpretedthesobinAlice'svoice,and,tremblingwithsuddenanger,sherosefromherknees,andwentfiercelytoherhusband'sroom。
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