Green'spupilscouldgenerallywriteinhisownlanguage,moreorless,andcould"envisage"things,aswesaidthen,fromhispointofview。Todothiswasbelieved,probablywithoutcause,tobeusefulinexaminations。Forone,Icouldnevertakeitmuchmoreseriously,neverbelievedthat"theAbsolute,"astheOxfordSpectatorsaid,hadreallybeen"gotintoacorner。"TheAbsolutehastoooftenbeenapparentlycornered,toooftenhasescapedfromthatsituation。SomewhereinanoldnotebookIbelieveIhaveaportraitinpencilofMr。GreenashewrestledatlecturewithAristotle,withtheNotion,withhischairandtable。Perhapshewasthelastofthatremarkableseriesofmen,whomayhavebegunwithWycliffe,amongwhomNewman'sisafamousname,thatweresuccessivelyacceptedatOxfordasknowingsomethingesoteric,aspossessingashrewdguessatthesecret。
"NonethelessIstillcameoutnowiserthanIwent。"
Allofthesemastersandteachersmadetheirmark,probablywontheirhold,inthefirstplace,bydintofcharacter,notofsomepeculiarviewsoftheologyandphilosophy。DoubtlessitwasthesamewithSocrates,withBuddha。Tobelikethem,nottobelievewiththem,isthethingneedful。Buttheyoungerweare,theless,perhaps,weseethisclearly,andwepersuadeourselvesthatthereissomemysteryinthesemen'spossession,somepieceofknowledge,somemethodofthinkingwhichwillleadustocertaintyandtopeace。Alas,theirsecretisincommunicable,andthereisnomoreaphilosophicthanthereisaroyalroadtotheCity。
ThismayseemadigressionfromAdventuresamongBooksintotheBookofHumanLife。Butwhilemuchofeducationisstillorallycommunicatedbylecturesandconversations,manythoughtswhicharetobefoundinbooks,GreekorGerman,reachusthroughthehearing。Therearemanypupilswhocanbestbetaughtinthisway;
but,forone,iftherebeaughtthatisdesirableinabook,I
then,asnow,preferred,ifIcould,togotothebookforit。
Yetitisoddthatonerememberssolittleofone'sundergraduatereadings,apartfromtheconstantstudyoftheancientclassics,whichmightnotbeescaped。OfthesethecalmwisdomofAristotle,inmoralthoughtandinpolitics,madeperhapsthedeepestimpression。ProbablypoliticiansarethelastpeoplewhoreadAristotle's"Politics。"Theworkis,indeed,apttodisenchantonewithpoliticallife。ItismelancholytoseethelittleGreekstatesrunningtheregularround——monarchy,oligarchy,tyranny,democracyinallitsdegrees,the"ultimatedemocracy"ofplunder,lawlessness,licenseofwomen,children,andslaves,andthentyrannyagain,orsubjectiontosomeforeignpower。Inpolitics,too,thereisnosecretofsuccess,ofthehappylifeforall。
ThereisnosuchroadtotheCity,eitherdemocraticorroyal。
ThisisthelessonwhichAristotle's"Polities"impressesonus,thisandtheimpossibilityofimposingidealconstitutionsonmankind。
"Whate'erisbestadministeredisbest。"ThesearesomeoftheimpressionsmadeatOxfordbythestudiesoftheschools,themoreorlessinevitable"curricoolum,"astheScotchgentlemanpronouncedtheword。ButatOxford,formostmen,theregularworkoftheschoolsisonlyasmallpartoftheliteraryeducation。
Peopleread,indifferentdegrees,accordingtotheirprivatetastes。Therearealwaysafewmen,atleast,wholoveliterarystudiesfortheirownsake,regardlessoflecturesandof"classes。"InmyowntimeIreallybelieveyoucouldknownothingwhichmightnot"pay"intheschoolsandproveserviceableinexaminations。Butagooddealdependedonbeingabletouseyourknowledgebywayofliteraryillustration。Perhapsthecleverestofmyownjuniors,sinceverywellknowninletters,didnotusehisownspecialvein,evenwhenhehadthechance,inwritinganswerstoquestionsinexaminations。Hencehisacademicsuccesswasmuchbelowhisdeserts。Formyownpart,Iremembermytutorsaying,"Don'twriteasifyouwerewritingforapennypaper。"
Alas,itwas"aprediction,cruel,smart。"But,"asyetnosinwasdreamed。"
Atmyowncollegewehadtowriteweeklyessays,alternatelyinEnglishandLatin。Thismighthavebeengoodliterarytraining,butIfeartheessayswerenottakenveryseriously。ThechiefobjectwastomakethelatelearnedDr。Scottboundonhischairbyparadoxes。Butnobodyeversucceeded。Hewasexperiencedintrash。Asforwhatmaybecalledunacademicliterature,therewerenotmanyessaysinthatart。Therehavebeenveryliterarygenerations,aswhenCorydonandThyrsis"livedinOxfordasifithadbeenagreatcountryhouse;"soCorydonconfessed。ProbablymanyofthepoemsbyMr。MatthewArnoldandmanyofMr。Swinburne'searlyworkswereundergraduatepoems。Alatergenerationproduced"LoveinIdleness,"averypleasingvolume。Butthegodshadnotmadeuspoetical。InthosedaysIrememberpickingup,intheUnionReading-room,aprettywhitequarto,"AtalantainCalydon,"
byA。C。Swinburne。OnlyoncehadIseenMr。Swinburne'snamebefore,signingabrieftaleinOnceaWeek。"Atalanta"wasarevelation;therewasanewandoriginalpoethere,aBalliolman,too。Inmyownmind"Atalanta"remainsthebest,themostbeautiful,themostmusicalofMr。Swinburne'smanypoems。Heinstantlybecametheeasilyparodiedmodelofundergraduateversifiers。
Swinburnianprizepoems,even,wereattempted,withoutsuccess。AsyetwehadnotseenMr。MatthewArnold'sverses。Ifellinlovewiththem,onelongvacation,andneverfelloutoflove。Heisnot,andcannotbe,thepoetofthewideworld,buthischarmisallthemorepowerfuloverthosewhomheattractsandsubdues。HeistheoneOxfordpoetofOxford,andhis"ScholarGypsy"isour"Lycidas。"AtthistimehewasProfessorofPoetry;but,alas,helecturedjustatthehourwhenwicketswerepitchedonCowleyMarsh,andIneverwaspresentathisdiscourses,athishumorouspropheciesofEngland'sfate,whicharecomingalltootrue。Somanywearylectureshadtobeattended,couldnotbe"cut,"thatweabstainedfromlecturesofsupererogation,sotospeak。Fortheresttherewasno"literarymovement"amongcontemporaryundergraduates。Theyreadfortheschools,andtheyrowedandplayedcricket。Wehadnopoets,exceptthestrokeoftheCorpusboat,Mr。Bridges,andheconcealedhiscourtshipoftheMuse。
Corpusisasmallcollege,butMr。Bridgespulleditsboattotheproudplaceofsecondontheriver。B。N。C。wastheheadboat,andevenB。N。C。didCorpusbump。Butthetriumphwasbrief。B。
N。C。madechangesinitscrew,gotanewship,drankthefoaminggrape,andbumpedCorpusback。Ithinktheywentheadnextyear,butnotthatyear。ThusMr。Bridges,asKingsleyadvises,wasdoingnobledeeds,notdreamingthem,atthatmoment。
Thereexistedaperiodicalentirelydevotedtoverse,butnobodyknewanybodywhowroteinit。Acomicjournalwasstarted;I
rememberthepridewithwhichwhenafreshman,Ireceivedaninvitationtojoinitscouncilsasanartist。Iwastodothecaricaturesofallthings。Now,methought,IshallmeettheOxfordwitsofwhomIhaveread。Butthewitswereunutterablydisappointing,andthewholethingdiedearlyandnotlamented。
Onlyonepieceofacademicliteratureobtainedanddeservedsuccess。ThiswasTheOxfordSpectator,amosthumorouslittleperiodical,inshapeandsizelikeAddison'sfamousjournal。TheauthorswereMr。ReginaldCopleston,nowBishopofColombo,Mr。
HumphryWard,andMr。Nolan,agreatathlete,whodiedearly。
Therehavebeengoodperiodicalssince;manyamusingthingsoccurintheEchoesfromtheOxfordMagazine,buttheSpectatorwastheflowerofacademicjournals。"WhenIlookbacktomyownexperience,"saystheSpectator,"Ifindonescene,ofallOxford,mostdeeplyengravedupon'themindfultabletsofmysoul。'Andyetnotascene,butafairycompoundofsmellandsound,andsightandthought。ThewonderfulscentofthemeadowairjustaboveIffley,onahotMayevening,andthegaycoloursoftwentyboatsalongtheshore,thepolesallstretchedoutfromthebanktosettheboatsclear,andthesonorouscriesof'tensecondsmore,'alldownfromthegreenbargetothelasher。Andyetthatunrivalledmomentisonlytypicalofalltheterm;thevariouselementsofbeautyandpleasureareconcentratedthere。"
Unfortunately,lifeatOxfordisnotallbeautyandpleasure。
Thingsgowrongsomehow。Lifedropsherhappymask。Butthishasnothingtodowithbooks。
Aboutbooks,however,IhavenotmanymoreconfessionsthatIcaretomake。Aman'soldselfissofarawaythathecanspeakaboutitanditsadventuresalmostasifhewerespeakingaboutanotherwhoisdead。Aftertakingone'sdegree,andbeginningtowritealittleforpublication,thetopichasatendencytobecomemuchmorepersonal。MylastundergraduateliterarydiscoverieswereofFranceandtheRenaissance。AccidentallyfindingoutthatIcouldreadFrench,InaturallybetookmyselftoBalzac。Ifyoureadhimstraighton,withoutadictionary,youbegintolearnagoodmanywords。TheliteratureofFrancehasbeenmuchmorepopularinEnglandlately,butthirtyyearsagoneitwassomewhatneglected。
TheredoesseemtobesomethinginFrenchpoetrywhichfailstoplease"theGermanpasteinourcomposition。"Mr。MatthewArnold,adiscipleofSainte-Beuve,nevercouldappreciateFrenchpoetry。
Apoet-critichasevenremarkedthattheFrenchlanguageisnearlyincapableofpoetry!Wecannotargueinsuchmatters,wherealldependsonthetasteandtheear。
Ourancestors,liketheauthorofthe"FaeryQueen,"translatedandadmiredDuBellayandRonsard;tosomecriticsofourowntimethistasteseemsamodishaffectation。Forone,IhaveeverfoundanoriginalcharminthelyricsofthePleiad,andhavetakengreatdelightinHugo'samazingvarietyofmusic,intheromanceofAlfreddeMusset,inthebeautifulcameosofGautier。Whatispoetical,ifnotthe"SongofRoland,"theonlytruenationalepicsinceHomer?Whatisfrank,naturalverse,ifnotthatoftheoldPastourelles?Whereistherenaiveteofnarrativeandunconsciouscharm,ifnotinAucassinetNicolette?InthelongnormallydevelopedliteratureofFrance,sovariouslyrich,wefindthenearestanalogytotheliteratureofGreece,thoughthatofEnglandcontainsgreatermasterpieces,andherversefallsmorewinninglyontheear。FrancehasnoShakespeareandnoMilton;wehavenoMoliereandno"SongofRoland。"Onestardiffersfromanotheringlory,butitisafortunatemomentwhenthisplanetofFranceswimsintoourken。ManyofourgenerationsawitfirstthroughMr。Swinburne'stelescope,heardofitinhiscriticisms,andaregratefultothatwatcheroftheskies,evenifwedonotshareallhistransports。TherethenaroseatOxford,outofoldFrench,andoldoak,andoldchina,a"school"or"movement。"Itwasaesthetic,andanearlypurchaserofMr。WilliamMorris'swallpapers。Itexistedtenortwelveyearsbeforethepublic"caughton,"astheysay,tothesedelights。But,exceptoneortwoofthemasters,theschoolwereonlyplayingataesthetics,andlaughingattheirownperformances。Therewasmorefunthanfashioninthecult,whichwaslaterrevived,developed,andgossipedaboutmorethanenough。
Toawriternowdead,andthenfirstmet,Iamspeciallyboundingratitude——thelateMr。J。F。M'Lennan。Mr。M'LennanhadthemostacuteandingeniousofmindswhichIhaveencountered。Hiswritingsonearlymarriageandearlyreligionwererevelationswhichledontoothers。Thetopicoffolk-lore,andthedevelopmentofcustomandmyths,isnotgenerallyattractive,tobesure。Onlyafewpeopleseeminterestedinthatspectacle,sofullofsurprises——thedevelopmentofallhumaninstitutions,fromfairytalestodemocracy。Inbeholdingitwelearnhowweoweallthings,humanlyspeaking,tothepeopleandtogenius。Thenaturalpeople,thefolk,hassuppliedus,initsunconsciousway,withthestuffofallourpoetry,law,ritual:andgeniushasselectedfromthemass,hasturnedcustomsintocodes,nurserytalesintoromance,mythintoscience,balladintoepic,magicmummeryintogorgeousritual。Theworldhasbeeneducated,butnotasmanwouldhavetrainedandtaughtit。"Heledusbyawayweknewnot,"led,andisleadingus,weknownotwhither;wefollowinfear。
Thestudentofthislorecanlookbackandseethelongtroddenwaybehindhim,thewindingtracksthroughmarshandforestandoverburningsands。Heseesthecaves,thecamps,thevillages,thetownswheretheracehastarried,forshortertimesorlonger,strangeplacesmanyofthem,andstrangelyhaunted,desolatedwellingsandinhospitable。Butthescarcevisibletracksconvergeatlastonthebeatenways,thewaystothatcitywhithermankindiswandering,andwhichitmayneverwin。Wehaveaforebodingofapurposewhichweknownot,asenseasofwill,working,aswewouldnothaveworked,toahiddenend。
Thisisthelesson,Ithink,ofwhatwecallfolkloreoranthropology,whichtomanyseemstrivial,tomanyseemsdull。Itmaybecomethemostattractiveandseriousofthesciences;
certainlyitisrichinstrangecuriosities,likethosemysticstoneswhichwerefingeredandarrayedbythepupilsinthatallegoryofNovalis。Iamnotlikelytoregrettheaccidentwhichbroughtmeuponfairytales,andtheinquisitivenesswhichledmetoexaminetheotherfragmentsofantiquity。Butthepoetryandthesignificanceofthemareapttobehiddenbytheenormouscrowdofdetails。Onlylatewefindthetruemeaningofwhatseemslikeamassoffantastic,savageeccentricities。Iverywellrememberthemomentwhenitoccurredtome,soonaftertakingmydegree,thattheusualideasaboutsomeofthesematterswerethereverseofthetruth,thatthecommontheoryhadtobeinverted。Thenotionwas"intheair,"ithadalreadyflashedonMannhardt,probably,but,liketheWhiteKnightin"Alice,"Iclaimeditfor"myowninvention。"
Thesereminiscencesandreflectionshavenowbeenproducedasfaras1872,orthereabouts,anditisnotmyintentiontopursuethemfurther,nortospeakofanylivingcontemporarieswhohavenotwontheirwaytotheclassical。InwritingoffriendsandteachersatOxford,Ihavenotventuredtoexpressgratitudetothosewhostilllive,stillteach,stillarethewisestandkindestfriendsofthehurryinggenerations。Itisasilencenotofthanklessness,butofrespectanddevotion。Aboutothers——contemporaries,orjuniorsbymanyyears——whohaveinstructed,consoled,strengthened,andamusedus,wemustalsobesilent。
CHAPTERII:RECOLLECTIONSOFROBERTLOUISSTEVENSON
TUSITALA
WespokeofarestinaFairyhillofthenorth,butheFarfromthefirthsoftheeastandtheracingtidesofthewestSleepsinthesightandthesoundoftheinfinitesouthernsea,Wearyandwellcontent,inhisgraveontheVaeacrest。
Tusitala,theloverofchildren,thetelleroftales,Giverofcounselanddreams,awonder,aworld'sdelight,Lookso'erthelabourofmenintheplainandthehill,andthesailsPassandrepassontheseathatheloved,inthedayandthenight。
Windsofthewestandtheeastintherainyseasonblow,Heavywithperfume,andallhisfragrantwoodsarewet,Windsoftheeastandthewestastheywandertoandfro,Bearhimtheloveofthelandsheloved,andthelongregret。
Oncewewerekindest,hesaid,whenleaguesofthelimitlesssea,Flowedbetweenus,butnowthatnorangeoftherefluenttidesSundersuseachfromeach,yetnearerweseemtobe,WhenonlytheunbridgedstreamoftheRiverofDeathdivides。
Beforeattemptingtogiveany"reminiscences"ofMr。Stevenson,itisrighttoobservethatreminiscencesofhimcanbestbefoundinhisownworks。Inhisessayon"Child'sPlay,"andinhis"Child'sGardenofVerse,"hegavetotheworldhisvividrecollectionsofhisimaginativeinfancy。Inotheressayshespokeofhisboyhood,hishealth,hisdreams,hismethodsofworkandstudy。"TheSilveradoSquatters"revealspartofhisexperienceinAmerica。
TheParisianscenesin"TheWrecker"areinspiredbyhissojourninFrenchBohemia;hisjourneysarerecordedin"TravelswithaDonkey"and"AnInlandVoyage";whilehisSouthSeasketches,whichappearedinperiodicals,dealwithhisOceanicadventures。Hewasthemostautobiographicalofauthors,withanegoismnearlyascomplete,andtousasdelightful,astheegoismofMontaigne。
Thus,thepropersourcesofinformationabouttheauthorof"Kidnapped"areinhisdelightfulbooks。
"John'sownJohn,"asDr。Holmessays,maybeveryunlikehisneighbour'sJohn;butinthecaseofMr。Stevenson,hisLouiswasverysimilartomyLouis;Imeanthat,ashepresentshispersonalitytotheworldinhiswritings,evensodidthatpersonalityappeartomeinourintercourse。ThemanIknewwasalwaysaboy。
"Singmeasongoftheladthatisgone,"
hewroteaboutPrinceCharlie,butinhisowncasetheladwasnever"gone。"LikeKeatsandShelley,hewas,andhelooked,oftheimmortallyyoung。HeandIwereatschooltogether,butIwasanelderlyboyofseventeen,whenhewaslostinthecrowdof"gytes,"asthemembersofthelowestformarecalled。LikeallScotchpeople,wehadavaguefamilyconnection;agreat-uncleofhis,Ifancy,marriedanauntofmyown,calledforherbeauty,"TheFlowerofEttrick。"Sowehadbothheard;butthesethingswerebeforeourday。AladyofmykindredrememberscarryingStevensonaboutwhenhewas"aratherpeevishbaby,"andIhaveseenabeautifulphotographofhim,likeoneofRaffael'schildren,takenwhenhisyearswerethreeorfour。ButIneverhadheardofhisexistencetill,in1873,Ithink,IwasatMentone,intheinterestsofmyhealth。HereImetMr。SidneyColvin,nowoftheBritishMuseum,and,withMr。Colvin,Stevenson。Helookedas,inmyeyes,healwaysdidlook,morelikealassthanalad,witharatherlong,smoothovalface,brownhairwornatgreaterlengththaniscommon,largelucideyes,butwhetherblueorbrownI
cannotremember,ifbrown,certainlylightbrown。Onappealingtotheauthorityofalady,IlearnthatbrownWASthehue。Hiscolourwasatriflehectic,asisnotunusualatMentone,butheseemed,underhisbigbluecloak,tobeofslender,yetagileframe。HewaslikenobodyelsewhomIevermet。Therewasasortofuncommoncelerityinchangingexpression,inthoughtandspeech。
HiscloakandTyrolesehathewouldadmittheinnocentimpeachmentweredecidedlydeartohim。OnthefrontierofItaly,whyshouldhenotdoastheItaliansdo?ItwouldhavebeenwellformeifIcouldhaveimitatedthewearingofthecloak!
Ishallnotdenythatmyfirstimpressionwasnotwhollyfavourable。"Here,"Ithought,"isoneofyouraestheticyoungmen,thoughaverycleverone。"Whatthetalkwasabout,Idonotremember;probablyofbooks。Mr。StevensonafterwardstoldmethatIhadspokenofMonsieurPauldeSt。Victor,asafinewriter,butaddedthat"hewasnotaBritishsportsman。"Mr。Stevensonhimself,tomysurprise,wasunabletowalkbeyondaveryshortdistance,and,asitsoonappeared,hethoughthisthreadoflifewasnearlyspun。Hehadjustwrittenhisessay,"OrderedSouth,"
thefirstofhispublishedworks,forhis"PentlandRising"
pamphletwasunknown,aboy'sperformance。Onreading"OrderedSouth,"Isaw,atonce,thatherewasanewwriter,awriterindeed;onewhocoulddowhatnoneofus,nousautres,couldrival,orapproach。Iwasinstantly"sealedoftheTribeofLouis,"anadmirer,adevotee,afanatic,ifyouplease。Atleastmytastehasneveraltered。Fromthisessayitisplainenoughthattheauthorasissocommoninyouth,butwithbetterreasonthanmanyhavethoughthimselfdoomed。Mostofushavegonethroughthat,theMillevoyephase,butwhoelsehasshownsuchawiseandgayacceptanceoftheapparentlyinevitable?Weparted;Irememberlittleofourconverse,exceptashrewdandheartypieceofencouragementgivenmebymyjunior,whoalreadyknewsomuchmoreoflifethanhisseniorwilleverdo。Forheranforthtoembracelifelikealover:HISmottowasneverLucyAshton's-
"Vacantheart,andhand,andeye,Easyliveandquietdie。"
Mr。StevensoncamepresentlytovisitmeatOxford。Imakenohandofreminiscences;Iremembernothingaboutwhatwedidorsaid,withoneexception,whichisnotgoingtobepublished。Iheardofhim,writingessaysinthePortfolioandtheCornhill,thosedelightfulviewsoflifeattwenty-five,sobrave,soreal,sovivid,sowise,soexquisite,whichallshouldknow。Howwelookedfor"R。L。S。"attheendofanarticle,andhowdevoutwasourbelief,howhappyourpride,intheyoungone!
About1878,IthinkIwasnowaslaveofthequillmyself,I
receivedabriefnotefromMr。Stevenson,introducingtomethepersonwhom,inhisessayonhisoldcollegemagazine,hecalled"GlasgowBrown。"Whathisrealnamewas,whencehecame,whencethemoneycame,Ineverknew。G。B。wasgoingtostartaweeklyTorypaper。WouldIcontribute?G。B。cametoseeme。Mr。
Stevensonhasdescribedhim,NOTasIwouldhavedescribedhim:
likeMr。BillSikes'sdog,IhavetheChristianpeculiarityofnotlikingdogs"asarenotofmybreed。"G。B。'spaper,London,wastostartnextweek。Hehadnowriterofpoliticalleadingarticles。WouldIdoa"leader"?ButIwasNOTinfavourofLordLytton'sAfghanpolicy。HowcouldIdoaToryleader?Well,Ididaneutral-tintedthing,withcitationsfromAristophanes!IfoundpresentlysomeotherscribesforG。B。
Whatapaperthatwas!IhaveheardthatG。B。paidinhandfulsofgold,inhandfulsofbank-notes。NobodyeverreadLondon,oradvertisedinit,orheardofit。ItwasfullofthemostwonderfullycleverversesinoldFrenchforms。TheywereitafterwardsappearedbyMr。W。E。Henley。Mr。StevensonhimselfastonishedanddelightedthepublicofLondonthatis,thecontributorsbyhis"NewArabianNights。"Nobodyknewaboutthembutourselves,afortunatefew。PoorG。B。diedandMr。Henleybecametheeditor。Imaynotnamethecontributors,thefloweroftheyounglions,elderlylionsnow,thereisanewrace。Butonelion,adistinguishedandlearnedlion,saidalreadythatfiction,notessay,wasMr。Stevenson'sfield。Well,bothfieldswerehis,andIcannotsaywhetherIwouldbemoresorrytoloseVirginibusPuerisqueand"StudiesofMenandBooks,"or"TreasureIsland"and"Catriona。"WiththedeceaseofG。B。,Pactolusdriedupinitsmysterioussources,Londonstruggledanddisappeared。
Mr。Stevensonwasintown,nowandagain,attheoldSavilleClub,inSavilleRow,whichhadthetiniestandblackestofsmoking-
rooms。Here,orsomewhere,hespoketomeofanideaofatale,aManwhowasTwoMen。Isaid"'WilliamWilson'byEdgarPoe,"anddeclaredthatitwouldneverdo。Buthis"Brownies,"inavisionofthenight,showedhimacentralscene,andhewrote"JekyllandHyde。"My"friendofthesedaysandofalldays,"Mr。CharlesLongman,sentmethemanuscript。Inaverycommon-placeLondondrawing-room,at10。30P。M。,Ibegantoreadit。ArrivingattheplacewhereUttersonthelawyer,andthebutlerwaitoutsidetheDoctor'sroom,Ithrewdownthemanuscriptandfledinahurry。I
hadnotasteforsolitudeanymore。Thestorywonitsgreatsuccess,partlybydintofthemoralwhateverthatmaybe,morebyitsterrible,lucid,visionarypower。IrememberMr。Stevensontellingme,atthistime,thathewasdoingsome"regularcrawlers,"forthispuristhadaboyishhabitofslang,andITHINK
itwashewhocalledJuliusCaesar"thehowlingestcheesewhoeverlived。"Oneofthe"crawlers"was"ThrawnJanet";after"WanderingWillie'sTale"butcertainlyAFTERit,tomytaste,itseemsthemostwonderfulstoryofthe"supernatural"inourlanguage。
Mr。StevensonhadaninfinitepleasureinBoisgobey,Montepin,and,ofcourse,Gaboriau。Therewasnothingofthe"culturedperson"
abouthim。Concerninganoveldeartoculture,hesaidthathewoulddiebymyside,inthelastditch,proclaimingittheworstfictionintheworld。ImakehastetoaddthatIhaveonlyknowntwomenoflettersasfreeasMr。Stevenson,notonlyfromliteraryjealousy,butfromthewriter'snatural,ifexaggerated,distasteforworkwhich,thoughinhisownline,isverydifferentinaimandmethodfromhisown。Idonotrememberanothercaseinwhichhedispraisedanybook。Idorememberhisobservationsonanovelthenandnowverypopular,butnottohistaste,nor,indeed,byanymeans,impeccable,thoughstirring;hiscensureandpraisewerebothjust。Fromhisoccasionalfineefforts,theauthorofthisromance,hesaid,shouldhaveclearedawayacresofbrushwood,ofineffectualmatter。Itwasso,nodoubt,asthewriterspokenofwouldbereadytoacknowledge。Buthewasanimproviserofgenius,andMr。Stevensonwasaconsciousartist。
Ofcoursewedidbynomeansalwaysagreeinliteraryestimates;notwopeopledo。Butwhencertainworks——inhislineinoneway——
werestupidlysetupasrivalsofhis,thepersonwhowasmostirritatedwasnothe,buthisequallymagnanimouscontemporary。
Therewasnothoughtofrivalryorcompetitionineithermind。TheyoungerromancistswhoaroseafterMr。StevensonwenttoSamoawerehisfriendsbycorrespondence;fromthem,whoneversawhisface,I
hearofhissympathyandencouragement。Everywriterknowsthespecialtemptationsofhistribe:theyweretemptationsnotevenfelt,Idobelieve,byMr。Stevenson。Hisheartwasfartoohigh,hisnaturewasineverywayasgenerousashishandwasopen。Itisinthinkingofthesethingsthatonefeelsafreshthegreatnessoftheworld'sloss;for"agoodheartismuchmorethanstyle,"
writesonewhoknewhimonlybywayofletters。
ItisatrivialreminiscencethatweonceplottedaBoisgobesquestorytogether。TherewasaprisonerinaMuscovitedungeon。
"We'llextractinformationfromhim,"Isaid。
"How?"
"Withcorkscrews。"
Butthemeresuggestionofsuchaprocesswasterriblydistastefultohim;notthatIreallymeanttogototheseextremelengths。Wenever,ofcourse,couldreallyhaveworkedtogether;and,hismaladiesincreasing,hebecamemoreandmoreawanderer,livingatBournemouth,atDavos,intheGrisons,finally,asallknow,inSamoa。Thus,thoughwecorresponded,notunfrequently,Ineverwasoftheinnercircleofhisfriends。Amongmentherewereschoolorcollegecompanions,orcompanionsofParisorFontainebleau,cousins,likeMr。R。A。M。Stevenson,orastraysenior,likeMr。
SidneyColvin。Fromsomeofthem,orfromMr。Stevensonhimself,I
haveheardtalesof"thewildPrinceandPoins。"Thatheandafriendtravelledutterlywithoutbaggage,buyingashirtwhereashirtwasneeded,isafact,andtheincidentisusedin"TheWrecker。"LegendsaysthatonceheandafriendDIDpossessabag,andalso,nobodyeverknewwhy,alargebottleofscent。Buttherewasnoroomforthebottleinthebag,soMr。Stevensonspilledthewholecontentsovertheotherman'shead,takinghimunawares,thatnothingmightbewasted。Ithinkthetaleoftheendlessstaircase,in"TheWrecker,"isfoundedonfact,soarethestoriesoftheatelier,whichIhaveheardMr。StevensonnarrateattheOxfordandCambridgeClub。Foranocturnaladventure,inthemannerofthe"NewArabianNights,"alearnedcriticalreadyspokenofmustbeconsulted。Itisnotmystory。InParis,atacafe,I
rememberthatMr。StevensonheardaFrenchmansaytheEnglishwerecowards。Hegotupandslappedtheman'sface。
"Monsieur,vousm'avezfrappe!"saidtheGaul。
"Acequ'ilparait,"saidtheScot,andthereitended。Healsotoldmethatyearsagohewaspresentataplay,Iforgetwhatplay,inParis,wherethemoralheroexposesawoman"withahistory。"Hegotupandwentout,sayingtohimself:
"Whataplay!whatapeople!"
"Ah,Monsieur,vousetesbienjeune!"saidanoldFrenchgentleman。
LikearightScot,Mr。Stevensonwasfondof"ourauldallyofFrance,"towhomourcountryandourexiledkingsowedsomuch。
Irathervaguelyrememberanotheranecdote。HemissedhistrainfromEdinburghtoLondon,andhissoleportablepropertywasareturnticket,ameerschaumpipe,andavolumeofMr。Swinburne'spoems。Thelasthefoundunmarketable;thepipe,Ithink,hemademerchandiseof,butsomehowhisprovenderfortheday'sjourneyconsistedinonebathbun,whichhecouldnotfinish。
ThesetrivialtalesillustrateaperiodinhislifeandadventureswhichIonlyknowbyrumour。Ourownacquaintancewas,toagreatdegree,literaryandbookish。Perhapsitbegan"withaslightaversion,"butitseemed,likemadeira,toberipenedandimprovedbyhislongseavoyage;andthenewsofhisdeathtaughtme,atleast,thetruenatureoftheaffectionwhichhewasdestinedtowin。Indeed,ouracquaintancewaslikethefriendshipofawildsingingbirdandofapunctual,domesticatedbarn-doorfowl,layingitsdaily"article"forthebreakfast-tableofthecitizens。HeoftenwrotetomefromSamoa,sometimeswithnewsofnativemannersandfolklore。Hesentmeadevil-box,the"luck"ofsomestrangeisland,whichheboughtatagreatprice。Afterpartingwithits"luck,"orfetishashellinacuriouswoodenbox,theislandwasunfortunate,andwasravagedbymeasles。
IoccasionallysentoutbooksneededforMr。Stevenson'sstudies,ofwhichmorewillbesaid。ButImustmakeitplainthat,inthebody,wemetbutrarely。HisreallyintimatefriendswereMr。
ColvinandMr。Baxterwhomanagedthepracticalsideofhisliterarybusinessbetweenthem;Mr。Henleyinpartnershipwithwhomhewroteseveralplays;hiscousin,Mr。R。A。M。Stevenson;
and,amongotherliterati,Mr。Gosse,Mr。AustinDobson,Mr。
Saintsbury,MrWalterPollock,knewhimwell。ThebestportraitofMr。StevensonthatIknowisbySir。W。B。Richmond,R。A。,andisinthatgentleman'scollectionofcontemporaries,withtheeffigiesofMr。HolmanHunt,Mr。WilliamMorris,Mr。Browning,andothers。
Itisunfinished,owingtoanillnesswhichstoppedthesittings,anddoesnotshowthesubjectathisbest,physicallyspeaking。
Thereisalsoabrilliant,slightsketch,almostacaricature,byMr。Sargent。ItrepresentsMr。Stevensonwalkingabouttheroominconversation。
ThepeopleIhavenamed,orsomeofthem,knewMr。StevensonmoreintimatelythanIcanboastofdoing。Unlikeeachother,oppositesinadozenways,wealwayswereunitedbytheloveofletters,andofScotland,ourdearcountry。Hewasapatriot,yethespokehismindquitefreelyaboutBurns,aboutthatapparentwantofheartinthepoet'samours,whichourcountrymendonotcaretohearmentioned。Well,perhaps,forsomereasons,ithadtobementionedonce,andsonomoreofit。
Mr。Stevensonpossessed,morethananymanIevermet,thepowerofmakingothermenfallinlovewithhim。Imeanthatheexcitedapassionateadmirationandaffection,somuchsothatIverilybelievesomemenwerejealousofothermen'splaceinhisliking。
Ioncemetastrangerwho,havingbecomeacquaintedwithhim,spokeofhimwithatouchingfondnessandpride,hisfancyreposing,asitseemed,inafondcontemplationofsomuchgeniusandcharm。
Whatwassotakinginhim?andhowisonetoanalysethatdazzlingsurfaceofpleasantry,thatchangefulshininghumour,wit,wisdom,recklessness;beneathwhichbeatthemostkindandtolerantofhearts?
Peoplewerefondofhim,andpeoplewereproudofhim:hisachievements,asitwere,sensiblyraisedtheirpleasureintheworld,and,tothem,becamepartsofthemselves。Theywarmedtheirhandsatthatcentreoflightandheat。Itisnoteverysuccesswhichhasthesebeneficentresults。Weseethesuccessfulsneeredat,decried,insulted,evenwhensuccessisdeserved。Verylittleofallthis,hardlyaughtofallthis,Ithink,cameinMr。
Stevenson'sway。Afterthebeginningwhenthepraisesofhisearliestadmirerswereirritatingtodullscribeshefoundthecriticsfairlykind,Ibelieve,andoftenenthusiastic。Hewassomuchhisownseverestcriticthatheprobablypaidlittleheedtoprofessionalreviewers。Inadditiontohis"Rathillet,"andotherMSS。whichhedestroyed,heonce,intheHighlands,longago,lostaportmanteauwithabatchofhiswritings。Alas,thatheshouldhavelostorburnedanything!"King'schaff,"saysourcountryproverb,"isbetterthanotherfolk'scorn。"
Ihaverememberedverylittle,orverylittlethatIcanwrite,andaboutourlastmeeting,whenhewassoneardeath,inappearance,andsofullofcourage——howcanIspeak?Hiscouragewasastrongrock,nottobetakenorsubdued。Whenunabletoutterasingleword,hispencilledremarkstohisattendantswerepithyandextremelycharacteristic。Thiscourageandspiritualvitalitymadeonehopethathewould,ifhedesiredit,liveaslongasVoltaire,thatreedamongoaks。Therewereofcourse,insorareacombinationofcharacteristics,somewhichwerenotequallytothelikingofall。Hewashighlyoriginalincostume,but,ashisphotographsarefamiliar,thepointdoesnotneedelucidation。
Lifewasadramatohim,andhedelighted,likehisownBritishadmirals,todothingswithacertainair。Heobservedhimself,I
usedtothink,asheobservedothers,and"sawhimself"ineverypartheplayed。Therewasnothingofthecabotininthisself-
consciousness;itwastheunextinguishedchildishpassionfor"playingatthings"whichremainedwithhim。Ihaveatheorythatallchildrenpossessgenius,andthatitdiesoutinthegeneralityofmortals,abidingonlywithpeoplewhosegeniustheworldisforcedtorecognise。Mr。Stevensonillustrates,andperhapspartlysuggested,thisprivatephilosophyofmine。
Ihavesaidverylittle;Ihavenoskillinreminiscences,noarttobringthelivingaspectofthemanbeforethosewhoneverknewhim。Ifaintlyseemtoseetheeagerface,thelightnervousfigure,thefingersbusywithrollingcigarettes;Mr。Stevensontalking,listening,oftenrisingfromhisseat,standing,walkingtoandfro,alwaysfullofvividintelligence,wearingamysterioussmile。Irememberonepleasantdarkafternoon,whenhetoldmemanytalesofstrangeadventures,narrativeswhichhehadheardaboutamurderouslonelyinn,somewhereintheStates。Hewasasgoodtohearastoread。Idonotrecollectmuchofthatdelightindiscussion,incontroversy,whichheshowsinhisessayonconversation,wherehedescribes,Ibelieve,Mr。Henleyas"Burley,"andMr。Symondsas"Opalstein。"HehadgreatpleasureinthetalkofthelateProfessorFleemingJenkin,whichwasbothvariousandcopious。ButinthesenoctescoenaequedeumIwasneverapartaker。Inmanytopics,suchasangling,golf,cricket,whereonIamwillinglydiffuse,Mr。Stevensontooknointerest。Hewasveryfondofboatingandsailingineverykind;hehazardedhishealthbylongexpeditionsamongthefairyislesofocean,buthe"wasnotaBritishsportsman,"thoughforhismeasureofstrengthagoodpedestrian,afriendoftheopenair,andofallwholiveandtoiltherein。
Astohisliterarylikings,theyappearinhisownconfessions。HerevelledinDickens,but,aboutThackeray——well,Iwouldratherhavetalkedtosomebodyelse!Tomyamazement,hewasofthoseI
thinkwhofindThackeray"cynical。""Hetakesyouintoagarden,andthenpeltsyouwith"——horridthings!Mr。Stevenson,ontheotherhand,hadafreeadmirationofMr。GeorgeMeredith。HedidnotsoeasilyforgivethelongueusandlazinessesofScott,asaScotshoulddo。HereadFrenchmuch;Greekonlyintranslations。
Literaturewas,ofcourse,hisfirstlove,buthewasactuallyanadvocateattheScottishBar,and,assuch,hadhisnameonabrazendoor-plate。OncehewasacompetitorforaChairofModernHistoryinEdinburghUniversity;heknewtheromanticsideofScottishhistoryverywell。Inhisnovel,"Catriona,"thecharacterofJamesMohrMacgregoriswonderfullydivined。OnceI
readsomeunpublishedlettersofCatriona'sunworthyfather,writtenwhenhewassellinghimselfasaspyandlyingashespiedtotheHanoverianusurper。Mr。StevensonmighthavewrittentheselettersforJamesMohr;theymightbeextractsfrom"Catriona。"
InturningoveroldJacobitepamphlets,IfoundaforgottenromanceofPrinceCharles'shiddenyears,andlongedthatMr。Stevensonshouldretellit。Therewasatreasure,anauthentictreasure;
therewererealspies,arealassassin;areal,orreported,rescueofalovelygirlfromafireatStrasbourg,bythePrince。Thetalewastobeginsurlepontd'Avignon:ayoungScotchexilewatchingtheRhone,thinkinghowmuchofithecouldcoverwithasalmonfly,thinkingoftheTayorBeauly。Tohimenteranothershadytrampingexile,Blairthwaite,amurderer。Andsoitwastorunon,astheauthor'sfancymightleadhim,withAlanBreckandtheMasterforcharacters。Atlast,inunpublishedMSS。IfoundanactualMasterofBallantrae,aHighlandchief——noble,majesticallyhandsome——andapaidspyofEngland!AllthesepapersIsentouttoSamoa,toolate。Thenovelwastohavebeendedicatedtome,andthatchanceofimmortalityisgone,withsomuchelse。
Mr。Stevenson'slastletterstomyselfwerefullofhisconcernforacommonfriendofours,whowasveryill。Depressedhimself,Mr。
Stevensonwrotetothisgentleman——whyshouldInotmentionMr。
JamesPayn?——withconsolinggaiety。Iattributedhisdepressiontoanycausebuthisownhealth,ofwhichherarelyspoke。Helamentedthe"ill-stagedfifthactoflife";he,atleast,hadnolonghopelessyearsofdiminishedforcetobear。
Ihaveknownnomaninwhomthepre-eminentlymanlyvirtuesofkindness,courage,sympathy,generosity,helpfulness,weremorebeautifullyconspicuousthaninMr。Stevenson,nomansomuchloved——itisnottoostrongaword——bysomanyandsuchvariouspeople。Hewasasuniqueincharacterasinliterarygenius。
CHAPTERIII:RAB'SFRIEND
TosaywhatoughttobesaidconcerningDr。JohnBrown,amanshouldhaveknownhimwellandlong,andshouldremembermuchofthatoldgenerationofScotchmentowhomtheauthorof"RabandhisFriends"belonged。Butthatgenerationhasdeparted。OnebyonethesewitsandscholarsoftheNorth,theseepigoniwhowerenot,indeed,oftheheroes,butwhohadseenandrememberedScottandWilson,havepassedaway。AytounandCarlyleandDr。Burton,andlast,Dr。Brown,aregone。SirTheodoreMartinaloneisleft。InhermemoirofDr。Burton——thehistorianofScotland,andauthorof"TheBook-hunter"——Mrs。Burtonremarksthat,inherhusband'slaterdays,onlyDr。JohnBrownandProfessorBlackieremainedofallherhusband'sancientfriendsandcoevals,ofallwhorememberedLockhart,andHogg,andtheirtimes。ButmanyareleftwhoknewDr。Brownfarbetterandmoreintimatelythantheauthorofthisnotice。IcanhardlysaywhenIfirstbecameacquaintedwithhim,probablyitwasinmychildhood。EversinceIwasaboy,certainly,Iusedtoseehimatintervals,especiallyintheChristmasvacations。ButheseldommovedfromEdinburgh,exceptinsummer,whichhefrequentlypassedinthecountryhouseofcertainfriendsofhis,whoseaffectionmademuchofthehappinessofhislatestyears,andwhoseunfailingkindnessattendedhiminhisdyinghours。LivingalwaysinScotland,Dr。BrownwasseenbutrarelybyhisfriendswhoresidedinEngland。Thus,thoughDr。
Brown'ssweetnessofdispositionandcharmofmanner,hishumour,andhisunfailingsympathyandencouragement,madeonefeeltowardhimastoafamiliarfriend,yet,ofhisactuallifeIsawbutlittle,andhavefewreminiscencestocontribute。Onecanonlyspeakofthatsingulargenialityofhis,thattemperofgoodnessandnaturaltoleranceandaffection,which,asScotsmenbestknow,isnotuniversalamongtheScots。Ourracedoesnotneedtopray,likethemechanicinthestory,thatProvidencewillgiveus"agoodconceitofourselves。"ButwemustacknowledgethattheScotchtemperiscriticalifnotcaptious,argumentative,inclinedtolookattheseamysideofmenandoftheirperformances,andtodwellonimperfectionsratherthanonmeritsandvirtues。AnexampleoftheseblemishesoftheScotchdisposition,carriedtoanextremedegreeinthenatureofamanofgenius,isofferedtotheworldinthewritingsand"Reminiscences"ofMr。Carlyle。
Now,Dr。JohnBrownwasattheoppositepoleoffeeling。Hehadnomawkishtolerationofthingsandpeopleintolerable,buthepreferrednottoturnhismindthatway。Histhoughtswerewiththegood,thewise,themodest,thelearned,thebraveoftimespast,andhewaseagertocatchareflectionoftheirqualitiesinthecharactersoftheliving,ofallwithwhomhecameintocontact。Hewas,forexample,almostoptimisticinhisestimateoftheworkofyoungpeopleinartorliterature。Fromeverythingthatwasbeautifulorgood,fromasummerdaybytheTweed,orfromtheeyesofachild,orfromthehumoroussayingofafriend,orfromtreasuredmemoriesofoldScotchworthies,fromrecollectionsofhisownchildhood,fromexperienceofthestoicalheroismofthepoor,heseemedtoextractmatterforpleasantthoughtsofmenandtheworld,andnourishmentforhisowngreatandgentlenature。I
haveneverknownanymantowhomothermenseemedsodear——mendead,andmenliving。Hegavehisgeniustoknowingthem,andtomakingthembetterknown,andhisunselfishnessthusbecamenotonlyagreatpersonalvirtue,butagreatliterarycharm。Whenyoumethim,hehadsome"goodstory"orsomestoryofgoodnesstotell——forbothcamealiketohim,andhishumourwasasunfailingashiskindness。Therewasinhisfaceasingularcharm,blended,asitwere,oftheexpressionsofmirthandofpatience。Beingmostsensitivetopain,aswellastopleasure,hewasanexceptiontothatruleofRochefoucauld's——"nousavonstousassezdeforcepoursupporterlesmauxd'autrui。"{2}
Hedidnotbeareasilythemisfortunesofothers,andtheevilsofhisownlotwereheavyenough。Theysaddenedhim;butneitherillness,norhispoignantanxietyforothers,couldsouranaturesounselfish。Heappearednottohavelostthatanodyneandconsolationofreligioushope,whichhadbeenthestrengthofhisforefathers,andwashisbestinheritancefromaremarkableraceofScotsmen。Whereverhecame,hewaswelcome;peoplefeltgladwhentheyhadencounteredhiminthestreets——thestreetsofEdinburgh,wherealmosteveryoneknowseveryonebysight——andhewasatleastasjoyouslyreceivedbythechildrenandthedogsasbythegrown-uppeopleofeveryfamily。AfriendhaskindlyshownmealetterinwhichitistoldhowDr。Brown'sloveofdogs,hisinterestinahalf-blindoldDandywhichwasattachedtohim,wasevincedintheverylasthoursofhislife。Butenoughhasbeensaid,ingeneralterms,aboutthecharacterof"thebelovedphysician,"asDr。BrownwascalledinEdinburgh,andabriefaccountmaybegiven,insomedetail,ofhislifeandways。
Dr。JohnBrownwasborninBiggar,oneofthegray,slaty-lookinglittletownsinthepastoralmoorlandsofsouthernScotland。Thesetownshavenogreatbeautythattheyshouldbeadmiredbystrangers,butthenatives,asScottsaidtoWashingtonIrving,areattachedtotheir"grayhills,"andtotheTweed,sobeautifulwhereman'sgreeddoesnotpolluteit,thattheBorderpeopleareallinlovewithit,asTyro,inHomer,lovedthedivineEnipeus。
Weholdit"farthefairestofthefloodsthatrunupontheearth。"
HowdeartheborderscenerywastoDr。JohnBrown,andhowwellheknewandcouldexpressitslegendarymagic,itscharmwovenofcountlessancientspells,themusicofoldballads,thesorceryofoldstories,maybeunderstoodbyreadersofhisessayonMinchmoor。"{3}ThefatherofDr。BrownwasthethirdinalineageofministersofthesectcalledSeceders。ToexplainwhotheSecederswere,itwouldbenecessarytoexplorethesinkingmorassesofScotchecclesiasticalhistory。Theministerwasproudofbeingnotonlya"Seceder"buta"Burgher。"Heinherited,tobebrief,thetraditionsofamostspiritually-mindedandmostspiritedsetofmen,toomuchbent,itmayappeartous,onestablishingdelicatedistinctionsofopinions,butcertainlymosttruetothemselvesandtotheirownidealsoflibertyandoffaith。
Dr。Brown'sgreat-grandfatherhadbeenashepherdboy,whotaughthimselfGreekthathemightreadtheNewTestament;whowalkedtwenty-fourmiles——leavinghisfoldedsheepinthenight——tobuythepreciousvolumeinSt。Andrews,andwho,finally,becameateacherofmuchreputeamonghisownpeople。OfDr。Brown'sfather,hehimselfwroteamosttouchingandbeautifulaccountinhis"LettertoJohnCairns,D。D。"Thisessaycontains,perhaps,theveryfinestpassagesthattheauthoreverpenned。HissayingsabouthisownchildhoodremindoneofthemannerofLamb,withoutthatcuriousfantastictouchwhichisoftheessenceofLamb'sstyle。Thefollowinglines,forexample,arearevelationofchildishpsychology,andprobablymaybeapplied,withalmostasmuchtruth,tothechildhoodofourrace:-
"Childrenarelongofseeing,oratleastoflookingatwhatisabovethem;theyliketheground,anditsflowersandstones,its'redsodgers'andlady-birds,andallitsqueerthings;THEIRWORLD
ISABOUTTHREEFEETHIGH,andtheyaremoreoftenstoopingthangazingup。IknowIwaspasttenbeforeIsaw,orcaredtosee,theceilingsoftheroomsinthemanseatBiggar。"
Ihaveoftenthoughtthattheearliestfathersofourrace,child-
likeinsomanyways,werechild-likeinthis,andworshipped,notthephenomenaoftheheavens,butobjectsmoreonalevelwiththeireyes——the"queerthings"oftheirlow-lyingworld。Inthisessayonhisfather,Dr。Brownhaswrittenlinesaboutachild'sfirstknowledgeofdeath,whichseemasnoteworthyasSteele'sfamouspassageabouthisfather'sdeathandhisownhalf-consciousgriefandanger。Dr。BrowndescribesaScottishfuneral——thefuneralofhisownmother——ashesawitwiththeeyesofaboyoffiveyearsold,whilehisyoungerbrother,ababyofafewmonths-
"leapedupandcrowedwithjoyatthestrangesight——thecrowdinghorsemen,thecoaches,andthenoddingplumesofthehearse……
Then,tomysurpriseandalarm,thecoffin,restingonitsbearers,wasplacedoverthedarkhole,andIwatchedwithcuriouseyetheunrollingofthoseneatblackbunchesofcords,whichIhaveoftenenoughseensince。Myfathertooktheoneatthehead,andalsoanothermuchsmaller,springingfromthesamepointashis,whichhehadcausedtobeplacedthere,andunrollingit,putitintomyhand。Itwisteditfirmlyroundmyfingers,andawaitedtheresult;theburialmenwiththeirrealropesloweredthecoffin,andwhenitrestedatthebottomitwastoofardownformetoseeit。Thegravewasmadeverydeep,asheusedafterwardstotellus,thatitmightholdusall。Myfatherfirstandabruptlylethiscorddrop,followedbytherest。Thiswastoomuch。Inowsawwhatwasmeant,andheldonandfixedmyfistandfeet,andI
believemyfatherhadsomedifficultyinforcingopenmysmallfingers;heletthelittleblackcorddrop,andIremember,inmymiseryandanger,seeingitsopenenddisappearinginthegloom。"
{4}
Themanwhowrotethis,andmanyanotherpassageastrueandtender,mightsurelyhavebeenfamousinfiction,ifhehadturnedhispowersthatway。Hehadimagination,humour,pathos;hewasalwaysstudyingandobservinglife;hislastvolume,especially,islikeacollectionoffragmentsthatmighthavegonetowardmakingawork,insomewaysnotinferiortotheromancesofScott。WhenthethirdvolumeofEssayswaspublished,inthespringofhislastyear,areviewer,whoapparentlyhadnopersonalknowledgeofDr。
Brown,askedwhyhedidnotwriteanovel。Hewasbythattimeoverseventyyearsofage,and,thoughnoneguessedit,withinafewweeksofhisdeath。Whathemighthavedone,hadhegivenhimselftoliteratureonly,itisimpossibletoguess。Buthecausedsomuchhappiness,anddidsomuchgood,inthatgentleprofessionofhealingwhichhechose,andwhichbroughthimneartomanywhoneededconsolationmorethanphysic,thatweneednotforgethisdeliberatechoice。Literaturehadonlyhishoraesubsecivae,ashesaid:Subsecivaquaedamtemporaquaeegoperirenonpatior,asCicerowrites,"shredsandwasteendsoftime,whichIsuffernottobelost。"
ThekindoflifewhichDr。Brown'sfatherandhispeoplelivedatBiggar,theausterelifeofwork,andofthoughtintenselybentontherealaimofexistence,onGod,onthedestinyofthesoul,isperhapsrarenow,eveninruralScotland。WearelessobedientthanofoldtothemottoofthatringfoundonMagusMoor,whereArchbishopShairpwasmurdered,REMEMBERUPONDETHE。IfanyreaderhasnotyetmadetheacquaintanceofDr。Brown'sworks,onemightcounselhimtobeginwiththe"LettertoJohnCairns,D。D。,"thefragmentofbiographyandautobiography,thedescriptionofthefountainheadsfromwhichthegeniusoftheauthorflowed。Inhisearlyboyhood,JohnBrownwaseducatedbyhisfather,amanwho,fromhisson'saffectionatedescription,seemstohaveconfinedafieryandromanticgeniuswithinthechannelsofSecederandBurghertheology。Whenthefatherreceivedacalltothe"RoseStreetSecessionChurch,"inEdinburgh,thesonbecameapupilofthatancientScottishseminary,theHighSchool——theschoolwhereScottwastaughtnotmuchLatinandnoGreekworthmentioning。
Scottwasstillaliveandstronginthosedays,andDr。BrowndescribeshowheandhisschoolcompanionswouldtakeofftheirhatstotheShirraashepassedinthestreets。