首页 >出版文学> Actions and Reactions>第10章
  "He'stheonlylivingsoulIcangetatwhowasconnectedwithHolmescroft,"Isaid。
  "Ah!Livingsoulisgood,"saidM'Leod。"Atanyrateourlittlegirlwillbepleasedthatyouarestillinterestedinus。Won'tyoucomedownsomedaythisweek?"
  "Howisittherenow?"Iasked。
  Hescreweduphisface。"Simplyfrightful!"hesaid。"TheaisatDroitwich。"
  "Ishouldlikeitimmensely,butImustcultivateBaxterforthepresent。You'llbesureandkeephimbusyyourend,won'tyou?"
  Helookedatmewithquietcontempt。"Donotbeafraid。IshallbeagoodJew。Ishallbemyownsolicitor。"
  Beforeafortnightwasover,BaxteradmittedruefullythatM'Leodwasbetterthanmostfirmsinthebusiness:Webuyerswerecoy,argumentative,shockedatthepriceofHolmescroft,inquisitive,andcoldbyturns,butMr。M'Leodthesellereasilymetandsurpassedus;andMr。Baxterenteredeveryletter,telegram,andconsultationattheproperratesinacinematograph-filmofabill。AttheendofamonthhesaiditlookedasthoughM'Leod,thankstohim,werereallygoingtolistentoreason。Iwasmanypoundsoutofpocket,butIhadlearnedsomethingofMr。Baxteronthehumanside。Ideservedit。NeverinmylifehaveIworkedtoconciliate,amuse,andflatterahumanbeingasIworkedovermysolicitor。
  Itappearedthathegolfed。Therefore,Iwasanenthusiasticbeginner,anxioustolearn。TwiceIinvadedhisofficewithabagM'Leodlentitfullofthespelicansneededinthisdetestablegame,andavocabularytomatch。Thethirdtimetheicebroke,andMr。Baxtertookmetohislinks,quitetenmilesoff,whereinamazeoftramwaylines,railroads,andnursery-maids,weskelpedourdivottedwayroundnineholeslikebargesplungingthroughheadseas。Heplayedvilelyandhadneverexpectedtomeetanyoneworse;butasherealisedmyform,Ithinkhebegantolikeme,forhetookmeinhandbythetwohourstogether。
  Afterafortnighthecouldgivemenomorethanastrokeahole,andwhen,withthisallowance,Ioncemanagedtobeathimbyone,hewashonestlyglad,andassuredmethatIshouldbeagolferifIstucktoit。Iwasstickingtoitformyownends,butnowandagainmyconscienceprickedme;forthemanwasaniceman。
  Betweengameshesuppliedmewithoddpiecesofevidence,suchasthathehadknowntheMoultriesallhislife,beingtheircousin,andthatMissMary,theeldest,wasanunforgivingwomanwhowouldneverletbygonesbe。Inaturallywonderedwhatshemighthaveagainsthim;andsomehowconnectedhimunfavourablywithmadAgnes。
  "Peopleoughttoforgiveandforget,"hevolunteeredonedaybetweenrounds。"Speciallywhere,inthenatureofthings,theycan'tbesureoftheirdeductions。Don'tyouthinkso?"
  "Italldependsonthenatureoftheevidenceonwhichoneformsone'sjudgment,"Ianswered。
  "Nonsense!"hecried。"I'mlawyerenoughtoknowthatthere'snothingintheworldsomisleadingascircumstantialevidence。
  Neverwas。"
  "Why?Haveyoueverseenmenhangedonit?"
  "Hanged?Peoplehavebeensupposedtobeeternallylostonit,"
  hisfaceturnedgreyagain。"Idon'tknowhowitiswithyou,butmyconsolationisthatGodmustknow。Hemust!Thingsthatseemonthefaceof'emlikemurder,orsaysuicide,mayappeardifferenttoGod。Heh?"
  "That'swhatthemurdererandthesuicidecanalwayshope——I
  suppose。"
  "Ihaveexpressedmyselfclumsilyasusual。ThefactsasGodknows'em——maybedifferent——evenafterthemostclinchingevidence。I'vealwayssaidthat——bothasalawyerandaman,butsomepeoplewon't——Idon'twanttojudge'em——we'llsaytheycan't——believeit;whereasIsaythere'salwaysaworkingchance——acertainty——thattheworsthasn'thappened。"Hestoppedandclearedhisthroat。"Now,let'scomeon!ThistimenextweekIshallbetakingmyholiday。"
  "Whatlinks?"Iaskedcarelessly,whiletwinsinaperambulatorgotoutofourlineoffire。
  "Apottylittlenine-holeaffairatahydrointheMidlands。Mycousinsstaythere。Alwayswill。Notbutwhatthefourthandtheseventhholestakesomedoing。Youcouldmanageit,though,"hesaidencouragingly。"You'redoingmuchbetter。It'sonlyyourapproachshotsthatareweak。"
  "You'reright。Ican'tapproachfornuts!Ishallgotopieceswhileyou'reaway——withnoonetocoachme,"Isaidmournfully。
  "Ihaven'ttaughtyouanything,"hesaid,delightedwiththecompliment。
  "IoweallI'velearnedtoyou,anyhow。Whenwillyoucomeback?"
  "Lookhere,"hebegan。"Idon'tknow,yourengagements,butI'venoonetoplaywithatBurryMills。Neverhave。Whycouldn'tyoutakeafewdaysoffandjoinmethere?Iwarnyouitwillberatherdull。It'sathroatandgoutplace-baths,massage,electricity,andsoforth。Butthefourthandtheseventhholesreallytakesomedoing。"
  "I'mforthegame,"Iansweredvaliantly;HeavenwellknowingthatIhatedeverystrokeandwordofit。
  "That'stheproperspirit。AstheirlawyerImustaskyounottosayanythingtomycousinsaboutHolmescroft。Itupsets'em。
  Alwaysdid。Butspeakingasmantoman,itwouldbeverypleasantformeifyoucouldseeyourwayto——"
  Isawitassoonasdecencypermitted,andthankedhimsincerely。
  Accordingtomynowwell-developedtheoryhehadcertainlymisappropriatedhisagedcousins'moniesunderpowerofattorney,andhadprobablydrivenpoorAgnesMoultrieoutofherwits,butIwishedthathewasnotsogentle,andgood-tempered,andinnocenteyed。
  BeforeIjoinedhimatBurryMillsHydro,IspentanightatHolmescroft。MissM'LeodhadreturnedfromherHydro,andfirstwemadeverymerryontheopenlawninthesunshineoverthemannersandcustomsoftheEnglishresortingtosuchplaces。Sheknewdozensofhydros,andwarnedmehowtobehaveinthem,whileMr。andMrs。M'Leodstoodasideandadoredher。
  "Ah!That'sthewayshealwayscomesbacktous,"hesaid。"Pityitwearsoffsosoon,ain'tit?Yououghttohearhersing'Withmirththouprettybird。'"
  Wehadthehousetofacethroughtheevening,andthereweneitherlaughednorsung。Thegloomfellonusasweentered,anddidnotshifttillteno'clock,whenwecrawledout,asitwere,frombeneathit。
  "Ithasbeenbadthissummer,"saidMrs。M'Leodinawhisperafterwerealisedthatwewerefreed。"SometimesIthinkthehousewillgetupandcryout——itissobad。"
  "How?"
  "Haveyouforgottenwhatcomesafterthedepression?"
  Sothenwewaitedaboutthesmallfire,andthedeadairintheroompresentlyfilledandpresseddownuponuswiththesensationbutwordsareuselesshereasthoughsomedumbandboundpowerwerestrivingagainstgagandbondtodeliveritssoulofanarticulateword。Itpassedinafewminutes,andIfelltothinkingaboutMr。Baxter'sconscienceandAgnesMoultrie,gonemadinthewell-litbedroomthatwaitedme。ThesereflectionssecuredmeanightduringwhichIrediscoveredhow,frompurelymentalcauses,amancanbephysicallysick;butthesicknesswasblisscomparedtomydreamswhenthebirdswaked。Onmydeparture,M'Leodgavemeabeautifulnarwhal'shorn,muchasanursegivesachildsweetsforbeingbraveatadentist's。
  "There'snoduplicateofitintheworld,"hesaid,"elseitwouldhavecometooldMaxM'Leod;"andhetuckeditintothemotor。MissM'Leodonthefarsideofthecarwhispered,"Haveyoufoundoutanything,Mr。Perseus?"
  Ishookmyhead。
  "ThenIshallbechainedtomyrockallmylife,"shewenton。
  "Onlydon'ttellpapa。"
  IsupposedshewasthinkingoftheyounggentlemanwhospecialisedinSouthAmericanrails,forInoticedaringonthethirdfingerofherlefthand。
  IwentstraightfromthathousetoBurryMillsHydro,keenforthefirsttimeinmylifeonplayinggolf,whichisguaranteedtooccupythemind。Baxterhadtakenmearoomcommunicatingwithhisown,andafterlunchintroducedmetoatall,horse-headedelderlyladyofdecidedmanners,whomawhite-hairedmaidpushedalonginabath-chairthroughthepark-likegroundsoftheHydro。
  ShewasMissMaryMoultrie,andshecoughedandclearedherthroatjustlikeBaxter。Shesuffered——shetoldmeitwasaMoultriecastemark——fromsomeobscureformofchronicbronchitis,complicatedwithspasmoftheglottis;and,inadead,flatvoice,withasunkeneyethatlookedandsawnot,toldmewhatwashes,gargles,pastilles,andinhalationsshehadprovedmostbeneficial。FromherIwaspassedontoheryoungersister,MissElizabeth,asmallandwitheredthingwithtwitchinglips,victim,shetoldme,toverymuchthesamesortofthroat,butsecretlydevotedtoanothersetofmedicines。WhenshewentawaywithBaxterandthebath-chair,IfellacrossamajoroftheIndianarmywithgoutinhisglassyeyes,andastomachwhichhehadtakenallroundtheContinent。Helaideverythingbeforeme;
  andhimIescapedonlytobeconfidedinbyamatronwithatendencytofolliculartonsilitisandeczema。Baxterwaitedhandandfootonhiscousinstillfiveo'clock,trying,asIsaw,toatoneforhistreatmentofthedeadsister。MissMaryorderedhimaboutlikeadog。
  "Iwarnedyouitwouldbedull,"hesaidwhenwemetinthesmoking-room。
  "It'stremendouslyinteresting,"Isaid。"Buthowaboutalookroundthelinks?"
  "Unluckilydampalwaysaffectsmyeldestcousin。I'vegottobuyheranewbronchitis-kettle。Arthursbrokeheroldoneyesterday。"
  Weslippedouttothechemist'sshopinthetown,andheboughtalargeglitteringtinthingwhoseworkingsheexplained。
  "I'musedtothissortofwork。Icomeuphereprettyoften,"hesaid。"I'vethefamilythroattoo。"
  "You'reagoodman,"Isaid。"Averygoodman。"
  Heturnedtowardsmeintheeveninglightamongthebeeches,andhisfacewaschangedtowhatitmighthavebeenagenerationbefore。
  "Yousee,"hesaidhuskily,"therewastheyoungest——Agnes。
  Beforeshefellill,youknow。Butshedidn'tlikeleavinghersisters。Neverwould。"Hehurriedonwithhisodd-shapedloadandleftmeamongtheruinsofmyblacktheories。ThemanwiththatfacehaddoneAgnesMoultrienowrong。
  Weneverplayedourgame。IwaswakedbetweentwoandthreeinthemorningfrommyhygienicbedbyBaxterinanulsteroverorangeandwhitepyjamas,whichIshouldneverhavesuspectedfromhischaracter。
  "Mycousinhashadsomesortofaseizure,"hesaid。"Willyoucome?Idon'twanttowakethedoctor。Don'twanttomakeascandal。Quick!"
  SoIcamequickly,andledbythewhite-hairedArthursinajacketandpetticoat,enteredadouble-beddedroomreekingwithsteamandFriar'sBalsam。Theelectricswereallon。MissMary——I
  knewherbyherheight——wasattheopenwindow,wrestlingwithMissElizabeth,whogrippedherroundtheknees。
  MissMary'shandwasatherownthroat,whichwasstreakedwithblood。
  "She'sdoneit。She'sdoneittoo!"MissElizabethpanted。"Holdher!Helpme!"
  "Oh,Isay!Womendon'tcuttheirthroats,"Baxterwhispered。
  "MyGod!Hasshecutherthroat?"themaidcriedout,andwithnowarningrolledoverinafaint。Baxterpushedherunderthewash-basins,andleapedtoholdthegauntwomanwhocrowedandwhistledasshestruggledtowardthewindow。Hetookherbytheshoulder,andshestruckoutwildly:
  "Allright!She'sonlycutherhand,"hesaid。"Wettowelquick!"
  WhileIgotthathepushedherbackward。Herstrengthseemedalmostasgreatashis。IswabbedatherthroatwhenIcould,andfoundnomark;thenhelpedhimtocontrolheralittle。MissElizabethleapedbacktobed,wailinglikeachild。
  "Tieupherhandsomehow,"saidBaxter。"Don'tletitdripabouttheplace。She"——hesteppedonbrokenglassinhisslippers,"shemusthavesmashedapane。"
  MissMarylurchedtowardstheopenwindowagain,droppedonherknees,herheadonthesill,andlayquiet,surrenderingthecuthandtome。
  "Whatdidshedo?"BaxterturnedtowardsMissElizabethinthefarbed。
  "Shewasgoingtothrowherselfoutofthewindow,"wastheanswer。"Istoppedher,andsentArthursforyou。Oh,wecanneverholdupourheadsagain!"
  MissMarywrithedandfoughtforbreath。Baxterfoundashawlwhichhethrewoverhershoulders。
  "Nonsense!"saidhe。"Thatisn'tlikeMary;"buthisfaceworkedwhenhesaidit。
  "Youwouldn'tbelieveaboutAggie,John。Perhapsyouwillnow!"
  saidMissElizabeth。"Isawherdoit,andshe'scutherthroattoo!"
  "Shehasn't,"Isaid。"It'sonlyherhand。"
  MissMarysuddenlybrokefromuswithanindescribablegrunt,flew,ratherthanran,tohersister'sbed,andthereshookherasonefuriousschoolgirlwouldshakeanother。
  "Nosuchthing,"shecroaked。"Howdareyouthinkso,youwickedlittlefool?"
  "Getintobed,Mary,"saidBaxter。"You'llcatchachill。"
  Sheobeyed,butsatupwiththegreyshawlroundherleanshoulders,glaringathersister。"I'mbetternow,"shepanted。"
  Arthursletmesitouttoolong。Where'sArthurs?Thekettle。"
  "NevermindArthurs,"saidBaxter。"Yougetthekettle。"I
  hastenedtobringitfromthesidetable。"Now,Mary,asGodseesyou,tellmewhatyou'vedone。"
  Hislipsweredry,andhecouldnotmoisten。themwithhistongue。
  MissMaryappliedherselftothemouthofthekettle,andbetweenindrawsofsteamsaid:"Thespasmcameonjustnow,whileIwasasleep。Iwasnearlychokingtodeath。SoIwenttothewindowI'vedoneitoftenbefore,without,wakinganyone。Bessie'ssuchanoldmaidaboutdraughts。ItellyouIwaschokingtodeath。I
  couldn'tmanagethecatch,andInearlyfellout。Thatwindowopenstoolow。Icutmyhandtryingtosavemyself。Whohastieditupinthisfilthyhandkerchief?Iwishyouhadhadmythroat,Bessie。Ineverwasnearerdying!"Shescowledonusallimpartially,whilehersistersobbed。
  Fromthebottomofthebedweheardaquiveringvoice:"Isshedead?Havetheytookheraway?Oh,Inevercouldbearthesighto'blood!"
  "Arthurs,"saidMissMary,"youareanhireling。Goaway!"
  ItismybeliefthatArthurscrawledoutonallfours,butIwasbusypickingupbrokenglassfromthecarpet。
  ThenBaxter,seatedbythesideofthebed,begantocross-examineinavoiceIscarcelyrecognised。NoonecouldforaninstanthavedoubtedthegenuinerageofMissMaryagainsthersister,hercousin,orhermaid;andthatadoctorshouldhavebeencalledinforshedidmethehonourofcallingmedoctor——wasthelastdrop。Shewaschokingwithherthroat;hadrushedtothewindowforair;hadnearpitchedout,andincatchingatthewindowbarshadcutherhand。OverandovershemadethiscleartotheintentBaxter。Thensheturnedonhersisterandtongue-lashedhersavagely。
  "Youmustn'tblameme,"MissBessiefalteredatlast。"Youknowwhatwethinkofnightandday。"。
  "I'mcomingtothat,"saidBaxter。"Listentome。Whatyoudid,Mary,misledfourpeopleintothinkingyou——youmeanttodoawaywithyourself。"
  "Isn'tonesuicideinthefamilyenough?OhGod,helpandpityus!Youcouldn'thavebelievedthat!"shecried。
  "Theevidencewascomplete。Now,don'tyouthink,"Baxter'sfingerwaggedunderhernose——"can'tyouthinkthatpoorAggiedidthesamethingatHolmescroftwhenshefelloutofthewindow?"
  "Shehadthesamethroat,"saidMissElizabeth。"Exactlythesamesymptoms。Don'tyouremember,Mary?"
  "Whichwasherbedroom?"IaskedofBaxterinanundertone。
  "Overthesouthverandah,lookingontothetennislawn。"
  "InearlyfelloutofthatverywindowwhenIwasatHolmescroft——openingittogetsomeair。Thesilldoesn'tcomemuchaboveyourknees,"Isaid。
  "Youhearthat,Mary?Mary,doyouhearWhatthisgentlemansays?
  Won'tyoubelievethatwhatnearlyhappenedtoyoumusthavehappenedtopoorAggiethatnight?ForGod'ssake——forhersake——Mary,won'tyoubelieve?"
  Therewasalongsilencewhilethesteamkettlepuffed。
  "IfIcouldhaveproof——ifIcouldhaveproof,"saidshe,andbrokeintomosthorribletears。
  Baxtermotionedtome,andIcreptawaytomyroom,andlayawaketillmorning,thinkingmorespeciallyofthedumbThingatHolmescroftwhichwishedtoexplainitself。IhatedMissMaryasperfectlyasthoughIhadknownherfortwentyyears,butIfeltthat,aliveordead,Ishouldnotlikehertocondemnme。
  Yetatmid-day,whenIsawMissMaryinherbathchair,ArthursbehindandBaxterandMissElizabethoneitherside,inthepark-likegroundsoftheHydro,Ifounditdifficulttoarrangemywords。
  "Nowthatyouknowallaboutit,"saidBaxteraside,afterthefirststrangenessofourmeetingwasover,"it'sonlyfairtotellyouthatmypoorcousindidnotdieinHolmescroftatall。
  Shewasdeadwhentheyfoundherunderthewindowinthemorning。
  Justdead。"
  "Underthatlaburnumoutsidethewindow?"Iasked,forIsuddenlyrememberedthecrookedevilthing。
  "Exactly。Shebrokethetreeinfalling。Butnodeathhasevertakenplaceinthehouse,sofaraswewereconcerned。Youcanmakeyourselfquiteeasyonthatpoint。Mr。M'Leod'sextrathousandforwhatyoucalledthe'cleanbillofhealth'wassomethingtowardmycousins'estatewhenwesold。Itwasmydutyastheirlawyertogetitforthem——atanycosttomyownfeelings。"
  IknowbetterthantoarguewhentheEnglishtalkabouttheirduty。SoIagreedwithmysolicitor。
  "Theirsister'sdeathmusthavebeenagreatblowtoyourcousins,"Iwenton。Thebath-chairwasbehindme。
  "Unspeakable,"Baxterwhispered。"Theybroodedonitdayandnight。Nowonder。IftheirtheoryofpoorAggiemakingawaywithherselfwascorrect,shewaseternallylost!"
  "Doyoubelievethatshemadeawaywithherself?"
  "No,thankGod!Neverhave!AndafterwhathappenedtoMarylastnight,IseeperfectlywhathappenedtopoorAggie。Shehadthefamilythroattoo。Bytheway,Marythinksyouareadoctor。
  Otherwiseshewouldn'tlikeyourhavingbeeninherroom。"
  "Verygood。Issheconvincednowabouthersister'sdeath?"
  "She'dgiveanythingtobeabletobelieveit,butshe'sahardwoman,andbroodingalongcertainlinesmakesonegroovy。Ihavesometimesbeenafraidofherreason——onthereligiousside,don'tyouknow。Elizabethdoesn'tmatter。Brainofahen。Alwayshad。"
  HereArthurssummonedmetothebath-chair,andtheravagedface,beneathitsknittedShetlandwoolhood,ofMissMaryMoultrie。
  "Ineednotremindyou,Ihope,ofthesealofsecrecy——absolutesecrecy——inyourprofession,"shebegan。"Thankstomycousin'sandmysister'sstupidity,youhavefoundout"sheblewhernose。
  "Pleasedon'texciteher,sir,"saidArthursattheback。
  "But,mydearMissMoultrie,IonlyknowwhatI'veseen,ofcourse,butitseemstomethatwhatyouthoughtwasatragedyinyoursister'scase,turnsout,onyourownevidence,sotospeak,tohavebeenanaccident——adreadfullysadone——butabsolutelyanaccident。"
  "Doyoubelievethattoo?"shecried。"Orareyouonlysayingittocomfortme?"
  "Ibelieveitfromthebottomofmyheart。ComedowntoHolmescroftforanhour——forhalfanhourandsatisfyyourself。"
  "Ofwhat?Youdon'tunderstand。Iseethehouseeveryday-everynight。Iamalwaysthereinspirit——wakingorsleeping。I
  couldn'tfaceitinreality。"
  "Butyoumust,"Isaid。"Ifyougothereinthespiritthegreaterneedforyoutogothereintheflesh。Gotoyoursister'sroomoncemore,andseethewindow——Inearlyfelloutofitmyself。It's——it'sawfullylowanddangerous。Thatwouldconvinceyou,"Ipleaded。
  "YetAggiehadsleptinthatroomforyears,"sheinterrupted。
  "You'vesleptinyourroomhereforalongtime,haven'tyou?Butyounearlyfelloutofthewindowwhenyouwerechoking。"
  "Thatistrue。Thatisonethingtrue,"shenodded。"AndImighthavebeenkilledas——perhapsAggiewaskilled。"
  "Inthatcaseyourownsisterandcousinandmaidwouldhavesaidyouhadcommittedsuicide,MissMoultrie。ComedowntoHolmescroft,andgoovertheplacejustonce。"
  "Youarelying,"shesaidquitequietly。"Youdon'twantmetocomedowntoseeawindow。Itissomethingelse。IwarnyouweareEvangelicals。Wedon'tbelieveinprayersforthedead。'Asthetreefalls——'"
  "Yes。Idaresay。Butyoupersistinthinkingthatyoursistercommittedsuicide"
  "No!No!IhavealwaysprayedthatImighthavemisjudgedher。"
  Arthursatthebath-chairspokeup:"Oh,MissMary!youwould'aveitfromthefirstthatpoorMissAggie'admadeawaywithherself;an',ofcourse,MissBessietookthenotionfromyou:
  OnlyMaster——MisterJohnstoodout,-and——andI'd'avetakenmyBibleoathyouwasmakingawaywithyourselflastnight。"
  MissMaryleanedtowardsme,onefingeronmysleeve。
  "IfgoingtoHolmescroftkillsme,"shesaid,"youwillhavethemurderofafellow-creatureonyourconscienceforalleternity。"
  "I'llriskit,"Ianswered。RememberingwhattormentthemerereflectionofhertormentshadcastonHolmescroft,andremembering,aboveall,thedumbThingthatfilledthehousewithitsdesiretospeak,Ifeltthattheremightbeworsethings。
  Baxterwasamazedattheproposedvisit,butatanodfromthatterriblewomanwentofftomakearrangements。ThenIsentatelegramtoM'LeodbiddinghimandhisvacateHolmescroftforthatafternoon。MissMaryshouldbealonewithherdead,asIhadbeenalone。
  Iexpecteduntoldtroubleintransportingher,buttodoherjustice,thepromisegivenforthejourney,sheunderwentitwithoutmurmur,spasm,orunnecessaryword。MissBessie,pressedinacornerbythewindow,weptbehindherveil,andfromtimetotimetriedtotakeholdofhersister'shand。Baxterwrappedhimselfinhisnewlyfoundhappinessasselfishlyasabridegroom,forhesatstillandsmiled。
  "SolongasIknowthatAggiedidn'tmakeawaywithherself,"heexplained,"ItellyoufranklyIdon'tcarewhathappened。She'sashardasarock——Mary。Alwayswas。Shewon'tdie。"
  Weledheroutontotheplatformlikeablindwoman,andsogotherintothefly。Thehalf-hourcrawltoHolmescroftwasthemostrackingexperienceoftheday。M'Leodhadobeyedmyinstructions。
  Therewasnoonevisibleinthehouseorthegardens;andthefrontdoorstoodopen。
  MissMaryrosefrombesidehersister,steppedforthfirst,andenteredthehall。
  "Come,Bessie,"shecried。
  "Idaren't。Oh,Idaren't。"
  "Come!"Hervoicehadaltered。IfeltBaxterstart。"There'snothingtobeafraidof。"
  "Goodheavens!"saidBaxter。"She'srunningupthestairs。We'dbetterfollow。"
  "Let'swaitbelow。She'sgoingtotheroom。"
  WeheardthedoorofthebedroomIknewopenandshut,andwewaitedinthelemon-colouredhall,heavywiththescentofflowers。
  "I'veneverbeenintoitsinceitwassold,"Baxtersighed。"Whatalovely,restfulplateitis!PoorAggieusedtoarrangetheflowers。"
  "Restful?"Ibegan,butstoppedofasudden,forIfeltallovermybruisedsoulthatBaxterwasspeakingtruth。Itwasalight,spacious,airyhouse,fullofthesenseofwell-beingandpeace——aboveallthings,ofpeace。Iventuredintothedining-roomwherethethoughtfulM'Leod'shadleftasmallfire。
  Therewasnoterrorthere,presentorlurking;andinthedrawing-room,whichforgoodreasonswehadnevercaredtoenter,thesunandthepeaceandthescentoftheflowersworkedtogetherasisfitinaninhabitedhouse。WhenIreturnedtothehall,Baxterwassweetlyasleeponacouch,lookingmostunlikeamiddle-agedsolicitorwhohadspentabrokennightwithanexactingcousin。
  Therewasampletimeformetoreviewitall——tofelicitatemyselfuponmymagnificentacumenbarringsomeerrorsaboutBaxterasathiefandpossiblyamurderer,beforethedooraboveopened,andBaxter,evidentlyalightsleeper,sprangawake。
  "I'vehadaheavenlylittlenap,"hesaid,rubbinghiseyeswiththebacksofhishandslikeachild。"GoodLord!That'snottheirstep!"
  Butitwas。IhadneverbeforebeenprivilegedtoseetheShadowturnedbackwardonthedial——theyearsrippedbodilyoffpoorhumanshoulders——oldsunkeneyesfilledandalight——harshlipsmoistenedandhuman。
  "John,"MissMarycalled,"Iknownow。Aggiedidn'tdoit!"and"Shedidn'tdoit!"echoedMiss"Ididnotthinkitwrongtosayaprayer,"MissMarycontinued。
  "Notforhersoul,butforourpeace。ThenIwasconvinced。"
  "Thenwegotconviction,"theyoungersisterpiped。
  "We'vemisjudgedpoorAggie,John。ButIfeelsheknowsnow。
  Whereversheis,sheknowsthatweknowsheisguiltless。"
  "Yes,sheknows。Ifeltittoo,"saidMissElizabeth。,"Ineverdoubted,"saidJohn'Baxter,whosefacewasbeautifulatthathour。"Notfromthefirst。Neverhave!"
  "Youneverofferedmeproof,John。Now,thankGod,itwillnotbethesameanymore。IcanthinkhenceforwardofAggiewithoutsorrow。"Shetripped,absolutelytripped,acrossthehall。"WhatideastheseJewshaveofarrangingfurniture!"ShespiedmebehindabigCloisonneevase。"I'veseenthewindow,"shesaidremotely。"Youtookagreatriskinadvisingmetoundertakesuchajourney。However,asitturnsout……Iforgiveyou,andIprayyoumayneverknowwhatmentalanguishmeans!Bessie!Lookatthispeculiarpiano!Doyousuppose,Doctor,thesepeoplewouldofferonetea?Imissmine。"
  "Iwillgoandsee,"Isaid,andexploredM'Leod'snew-builtservants'wing。Itwasintheservants'hallthatIunearthedtheM'Leodfamily,burstingwithanxiety。
  "Teaforthree,quick,"Isaid。"Ifyouaskmeanyquestionsnow,Ishallhaveafit!"SoMrs。M'Leodgotit,andIwasbutler,amidmurmuredapologiesfromBaxter,stillsmilingandself-absorbed,andthecolddisapprovalofMissMary,whothoughtthepatternofthechinavulgar。However,sheatewell,andevenaskedmewhetherIwouldnotlikeacupofteaformyself。
  Theywentawayinthetwilight——thetwilightthatIhadoncefeared。TheyweregoingtoanhotelinLondontorestafterthefatiguesoftheday,andastheirflyturneddownthedrive,I
  caperedonthedoorstep,withtheall-darkenedhousebehindme。
  ThenIheardtheuncertainfeetoftheM'Leodsandbadethemnottoturnonthelights,buttofeel——tofeelwhatIhaddone;fortheShadowwasgone,withthedumbdesireintheair。Theydrewshort,butafterwardsdeeper,breaths,likebathersenteringchillwater,separatedonefromtheother,movedaboutthehall,tiptoedupstairs,raceddown,andthenMissM'Leod,andIbelievehermother,thoughshedeniesthis,embracedme。IknowM'Leoddid。
  Itwasadisgracefulevening。Tosayweriotedthroughthehouseistoputitmildly。WeplayedasortofBlindMan'sBuffalongthedarkestpassages,intheunlighteddrawing-room,andlittledining-room,callingcheerilytoeachotheraftereachexplorationthathere,andhere,andhere,thetrouble-hadremoveditself。Wecameuptothebedroom——mineforthenightagain——andsat,thewomenonthebed,andwemenonchairs,drinkinginblesseddraughtsofpeaceandcomfortandcleanlinessofsoul,whileItoldthemmytaleinfull,andreceivedfreshpraise,thanks,andblessings。
  Whentheservants,returnedfromtheirday'souting,gaveusasupperofcoldfriedfish,M'Leodhadsenseenoughtoopennowine。Wehadbeenpracticallydrunksincenightfall,andgrewincoherentonwaterandmilk。
  "IlikethatBaxter,"saidM'Leod。"He'sasharpman。Thedeathwasn'tinthehouse,butheranitprettyclose,ain'tit?"
  "AndthejokeofitisthathesupposesIwanttobuytheplacefromyou,"Isaid。"Areyouselling?"
  "NotfortwicewhatIpaidforit——now,"saidM'Leod。"I'llkeepyouinfursallyourlife,butnotourHolmescroft。"
  "No——neverourHolmescroft,"saidMissM'Leod。"We'llaskhimhereonTuesday,mamma。"Theysqueezedeachother'shands。
  "Nowtellme,"saidMrs。M'Leod——"thattallone,Isawoutofthescullerywindow——didshetellyoushewasalwayshereinthespirit?Ihateher。Shemadeallthistrouble。Itwasnotherhouseaftershehadsoldit。Whatdoyouthink?"
  "Isuppose,"Ianswered,"shebroodedoverwhatshebelievedwashersister'ssuicidenightandday——sheconfessedshedid——andherthoughtsbeingconcentratedonthisplace,theyfeltlikea——likeaburningglass。"
  "Burningglassisgood,"saidM'Leod。
  "Isaiditwaslikealightofblacknessturnedonus,"criedthegirl,twiddlingherring。"Thatmusthavebeenwhenthetallonethoughtworstabouthersisterandthehouse。"
  "Ah,thepoorAggie!"saidMrs。M'Leod。"ThepoorAggie,tryingtotelleveryoneitwasnotso!NowonderwefeltSomethingwishedtosaySomething。Thea,Max,doyourememberthatnight"
  "Weneednotrememberanymore,"M'Leodinterrupted。"Itisnotourtrouble。Theyhavetoldeachothernow。"
  "Doyouthink,then,"saidMissM'Leod,"thatthosetwo,thelivingones,wereactuallytoldsomething——upstairs——inyourintheroom?"
  "Ican'tsay。Atanyratetheyweremadehappy,andtheyateabigteaafterwards。Asyourfathersays,itisnotourtroubleanylonger——thankGod!"
  "Amen!"saidM'Leod。"Now,Thea,letushavesomemusicafterallthesemonths。'Withmirth,thouprettybird,'ain'tit?Yououghttohearthat。"
  Andinthehalf-lightedhall,TheasanganoldEnglishsongthatIhadneverheardbefore。
  Withmirth,thouprettybird,rejoiceThyMaker'spraiseenhanced;
  Liftupthyshrillandpleasantvoice,ThyGodishighadvanced!
  ThyfoodbeforeHedidprovide,Andgivesitinafittingside,Wherewithbethousufficed!
  Whyshouldstthounowunpleasantbe,ThywrathagainstGodventing,ThatHealittlebirdmadethee,Thysillyheadtormenting,BecauseHemadetheenotaman?
  Oh,Peace!Hehathwellthoughtthereon,Therewithbethousufficed!
  THERABBI'SSONG
  IFTHOUGHTcanreachtoHeaven,OnHeavenletitdwell,ForfearthatThoughtbegivenLikepowertoreachtoHell。
  ForfearthedesolationAnddarknessofthymind,PerplexanhabitationWhichthouhastleftbehind。
  Letnothinglingerafter——
  Nowhisperingghostremain,Inwall,orbeam,orrafter,Ofanyhateorpain:
  Cleanseandcallhomethyspirit,Denyherleavetocast,Onaughtthyheirsinherit,Theshadowofherpast。
  Forthink,inallthysadness,Whatroadourgriefsmaytake;
  Whosebrainreflectourmadness,Orwhomourterrorsshake。
  Forthink,lestanylanguishBycauseofthydistressThearrowsofouranguishFlyfartherthanweguess。
  Ourlives,ourtears,aswater,Arespilledupontheground;
  Godgivethnomanquarter,YetGodameanshathfound;
  Thoughfaithandhopehavevanished,Andevenlovegrowsdim;
  AmeanswherebyHisbanishedBenotexpelledfromHim!