"IheardyourchallengetothecreatureyoucallTarsTarkas,andIthinkIunderstandyourpositionamongthesepeople,butwhatIcannotfathomisyourstatementthatyouarenotofBarsoom。”
"Inthenameofmyfirstancestor,then,"shecontinued,"wheremayyoubefrom?Youarelikeuntomypeople,andyetsounlike。Youspeakmylanguage,andyetIheardyoutellTarsTarkasthatyouhadbutlearneditrecently。
AllBarsoomiansspeakthesametonguefromtheice-cladsouthtotheice-cladnorth,thoughtheirwrittenlanguagesdiffer。OnlyinthevalleyDor,wheretheriverIssemptiesintothelostseaofKorus,istheresupposedtobeadifferentlanguagespoken,and,exceptinthelegendsofourancestors,thereisnorecordofaBarsoomianreturninguptheriverIss,fromtheshoresofKorusinthevalleyofDor。Donottellmethatyouhavethusreturned!TheywouldkillyouhorriblyanywhereuponthesurfaceofBarsoomifthatweretrue;tellmeitisnot!"
Hereyeswerefilledwithastrange,weirdlight;hervoicewaspleading,andherlittlehands,reachedupuponmybreast,werepressedagainstmeasthoughtowringadenialfrommyveryheart。
"Idonotknowyourcustoms,DejahThoris,butinmyownVirginiaagentlemandoesnotlietosavehimself;IamnotofDor;IhaveneverseenthemysteriousIss;thelostseaofKorusisstilllost,sofarasIamconcerned。Doyoubelieveme?"
AndthenitstruckmesuddenlythatIwasveryanxiousthatsheshouldbelieveme。ItwasnotthatIfearedtheresultswhichwouldfollowageneralbeliefthatIhadreturnedfromtheBarsoomianheavenorhell,orwhateveritwas。
Whywasit,then!WhyshouldIcarewhatshethought?
Ilookeddownather;herbeautifulfaceupturned,andherwonderfuleyesopeninguptheverydepthofhersoul;andasmyeyesmethersIknewwhy,and——Ishuddered。
Asimilarwaveoffeelingseemedtostirher;shedrewawayfrommewithasigh,andwithherearnest,beautifulfaceturneduptomine,shewhispered:"Ibelieveyou,JohnCarter;Idonotknowwhata'gentleman'is,norhaveIeverhedoesnotwishtospeakthetruthheissilent。WhereisthisVirginia,yourcountry,JohnCarter?"sheasked,anditseemedthatthisfairnameofmyfairlandhadneversoundedmorebeautifulthanasitfellfromthoseperfectlipsonthatfar-goneday。
"Iamofanotherworld,"Ianswered,"thegreatplanetEarth,whichrevolvesaboutourcommonsunandnextwithintheorbitofyourBarsoom,whichweknowasMars。HowI
camehereIcannottellyou,forIdonotknow;buthereI
am,andsincemypresencehaspermittedmetoserveDejahThorisIamgladthatIamhere。”
Shegazedatmewithtroubledeyes,longandquestioningly。
ThatitwasdifficulttobelievemystatementIwellknew,norcouldIhopethatshewoulddosohowevermuchIcravedherconfidenceandrespect。Iwouldmuchrathernothavetoldheranythingofmyantecedents,butnomancouldlookintothedepthofthoseeyesandrefuseherslightestbehest。
Finallyshesmiled,and,rising,said:"IshallhavetobelieveeventhoughIcannotunderstand。IcanreadilyperceivethatyouarenotoftheBarsoomoftoday;youarelikeus,yetdifferent——butwhyshouldItroublemypoorheadwithsuchaproblem,whenmyhearttellsmethatIbelievebecauseIwishtobelieve!"
Itwasgoodlogic,good,earthly,femininelogic,andifitsatisfiedherIcertainlycouldpicknoflawsinit。Asamatteroffactitwasabouttheonlykindoflogicthatcouldbebroughttobearuponmyproblem。Wefellintoageneralconversationthen,askingandansweringmanyquestionsoneachside。ShewascurioustolearnofthecustomsofmypeopleanddisplayedaremarkableknowledgeofeventsonEarth。
WhenIquestionedhercloselyonthisseemingfamiliaritywithearthlythingsshelaughed,andcriedout:
"Why,everyschoolboyonBarsoomknowsthegeography,andmuchconcerningthefaunaandflora,aswellasthehistoryofyourplanetfullyaswellasofhisown。CanwenotseeeverythingwhichtakesplaceuponEarth,asyoucallit;isitnothangingthereintheheavensinplainsight?"
Thisbaffledme,Imustconfess,fullyasmuchasmystatementshadconfoundedher;andItoldherso。Shethenexplainedingeneraltheinstrumentsherpeoplehadusedandbeenperfectingforages,whichpermitthemtothrowuponascreenaperfectimageofwhatistranspiringuponanyplanetanduponmanyofthestars。Thesepicturesaresoperfectindetailthat,whenphotographedandenlarged,objectsnogreaterthanabladeofgrassmaybedistinctlyrecognized。Iafterward,inHelium,sawmanyofthesepictures,aswellastheinstrumentswhichproducedthem。
"If,then,youaresofamiliarwithearthlythings,"Iasked,"whyisitthatyoudonotrecognizemeasidenticalwiththeinhabitantsofthatplanet?"
Shesmiledagainasonemightinboredindulgenceofaquestioningchild。
"Because,JohnCarter,"shereplied,"nearlyeveryplanetandstarhavingatmosphericconditionsatallapproachingthoseofBarsoom,showsformsofanimallifealmostidenticalwithyouandme;and,further,Earthmen,almostwithoutexception,covertheirbodieswithstrange,unsightlypiecesofcloth,andtheirheadswithhideouscontraptionsthepurposeofwhichwehavebeenunabletoconceive;whileyou,whenfoundbytheTharkianwarriors,wereentirelyundisfiguredandunadorned。
"Thefactthatyouworenoornamentsisastrongproofofyourun-Barsoomianorigin,whiletheabsenceofgrotesquecoveringsmightcauseadoubtastoyourearthliness。”
IthennarratedthedetailsofmydeparturefromtheEarth,explainingthatmybodytherelayfullyclothedinallthe,toher,strangegarmentsofmundanedwellers。AtthispointSolareturnedwithourmeagerbelongingsandheryoungMartianprotege,who,ofcourse,wouldhavetosharethequarterswiththem。
Solaaskedusifwehadhadavisitorduringherabsence,andseemedmuchsurprisedwhenweansweredinthenegative。
Itseemedthatasshehadmountedtheapproachtotheupperfloorswhereourquarterswerelocated,shehadmetSarkojadescending。Wedecidedthatshemusthavebeeneavesdropping,butaswecouldrecallnothingofimportancethathadpassedbetweenuswedismissedthematterasoflittleconsequence,merelypromisingourselvestobewarnedtotheutmostcautioninthefuture。
DejahThorisandIthenfelltoexaminingthearchitectureanddecorationsofthebeautifulchambersofthebuildingwewereoccupying。Shetoldmethatthesepeoplehadpresumablyflourishedoverahundredthousandyearsbefore。
Theyweretheearlyprogenitorsofherrace,buthadmixedwiththeothergreatraceofearlyMartians,whowereverydark,almostblack,andalsowiththereddishyellowracewhichhadflourishedatthesametime。
ThesethreegreatdivisionsofthehigherMartianshadbeenforcedintoamightyallianceasthedryingupoftheMartianseashadcompelledthemtoseekthecomparativelyfewandalwaysdiminishingfertileareas,andtodefendthemselves,undernewconditionsoflife,againstthewildhordesofgreenmen。
Agesofcloserelationshipandintermarryinghadresultedintheraceofredmen,ofwhichDejahThoriswasafairandbeautifuldaughter。Duringtheagesofhardshipsandincessantwarringbetweentheirownvariousraces,aswellaswiththegreenmen,andbeforetheyhadfittedthemselvestothechangedconditions,muchofthehighcivilizationandmanyoftheartsofthefair-hairedMartianshadbecomelost;buttheredraceoftodayhasreachedapointwhereitfeelsthatithasmadeupinnewdiscoveriesandinamorepracticalcivilizationforallthatliesirretrievablyburiedwiththeancientBarsoomians,beneaththecountlessinterveningages。
TheseancientMartianshadbeenahighlycultivatedandliteraryrace,butduringthevicissitudesofthosetryingcenturiesofreadjustmenttonewconditions,notonlydidtheiradvancementandproductionceaseentirely,butpracticallyalltheirarchives,records,andliteraturewerelost。
DejahThorisrelatedmanyinterestingfactsandlegendsconcerningthislostraceofnobleandkindlypeople。ShesaidthatthecityinwhichwewerecampingwassupposedtohavebeenacenterofcommerceandcultureknownasKorad。Ithadbeenbuiltuponabeautiful,naturalharbor,landlockedbymagnificenthills。Thelittlevalleyonthewestfrontofthecity,sheexplained,wasallthatremainedoftheharbor,whilethepassthroughthehillstotheoldseabottomhadbeenthechannelthroughwhichtheshippingpasseduptothecity'sgates。
Theshoresoftheancientseasweredottedwithjustsuchcities,andlesserones,indiminishingnumbers,weretobefoundconvergingtowardthecenteroftheoceans,asthepeoplehadfounditnecessarytofollowtherecedingwatersuntilnecessityhadforceduponthemtheirultimatesalvation,theso-calledMartiancanals。
Wehadbeensoengrossedinexplorationofthebuildingandinourconversationthatitwaslateintheafternoonbeforewerealizedit。WewerebroughtbacktoarealizationofourpresentconditionsbyamessengerbearingasummonsfromLorquasPtomeldirectingmetoappearbeforehimforthwith。BiddingDejahThorisandSolafarewell,andcommandingWoolatoremainonguard,Ihastenedtotheaudiencechamber,whereIfoundLorquasPtomelandTarsTarkasseatedupontherostrum。
CHAPTERXII
APRISONERWITHPOWER
AsIenteredandsaluted,LorquasPtomelsignaledmetoadvance,and,fixinghisgreat,hideouseyesuponme,addressedmethus:
"Youhavebeenwithusafewdays,yetduringthattimeyouhavebyyourprowesswonahighpositionamongus。
Bethatasitmay,youarenotoneofus;youoweusnoallegiance。
"Yourpositionisapeculiarone,"hecontinued;"youareaprisonerandyetyougivecommandswhichmustbeobeyed;
youareanalienandyetyouareaTharkianchieftain;youareamidgetandyetyoucankillamightywarriorwithoneblowofyourfist。Andnowyouarereportedtohavebeenplottingtoescapewithanotherprisonerofanotherrace;aprisonerwho,fromherownadmission,halfbelievesyouarereturnedfromthevalleyofDor。Eitheroneoftheseaccusations,ifproved,wouldbesufficientgroundsforyourexecution,butweareajustpeopleandyoushallhaveatrialonourreturntoThark,ifTalHajussocommands。
"But,"hecontinued,inhisfiercegutturaltones,"ifyourunoffwiththeredgirlitisIwhoshallhavetoaccounttoTalHajus;itisIwhoshallhavetofaceTarsTarkas,andeitherdemonstratemyrighttocommand,orthemetalfrommydeadcarcasswillgotoabetterman,forsuchisthecustomoftheTharks。
"IhavenoquarrelwithTarsTarkas;togetherwerulesupremethegreatestofthelessercommunitiesamongthegreenmen;wedonotwishtofightbetweenourselves;andsoifyouweredead,JohnCarter,Ishouldbeglad。Undertwoconditionsonly,however,mayyoubekilledbyuswithoutordersfromTalHajus;inpersonalcombatinself-defense,shouldyouattackoneofus,orwereyouapprehendedinanattempttoescape。
"AsamatterofjusticeImustwarnyouthatweonlyawaitoneofthesetwoexcusesforriddingourselvesofsogreataresponsibility。ThesafedeliveryoftheredgirltoTalHajusisofthegreatestimportance。NotinathousandyearshavetheTharksmadesuchacapture;sheisthegranddaughterofthegreatestoftheredjeddaks,whoisalsoourbitterestenemy。Ihavespoken。Theredgirltoldusthatwewerewithoutthesoftersentimentsofhumanity,butweareajustandtruthfulrace。Youmaygo。”
Turning,Ilefttheaudiencechamber。SothiswasthebeginningofSarkoja'spersecution!IknewthatnoneothercouldberesponsibleforthisreportwhichhadreachedtheearsofLorquasPtomelsoquickly,andnowIrecalledthoseportionsofourconversationwhichhadtoucheduponescapeanduponmyorigin。
SarkojawasatthistimeTarsTarkas'oldestandmosttrustedfemale。Assuchshewasamightypowerbehindthethrone,fornowarriorhadtheconfidenceofLorquasPtomeltosuchanextentasdidhisablestlieutenant,TarsTarkas。
However,insteadofputtingthoughtsofpossibleescapefrommymind,myaudiencewithLorquasPtomelonlyservedtocentermyeveryfacultyonthissubject。Now,morethanbefore,theabsolutenecessityforescape,insofarasDejahThoriswasconcerned,wasimpresseduponme,forIwasconvincedthatsomehorriblefateawaitedherattheheadquartersofTalHajus。
AsdescribedbySola,thismonsterwastheexaggeratedpersonificationofalltheagesofcruelty,ferocity,andbrutalityfromwhichhehaddescended。Cold,cunning,calculating;hewas,also,inmarkedcontrasttomostofhisfellows,aslavetothatbrutepassionwhichthewaningdemandsforprocreationupontheirdyingplanethasalmoststilledintheMartianbreast。
ThethoughtthatthedivineDejahThorismightfallintotheclutchesofsuchanabysmalatavismstartedthecoldsweatuponme。Farbetterthatwesavefriendlybulletsforourselvesatthelastmoment,asdidthosebravefrontierwomenofmylostland,whotooktheirownlivesratherthanfallintothehandsoftheIndianbraves。
AsIwanderedabouttheplazalostinmygloomyforebodingsTarsTarkasapproachedmeonhiswayfromtheaudiencechamber。Hisdemeanortowardmewasunchanged,andhegreetedmeasthoughwehadnotjustpartedafewmomentsbefore。
"Whereareyourquarters,JohnCarter?"heasked。
"Ihaveselectednone,"Ireplied。"ItseemedbestthatI
quarteredeitherbymyselforamongtheotherwarriors,andIwasawaitinganopportunitytoaskyouradvice。Asyouknow,"andIsmiled,"IamnotyetfamiliarwithallthecustomsoftheTharks。”
"Comewithme,"hedirected,andtogetherwemovedoffacrosstheplazatoabuildingwhichIwasgladtoseeadjoinedthatoccupiedbySolaandhercharges。
"Myquartersareonthefirstfloorofthisbuilding,"hesaid,"andthesecondflooralsoisfullyoccupiedbywarriors,butthethirdfloorandthefloorsabovearevacant;youmaytakeyourchoiceofthese。
"Iunderstand,"hecontinued,"thatyouhavegivenupyourwomantotheredprisoner。Well,asyouhavesaid,yourwaysarenotourways,butyoucanfightwellenoughtodoaboutasyouplease,andso,ifyouwishtogiveyourwomantoacaptive,itisyourownaffair;butasachieftainyoushouldhavethosetoserveyou,andinaccordancewithourcustomsyoumayselectanyorallthefemalesfromtheretinuesofthechieftainswhosemetalyounowwear。”
Ithankedhim,butassuredhimthatIcouldgetalongverynicelywithoutassistanceexceptinthematterofpreparingfood,andsohepromisedtosendwomentomeforthispurposeandalsoforthecareofmyarmsandthemanufactureofmyammunition,whichhesaidwouldbenecessary。Isuggestedthattheymightalsobringsomeofthesleepingsilksandfurswhichbelongedtomeasspoilsofcombat,forthenightswerecoldandIhadnoneofmyown。
Hepromisedtodoso,anddeparted。Leftalone,Iascendedthewindingcorridortotheupperfloorsinsearchofsuitablequarters。Thebeautiesoftheotherbuildingswererepeatedinthis,and,asusual,Iwassoonlostinatourofinvestigationanddiscovery。
Ifinallychoseafrontroomonthethirdfloor,becausethisbroughtmenearertoDejahThoris,whoseapartmentwasonthesecondflooroftheadjoiningbuilding,anditflasheduponmethatIcouldrigupsomemeansofcommunicationwherebyshemightsignalmeincasesheneededeithermyservicesormyprotection。
Adjoiningmysleepingapartmentwerebaths,dressingrooms,andothersleepingandlivingapartments,inallsometenroomsonthisfloor。Thewindowsofthebackroomsoverlookedanenormouscourt,whichformedthecenterofthesquaremadebythebuildingswhichfacedthefourcontiguousstreets,andwhichwasnowgivenovertothequarteringofthevariousanimalsbelongingtothewarriorsoccupyingtheadjoiningbuildings。
Whilethecourtwasentirelyovergrownwiththeyellow,moss-likevegetationwhichblanketspracticallytheentiresurfaceofMars,yetnumerousfountains,statuary,benches,andpergola-likecontraptionsborewitnesstothebeautywhichthecourtmusthavepresentedinbygonetimes,whengracedbythefair-haired,laughingpeoplewhomsternandunalterablecosmiclawshaddrivennotonlyfromtheirhomes,butfromallexceptthevaguelegendsoftheirdescendants。
OnecouldeasilypicturethegorgeousfoliageoftheluxuriantMartianvegetationwhichoncefilledthisscenewithlifeandcolor;thegracefulfiguresofthebeautifulwomen,thestraightandhandsomemen;thehappyfrolickingchildren——
allsunlight,happinessandpeace。Itwasdifficulttorealizethattheyhadgone;downthroughagesofdarkness,cruelty,andignorance,untiltheirhereditaryinstinctsofcultureandhumanitarianismhadrisenascendantoncemoreinthefinalcompositeracewhichnowisdominantuponMars。
Mythoughtswerecutshortbytheadventofseveralyoungfemalesbearingloadsofweapons,silks,furs,jewels,cookingutensils,andcasksoffoodanddrink,includingconsiderablelootfromtheaircraft。Allthis,itseemed,hadbeenthepropertyofthetwochieftainsIhadslain,andnow,bythecustomsoftheTharks,ithadbecomemine。Atmydirectiontheyplacedthestuffinoneofthebackrooms,andthendeparted,onlytoreturnwithasecondload,whichtheyadvisedmeconstitutedthebalanceofmygoods。Onthesecondtriptheywereaccompaniedbytenorfifteenotherwomenandyouths,who,itseemed,formedtheretinuesofthetwochieftains。
Theywerenottheirfamilies,northeirwives,northeirservants;therelationshipwaspeculiar,andsounlikeanythingknowntousthatitismostdifficulttodescribe。
AllpropertyamongthegreenMartiansisownedincommonbythecommunity,exceptthepersonalweapons,ornamentsandsleepingsilksandfursoftheindividuals。Thesealonecanoneclaimundisputedrightto,normayheaccumulatemoreofthesethanarerequiredforhisactualneeds。Thesurplusheholdsmerelyascustodian,anditispassedontotheyoungermembersofthecommunityasnecessitydemands。
Thewomenandchildrenofaman'sretinuemaybelikenedtoamilitaryunitforwhichheisresponsibleinvariousways,asinmattersofinstruction,discipline,sustenance,andtheexigenciesoftheircontinualroamingsandtheirunendingstrifewithothercommunitiesandwiththeredMartians。
Hiswomenareinnosensewives。ThegreenMartiansusenowordcorrespondinginmeaningwiththisearthlyword。Theirmatingisamatterofcommunityinterestsolely,andisdirectedwithoutreferencetonaturalselection。ThecouncilofchieftainsofeachcommunitycontrolthematterassurelyastheownerofaKentuckyracingstuddirectsthescientificbreedingofhisstockfortheimprovementofthewhole。
Intheoryitmaysoundwell,asisoftenthecasewiththeories,buttheresultsofagesofthisunnaturalpractice,coupledwiththecommunityinterestintheoffspringbeingheldparamounttothatofthemother,isshowninthecold,cruelcreatures,andtheirgloomy,loveless,mirthlessexistence。
ItistruethatthegreenMartiansareabsolutelyvirtuous,bothmenandwomen,withtheexceptionofsuchdegeneratesasTalHajus;butbetterfarafinerbalanceofhumancharacteristicsevenattheexpenseofaslightandoccasionallossofchastity。
FindingthatImustassumeresponsibilityforthesecreatures,whetherIwouldornot,Imadethebestofitanddirectedthemtofindquartersontheupperfloors,leavingthethirdfloortome。OneofthegirlsIchargedwiththedutiesofmysimplecuisine,anddirectedtheotherstotakeupthevariousactivitieswhichhadformerlyconstitutedtheirvocations。ThereafterIsawlittleofthem,nordidIcareto。
CHAPTERXIII
LOVE-MAKINGONMARS
Followingthebattlewiththeairships,thecommunityremainedwithinthecityforseveraldays,abandoningthehomewardmarchuntiltheycouldfeelreasonablyassuredthattheshipswouldnotreturn;fortobecaughtontheopenplainswithacavalcadeofchariotsandchildrenwasfarfromthedesireofevensowarlikeapeopleasthegreenMartians。
Duringourperiodofinactivity,TarsTarkashadinstructedmeinmanyofthecustomsandartsofwarfamiliartotheTharks,includinglessonsinridingandguidingthegreatbeastswhichborethewarriors。Thesecreatures,whichareknownasthoats,areasdangerousandviciousastheirmasters,butwhenoncesubduedaresufficientlytractableforthepurposesofthegreenMartians。
TwooftheseanimalshadfallentomefromthewarriorswhosemetalIwore,andinashorttimeIcouldhandlethemquiteaswellasthenativewarriors。Themethodwasnotatallcomplicated。Ifthethoatsdidnotrespondwithsufficientceleritytothetelepathicinstructionsoftheirriderstheyweredealtaterrificblowbetweentheearswiththebuttofapistol,andiftheyshowedfightthistreatmentwascontinueduntilthebruteseitherweresubdued,orhadunseatedtheirriders。
Inthelattercaseitbecamealifeanddeathstrugglebetweenthemanandthebeast。Iftheformerwerequickenoughwithhispistolhemightlivetorideagain,thoughuponsomeotherbeast;ifnot,histornandmangledbodywasgatheredupbyhiswomenandburnedinaccordancewithTharkiancustom。
MyexperiencewithWooladeterminedmetoattempttheexperimentofkindnessinmytreatmentofmythoats。FirstI
taughtthemthattheycouldnotunseatme,andevenrappedthemsharplybetweentheearstoimpressuponthemmyauthorityandmastery。Then,bydegrees,IwontheirconfidenceinmuchthesamemannerasIhadadoptedcountlesstimeswithmymanymundanemounts。Iwaseveragoodhandwithanimals,andbyinclination,aswellasbecauseitbroughtmorelastingandsatisfactoryresults,Iwasalwayskindandhumaneinmydealingswiththelowerorders。
Icouldtakeahumanlife,ifnecessary,withfarlesscompunctionthanthatofapoor,unreasoning,irresponsiblebrute。
Inthecourseofafewdaysmythoatswerethewonderoftheentirecommunity。Theywouldfollowmelikedogs,rubbingtheirgreatsnoutsagainstmybodyinawkwardevidenceofaffection,andrespondtomyeverycommandwithanalacrityanddocilitywhichcausedtheMartianwarriorstoascribetomethepossessionofsomeearthlypowerunknownonMars。
"Howhaveyoubewitchedthem?"askedTarsTarkasoneafternoon,whenhehadseenmerunmyarmfarbetweenthegreatjawsofoneofmythoatswhichhadwedgedapieceofstonebetweentwoofhisteethwhilefeedinguponthemoss-likevegetationwithinourcourtyard。
"Bykindness,"Ireplied。"Yousee,TarsTarkas,thesoftersentimentshavetheirvalue,eventoawarrior。IntheheightofbattleaswellasuponthemarchIknowthatmythoatswillobeymyeverycommand,andthereforemyfightingefficiencyisenhanced,andIamabetterwarriorforthereasonthatIamakindmaster。Yourotherwarriorswouldfindittotheadvantageofthemselvesaswellasofthecommunitytoadoptmymethodsinthisrespect。Onlyafewdayssinceyou,yourself,toldmethatthesegreatbrutes,bytheuncertaintyoftheirtempers,oftenwerethemeansofturningvictoryintodefeat,since,atacrucialmoment,theymightelecttounseatandrendtheirriders。”
"Showmehowyouaccomplishtheseresults,"wasTarsTarkas'
onlyrejoinder。
AndsoIexplainedascarefullyasIcouldtheentiremethodoftrainingIhadadoptedwithmybeasts,andlaterhehadmerepeatitbeforeLorquasPtomelandtheassembledwarriors。Thatmomentmarkedthebeginningofanewexistenceforthepoorthoats,andbeforeIleftthecommunityofLorquasPtomelIhadthesatisfactionofobservingaregimentofastractableanddocilemountsasonemightcaretosee。TheeffectontheprecisionandcelerityofthemilitarymovementswassoremarkablethatLorquasPtomelpresentedmewithamassiveankletofgoldfromhisownleg,asasignofhisappreciationofmyservicetothehorde。
OntheseventhdayfollowingthebattlewiththeaircraftweagaintookupthemarchtowardThark,allprobabilityofanotherattackbeingdeemedremotebyLorquasPtomel。
DuringthedaysjustprecedingourdepartureIhadseenbutlittleofDejahThoris,asIhadbeenkeptverybusybyTarsTarkaswithmylessonsintheartofMartianwarfare,aswellasinthetrainingofmythoats。ThefewtimesIhadvisitedherquartersshehadbeenabsent,walkinguponthestreetswithSola,orinvestigatingthebuildingsinthenearvicinityoftheplaza。Ihadwarnedthemagainstventuringfarfromtheplazaforfearofthegreatwhiteapes,whoseferocityIwasonlytoowellacquaintedwith。However,sinceWoolaaccompaniedthemonalltheirexcursions,andasSolawaswellarmed,therewascomparativelylittlecauseforfear。
OntheeveningbeforeourdepartureIsawthemapproachingalongoneofthegreatavenueswhichleadintotheplazafromtheeast。Iadvancedtomeetthem,andtellingSolathatIwouldtaketheresponsibilityforDejahThoris'
safekeeping,Idirectedhertoreturntoherquartersonsometrivialerrand。IlikedandtrustedSola,butforsomereasonI
desiredtobealonewithDejahThoris,whorepresentedtomeallthatIhadleftbehinduponEarthinagreeableandcongenialcompanionship。Thereseemedbondsofmutualinterestbetweenusaspowerfulasthoughwehadbeenbornunderthesameroofratherthanupondifferentplanets,hurtlingthroughspacesomeforty-eightmillionmilesapart。
ThatshesharedmysentimentsinthisrespectIwaspositive,foronmyapproachthelookofpitifulhopelessnesslefthersweetcountenancetobereplacedbyasmileofjoyfulwelcome,assheplacedherlittlerighthanduponmyleftshoulderintrueredMartiansalute。
"SarkojatoldSolathatyouhadbecomeatrueThark,"shesaid,"andthatIwouldnowseenomoreofyouthanofanyoftheotherwarriors。”
"Sarkojaisaliarofthefirstmagnitude,"Ireplied,"notwithstandingtheproudclaimoftheTharkstoabsoluteverity。”
DejahThorislaughed。
"Iknewthateventhoughyoubecameamemberofthecommunityyouwouldnotceasetobemyfriend;'Awarriormaychangehismetal,butnothisheart,'asthesayingisuponBarsoom。”
"Ithinktheyhavebeentryingtokeepusapart,"shecontinued,"forwheneveryouhavebeenoffdutyoneoftheolderwomenofTarsTarkas'retinuehasalwaysarrangedtotrumpupsomeexcusetogetSolaandmeoutofsight。
Theyhavehadmedowninthepitsbelowthebuildingshelpingthemmixtheirawfulradiumpowder,andmaketheirterribleprojectiles。Youknowthatthesehavetobemanufacturedbyartificiallight,asexposuretosunlightalwaysresultsinanexplosion。Youhavenoticedthattheirbulletsexplodewhentheystrikeanobject?Well,theopaque,outercoatingisbrokenbytheimpact,exposingaglasscylinder,almostsolid,intheforwardendofwhichisaminuteparticleofradiumpowder。Themomentthesunlight,eventhoughdiffused,strikesthispowderitexplodeswithaviolencewhichnothingcanwithstand。Ifyoueverwitnessanightbattleyouwillnotetheabsenceoftheseexplosions,whilethemorningfollowingthebattlewillbefilledatsunrisewiththesharpdetonationsofexplodingmissilesfiredtheprecedingnight。Asarule,however,non-explodingprojectilesareusedatnight。”1
WhileIwasmuchinterestedinDejahThoris'explanationofthiswonderfuladjuncttoMartianwarfare,Iwasmoreconcernedbytheimmediateproblemoftheirtreatmentofher。Thattheywerekeepingherawayfrommewasnotamatterforsurprise,butthattheyshouldsubjecthertodangerousandarduouslaborfilledmewithrage。
"Havetheyeversubjectedyoutocrueltyandignominy,DejahThoris?"Iasked,feelingthehotbloodofmyfightingancestorsleapinmyveinsasIawaitedherreply。
"Onlyinlittleways,JohnCarter,"sheanswered。"Nothingthatcanharmmeoutsidemypride。TheyknowthatIamthedaughteroftenthousandjeddaks,thatItracemyancestrystraightbackwithoutabreaktothebuilderofthefirstgreatwaterway,andthey,whodonotevenknowtheirownmothers,arejealousofme。Athearttheyhatetheirhorridfates,andsowreaktheirpoorspiteonmewhostandforeverythingtheyhavenot,andforalltheymostcraveandnevercanattain。Letuspitythem,mychieftain,foreventhoughwedieattheirhandswecanaffordthempity,sincewearegreaterthantheyandtheyknowit。”
HadIknownthesignificanceofthosewords"mychieftain,"
asappliedbyaredMartianwomantoaman,Ishouldhavehadthesurpriseofmylife,butIdidnotknowatthattime,norformanymonthsthereafter。Yes,IstillhadmuchtolearnuponBarsoom。
"Ipresumeitisthebetterpartofwisdomthatwebowtoourfatewithasgoodgraceaspossible,DejahThoris;butI
hope,nevertheless,thatImaybepresentthenexttimethatanyMartian,green,red,pink,orviolet,hasthetemeritytoevensomuchasfrownonyou,myprincess。”
DejahThoriscaughtherbreathatmylastwords,andIhaveusedthewordradiumindescribingthispowderbecauseinthelightofrecentdiscoveriesonEarthIbelieveittobeamixtureofwhichradiumisthebase。InCaptainCarter'smanuscriptitismentionedalwaysbythenameusedinthewrittenlanguageofHeliumandisspelledinhieroglyphicswhichitwouldbedifficultanduselesstoreproduce。
gazeduponmewithdilatedeyesandquickeningbreath,andthen,withanoddlittlelaugh,whichbroughtroguishdimplestothecornersofhermouth,sheshookherheadandcried:
"Whatachild!Agreatwarriorandyetastumblinglittlechild。”
"WhathaveIdonenow?"Iasked,insoreperplexity。
"Somedayyoushallknow,JohnCarter,ifwelive;butImaynottellyou。AndI,thedaughterofMorsKajak,sonofTardosMors,havelistenedwithoutanger,"shesoliloquizedinconclusion。
Thenshebrokeoutagainintooneofhergay,happy,laughingmoods;
jokingwithmeonmyprowessasaTharkwarriorascontrastedwithmysoftheartandnaturalkindliness。
"Ipresumethatshouldyouaccidentallywoundanenemyyouwouldtakehimhomeandnursehimbacktohealth,"
shelaughed。
"ThatispreciselywhatwedoonEarth,"Ianswered。
"Atleastamongcivilizedmen。”
Thismadeherlaughagain。Shecouldnotunderstandit,for,withallhertendernessandwomanlysweetness,shewasstillaMartian,andtoaMartiantheonlygoodenemyisadeadenemy;foreverydeadfoemanmeanssomuchmoretodividebetweenthosewholive。
IwasverycurioustoknowwhatIhadsaidordonetocausehersomuchperturbationamomentbeforeandsoI
continuedtoimportunehertoenlightenme。
"No,"sheexclaimed,"itisenoughthatyouhavesaiditandthatIhavelistened。Andwhenyoulearn,JohnCarter,andifIbedead,aslikelyIshallbeerethefurthermoonhascircledBarsoomanothertwelvetimes,rememberthatIlistenedandthatI——smiled。”
ItwasallGreektome,butthemoreIbeggedhertoexplainthemorepositivebecameherdenialsofmyrequest,and,so,inveryhopelessness,Idesisted。
DayhadnowgivenawaytonightandaswewanderedalongthegreatavenuelightedbythetwomoonsofBarsoom,andwithEarthlookingdownuponusoutofherluminousgreeneye,itseemedthatwewerealoneintheuniverse,andI,atleast,wascontentthatitshouldbeso。
ThechilloftheMartiannightwasuponus,andremovingmysilksIthrewthemacrosstheshouldersofDejahThoris。AsmyarmrestedforaninstantuponherIfeltathrillpassthrougheveryfiberofmybeingsuchascontactwithnoothermortalhadevenproduced;anditseemedtomethatshehadleanedslightlytowardme,butofthatI
wasnotsure。OnlyIknewthatasmyarmrestedthereacrosshershoulderslongerthantheactofadjustingthesilkrequiredshedidnotdrawaway,nordidshespeak。
Andso,insilence,wewalkedthesurfaceofadyingworld,butinthebreastofoneofusatleasthadbeenbornthatwhichiseveroldest,yetevernew。
IlovedDejahThoris。ThetouchofmyarmuponhernakedshoulderhadspokentomeinwordsIwouldnotmistake,andIknewthatIhadlovedhersincethefirstmomentthatmyeyeshadmethersthatfirsttimeintheplazaofthedeadcityofKorad。
CHAPTERXIV
ADUELTOTHEDEATH
Myfirstimpulsewastotellherofmylove,andthenI
thoughtofthehelplessnessofherpositionwhereinIalonecouldlightentheburdensofhercaptivity,andprotectherinmypoorwayagainstthethousandsofhereditaryenemiesshemustfaceuponourarrivalatThark。Icouldnotchancecausingheradditionalpainorsorrowbydeclaringalovewhich,inallprobabilityshedidnotreturn。ShouldIbesoindiscreet,herpositionwouldbeevenmoreunbearablethannow,andthethoughtthatshemightfeelthatIwastakingadvantageofherhelplessness,toinfluenceherdecisionwasthefinalargumentwhichsealedmylips。
"Whyareyousoquiet,DejahThoris?"Iasked。"PossiblyyouwouldratherreturntoSolaandyourquarters。”
"No,"shemurmured,"Iamhappyhere。IdonotknowwhyitisthatIshouldalwaysbehappyandcontentedwhenyou,JohnCarter,astranger,arewithme;yetatsuchtimesitseemsthatIamsafeandthat,withyou,Ishallsoonreturntomyfather'scourtandfeelhisstrongarmsaboutmeandmymother'stearsandkissesonmycheek。”
"Dopeoplekiss,then,uponBarsoom?"Iasked,whenshehadexplainedthewordsheused,inanswertomyinquiryastoitsmeaning。
"Parents,brothers,andsisters,yes;and,"sheaddedinalow,thoughtfultone,"lovers。”
"Andyou,DejahThoris,haveparentsandbrothersandsisters?"
"Yes。”
"Anda——lover?"
Shewassilent,norcouldIventuretorepeatthequestion。
"ThemanofBarsoom,"shefinallyventured,"doesnotaskpersonalquestionsofwomen,excepthismother,andthewomanhehasfoughtforandwon。”
"ButIhavefought——"Istarted,andthenIwishedmytonguehadbeencutfrommymouth;forsheturnedevenasIcaughtmyselfandceased,anddrawingmysilksfromhershouldersheheldthemouttome,andwithoutaword,andwithheadheldhigh,shemovedwiththecarriageofthequeenshewastowardtheplazaandthedoorwayofherquarters。
Ididnotattempttofollowher,otherthantoseethatshereachedthebuildinginsafety,but,directingWoolatoaccompanyher,Iturneddisconsolatelyandenteredmyownhouse。
Isatforhourscross-legged,andcross-tempered,uponmysilksmeditatinguponthequeerfreakschanceplaysuponuspoordevilsofmortals。
Sothiswaslove!IhadescapeditforalltheyearsIhadroamedthefivecontinentsandtheirencirclingseas;inspiteofbeautifulwomenandurgingopportunity;inspiteofahalf-
desireforloveandaconstantsearchformyideal,ithadremainedformetofallfuriouslyandhopelesslyinlovewithacreaturefromanotherworld,ofaspeciessimilarpossibly,yetnotidenticalwithmine。Awomanwhowashatchedfromanegg,andwhosespanoflifemightcoverathousandyears;
whosepeoplehadstrangecustomsandideas;awomanwhosehopes,whosepleasures,whosestandardsofvirtueandofrightandwrongmightvaryasgreatlyfrommineasdidthoseofthegreenMartians。
Yes,Iwasafool,butIwasinlove,andthoughIwassufferingthegreatestmiseryIhadeverknownIwouldnothavehaditotherwiseforalltherichesofBarsoom。Suchislove,andsuchareloverswhereverloveisknown。