首页 >出版文学> A Pair of Blue Eyes>第5章
  'Ohno;andIhavenotfoundit。'
  'Nevermind。ThoughIammuchvexed;theyaremyprettiest。But,Stephen,whateverhaveyoubeendoing——wherehaveyoubeen?I
  havebeensouneasy。Ifearedforyou,knowingnotaninchofthecountry。Ithought,supposehehasfallenoverthecliff!ButnowIaminclinedtoscoldyouforfrighteningmeso。'
  'Imustspeaktoyourfathernow,'hesaidratherabruptly;'I
  havesomuchtosaytohim——andtoyou,Elfride。'
  'Willwhatyouhavetosayendangerthisnicetimeofours,andisitthatsameshadowysecretyoualludetosofrequently,andwillitmakemeunhappy?'
  'Possibly。'
  Shebreathedheavily,andlookedaroundasifforaprompter。
  'Putitofftillto-morrow,'shesaid。
  Heinvoluntarilysighedtoo。
  'No;itmustcometo-night。Whereisyourfather,Elfride?'
  'Somewhereinthekitchengarden,Ithink,'shereplied。'Thatishisfavouriteeveningretreat。Iwillleaveyounow。Sayallthat'stobesaid——doallthereistobedone。Thinkofmewaitinganxiouslyfortheend。'Andshere-enteredthehouse。
  Shewaitedinthedrawing-room,watchingthelightssinktoshadows,theshadowssinktodarkness,untilherimpatiencetoknowwhathadoccurredinthegardencouldnolongerbecontrolled。Shepassedroundtheshrubbery,unlatchedthegardendoor,andskimmedwithherkeeneyesthewholetwilightedspacethatthefourwallsenclosedandsheltered:theywerenotthere。
  Shemountedalittleladder,whichhadbeenusedforgatheringfruit,andlookedoverthewallintothefield。Thisfieldextendedtothelimitsoftheglebe,whichwasenclosedonthatsidebyaprivet-hedge。UnderthehedgewasMr。Swancourt,walkingupanddown,andtalkingaloud——tohimself,asitsoundedatfirst。No:anothervoiceshoutedoccasionalreplies;andthisinterlocutorseemedtobeontheothersideofthehedge。Thevoice,thoughsoftinquality,wasnotStephen's。
  Thesecondspeakermusthavebeeninthelong-neglectedgardenofanoldmanor-househardby,which,togetherwithasmallestateattached,hadlatelybeenpurchasedbyapersonnamedTroyton,whomElfridehadneverseen。Herfathermighthavestruckupanacquaintanceshipwithsomememberofthatfamilythroughtheprivet-hedge,orastrangertotheneighbourhoodmighthavewanderedthither。
  Well,therewasnonecessityfordisturbinghim。
  Anditseemedthat,afterall,Stephenhadnotyetmadehisdesiredcommunicationtoherfather。Againshewentindoors,wonderingwhereStephencouldbe。Forwantofsomethingbettertodo,shewentupstairstoherownlittleroom。Hereshesatdownattheopenwindow,and,leaningwithherelbowonthetableandhercheekuponherhand,shefellintomeditation。
  ItwasahotandstillAugustnight。Everydisturbanceofthesilencewhichrosetothedignityofanoisecouldbeheardformiles,andthemerestsoundforalongdistance。Sosheremained,thinkingofStephen,andwishinghehadnotdeprivedherofhiscompanytonopurpose,asitappeared。Howdelicateandsensitivehewas,shereflected;andyethewasmanenoughtohaveaprivatemystery,whichconsiderablyelevatedhiminhereyes。Thus,lookingatthingswithaninwardvision,shelostconsciousnessoftheflightoftime。
  Strangeconjunctionsofcircumstances,particularlythoseofatrivialeverydaykind,aresofrequentinanordinarylife,thatwegrowusedtotheirunaccountableness,andforgetthequestionwhethertheverylongoddsagainstsuchjuxtapositionisnotalmostadisproofofitbeingamatterofchanceatall。WhatoccurredtoElfrideatthismomentwasacaseinpoint。Shewasvividlyimagining,forthetwentiethtime,thekissofthemorning,andputtingherlipstogetherinthepositionanothersuchaonewoulddemand,whensheheardtheidenticaloperationperformedonthelawn,immediatelybeneathherwindow。
  Akiss——notofthequietandstealthykind,butdecisive,loud,andsmart。
  Herfaceflushedandshelookedout,buttonopurpose。Thedarkrimoftheuplanddrewakeensadlineagainstthepaleglowofthesky,unbrokenexceptwhereayoungcedaronthelawn,thathadoutgrownitsfellowtrees,shotitspointedheadacrossthehorizon,piercingthefirmamentallustrelikeasting。
  Itwasjustpossiblethat,hadanypersonsbeenstandingonthegrassyportionsofthelawn,Elfridemighthaveseentheirduskyforms。Buttheshrubs,whichoncehadmerelydottedtheglade,hadnowgrownbushyandlarge,tilltheyhidatleasthalftheenclosurecontainingthem。Thekissingpairmighthavebeenbehindsomeofthese;atanyrate,nobodywasinsight。
  Hadnoenigmaeverbeenconnectedwithherloverbyhishintsandabsences,Elfridewouldneverhavethoughtofadmittingintohermindasuspicionthathemightbeconcernedintheforegoingenactment。Butthereservationsheatpresentinsistedon,whiletheyaddedtothemysterywithoutwhichperhapsshewouldneverhaveseriouslylovedhimatall,werecalculatedtonourishdoubtsofallkinds,andwithaslowflushofjealousysheaskedherself,mighthenotbetheculprit?
  Elfrideglideddownstairsontiptoe,andouttotheprecisespotonwhichshehadpartedfromStephentoenablehimtospeakprivatelytoherfather。Thenceshewanderedintoallthenooksaroundtheplacefromwhichthesoundseemedtoproceed——amongthehugelaurestines,aboutthetuftsofpampasgrasses,amidthevariegatedhollies,undertheweepingwych-elm——nobodywasthere。
  Returningindoorsshecalled'Unity!'
  'Sheisgonetoheraunt's,tospendtheevening,'saidMr。
  Swancourt,thrustinghisheadoutofhisstudydoor,andlettingthelightofhiscandlesstreamuponElfride'sface——lessrevealingthan,asitseemedtoherself,creatingtheblushofuneasyperplexitythatwasburninguponhercheek。
  'Ididn'tknowyouwereindoors,papa,'shesaidwithsurprise。
  'SurelynolightwasshiningfromthewindowwhenIwasonthelawn?'andshelookedandsawthattheshutterswerestillopen。
  'Ohyes,Iamin,'hesaidindifferently。'WhatdidyouwantUnityfor?Ithinkshelaidsupperbeforeshewentout。'
  'Didshe?——Ihavenotbeentosee——Ididn'twantherforthat。'
  Elfridescarcelyknew,nowthatadefinitereasonwasrequired,whatthatreasonwas。Hermindforamomentstrayedtoanothersubject,unimportantasitseemed。Theredemberofamatchwaslyinginsidethefender,whichexplainedthatwhyshehadseennoraysfromthewindowwasbecausethecandleshadonlyjustbeenlighted。
  'I'llcomedirectly,'saidthevicar。'IthoughtyouwereoutsomewherewithMr。Smith。'
  EventheinexperiencedElfridecouldnothelpthinkingthatherfathermustbewonderfullyblindifhefailedtoperceivewhatwasthenascentconsequenceofherselfandStephenbeingsounceremoniouslylefttogether;wonderfullycareless,ifhesawitanddidnotthinkaboutit;wonderfullygood,if,asseemedtoherbyfarthemostprobablesupposition,hesawitandthoughtaboutitandapprovedofit。ThesereflectionswerecutshortbytheappearanceofStephenjustoutsidetheporch,silveredabouttheheadandshoulderswithtouchesofmoonlight,thathadbeguntocreepthroughthetrees。
  'Hasyourtroubleanythingtodowithakissonthelawn?'sheaskedabruptly,almostpassionately。
  'Kissonthelawn?'
  'Yes!'shesaid,imperiouslynow。
  'Ididn'tcomprehendyourmeaning,nordoInowexactly。I
  certainlyhavekissednobodyonthelawn,ifthatisreallywhatyouwanttoknow,Elfride。'
  'Youknownothingaboutsuchaperformance?'
  'Nothingwhatever。Whatmakesyouask?'
  'Don'tpressmetotell;itisnothingofimportance。And,Stephen,youhavenotyetspokentopapaaboutourengagement?'
  'No,'hesaidregretfully,'Icouldnotfindhimdirectly;andthenIwentonthinkingsomuchofwhatyousaidaboutobjections,refusals——bitterwordspossibly——endingourhappiness,thatI
  resolvedtoputitofftillto-morrow;thatgivesusonemoredayofdelight——delightofatremulouskind。'
  'Yes;butitwouldbeimpropertobesilenttoolong,Ithink,'
  shesaidinadelicatevoice,whichimpliedthatherfacehadgrownwarm。'Iwanthimtoknowwelove,Stephen。Whydidyouadoptasyourownmythoughtofdelay?'
  'Iwillexplain;butIwanttotellyouofmysecretfirst——totellyounow。Itistwoorthreehoursyettobedtime。Letuswalkupthehilltothechurch。'
  Elfridepassivelyassented,andtheywentfromthelawnbyasidewicket,andascendedintotheopenexpanseofmoonlightwhichstreamedaroundthelonelyedificeonthesummitofthehill。
  Thedoorwaslocked。Theyturnedfromtheporch,andwalkedhandinhandtofindaresting-placeinthechurchyard。Stephenchoseaflattomb,showingitselftobenewerandwhiterthanthosearoundit,andsittingdownhimself,gentlydrewherhandtowardshim。
  'No,notthere,'shesaid。
  'Whynothere?'
  'Amerefancy;butnevermind。'Andshesatdown。
  'Elfie,willyouloveme,inspiteofeverythingthatmaybesaidagainstme?'
  'OStephen,whatmakesyourepeatthatsocontinuallyandsosadly?YouknowIwill。Yes,indeed,'shesaid,drawingcloser,'whatevermaybesaidofyou——andnothingbadcanbe——Iwillclingtoyoujustthesame。YourwaysshallbemywaysuntilIdie。'
  'Didyoueverthinkwhatmyparentsmightbe,orwhatsocietyI
  originallymovedin?'
  'No,notparticularly。Ihaveobservedoneortwolittlepointsinyourmannerswhichareratherquaint——nomore。Isupposeyouhavemovedintheordinarysocietyofprofessionalpeople。'
  'SupposingIhavenot——thatnoneofmyfamilyhaveaprofessionexceptme?'
  'Idon'tmind。Whatyouareonlyconcernsme。'
  'WheredoyouthinkIwenttoschool——Imean,towhatkindofschool?'
  'Dr。Somebody'sacademy,'shesaidsimply。
  'No。Toadameschooloriginally,thentoanationalschool。'
  'Onlytothose!Well,Iloveyoujustasmuch,Stephen,dearStephen,'shemurmuredtenderly,'Idoindeed。Andwhyshouldyoutellmethesethingssoimpressively?Whatdotheymattertome?'
  Heheldhercloserandproceeded:
  'Whatdoyouthinkmyfatheris——doesforhisliving,thatistosay?'
  'Hepractisessomeprofessionorcalling,Isuppose。'
  'No;heisamason。'
  'AFreemason?'
  'No;acottagerandjourneymanmason。'
  Elfridesaidnothingatfirst。Afterawhileshewhispered:
  'Thatisastrangeideatome。Butnevermind;whatdoesitmatter?'
  'Butaren'tyouangrywithmefornottellingyoubefore?'
  'No,notatall。Isyourmotheralive?'
  'Yes。'
  'Issheanicelady?'
  'Very——thebestmotherintheworld。Herpeoplehadbeenwell-to-
  doyeomenforcenturies,butshewasonlyadairymaid。'
  'OStephen!'camefromherinwhisperedexclamation。
  'Shecontinuedtoattendtoadairylongaftermyfathermarriedher,'pursuedStephen,withoutfurtherhesitation。'AndI
  rememberverywellhow,whenIwasveryyoung,Iusedtogotothemilking,lookonattheskimming,sleepthroughthechurning,andmakebelieveIhelpedher。Ah,thatwasahappytimeenough!'
  'No,never——nothappy。'
  'Yes,itwas。'
  'Idon'tseehowhappinesscouldbewherethedrudgeryofdairy-
  workhadtobedoneforaliving——thehandsredandchapped,andtheshoesclogged……Stephen,Idoownthatitseemsoddtoregardyouinthelightof——of——havingbeensoroughinyouryouth,anddonemenialthingsofthatkind。'Stephenwithdrewaninchortwofromherside。'ButIDOLOVEYOUjustthesame,'shecontinued,gettingcloserunderhisshoulderagain,'andIdon'tcareanythingaboutthepast;andIseethatyouarealltheworthierforhavingpushedonintheworldinsuchaway。'
  'Itisnotmyworthiness;itisKnight's,whopushedme。'
  'Ah,alwayshe——alwayshe!'
  'Yes,andproperlyso。Now,Elfride,youseethereasonofhisteachingmebyletter。IknewhimyearsbeforehewenttoOxford,butIhadnotgotfarenoughinmyreadingforhimtoentertaintheideaofhelpingmeinclassicstillhelefthome。ThenIwassentawayfromthevillage,andweveryseldommet;buthekeptupthissystemoftuitionbycorrespondencewiththegreatestregularity。Iwilltellyouallthestory,butnotnow。Thereisnothingmoretosaynow,beyondgivingplaces,persons,anddates。'Hisvoicebecametimidlyslowatthispoint。
  'No;don'ttaketroubletosaymore。Youareadearhonestfellowtosaysomuchasyouhave;anditisnotsodreadfuleither。IthasbecomeanormalthingthatmillionairescommencebygoinguptoLondonwiththeirtoolsattheirback,andhalf-a-crownintheirpockets。Thatsortoforiginisgettingsorespected,'shecontinuedcheerfully,'thatitisacquiringsomeoftheodourofNormanancestry。'
  'Ah,ifIhadMADEmyfortune,Ishouldn'tmind。ButIamonlyapossiblemakerofitasyet。'
  'Itisquiteenough。AndsoTHISiswhatyourtroublewas?'
  'IthoughtIwasdoingwronginlettingyoulovemewithouttellingyoumystory;andyetIfearedtodoso,Elfie。Idreadedtoloseyou,andIwascowardlyonthataccount。'
  'Howplaineverythingaboutyouseemsafterthisexplanation!Yourpeculiaritiesinchess-playing,thepronunciationpapanoticedinyourLatin,youroddmixtureofbook-knowledgewithignoranceofordinarysocialaccomplishments,areaccountedforinamoment。
  AndhasthisanythingtodowithwhatIsawatLordLuxellian's?'
  'Whatdidyousee?'
  'Isawtheshadowofyourselfputtingacloakroundalady。Iwasatthesidedoor;youtwowereinaroomwiththewindowtowardsme。Youcametomeamomentlater。'
  'Shewasmymother。'
  'YourmotherTHERE!'Shewithdrewherselftolookathimsilentlyinherinterest。
  'Elfride,'saidStephen,'Iwasgoingtotellyoutheremainderto-morrow——Ihavebeenkeepingitback——Imusttellitnow,afterall。Theremainderofmyrevelationreferstowheremyparentsare。Wheredoyouthinktheylive?Youknowthem——bysightatanyrate。'
  'Iknowthem!'shesaidinsuspendedamazement。
  'Yes。MyfatherisJohnSmith,LordLuxellian'smaster-mason,wholivesundertheparkwallbytheriver。'
  'OStephen!canitbe?'
  'Hebuilt——orassistedatthebuildingofthehouseyoulivein,yearsago。HeputupthosestonegatepiersatthelodgeentrancetoLordLuxellian'spark。Mygrandfatherplantedthetreesthatbeltinyourlawn;mygrandmother——whoworkedinthefieldswithhim——heldeachtreeuprightwhilsthefilledintheearth:theytoldmesowhenIwasachild。Hewasthesexton,too,anddugmanyofthegravesaroundus。'
  'Andwasyourunaccountablevanishingonthefirstmorningofyourarrival,andagainthisafternoon,aruntoseeyourfatherandmother?……Iunderstandnow;nowonderyouseemedtoknowyourwayaboutthevillage!'
  'Nowonder。Butremember,IhavenotlivedheresinceIwasnineyearsold。Ithenwenttolivewithmyuncle,ablacksmith,nearExonbury,inordertobeabletoattendanationalschoolasadayscholar;therewasnoneonthisremotecoastthen。ItwasthereI
  metwithmyfriendKnight。AndwhenIwasfifteenandhadbeenfairlyeducatedbytheschool-master——andmoreparticularlybyKnight——Iwasputasapupilinanarchitect'sofficeinthattown,becauseIwasskilfulintheuseofthepencil。Afullpremiumwaspaidbytheeffortsofmymotherandfather,ratheragainstthewishesofLordLuxellian,wholikesmyfather,however,andthinksagreatdealofhim。ThereIstayedtillsixmonthsago,whenIobtainedasituationasimprover,asitiscalled,inaLondonoffice。That'sallofme。'
  'TothinkYOU,theLondonvisitor,thetownman,shouldhavebeenbornhere,andhaveknownthisvillagesomanyyearsbeforeIdid。
  Howstrange——howverystrangeitseemstome!'shemurmured。
  'MymothercurtseyedtoyouandyourfatherlastSunday,'saidStephen,withapainedsmileatthethoughtoftheincongruity。
  'Andyourpapasaidtoher,"Iamgladtoseeyousoregularatchurch,JANE。”'
  'Irememberit,butIhaveneverspokentoher。Wehaveonlybeenhereeighteenmonths,andtheparishissolarge。'
  'Contrastwiththis,'saidStephen,withamiserablelaugh,'yourfather'sbeliefinmy"blueblood,"whichisstillprevalentinhismind。ThefirstnightIcame,heinsisteduponprovingmydescentfromoneofthemostancientwest-countyfamilies,onaccountofmysecondChristianname;whenthetruthis,itwasgivenmebecausemygrandfatherwasassistantgardenerintheFitzmaurice-Smithfamilyforthirtyyears。Havingseenyourface,mydarling,Ihadnothearttocontradicthim,andtellhimwhatwouldhavecutmeofffromafriendlyknowledgeofyou。'
  Shesigheddeeply。'Yes,Iseenowhowthisinequalitymaybemadetotroubleus,'shemurmured,andcontinuedinalow,sadwhisper,'Iwouldn'thavemindediftheyhadlivedfaraway。Papamighthaveconsentedtoanengagementbetweenusifyourconnectionhadbeenwithvillagersahundredmilesoff;remotenesssoftensfamilycontrasts。Buthewillnotlike——OStephen,Stephen!whatcanIdo?'
  'Do?'hesaidtentatively,yetwithheaviness。'Givemeup;letmegobacktoLondon,andthinknomoreofme。'
  'No,no;Icannotgiveyouup!Thishopelessnessinouraffairsmakesmecaremoreforyou……Iseewhatdidnotstrikemeatfirst。Stephen,whydowetrouble?Whyshouldpapaobject?AnarchitectinLondonisanarchitectinLondon。Whoinquiresthere?Nobody。Weshalllivethere,shallwenot?Whyneedwebesoalarmed?'
  'AndElfie,'saidStephen,hishopeskindlingwithhers,'Knightthinksnothingofmybeingonlyacottager'sson;hesaysIamasworthyofhisfriendshipasifIwerealord's;andifIamworthyofhisfriendship,Iamworthyofyou,amInot,Elfride?'
  'Inotonlyhaveneverlovedanybodybutyou,'shesaid,insteadofgivingananswer,'butIhavenotevenformedastrongfriendship,suchasyouhaveforKnight。Iwishyouhadn't。Itdiminishesme。'
  'Now,Elfride,youknowbetter,'hesaidwooingly。'Andhadyoureallyneveranysweetheartatall?'
  'Nonethatwaseverrecognizedbymeassuch。'
  'Butdidnobodyeverloveyou?'
  'Yes——amandidonce;verymuch,hesaid。'
  'Howlongago?'
  'Oh,alongtime。'
  'Howlong,dearest?
  'Atwelvemonth。'
  'That'snotVERYlong'ratherdisappointedly。
  'Isaidlong,notverylong。'
  'Anddidhewanttomarryyou?'
  'Ibelievehedid。ButIdidn'tseeanythinginhim。Hewasnotgoodenough,evenifIhadlovedhim。'
  'MayIaskwhathewas?'
  'Afarmer。'
  'Afarmernotgoodenough——howmuchbetterthanmyfamily!'
  Stephenmurmured。
  'Whereishenow?'hecontinuedtoElfride。
  'HERE。'
  'Here!whatdoyoumeanbythat?'
  'Imeanthatheishere。'
  'Wherehere?'
  'Underus。Heisunderthistomb。Heisdead,andwearesittingonhisgrave。'
  'Elfie,'saidtheyoungman,standingupandlookingatthetomb,'howoddandsadthatrevelationseems!Itquitedepressesmeforthemoment。'
  'Stephen!Ididn'twishtosithere;butyouwoulddoso。'
  'Youneverencouragedhim?'
  'Neverbylook,word,orsign,'shesaidsolemnly。'Hediedofconsumption,andwasburiedthedayyoufirstcame。'
  'Letusgoaway。Idon'tlikestandingbyHIM,evenifyouneverlovedhim。HewasBEFOREme。'
  'Worriesmakeyouunreasonable,'shehalfpouted,followingStephenatthedistanceofafewsteps。'PerhapsIoughttohavetoldyoubeforewesatdown。Yes;letusgo。'
  ChapterIX
  'Herfatherdidfume'
  Oppressed,inspiteofthemselves,byaforesightofimpendingcomplications,ElfrideandStephenreturneddownthehillhandinhand。Atthedoortheypausedwistfully,likechildrenlateatschool。
  Womenaccepttheirdestinymorereadilythanmen。Elfridehadnowresignedherselftotheoverwhelmingideaofherlover'ssorryantecedents;StephenhadnotforgottenthetriflinggrievancethatElfridehadknownearlieradmirationthanhisown。
  'Whatwasthatyoungman'sname?'heinquired。
  'FelixJethway;awidow'sonlyson。'
  'Irememberthefamily。'
  'Shehatesmenow。ShesaysIkilledhim。'
  Stephenmused,andtheyenteredtheporch。
  'Stephen,Iloveonlyyou,'shetremulouslywhispered。Hepressedherfingers,andthetriflingshadowpassedaway,toadmitagainthemutualandmoretangibletrouble。
  Thestudyappearedtobetheonlyroomlightedup。Theyentered,eachwithademeanourintendedtoconcealtheinconcealablefactthatreciprocallovewastheirdominantchord。Elfrideperceivedaman,sittingwithhisbacktowardsherself,talkingtoherfather。Shewouldhaveretired,butMr。Swancourthadseenher。
  'Comein,'hesaid;'itisonlyMartinCannister,comeforacopyoftheregisterforpoorMrs。Jethway。'
  MartinCannister,thesexton,wasratherafavouritewithElfride。
  Heusedtoabsorbherattentionbytellingherofhisstrangeexperiencesindiggingupafterlongyearsthebodiesofpersonshehadknown,andrecognizingthembysomelittlesignthoughinrealityhehadneverrecognizedany。Hehadshrewdsmalleyesandagreatwealthofdoublechin,whichcompensatedinsomemeasureforconsiderablepovertyofnose。
  TheappearanceofaslipofpaperinCannister'shand,andafewshillingslyingonthetableinfrontofhim,denotedthatthebusinesshadbeentransacted,andthetenoroftheirconversationwenttoshowthatasummaryofvillagenewswasnowengagingtheattentionofparishionerandparson。
  Mr。Cannisterstoodupandtouchedhisforeheadoverhiseyewithhisfinger,inrespectfulsalutationofElfride,gavehalfasmuchsalutetoStephenwhomhe,incommonwithothervillagers,hadneverforamomentrecognized,thensatdownagainandresumedhisdiscourse。
  'WherehadIgotonto,sir?'
  'Todrivingthepile,'saidMr。Swancourt。
  'Thepile'twas。So,asIwassaying,Natwasdrivingthepileinthismanner,asImightsay。'HereMr。Cannisterheldhiswalking-
  stickscrupulouslyverticalwithhislefthand,andstruckablowwithgreatforceontheknobofthestickwithhisright。'Johnwassteadyingthepileso,asImightsay。'Herehegavethestickaslightshake,andlookedfirmlyinthevariouseyesaroundtoseethatbeforeproceedingfurtherhislistenerswellgraspedthesubjectatthatstage。'Well,whenNathadstrucksomehalf-dozenblowsmoreuponthepile,'astoppedforasecondortwo。John,thinkinghehaddonestriking,puthishanduponthetopo'thepiletogieenapull,andseeif'awerefirmintheground。'Mr。
  Cannisterspreadhishandoverthetopofthestick,completelycoveringitwithhispalm。'Well,sotospeak,Nathadn'tmanedtostopstriking,andwhenJohnhadputhishanduponthepile,thebeetle——'
  'Ohdreadful!'saidElfride。
  'Thebeetlewasalreadycomingdown,yousee,sir。Natjustcaughtsightofhishand,butcouldn'tstoptheblowintime。
  DowncamethebeetleuponpoorJohnSmith'shand,andsquashedentoapummy。'
  'Dearme,dearme!poorfellow!'saidthevicar,withanintonationlikethegroansofthewoundedinapianoforteperformanceofthe'BattleofPrague。'
  'JohnSmith,themaster-mason?'criedStephenhurriedly。
  'Ay,noother;andabetter-heartedmanGodA'mightynevermade。'
  'Ishesomuchhurt?'
  'Ihaveheard,'saidMr。Swancourt,notnoticingStephen,'thathehasasoninLondon,averypromisingyoungfellow。'
  'Oh,howhemustbehurt!'repeatedStephen。
  'Abeetlecouldn'thurtverylittle。Well,sir,good-nightt'ye;
  andye,sir;andyou,miss,I'msure。'
  Mr。Cannisterhadbeenmakingunnoticeablemotionsofwithdrawal,andbythetimethisfarewellremarkcamefromhislipshewasjustoutsidethedooroftheroom。Hetrampedalongthehall,stayedmorethanaminuteendeavouringtoclosethedoorproperly,andthenwaslosttotheirhearing。
  Stephenhadmeanwhileturnedandsaidtothevicar:
  'Pleaseexcusemethisevening!Imustleave。JohnSmithismyfather。'
  Thevicardidnotcomprehendatfirst。
  'Whatdidyousay?'heinquired。
  'JohnSmithismyfather,'saidStephendeliberately。
  AsurplustingeofrednessrosefromMr。Swancourt'sneck,andcameroundoverhisface,thelinesofhisfeaturesbecamemorefirmlydefined,andhislipsseemedtogetthinner。Itwasevidentthataseriesoflittlecircumstances,hithertounheeded,werenowfittingthemselvestogether,andformingalucidpictureinMr。Swancourt'smindinsuchamannerastorenderuselessfurtherexplanationonStephen'spart。
  'Indeed,'thevicarsaid,inavoicedryandwithoutinflection。
  Thisbeingawordwhichdependsentirelyuponitstoneforitsmeaning,Mr。Swancourt'senunciationwasequivalenttonoexpressionatall。
  'Ihavetogonow,'saidStephen,withanagitatedbearing,andamovementasifhescarcelyknewwhetherheoughttorunofforstaylonger。'Onmyreturn,sir,willyoukindlygrantmeafewminutes'privateconversation?'
  'Certainly。Thoughantecedentlyitdoesnotseempossiblethattherecanbeanythingofthenatureofprivatebusinessbetweenus。'
  Mr。Swancourtputonhisstrawhat,crossedthedrawing-room,intowhichthemoonlightwasshining,andsteppedoutoftheFrenchwindowintotheverandah。Itrequirednofurtherefforttoperceivewhat,indeed,reasoningmighthaveforetoldasthenaturalcolourofamindwhosepleasuresweretakenamidgenealogies,gooddinners,andpatricianreminiscences,thatMr。
  Swancourt'sprejudicesweretoostrongforhisgenerosity,andthatStephen'smomentsashisfriendandequalwerenumbered,orhadevennowceased。
  Stephenmovedforwardasifhewouldfollowthevicar,thenasifhewouldnot,andinabsoluteperplexitywhithertoturnhimself,wentawkwardlytothedoor。Elfridefollowedlingeringlybehindhim。Beforehehadrecededtwoyardsfromthedoorstep,UnityandAnnthehousemaidcamehomefromtheirvisittothevillage。
  'HaveyouheardanythingaboutJohnSmith?Theaccidentisnotsobadaswasreported,isit?'saidElfrideintuitively。
  'Ohno;thedoctorsaysitisonlyabadbruise。'
  'Ithoughtso!'criedElfridegladly。
  'Hesaysthat,althoughNatbelieveshedidnotcheckthebeetleasitcamedown,hemusthavedonesowithoutknowingit——checkeditveryconsiderablytoo;forthefullblowwouldhaveknockedhishandabroad,andinrealityitisonlymadeblack-and-bluelike。'
  'HowthankfulIam!'saidStephen。
  TheperplexedUnitylookedathimwithhermouthratherthanwithhereyes。
  'Thatwilldo,Unity,'saidElfridemagisterially;andthetwomaidspassedon。
  'Elfride,doyouforgiveme?'saidStephenwithafaintsmile。
  'Nomanisfairinlove;'andhetookherfingerslightlyinhisown。
  WithherheadthrownsidewaysintheGreuzeattitude,shelookedatenderreproachathisdoubtandpressedhishand。Stephenreturnedthepressurethreefold,thenhastilywentofftohisfather'scottagebythewallofEndelstowPark。
  'Elfride,whathaveyoutosaytothis?'inquiredherfather,comingupimmediatelyStephenhadretired。
  Withfemininequicknessshegraspedatanystrawthatwouldenablehertopleadhiscause。'Hehadtoldmeofit,'shefaltered;'sothatitisnotadiscoveryinspiteofhim。Hewasjustcomingintotellyou。'
  'COMINGtotell!Whyhadn'thealreadytold?Iobjectasmuch,ifnotmore,tohisunderhandconcealmentofthis,thanIdotothefactitself。Itlooksverymuchlikehismakingafoolofme,andofyoutoo。Youandhehavebeenabouttogether,andcorrespondingtogether,inawayIdon'tatallapproveof——inamostunseemlyway。Youshouldhaveknownhowimpropersuchconductis。Awomancan'tbetoocarefulnottobeseenalonewithI-don't-know-whom。'
  'Yousawus,papa,andhaveneversaidaword。'
  'Myfault,ofcourse;myfault。WhatthedeucecouldIbethinkingof!He,avillager'sson;andwe,Swancourts,connectionsoftheLuxellians。Wehavebeencomingtonothingforcenturies,andnowIbelievewehavegotthere。WhatshallInextinvitehere,Iwonder!'
  Elfridebegantocryatthisveryunpropitiousaspectofaffairs。
  'Opapa,papa,forgivemeandhim!Wecaresomuchforoneanother,papa——O,somuch!Andwhathewasgoingtoaskyouis,ifyouwillallowofanengagementbetweenustillheisagentlemanasgoodasyou。Wearenotinahurry,dearpapa;wedon'twantintheleasttomarrynow;notuntilheisricher。Onlywillyouletusbeengaged,becauseIlovehimso,andhelovesme?'
  Mr。Swancourt'sfeelingswerealittletouchedbythisappeal,andhewasannoyedthatsuchshouldbethecase。'Certainlynot!'hereplied。Hepronouncedtheinhibitionlengthilyandsonorously,sothatthe'not'soundedlike'n-o-o-o-t!'
  'No,no,no;don'tsayit!'
  'Foh!Afinestory。ItisnotenoughthatIhavebeendeludedanddisgracedbyhavinghimhere,——thesonofoneofmyvillagepeasants,——butnowIamtomakehimmyson-in-law!Heavensaboveus,areyoumad,Elfride?'