ThesuddennessofElfride'srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。
Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight'sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。
Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride'sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。
Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather'shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。
Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。
Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian'smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。
'Somebodyisdead,'hesaidaloud。
Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。
AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。
Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。
Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。
However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。
Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。
Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod'sAcreandLordLuxellian'sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。
Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。
Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。
Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen'shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。
'Whoisdead?'Stepheninquired,steppingdown。
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'Tothatlastnothingunderearth。'
AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。
'Why,'tisourStephen!'saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;
and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。'Yourmotherisexpectingye——
thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou'llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。'
'Yes,'tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,'saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。
'Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,'saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。
'Andwhoisdead?'Stephenrepeated。
'LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。'Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。'
'Whendidshedie?'
'Earlythismorning,'hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。'Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,'twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。'
'Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,'resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。'Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe'stogoupordown,poorwoman。'
'Whatwasherage?'
'Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday'awasfortyif'awereanhour。'
'Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,'observedMartin。
'Shewasoneandthirtyreally,'saidJohnSmith。'Ihaditfromthemthatknow。'
'Notmorethanthat!'
''Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore'awouldownit。'
'Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,"dead,butwouldn'tdropdown。”'
'Iseedher,poorsoul,'saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,'onlybutlastValentine's-dayofalltheworld。'Awasarmincrookwi'mylord。Isaystomyself,"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon'tdreamon't。”'
'Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet'emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?'
''Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——
half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。'
'Toomuch,'observedMartin。'Inshort,'tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I'msurepeopledon'tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。'
'Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?'saidStephen。
'Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。'
'TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt'stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,'saidWilliamWorm。'Ah,theydidso's!'Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。'Yes,'continuedWorm,'they'drunupstairs,they'drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。
Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!'
'Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so'tissaidhereandthere,'addedalabourer。
'Well,yousee,'tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom'emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn'tloveherinthejolly-
companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI
seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem'SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat'stheirbestfriend。'
'Beas'twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,'saidJohn。'Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe'lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas'tislightto-morrow。'
StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。
'Here,'saidhisfather。'Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and'tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。
Whenmylord'smotherdied,shesaid,"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But'aneverexpected'twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I
suppose,Simeon?'
Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。
'Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,'repliedtheshrivelledmason。'Ah,poorLordGeorge!'hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;'heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt'otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He'dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe'dbeenacommonchap。
Ay,'acussedmeuphilland'acussedmedown;andthen'awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。
Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I'dthinkinmyinside,"Whataweightyou'llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!"'
'Andwashe?'inquiredayounglabourer。
'Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif'awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt'other'——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——'hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。"Ah,"saithItoJohnthere——didn'tI,John?——"thateveroneman'sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。'
''Tisastrangethought,'saidanother,'thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo'Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn'tit?'
'True;'tisathoughttolookat。'
'Andthatone,ifhe'sgoneupward,don'tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe'sgonedownward。
Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。'
'Ay,'tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay"Hullo!"closetofieryLordGeorge,and'acan'thearme。'
'AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane'snose,andshecan'tsmellme。'
'Whatdo'emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?'inquiredayoungman。
'Because'tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。'
'Wemustbreakthelawwi'afewofthepoorsouls,however。
Come,buckleto,'saidthemaster-mason。
Andtheysettoworkanew。
Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。
Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。
ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。
Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。
'Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?'saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。'Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?'
'Heresomewhere,'returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。
'Why,I'vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。'
Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:'That'sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard'emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn'tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi'ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and'afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn'haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn'tthinkofwishingit;ifhe'dforgieher'twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and'agie'd'emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheartso'twassaid。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord'sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;"andwhen'twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。'
'Andwhatbecameofthebaby?'saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。
'Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife'smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。'
'Whichtwo?'
'LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat'salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride'smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。'
'Life'sastranglebubble,yesee,'saidWilliamWormmusingly。
'ForiftheLord'sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe'snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。'
'Iusedtofancy,'saidSimeon,'whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose'twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。'
'Andnowwe'llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,'interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,'Theflagonofalewedon'twantwe'llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit'ab'lieve。'
Sotheevening'sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。
ChapterXXVII
'HowshouldIgreetthee?'
Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen'sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight'ssparelove-
making,Stephen'scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。
Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen'sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen'sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride'srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith'sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife'sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride'snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。
Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo'clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。
Elfride'sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather'sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。
Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。
'Godforgiveme——Ican'tmeetStephen!'sheexclaimedtoherself。
'Idon'tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!'
Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。
ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight'slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride'sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。
ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。
Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。
Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。
Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen'sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。
Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight'sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。
Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:
'Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;
Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。'
Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-
house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。
'IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,'shecalmlysaid。
'What!'criedthevicaraghast;'undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?'
'No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。'
'Youwereverykind,I'msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。
Knight?'
'Idon'tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。'
'Home!What,ishehere?'
'Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。'
'Hashetriedtoseeyou?'
'Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon't,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。'
'Iwillonlysayonewordmore,'hereplied。'Haveyoumethim?'
'Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。'
'Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。'
'Don'tcallme"good,"papa,'shesaidbitterly;'youdon'tknow——
andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。
Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I
don'tknowwhatIamcomingto。'
'Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith'sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?'
'Ican'tsay;butpromise——praydon'tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!'
'Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。
Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。'
'Well,papa,'shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,'itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!'
'Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,'saidherfatherblandly;
'butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。
Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——'Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman'swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon'tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。'
'Ah,youdon'tknow!'
Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather's。Still,therewereshadows。
'Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!'Thatwasherprevailingthought。
Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。
Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。
'Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,'saidKnight。
'Yes,itisopen,'sheanswered'Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?'
'Yes。'
'IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen'sfather?'
'Ibelieveitis,'saidElfride,withapprehension。
'Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege',isgoingon。Andfromyourfather'sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。'
'Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?'
'Itisnotatalllikely。'
Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight'sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。
'IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen'sfather,'
saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。
'Yes,sir,Ib'lieveIbe。'
'Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。
Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。'
'Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe'sinEngland;infact,he'sathome。Inshort,sir,he'sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。'
Elfride'sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。
Knightlookedamazed。'Well,thatisextraordinary。'hemurmured。
'DidheknowIwasintheparish?'
'Ireallycan'tsay,sir,'saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。
'Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?'
'Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。
'Tisleftopena-purpose。'
'Wewillgodown,Elfride。'
'Iamafraidtheairisclose,'shesaidappealingly。
'Ohno,ma'am,'saidJohn。'Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday'twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。
'ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。'
'Idon'tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I'llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。'
'Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。'
'Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don'tsaythat。'
Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。
Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。
Knightsaidoneword:'Stephen!'
StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight'swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith'sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。
Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。
'Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?'saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride'spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;
onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。
'Whyhaven'tyouwrittentome?'saidStephen。
'Ah,yes。Whyhaven'tI?whyhaven'twe?That'salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。'
Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;
hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。
Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。
'Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,'hesaid。'Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI
startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I
shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。'
Knight'sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。
'Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,'saidKnight,inachangedtone。
'Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!'
Knight'swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。
'Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,'hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。
Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。
Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。
'Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,'saidStephen。'Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。'
'Yes。Whatareyoudoing?'Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-
bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。
'Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。
BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。'
'Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that'spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。'
Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。'Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?'
Stephen'svoicealteredslightlyashereplied'That'sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。'
'ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?'saidKnight,turningtoher。'IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?'
'Shewasmygrandmother,'saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido'sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight'sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。'"Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?"'quotedElfride'sheartthen。
Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。'One'smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,'Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。'Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:
'ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。'
Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。'
'Yes,Iknowit,'shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:
'"Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;
Mybeautydoth,likewither'dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”'
'Well,'saidKnightmusingly,'letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI
againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?'
'Yes,'saidStephenandElfride。
'Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone'sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere'sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。'
AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar'sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。
Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。
'Stephen,'hesaid,'thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather'shouse,asyouprobablyknow。'HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:'Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。'
Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen'sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride'sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。
'Icongratulateyou,'Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,'IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt's。'
'Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。'
'Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。'
'IhaveseenMr。Smith,'falteredElfride。
'Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI
ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I
shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。'
Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:
'YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic'ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。'
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