首页 >出版文学> A Pair of Blue Eyes>第13章
  Knightfeltuncomfortablywetandchilled,butglowingwithfervournevertheless。HefullyappreciatedElfride'sgirlishdelicacyinrefusinghisescortinthemeagrehabilimentsshewore,yetfeltthatnecessaryabstractionofherselfforashorthalf-hourasamostgrievouslosstohim。
  Hegatheredupherknottedandtwistedplumageoflinen,lace,andembroiderywork,andlaiditacrosshisarm。Henoticedonthegroundanenvelope,limpandwet。Inendeavouringtorestorethistoitspropershape,heloosenedfromtheenvelopeapieceofpaperithadcontained,whichwasseizedbythewindinfallingfromKnight'shand。Itwasblowntotheright,blowntotheleft——
  itfloatedtotheedgeofthecliffandoverthesea,whereitwashurledaloft。Ittwirledintheair,andthenflewbackoverhishead。
  Knightfollowedthepaper,andsecuredit。Havingdoneso,helookedtodiscoverifithadbeenworthsecuring。
  Thetroublesomesheetwasabanker'sreceiptfortwohundredpounds,placedtothecreditofMissSwancourt,whichtheimpracticalgirlhadtotallyforgottenshecarriedwithher。
  Knightfoldeditascarefullyasitsmoistconditionwouldallow,putitinhispocket,andfollowedElfride。
  ChapterXXIII
  'Shouldauldacquaintancebeforgot?'
  BythistimeStephenSmithhadsteppedoutuponthequayatCastleBoterel,andbreathedhisnativeair。
  Adarkerskin,amorepronouncedmoustache,andanincipientbeard,werethechiefadditionsandchangesnoticeableinhisappearance。
  Inspiteofthefallingrain,whichhadsomewhatlessened,hetookasmallvaliseinhishand,and,leavingtheremainderofhisluggageattheinn,ascendedthehillstowardsEastEndelstow。
  Thisplacelayinavaleofitsown,furtherinlandthanthewestvillage,andthoughsonearit,hadlittleofphysicalfeatureincommonwiththelatter。EastEndelstowwasmorewoodedandfertile:itboastedofLordLuxellian'smansionandpark,andwasfreefromthosebleakopenuplandswhichlentsuchanairofdesolationtothevicinageofthecoast——alwaysexceptingthesmallvalleyinwhichstoodthevicarageandMrs。Swancourt'soldhouse,TheCrags。
  Stephenhadarrivednearlyatthesummitoftheridgewhentherainagainincreaseditsvolume,and,lookingaboutfortemporaryshelter,heascendedasteeppathwhichpenetrateddensehazelbushesinthelowerpartofitscourse。Furtherupitemergeduponaledgeimmediatelyovertheturnpike-road,andshelteredbyanoverhangingfaceofrubblerock,withbushesabove。Forareasonofhisownhemadethisspothisrefugefromthestorm,andturninghisfacetotheleft,connedthelandscapeasabook。
  HewasoverlookingthevalleycontainingElfride'sresidence。
  Fromthispointofobservationtheprospectexhibitedthepeculiarityofbeingeitherbrilliantforegroundorthesubduedtoneofdistance,asuddendipinthesurfaceofthecountryloweringoutofsightalltheintermediateprospect。Inapparentcontactwiththetreesandbushesgrowingclosebesidehimappearedthedistanttract,terminatedsuddenlybythebrinkoftheseriesofcliffswhichculminatedinthetallgiantwithoutaname——smallandunimportantasherebeheld。AleafonaboughatStephen'selbowblottedoutawholehillinthecontrastingdistrictfaraway;agreenbunchofnutscoveredacompleteuplandthere,andthegreatcliffitselfwasoutviedbyapigmycraginthebankhardbyhim。Stephenhadlookeduponthesethingshundredsoftimesbeforeto-day,buthehadneverviewedthemwithsuchtendernessasnow。
  Steppingforwardinthisdirectionyetalittlefurther,hecouldseethetowerofWestEndelstowChurch,beneathwhichhewastomeethisElfridethatnight。Andatthesametimehenoticed,comingoverthehillfromthecliffs,awhitespeckinmotion。Itseemedfirsttobeasea-gullflyinglow,butultimatelyprovedtobeahumanfigure,runningwithgreatrapidity。Theformflittedon,heedlessoftherainwhichhadcausedStephen'shaltinthisplace,droppeddowntheheatheryhill,enteredthevale,andwasoutofsight。
  Whilsthemeditateduponthemeaningofthisphenomenon,hewassurprisedtoseeswimintohiskenfromthesamepointofdepartureanothermovingspeck,asdifferentfromthefirstaswellcouldbe,insomuchthatitwasperceptibleonlybyitsblackness。Slowlyandregularlyittookthesamecourse,andtherewasnotmuchdoubtthatthiswastheformofaman。He,too,graduallydescendedfromtheupperlevels,andwaslostinthevalleybelow。
  Therainhadbythistimeagainabated,andStephenreturnedtotheroad。Lookingahead,hesawtwomenandacart。Theyweresoonobscuredbytheinterventionofahighhedge。Justbeforetheyemergedagainheheardvoicesinconversation。
  ''Amustsoonbeinthenaibourhood,too,ifsobehe'sa-coming,'
  saidatenortongue,whichStepheninstantlyrecognizedasMartinCannister's。
  ''Amust'ab'lieve,'saidanothervoice——thatofStephen'sfather。
  Stephensteppedforward,andcamebeforethemfacetoface。HisfatherandMartinwerewalking,dressedintheirsecondbestsuits,andbesidethemrambledalongagrizzelhorseandbrightlypaintedspring-cart。
  'Allright,Mr。Cannister;here'sthelostman!'exclaimedyoungSmith,enteringatonceupontheoldstyleofgreeting。'Father,hereIam。'
  'Allright,mysonny;andgladIbefor't!'returnedJohnSmith,overjoyedtoseetheyoungman。'Howbeye?Well,comealonghome,anddon'tlet'sbideouthereinthedamp。SuchweathermustbeterriblebadforayoungchapjustcomefromafierynationlikeIndy;hey,naibourCannister?'
  'Trew,trew。Andaboutgettinghomehistraps?Boxes,monstrousbales,andnoblepackagesofforeigndescription,Imakenodoubt?'
  'Hardlyallthat,'saidStephenlaughing。
  'Webroughtthecart,maningtogorightontoCastleBoterelaforeyelanded,'saidhisfather。'"Putinthehorse,"saysMartin。"Ay,"saysI,"sowewill;"anddiditstraightway。Now,maybe,Martinhadbettergoonwi'thecartforthethings,andyouandIwalkhome-along。'
  'AndIshallbebacka'mostassoonasyou。Peggyisaprettystepstill,thoughtimed'begintotelluponherasupontheresto'us。'
  StephentoldMartinwheretofindhisbaggage,andthencontinuedhisjourneyhomewardinthecompanyofhisfather。
  'Owingtoyourcomingadaysoonerthanwefirstexpected,'saidJohn,'you'llfindusinaturkofamess,sir——"sir,"saysItomyownson!butye'vegoneupso,Stephen。We'vekilledthepigthismorningforye,thinkingye'dbehungry,andgladofamorseloffreshmate。And'awon'tbecutuptillto-night。However,wecanmakeyeagoodsupperoffry,whichwillchawupwellwi'adabo'mustardandafewnicenewtaters,andadropofshillingaletowashitdown。Yourmotherhavescrubbedthehousethroughbecauseyewerecoming,anddustedallthechimmerfurniture,andboughtanewbasinandjugofatravellingcrockery-womanthatcametoourdoor,andscouredthecannel-sticks,andclanedthewinders!Ay,Idon'tknowwhat'aha'n'tadone。Neverweresuchasteer,'ab'lieve。'
  ConversationofthiskindandinquiriesofStephenforhismother'swellbeingoccupiedthemfortheremainderofthejourney。
  Whentheydrewneartheriver,andthecottagebehindit,theycouldhearthemaster-mason'sclockstrikingoffthebygonehoursofthedayatintervalsofaquarterofaminute,duringwhichintervalsStephen'simaginationreadilypicturedhismother'sforefingerwanderingroundthedialincompanywiththeminute-
  hand。
  'Theclockstoppedthismorning,andyourmotherinputtingenrightseemingly,'saidhisfatherinanexplanatorytone;andtheywentupthegardentothedoor。
  Whentheyhadentered,andStephenhaddutifullyandwarmlygreetedhismother——whoappearedinacottondressofadark-blueground,coveredbroadcastwithamultitudeofnewandfullmoons,stars,andplanets,withanoccasionaldashofacomet-likeaspecttodiversifythescene——thecrackleofcart-wheelswasheardoutside,andMartinCannisterstampedinatthedoorway,intheformofapairoflegsbeneathagreatbox,hisbodybeingnowherevisible。Whentheluggagehadbeenalltakendown,andStephenhadgoneupstairstochangehisclothes,Mrs。Smith'smindseemedtorecoveralostthread。
  'Reallyourclockisnotworthapenny,'shesaid,turningtoitandattemptingtostartthependulum。
  'Stoppedagain?'inquiredMartinwithcommiseration。
  'Yes,sure,'repliedMrs。Smith;andcontinuedafterthemannerofcertainmatrons,towhosetonguestheharmonyofasubjectwithacasualmoodisagreaterrecommendationthanitspertinencetotheoccasion,'Johnwouldspendpoundsayearuponthejimcrackoldthing,ifhemight,inhavingitclaned,whenatthesametimeyoumaydoctorityourselfaswell。"Theclock'sstoppedagain,John,"Isaytohim。"Betterhaveenclaned,"sayshe。There'sfiveshillings。"Thatclockgrindsagain,"Isaytoen。"Betterhaveenclaned,"'asaysagain。"Thatclockstrikeswrong,John,"
  saysI。"Betterhaveenclaned,"hegoeson。ThewheelswouldhavebeenpolishedtoskeletonsbythistimeifIhadlistenedtoen,andIassureyouwecouldhaveboughtachainey-facedbeautywi'thegoodmoneywe'veflungawaytheselasttenyearsuponthisoldgreen-facedmortal。And,Martin,youmustbewet。Mysonisgoneuptochange。JohnisdamperthanIshouldliketobe,but'acallsitnothing。SomeofMrs。Swancourt'sservantshavebeenhere——theyraninoutoftherainwhengoingforawalk——andI
  assureyouthestateoftheirbonnetswasfrightful。'
  'How'sthefolks?We'vebeenovertoCastleBoterel,andwhatwi'
  runningandstoppingoutofthestorms,mypoorheadisbeyondeverything!fizz,fizzfizz;'tisfryingo'fishfrommorningtonight,'saidacrackedvoiceinthedoorwayatthisinstant。
  'Lordso's,who'sthat?'saidMrs。Smith,inaprivateexclamation,andturningroundsawWilliamWorm,endeavouringtomakehimselflookpassingcivilandfriendlybyoverspreadinghisfacewithalargesmilethatseemedtohavenoconnectionwiththehumourhewasin。Behindhimstoodawomanabouttwicehissize,withalargeumbrellaoverherhead。ThiswasMrs。Worm,William'swife。
  'Comein,William,'saidJohnSmith。'Wedon'tkillapigeveryday。Andyou,likewise,Mrs。Worm。Imakeyewelcome。SinceyeleftParsonSwancourt,William,Idon'tseemuchof'ee。'
  'No,fortotellthetruth,sinceItooktotheturn-pike-gateline,I'vebeenoutbutlittle,comingtochurcho'Sundaysnotbeingmydutynow,as'twasinaparson'sfamily,yousee。
  However,ourboyisabletomindthegatenow,andIsaid,saysI,"Barbara,let'scallandseeJohnSmith。”'
  'Iamsorrytohearyerporeheadissobadstill。'
  'Ay,Iassureyouthatfryingo'fishisgoingonfornightsanddays。And,youknow,sometimes'tisn'tonlyfish,butrasherso'
  baconandinions。Ay,Icanhearthefatpopandfizzasnateralaslife;can'tI,Barbara?'
  Mrs。Worm,whohadbeenallthistimeengagedinclosingherumbrella,corroboratedthisstatement,andnow,comingindoors,showedherselftobeawide-faced,comfortable-lookingwoman,withawartuponhercheek,bearingasmalltuftofhairinitscentre。
  'Haveyeevertriedanythingtocureyernoise,MaisterWorm?'
  inquiredMartinCannister。
  'Ohay;blessye,I'vetriedeverything。Ay,Providenceisamercifulman,andIhavehopedHe'dhavefounditoutbythistime,livingsomanyyearsinaparson'sfamily,too,asIhave,but'adon'tseemtorelieveme。Ay,Ibeapoorwamblingman,andlife'saminto'trouble!'
  'True,mournfultrue,WilliamWorm。'Tisso。Theworldwantslookingto,or'tisallsixesandsevenswi'us。'
  'Takeyourthingsoff,Mrs。Worm,'saidMrs。Smith。'Weberatherinamuddle,totellthetruth,formysonisjustdroppedinfromIndyadaysoonerthanweexpected,andthepig-killeriscomingpresentlytocutup。'
  Mrs。BarbaraWorm,notwishingtotakeanymeanadvantageofpersonsinamuddlebyobservingthem,removedherbonnetandmantlewitheyesfixedupontheflowersintheplotoutsidethedoor。
  'Whatbeautifultiger-lilies!'saidMrs。Worm。
  'Yes,theybeverywell,butsuchatroubletomeonaccountofthechildrenthatcomehere。Theywillgoeatingtheberriesonthestem,andcall'emcurrants。Tastewi'junivalsisquitefancy,really。'
  'Andyoursnapdragonslookasfierceasever。'
  'Well,really,'answeredMrs。Smith,enteringdidacticallyintothesubject,'theyaremorelikeChristiansthanflowers。Buttheymakeupwellenoughwi'therest,anddon'trequiremuchtending。Andthesamecanbesaido'thesemiller'swheels。'TisaflowerIlikeverymuch,thoughsosimple。Johnsayshenevercaresabouttheflowerso''em,butmenhavenoeyeforanythingneat。Hesayshisfavouriteflowerisacauliflower。AndI
  assureyouItrembleinthespringtime,for'tisperfectmurder。'
  'Youdon'tsayso,Mrs。Smith!'
  'Johndigsroundtheroots,youknow。Ingoeshisblunderingspade,throughroots,bulbs,everythingthathasn'tgotagoodshowaboveground,turning'emupcutalltoslices。OnlytheverylastfallIwenttomovesometulips,whenIfoundeverybulbupsidedown,andthestemscrookedround。Hehadturned'emoverinthespring,andthecunningcreatureshadsoonfoundthatheavenwasnotwhereitusedtobe。'
  'What'sthatlong-favouredflowerunderthehedge?'
  'They?OLord,theyarethehorridJacob'sladders!Insteadofpraising'em,Ibemadwi''emforbeingsoreadytobidewheretheyarenotwanted。Theybeverywellintheirway,butIdonotcareforthingsthatneglectwon'tkill。DowhatIwill,dig,drag,scrap,pull,Igettoomanyof'em。Ichoptheroots:upthey'llcome,treblestrong。Throw'emoverhedge;therethey'llgrow,staringmeinthefacelikeahungrydogdrivenaway,andcreepbackagaininaweekortwothesameasbefore。'TisJacob'sladderhere,Jacob'sladderthere,andplant'emwherenothingintheworldwillgrow,yougetcrowdsof'eminamonthortwo。Johnmadeanewmanuremixenlastsummer,andhesaid,"Maria,nowifyou'vegotanyflowersorsuchlike,thatyoudon'twant,youmayplant'emroundmymixensoastohideitabit,though'tisnotlikelyanythingofmuchvaluewillgrowthere。”I
  thought,"There'sthemJacob'sladders;I'llputthemthere,sincetheycan'tdoharminsuchaplace;"andIplantedtheJacob'sladderssureenough。Theygrowed,andtheygrowed,inthemixenandoutofthemixen,alloverthelitter,coveringitquiteup。
  WhenJohnwantedtouseitaboutthegarden,'asaid,"NationseizethemJacob'sladdersofyours,Maria!They'veeatthegoodnessoutofeverymorselofmymanure,sothat'tisnobetterthansanditself!"Sureenoughthehungrymortalshad。'Tismybeliefthatinthesecretsoulso''em,Jacob'sladdersbeweeds,andnotflowersatall,ifthetruthwasknown。'
  RobertLickpan,pig-killerandcarrier,arrivedatthismoment。
  Thefattedanimalhanginginthebackkitchenwascleftdownthemiddleofitsbackbone,Mrs。Smithbeingmeanwhileengagedincookingsupper。
  Betweenthecuttingandchopping,alewashandedround,andWormandthepig-killerlistenedtoJohnSmith'sdescriptionofthemeetingwithStephen,witheyesblanklyfixeduponthetable-
  cloth,inorderthatnothingintheexternalworldshouldinterrupttheireffortstoconjureupthescenecorrectly。
  Stephencamedownstairsinthemiddleofthestory,andafterthelittleinterruptionoccasionedbyhisentranceandwelcome,thenarrativewasagaincontinued,preciselyasifhehadnotbeenthereatall,andwastoldinclusivelytohim,astosomebodywhoknewnothingaboutthematter。
  '"Ay,"Isaid,asIcatchedsighto'enthroughthebrimbles,"that'sthelad,forId'knowenbyhisgrand-father'swalk;"for'astappedoutlikepoorfatherforalltheworld。Stilltherewasatoucho'thefriskythatsetmewondering。'Agotcloser,andIsaid,"That'sthelad,forId'knowenbyhiscarryingablackcaselikeatravellingman。”Still,aroadiscommontoalltheworld,andtherebemoretravellingmenthanone。ButIkeptmyeyecocked,andIsaidtoMartin,"'Tistheboy,now,forId'
  knowenbythewoldtwirlo'thestickandthefamilystep。”Then'acomecloser,anda'said,"Allright。”Icouldsweartoenthen。'
  Stephen'spersonalappearancewasnextcriticised。
  'Hed'lookadealthinnerinface,surely,thanwhenIseedenattheparson's,andneverknoweden,ifye'llbelieveme,'saidMartin。
  'Ay,there,'saidanother,withoutremovinghiseyesfromStephen'sface,'Ishouldha'knowedenanywhere。'Tishisfather'snosetoaT。'
  'Ithasbeenoftenremarked,'saidStephenmodestly。
  'Andhe'scertainlytaller,'saidMartin,lettinghisglancerunoverStephen'sformfrombottomtotop。
  'Iwasthinking'awasexactlythesameheight,'Wormreplied。
  'Blessthysoul,that'sbecausehe'sbiggerroundlikewise。'AndtheunitedeyesallmovedtoStephen'swaist。
  'Ibeapoorwamblingman,butIcanmakeallowances,'saidWilliamWorm。'Ah,sure,andhowhecameasastrangerandpilgrimtoParsonSwancourt'sthattime,notasoulknowingenaftersomanyyears!Ay,life'sastrangepicter,Stephen:butI
  supposeImustsaySirtoye?'
  'Oh,itisnotnecessaryatpresent,'Stephenreplied,thoughmentallyresolvingtoavoidthevicinityofthatfamiliarfriendassoonashehadmadepretensionstothehandofElfride。
  'Ah,well,'saidWormmusingly,'somewouldhavelookedfornolessthanaSir。There'sasightofdifferenceinpeople。'
  'Andinpigslikewise,'observedJohnSmith,lookingatthehalvedcarcassofhisown。
  RobertLickpan,thepig-killer,hereseemedcalledupontoenterthelistsofconversation。
  'Yes,they'vegottheirparticularnatersgood-now,'heremarkedinitially。'Many'stherum-temperedpigI'veknowed。'
  'Idon'tdoubtit,MasterLickpan,'answeredMartin,inatoneexpressingthathisconvictions,nolessthangoodmanners,demandedthereply。
  'Yes,'continuedthepig-killer,asoneaccustomedtobeheard。
  'OnethatIknowedwasdeafanddumb,andwecouldn'tmakeoutwhatwasthematterwi'thepig。'Awouldeatwellenoughwhen'aseedthetrough,butwhenhisbackwasturned,youmighta-rattledthebucketallday,thepoorsoulneverheardye。Yecouldplaytricksuponenbehindhisback,anda'wouldn'tfinditoutnoquickerthanpoordeafGrammerCates。Buta'fattedwell,andI
  neverseedapigopenbetterwhena'waskilled,and'awasverytendereating,very;asprettyabitofmateaseveryousee;youcouldsuckthatmatethroughaquill。
  'AndanotherIknowed,'resumedthekiller,afterquietlylettingapintofalerundownhisthroatofitsownaccord,andsettingdownthecupwithmathematicalexactnessuponthespotfromwhichhehadraisedit——'anotherwentoutofhismind。'
  'Howverymournful!'murmuredMrs。Worm。
  'Ay,poorthing,'adid!AscleanoutofhismindasthecleverestChristiancouldgo。Inearlylife'awasverymelancholy,andneverseemedahopefulpigbynomeans。'TwasAndrewStainer'spig——that'swhosepig'twas。'
  'Icanmindthepigwellenough,'attestedJohnSmith。
  'Andaprettylittleporker'awas。AndyouallknowFarmerBuckle'ssort?Everyjacko'emsufferfromtherheumatismtothisday,owingtoadampstytheylivedinwhentheywerestriplings,as'twere。'
  'Well,nowwe'llweigh,'saidJohn。
  'Ifsobehewerenotsofine,we'dweighenwhole:butasheis,we'lltakeasideatatime。John,youcanmindmyoldjoke,ey?'
  'Idoso;though'twasagoodfewyearsagoIfirsthearden。'
  'Yes,'saidLickpan,'thatthereoldfamiliarjokehavebeeninourfamilyforgenerations,Imaysay。Myfatherusedthatjokeregularatpig-killingsformorethanfiveandfortyyears——thetimehefollowedthecalling。And'atoldmethat'ahaditfromhisfatherwhenhewasquiteachiel,whomadeuseo'enjustthesameateverykillingmoreorless;andpig-killingswerepig-
  killingsinthosedays。'
  'Trewlytheywere。'
  'I'veneverheardthejoke,'saidMrs。Smithtentatively。
  'NorI,'chimedinMrs。Worm,who,beingtheonlyotherladyintheroom,feltboundbythelawsofcourtesytofeellikeMrs。
  Smithineverything。
  'Surely,surelyyouhave,'saidthekiller,lookingscepticallyatthebenightedfemales。'However,'tisn'tmuch——Idon'twishtosayitis。Itcommenceslikethis:"Bobwilltelltheweightofyourpig,'ab'lieve,"saysI。ThecongregationofneighboursthinkImanemysonBob,naturally;butthesecretisthatImanethebobo'thesteelyard。Ha,ha,ha!'
  'Haw,haw,haw!'laughedMartinCannister,whohadheardtheexplanationofthisstrikingstoryforthehundredthtime。
  'Huh,huh,huh!'laughedJohnSmith,whohadhearditforthethousandth。
  'Hee,hee,hee!'laughedWilliamWorm,whohadneverhearditatall,butwasafraidtosayso。
  'Thygrandfather,Robert,musthavebeenawide-awakechaptomakethatstory,'saidMartinCannister,subsidingtoaplacidaspectofdelightedcriticism。
  'Hehadahead,byallaccount。And,yousee,asthefirst-bornoftheLickpanshaveallbeenRoberts,they'veallbeenBobs,sothestorywashandeddowntothepresentday。'
  'PoorJoseph,yoursecondboy,willneverbeabletobringitoutincompany,whichisratherunfortunate,'saidMrs。Wormthoughtfully。
  ''Awon't。Yes,grandferwasacleverchap,asyesay;butI
  knowedacleverer。'TwasmyuncleLevi。UncleLevimadeasnuff-
  boxthatshouldbeapuzzletohisfriendstoopen。Heusedtohandenroundatweddingparties,christenings,funerals,andinotherjollycompany,andlet'emtrytheirskill。Thisextraordinarysnuff-boxhadaspringbehindthatwouldpushinandout——ahingewhereseemedtobethecover;aslideattheend,ascrewinfront,andknobsandqueernotcheseverywhere。Onemanwouldtrythespring,anotherwouldtrythescrew,anotherwouldtrytheslide;buttryastheywould,theboxwouldn'topen。Andtheycouldn'topenen,andtheydidn'topenen。Nowwhatmightyouthinkwasthesecretofthatbox?'
  Allputonanexpressionthattheirunitedthoughtswereinadequatetotheoccasion。
  'Whytheboxwouldn'topenatall。'Aweremadenottoopen,andyemighthavetriedtilltheendofRevelations,'twouldhavebeenasnaught,fortheboxweregluedallround。'
  'Averydeepmantohavemadesuchabox。'
  'Yes。'TwaslikeuncleLeviallover。'
  ''Twas。Icanmindthemanverywell。TallestmaneverIseed。'
  ''Awasso。Heneversleptuponabedsteadafterhegrowedupahardboy-chap——nevercouldgetonelongenough。When'alivedinthatlittlesmallhousebythepond,heusedtohavetoleaveopenhischamberdooreverynightatgoingtohisbed,andlethisfeetpokeoutuponthelanding。'
  'He'sdeadandgonenow,nevertheless,poorman,asweallshall,'
  observedWorm,tofillthepausewhichfollowedtheconclusionofRobertLickpan'sspeech。
  TheweighingandcuttingupwaspursuedamidananimateddiscourseonStephen'stravels;andatthefinish,thefirst-fruitsoftheday'sslaughter,friedinonions,werethenturnedfromthepanintoadishonthetable,eachpiecesteamingandhissingtillitreachedtheirverymouths。
  Itmustbeownedthatthegentlemanlysonofthehouselookedratheroutofplaceinthecourseofthisoperation。Norwashismindquitephilosophicenoughtoallowhimtobecomfortablewiththeseold-establishedpersons,hisfather'sfriends。Hehadneverlivedlongathome——scarcelyatallsincehischildhood。ThepresenceofWilliamWormwasthemostawkwardfeatureofthecase,for,thoughWormhadleftthehouseofMr。Swancourt,thebeinghand-in-glovewithaci-devantservitorremindedStephentooforciblyofthevicar'sclassificationofhimselfbeforehewentfromEngland。Mrs。Smithwasconsciousofthedefectinherarrangementswhichhadbroughtabouttheundesiredconjunction。
  ShespoketoStephenprivately。
  'Iamabovehavingsuchpeoplehere,Stephen;butwhatcouldIdo?
  Andyourfatherissoroughinhisnaturethathe'smoremixedupwiththemthanneedbe。'
  'Nevermind,mother,'saidStephen;'I'llputupwithitnow。'
  'Whenweleavemylord'sservice,andgetfurtherupthecountry——
  asIhopeweshallsoon——itwillbedifferent。Weshallbeamongfreshpeople,andinalargerhouse,andshallkeepourselvesupabit,Ihope。'
  'IsMissSwancourtathome,doyouknow?'Stepheninquired'Yes,yourfathersawherthismorning。'
  'Doyouoftenseeher?'
  'Scarcelyever。Mr。Glim,thecurate,callsoccasionally,buttheSwancourtsdon'tcomeintothevillagenowanymorethantodrivethroughit。Theydineatmylord'softenerthantheyused。Ah,here'sanotewasbroughtthismorningforyoubyaboy。'
  Stepheneagerlytookthenoteandopenedit,hismotherwatchinghim。HereadwhatElfridehadwrittenandsentbeforeshestartedforthecliffthatafternoon:
  'Yes;Iwillmeetyouinthechurchatnineto-night——E。S。'
  'Idon'tknow,Stephen,'hismothersaidmeaningly,'whe'ryoustillthinkaboutMissElfride,butifIwereyouIwouldn'tconcernabouther。TheysaythatnoneofoldMrs。Swancourt'smoneywillcometoherstep-daughter。'
  'Iseetheeveninghasturnedoutfine;Iamgoingoutforalittlewhiletolookroundtheplace,'hesaid,evadingthedirectquery。'ProbablybythetimeIreturnourvisitorswillbegone,andwe'llhaveamoreconfidentialtalk。'
  ChapterXXIV
  'Breeze,bird,andflowerconfessthehour。'
  Therainhadceasedsincethesunset,butitwasacloudynight;
  andthelightofthemoon,softenedanddispersedbyitsmistyveil,wasdistributedoverthelandinpalegray。
  AdarkfiguresteppedfromthedoorwayofJohnSmith'sriver-sidecottage,andstroderapidlytowardsWestEndelstowwithalightfootstep。Soonascendingfromthelowerlevelsheturnedacorner,followedacart-track,andsawthetowerofthechurchhewasinquestofdistinctlyshapedforthagainstthesky。Inlessthanhalfanhourfromthetimeofstartingheswunghimselfoverthechurchyardstile。
  Thewildirregularenclosurewasasmuchaseveranintegralpartoftheoldhill。Thegrasswasstilllong,thegraveswereshapedpreciselyaspassingyearschosetoalterthemfromtheirorthodoxformaslaiddownbyMartinCannister,andbyStephen'sowngrandfatherbeforehim。
  AsoundspedintotheairfromthedirectioninwhichCastleBoterellay。Itwasthestrikingofthechurchclock,distinctinthestillatmosphereasifithadcomefromthetowerhardby,which,wraptinitssolitarysilentness,gaveoutnosuchsoundsoflife。
  'One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine。'Stephencarefullycountedthestrokes,thoughhewellknewtheirnumberbeforehand。Nineo'clock。ItwasthehourElfridehadherselfnamedasthemostconvenientformeetinghim。
  Stephenstoodatthedooroftheporchandlistened。Hecouldhaveheardthesoftestbreathingofanypersonwithintheporch;
  nobodywasthere。Hewentinsidethedoorway,satdownuponthestonebench,andwaitedwithabeatingheart。
  Thefaintsoundsheardonlyaccentuatedthesilence。Therisingandfallingofthesea,farawayalongthecoast,wasthemostimportant。Aminorsoundwasthescurrofadistantnight-hawk。
  Amongtheminutestwhereallwereminutewerethelightsettlementofgossamerfragmentsfloatingintheair,atoadhumblylabouringalongthroughthegrassneartheentrance,thecrackleofadeadleafwhichawormwasendeavouringtopullintotheearth,awaftofair,gettingnearerandnearer,andexpiringathisfeetundertheburdenofawingedseed。
  Amongallthesesoftsoundscamenottheonlysoftsoundhecaredtohear——thefootfallofElfride。
  ForawholequarterofanhourStephensatthusintent,withoutmovingamuscle。Attheendofthattimehewalkedtothewestfrontofthechurch。Turningthecornerofthetower,awhiteformstaredhimintheface。Hestartedback,andrecoveredhimself。ItwasthetombofyoungfarmerJethway,lookingstillasfreshandasnewaswhenitwasfirsterected,thewhitestoneinwhichitwashewnhavingasingularweirdnessamidthedarkblueslabsfromlocalquarries,ofwhichthewholeremaininggravestoneswereformed。
  HethoughtofthenightwhenhehadsatthereonwithElfrideashiscompanion,andwellrememberedhisregretthatshehadreceived,evenunwillingly,earlierhomagethanhisown。Buthispresenttangibleanxietyreducedsuchafeelingtosentimentalnonsenseincomparison;andhestrolledonoverthegravestotheborderofthechurchyard,whenceinthedaytimecouldbeclearlyseenthevicarageandthepresentresidenceoftheSwancourts。Nofootstepwasdiscernibleuponthepathupthehill,butalightwasshiningfromawindowinthelast-namedhouse。
  Stephenknewtherecouldbenomistakeaboutthetimeorplace,andnodifficultyaboutkeepingtheengagement。Hewaitedyetlonger,passingfromimpatienceintoamoodwhichfailedtotakeanyaccountofthelapseoftime。HewasawakenedfromhisreveriebyCastleBoterelclock。
  One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,TEN。
  Onelittlefallofthehammerinadditiontothenumberithadbeensharppleasuretohear,andwhatadifferencetohim!
  Heleftthechurchyardonthesideoppositetohispointofentrance,andwentdownthehill。Slowlyhedrewnearthegateofherhouse。Thishesoftlyopened,andwalkedupthegraveldrivetothedoor。Herehepausedforseveralminutes。
  Attheexpirationofthattimethemurmuredspeechofamanlyvoicecameouttohisearsthroughanopenwindowbehindthecornerofthehouse。Thiswasrespondedtobyaclearsoftlaugh。
  ItwasthelaughofElfride。
  Stephenwasconsciousofagnawingpainathisheart。Heretreatedashehadcome。Therearedisappointmentswhichwringus,andtherearethosewhichinflictawoundwhosemarkwebeartoourgraves。Sucharesokeenthatnofuturegratificationofthesamedesirecaneverobliteratethem:theybecomeregisteredasapermanentlossofhappiness。SuchaonewasStephen'snow:
  thecrowningaureolaofthedreamhadbeenthemeetingherebystealth;andifElfridehadcometohimonlytenminutesafterhehadturnedaway,thedisappointmentwouldhavebeenrecognizablestill。
  Whentheyoungmanreachedhomehefoundtherealetterwhichhadarrivedinhisabsence。Believingittocontainsomereasonforhernon-appearance,yetunabletoimagineonethatcouldjustifyher,hehastilytoreopentheenvelope。
  ThepapercontainednotawordfromElfride。Itwasthedeposit-
  noteforhistwohundredpounds。Onthebackwastheformofacheque,andthisshehadfilledupwiththesamesum,payabletothebearer。
  Stephenwasconfounded。Heattemptedtodivinehermotive。
  Consideringhowlimitedwashisknowledgeofherlateractions,heguessedrathershrewdlythat,betweenthetimeofhersendingthenoteinthemorningandtheevening'ssilentrefusalofhisgift,somethinghadoccurredwhichhadcausedatotalchangeinherattitudetowardshim。
  Heknewnotwhattodo。Itseemedabsurdnowtogotoherfathernextmorning,ashehadpurposed,andaskforanengagementwithher,apossibilityimpendingallthewhilethatElfrideherselfwouldnotbeonhisside。Onlyonecourserecommendeditselfaswise。Towaitandseewhatthedayswouldbringforth;togoandexecutehiscommissionsinBirmingham;thentoreturn,learnifanythinghadhappened,andtrywhatameetingmightdo;perhapshersurpriseathisbackwardnesswouldbringherforwardtoshowlatentwarmthasdecidedlyasinoldtimes。
  ThisactofpatiencewasinkeepingonlywiththenatureofamanpreciselyofStephen'sconstitution。Ninemenoutoftenwouldperhapshaverushedoff,gotintoherpresence,byfairmeansorfoul,andprovokedacatastropheofsomesort。Possiblyforthebetter,probablyfortheworse。
  HestartedforBirminghamthenextmorning。Aday'sdelaywouldhavemadenodifference;buthecouldnotrestuntilhehadbegunandendedtheprogrammeproposedtohimself。Bodilyactivitywillsometimestakethestingoutofanxietyascompletelyasassuranceitself。
  ChapterXXV
  'Mineownfamiliarfriend。'
  DuringthesedaysofabsenceStephenlivedunderalternateconditions。Wheneverhisemotionswereactive,hewasinagony。
  Wheneverhewasnotinagony,thebusinessinhandhaddrivenoutofhismindbysheerforcealldeepreflectiononthesubjectofElfrideandlove。
  Bythetimehetookhisreturnjourneyattheweek'send,Stephenhadverynearlyworkedhimselfuptoanintentiontocallandseeherfacetoface。Onthisoccasionalsoheadoptedhisfavouriteroute——bythelittlesummersteamerfromBristoltoCastleBoterel;thetimesavedbyspeedontherailwaybeingwastedatjunctions,andinfollowingadeviouscourse。
  ItwasabrightsilenteveningatthebeginningofSeptemberwhenSmithagainsetfootinthelittletown。Hefeltinclinedtolingerawhileuponthequaybeforeascendingthehills,havingformedaromanticintentiontogohomebywayofherhouse,yetnotwishingtowanderinitsneighbourhoodtilltheeveningshadesshouldsufficientlyscreenhimfromobservation。
  Andthuswaitingfornight'snearerapproach,hewatchedtheplacidscene,overwhichthepaleluminosityofthewestcastasorrowfulmonochrome,thatbecameslowlyembrownedbythedusk。A
  starappeared,andanother,andanother。Theysparkledamidtheyardsandriggingofthetwocoalbrigslyingalangside,asiftheyhadbeentinylampssuspendedintheropes。Themastsrockedsleepilytotheinfinitesimalfluxofthetide,whichcluckedandgurgledwithidleregularityinnooksandholesoftheharbourwall。
  Thetwilightwasnowquitepronouncedenoughforhispurpose;andas,rathersadatheart,hewasabouttomoveon,alittleboatcontainingtwopersonsglidedupthemiddleoftheharbourwiththelightnessofashadow。Theboatcameoppositehim,passedon,andtouchedthelanding-stepsatthefurtherend。Oneofitsoccupantswasaman,asStephenhadknownbytheeasystrokeoftheoars。Whenthepairascendedthesteps,andcameintogreaterprominence,hewasenabledtodiscernthatthesecondpersonagewasawoman;alsothatsheworeawhitedecoration——apparentlyafeather——inherhatorbonnet,whichspotofwhitewastheonlydistinctlyvisibleportionofherclothing。
  Stephenremainedamomentintheirrear,andtheypassedon,whenhepursuedhiswayalso,andsoonforgotthecircumstance。Havingcrossedabridge,forsakenthehighroad,andenteredthefootpathwhichledupthevaletoWestEndelstow,heheardalittlewicketclicksoftlytogethersomeyardsahead。BythetimethatStephenhadreachedthewicketandpassedit,heheardanotherclickofpreciselythesamenaturefromanothergateyetfurtheron。
  Clearlysomepersonorpersonswereprecedinghimalongthepath,theirfootstepsbeingrenderednoiselessbythesoftcarpetofturf。Stephennowwalkedalittlequicker,andperceivedtwoforms。Oneofthemborealoftthewhitefeatherhehadnoticedinthewoman'shatonthequay:theywerethecouplehehadseenintheboat。Stephendroppedalittlefurthertotherear。
  Fromthebottomofthevalley,alongwhichthepathhadhithertolain,besidethemarginofthetricklingstreamlet,anotherpathnowdiverged,andascendedtheslopeoftheleft-handhill。ThisfootwayledonlytotheresidenceofMrs。Swancourtandacottageortwoinitsvicinity。Nograsscoveredthisdivergingpathinportionsofitslength,andStephenwasremindedthatthepairinfrontofhimhadtakenthisroutebytheoccasionalrattleofloosestonesundertheirfeet。Stephenclimbedinthesamedirection,butforsomeundefinedreasonhetrodmoresoftlythandidthoseprecedinghim。Hismindwasunconsciouslyinexerciseuponwhomthewomanmightbe——whetheravisitortoTheCrags,aservant,orElfride。Heputittohimselfyetmoreforcibly;
  couldtheladybeElfride?Apossiblereasonforherunaccountablefailuretokeeptheappointmentwithhimreturnedwithpainfulforce。
  Theyenteredthegroundsofthehousebythesidewicket,whencethepath,nowwideandwelltrimmed,woundfantasticallythroughtheshrubberytoanoctagonalpavilioncalledtheBelvedere,byreasonofthecomprehensiveviewovertheadjacentdistrictthatitsgreenseatsafforded。Thepathpassedthiserectionandwentontothehouseaswellastothegardener'scottageontheotherside,stragglingthencetoEastEndelstow;sothatStephenfeltnohesitationinenteringapromenadewhichcouldscarcelybecalledprivate。
  Hefanciedthatheheardthegateopenandswingtogetheragainbehindhim。Turning,hesawnobody。
  Thepeopleoftheboatcametothesummer-house。Oneofthemspoke。
  'Iamafraidweshallgetascoldingforbeingsolate。'
  Stepheninstantlyrecognisedthefamiliarvoice,richerandfullernowthanitusedtobe。'Elfride!'hewhisperedtohimself,andheldfastbyasapling,tosteadyhimselfundertheagitationherpresencecausedhim。Hisheartswervedfromitsbeat;heshunnedreceivingthemeaninghesought。
  'Abreezeisrisingagain;howtheashtreerustles!'saidElfride。'Don'tyouhearit?Iwonderwhatthetimeis。'
  Stephenrelinquishedthesapling。
  Iwillgetalightandtellyou。Stepintothesummer-house;theairisquietthere。'
  Thecadenceofthatvoice——itspeculiarityseemedtocomehometohimlikethatofsomenotesofthenorthernbirdsonhisreturntohisnativeclime,asanoldnaturalthingrenewed,yetnotparticularlynoticedasnaturalbeforethatrenewal。
  TheyenteredtheBelvedere。Inthelowerpartitwasformedofclosewood-worknailedcrosswise,andhadopeningsintheupperbywayofwindows。
  Thescratchofastrikinglightwasheard,andabrightglowradiatedfromtheinteriorofthebuilding。Thelightgavebirthtodancingleaf-shadows,stem-shadows,lustrousstreaks,dots,sparkles,andthreadsofsilversheenofallimaginablevarietyandtransience。Itawakenedgnats,whichflewtowardsit,revealedshinygossamerthreads,disturbedearthworms。Stephengavebutlittleattentiontothesephenomena,andlesstime。Hesawinthesummer-houseastronglyilluminatedpicture。
  First,thefaceofhisfriendandpreceptorHenryKnight,betweenwhomandhimselfanestrangementhadarisen,notfromanydefinitecausesbeyondthoseofabsence,increasingage,anddivergingsympathies。
  Next,hisbrightparticularstar,Elfride。ThefaceofElfridewasmorewomanlythanwhenshehadcalledherselfhis,butasclearandhealthyasever。Herplenteoustwinesofbeautifulhairwerelookingmuchasusual,withtheexceptionofaslightmodificationintheirarrangementindeferencetothechangesoffashion。
  Theirtwoforeheadswereclosetogether,almosttouching,andbothwerelookingdown。Elfridewasholdingherwatch,Knightwasholdingthelightwithonehand,hisleftarmbeingroundherwaist。PartofthescenereachedStephen'seyesthroughthehorizontalbarsofwoodwork,whichcrossedtheirformsliketheribsofaskeleton。
  Knight'sarmstolestillfurtherroundthewaistofElfride。
  'Itishalf-pasteight,'shesaidinalowvoice,whichhadapeculiarmusicinit,seeminglybornofathrillofpleasureatthenewproofthatshewasbeloved。
  Theflamedwindleddown,diedaway,andallwaswrappedinadarknesstowhichthegloombeforetheilluminationborenocomparisoninapparentdensity。Stephen,shatteredinspiritandsicktohisheart'scentre,turnedaway。Inturning,hesawashadowyoutlinebehindthesummer-houseontheotherside。Hiseyesgrewaccustomedtothedarkness。Wastheformahumanform,orwasitanopaquebushofjuniper?
  Theloversarose,brushedagainstthelaurestines,andpursuedtheirwaytothehouse。Theindistinctfigurehadmoved,andnowpassedacrossSmith'sfront。Socompletelyenvelopedwastheperson,thatitwasimpossibletodiscernhimorheranymorethanasashape。Theshapeglidednoiselesslyon。
  Stephensteppedforward,fearinganymischiefwasintendedtotheothertwo。'Whoareyou?'hesaid。
  'NevermindwhoIam,'answeredaweakwhisperfromtheenvelopingfolds。'WHATIam,mayshebe!PerhapsIknewwell——ah,sowell!——
  ayouthwhoseplaceyoutook,ashetherenowtakesyours。Willyouletherbreakyourheart,andbringyoutoanuntimelygrave,asshedidtheonebeforeyou?'
  'YouareMrs。Jethway,Ithink。Whatdoyoudohere?Andwhydoyoutalksowildly?'
  'Becausemyheartisdesolate,andnobodycaresaboutit。Mayhersbesothatbroughttroubleuponme!'
  'Silence!'saidStephen,staunchtoElfrideinspiteofhimself'Shewouldharmnobodywilfully,neverwouldshe!Howdoyoucomehere?'
  'Isawthetwocomingupthepath,andwantedtolearnifshewerenotoneofthem。CanIhelpdislikingherifIthinkofthepast?
  CanIhelpwatchingherifIremembermyboy?CanIhelpill-
  wishingherifIwell-wishhim?'
  Thebowedformwenton,passedthroughthewicket,andwasenvelopedbytheshadowsofthefield。
  StephenhadheardthatMrs。Jethway,sincethedeathofherson,hadbecomeacrazed,forlornwoman;andbestowingapityingthoughtuponher,hedismissedherfanciedwrongsfromhismind,butnothercondemnationofElfride'sfaithlessness。Thatenteredintoandmingledwiththesensationshisnewexperiencehadbegotten。Thetaletoldbythelittlescenehehadwitnessedranparallelwiththeunhappywoman'sopinion,which,howeverbaselessitmighthavebeenantecedently,hadbecometrueenoughasregardedhimself。
  Aslowweightofdespair,asdistinctfromaviolentparoxysmasstarvationfromamortalshot,filledhimandwrunghimbodyandsoul。Thediscoveryhadnotbeenaltogetherunexpected,forthroughouthisanxietyofthelastfewdayssincethenightinthechurchyard,hehadbeeninclinedtoconstruetheuncertaintyunfavourablyforhimself。Hishopesforthebesthadbeenbutperiodicinterruptionstoachronicfearoftheworst。
  Astrangeconcomitantofhismiserywasthesingularityofitsform。ThathisrivalshouldbeKnight,whomonceuponatimehehadadoredasamanisveryrarelyadoredbyanotherinmoderntimes,andwhomhelovednow,addeddeprecationtosorrow,andcynicismtoboth。HenryKnight,whosepraiseshehadsofrequentlytrumpetedinherears,ofwhomshehadactuallybeenjealous,lestsheherselfshouldbelessenedinStephen'sloveonaccountofhim,hadprobablywonherthemoreeasilybyreasonofthoseverypraiseswhichhehadonlyceasedtoutterbyhercommand。Shehadruledhimlikeaqueeninthatmatter,asinallothers。Stephencouldtellbyhermanner,briefashadbeenhisobservationofit,andbyherwords,fewastheywere,thatherpositionwasfardifferentwithKnight。Thatshelookedupatandadoredhernewloverfrombelowhispedestal,wasevenmoreperceptiblethanthatshehadsmileddownuponStephenfromaheightabovehim。