"GraciousPucelle,"Isaid,inFrench,turningtotheMaiden,"mylife,andthefortuneofonewhowouldgladlyfighttothedeathbyyourside,areinyourhands。Fortheloveoftheblessedsaints,yoursisters,andofHimwhosendsyouonyourholymission,praythisdemoiselletoletmeenterthehousewithyou,andtellmytaletoyouandher。IfIsatisfyyounotofmyhonourandgoodintent,Iamready,inthishour,togobeforethemenoflaw,anddelivermyselfuptotheirjustice。Forthoughmylifeisinjeopardy,I
dreaddeathlessthantheangerofthishonourabledemoiselle。Andverilythisisamatterofinstantlifeordeath。”
Sosaying,Iclaspedmyhandsinthemannerofoneinprayer,settingallmysoulintomyspeech,asamandesperate。
TheMaidenhadlistenedverygravely,andsweetlyshesmiledwhenmyprayerwasended。
"Verily,"shesaidtome,"hereisdeeperwaterthanIcanfathom。
Elliot,mamie,youhearhowgently,andinwhatdistress,thisfairlassbeseechesus。”
"Fairlass!"criedElliot:andthenbrokeoffbetweenasobandalaugh,herhandcatchingatherside。
"Ifyouloveme,"saidtheMaid,lookingonherastonished,andnotwithoutanger——"ifyouloveme,asyouhavesaid,youthatarethefirstofmycomforters,and,tillthisday,myonlyfriendinyourstrangetown,letthelasscomeinandtellushertale。For,evenifshebedistraught,andbesideherself,asIwelldeem,Iamsenttobeafriendofallthemthatsuffer。Moreover,mamie,Ihavegladtidingsforyou,whichIamlongingtospeak,butspeakitI
willnever,whilethelassgoesthusinterrorandfearofdeathorshame。”
Insayingtheselastwords,thefashionofhercountenancewaschangedtoasweetentreatyandcommand,suchasfewcouldhavebeheldanddeniedherwhatshecraved,andshelaidherhandlightlyonElliot'sshoulder。
"Come,"saidElliot,"beitasyouwill;comeinwithme;andyou"——
turningtomyself——"doyoufollowus。”
Theypassedintothehouse,Icomingafter,andthearcherwaitingatthedoor。
"Letnoneenter,"saidtheMaidentoherarcher,"unlessanycometomefromtheKing,orunlessitbethemasterofthehouse。”
Wepassedintothechamberwheremymasterwaswonttopainthismissalsandpsalterswhenhewouldbealone。ThenElliotverygraciouslybadetheMaidenbeseated,butherselfstoodup,facingme。
"GraciousMaiden,andmessengeroftheholysaints,"shesaid,"thislass,asyoudeemher,isnowoman,butaman,myfather'sapprentice,whohascladhimselfthustomakeofyouamockeryandalaughing-stock,becausethatyou,beingamaid,goattiredasaman,bythewillofThemwhosentyoutosaveFrance。HaveIsaidenough,anddoIwelltobeangry?"andhereyesshoneasshespoke。
TheMaiden'sbrowsmetinwrath;shegazeduponmesteadfastly,andIlooked——sinfulmanthatIam!——toseeherhandgotothehiltoftheswordthatshewore。But,makingnomotion,sheonlysaid-
"Andthou,whereforehastthoumockedatonewhodidtheenoevil,andatthisdamsel,thymaster'sdaughter?"
"GentleMaiden,"Isaid,"listentomeforbutalittlemoment。Itmaybe,whenthouhastheardall,thatthouwiltstillbewrothwithme,thoughnotformockery,whichwasneverinmymind。Butthegentledamsel,thyfriend,willassuredlypardonme,whohavealreadyputmylifeinperilforthysake,andforthesakeofourdearcountryofScotlandandhergoodname。”
"Thylifeinperilforme!Howmeanyou?Istoodinnodanger,andIneversawyourfacebefore。”
"Yethastthousavedmylife,"Isaid;"butofthatwemaydevisehereafter。Iam,indeed,thoughagentlemanbybloodandbirth,theapprenticeofthefatherofthisdamsel,thyfriend,whoishimselfagentlemanandofagoodhouse,butpovertydrivesmentostrangeshifts。ThisdayIwentwithmymastertothecastle,andIwasonthedrawbridgewhenthou,withthegentlementhyesquires,passedoverittoseetheKing。Onthatbridgeaman-at-armsspoketotheeshamefulwords,blasphemingtheholynameofGod。Nosoonerhadstthougonebythanheturnedonme,revilingmynativecountryofScotland。ThenI,notdeemingthattoenduresuchtauntsbecamemybirthandbreeding,struckhimonhislyingmouth。Then,aswewrestledonthebridge,webothstruckagainstthebarrier,whichwaslow,frail,andold,sothatitgavewayunderourweight,andwebothfellintothemoat。WhenIrosehewasnotinsight,otherwiseIwouldhavesavedhimbyswimming,forIdesiretohavethelifeofnomanonmyhandsinprivatequarrel。Butthearchersshotatmefromthedrawbridge,sothatIhadtotakethoughtformyself。ByswimmingunderthewaterIescaped,behindajuttingrock,toasecretstair,whenceIpushedmywayintoachamberofthecastle。Thereinwasadamsel,busywiththelinen,who,ofhergoodwill,cladmeinthiswretchedapparelabovemyowngarb,andso,forthattime,savedmylife,andIpassedforthunknown;butyethathcausedmetolosewhatIprizemorehighlythanlife——thatis,thegraciouscountenanceofthisgentlelady,thyfriendandmymaster'sdaughter,whomitismyhonouranddutyinallthingstopleaseandserve。Tellme,then,doImerityourwrathasajesterandamock-maker,ordoesthisgentleladywelltobeangrywithherservitor?"
TheMaidencrossedherself,andmurmuredaprayerforthesoulofhimwhohaddiedinthemoat。ButElliotinstantlyflewtome,and,draggingoffmywoman'scap,torewithherfairhandsatthewhitelinensmockaboutmyneckandwaist,sothatitwasrentasunderandfellonthefloor,leavingmecladinmywetdoubletandhose。
Atthissight,withoutwordspoken,shebrokeoutintothemerriestlaughterthateverIheard,andthemostwelcome;andtheMaidtoo,catchingthemaladyofhermirth,laughedlowandgraciously,sothattoseeandhearherwasmarvel。
"Begone!"criedElliot——"begone,andshiftthydrippinggear";and,asIfledswiftlytomychamber,Iheardherlaughteryet,thoughtherecameasobintoit;butfortheMaid,shehadalreadystintedinhermirthereIlefttheroom。
InthisstrangeandunseemlyfashiondidIfirstcomeintotheknowledgeofthisadmirableMaid——whom,alas!Iwastoseemoreoftensadthanmerry,andweepingratherthanlaughing,though,eveninherutmostneed,herheartcouldbelightandhermirthfree:amannerthatisuncommonevenamongbravemen,but,inwomen,neverknownbymesaveinher。Foritisthewayofwomentobeverybusyandseriouslyconcernedaboutthesmallestthings,whereatamanonlysmiles。Butshe,withherlifeatstake,couldpluckgaietyforthofdanger,iftheperilthreatenednonebutherself。ThesemannersofhersIlearnedtoknowandmarvelatinthelaterdaysthatcametoosoon;butnowinmychamber,Ishiftedmywetraimentfordrywithaheartwondrouslight。Mycraig{13}wasinperil,aswesay,neitherlessnormorethanhalfanhouragone,butIhadescapedtheangerofElliot;andeven,asIdeemed,hadwonmoreofhergoodcountenance,seeingthatIhadstruckablowforScotlandandforherfriend。Thisthoughtmademegreatcheerinmyheart;
asIheard,fromtheroombelow,thevoicesofthetwogirlsdevisingtogetherveryseriouslyfornighthespaceofanhour。
But,knowingthattheymighthavematterssecretbetweenthemselvestotellof,fortheMaidenhadsaidthatshebroughtgoodtidings,I
keptcoyandtomyselfinmylittleupperchamber。Toleavethehouse,indeed,wasmorethanmylifewasworth。NowtoflyandhidewaswhatIcouldnotbringmyselftoventure;hereIwouldstaywheremyheartwas,andtakewhatfortunethesaintsmightsend。SoIenduredtowait,andnotgladdenmyselfwiththesightofElliot,andtheknowledgeofhowInowstoodwithher。Tomethiswasgreatpenance,butatlastthevoicesceased,and,lookingsecretlyfromthewindow,IsawtheMaidendepart,herarcherfollowingher。
NowIcouldnolongerbridleinmydesiretobewithElliot,andlearnwhetherIwasindeedforgiven,andhowIstoodinherfavour。
So,passingdownthestairthatledfrommycubicle,Istoodatthedooroftheroomwhereinshewasandknockedtwice。Butnoneanswered,and,venturingtoenter,Iheardthesoundofastifledsob。Shehadthrownherselfonasettle,herfaceturnedtothewall,andtheafternoonsunwasshiningonheryellowhair,whichlaylooseuponhershoulders。
Idaredtosaynoword,andsheonlymadeamotionofherhandtowardsme,thatIshouldbegone,withoutshowingmethelightofhercountenance。OnthisIwentforthstealthily,myheartagainveryheavy,fortheMaidenhadspokenoflearninggoodtidings;andwhereforeshouldmymistressweep,who,anhouragone,hadbeensomerry?Difficultarethewaysofwomen,alanguagehardtobeunderstood,wherefore"love,"astheRomansays,"isfullofanxiousfears。”
MuchmisdoubtinghowIfaredinElliot'sheart,anddevisingwithinmyselfwhatthisnewsorrowofElliot'smightsignify,Ihalfforgotmyowndanger,yetnotsomuchastofareforthofthedoors,orevenintothebooth,wherecustomersmightcome,andIbeknown。
ThereforeIpassedintoaroombehindthebooth,wheremymasterwaswonttoinstructmeinmypainting;andthere,sincebettermightnotbe,IsetaboutgrindingandmixingsuchcoloursasIknewthatherequired。
Ihadnotbeenlongaboutthistask,whenIheardhimentertheboothfromwithout,whencehewalkedstraightintomyworkroom。I
lookedupfrommycolours,whereathisface,whichwasruddy,grewwan,hestaggeredback,and,beinglame,reeledagainstthewall。
Therehebroughtup,crossinghimself,andmakingthesignofthecrossatme。
"Avaunt!"hesaid,"inthenameofthisholysign,whetherthouartawanderingspirit,oradevilinadeadman'ssemblance。”
"Master,"Isaid,"Iamneitherspiritnordevil。Wasiteveryetheardthatbrownieorboglemixedcoloursforapainter?Nay,touchme,andseewhetherIamnotofsinfulScotsfleshandblood";andthereonIlaughedaloud,knowingwhatcausedhisfear,andmerryatthesightofit,forhehadeverheldtalesof"diablerie,"andofwraithsandfreitsandfetches,inhighscorn。
Hesathimdownonachairandgapeduponme,whileIcouldnotcontainmyselffromlaughing。
"ForGod'ssake,"saidhe,"bringmeacupofredwine,formywitsarewandering。Deil'sbuckie,"hesaidintheScots,"willwaternotdrownyou?Faith,then,itistohempthatyouwereborn,asshallshortlybeseen。”
Idrewhimsomewinefromacaskthatstoodinthecorner,ondraught。Hedrankitatoneventure,andheldoutthecupformore,thecolourcomingbackintohisface。
"Didthearcherstellmefalse,then,whentheysaidthatyouhadfiredupatachanceword,andflungyourselfandthesentinelintothemoat?Andwherehaveyoubeenwastingyourtime,andwhywentyoufromthebridgeereIcameback,ifthearcherstookanotherprenticeladforNormanLeslie?"
"Theytoldyoutruth,"Isaid。
"Then,inthenameofAntichrist——thatIshouldsayso!——howscapedyoudrowning,andhowcameyouhere?"
Itoldhimthestory,asbrieflyasmightbe。
"Illluckgowithyonsecond-sightedwenchthathasbewitchedElliot,andyoutoo,forallthatIcansee。NeverdidIthinktobefrayedwithabogle,{14}and,asmighthavebeendeemed,theboglebutaprenticeloon,whenallwasdone。Tomythinkingallthisfairyworkisnomoretruethanthatyouareadeadman'swraith。Buttheyareallwildaboutit,atthecastle,whereIwaskeptlong,doingnotrade,andlisteningtotheirmadclatter。”
Hetookoutofhispouchaparcelheedfullywrappedinsoftfoldsofsilk。
"HereisthisBookofHours,"hesaid,"thatIhavespentmyeyesight,andgold,purple,andcarmine,andcobaltupon,thesethreeyearspast;ajewelitis,thoughIsayso。AndIhadgoodhopetosellittoHughKennedy,forhehasoflatehadluckintakingtwoEnglishknightsprisonersatOrleans——theonlyprofitabletradethatmennowcandrive,——andthegoodknightdearlylovesapaintedbookofdevotion;especiallyif,likethisofmine,itbeadornedwiththelovesofJupiter,andtheSwan,andDanae,andotherheathenpliskies。Wewerechafferingovertheprice,andgettingnearabargain,whenincomesPatrickOgilviewithataleofthissecond-sightedMaid,andhowshehadbeencalledtoseetheKing,andofwhatbefell。First,itseems,shebodedthedeathofthatlucklesslimbofasentinel,andthenyoutookituponyoutofulfilhersaying,andsoyouandheweredrowned,andIleftprenticeless。LittlecomforttomeitwastohearKennedyandOgilviepraiseyouforagoodScotandtrue,andsaythatitwasgreatpityofyourdeath。”
Atthishearingmyheartleapedforjoy,first,atmyownpraisefromsuchgoodknights,andnext,becauseIsawablinkofhope,havingfriendsatCourt。Mymasterwenton-
"Next,Ogilvietoldhowhehadbeeninhall,withtheDauphin,theChancellorTremouille,andsomescoresofknightsandnobles,agreatthrong。TheywereallwaitingonthisLorrainerwench,fortheDauphinhadbeentold,atlast,thatshebroughtaletterfromBaudricourt,butbeforehewouldnotseeher。Thisletterhadbeenkeptfromhim,Iguessbywhom,andtherewasotherclashofmarvelswroughtbyher,Iknownotwhat。Sotheirwisdomwassetonputtinghertoakindoftrial,foolishenough!AyoungknightwasdressedinjewelsandacoronetoftheKing's,andtheKingwascladrightsoberly,andheldhimselffarbackinthethrong,whiletheotherstoodinfront,lookingbig。Sothewenchcomesin,and,walkingstraightthroughthepressofknights,withherheadhigh,kneelstotheKing,wherehestoodretired,andcallshim"gentleDauphin"!
""Nay,mamie,"sayshe,"'tisnotIwhoamtheDauphin,buthisHighnessyonder,"——pointingtotheyoungknight,whoshowedallhisplumagelikeamuircockinspring。
"Nay,gentleDauphin,"sheanswers,soOgilviesaid,"itistotheethatIamsent,andnoother,andIamcometosavethegoodtownofOrleans,andtoleadtheetothysacringatRheims。”
"Heretheywereallstruckamazed,andtheKingnotleast,whothenhadsomewordsapartwiththegirl。AndhehasgivenherroomsintheTourCoudrayewithinthecastle;andtheclergyandthedoctorsaretoexamineherstraitly,whethershebefromagoodairt,{15}
oranill,andallbecausesheknewtheKing,shewhohadneverseenhimbefore。Whyshouldsheneverhaveseenhim——whowarrantsmeofit?——shedwellingtheselastdaysnighthecastle!Freitsarefolly,tomythinking,andfoolstheythatfollowthem。Lad,yougavemeagliff;passmeanotherstoupofwine!Freits,forsooth!"
Iservedhim,andhesatandchuckledinhischair,beingpleasuredbythethoughtofhisownwisdom。"NotawordofthistoElliot,though,"hesaidsuddenly;"whenthereisawomaninahouse——
blessingsonher!——itisanythingforaquietlife!But,"nomDieu!"whatwiththefrightyougaveme,sittingthere,whereasI
deemedyouweremeatforeelsandcarp,andwhatwiththytale——ha,ha!——andmytale,andthewine,maybe,Iforgotyourownperil,mylad。Faith,yourneckisliketobelonger,ifwebenotbetteradvised。”
Hearinghimtalkofthatmarvellousthing,wroughtthroughinspirationbytheMaid——whereat,ashismannerwas,hemocked,I
hadcleanforgottenmyownjeopardy。Nowthiswasinstant,forwhoknewhowmuchthearchermighthaveguessed,thatfollowedwiththeMaidandme,andmen-at-armsmightanonbeatourdoor。
"Itmaybe,"saidI,"thatSirPatrickOgilvieandSirHughKennedywouldsayawordformeintheKing'sear。”
"Faith,thatisouronechance,and,luckilyforyou,theladyoudrowned,thoughintheKing'sservice,camehitherinthefollowingofapoorknight,whomighttakeblood-ransomforhisman。HadhebeenLaTremouille'sman,youmustassuredlyhavefledthecountry。”
HetookuphisBookofHours,withasigh,andwrappeditagaininitssilkenparcel。
"ThismustbeyourpricewithKennedy,"hesaid,"ifbettermaynotbe。Itislikepartingwiththeappleofmyeye,but,Iknownotwellhow,Iloveyou,mylad,andbloodisthickerthanwater。Givememystaff;Imusthirpleupthatwearyhillagain,andyou,comehither。”
Heledmetohisownchamber,whereIhadneverbeenbefore,andshowedmehow,inthechimney-neuk,wasawayintoacertainblackholeoflittleease,wherein,ifanycameinsearchforme,Imightliehidden。And,fetchingmeacoldfishLentencheer,aloaf,andastoupofwine,whereofIwasgladenough,heleftme,groaningthewhileathisill-fortune,butladenwithsuchthanksasImightgiveforallhisgreatkindness。
Therethen,Isat,whenIhadeaten,myearsprickedtolistenforthetrampofarmedmenbelowandthethunderoftheirsummonsatthedoor。Buttheycamenot,andpresentlymythoughtstolebacktoElliot,who,indeed,wasneveroutofmymindthen——nay,nornowis。
Butwhetherthatmemorybesinfulinamanofreligionornot,I
leavetothesaintsandtogoodconfession。MuchIperplexedmyselfwithmarvellingwhyshedidsoweep;aboveall,sinceIknewwhathopefultidingsshehadgottenofherfriendandherenterprise。
Butnolightcametomeinmymeditations。Ididnotknowthenthatwhereasyoungmen,andmanylassestoo,areliketheRomanladwhowentwithhisbosombare,crying"Auraveni,"andsighingforthebreezeofLovetocome,othermaidensarewrothwithLovewhenhecreepsintotheirhearts,andwouldfaincasthimout——beinginamannermadwithangeragainstLove,andagainsthimwhomtheydesire,andagainstthemselves。Thismood,aswaslaterseen,wasElliot's,forherheartwaslikeawildbirdtrapped,thatturnswithbillandclawonhimwhocomestosetitfree。Moreover,I
havesincedeemedthatherpassionoffaithintheMaidmadewaronherloveforme;onebreastbeingscantlygreatenoughtocontainthesetwoaffections,andherpridetaking,againstthenaturallove,thepartofthelovewhichwasdivine。
Butallthesewerelaterthoughts,thatcametomeinmusingonthesorrowsofmydays;and,likemostwisdom,thisknowledgearrivedtoolate,andI,asthen,washoldeninperplexity。
CHAPTERVIII——OFCERTAINQUARRELSTHATCAMEONTHEHANDSOFNORMAN
LESLIE
BelikeIhaddroppedasleep,outweariedwithwhathadbefallenme,mindandbody,butIstartedupsuddenlyatthesoundofadagger-
hiltsmittenagainstthemaindoorofthehouse,andavoicecrying,"Open,inthenameoftheDauphin。”Theyhadcomeinquestofme,andwhenIheardthem,itwasasifahandhadgivenmyheartasqueeze,andforamomentmybreathseemedtobestopped。Thispast,Iheardtheoldserving-womanfumblingwiththebolts,andpeeringfrombehindthecurtainofmycasement,Isawthatthewaysweredark,andthenarrowstreetwaslitupwithflaringtorches,thelightswaveringinthewind。Isteppedtothewideingle,thinkingtocreepintothesecrethiding-hole。Buttowhatavail?
Itmighthaveservedmyturnifmyescapealivefromthemoathadonlybeenguessed,butnowmymastermusthavetoldallthestory,andthemen-at-armsmustbeassuredthatIwaswithin。Thinkingthus,Istoodatpause,whenawhispercame,asiffromwithintheingle-
"Unbarthedoor,andhidenot。”
ItmustbeElliot'svoice,speakingthroughsometubecontrivedintheingleofthedwelling-roombeloworotherwise。Gladathearttothinkthatshetookthoughtofme,Iunbarredthedoor,andthrewmyselfintoachairbeforethefire,tryingtolooklikeoneunconcerned。Theboltswerenowdrawnbelow;Iheardvoices,ratherScotsthanFrench,tomysense。Thenthestepofonemanclimbedupthestair,heavily,andwiththetapofastaffkeepingtunetoit。
Itwasmymaster。Hisfacewaspale,andfallingintoachair,hewipedthesweatfromhisbrow。"UnhappymanthatIam!"hesaid,"I
havelostmyapprentice。”
IgulpedsomethingdowninmythroatereIcouldsay,"Thenitisdeath?"
"Nay,"hesaid,andsmiled。"Butgliffforgliff,{16}youputafearonmethisday,andnowweareeven。”
"YetIscarceneedacupofwineformyrecovery,master,"Isaid,fillinghimabeakerfromtheflagononthetable,whichhedrainedgladly,beingsorewearied,sosteepwasthewaytothecastle,andhardforalameman。Myheartwasaslightasaleafonatree,andthebitternessofshamefuldeathseemedgoneby。
"Ihavelostmyprenticeanotherway,"hesaid,settingdownthecuponthetable。"IhadmuchadotoseeKennedy,forhewasatthedicewithotherlords。Atlength,deemingtherewasnotimetowaste,IsentinthebonnyBookofHours,prayinghimtohearmeforamomentonaweightymatter。Thatbroughthimtomyside;heleapedatthebooklikeatroutatafly,andtookmetohisownchamber。ThereItoldhimyourstory。WhenitcametothewenchintheKing'slaundry,andRobinLindsay,andyoucladingirl'sgear,andkissedintheguard-room,hestruckhandonthighandlaughedaloud。
ThenIdeemedyourcauseasgoodasthreepartswon,andhecouldnotholdin,butledmetoachamberwhereweremanylords,dicinganddrinking:Tremouille,Ogilvie,theBishopofOrleans——thatholyman,whohascometoaskforaidfromtheKing,——LaHire,Xaintrailles,andIknownotwhom。ThereImusttellallthechronicleagain;andsomesaidthis,andsomethat,andTremouillemocks,thattheMaidutteredherprophecytonootherendbuttomakeyoufulfilit,andslayherenemyforthesakeofher"beauxyeux。”Theotherswouldhearnothingofthis,and,indeed,thoughI
amnogull,IwotthatTremouilleiswronghere,andovercunning;
hetrustsneithermannorwoman。Howsoeveritbe,hewentwiththestorytotheKing,whoiskeentohearanynewthing。And,tobeshort,theendofitisthis:thatyouhaveyourfreepardon,ontheseterms,namely,thatyouhavetwoscoreofmassessaidforthedeadman,andyourselftakeserviceunderSirHughKennedy,thattheKingmaynotloseaman-at-arms。”
Never,sure,camegladdertidingstoanymanthanthesetome。Anhouragotheropeseemedtightaboutmyneck;onedaypast,andI
wasbutaprenticetothemeancraftofpaintingandlimning,artsgoodforamonk,oramanant,but,saveforpleasure,nottobemelledormeddledwithbyamanofgentleblood。AndnowIwastoweararms,andthatinthebestofcauses,underthebestofcaptains,oneofmyowncountry——alordinAyrshire。
"Ay,evenso,"mymastersaid,markingthejoyinmyface,"youarerightgladtoleaveus——alassandalameter。{17}Well,well,suchisyouth,andeldissoonforgotten。”
Ifellonmykneesathisfeet,andkissedhishands,andIbelievethatIwept。
"Sir,"Isaid,"youhavebeentomeasafather,andmorethanithasbeenmyfortunetofindmyownfather。NeverwouldIleaveyouwithmywill,andforthegentledemoiselle,yourdaughter——"ButhereIstinted,sinceinsoothIknewnotwellwhatwordstosay。
"Ay,weshallbothmissyoubetimes;butcourage,man!Afterall,thisnewlifebeseemsyoubest,and,markme,alassthinksnonetheworseofaladbecausehewearsnottheprentice'shoddengrey,butaScotsarcher'sgreen,white,andred,andCharlesforbadgeonbreastandsleeve,andaswordbyhisside。AndasforthebonnyBookofHours——"Master,"Isaidwithshame,"wasthatmyransom?"
"Kennedywouldhavecomenearmyprice,andstrovetomakemetakethegold。Butwhatisbredinthebonewillout;Iamagentlemanborn,notahuckster,andthebookIgavehimfreely。Mayitprofitthegoodknightinhisdevotions!Butnow,come,theyarewearywaitingforus;thehourwaxeslate,andElliot,Itrow,islongabed。Youmustbegonetothecastle。”
Inthestairs,andaboutthedoor,sometenofSirHugh'smenwerewaiting,allcountrymenofmyown,andthenoisetheymadeandtheirspeechwerepleasanttome。Theygavemewelcomewithshoutsandlaughter,andclaspedmyhands:"forhimthatcalleduswine-sacks,youhavegivenhimwatertohiswine,andthefrogforhisbutler,"
theysaid,makingajestoflifeanddeath。Butmyownheartforthenoncewasheavyenoughagain,IlongingtotakefarewellofElliot,whichmightnotbe,normightshefacethatwildcompany。
Howbeit,thinkingitgoodtohaveafriendatcourt,Imadeoccasiontoputinthehandoftheoldserving-womanallofsuchsmallcoinsasIhadwoninmylifeservile,deemingmyselfwellquitofsuchill-gottengear。Andthereafter,withgreatmirthandnoise,theysetforthtoclimbthehilltowardsthecastle,whereIwasled,throughmanyawindypassage,tothechamberofSirHughKennedy。
Thereweretorcheslit,andtheknight,abroad-shouldered,fair-
hairedman,withastern,flushedface,wasturningoverandgazingathisnewBookofHours,likeachildbusywithafreshtoy。Helaidthebookdownwhenweentered,andtheseniorofthetwoarcherswhoaccompaniedmetoldhimthatIwashewhohadbeensummoned。
"Yourname?"heasked;andIgaveit。
"Youareofgentleblood?"AndIanswering"Yes,"hereplied,"ThenseethatyouarereadytosheditfortheKing。Yourlifethatwasjustlyforfeit,isnow,byhisRoyalmercy,returnedtoyou,tobespentinhisservice。RutherfordandDouglas,gotakehimtoquarters,andseethatto-morrowheiscladasbeseemsamanofmycommand。Nowgoodnighttoyou——butstay!You,NormanLeslie,youwillhavequarrelsonyourhand。Waitnotforthem,butgotomeetthem,iftheyarewiththeFrenchmen-at-arms,andinquarrelseethatyoubeswiftanddeadly。Forthetownsfolk,nobrawling,marauding,orhalingaboutofhonestwenches。Herewearestrangers,andmymenmustberespected。”
Hebowedhishead:hiswordshadbeencurt,nograceorkindnesshadheshownmeofcountenance。IfeltinmyheartthattohimI
wasbutapawninthegameofbattle。NowIseemedasfaroffaseverIwasfrommyfoolishdreamofwinningmyspurs;nay,perchanceneverhadIsunklowerinmyownconceit。TillthishourIhadbeen,asitwere,thehingeonwhichmyshareoftheworldturned,andnowIwasnomorethanawheelinthecarriageofacouleuvrine,anunconsideredcoginthemachineofwar。Iwastobelostinamultitude,everyoneasgoodasmyself,orbetter;andwhenIhadthoughtoftakingservice,Ihadnotforeseenthemannerofitandthenatureofthesoldier'strade。Myhead,thatIhadcarriedhigh,somewhatdrooped,asIsaluted,imitatingmycompanions,andwewheeledforthoftheroom。
"Hughhastakentheprideoutofyou,lad,ormynameisnotRandalRutherford,"saidtheBordermanwhohadguidedme。"Faith,hehasakeentongueandashortwaywithhim,butthereareworsecommanders。Andnowyoumusttoyourquarters,forthehourislateandtheguard-roomshut。”
Heledmetoourcommonsleeping-place,where,amongmanysnoringmen-at-armsinagreatbarehall,apalletwaslaidforme,andmyfleshcreptasIrememberedhowthiswasthecouchofhimwhomIhadslain。Howbeit,beingwellweary,despitethestrangenessoftheplace,afterbrieforisonsIsleptsoundtillatrumpetcalledusinthemorning。
Concerningthestrangenessofthiswaking,tomewhohadbeengentlynurtured,andtheroughlife,andprofanewordswhichImusthearnot,indeed,thattheyhadbeenwhollybanishedfromourwilddaysatSt。Andrews,itisneedlessthatIshouldtell。SeeingthatI
wascomeamongrudeneighbours,Ievenmadeshifttofallback,insemblance,onsuchmannersasIhadusedamongthestudentsbeforeI
leftScotland,thoughmanyperils,andthefearwhereinIstoodofBrotherThomas,andthecompanyofthemaidElliot,hadcausedmehalftoforgetmyswaggeringways。So,mayGodforgiveme!Isworeroundly;ImadeasifIdeemedlightlyofthatFrenchman'sdeath,and,inbrief,Isoboremethat,erenoonwhenIbehovedtogointoChinonwithRandalRutherford,andthereprovidemewiththerichapparelofourcompany,Ihadthreegoodquarrelsonmyhand。
First,therewastheman-at-armswhohadkissedmeintheguard-
room。He,ina"bourde"andmockery,makingpretencethathewouldrepeathisinsult,gotthatwhichwasowinghim,andwithinterest,forindeedhecouldseeoutofneitherofhissquinteyeswhenIhaddealtwithhim。Andforthiscauseperforce,ifheneededmoreproofofmymanhoodthantheweightofmyfist,hemusttarryforthedemonstrationwhichhedesired。
ThentherewasRobinLindsay,andathiswrathImakenomarvel,forthetaleofhowhecamelatetotryst,andatsecond-handwithmanysuchrudeandwantonadditionsassoldiersusetomake,wasnoisedabroadalloverthecastle。Hisquarrelwasnomatterforfisticuffs;so,beingattiredinhelmet,vambracererebrace,gauntlets,andgreavesoutofthearmoury,wheremanysuchsuitswerestored,Imethiminacertainquietcourtbehindthecastle,wherequarrelswereusuallyvoided。Andnowmypracticeoftheswordathomeandthelessonsofoursmithcamehandilytomyneed。
Aftermuchclashingofsteelandsmitingoutofsparks,Ichanced,byanartknowntome,tostrikehisswordoutofhishand。Then,havinghimatanavail,Ithrewdownmyownblade,andsoplainlytoldhimtheplaintruth,andhowtohismistressIowedmylife,whichIwouldratherlosenowathishandthanhearherhonourblamed,thatheforgaveme,andweembracedasfriends。Neitherwasthisjestanewcastupagainsteitherofus,menfearingtolaugh,aswesay,withthewrongsideoftheirmouths。
Afterthisfriendlyboutatpointandedge,RobinandRandalRutherford,beingoffduty,mustneedscarrymetotheTennisCourt,whereTremouilleandtheKingwereplayingtwoyounglords,andthatforsuchastakeaswouldhavehelpedtoarmahundredmenfortheaidofOrleans。Itwasprettytoseetheballflyaboutbastedfromthewalls,andtheplayersboundingandstriking;and,littleasI
understoodthegame,soeagerwasIoverthesport,thatagentlemanwithinthe"dedans"touchedmetwiceontheshoulderbeforeIwasawareofhim。
"Iwouldhaveawordwithyou,sir,ifyourgracecansparemetheleisure。”
"Mayitnotbespokenhere?"Iasked,forIwassorrytolosethespectacleofthetennis,whichwasnewtome,andisapastimewhereinFrancebeatstheworld。PityitisthatmanyplayersshouldsocurseandblasphemeGodandHissaints!
"Mybusiness,"repliedthestranger,"isofakindthatwillhardlyendurewaiting。”
WiththatIroseandfollowedhimoutintotheopencourtyard,muchmarvellingwhatmightbetoward。
"Youarethatyounggentleman,"saidmyman,"foragentlemanItakeyoutobe,fromyouraspectandcommonreport,whoyesterdaywerethedeathofGillesdePuiseux?"
"Sir,tomysorrow,andnotbymywill,Iamhe,andbutnowIwasgoingforthtohavecertainmassessaidforhissoul'swelfare":
whichwastrue,RandalRutherfordhavingfilledmypurseagainstpay-day。
"Ithankyou,sir,foryourcourtesy,andperchancemayhaveoccasiontodothelikegentleserviceforyou。GillesdePuiseuxwasofmybloodandkin;hehasnoneothertotakeuphisfeudforhiminthisplace,andnowyourquicknessofcomprehensionwilltellyouthatthebusinesswherewithIpermitmyselftobreakyourleisurewillbrooknotarrying。LetmesaythatItakeitnotuponmetodefendthewordsofmycousin,whoinsultedawoman,and,asI
believe,amessengerfromtheblessedSaintsthatloveFrance。”
Ilookedathiminsomeamazement。Hewasayoungmanofaboutmyownyears,delicatelyandrichlycladinfurs,silks,andvelvets,agreatgoldchainhanginginloopsabouthisneck,agoldbroochwithanancientRomanmedalinhiscap。Butthemostnotablethinginhimwashisthickgoldenhair,whenceLaHirehadnamedhim"Capdorat,"becausehewassoblond,andrightkeeninwar,andhardybeyondothers。Andherehewaschallengingme,whostoodbeforehiminaprentice'shoddengrey!
"Sir,"Isaid,"Icouldwishyouabetterquarrel,butnotmorecourtesy。ManyagentlemanseeingmesuchasIam,wouldbidmesend,erehecrossedswordswithme,tomyowncountryformybor-
brief,{18}whichIcameawayintoogreathastetocarrywithme。
Nay,Iwasbutnowtosetforthandbuymeaswordandotheraccoutrements;natheless,fromthearmouryheretheymayequipmewithswordandbodyarmour。”
"Ofbody-armourtakenothought,"heanswered,"forthisquarrelisofakindthatmustneedsbevoidedinoursmocks";hemeaningthatitwas"eoutrance,"tilloneofusfell。
Verily,nowIsawthatthiswasnottobeamatterofstrikingsparksfromsteel,asRobinandIhaddone,butoflifeanddeath。
"Ishallbethemorespeedilyatyourservice,"Imadeanswer;andasIspokeRandalandRobincameforthfromthe"dedans,"thesportbeingover。Theyjoinedme,andItoldtheminfewwordsmynewbusiness,myadversarytarrying,capinhand,tillIhadspoken,andthenproclaiminghimselfAymardePuiseux,agentlemanofDauphine,asindeedmyfriendsknew。
"Ishallwaitonyou,withyourleave,attheisleintheriver,whereitisofcustom,oppositetheboothsofthegold-workers,"
quothhe,"aboutthehourofnoon";andso,salutingus,hewent,ashesaid,toprovidehimselfwithfriends。
"BloodofJudas!"quothRobin,whosworeterriblyinhisspeech,"youhaveyourhandsfull,youngNorman。Heisbutnowcreptoutoftherankofpages,butwhentheFrenchandEnglishpagesfoughtavallianceoflate,underOrleans,nonewonmorepraisethanhe,whowascaptainoftheFrenchparty。”
"Heplayedagoodsword?"Iasked。
"Hethrewagoodstone!Man,itwasastonebicker,andtheyhadlidsofbasketsfortarges。”
"Andhechallengesmetothefield,"Isaidhotly,"BySt。Andrew!
Iwillcuffhisearsandsendhimbacktotheotherboys。”
"Norman,mylad,whenwereyouinastonebickerlast?"quothRandal;andIhungmyhead,foritwasnotyetsixmonthsgonesincethesailorsandwestudentswerestoningeachotherinNorthStreet。
"Yethedoesplayaverygoodsword,andiscunningoffence,foryourcomfort,"saidRandal。SoIhummedtheoldliltoftheLeslies,whence,theysay,comesourname-
Betweenthelessleaandthemair,Heslewtheknightandlefthimthere;-
forIdeemeditwelltoshowagoodface。Moreover,Ihadsomeconceitofmyselfasaswordsman,andRandalwaslaughinglikeafoolbodyatmycountenance。
"Faith,youwillmakeaspoonorspoilahorn,and——letmehavemylaughout——youbidwellforanarcher,"saidRandal;andRobincounsellingmetoplaythesameprankontheFrenchlad'sswordaslateIhaddoneonhisown,theytookeachofthemanarmofmine,andsoweswaggereddownthesteepwaysintoChinon。
FirstIwouldgotothetailorandthecordwainer,andbefittedformynewsplendoursasanarcheroftheguard。
Theybothlaughedatmeagain,for,saidtheyverycheerfully,"Youmayneverlivetowearthesefinefeathers。”
ButRandalmakingthereflectionthat,ifIfell,therewouldbenonetopaytheshopmaster,theybothshoutedwithdelightinthestreet,sothatpassers-byturnedandmarvelledatthem。ClearlyI
sawthattogotofightaduelisonething,andtogoandlookonisanother,andmuchmoregay,formyhearthadnodesireofallthismerriment。RatherwouldIhaverecommendedmycasetothesaints,andchieflytoSt。Andrew,forwhosecauseandhonourIwasabouttoputmylifeinjeopardy。Butshame,andthefearofseemingfearful,drovemetojestwiththeothers——suchrisksofdyingunconfessedarerunbysinfulmen!
Howbeit,theyhelpedmetochooseclothofthebestcolourandfashion,laughingthemorebecauseI,beingshortofstatureandslim,thetailor,ifIfell,mightwellfindnoneamongthearcherstopurchasethatforwhich,belike,Ishouldhavenoneed。
"WemustevenenlistthePucelleinourguard,forshemightwearthisapparel,"quothRandal。
Thusboisterouslytheyborethemselves,butmoregravelyattheswordsmith's,wherewepickedoutagoodcut-and-thrustblade,wellbalanced,thatcamereadilytomyhand。Then,Iwithswordatside,likeagentleman,wemadetotheriver,passingmymaster'sbooth,whereIlookedwistfullyatthewindowsforablinkofElliot,butsawnonethatIknew,only,fromanopencasement,thelittlejackanapesmoppedandmowedatmeinfriendlyfashion。Hardbytheboothwasalittlepier,andwetookboat,andsolandedontheisland,wherewerewaitingforusmyadversaryandtwoothergentlemen。Havingsalutedeachother,wepassedtoasmoothgrassyspot,surroundedonallsidesbytallpoplartrees。Hereinplacesdaffodilsweredancinginthewind;butotherwheretheswardwasmuchtrampleddown,andintwoorthreespotswereblackpatchesthatwellnighturnedmycourage,forIwasnotyetusedtothesightofmen'sblood,hereoftenshedforlittlecause。
Thefriendsofustwainadversaries,forenemieswecouldscarcebecalled,choseoutasmoothspotwithafairlight,thesunbeingveiled,andwhenwehadstrippedtooursmocks,wedrewandfelltowork。Hewasveryquickandlightinhismovements,boundingnimblytothissideorthat,butI,usingahangingguard,inourcommonScotsmanner,didsomewhatperplexhim,towhomthefashionwasnew。
Oneortwoscratcheswedealteachother,but,forallthat,Icouldseewewerewellmatched,andneitherclosed,asmenrarelydoinsuchacombat,tilltheyarewrothwithhurtsandtheirbloodwarm。
NowIgashedhisthigh,butnotdeeply,andwiththat,asIdeemed,histemperfired,forhemadeafullsweepatmylegabovetheknee。
ThisIhavealwaysreckonedafool'sstroke,asleavingtheupperpartofthebodyunguarded,andavoidingwithmyrightleg,Idrovedownwithallmyforceathishead。But,evenasIstruck,cameaflashandthesuddendeadnessofadeepwound,forhehadbutfeinted,andthen,avoidingmesothatItouchedhimnot,hedrovehispointintomybreast。BetweentheforceofmyownblowandthisstabIfellforwardonmyface,andthencerolledoveronmyback,catchingatmybreastwithmyhands,asthoughtostoptheblood,but,insooth,notwellknowingwhatIdid。
Hehadthrowndownhissword,andnowwaskneelingbymyside。
"Itakeyoutowitness,"hesaid,"thatthishasbefallentomygreatsorrow,andhadIbeenwherethisgentlemanwasyesterday,andheardmycousinblaspheme,Iwouldmyselfhavedrawnonhim,but——"
Andhere,asIlaterheard,hefaintedfromlossofblood,myswordhavingcutagreatvein;andIlikewiselostsenseandknowledge。
NordidIknowmoretilltheyliftedmeandlaidmeonalitterofpoplarboughs,havingstanchedmywoundasbesttheymight。Intheboat,astheyferriedusacrosstheriver,IbelievethatIfaintedagain;andso,"betweenhomeandhell,"asthesayingis,Ilayonmylitterandwascarriedalongthestreetbesidethewater。Folkgatheredaroundusaswewent。Iheardtheirvoicesasinadream,whenlo!theresoundedavoicethatIknewrightwell,forElliotwasaskingofthepeople"whowashurt?"AtthishearingIhovemyselfuponmyelbow,beckoningwithmyotherhand;andIopenedmymouthtospeak,but,inplaceofwords,cameonlyawaveofbloodthatsickenedme,andIseemedtobedreaming,inmybed,ofElliotandherjackanapes;andthenfeetweretrampling,andatlengthI
waslaiddown,andsoseemedtofallmostblessedlyasleep,withalittlehandinmine,andrarelypeacefulandhappyinmyheart,thoughwhereforeIknewnot。Aftermanydaysoftossingonthewavesoftheworld,itwasasifIhadbeenbroughtintothehavenwhereIwouldbe。OfwhatwaspassingIkneworIremembernothing。
LaterIheardthatagoodpriesthadbeenbroughttomybedside,andperchancetherewasmadesomesuchconfessionastheChurch,inhermercy,acceptsfromsinfulmeninsuchcaseasmine。ButIhadnothoughtoflifeordeath,purgatoryorparadise;only,ifparadiseberestamongthosewelove,suchrestforanunknownwhile,andsuchsenseofblissfulcompanionship,weremine。Butwhetheritwaswelltopassthroughandbeyondthisscarcesensiblejoy,orwhetherthatpeacewilleveragainbemineandunending,IleavewithhumilitytotheminwhosehandsareChristiansouls。
CHAPTERIX——OFTHEWINNINGOFELLIOT
Thedaysoffeverandofdreamswentbyandpassed,leavingmeveryweak,butnotignorantofwhereIwas,andofwhathadcomeandgone。Mymasterhadoftenbeenbymybedside,andElliotnowandagain;theoldhousewifealsowatchedmebynight,andgavemedrinkwhenIthirsted。MostofthewhileIdeemedIwasathome,inthehouseofPitcullo;yetIfelttherewassomethingstrange,andthattherewaspainsomewhereintheroom。Butatlength,aswassaid,I
cametoknowledgeofthings,andcouldseeElliotandrememberher,whenshekneltprayingbymybed,asoftshedid,whilesIlaybetweenlifeanddeath。Ihaveheardspeakofmenwho,beinginflamedwithlove,asIhadbeen,fellintoafeverofthebody,andwhenthatpassed,lo!theirpassionhadpassedwithit,andtheirlonging。Andsoitseemedtobewithme。ForsomedaysIwasnotpermittedtoutteraword,andlater,IwasasgladinElliot'scompanyasyoumayhaveseenalittleladandlass,notnearcometofullage,whogoplayingtogetherwithflowersandsuchtoys。Soweweremerrytogether,thejackanapeskeepinguscompany,andmakingmuchgameandsport。
Perchancetheseweremymostblesseddays,asofonewhohadreturnedtothesinlessyears,whenwearehappierthanweknow,andnotyetacquaintedwithdesire。NowandagainRutherfordandLindsaywouldcometovisitme,seemingstrangelystillandgentle,speakinglittle,butlookingatmewithkindeyes,andvowingthatmytailorshouldyetbepaidforhislabour。Capdoratalsocame,forhehadbutsufferedafleshwoundwithmuchlossofblood,andweshowedeachotherthebestcountenance。Sotimewentby,whileI
grewstrongerdaily;andnowitwasordainedbytheleech,askilfulman,thatImightleavemybed,andbeclothed,andgoaboutthroughthehouse,andeatstrongerfood,whereofIhadthegreatestdesire,andwouldeverbeeatinglikeahowlet。{19}Now,whenIwastorise,Ilookedthattheyshouldbringmemyoldprentice'sgabardineandhose,butonthemorningofthatdayElliotcame,bearinginherarmsaparcelofraimentverygayandcostly。
"Hereisyourfineclothingnewcomefromthetailor'sbooth,"shecriedmerrily。"See,youshallbeasbrightasspring,ingreen,andwhite,andred!"
Therewasthebonnet,withitsthreecolouredplumes,andthedoublet,withCharleswroughtinsilveronthearmandbreast,andallotherthingsseemly——ajoytomineeyes。
Sheheldthemupbeforeme,herfaceshininglikethereturnoflife,withahappywelcome;andmyheartbeattoseeandhearherasofolditwaswonttodo。
"AndwhereforeshouldnotIgotothewars,"shecried,"andfightbesidetheMaid?Iamastallasshe,ifscantlysostrong,andbrave——oh,Iamverybrave"Glacidas,Ibidyoubeware!"shesaid,puttingthearcher'sbonnetgallantlycockedonherbeautifulhead,anddrawingforththeswordfromhisscabbard,asoneinacttofight,butininnocentunwarlikewise。
Thereshestoodbeforemeinthesunlight,liketheAngelofVictory,allgladandfair,andtwoblueraysfromhereyesshotintomyheart,andlo!Iwasnomoreachild,butamanagainandalover。
"OElliot,"Isaid,ereeverIwistwhatIwassaying,andIcaughtherlefthandintomine——"OElliot,Iloveyou!Givemebutyourlove,andIshallcomebackfromthewarsaknight,andclaimmylovetobemylady。”
Shesnatchedherhandsuddenly,asifangered,outofmine,andtherewith,beingveryweak,Igaveacry,mywoundfiercelypainingme。Thenherfacechangedfromrose-redtolily-white,shedroppedonherkneesbymybed,andherarmswereaboutmyneck,andallovermyfacehersoft,sweet-scentedhairandhertears。
"Oh,Ihaveslainyou,Ihaveslainyou,mylove!"shesobbed,makingalow,sweetmoan,asacushatinthewildwood,forIlaydeadlystill,beingovercomewithpainandjoy。AndthereIwas,mylovecomfortingmeasamothercomfortsherchild。
Imovedmyhand,totakehersinmine——herlittlehand;andso,foraspace,therewassilencebetweenus,saveforherkindmoaning,andinmyheartwassuchgladnessascomesbutoncetomen,andmaynotbespokeninwordsofthisworld。
Therewassilencebetweenus;thensheroseverygentlyandtossedbackherhair,showingherfacewetwithtears,butrosy-redwithhappinessandsweetshame。Haditnotbeenforthatchancehurt,howlongmightIhavewooedereIwonher?Butherheartwasmoltenbymyanguish。
"Haththepainpassed?"shewhispered。
"Sweetwasthepain,mylove,andsweetlyhastthouhealeditwiththymagic。”