首页 >出版文学> A Masters Degree>第5章
  Fiveminuteslater,VicBurleighwalkedacrossthegridironwithfullcredentialsforhisplaceontheteam。
  Thelastmantoenterthegroundswasevidentlyatramp,whoseslouchedhathalf-concealedadarkbeardedface。
  AsVicBurleigh,withBugclingingtohisfinger,hurriedbytheticketwindow,thecrippledstudentwhosoldticketsinsidethelittleroofedboxcalledout:
  "Come,staywithme,Bug,tillIcangoin,too,andI'llbuyyoupeanuts。”
  Bugstudiedamoment。Thenwithacomfortablelittle"Umph-humph,"
  puffingouthispudgycheekswithtightlytucked-inlips,heletgoofVic'sfingerandtrottedovertotheticketbox。
  Theboylethiminsideandturnedtothewindowtoseethefaceofthetrampclosetoit。Themanpaidforaticket,then,leaningforward,staredeagerlyattheopenmoneybox。
  Atthesametime,thecripplecaughtsightofarevolverhandleinabeltundertheshabbycoat。Trustacollegeboyforheadwork。
  InstantlyheseizedlittleBugbytheshouldersandsethimupontheshelfbetweenthewindowandthemoneybox。
  Bug'shairwasamopofsoftringlets,andhisbrowneyesandinnocentbabyfacewereappealing。Thestrangerstaredhardatthechild,andwithasortoffrightenedexpression,shotthroughthegateandmingledwiththecrowd。
  "Greatprotectionforacripple,"thestudentthought,ashelockedthemoneybox。"Howstrongababy'shandmaybesometimes!
  VicBurleigh'sbeefcanwinthegameoutthere,butBughassavedthedayatthisendoftheline。Thattrampseemedscaredatthesightofhim。”
  "Funnyfolksturnstodames,"Bugobserved。
  "Yes,Buggie,thelastoneinbeforeyoucamewasayoungwomanwithgrayhair,andshehadabigdogwithher。
  Theydon'tletindogs,sohe'swaitingoutsidesomewhere。”
  ThelastmanwhodidnotgoinwasBondSaxon,whocamelateandfoundthegatesdeserted。Butlyingwatchfulintheopenway,wasaGreatDanedog。OldBondhesitated。
  Itwashislifetimefaulttohesitate。Thenhetrottedbackhome。
  And,behold,abottleofwhiskywasbesidehisdoorstep。
  Buttohiscreditforonce,heresistedandsmashedthebottletobitsonthestonestep。
  Thedaywasmadeforsuchagame。Therewasnowind。
  Theglareofthesunwastemperedbyagraymistcreepinguptheafternoonskies。Theairwascrispenoughtopreventlanguor。
  Thecrowdedbleacherswereinspiring;theseasonwasroundingoutinablazeofgloryforSunrise。Thetwoteamswereevenlymatched,AndthesternjoythatwarriorsfeelInfoemenworthyoftheirsteel,spurredeachtoitsbestefforts。Itwasabattleroyal,withalltheturnsofstrategy,andquickness,andstraightphysicalweight,andsuddenshiftingofsignals,fakeplays,forwardpasses,linebucks,andsplendidinterference,flyingtackles,speedyendruns,andmagnificentdefenseofgoalswithlinesofinvinciblestrengthandspirit。
  Withthekick-offtheenemy'sgoalwasendangeredbyafumbledball,andwithinthreeminutesTrenchhadtornaholeinthedefense,throughwhichtheSunriseteamweresendingVicBurleighforatouchdown。
  Thebleacherswentwildandthegrandstandwasalmostshipwreckedinthenoise。
  "Burleigh!Burly!Burlee!"shriekedtheyell-leaderasVicleapedoverthegoallineandtherootersroared:
  TheSunrisehope!
  Andthat'sthedope!
  Neverquails!
  Neverfails!
  Burleigh!Burly!Burlee!
  Adifficultkickfromasharpanglesenttheballthroughtheaironeinchwideofthegoalpost,andthebleacherscountedfive。
  Andthen,cametheforwardswingagain,thestrugglefordowns,thegainandlossofterritory,untilTrench,tooheavyforspeed,failedtobreakthroughtheinterferencequicklyenoughtoholdaswiftlittlequarterback,whoslippedaroundtheendoftheline,and,shakingoffthetackles,swoopedtowardtheSunrisegoal。
  Thelastdefensewasthrownheadlong,andthefieldwaswideopenfortherun;andthequarterbackwasrunningforthehonorofhisteam,hisschool,hisundyingfameinthecollegeworld。
  Threeyardstothegoalline,andvictorywouldbehis。
  AllLagondaLedgehelditsbreathasVicBurleightorethroughatangleoftacklesandsprangforwardwithlong,space-eatingbounds。
  Heseemedtoleapthroughtenfeetofair,straightoverthequarterback'sheadandlandfourfeetfromthegoalwiththequarterbackinhisgrip,whileaSunrisehalfbackoutbeyondhimwaslyingonthelostball。
  Thebleachersnowwententirelymad,forfromtheveryedgeofdisaster,thetideofbattlewasturnedintotheenemy'sterritory。
  BeforetheSunriserootershadtimetoceaserejoicing,however,theinvinciblequarterbackwasawayagain,andwithtwoguardsandacenterontopofBurleigh,nowthepluckyrunnerbrokeacrosstheSunriseline,andaminutelatermissedaprettygoal。
  Andtheopposingbleacherscountedfive。
  Thesecondhalfofthegamewasfilledwithatense,fruitlessstrife。
  Fivepointstofivepoints,andfourminutesoftimetoplay。Thestrugglehadceasedtobeaturningoftricksandtestofspeed。Henceforth,itwasmanagainstman,poundforpound。Suddenly,theopposingteambraceditselfandbeganasteadydrivedownthegridiron。Withdesperateenergy,theSunriseelevenfoughtforground,givingwayslowly,defendingtheirgoalliketrueSpartans,dyingbyinches,untilonlythreeyardsofspacewereleftonwhichtodie。Therootersshrieked,andthegirlssangofcourage。
  Thenasilencefell。Threeyards,andtheSunriseteamturnedtoarockledgeasinvincibleasthelimestonefoundationoftheirbelovedcollegehalls。
  ThecenterfromwhichallstrengthradiatedwasVictorBurleigh。Againsthimtheweightoftheline-buckingplunged。Ifhewaveredthelinemustcrumble。
  Thecrowdhardlybreathed,sotensewasthestrain。Buthedidnotwaver。
  Theballwaslostandthelaststruggleofthedaybegan。Twominutesmore,thescoretied,andonlyonechancewasleft。
  Sincethenightofthestorm,Vichadknownlittlerest。
  Hisdayshadbeenspentinhardstudy,orcontinuouspracticeonthefield;hisnightsinthesickroom。
  Andwhatwasmoredestructivetostrengththanallofthiswasthenewnessandgriefofablind,overmasteringadorationfortheonegirlofalltheschoolimpossibletohim。
  Thestrainofthisday'sgame,asthestrainofallthepreparationforit,hadfallenuponhim,andthehalfhourintherotundahadsappedhisenergybeyondeveryotherforce。
  Love,loss,areputationattacked,possibleexpulsionforassaultingaprofessor,injustice,anger——oh,itwasmorethanaburdenofweariedmusclesandwrackednervesthathehadtoliftinthesetwominutes!
  Inasecond'spausebeforetheoffensebegan,Vic,whoneversawthebleachers,norheardasoundwhenhewasinthethickofthegame,caughtsightnowofagreatsplashofglowingredcolorinthegrandstand。
  Inadimway,likeadreamofadream,hethoughtofAmericanBeautyrosesofwhichsomethinghadbeensaidonce——solongago,itseemednow。
  Andinthatmoment,ElinorWream'ssweetface,withdampdarkhairwhichthelamplightfromDr。Fenneben'sdoorwasillumining,andthesoftlyspokenwords,"IshallalwaysrememberyouasonewithwhomIcouldneverbeafraidagain"——allthiscameswiftlyinaninstant'svision,astheteamcaughtitsbreathforthelastonslaught。
  "Victor,forvictory。LeadoutBurleigh,"Trenchcriedtohismates,andthesweepofthefieldwason;andLagondaLedgeandthewholeWalnutValleyremembersthatfinalchargeyet。Steady,swift,invincible,itdroveitsstrongfoedownthewhite-crossedsod——
  solikeawhirlwind,thatthewatchingcrowdsgazedinbewilderment。
  Almostbeforetheycouldcomprehendthetruth,theenemy'sgoalwasjustbeforetheSunrisewarriors,andhalfaminuteoftimeremainedinwhichtoplay。OnemorelineplungewithBurleighholdingtheball!
  Afilmcamebeforehiseyes。Asuddenblanknessoffailureanddespairseizedhim。Inthegrandstand,ElinorWreamstoodclutchingapennantinbothhands,herdarkeyesluminouswithproudhope。
  Amidalltheyellsandcheers,hersweetvoicerangout:
  "Victor,Victor!Don'tforgetthenameyourmothergaveyou!"
  Vicneithersawnorheard。Yetinthatmoment,strengthandprideandindomitablewillpowercamesweepingbacktohim。
  Onelastplungeagainstthiswallofdefenseuprearedbeforehim,andBurleigh,withhalftheenemy'selevenclinchedtodraghimback,hadhurledhimselfacrossthegoallineandlayhalf-consciousunderaperfectshoweroffragrantcrimsonroses,whilethesongofvictoryinswellingchoruspealedoutontheNovemberair。Halfaminutelater,Trenchhadkickedgoal。
  Thebleacherschantedelevencounts,thereferee'swhistleblew,andthegamewasdone!
  SACRIFICE
  _Theairforthewingofthesparrow,Thebushfortherobinandwren,ButalwaysthepaththatisnarrowAndstraightforthechildrenofmen_——
  ALICECARY
  CHAPTERVII
  THEDAYOFRECKONING
  _Oh,itisexcellentTohaveagiant'sstrength,buttyrannousTouseitlikeagiant_——
  SHAKESPEARE
  OFcourse,therecameadayofreckoningforVictorBurleigh,nowtheidoloftheWalnutValleyfootballfans,theprideofLagondaLedge,theheroofSunrise。Butthereckoningwasnotbroughttohim;
  hebroughthimselfdeliberatelytoit。
  Thejollificationfollowingthegamethreatenedtowreckthechapelandcrackthelimestoneledgebeneathit。
  "Dustoffyourhaloandwrapitupincottontillnextfall,Vic,"Trenchwhisperedintheclosingminutes。"We'vegottofacetherealthingnow。
  We'reciviliansincitizens'clothes,amenabletolawhenceforth;notalotofathleticbrigands,privilegedoutlaws,whoseglorydazzlesallcommonsense。
  QuitbumpingyourheadagainsttheKansasmottoupinthedome,getyourhob-nailersdownonthesod,andtrotoffandtackleyourGreekverbsawhile。
  Andsay,Vic,tackleyourselffirstandforgettheprettygirlwhocoveredyouwithrosesdownyonderfivedaysago。Itwasn'tyou,itwasjusttheday'shero。She'dhavedecoratedoldBondSaxonjustthesameifhehadwaddledacrossthelastgoallinethen。You'reaplugandshe'saladyborn,andasgoodasengagedtoBurgessbesides。
  IhadthatstraightfromDennieSaxon,andyouknowDennie'snogossip。
  TheywerefargonebeforetheycameWest——theWream-Burgessfolkwere——
  stiffenup,Burleigh。Youlooklikeadeadman。”
  "Iwasnevermorealiveinmylife。”Vic'svoiceandeyeswerealiveenough。
  "Byheck!Ibelieveit,"Trenchexclaimed。"Say,yougotawaywithBurgessaboutthegame。Ifyouwantthegirl,goafterher,too。Butgently,SweetAfton,gogently。
  Mostgirlswanttodothepursuingthemselves,Ibelieve。
  I'llblocktheinterference,ifnecessary,andyou'llbethesought-afteryet,nottheseeking,dearchild。”
  AcircularstairwaywindsfromtheSunrisechapeldownthesouthturrettoDeanFenneben'sstudy,intendedoriginallyasasortoffireescape。
  Someenterprisingjanitorlaterfixedaspringlockontheupperdoortothisstairwaysurpriseshadbeensprungthroughthisdooruponthechapelstagebyprankishstudentsatinopportunemoments,sothatnowitwasonlyanexit,andwascalledbythestudents"theroadtoperdition,"
  easytodescendbutbarredfromretreat。
  IntheconfusionfollowingthechapelexercisesVicslippedintothesouthturret,andthelockclickedbehindhimashehurrieddown"theroadtoperdition。”
  ThedoortoDeanFenneben'sstudywasslightlyopenandVicheardhisownnamespokenashereachedit。Hehesitated,foragroupofgirlswassurroundingElinorWream,discussinghim。Therewasnoescape。
  Theupperdoorwaslocked,andhewouldratherhavemetthatunknownvillainousfaceinthedarkcavethantofacethisgroupofprettygirls。
  Sohewaited。
  "Oh,Elinor,youmercenarycreature!"
  "Whatifheisabitcrude?"
  "Idon'tblameyou。I'mdaffyaboutProfessorBurgessmyself。”
  "He'sgotthegrandestvoice,Vichas!"
  "IjustadoreGreek!"
  "IthinkVicissplendid!"
  Sotheexclamationsran。
  "Now,NorrieWream,crossyourheart,hopeyoumaydie,ifbig,handsomeVictorBurleighhadhiscornersknockedoff,andhewassandpapereddownalittle,andhadmoney,wouldn'tyoufeelawholelotdifferentabouthim,Norrie?"
  "Icertainlywould。Icouldn'thelpit。”
  Norrie'seyeswereshiningandhercheekswerepinkaspeachblossoms。
  ToVicsheseemedexquisitelybeautiful。
  "Butnow?"somebodyqueried。
  "Oh,now,she'llbesensible,andtheProfessorwilltakeadvantageof`now。'Hewon'twaittillit'stoolate。
  Greathat!theregoesthebell。”
  Andthegirlsscuttledaway。
  Viccameinandsatdownbythewindowthroughwhichonemayfindanempireforthelooking。
  "Burgesswasright,"hesaidtohimself。
  I'mnotonlyill-bredontheoutside,I'mthatwayclearthrough。
  Adisreputableeavesdropper!That'smysize。ButIdidn'tmeanit。
  Fineexcuse!"Hefrownedindisgust,andturnedtothewindow。
  TheThanksgivingweatherwasstillblessingtheWalnutValley。WideawaybeyondLagondaLedgerolledthefreeopenprairies,sweptbythefreeairofheavenunderabeneficentsky。
  AsVicgazedhissternfacesoftened,andthebulldoglook,thathehadwornsincethenightofthestorm,relaxedbeforesomegentlermood。
  Thebrowneyesheldastrangeglowunderthelongblacklashes,asifanewpurposeweregrowingupinthesoulbehindthem。
  "Nolimitoutthere。It'saFREELAND,"hemurmured。"Thereshallbenolimitinhere。”Unconsciouslyhestruckhisbreastwithhisfist。
  "There'sfreedomforsuchasIamsomewhere。”
  "Hello,Burleigh,whatcanIdoforyou?"AsDr。Fennebencameintothestudyherecalledhowawkwardlythesameboyhadfilledthesamechaironlyafewmonthsbefore。
  "I'vecomeintobesentenced,"Vicreplied。
  "Well,pleadyourcasefirst。”
  Ifeverafather-heartbeatinabachelor'sbreast,LloydFennebenhadsuchaheart。
  "IwanttosettleaboutThanksgivingDay,"Vicsaid。"Ihadamoralrighttoplayontheteaminthatgame,butIhadtogetthelegalrightbyforce。
  ProfessorBurgessrefusedtopermitmetoplayuntilIMADEhimdoit。”
  Fenneben'seyesweresmiling。"Whydidn'tyouknockhimdownandfightitoutwithhim?"
  "Becausehe'snotinmyclass。WhenIfightIfightmen。
  And,besides,Iwasinahurry。IfI'mexpectedtoapologizetoProfessorBurgessorbeexpelled,Iwanttoknowit,"
  Vicadded,hotly。
  Heknewhewouldnotapologize,andhewantedthesentenceofexpulsiontocomequicklyifitmustcome。
  "WeneverexpelboysfromSunrise。Theyhavedoneitthemselvessometimes。
  Nordoweeverexactanapology。Theyofferitthemselvessometimes。
  Ineithercase,thechoicelieswiththeboy。”
  "Whatdoyoudowithafellowlikeme?"ViclookedcuriouslyattheDean。
  "Ifaboyofyourbuildwantstomeetonlymenwhenhefights,wetakeitheissomethingofamanhimself,andthereforeworthtoomuchforSunrisetolose。”
  Oh!blessedpowerofthecollegemantoleadthehalf-tamedboyintothestrongerplacesoflife;norshovehimtothedangerousgroundwherehisfeetmustsinkinthequicksandorthemire!
  Vicsatlookingthoughtfullyatthemanbeforehim。
  "Yourconfessionhereisallright。YourclaimtoaplaceontheteaminThursday'sgamewasjust。”ThesimplefairnessofFenneben'swordsmadetheirappeal,yet,itwassounlikewhatVichadcountedonhecouldhardlyacceptitasgenuine。
  "Youhavemadeagreatnameforyourselfasanathlete。Ipaidfortheroses。Iknowsomethingofthedegreeofthatgreatness。”
  Dr。Fennebensmiledgenially。"YouplayedamarvelousgameandI
  amproudofyou。”
  Vicdidnotlookproudofhimselfjustthen,andLloydFennebenknewitwasoneoflife'scrucialmomentsfortheboy。
  "ThebigletterScutoverthedoorwayouttherestandsformorethanSunrise,yourememberItoldyou。”Fennebenspokeearnestly。
  "Itmeansalsothestrifewhichyouhavealreadymetandmustexpecttomeetallalongtheway。But,Burleigh"——LloydFennebenstooduptohisfullheight,anidealofgraceandpower——
  "ifyouexpecttomakeyourwaythroughcollegewithyourfists,cometome。”
  "You?"Vic'seyeswidened。
  "Yes,I'llmeetyouonanygrounds。Andifyouevertrytocoerceaprofessorhereagain,I'llmeetyouanyhow,andwe'llhaveitout。”
  Fennebenwassternnow。
  "Iwouldn'twanttoscrapwithyou,Dr。Fenneben,"Vicstammered。
  "Whynot?"
  "Iamtoomuchofagentlemanforthat。”
  "WhenIfight,Ifightmen。Youareinmyclass,"Fennebenquotedwithasmileinhiseyes,whichfadedawaywiththenextwords。
  "Youareright,Burleigh。Agentlemandoesn'twanttousehisstrengthlikeabeasttodestroy。Theonlylegitimatebattleiswhenamanmustfightwithamanashewouldfightwithabeast,tosavehimself,orsomethingdearertohimthanhimself,frombeastlydestruction。Getintothebiggergame,myboy,wherethestrifeisforlargerscores,andaddtoaproudathleticrecord,theprouderrecordofself-control。Theprairieshavegivenyouanobleheritage,butculturecomesmostfromcontactwithcul-turedmen。Don'ttakeonairsbecauseyouhavemoreredbloodthanourHarvardman。
  Theinfluenceofthegreatuniversities,directlyorindirectly,onalifelikeyoursisessentialtoyourusefulnessandpower。
  Youmayeducateyourconsciencetochoosetherightbeforethewrong,but,remember,aneducatedconsciencedoesnotalwayssaveamanfrombeingafoolnowandthen。
  Heneedsaneducatedbrainsometimesbywhichtosavehissoul。
  Meantime,settlewithyourconscience,ifyouoweitanything。
  Itisatroublesomecreditor。I'llleaveyounowtosquareyourselfwiththatfellowyoumustlivewitheveryday——
  VictorBurleigh。We'lldropeverythingelsehenceforthandfacetowardtomorrow,notyesterday。”
  LloydFennebengraspedtheboy'shandinafirm,assuringgripandlefthim。
  "IfSunrisemeansStrife,I'llfaceit,"Vicsaidtohimself。
  "Astomoney,IhaveonlymytwohandsandthatoldmortgagedquadrangleofprairiesodoutWest。ButifculturelikeFenneben'smightwinElinorWream,Godhelpmetowinit。”
  UpinthelibraryaweeklaterProfessorBurgesscameinwhileDennieSaxonwasputtingthebooksinorder。BurgesswasoftentobefoundwhereDenniewas,butBurgesshimselfhadnotnotedit,andnobodyelseknewit,exceptTrench。Trenchwasalazyfellow,whoalwayslivedinthemiddleofhispasture,wherethefeedingwasgood。
  Thatgavehimtimetostudymankindasitworriedabouttheouteredges。
  "Don'tyougettiredsometimes,MissDennie?"theProfessorasked。
  Hewasnothappyhimselfformanyreasons,andtwoofthemwereElinorandVic,whoseparately,anddifferently,seemedtowearouthisenergy。
  DennieSaxonneverworeonanybody'snerves。
  "Yes,Ido,often,"Dennieanswered。
  "Whydoyoudothis?"hequeried。
  "Togetmycollegeeducation。”Denniesmiled,hopefully。
  "Ilikethenicethingsandnicewaysoflife。
  SoI'mworkingforthem。”
  "Elinorhasallthesewithoutworkingforthem,"Vincentthought。
  ThenfornoreasonatallhismindleapedtoDennie'sfatherandhisownvowonthestormynightinOctober。
  "Whatwouldyoudoifyourfatherweretakenfromyou,MissDennie?"heasked。
  "I'vealwayshadtodependonmyselfsomewhat。Iwouldkeepon,Isuppose。”
  Dennielookedupbravely。Herfatherwasherjoyandhershame。
  Well,whathadBurgessexpected?Thatshewoulddependonhim?
  HewasinlovewithElinorWream。Whyshouldhefeeldisappointed?
  Andwhyshouldhiseyefollowthesoftlittleripplesofhersunnyhair,givingaprettyoutlinetoherfaceandneck。
  "Couldyoureallytakecareofyourself?Hewastalkingatrandom。
  "ImightdolikethatwomanoutatPigeonPlace。”Burgessdidn'tcatchthepathosinDennie'stone。Hewasonlyaman。
  "How'sthat?"heasked。
  "Oh,livealoneandkeepabigdog,andsellchickens。
  That'swhatMrs。Mariandoes。Bytheway,shelooksjustalittlebitlikeyou。”
  "Thankyou!"
  "ShewasatthegameonThanksgivingDay,strangetosay,forsheseldomleaveshome。Didyouseeaprettywhite-hairedwoman,rightsouthofwherewewere?"
  "IsthathowIlook?No,Ididn'tseeher。Iwasn'tatthegame。”
  "Youweren't?Whynot?Youmissedawonderfulthing。”
  AndBurgesstoldherthewholestoryfromhisviewpoint,ofcourse。
  WhathewastooproudtomentiontoDr。FennebenorElinorhespokeoffreelytoDennie,andhefeltasiftheweightofthelimestoneledgewasliftedfromhimwiththetelling。
  "Don'tyouthinktheyoungruffianwasprettyhardonme?"heasked。
  "No,Idon't,"Denniesaid,frankly。"Ithinkyouwereprettyhardonhim。”
  AsuddenresolveseizedBurgess。HecamearoundtoDennie'ssideofthetable。
  "MissDennie,Iwanttotellyousomething,unimportantinitself,butbettersharedthankept。OnthenightofourpicnicinOctoberyourfather,whowasnotquitehimself——"
  "Yes,Iunderstand,"Denniesaid,withdowncasteyes。
  "Pardonme,Dennie,Iwouldnothurtyourfeelings。”
  Hisvoicewasverygentle,andDennielookedupgratefully。
  "Onthatnightyourfathermademepromise——mademeholdupmyhandandswear——I'measilyforced,youwillthink——
  tolookafteryouifheweretakenaway。Ididittopacifyhim,nottoeverembarrassyou。HealsotoldmeenoughaboutyoungBurleightomakemewish,intheofficeofprotector,towarnyou。”
  "Wasmyfatherquitehimselfthen?"Dennieasked。
  "Notquite,"Burgessreplied。
  "Listentohimsomedaywhenheis。Heisanothermanthen。But,"sheadded,"Iknowyoumeanwell。”
  Inspiteofhercouragehereyeswerefulloftears,andforthefirsttimeinhisshelteredpleasantlifetherealspiritofsympathywokeinthesoulofVincentBurgess。
  "Youareabrave,goodgirl,Dennie。IfIcaneverserveyouinanyway,itwillbeaprivilegetometodoit。”
  TenminutesaftertheyhadleftthelibraryTrench,whohadbeenstationaryinthenorthalcove,slowlycametolife。
  Hehadbeenposingasastatue,WingedVictorywithaheadon,hedeclaredafterwardtoVicBurleigh,towhomhetoldthewholestory。
  "Letmesingmyswansong,"hedeclared。"ThenmeforLagonda'swhirlpool。
  I'mnotfittoliveinadecentcommunity,ablitheringidiotandrascallyvillain,wholiesinwaittohearandseelikeafool。
  IthoughtDennieknewIwasthereandwouldbeintodustmeoutinaminute。
  AndwhenitwastoolateIturnedtoapillarofsaltandwaited。
  ButIbelieveI'llchangemymind,afterall。I'lllive;
  andifProfessorBurgess,A。B。ofCambridge-by-the-bean-patch,darestomakelovetoDennieSaxon——ontheside——he'llgoheadforemostintothewhirlpooltofeedLagonda'srapaciousspirit。
  I'vesaidit。”
  CHAPTERVIII
  LOSS,ORGAIN?
  _Wecannotmakebargainsforblisses,Norcatchthemlikefishesinnets,AndsometimesthethingourlifemissesHelpsmorethanthethingwhichitgets_——
  CARY
  ELINORWREAMspenttheholidaysintheEastandwastwoweekslateinenteringschoolagain。ThenherUncleLloydtightenedtherules,exactingfullmeasureforlosttime,untilshebewailedtohergirlfriendsthatshehadnoopportunityeventomakefudgeorwashherhair。
  "Wereyousorrytocomeback,then,Norrie?"heruncleaskedoneeveningwhentheywerealoneintheirlibrary,andElinorwaslamentingherhardlot。
  "No,Iwanttobewithyou,UncleLloyd。”
  Shewassittingonthearmofhismorrischair,softlystrokinghisheavyhairawayfromhisforehead。
  "Lookslikeit,thewayyouhurriedback,"Dr。Fennebensaid,smiling。
  "ButUncleJoshuaisn'twell,although,tobehonest,hedidn'tseemabitanxioustohavemestay。He'ssowrappedupinSanscrithehasnotimetoliveinthepresent。
  Whydidn'theevermarry?"
  "Youhavejustsaidwhy,"heruncleansweredher。
  "Whydidn'tyouevermarry。Wereyoueverinlove?"
  ThelibrarylampcastonlyashadedlightoverLloydFennebenloungingcomfortablyinhischair。Toawoman'seyehewouldhaveseemedthepictureofanidealhusband。
  "Yes,Iwasinloveonce。Ididn'tmarrybecause——because——Ididn't。”
  "Howromantic!Wasitunrequited,ormoney,orwhat?"
  Norrieasked,eagerly。
  "Orwhat,"heanswered,andherfinersensemadeherchangethesubject。
  "Say,UncleLloyd,UncleJoshuasayshewantsmetomarry。”
  "What'sheuptonow?Tellmeaboutit。”
  Norriewascharmingtonightinadaintyredeveninggownthatsetoffherprettyface,crownedwithbeautifuldarkhair。