Fiveminuteslater,VicBurleighwalkedacrossthegridironwithfullcredentialsforhisplaceontheteam。
Thelastmantoenterthegroundswasevidentlyatramp,whoseslouchedhathalf-concealedadarkbeardedface。
AsVicBurleigh,withBugclingingtohisfinger,hurriedbytheticketwindow,thecrippledstudentwhosoldticketsinsidethelittleroofedboxcalledout:
"Come,staywithme,Bug,tillIcangoin,too,andI'llbuyyoupeanuts。”
Bugstudiedamoment。Thenwithacomfortablelittle"Umph-humph,"
puffingouthispudgycheekswithtightlytucked-inlips,heletgoofVic'sfingerandtrottedovertotheticketbox。
Theboylethiminsideandturnedtothewindowtoseethefaceofthetrampclosetoit。Themanpaidforaticket,then,leaningforward,staredeagerlyattheopenmoneybox。
Atthesametime,thecripplecaughtsightofarevolverhandleinabeltundertheshabbycoat。Trustacollegeboyforheadwork。
InstantlyheseizedlittleBugbytheshouldersandsethimupontheshelfbetweenthewindowandthemoneybox。
Bug'shairwasamopofsoftringlets,andhisbrowneyesandinnocentbabyfacewereappealing。Thestrangerstaredhardatthechild,andwithasortoffrightenedexpression,shotthroughthegateandmingledwiththecrowd。
"Greatprotectionforacripple,"thestudentthought,ashelockedthemoneybox。"Howstrongababy'shandmaybesometimes!
VicBurleigh'sbeefcanwinthegameoutthere,butBughassavedthedayatthisendoftheline。Thattrampseemedscaredatthesightofhim。”
"Funnyfolksturnstodames,"Bugobserved。
"Yes,Buggie,thelastoneinbeforeyoucamewasayoungwomanwithgrayhair,andshehadabigdogwithher。
Theydon'tletindogs,sohe'swaitingoutsidesomewhere。”
ThelastmanwhodidnotgoinwasBondSaxon,whocamelateandfoundthegatesdeserted。Butlyingwatchfulintheopenway,wasaGreatDanedog。OldBondhesitated。
Itwashislifetimefaulttohesitate。Thenhetrottedbackhome。
And,behold,abottleofwhiskywasbesidehisdoorstep。
Buttohiscreditforonce,heresistedandsmashedthebottletobitsonthestonestep。
Thedaywasmadeforsuchagame。Therewasnowind。
Theglareofthesunwastemperedbyagraymistcreepinguptheafternoonskies。Theairwascrispenoughtopreventlanguor。
Thecrowdedbleacherswereinspiring;theseasonwasroundingoutinablazeofgloryforSunrise。Thetwoteamswereevenlymatched,AndthesternjoythatwarriorsfeelInfoemenworthyoftheirsteel,spurredeachtoitsbestefforts。Itwasabattleroyal,withalltheturnsofstrategy,andquickness,andstraightphysicalweight,andsuddenshiftingofsignals,fakeplays,forwardpasses,linebucks,andsplendidinterference,flyingtackles,speedyendruns,andmagnificentdefenseofgoalswithlinesofinvinciblestrengthandspirit。
Withthekick-offtheenemy'sgoalwasendangeredbyafumbledball,andwithinthreeminutesTrenchhadtornaholeinthedefense,throughwhichtheSunriseteamweresendingVicBurleighforatouchdown。
Thebleacherswentwildandthegrandstandwasalmostshipwreckedinthenoise。
"Burleigh!Burly!Burlee!"shriekedtheyell-leaderasVicleapedoverthegoallineandtherootersroared:
TheSunrisehope!
Andthat'sthedope!
Neverquails!
Neverfails!
Burleigh!Burly!Burlee!
Adifficultkickfromasharpanglesenttheballthroughtheaironeinchwideofthegoalpost,andthebleacherscountedfive。
Andthen,cametheforwardswingagain,thestrugglefordowns,thegainandlossofterritory,untilTrench,tooheavyforspeed,failedtobreakthroughtheinterferencequicklyenoughtoholdaswiftlittlequarterback,whoslippedaroundtheendoftheline,and,shakingoffthetackles,swoopedtowardtheSunrisegoal。
Thelastdefensewasthrownheadlong,andthefieldwaswideopenfortherun;andthequarterbackwasrunningforthehonorofhisteam,hisschool,hisundyingfameinthecollegeworld。
Threeyardstothegoalline,andvictorywouldbehis。
AllLagondaLedgehelditsbreathasVicBurleightorethroughatangleoftacklesandsprangforwardwithlong,space-eatingbounds。
Heseemedtoleapthroughtenfeetofair,straightoverthequarterback'sheadandlandfourfeetfromthegoalwiththequarterbackinhisgrip,whileaSunrisehalfbackoutbeyondhimwaslyingonthelostball。
Thebleachersnowwententirelymad,forfromtheveryedgeofdisaster,thetideofbattlewasturnedintotheenemy'sterritory。
BeforetheSunriserootershadtimetoceaserejoicing,however,theinvinciblequarterbackwasawayagain,andwithtwoguardsandacenterontopofBurleigh,nowthepluckyrunnerbrokeacrosstheSunriseline,andaminutelatermissedaprettygoal。
Andtheopposingbleacherscountedfive。
Thesecondhalfofthegamewasfilledwithatense,fruitlessstrife。
Fivepointstofivepoints,andfourminutesoftimetoplay。Thestrugglehadceasedtobeaturningoftricksandtestofspeed。Henceforth,itwasmanagainstman,poundforpound。Suddenly,theopposingteambraceditselfandbeganasteadydrivedownthegridiron。Withdesperateenergy,theSunriseelevenfoughtforground,givingwayslowly,defendingtheirgoalliketrueSpartans,dyingbyinches,untilonlythreeyardsofspacewereleftonwhichtodie。Therootersshrieked,andthegirlssangofcourage。
Thenasilencefell。Threeyards,andtheSunriseteamturnedtoarockledgeasinvincibleasthelimestonefoundationoftheirbelovedcollegehalls。
ThecenterfromwhichallstrengthradiatedwasVictorBurleigh。Againsthimtheweightoftheline-buckingplunged。Ifhewaveredthelinemustcrumble。
Thecrowdhardlybreathed,sotensewasthestrain。Buthedidnotwaver。
Theballwaslostandthelaststruggleofthedaybegan。Twominutesmore,thescoretied,andonlyonechancewasleft。
Sincethenightofthestorm,Vichadknownlittlerest。
Hisdayshadbeenspentinhardstudy,orcontinuouspracticeonthefield;hisnightsinthesickroom。
Andwhatwasmoredestructivetostrengththanallofthiswasthenewnessandgriefofablind,overmasteringadorationfortheonegirlofalltheschoolimpossibletohim。
Thestrainofthisday'sgame,asthestrainofallthepreparationforit,hadfallenuponhim,andthehalfhourintherotundahadsappedhisenergybeyondeveryotherforce。
Love,loss,areputationattacked,possibleexpulsionforassaultingaprofessor,injustice,anger——oh,itwasmorethanaburdenofweariedmusclesandwrackednervesthathehadtoliftinthesetwominutes!
Inasecond'spausebeforetheoffensebegan,Vic,whoneversawthebleachers,norheardasoundwhenhewasinthethickofthegame,caughtsightnowofagreatsplashofglowingredcolorinthegrandstand。
Inadimway,likeadreamofadream,hethoughtofAmericanBeautyrosesofwhichsomethinghadbeensaidonce——solongago,itseemednow。
Andinthatmoment,ElinorWream'ssweetface,withdampdarkhairwhichthelamplightfromDr。Fenneben'sdoorwasillumining,andthesoftlyspokenwords,"IshallalwaysrememberyouasonewithwhomIcouldneverbeafraidagain"——allthiscameswiftlyinaninstant'svision,astheteamcaughtitsbreathforthelastonslaught。
"Victor,forvictory。LeadoutBurleigh,"Trenchcriedtohismates,andthesweepofthefieldwason;andLagondaLedgeandthewholeWalnutValleyremembersthatfinalchargeyet。Steady,swift,invincible,itdroveitsstrongfoedownthewhite-crossedsod——
solikeawhirlwind,thatthewatchingcrowdsgazedinbewilderment。
Almostbeforetheycouldcomprehendthetruth,theenemy'sgoalwasjustbeforetheSunrisewarriors,andhalfaminuteoftimeremainedinwhichtoplay。OnemorelineplungewithBurleighholdingtheball!
Afilmcamebeforehiseyes。Asuddenblanknessoffailureanddespairseizedhim。Inthegrandstand,ElinorWreamstoodclutchingapennantinbothhands,herdarkeyesluminouswithproudhope。
Amidalltheyellsandcheers,hersweetvoicerangout:
"Victor,Victor!Don'tforgetthenameyourmothergaveyou!"
Vicneithersawnorheard。Yetinthatmoment,strengthandprideandindomitablewillpowercamesweepingbacktohim。
Onelastplungeagainstthiswallofdefenseuprearedbeforehim,andBurleigh,withhalftheenemy'selevenclinchedtodraghimback,hadhurledhimselfacrossthegoallineandlayhalf-consciousunderaperfectshoweroffragrantcrimsonroses,whilethesongofvictoryinswellingchoruspealedoutontheNovemberair。Halfaminutelater,Trenchhadkickedgoal。
Thebleacherschantedelevencounts,thereferee'swhistleblew,andthegamewasdone!
SACRIFICE
_Theairforthewingofthesparrow,Thebushfortherobinandwren,ButalwaysthepaththatisnarrowAndstraightforthechildrenofmen_——
ALICECARY
CHAPTERVII
THEDAYOFRECKONING
_Oh,itisexcellentTohaveagiant'sstrength,buttyrannousTouseitlikeagiant_——
SHAKESPEARE
OFcourse,therecameadayofreckoningforVictorBurleigh,nowtheidoloftheWalnutValleyfootballfans,theprideofLagondaLedge,theheroofSunrise。Butthereckoningwasnotbroughttohim;
hebroughthimselfdeliberatelytoit。
Thejollificationfollowingthegamethreatenedtowreckthechapelandcrackthelimestoneledgebeneathit。
"Dustoffyourhaloandwrapitupincottontillnextfall,Vic,"Trenchwhisperedintheclosingminutes。"We'vegottofacetherealthingnow。
We'reciviliansincitizens'clothes,amenabletolawhenceforth;notalotofathleticbrigands,privilegedoutlaws,whoseglorydazzlesallcommonsense。
QuitbumpingyourheadagainsttheKansasmottoupinthedome,getyourhob-nailersdownonthesod,andtrotoffandtackleyourGreekverbsawhile。
Andsay,Vic,tackleyourselffirstandforgettheprettygirlwhocoveredyouwithrosesdownyonderfivedaysago。Itwasn'tyou,itwasjusttheday'shero。She'dhavedecoratedoldBondSaxonjustthesameifhehadwaddledacrossthelastgoallinethen。You'reaplugandshe'saladyborn,andasgoodasengagedtoBurgessbesides。
IhadthatstraightfromDennieSaxon,andyouknowDennie'snogossip。
TheywerefargonebeforetheycameWest——theWream-Burgessfolkwere——
stiffenup,Burleigh。Youlooklikeadeadman。”
"Iwasnevermorealiveinmylife。”Vic'svoiceandeyeswerealiveenough。
"Byheck!Ibelieveit,"Trenchexclaimed。"Say,yougotawaywithBurgessaboutthegame。Ifyouwantthegirl,goafterher,too。Butgently,SweetAfton,gogently。
Mostgirlswanttodothepursuingthemselves,Ibelieve。
I'llblocktheinterference,ifnecessary,andyou'llbethesought-afteryet,nottheseeking,dearchild。”
AcircularstairwaywindsfromtheSunrisechapeldownthesouthturrettoDeanFenneben'sstudy,intendedoriginallyasasortoffireescape。
Someenterprisingjanitorlaterfixedaspringlockontheupperdoortothisstairwaysurpriseshadbeensprungthroughthisdooruponthechapelstagebyprankishstudentsatinopportunemoments,sothatnowitwasonlyanexit,andwascalledbythestudents"theroadtoperdition,"
easytodescendbutbarredfromretreat。
IntheconfusionfollowingthechapelexercisesVicslippedintothesouthturret,andthelockclickedbehindhimashehurrieddown"theroadtoperdition。”
ThedoortoDeanFenneben'sstudywasslightlyopenandVicheardhisownnamespokenashereachedit。Hehesitated,foragroupofgirlswassurroundingElinorWream,discussinghim。Therewasnoescape。
Theupperdoorwaslocked,andhewouldratherhavemetthatunknownvillainousfaceinthedarkcavethantofacethisgroupofprettygirls。
Sohewaited。
"Oh,Elinor,youmercenarycreature!"
"Whatifheisabitcrude?"
"Idon'tblameyou。I'mdaffyaboutProfessorBurgessmyself。”
"He'sgotthegrandestvoice,Vichas!"
"IjustadoreGreek!"
"IthinkVicissplendid!"
Sotheexclamationsran。
"Now,NorrieWream,crossyourheart,hopeyoumaydie,ifbig,handsomeVictorBurleighhadhiscornersknockedoff,andhewassandpapereddownalittle,andhadmoney,wouldn'tyoufeelawholelotdifferentabouthim,Norrie?"
"Icertainlywould。Icouldn'thelpit。”
Norrie'seyeswereshiningandhercheekswerepinkaspeachblossoms。
ToVicsheseemedexquisitelybeautiful。
"Butnow?"somebodyqueried。
"Oh,now,she'llbesensible,andtheProfessorwilltakeadvantageof`now。'Hewon'twaittillit'stoolate。
Greathat!theregoesthebell。”
Andthegirlsscuttledaway。
Viccameinandsatdownbythewindowthroughwhichonemayfindanempireforthelooking。
"Burgesswasright,"hesaidtohimself。
I'mnotonlyill-bredontheoutside,I'mthatwayclearthrough。
Adisreputableeavesdropper!That'smysize。ButIdidn'tmeanit。
Fineexcuse!"Hefrownedindisgust,andturnedtothewindow。
TheThanksgivingweatherwasstillblessingtheWalnutValley。WideawaybeyondLagondaLedgerolledthefreeopenprairies,sweptbythefreeairofheavenunderabeneficentsky。
AsVicgazedhissternfacesoftened,andthebulldoglook,thathehadwornsincethenightofthestorm,relaxedbeforesomegentlermood。
Thebrowneyesheldastrangeglowunderthelongblacklashes,asifanewpurposeweregrowingupinthesoulbehindthem。
"Nolimitoutthere。It'saFREELAND,"hemurmured。"Thereshallbenolimitinhere。”Unconsciouslyhestruckhisbreastwithhisfist。
"There'sfreedomforsuchasIamsomewhere。”
"Hello,Burleigh,whatcanIdoforyou?"AsDr。Fennebencameintothestudyherecalledhowawkwardlythesameboyhadfilledthesamechaironlyafewmonthsbefore。
"I'vecomeintobesentenced,"Vicreplied。
"Well,pleadyourcasefirst。”
Ifeverafather-heartbeatinabachelor'sbreast,LloydFennebenhadsuchaheart。
"IwanttosettleaboutThanksgivingDay,"Vicsaid。"Ihadamoralrighttoplayontheteaminthatgame,butIhadtogetthelegalrightbyforce。
ProfessorBurgessrefusedtopermitmetoplayuntilIMADEhimdoit。”
Fenneben'seyesweresmiling。"Whydidn'tyouknockhimdownandfightitoutwithhim?"
"Becausehe'snotinmyclass。WhenIfightIfightmen。
And,besides,Iwasinahurry。IfI'mexpectedtoapologizetoProfessorBurgessorbeexpelled,Iwanttoknowit,"
Vicadded,hotly。
Heknewhewouldnotapologize,andhewantedthesentenceofexpulsiontocomequicklyifitmustcome。
"WeneverexpelboysfromSunrise。Theyhavedoneitthemselvessometimes。
Nordoweeverexactanapology。Theyofferitthemselvessometimes。
Ineithercase,thechoicelieswiththeboy。”
"Whatdoyoudowithafellowlikeme?"ViclookedcuriouslyattheDean。
"Ifaboyofyourbuildwantstomeetonlymenwhenhefights,wetakeitheissomethingofamanhimself,andthereforeworthtoomuchforSunrisetolose。”
Oh!blessedpowerofthecollegemantoleadthehalf-tamedboyintothestrongerplacesoflife;norshovehimtothedangerousgroundwherehisfeetmustsinkinthequicksandorthemire!
Vicsatlookingthoughtfullyatthemanbeforehim。
"Yourconfessionhereisallright。YourclaimtoaplaceontheteaminThursday'sgamewasjust。”ThesimplefairnessofFenneben'swordsmadetheirappeal,yet,itwassounlikewhatVichadcountedonhecouldhardlyacceptitasgenuine。
"Youhavemadeagreatnameforyourselfasanathlete。Ipaidfortheroses。Iknowsomethingofthedegreeofthatgreatness。”
Dr。Fennebensmiledgenially。"YouplayedamarvelousgameandI
amproudofyou。”
Vicdidnotlookproudofhimselfjustthen,andLloydFennebenknewitwasoneoflife'scrucialmomentsfortheboy。
"ThebigletterScutoverthedoorwayouttherestandsformorethanSunrise,yourememberItoldyou。”Fennebenspokeearnestly。
"Itmeansalsothestrifewhichyouhavealreadymetandmustexpecttomeetallalongtheway。But,Burleigh"——LloydFennebenstooduptohisfullheight,anidealofgraceandpower——
"ifyouexpecttomakeyourwaythroughcollegewithyourfists,cometome。”
"You?"Vic'seyeswidened。
"Yes,I'llmeetyouonanygrounds。Andifyouevertrytocoerceaprofessorhereagain,I'llmeetyouanyhow,andwe'llhaveitout。”
Fennebenwassternnow。
"Iwouldn'twanttoscrapwithyou,Dr。Fenneben,"Vicstammered。
"Whynot?"
"Iamtoomuchofagentlemanforthat。”
"WhenIfight,Ifightmen。Youareinmyclass,"Fennebenquotedwithasmileinhiseyes,whichfadedawaywiththenextwords。
"Youareright,Burleigh。Agentlemandoesn'twanttousehisstrengthlikeabeasttodestroy。Theonlylegitimatebattleiswhenamanmustfightwithamanashewouldfightwithabeast,tosavehimself,orsomethingdearertohimthanhimself,frombeastlydestruction。Getintothebiggergame,myboy,wherethestrifeisforlargerscores,andaddtoaproudathleticrecord,theprouderrecordofself-control。Theprairieshavegivenyouanobleheritage,butculturecomesmostfromcontactwithcul-turedmen。Don'ttakeonairsbecauseyouhavemoreredbloodthanourHarvardman。
Theinfluenceofthegreatuniversities,directlyorindirectly,onalifelikeyoursisessentialtoyourusefulnessandpower。
Youmayeducateyourconsciencetochoosetherightbeforethewrong,but,remember,aneducatedconsciencedoesnotalwayssaveamanfrombeingafoolnowandthen。
Heneedsaneducatedbrainsometimesbywhichtosavehissoul。
Meantime,settlewithyourconscience,ifyouoweitanything。
Itisatroublesomecreditor。I'llleaveyounowtosquareyourselfwiththatfellowyoumustlivewitheveryday——
VictorBurleigh。We'lldropeverythingelsehenceforthandfacetowardtomorrow,notyesterday。”
LloydFennebengraspedtheboy'shandinafirm,assuringgripandlefthim。
"IfSunrisemeansStrife,I'llfaceit,"Vicsaidtohimself。
"Astomoney,IhaveonlymytwohandsandthatoldmortgagedquadrangleofprairiesodoutWest。ButifculturelikeFenneben'smightwinElinorWream,Godhelpmetowinit。”
UpinthelibraryaweeklaterProfessorBurgesscameinwhileDennieSaxonwasputtingthebooksinorder。BurgesswasoftentobefoundwhereDenniewas,butBurgesshimselfhadnotnotedit,andnobodyelseknewit,exceptTrench。Trenchwasalazyfellow,whoalwayslivedinthemiddleofhispasture,wherethefeedingwasgood。
Thatgavehimtimetostudymankindasitworriedabouttheouteredges。
"Don'tyougettiredsometimes,MissDennie?"theProfessorasked。
Hewasnothappyhimselfformanyreasons,andtwoofthemwereElinorandVic,whoseparately,anddifferently,seemedtowearouthisenergy。
DennieSaxonneverworeonanybody'snerves。
"Yes,Ido,often,"Dennieanswered。
"Whydoyoudothis?"hequeried。
"Togetmycollegeeducation。”Denniesmiled,hopefully。
"Ilikethenicethingsandnicewaysoflife。
SoI'mworkingforthem。”
"Elinorhasallthesewithoutworkingforthem,"Vincentthought。
ThenfornoreasonatallhismindleapedtoDennie'sfatherandhisownvowonthestormynightinOctober。
"Whatwouldyoudoifyourfatherweretakenfromyou,MissDennie?"heasked。
"I'vealwayshadtodependonmyselfsomewhat。Iwouldkeepon,Isuppose。”
Dennielookedupbravely。Herfatherwasherjoyandhershame。
Well,whathadBurgessexpected?Thatshewoulddependonhim?
HewasinlovewithElinorWream。Whyshouldhefeeldisappointed?
Andwhyshouldhiseyefollowthesoftlittleripplesofhersunnyhair,givingaprettyoutlinetoherfaceandneck。
"Couldyoureallytakecareofyourself?Hewastalkingatrandom。
"ImightdolikethatwomanoutatPigeonPlace。”Burgessdidn'tcatchthepathosinDennie'stone。Hewasonlyaman。
"How'sthat?"heasked。
"Oh,livealoneandkeepabigdog,andsellchickens。
That'swhatMrs。Mariandoes。Bytheway,shelooksjustalittlebitlikeyou。”
"Thankyou!"
"ShewasatthegameonThanksgivingDay,strangetosay,forsheseldomleaveshome。Didyouseeaprettywhite-hairedwoman,rightsouthofwherewewere?"
"IsthathowIlook?No,Ididn'tseeher。Iwasn'tatthegame。”
"Youweren't?Whynot?Youmissedawonderfulthing。”
AndBurgesstoldherthewholestoryfromhisviewpoint,ofcourse。
WhathewastooproudtomentiontoDr。FennebenorElinorhespokeoffreelytoDennie,andhefeltasiftheweightofthelimestoneledgewasliftedfromhimwiththetelling。
"Don'tyouthinktheyoungruffianwasprettyhardonme?"heasked。
"No,Idon't,"Denniesaid,frankly。"Ithinkyouwereprettyhardonhim。”
AsuddenresolveseizedBurgess。HecamearoundtoDennie'ssideofthetable。
"MissDennie,Iwanttotellyousomething,unimportantinitself,butbettersharedthankept。OnthenightofourpicnicinOctoberyourfather,whowasnotquitehimself——"
"Yes,Iunderstand,"Denniesaid,withdowncasteyes。
"Pardonme,Dennie,Iwouldnothurtyourfeelings。”
Hisvoicewasverygentle,andDennielookedupgratefully。
"Onthatnightyourfathermademepromise——mademeholdupmyhandandswear——I'measilyforced,youwillthink——
tolookafteryouifheweretakenaway。Ididittopacifyhim,nottoeverembarrassyou。HealsotoldmeenoughaboutyoungBurleightomakemewish,intheofficeofprotector,towarnyou。”
"Wasmyfatherquitehimselfthen?"Dennieasked。
"Notquite,"Burgessreplied。
"Listentohimsomedaywhenheis。Heisanothermanthen。But,"sheadded,"Iknowyoumeanwell。”
Inspiteofhercouragehereyeswerefulloftears,andforthefirsttimeinhisshelteredpleasantlifetherealspiritofsympathywokeinthesoulofVincentBurgess。
"Youareabrave,goodgirl,Dennie。IfIcaneverserveyouinanyway,itwillbeaprivilegetometodoit。”
TenminutesaftertheyhadleftthelibraryTrench,whohadbeenstationaryinthenorthalcove,slowlycametolife。
Hehadbeenposingasastatue,WingedVictorywithaheadon,hedeclaredafterwardtoVicBurleigh,towhomhetoldthewholestory。
"Letmesingmyswansong,"hedeclared。"ThenmeforLagonda'swhirlpool。
I'mnotfittoliveinadecentcommunity,ablitheringidiotandrascallyvillain,wholiesinwaittohearandseelikeafool。
IthoughtDennieknewIwasthereandwouldbeintodustmeoutinaminute。
AndwhenitwastoolateIturnedtoapillarofsaltandwaited。
ButIbelieveI'llchangemymind,afterall。I'lllive;
andifProfessorBurgess,A。B。ofCambridge-by-the-bean-patch,darestomakelovetoDennieSaxon——ontheside——he'llgoheadforemostintothewhirlpooltofeedLagonda'srapaciousspirit。
I'vesaidit。”
CHAPTERVIII
LOSS,ORGAIN?
_Wecannotmakebargainsforblisses,Norcatchthemlikefishesinnets,AndsometimesthethingourlifemissesHelpsmorethanthethingwhichitgets_——
CARY
ELINORWREAMspenttheholidaysintheEastandwastwoweekslateinenteringschoolagain。ThenherUncleLloydtightenedtherules,exactingfullmeasureforlosttime,untilshebewailedtohergirlfriendsthatshehadnoopportunityeventomakefudgeorwashherhair。
"Wereyousorrytocomeback,then,Norrie?"heruncleaskedoneeveningwhentheywerealoneintheirlibrary,andElinorwaslamentingherhardlot。
"No,Iwanttobewithyou,UncleLloyd。”
Shewassittingonthearmofhismorrischair,softlystrokinghisheavyhairawayfromhisforehead。
"Lookslikeit,thewayyouhurriedback,"Dr。Fennebensaid,smiling。
"ButUncleJoshuaisn'twell,although,tobehonest,hedidn'tseemabitanxioustohavemestay。He'ssowrappedupinSanscrithehasnotimetoliveinthepresent。
Whydidn'theevermarry?"
"Youhavejustsaidwhy,"heruncleansweredher。
"Whydidn'tyouevermarry。Wereyoueverinlove?"
ThelibrarylampcastonlyashadedlightoverLloydFennebenloungingcomfortablyinhischair。Toawoman'seyehewouldhaveseemedthepictureofanidealhusband。
"Yes,Iwasinloveonce。Ididn'tmarrybecause——because——Ididn't。”
"Howromantic!Wasitunrequited,ormoney,orwhat?"
Norrieasked,eagerly。
"Orwhat,"heanswered,andherfinersensemadeherchangethesubject。
"Say,UncleLloyd,UncleJoshuasayshewantsmetomarry。”
"What'sheuptonow?Tellmeaboutit。”
Norriewascharmingtonightinadaintyredeveninggownthatsetoffherprettyface,crownedwithbeautifuldarkhair。
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