首页 >出版文学> A Hazard of New Fortunes>第6章
  "Don'tspeakofit,madam,"saidthegentleman,"ifyoucanoverlookthetroubleweawegivingyouatsuchanunseasonablehouah。"
  "Ah'mahoasekeepahmahself,"MissWoodburnjoinedin,"andAhknowho'
  toaccyoantfo'everything。"
  Mrs。Leightonledthewayup-stairs,andtheyoungladydecideduponthelargefrontroomandsmallsideroomonthethirdstory。Shesaidshecouldtakethesmallone,andtheotherwassolargethatherfathercouldbothsleepandworkinit。SheseemednotashamedtoaskifMrs。
  Leighton'spricewasinflexible,butgavewaylaughingwhenherfatherrefusedtohaveanybargaining,withahaughtyself-respectwhichhesoftenedtodeferenceforMrs。Leighton。Hisimpulsivenessopenedthewayforsomeconfidencefromher,andbeforetheaffairwasarrangedshewasenjoyinginherqualityofclericalwidowthebalmoftheVirginians'
  reverentsympathy。Theysaidtheywerechurchpeoplethemselves。
  "Ahdon'tknowwhatyo'mothahmeansbyyo'hoasenotbeinginoddah,"
  theyoungladysaidtoAlmaastheywentdown-stairstogether。"Ah'magreathoasekeepahmahself,andAhmeanwhatAhsay。"
  TheyhadallturnedmechanicallyintotheroomwheretheLeightonsweresittingwhentheWoodburnsrang:Mr。Woodburnconsentedtositdown,andheremainedlisteningtoMrs。LeightonwhilehisdaughterbustleduptothesketchespinnedroundtheroomandquestionedAlmaaboutthem。
  "Ahsupposeyouawegoingtobeagreatawtust?"shesaid,infriendlybanter,whenAlmaownedtohavingdonethethings。"Ah'veagreatnotiontotakeafewlessonsmahself。Who'syo'teachah?"
  AlmasaidshewasdrawinginMr。Wetmore'sclass,andMissWoodburnsaid:
  "Well,it'sjustbeautiful,MissLeighton;it'sgrand。Ahsupposeit'sraghtexpensive,now?Mahgoodness!wehavetocyoantthecoastsomuchnowadays;itseemstomewedonothingbutcyoantit。Ah'dliketohahsomethingoncewithoutaskin'theprice。"
  "Well,ifyoudidn'taskit,"saidAlma,"Idon'tbelieveMr。Wetmorewouldeverknowwhatthepriceofhislessonswas。Hehastothink,whenyouaskhim。"
  "Why,hemostbechomming,"saidMissWoodburn。"PerhapsAhmaghtgetthelessonsfornothingfromhim。Well,AhbelieveinmysoulAh'lltrah。Nowho'didyoubegin?andho'doyouexpecttogetanythingoatofit?"SheturnedonAlmaeyesbrimmingwithashrewdmixtureoffunandearnest,andAlmamadenoteofthefactthatshehadanearlynineteenth-centuryface,round,arch,alittlecoquettish,butextremelysensibleandunspoiled-looking,suchasusedtobepaintedagooddealinminiatureatthatperiod;atendencyofherbrownhairtotwineandtwistatthetempleshelpedtheeffect;ahighcombwouldhavecompletedit,Almafelt,ifshehadherbonnetoff。ItwasalmostaYankeecountry-
  girltype;butperhapsitappearedsotoAlmabecauseitwas,likethat,pureAnglo-Saxon。Almaherself,withherdull,darkskin,slenderinfigure,slowinspeech,witharistocraticformsinherlonghands,andtheovalofherfinefacepointedtoalongchin,feltherselfmuchmoreSoutherninstylethanthisblooming,bubbling,bustlingVirginian。
  "Idon'tknow,"sheanswered,slowly。
  "Goingtotakepo'traits,"suggestedMissWoodburn,"orjustpainttheahdeal?"Ademureburlesquelurkedinhertone。
  "IsupposeIdon'texpecttopaintatall,"saidAlma。"I'mgoingtoillustratebooks——ifanybodywillletme。"
  "Ahshouldthinkthey'djustjoampatyou,"saidMissWoodburn。"Ah'lltellyouwhatlet'sdo,MissLeighton:youmakesomepictures,andAh'llwrahteabookfo'them。Ah'vegottodosomething。Alimaghtaswellwrahteabook。YouknowweSouthernershaveallhadtogotowoak。ButAhdon'tmandit。ItellpapaIshouldn'tca'fo'thedisgraceofbein'
  poo'ifitwasn'tfo'theinconvenience。"
  "Yes,it'sinconvenient,"saidAlma;"butyouforgetitwhenyou'reatwork,don'tyouthink?"
  "Mah,yes!Perhapsthat'sonereasonwhypoo'peoplehavetowoaksohawd-tokeeptheirwandsofftheirpoverty。"
  Thegirlsbothtittered,andturnedfromtalkinginalowtonewiththeirbackstowardtheirelders,andfacedthem。
  "Well,Madison,"saidMr。Woodburn,"itistimeweshouldgo。Ibidyougood-night,madam,"hebowedtoMrs。Leighton。"Good-night,"hebowedagaintoAlma。
  Hisdaughtertookleaveoftheminformalphrase,butwithajollycordialityofmannerthatdeformalizedit。"Weshallberoandraghtsooninthemawning,then,"shethreatenedatthedoor。
  "Weshallbeallreadyforyou,"Almacalledafterherdownthesteps。
  "Well,Alma?"hermotherasked,whenthedoorcloseduponthem。
  "Shedoesn'tknowanymoreaboutart,"saidAlma,"than——nothingatall。
  Butshe'sjollyandgood-hearted。Shepraisedeverythingthatwasbadinmysketches,andsaidshewasgoingtotakelessonsherself。Whenapersontalksabouttakinglessons,asiftheycouldlearnit,youknowwheretheybelongartistically。"
  Mrs。Leightonshookherheadwithasigh。"IwishIknewwheretheybelongedfinancially。Weshallhavetogetintwogirlsatonce。I
  shallhavetogooutthefirstthinginthemorning,andthenourtroubleswillbegin。"
  "Well,didn'tyouwantthemtobegin?Iwillstayhomeandhelpyougetready。Ourprosperitycouldn'tbeginwithoutthetroubles,ifyoumeanboarders,andboardersmeanservants。Ishallbeverygladtobeafflictedwithacookforawhilemyself。"
  "Yes;butwedon'tknowanythingaboutthesepeople,orwhethertheywillbeabletopayus。Didshetalkasiftheywerewelloff?"
  "Shetalkedasiftheywerepoor;poo'shecalledit。"
  "Yes,howqueerlyshepronounced,"saidMrs。Leighton。"Well,IoughttohavetoldthemthatIrequiredthefirstweekinadvance。"
  "Mamma!Ifthat'sthewayyou'regoingtoact!"
  "Oh,ofcourse,Icouldn't,afterhewouldn'tletherbargainfortherooms。Ididn'tlikethat。"
  "Idid。Andyoucanseethattheywereperfectladies;oratleastoneofthem。"Almalaughedatherself,buthermotherdidnotnotice。
  "Theirbeingladieswon'thelpifthey'vegotnomoney。It'llmakeitalltheworse。"
  "Verywell,then;wehavenomoney,either。We'reamatchforthemanydaythere。Wecanshowthemthattwocanplayatthatgame。"
  III。
  ArnusBeaton'sstudiolookedatfirstglancelikemanyotherpainters'
  studios。Agraywallquadrangularlyvaultedtoalargenorthlight;
  castsoffeet,hands,faceshungtonailsabout;prints,sketchesinoilandwater-colorstuckhereandtherelowerdown;aricketytable,withpaintandpalettesandbottlesofvarnishandsiccativetossedcomfortlesslyonit;aneasel,withastripofsomefadedmediaevalsilktrailingfromit;alayfiguresimperinginincompletenakedness,withitsheadononeside,andastockingononeleg,andaJapanesedressdroppedbeforeit;dustyrugsandskinskickingoverthevarnishedfloor;
  canvasesfacedtothemop-board;anopentrunkoverflowingwithcostumes:
  thesefeaturesonemightnoticeanywhere。But,besides,therewasabookcasewithanunusualnumberofbooksinit,andtherewasanopencolonialwriting-desk,claw-footed,brass-handled,andscutcheoned,withforeignperiodicals——FrenchandEnglish——litteringitsleaf,andsomepagesofmanuscriptscatteredamongthem。Aboveall,therewasasculptor'srevolvingstand,supportingabustwhichBeatonwasmodelling,withaneyefixedassimultaneouslyaspossibleontheclayandontheheadoftheoldmanwhosatontheplatformbesideit。
  Fewmenhavebeenabletogetthroughtheworldwithseveralgiftstoadvantageinall;andmostmenseemhandicappedfortheraceiftheyhavemorethanone。Buttheyareapparentlyimmenselyinterestedaswellasdistractedbythem。WhenBeatonwaswriting,hewouldhaveagreed,uptoacertainpoint,withanyonewhosaidliteraturewashisproperexpression;but,then,whenhewaspainting,uptoacertainpoint,hewouldhavemaintainedagainsttheworldthathewasacolorist,andsupremelyacolorist。Atthecertainpointineitherarthewasapttobreakawayinafrenzyofdisgustandwreakhimselfuponsomeother。
  Inthesemoodshesometimesdesignedelevationsofbuildings,verystriking,veryoriginal,verychic,veryeverythingbuthabitable。
  Itwasinthiswaythathehadtriedhishandonsculpture,whichhehadatfirstapproachedratherslightinglyasameredecorativeaccessoryofarchitecture。Butithadgrowninhisrespecttillhemaintainedthattheaccessorybusinessoughttobealltheotherway:thattemplesshouldberaisedtoenshrinestatues,notstatuesmadetoornamenttemples;thatwasputtingthecartbeforethehorsewithavengeance。ThiswaswhenhehadcarriedaplasticstudysofarthatthesculptorswhosawitsaidthatBeatonmighthavebeenanarchitect,butwouldcertainlyneverbeasculptor。Atthesametimehedidsomehurried,nervousthingsthathadapopularcharm,andthatsoldinplasterreproductions,totheprofitofanother。Beatonjustlydespisedthepopularcharminthese,aswellasinthepaintingshesoldfromtimetotime;hesaiditwasflatburglarytohavetakenmoneyforthem,andhewouldhavebeenlivingalmostwhollyuponthebountyoftheoldtombstone-cutterinSyracuseifithadnotbeenforthesyndicateletterswhichhesuppliedtoFulkersonfortendollarsaweek。
  Theywereverywelldone,buthehateddoingthemafterthefirsttwoorthree,andhadtobepunchedupforthembyFulkerson,whodidnotceasetoprizethem,andwhoneverfailedtopunchhimup。Beatonbeingwhathewas,Fulkersonwashiscreditoraswellaspatron;andFulkersonbeingwhathewas,hadanenthusiasticpatiencewiththeelusive,facile,adaptable,unpracticalnatureofBeaton。Hewasveryproudofhisart-
  letters,ashecalledthem;butthenFulkersonwasproudofeverythinghesecuredforhissyndicate。Thefactthathehadsecureditgaveitvalue;hefeltasifhehadwrittenithimself。
  Onearttroduponanother'sheelswithBeaton。Thedaybeforehehadrusheduponcanvastheconceptionofapicturewhichhesaidtohimselfwasglorious,andtoothersatthetabled'hoteofMaroniwasnotbad。
  Hehadworkedatitinafurytillthelightfailedhim,andheexecratedthedyingday。ButhelithislampandtransferredtheprocessofhisthinkingfromthecanvastotheopeningofthesyndicateletterwhichbeknewFulkersonwouldbecomingforinthemorning。Heremainedtalkingsolongafterdinnerinthesamestrainashehadpaintedandwritteninthathecouldnotfinishhisletterthatnight。Thenextmorning,whilehewasmakinghisteaforbreakfast,thepostmanbroughthimaletterfromhisfatherenclosingalittlecheck,andbegginghimwithtender,almostdeferential,urgencetocomeaslightlyuponhimaspossible,forjustnowhisexpenseswereveryheavy。ItbroughttearsofshameintoBeaton'seyes——thefine,smouldering,floatingeyesthatmanyladiesadmired,underthethickbang——andhesaidtohimselfthatifhewerehalfamanhewouldgohomeandgotoworkcuttinggravestonesinhisfather'sshop。Buthewouldwait,atleast,tofinishhispicture;andasasoptohisconscience,tostayitsimmediateravening,heresolvedtofinishthatsyndicateletterfirst,andborrowenoughmoneyfromFulkersontobeabletosendhisfather'scheckback;or,ifnotthat,thentoreturnthesumofitpartlyinFulkerson'scheck。WhilehestillteemedwithbothofthesegoodintentionstheoldmanfromwhomhewasmodellinghisheadofJudascame,andBeatonsawthathemustgetthroughwithhimbeforehefinishedeitherthepictureortheletter;hewouldhavetopayhimforthetime,anyway。HeutilizedtheremorsewithwhichhewastinglingtogivehisJudasanexpressionwhichhefoundnovelinthetreatmentofthatcharacter——alookofsuchtouching,appealingself-
  abhorrencethatBeaton'sartisticjoyinitamountedtorapture;betweenthebreathlessmomentswhenheworkedindeadsilenceforaneffectthatwastryingtoescapehim,hesangandwhistledfragmentsofcomicopera。
  InoneofthehushestherecameablowontheoutsideofthedoorthatmadeBeatonjump,andswearwithamodifiedprofanitythatmergeditselfinapostrophicprayer。HeknewitmustbeFulkerson,andafterroaring"Comein!"hesaidtothemodel,"That'lldothismorning,Lindau。"
  FulkersonsquaredhisfeetinfrontofthebustandcompareditbyfleetingglanceswiththeoldmanashegotstifflyupandsufferedBeatontohelphimonwithhisthin,shabbyovercoat。
  "Canyoucometo-morrow,Lindau?"
  "No,notto-morrow,Mr。Peaton。Ihaftozitfortheyoungladties。"
  "Oh!"saidBeaton。"Wet-more'sclass?IsMissLeightondoingyou?"
  "Idon'tknowtheirnamess,"Lindaubegan,whenFulkersonsaid:
  "Hopeyouhaven'tforgottenmine,Mr。Lindau?ImetyouwithMr。MarchatMaroni'sonenight。"Fulkersonofferedhimauniversallyshakablehand。
  "Ohyes!Iamgladttozeeyouagain,Mr。Vulkerson。AndMr。Marge——hedon'tzeemtogomeanymore?"
  "Uptohiseyesinwork。BeenmovingonfromBostonandgettingsettled,andstartinginonourenterprise。Beatonherehasn'tgotaveryflatteringlikenessofyou,hey?Well,good-morning,"hesaid,forLindauappearednottohaveheardhimandwasescapingwithabowthroughthedoor。
  Beatonlitacigarettewhichhepinchednervouslybetweenhislipsbeforehespoke。"You'vecomeforthatletter,Isuppose,Fulkerson?Itisn'tdone。"
  Fulkersonturnedfromstaringatthebusttowhichhehadmounted。"Whatyoufrettingaboutthatletterfor?Idon'twantyourletter。"
  Beatonstoppedbitinghiscigaretteandlookedathim。"Don'twantmyletter?Oh,verygood!"hebristledup。Hetookhiscigarettefromhislips,andblewthesmokethroughhisnostrils,andthenlookedatFulkerson。
  "No;Idon'twantyourletter;Iwantyou。"
  Beacondisdainedtoaskanexplanation,butheinternallyloweredhiscrest,whilehecontinuedtolookatFulkersonwithoutchanginghisdefiantcountenance。ThissuitedFulkersonwellenough,andhewentonwithrelish,"I'mgoingoutofthesyndicatebusiness,oldman,andI'monanewthing。"Heputhislegoverthebackofachairandrestedhisfootonitsseat,and,withonehandinhispocket,helaidtheschemeof'EveryOtherWeek'beforeBeatonwiththehelpoftheother。Theartistwentabouttheroom,meanwhile,withaneffectofindifferencewhichbynomeansoffendedFulkerson。Hetooksomewaterintohismouthfromatumbler,whichheblewinafinemistovertheheadofJudasbeforeswathingitinadirtycottoncloth;hewashedhisbrushesandsethispalette;heputuponhiseaselthepicturehehadblockedonthedaybefore,andstaredatitwithagloomyface;thenhegatheredthesheetsofhisunfinishedlettertogetherandslidthemintoadrawerofhiswriting-desk。BythetimehehadfinishedandturnedagaintoFulkerson,Fulkersonwassaying:"IdidthinkwecouldhavethefirstnumberoutbyNew-Year's;butitwilltakelongerthanthat——amonthlonger;butI'mnotsorry,fortheholidayskilleverything;andbyFebruary,orthemiddleofFebruary,peoplewillgettheirbreathagainandbegintolookroundandaskwhat'snew。Thenwe'llreplyinthelanguageofShakespeareandMilton,'EveryOtherWeek;anddon'tyouforgetit。'"
  Hetookdownhislegandasked,"Gotapipeof'baccyanywhere?"
  BeatonnoddedataclaystemstickingoutofaJapanesevaseofbronzeonhismantel。"There'syours,"hesaid;andFulkersonsaid,"Thanks,"andfilledthepipeandsatdownandbegantosmoketranquilly。
  Beatonsawthathewouldhavetospeaknow。"Andwhatdoyouwantwithme?"
  "You?Ohyes,"Fulkersonhumorouslydramatizedareturntohimselffromapensiveabsence。"Wantyoufortheartdepartment。"
  Beatonshookhishead。"I'mnotyourman,Fulkerson,"hesaid,compassionately。"Youwantamorepracticalhand,onethat'sintouchwithwhat'sgoing。I'mgettingfurtherandfurtherawayfromthiscenturyanditsclaptrap。Idon'tbelieveinyourenterprise;Idon'trespectit,andIwon'thaveanythingtodowithit。Itwould-chokeme,thatkindofthing。"
  "That'sallright,"saidFulkerson。Heesteemedamanwhowasnotgoingtolethimselfgocheap。"Orifitisn't,wecanmakeit。YouandMarchwillpulltogetherfirst-rate。Idon'tcarehowmuchidealyouputintothething;themorethebetter。Icanlookaftertheotherendoftheschoonermyself。"
  "Youdon'tunderstandme,"saidBeaton。"I'mnottryingtogetariseoutofyou。I'minearnest。Whatyouwantissomemanwhocanhavepatiencewithmediocrityputtingonthestyleofgenius,andwithgeniusturningmediocrityonhishands。Ihaven'tanyluckwithmen;Idon'tgetonwiththem;I'mnotpopular。"Beatonrecognizedthefactwiththesatisfactionwhichitsomehowalwaysbringstohumanpride。
  "Somuchthebetter!"Fulkersonwasreadyforhimatthispoint。
  "Idon'twantyoutoworktheold-establishedracketthereputations。
  WhenIwantthemI'llgotothemwithapocketfulofrocks——knock-downargument。Butmyideaistodealwiththevolunteermaterial。Lookatthewaytheperiodicalsarecarriedonnow!Names!names!names!Inacountrythat'sjustboilingoverwithliteraryandartisticabilityofeverykindthenewfellowshavenochance。Theeditorsallengagetheirmaterial。Idon'tbelievetherearefiftyvolunteercontributionsprintedinayearinalltheNewYorkmagazines。It'sallwrong;it'ssuicidal。'EveryOtherWeek'isgoingbacktothegoodoldanonymoussystem,theonlyfairsystem。It'sworkedwellinliterature,anditwillworkwellinart。"
  "Itwon'tworkwellinart,"saidBeaton。"Thereyouhaveatotallydifferentsetofconditions。Whatyou'llgetbyinvitingvolunteerillustrationswillbealotofamateurtrash。Andhowareyougoingtosubmityourliteratureforillustration?Itcan'tbedone。Atanyrate,Iwon'tundertaketodoit。"
  "We'llgetupaSchoolofIllustration,"saidFulkerson,withcynicalsecurity。"Youcanreadthethingsandexplain'em,andyourpupilscanmaketheirsketchesunderyoureye。Theywouldn'tbemuchfurtheroutthanmostillustrationsareiftheyneverknewwhattheywereillustrating。Youmightselectfromwhatcomesinandmakeupasortofpictorialvariationstotheliteraturewithoutanyparticularreferencetoit。Well,Iunderstandyoutoaccept?"
  "No,youdon't。"
  "Thatis,toconsenttohelpuswithyouradviceandcriticism。That'sallIwant。Itwon'tcommityoutoanything;andyoucanbeasanonymousasanybody。"AtthedoorFulkersonadded:"By-the-way,thenewman——thefellowthat'stakenmyoldsyndicatebusiness——willwantyoutokeepon;
  butIguesshe'sgoingtotrytobeatyoudownonthepriceoftheletters。He'sgoinginforretrenchment。Ibroughtalongacheckforthisone;I'mtopayforthat。"HeofferedBeatonanenvelope。
  "Ican'ttakeit,Fulkerson。Theletter'spaidforalready。"Fulkersonsteppedforwardandlaidtheenvelopeonthetableamongthetubesofpaint。
  "Itisn'tthelettermerely。Ithoughtyouwouldn'tobjecttoalittleadvanceonyour'EveryOtherWeek'worktillyoukindofgotstarted。"
  Beatonremainedinflexible。"Itcan'tbedone,Fulkerson。Don'tItellyouIcan'tsellmyselfouttoathingIdon'tbelievein?Can'tyouunderstandthat?"
  "Ohyes;Icanunderstandthatfirst-rate。Idon'twanttobuyyou;I
  wanttoborrowyou。It'sallright。See?Comeroundwhenyoucan;I'dliketointroduceyoutooldMarch。That'sgoingtobeouraddress。"Heputacardonthetablebesidetheenvelope,andBeatonallowedhimtogowithoutmakinghimtakethecheckback。Hehadrememberedhisfather'splea;thatunnervedhim,andhepromisedhimselfagaintoreturnhisfather'spoorlittlecheckandtoworkonthatpictureandgiveittoFulkersonforthecheckhehadleftandforhisbackdebts。Heresolvedtogotoworkonthepictureatonce;hehadsethispaletteforit;butfirsthelookedatFulkerson'scheck。Itwasforonlyfiftydollars,andthecannyScotchbloodinBeatonrebelled;hecouldnotletthispicturegoforanysuchmoney;hefeltalittlelikeamanwhosegenerosityhasbeentrifledwith。Theconflictofemotionsbrokehimup,andhecouldnotwork。
  IV
  ThedaywastedawayinBeaton'shands;athalf-pastfouro'clockhewentouttoteaatthehouseofaladywhowasAtHomethatafternoonfromfourtillseven。BythistimeBeatonwasinpossessionofoneofthoseotherselvesofwhichweeachhaveseveralaboutus,andwasagainthelaconic,staccato,ratherworldlifiedyoungartistwhosemomentsofacontrolledutteranceandacertaindistinctionofmannerhadcommendedhimtoMrs。Horn'sfancyinthesummeratSt。Barnaby。
  Mrs。Horn'sroomswerelarge,andtheyneverseemedveryfull,thoughthisperhapswasbecausepeoplewerealwayssoquiet。Theladies,whooutnumberedthemententoone,astheyalwaysdoataNewYorktea,weredressedinsympathywiththelowtoneeveryonespokein,andwiththesubduedlightwhichgaveacrepuscularuncertaintytothefewobjects,thedimpictures,theunexcitedupholstery,oftherooms。Onebreathedfreeofbric-a-bracthere,andthenew-comerbreathedsoftlyasonedoesongoingintochurchafterservicehasbegun。Thismightbeasuggestionfromthevoicelessbehavioroftheman-servantwholetyouin,butitwasalsobecauseMrs。Horn'sAtHomewasaceremony,adecorum,andnotfestival。Atfargreaterhousestherewasmoregayety,atricherhousestherewasmorefreedom;thesuppressionatMrs。Horn'swasapersonal,notasocial,effect;itwasaneffluxofhercharacter,demure,silentious,vague,butverycorrect。
  Beatoneasilyfoundhiswaytoheraroundthegroupedskirtsandamongthedetachedfigures,andreceivedapressureofwelcomefromthehandwhichshemomentarilyrelaxedfromthetea-pot。Shesatbehindatableputcrosswiseofaremotecorner,andofferedteatopeoplewhomanieceofhersreceivedprovisionallyorspedfinallyintheouterroom。Theydidnotusuallytaketea,andwhentheydidtheydidnotusuallydrinkit;butBeatonwas,feverishlygladofhiscup;hetookrumandlemoninit,andstoodtalkingatMrs。Horn'ssidetillthenextarrivalshoulddisplacehim:hetalkedinhisFrenchmanner。
  "Ihavebeenhopingtoseeyou,"shesaid。"IwantedtoaskyouabouttheLeightons。Didtheyreallycome?"
  "Ibelieveso。Theyareintown——yes。Ihaven'tseenthem。"
  "Thenyoudon'tknowhowthey'regettingon——thatprettycreature,withhercleverness,andpoorMrs。Leighton?Iwasafraidtheywereventuringonarashexperiment。Doyouknowwheretheyare?"
  "InWestEleventhStreetsomewhere。MissLeightonisinMr。Wetmore'sclass。"
  "Imustlookthemup。Doyouknowtheirnumber?"
  "Notatthemoment。Icanfindout。"
  "Do,"saidMrs。Horn。"Whatcouragetheymusthave,toplungeintoNewYorkasthey'vedone!Ireallydidn'tthinktheywould。Iwonderifthey'vesucceededingettinganybodyintotheirhouseyet?"
  "Idon'tknow,"saidBeaton。
  "IdiscouragedtheircomingallIcould,"shesighed,"andIsupposeyoudid,too。Butit'squiteuselesstryingtomakepeopleinaplacelikeSt。Barnabyunderstandhowitisintown。"
  "Yes,"saidBeaton。Hestirredhistea,whileinwardlyhetriedtobelievethathehadreallydiscouragedtheLeightonsfromcomingtoNewYork。PerhapsthevexationofhisfailuremadehimcallMrs。Horninhisheartafraud。
  "Yes,"shewenton,"itisvery,veryhard。Andwhentheywon'tunderstand,andrushontheirdoom,youfeelthattheyaregoingtoholdyourespons——"
  Mrs。Horn'seyeswanderedfromBeaton;hervoicefalteredinthefadedinterestofherremark,andthenrosewithrenewedvigoringreetingaladywhocameupandstretchedhergloveacrossthetea-cups。
  Beatongothimselfawayandoutofthehousewithamuchbrieferadieutotheniecethanhehadmeanttomake。ThepatronizingcompassionofMrs。
  HornfortheLeightonsfilledhimwithindignationtowardher,towardhimself。Therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnothaveignoredthemashehaddone;buttherewasafeeling。Itwashisnaturetobecareless,andhehadbeenspoiledintorecklessness;heneglectedeverybody,andonlyrememberedthemwhenitsuitedhiswhimorhisconvenience;buthefiercelyresentedtheinattentionsofotherstowardhimself。Hehadnoscrupleaboutbreakinganengagementorfailingtokeepanappointment;
  hemadepromiseswithoutthinkingoftheirfulfilment,andnotbecausehewasafaithlessperson,butbecausehewasimaginative,andexpectedatthetimetodowhathesaid,butwasfickle,andsodidnot。Asmostofhisshortcomingswereofasocietysort,nogreatharmwasdonetoanybodyelse。Hehadcontractedsomewhatthecircleofhisacquaintancebywhatsomepeoplecalledhisrudeness,butmostpeopletreateditashisoddity,andwerepatientwithit。Oneladysaidshevaluedhiscomingwhenhesaidhewouldcomebecauseithadthecharmoftheunexpected。"Onlyitshowsthatitisn'talwaystheunexpectedthathappens,"sheexplained。
  Itdidnotoccurtohimthathisbehaviorwasimmoral;hedidnotrealizethatitwascreatingareputationifnotacharacterforhim。Whilewearestillyoungwedonotrealizethatouractionshavethiseffect。Itseemstousthatpeoplewilljudgeusfromwhatwethinkandfeel。Laterwefindoutthatthisisimpossible;perhapswefinditouttoolate;
  someofusneverfinditoutatall。
  InspiteofhisshameabouttheLeightons,BeatonhadnopresentintentionoflookingthemuporsendingMrs。Horntheiraddress。Asamatteroffact,heneverdidsendit;buthehappenedtomeetMr。Wetmoreandhiswifeattherestaurantwherehedined,andhegotitofthepainterforhimself。HedidnotaskhimhowMissLeightonwasgettingon;butWetmorelaunchedout,withAlmaforatacittext,onthefutilityofwomengenerallygoinginforart。"Evenwhentheyhavetalentthey'vegottoomuchagainstthem。Whereagirldoesn'tseemverystrong,likeMissLeighton,noamountofchicisgoingtohelp。"
  Hiswifedisputedhimonbehalfofhersex,aswomenalwaysdo。
  "No,Dolly,"hepersisted;"she'dbetterbehomemilkingthecowsandleadingthehorsetowater。"
  Doyouthinkshe'dbetterbeuptilltwointhemorningatballsandgoingalldaytoreceptionsandluncheons?"
  "Oh,guessitisn'taquestionofthat,evenifsheweren'tdrawing。
  Youknewthemathome,"hesaidtoBeaton。
  "Yes。"
  "Iremember。Hermothersaidyousuggestedme。Well,thegirlhassomenotionofit;there'snodoubtaboutthat。But——she'sawoman。Thetroublewiththesetalentedgirlsisthatthey'reallwoman。Iftheyweren't,therewouldn'tbemuchchanceforthemen,Beaton。Butwe'vegotProvidenceonourownsidefromthestart。I'mabletowatchalltheirinspirationswithperfectcomposure。Iknowjusthowsoonit'sgoingtoendinnervousbreakdown。Somebodyoughttomarrythemallandputthemoutoftheirmisery。"
  "Andwhatwillyoudowithyourstudentswhoaremarriedalready?"hiswifesaid。Shefeltthatshehadlethimgoonlongenough。
  "Oh,theyoughttogetdivorced。"
  "Yououghttobeashamedtotaketheirmoneyifthat'swhatyouthinkofthem。"
  "Mydear,Ihaveawifetosupport。"
  Beatonintervenedwithaquestion。"DoyoumeanthatMissLeightonisn'tstandingitverywell?"
  "HowdoIknow?Sheisn'tthekindthatbends;she'sthekindthatbreaks。"
  AfteralittlesilenceMrs。Wetmoreasked,"Won'tyoucomehomewithus,Mr。Beaton?"
  "Thankyou;no。Ihaveanengagement。"
  "Idon'tseewhythatshouldpreventyou,"saidWetmore。"Butyoualwayswereapunctiliouscuss。Well!"
  Beatonlingeredoverhiscigar;butnooneelsewhomheknewcamein,andheyieldedtothethreefoldimpulseofconscience,ofcuriosity,ofinclination,ingoingtocallattheLeightons'。Heaskedfortheladies,andthemaidshowedhimintotheparlor,wherehefoundMrs。
  LeightonandMissWoodburn。
  Thewidowmethimwithawelcomeneatlymarkedbyresentment;shemeanthimtofeelthathisnotcomingsoonerhadbeennoticed。MissWoodburnbubbledandgurgledon,anddidwhatshecouldtomitigatehispunishment,butshedidnotfeelauthorizedtostayit,tillMrs。
  Leighton,bystudiedavoidanceofherdaughter'sname,obligedBeatontoaskforher。ThenMissWoodburncaughtupherwork,andsaid,"Ah'llgoandtellher,Mrs。Leighton。"AtthetopofthestairsshefoundAlma,andAlmatriedtomakeitseemasifshehadnotbeenstandingthere。
  "Mahgoodness,chald!there'sthehandsomestyoungmanaskingforyoudownthereyouevahsaw。Alhtoldyou'mothahAhwouldcomeupfo'you。"
  "What——whoisit?"
  "Don'tyouknow?Butbo'couldyou?He'sgotthemostbeautifuleyes,andhewea'shishai'inabang,andhetalksEnglishlikeitwassomethingelse,andhisname'sMr。Beaton。"
  "Didhe-askforme?"saidAlma,withadreamytone。Sheputherhandonthestairsrail,andalittleshiverranoverher。
  "Didn'tItellyou?Ofcoasehedid!Andyououghttogoraghtdownifyouwanttosavethepoo'fellah'slahfe;you'mothah'sjustfreezin'himtodeath。"
  V。
  "Sheis?"criedAlma。"Tchk!"Sheflewdownstairs,andflittedswiftlyintotheroom,andfluttereduptoBeaton,andgavehimacrushinghand-
  shake。
  "Howverykind,ofyoutocomeandseeus,Mr。Beaton!WhendidyoucometoNewYork?Don'tyoufinditwarmhere?We'veonlyjustlightedthefurnace,butwiththismildweatheritseemstooearly。Mammadoeskeepitsohot!"Sherushedaboutopeningdoorsandshuttingregisters,andthencamebackandsatfacinghimfromthesofawithamaskofradiantcordiality。"Howhaveyoubeensincewesawyou?"
  "Verywell,"saidBeaton。"Ihopeyou'rewell,MissLeighton?"
  "Oh,perfectly!IthinkNewYorkagreeswithusbothwonderfully。I
  neverknewsuchair。Andtothinkofournothavingsnowyet!Ishouldthinkeverybodywouldwanttocomehere!Whydon'tyoucome,Mr。Beaton?"
  Beatonliftedhiseyesandlookedather。"I——IliveinNewYork,"hefaltered。
  "InNewYorkCity!"sheexclaimed。
  "Surely,Alma,"saidhermother,"yourememberMr。Beaton'stellingushelivedinNewYork。"
  "ButIthoughtyoucamefromRochester;orwasitSyracuse?。Ialwaysgetthoseplacesmixedup。"
  "ProbablyItoldyoumyfatherlivedatSyracuse。I'vebeeninNewYorkeversinceIcamehomefromParis,"saidBeaton,withtheconfusionofamanwhofeelshimselfplayeduponbyawoman。
  "FromParis!"Almaechoed,leaningforward,withhersmilingmasktighton。"Wasn'titMunichwhereyoustudied?"
  "IwasatMunich,too。ImetWetmorethere。"
  "Oh,doyouknowMr。Wetmore?"
  "Why,Alma,"hermotherinterposedagain,"itwasMr。BeatonwhotoldyouofMr。Wetmore。"
  "Wasit?Why,yes,tobesure。ItwasMrs。HornwhosuggestedMr。
  Ilcomb。Iremembernow。Ican'tthankyouenoughforhavingsentmetoMr。Wetmore,Mr。Beaton。Isn'thedelightful?Ohyes,I'maperfectWetmorian,Icanassureyou。Thewholeclassisthesameway。"
  "IjustmethimandMrs。Wetmoreatdinner,"saidBeaton,attemptingtherecoveryofsomethingthathehadlostthroughthegirl'sshiningeaseandsteelysprightliness。Sheseemedtohimsosmoothandhard,witharepellentelasticityfromwhichhewasflungoff。"Ihopeyou'renotworkingtoohard,MissLeighton?"
  "Ohno!Ienjoyeveryminuteofit,andgrowstrongeronit。DoIlookverymuchwastedaway?"Shelookedhimfullintheface,brilliantlysmiling,andintentionallybeautiful。
  "No,"hesaid,withaslowsadness;"Ineversawyoulookingbetter。"
  "PoorMr。Beaton!"shesaid,inrecognitionofhisdolefultune。"Itseemstobequiteablow。"
  "Ohno——"
  "Irememberallthegoodadviceyouusedtogivemeaboutnotworkingtoohard,andprobablyit'sthatthat'ssavedmylife——thatandthehouse-
  hunting。Hasmammatoldyouofouradventuresingettingsettled?
  Sometimewemust。Itwassuchfun!Anddidn'tyouthinkwewerefortunatetogetsuchaprettyhouse?Youmustseebothourparlors。"
  Shejumpedup,andhermotherfollowedherwithabewilderedlookassheranintothebackparlorandflashedupthegas。
  "Comeinhere,Mr。Beaton。Iwanttoshowyouthegreatfeatureofthehouse。"Sheopenedthelowwindowsthatgaveuponaglazedverandastretchingacrosstheendoftheroom。"JustthinkofthisinNewYork!
  Youcan'tseeitverywellatnight,butwhenthesouthernsunpoursinherealltheafternoon——"
  "Yes,Icanimagineit,"hesaid。Heglancedupatthebird-cagehangingfromtheroof。"IsupposeGypsyenjoysit。"
  "YourememberGypsy?"shesaid;andshemadeacooing,kissinglittlenoiseupatthebird,whorespondeddrowsily。"PooroldGypsum!Well,hesha'n'tbedisturbed。Yes,it'sGyp'sdelight,andColonelWoodburnlikestowritehereinthemorning。Thinkofushavingarealliveauthorinthehouse!AndMissWoodburn:I'msogladyou'veseenher!
  They'reSouthernpeople。"
  "Yes,thatwasobviousinhercase。"
  "Fromheraccent?Isn'titfascinating?Ididn'tbelieveIcouldeverendureSoutherners,butwe'relikeonefamilywiththeWoodburns。I
  shouldthinkyou'dwanttopaintMissWoodburn。Don'tyouthinkhercoloringisdelicious?Andsuchaquaintkindofeighteenth-centurytypeofbeauty!Butshe'sperfectlylovelyeveryway,andeverythingshesaysissofunny。TheSouthernersseemtobesuchgreattalkers;betterthanweare,don'tyouthink?"
  "Idon'tknow,"saidBeaton,inpensivediscouragement。Hewassensibleofbeingmanipulated,operated,buthewashelplesstoescapefromtheperformerortofathomhermotives。Hispensivenesspassedintogloom,andwasdegeneratingintosulkyresentmentwhenhewentaway,afterseveralfailurestogetbacktotheoldgroundhehadheldinrelationtoAlma。HeretrievedsomethingofitwithMrs。Leighton;butAlmaglittereduponhimtothelastwithakeenimpenetrablecandor,achild-
  likesinglenessofglance,coveringunfathomablereserve。
  "Well,Alma,"saidhermother,whenthedoorhadcloseduponhim。
  "Well,mother。"Then,afteramoment,shesaid,witharush:"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtolethimsupposewewerepiquedathisnotcoming?
  DidyousupposeIwasgoingtolethimpatronizeus,orthinkthatwewereintheleastdependentonhisfavororfriendship?"
  Hermotherdidnotattempttoanswerher。Shemerelysaid,"Ishouldn'tthinkhewouldcomeanymore。"
  "Well,wehavegotonsofarwithouthim;perhapswecanlivethroughtherestofthewinter。"
  "Icouldn'thelpfeelingsorryforhim。Hewasquitestupefied。Icouldseethathedidn'tknowwhattomakeofyou。"
  "He'snotrequiredtomakeanythingofme,"saidAlma。
  "Doyouthinkhereallybelievedyouhadforgottenallthosethings?"
  "Impossibletosay,mamma。"
  "Well,Idon'tthinkitwasquiteright,Alma。"
  "I'llleavehimtoyouthenexttime。MissWoodburnsaidyouwerefreezinghimtodeathwhenIcamedown。"
  "Thatwasquitedifferent。But,therewon'tbeanynexttime,I'mafraid,"sighedMrs。Leighton。
  Beatonwenthomefeelingsuretherewouldnot。Hetriedtoreadwhenhegottohisroom;butAlma'slooks,tones,gestures,whirredthroughandthroughthewoofofthestorylikeshuttles;hecouldnotkeepthemout,andhefellasleepatlast,notbecauseheforgotthem,butbecauseheforgavethem。Hewasabletosaytohimselfthathehadbeenjustlycutofffromkindnesswhichheknewhowtovalueinlosingit。HedidnotexpectevertorighthimselfinAlma'sesteem,buthehopedsomedaytoletherknowthathehadunderstood。Itseemedtohimthatitwouldbeagoodthingifsheshouldfinditoutafterhisdeath。Heimaginedherbeingtouchedbyitunderthosecircumstances。
  VI。
  InthemorningitseemedtoBeatonthathehaddonehimselfinjustice。
  WhenheuncoveredhisJudasandlookedatit,hecouldnotbelievethatthemanwhowascapableofsuchworkdeservedthepunishmentMissLeightonhadinflicteduponhim。Hestillforgaveher,butinthepresenceofathinglikethathecouldnothelprespectinghimself;hebelievedthatifshecouldseeitshewouldbesorrythatshehadcutherselfofffromhisacquaintance。Hecarriedthisstrainofconvictionallthroughhissyndicateletter,whichhenowtookoutofhisdeskandfinished,withanincreasingsecurityofhisopinionsandamountingseverityinhisjudgments。Heretaliateduponthegeneralconditionofartamongusthepangsofwoundedvanity,whichAlmahadmadehimfeel,andhefoldeduphismanuscriptandputitinhispocket,almosthealedofhishumiliation。Hehadbeenabletoescapefromitsstingsoentirelywhilehewaswritingthatthenotionofmakinghislifemoreandmoreliterarycommendeditselftohim。Asitwasnowevidentthatthefuturewastobeoneofrenunciation,ofself-forgetting,anobliviontingedwithbitterness,heformlesslyreasonedinfavorofreconsideringhisresolutionagainstFulkerson'soffer。Onemustcallitreasoning,butitwasratherthatswiftinternaldramatizationwhichconstantlygoesoninpersonsofexcitablesensibilities,andwhichnowseemedtosweepBeatonphysicallyalongtowardthe'EveryOtherWeek'office,andcarriedhismindwithlightningcelerityontoatimewhenheshouldhavegiventhatjournalsuchqualityandauthorityinmattersofartashadneverbeenenjoyedbyanyinAmericabefore。Withtheprosperitywhichhemadeattendhisworkhechangedthecharacteroftheenterprise,andwithFulkerson'senthusiasticsupporthegavethepublicanartjournalofashighgradeas'LesLettresetlesArts',andverymuchthatsortofthing。AllthisinvolvednowtheunavailingregretofAlmaLeighton,andnowhisreconciliationwithhertheyweremarriedinGraceChurch,becauseBeatonhadonceseenamarriagethere,andhadintendedtopaintapictureofitsometime。