首页 >出版文学> A Hazard of New Fortunes>第12章
  TheFrenchwordimpliedalongeveningofgeneraltalkamongtheguests,crownedwithalittlechickenatsupper,endingatcock-crow。Herewastea,withmilkorwithlemon-bathsofitandclaret-cupforthehardierspiritsthroughouttheevening。Itwasverynice,verypleasant,butitwasnotthelittlechicken——notthesalon。Infact,heaffirmed,thesalondescendedfromabove,outofthegreatworld,andincludedtheaestheticworldinit。Butourgreatworld——therichpeople,werestupid,withnowishtobeotherwise;theywerenotevencuriousaboutauthorsandartists。Beatonfanciedhimselfspeakingimpartially,andsoheallowedhimselftospeakbitterly;hesaidthatinnoothercityintheworld,exceptVienna,perhaps,weresuchpeoplesolittleapartofsociety。
  "Itisn'taltogethertherichpeople'sfault,"saidMargaret;andshespokeimpartially,too。"Idon'tbelievethattheliterarymenandtheartistswouldlikeasalonthatdescendedtothem。MadameGeoffrin,youknow,wasveryplebeian;herhusbandwasabusinessmanofsomesort。"
  "HewouldhavebeenahowlingswellinNewYork,"saidBeaton,stillimpartially。
  Wetmorecameuptotheircorner,withascrollofbreadandbutterinonehandandacupofteaintheother。Largeandfat,andclean-shaven,helookedlikeamonkineveningdress。
  "Weweretalkingaboutsalons,"saidMargaret。
  "Whydon'tyouopenasalonyourself?"askedWetmore,breathingthicklyfromtheanxietyofgettingthroughthecrowdwithoutspillinghistea。
  "LikepoorLadyBarberinaLemon?"saidthegirl,withalaugh。"Whatagoodstory!Thatideaofawomanwhocouldn'tbeinterestedinanyoftheartsbecauseshewassociallyandtraditionallythematerialofthem!
  Wecan,neverreachthatheightofnonchalanceinthiscountry。"
  "Notifwetriedseriously?"suggestedthepainter。"I'veanideathatiftheAmericansevergavetheirmindstothatsortofthing,theycouldtakethepalm——orthecake,asBeatonherewouldsay——justastheydoineverythingelse。Whenwedohaveanaristocracy,itwillbeanaristocracythatwillgoaheadofanythingtheworldhaseverseen。
  Whydon'tsomebodymakeabeginning,andgoinopenlyforanancestry,andalowermiddleclass,andanhereditarylegislature,andalltherest?We'vegotliveries,andcrests,andpalaces,andcastefeeling。
  We'reallrightasfaraswe'vegone,andwe'vegotthemoneytogoanylength。"
  "Likeyournatural-gasman,Mr。Beaton,"saidthegirl,withasmilingglanceroundathim。
  "Ah!"saidWetmore,stirringhistea,"hasBeatongotanatural-gasman?"
  "Mynatural-gasman,"saidBeaton,ignoringWetmore'squestion,"doesn'tknowhowtoliveinhispalaceyet,andIdoubtifhehasanycastefeeling。Ifancyhisfamilybelievethemselvesvictimsofit。Theysay——oneoftheyoungladiesdoes——thatsheneversawsuchanunsociableplaceasNewYork;nobodycalls。"
  "That'sgood!"saidWetmore。"Isupposethey'reallreadyforcompany,too:goodcook,furniture,servants,carriages?"
  "Galore,"saidBeaton。
  "Well,that'stoobad。There'sachanceforyou,MissVance。Doesn'tyourphilanthropyembracethesociallydestituteaswellasthefinancially?Justthinkofafamilylikethat,withoutafriend,inagreatcity!Ishouldthinkcommoncharityhadadutythere——nottomentiontheuncommon。"
  HedistinguishedthatkindasMargaret'sbyaglanceofironicaldeference。Shehadareputeforgoodworkswhichwasoutofproportiontotheworks,asitalwaysis,butshewasreallyactiveinthatway,underthevagueobligation,whichwenowallfeel,tobehelpful。ShewasofthechurchwhichseemstohavefoundareversiontotheimposingritualofthepastthewaybacktotheearlyidealsofChristianbrotherhood。
  "Oh,theyseemtohaveMr。Beaton,"Margaretanswered,andBeatonfeltobscurelyflatteredbyherreferencetohispatronageoftheDryfooses。
  HeexplainedtoWetmore:"Theyhavemebecausetheypartlyownme。
  DryfoosisFulkerson'sfinancialbackerin'EveryOtherWeek'。"
  "Isthatso?Well,that'sinteresting,too。Aren'tyouratherastonished,MissVance,toseewhatapettythingBeatonismakingofthatmagazineofhis?"
  "Oh,"saidMargaret,"it'ssoverynice,everyway;itmakesyoufeelasifyoudidhaveacountry,afterall。It'saschic——thatdetestablelittleword!——asthosenewFrenchbooks。"
  "Beatonmodelleditonthem。Butyoumustn'tsupposehedoeseverythingabout'EveryOtherWeek';he'dlikeyouto。Beaton,youhaven'tcomeuptothatcoverofyourfirstnumber,since。Thatwasthedesignofoneofmypupils,MissVance——alittlegirlthatBeatondiscovereddowninNewHampshirelastsummer。"
  "Ohyes。Andhaveyougreathopesofher,Mr。Wetmore?"
  "SheseemstohavemoreloveofitandknackforitthananyoneofhersexI'veseenyet。Itreallylookslikeacaseofartforart'ssake,attimes。Butyoucan'ttell。They'reliabletogetmarriedatanymoment,youknow。Lookhere,Beaton,whenyournatural-gasmangetstothepicture-buyingstageinhisdevelopment,justrememberyouroldfriends,willyou?Youknow,MissVance,thosenewfellowshavetheirregularstages。Theyneverknowwhattodowiththeirmoney,buttheyfindoutthatpeoplebuypictures,atonepoint。Theyshutyourthingsupintheirhouseswherenobodycomes,andafterawhiletheyovereatthemselves——theydon'tknowwhat,elsetodo——anddieofapoplexy,andleaveyourpicturestoagallery,andthentheyseethelight。It'sslow,butit'sprettysure。Well,IseeBeatonisn'tgoingtomoveon,asheoughttodo;andsoImust。Healwayswasanunconventionalcreature。"
  Wetmorewentaway,butBeatonremained,andheoutstayedseveralotherpeoplewhocameuptospeaktoMissVance。Shewasinterestedineverybody,andshelikedthetalkofthesecleverliterary,artistic,clerical,eventheatricalpeople,andshelikedthesortofcourtwithwhichtheyrecognizedherfashionaswellashercleverness;itwasverypleasanttobetreatedintellectuallyasifshewereoneofthemselves,andsociallyasifshewasnothabituallythesame,butasortofguestinBohemia,adistinguishedstranger。IfitwasArcadiaratherthanBohemia,stillshefeltherqualityofdistinguishedstranger。Theflatteryofittouchedherfancy,andnothervanity;shehadverylittlevanity。Beaton'sdevotionmadethesamesortofappeal;itwasnotsomuchthatshelikedhimasshelikedbeingtheobjectofhisadmiration。
  Shewasagirlofgenuinesympathies,intellectualratherthansentimental。Infact,shewasanintellectualperson,whomqualitiesoftheheartsavedfrombeingdisagreeable,astheysavedherontheotherhandfrombeingworldlyorcruelinherfashionableness。Shehadreadagreatmanybooks,andhadideasaboutthem,quitecourageousandoriginalideas;sheknewaboutpictures——shehadbeeninWetmore'sclass;shewasfondofmusic;shewaswillingtounderstandevenpolitics;inBostonshemighthavebeenagnostic,butinNewYorkshewassincerelyreligious;
  shewasveryaccomplished;andperhapsitwashergoodnessthatpreventedherfeelingwhatwasnotbestinBeaton。
  "Doyouthink,"shesaid,aftertheretreatofoneofthecomersandgoersleftheralonewithhimagain,"thatthoseyoungladieswouldlikemetocallonthem?"
  "Thoseyoungladies?"Beatonechoed。"MissLeightonand——"
  "No;Ihavebeentherewithmyaunt'scardsalready。"
  "Ohyes,"saidBeaton,asifhehadknownofit;headmiredthepluckandpridewithwhichAlmahadrefrainedfromevermentioningthefacttohim,andhadkepthermotherfrommentioningit,whichmusthavebeendifficult。
  "ImeantheMissDryfooses。Itseemsreallybarbarous,ifnobodygoesnearthem。Wedoallkindsofthings,andhelpallkindsofpeopleinsomeways,butweletstrangersremainstrangersunlesstheyknowhowtomaketheirwayamongus。"
  "TheDryfoosescertainlywouldn'tknowhowtomaketheirwayamongyou,"
  saidBeaton,withasortofdreamyabsenceinhistone。
  MissVancewenton,speakingouttheprocessofreasoninginhermind,ratherthananyconclusionsshehadreached。"Wedefendourselvesbytryingtobelievethattheymusthavefriendsoftheirown,orthattheywouldthinkuspatronizing,andwouldn'tlikebeingmadetheobjectsofsocialcharity;buttheyneedn'treallysupposeanythingofthekind。"
  "Idon'timaginetheywould,"saidBeaton。"Ithinkthey'dbeonlytoohappytohaveyoucome。Butyouwouldn'tknowwhattodowitheachother,indeed,MissVance。"
  "Perhapsweshalllikeeachother,"saidthegirl,bravely,"andthenweshallknow。WhatChurcharetheyof?"
  "Idon'tbelievethey'reofany,"saidBeaton。"ThemotherwasbroughtupaDunkard。"
  "ADunkard?"
  Beatontoldwhatheknewoftheprimitivesect,withitsearlyChristianpolity,itsliteralinterpretationofChrist'sethics,anditsquaintceremonialoffoot-washing;hemadesomethingpicturesqueofthat。
  "ThefatherisaMammon-worshipper,pureandsimple。Isupposetheyoungladiesgotochurch,butIdon'tknowwhere。Theyhaven'ttriedtoconvertme。"
  "I'lltellthemnottodespair——afterI'veconvertedthem,"saidMissVance。"Willyouletmeuseyouasa'pointd'appui',Mr。Beaton?"
  "Anywayyoulike。Ifyou'rereallygoingtoseethem,perhapsI'dbettermakeaconfession。Ileftyourbanjowiththem,afterIgotitputinorder。"
  "Howverynice!Thenwehaveacommoninterestalready。"
  "Doyoumeanthebanjo,or——"
  "Thebanjo,decidedly。Whichofthemplays?"
  "Neither。Buttheeldestheardthatthebanjowas'alltherage,'astheyoungestsays。Perhapsyoucanpersuadethemthatgoodworksaretherage,too。"
  BeatonhadnoverylivelybeliefthatMargaretwouldgotoseetheDryfooses;hedidsofewofthethingsheproposedthathewentuponthetheorythatothersmustbeasfaithless。Still,hehadacruelamusementinfiguringthepossibleencounterbetweenMargaretVance,withherintellectualelegance,hereagersympathiesandgenerousideals,andthosegirlswiththeirrudepast,theirfalseanddistortedperspective,theirsordidandhungryselfishness,andtheirfaithintheomnipotenceoftheirfather'swealthwoundedbytheirexperienceofitspresentsocialimpotence。Atthebottomofhishearthesympathizedwiththemratherthanwithher;hewasmorelikethem。
  Peoplehadceasedcoming,andsomeofthemweregoing。MissVancesaidshemustgo,too,andshewasabouttorise,whenthehostcameupwithMarch;Beatonturnedaway。
  "MissVance,IwanttointroduceMr。March,theeditorof'EveryOtherWeek。'Yououghtn'ttoberestrictedtotheartdepartment。Weliteraryfellowsthinkthatarmoftheservicegetstoomuchoftheglorynowadays。"HisbanterwasforBeaton,buthewasalreadybeyondear-
  shot,andthehostwenton:
  Mr。MarchcantalkwithyouaboutyourfavoriteBoston。He'sjustturnedhisbackonit。"
  "Oh,Ihopenot!"saidMissVance。"Ican'timagineanybodyvoluntarilyleavingBoston。"
  "Idon'tsayhe'ssobadasthat,"saidthehost,committingMarchtoher。"HecametoNewYorkbecausehecouldn'thelpit——liketherestofus。Ineverknowwhetherthat'sacomplimenttoNewYorkornot。"
  TheytalkedBostonalittlewhile,withoutfindingthattheyhadcommonacquaintancethere;MissVancemusthaveconcludedthatsocietywasmuchlargerinBostonthanshehadsupposedfromhervisitsthere,orelsethatMarchdidnotknowmanypeopleinit。Butshewasnotagirltocaremuchfortheinferencesthatmightbedrawnfromsuchconclusions;
  sheratherpridedherselfupondespisingthem;andshegaveherselftothepleasureofbeingtalkedtoasifshewereofMarch'sownage。
  Intheglowofhersympatheticbeautyandelegancehetalkedhisbest,andtriedtoamuseherwithhisjokes,whichhehadtheartoftingeingwithalittleseriousnessononeside。Hemadeherlaugh;andheflatteredherbymakingherthink;inherturnshecharmedhimsomuchbyenjoyingwhathesaidthathebegantobragofhiswife,asagoodhusbandalwaysdoeswhenanotherwomancharmshim;andsheasked,OhwasMrs。Marchthere;andwouldheintroduceher?
  SheaskedMrs。Marchforheraddress,andwhethershehadaday;andshesaidshewouldcometoseeher,ifshewouldlether。Mrs。MarchcouldnotbesoenthusiasticaboutherasMarchwas,butastheywalkedhometogethertheytalkedthegirlover,andagreedaboutherbeautyandheramiability。Mrs。Marchsaidsheseemedveryunspoiledforapersonwhomusthavebeensomuchspoiled。Theytriedtoanalyzehercharm,andtheysucceededinformulatingitasacombinationofintellectualfashionablenessandworldlyinnocence。"Ithink,"saidMrs。March,"thatcitygirls,broughtupasshemusthavebeen,areoftenthemostinnocentofall。Theyneverimaginethewickednessoftheworld,andiftheymarryhappilytheygothroughlifeasinnocentaschildren。
  Everythingcombinestokeepthemso;theveryhollownessofsocietyshieldsthem。Theyaretheloveliestofthehumanrace。Butperhapstheresthavetopaytoomuchforthem。"
  "ForsuchanexquisitecreatureasMissVance,"saidMarch,"wecouldn'tpaytoomuch。"
  Awildlaughingcrysuddenlybrokeupontheairatthestreet-crossinginfrontofthem。Agirl'svoicecalledout:"Run,run,Jen!Thecopperisafteryou。"Awoman'sfigurerushedstumblingacrossthewayandintotheshadowofthehouses,pursuedbyaburlypoliceman。
  "Ah,butifthat'spartoftheprice?"
  Theywentalongfallenfromthegayspiritoftheirtalkintoasilencewhichhebrokewithasigh。"Canthatpoorwretchandtheradiantgirlweleftyonderreallybelongtothesamesystemofthings?Howimpossibleeachmakestheotherseem!"
  VI。
  Mrs。Hornbelievedintheworldandinsocietyanditsunwrittenconstitutiondevoutly,andshetoleratedherniece'sbenevolentactivitiesasshetoleratedheraestheticsympathiesbecausethesethings,howeveroddly,weretolerated——evenencouraged——bysociety;
  andtheygaveMargaretacharm。Theymadeheroriginalityinteresting。
  Mrs。Horndidnotintendthattheyshouldevergosofarastomakehertroublesome;anditwaswithasenseofthisabeyantauthorityofheraunt'sthatthegirlaskedherapprovalofherproposedcallupontheDryfooses。Sheexplainedaswellasshecouldthesocialdestitutionoftheseopulentpeople,andshehadofcoursetonameBeatonasthesourceofherknowledgeconcerningthem。
  "DidMr。Beatonsuggestyourcallingonthem?"
  "No;heratherdiscouragedit。"
  "Andwhydoyouthinkyououghttogointhisparticularinstance?NewYorkisfullofpeoplewhodon'tknowanybody。"
  Margaretlaughed。"Isupposeit'slikeanyothercharity:youreachthecasesyouknowof。Theothersyousayyoucan'thelp,andyoutrytoignorethem。"
  "It'sveryromantic,"saidMrs。Horn。"Ihopeyou'vecountedthecost;
  allthepossibleconsequences。"
  MargaretknewthatheraunthadinmindtheircommonexperiencewiththeLeightons,whom,togivetheircommonconsciencepeace,shehadcalleduponwithheraunt'scardsandexcuses,andaninvitationforherThursdays,somewhattoolatetomakethevisitseemawelcometoNewYork。Shewassocoldlyreceived,notsomuchforherselfasinherqualityofenvoy,thatherauntexperiencedallthecomfortwhichvicariouspenancebrings。Shedidnotperhapsconsidersufficientlyherniece'sguiltlessnessintheexpiation。MargaretwasnotwithheratSt。Barnabyinthefatalfortnightshepassedthere,andneversawtheLeightonstillshewenttocalluponthem。Shenevercomplained:thestrainofasceticism,whichmysteriouslyexistsinusall,andmakesusputpeas,boiledorunboiled,inourshoes,gaveherpatiencewiththesnubwhichtheLeightonspresentedherforheraunt。Butnowshesaid,withthisinmind:"Nothingseemssimplerthantogetridofpeopleifyoudon'twantthem。Youmerelyhavetoletthemalone。"
  "Itisn'tsopleasant,lettingthemalone,"saidMrs。Horn。
  "Orhavingthemletyoualone,"saidMargaret;forneitherMrs。LeightonnorAlmahadevercometoenjoythebelatedhospitalityofMrs。Horn'sThursdays。
  "Yes,orhavingthemletyoualone,"Mrs。Horncourageouslyconsented。
  "AndallthatIaskyou,Margaret,istobesurethatyoureallywanttoknowthesepeople。"
  "Idon't,"saidthegirl,seriously,"intheusualway。"
  "Thenthequestioniswhetheryoudointheunusualway。Theywillbuildagreatdealuponyou,"saidMrs。Horn,realizinghowmuchtheLeightonsmusthavebuiltuponher,andhowmuchoutofproportiontoherdeserttheymustnowdislikeher;forsheseemedtohavehadthemonhermindfromthetimetheycame,andhadalwaysmeanttorecognizeanyreasonableclaimtheyhaduponher。
  "Itseemsveryodd,verysad,"Margaretreturned,"thatyounevercouldactunselfishlyinsocietyaffairs。IfIwishedtogoandseethosegirlsjusttodothemapleasure,andperhapsbecauseifthey'restrangeandlonely,Imightdothemgood,even——itwouldbeimpossible。"
  "Quite,"saidheraunt。"Suchathingwouldbequixotic。Societydoesn'trestuponanysuchbasis。Itcan't;itwouldgotopieces,ifpeopleactedfromunselfishmotives。"
  "Thenit'sapaintedsavage!"saidthegirl。"Allitsfavorsarereallybargains。It'sgiftsareforgiftsbackagain。"
  "Yes,thatistrue,"saidMrs。Horn,withnomoresenseofwronginthefactthanthepoliticaleconomisthasinthefactthatwagesarethemeasureofnecessityandnotofmerit。"Yougetwhatyoupayfor。It'samatterofbusiness。"Shesatisfiedherselfwiththisformula,whichshedidnotinvent,asfullyasifitwereareason;butshedidnotdislikeherniece'srevoltagainstit。ThatwaspartofMargaret'soriginality,whichpleasedherauntinproportiontoherownconventionality;shewasreallyatimidperson,andshelikedtheshowofcouragewhichMargaret'smagnanimityoftenreflecteduponher。Shehadthroughherarepute,withpeoplewhodidnotknowherwell,forintellectualandmoralqualities;shewassupposedtobeliteraryandcharitable;shealmosthadopinionsandideals,butreallyfellshortoftheirpossession。Shethoughtthatshesetboundstothegirl'soriginalitybecausesherecognizedthem。Margaretunderstoodthisbetterthanheraunt,andknewthatshehadconsultedheraboutgoingtoseetheDryfoosesoutofdeference,andwithnoexpectationofluminousinstruction。Shewasusedtobeingalawtoherself,butsheknewwhatshemightandmightnotdo,sothatshewasratheraby-law。Shewasthekindofgirlthatmighthavefanciesforartistsandpoets,butmightendbymarryingaprosperousbroker,andleaveningavastlumpofmoneyedandfashionablelifewithherculture,generosity,andgood-will。Theintellectualinterestswerefirstwithher,butshemightbeequaltosacrificingthem;shehadthebestheart,butshemightknowhowtohardenit;ifshewaseccentric,hersocialorbitwasdefined;cometsthemselvestraversespaceonfixedlines。Shewaslikeeveryoneelse,acongeriesofcontradictionsandinconsistencies,butobedienttothegeneralexpectationofwhatagirlofherpositionmustandmustnotfinallybe。Provisionally,shewasverymuchwhatshelikedtobe。
  VII
  MargaretVancetriedtogiveherselfsomereasonforgoingtocallupontheDryfooses,butshecouldfindnonebetterthanthewishtodoakindthing。Thisseemedqueererandlessandlesssufficientassheexaminedit,andsheevenadmittedalittlecuriosityasaharmlesselementinhermotive,withoutbeingverywellsatisfiedwithit。Shetriedtoaddaslightsenseofsocialduty,andthenshedecidedtohavenomotiveatall,butsimplytopayhervisitasshewouldtoanyothereligiblestrangersshesawfittocallupon。Sheperceivedthatshemustbeverycarefulnottoletthemseethatanyotherimpulsehadgovernedher;shedetermined,ifpossible,toletthempatronizeher;tobeverymodestandsincereanddiffident,and,aboveall,nottoplayapart。Thiswaseasy,comparedwiththechoiceofamannerthatshouldconveytothemthefactthatshewasnotplayingapart。WhenthehesitatingIrishserving-
  manhadacknowledgedthattheladieswereathome,andhadtakenhercardtothem,shesatwaitingfortheminthedrawing-room。Herstudyofitsappointments,withtheirimpersonalcostliness,gavehernosuggestionhowtoproceed;thetwosisterswereuponherbeforeshehadreallydecided,andsherosetomeetthemwiththeconvictionthatshewasgoingtoplayapartforwantofsomechosenmeansofnotdoingso。Shefoundherself,beforesheknewit,makingherbanjoapropertyinthelittlecomedy,andprofessingsomuchpleasureinthefactthatMissDryfooswastakingitup;shehadherselfbeensomuchinterestedbyit。Anything,shesaid,wasarelieffromthepiano;andthen,betweentheguitarandthebanjo,onemustreallychoosethebanjo,unlessonewantedtodevoteone'swholenaturallifetotheviolin。Ofcourse,therewasthemandolin;butMargaretaskediftheydidnotfeelthatthebitofshellyoustruckitwithinterposedadistancebetweenyouandtherealsouloftheinstrument;andthenitdidhavesuchafaint,mosquitoylittletone!
  Shemademuchofthequestion,whichtheylefthertodebatealonewhiletheygazedsolemnlyathertillshecharacterizedthetoneofthemandolin,whenMelabrokeintoalarge,coarselaugh。
  "Well,that'sjustwhatitdoessoundlike,"sheexplaineddefiantlytohersister。"Ialwaysfeellikeitwasgoingtosettlesomewhere,andI
  wanttohitmyselfaslapbeforeitbeginstobite。Idon'tseewhateverbroughtsuchathingintofashion。"
  Margarethadnotexpectedtobesopowerfullyseconded,andsheasked,aftergatheringherselftogether,"Andyouarebothlearningthebanjo?"
  "My,no!"saidMela,"I'vegonethroughenoughwiththepiano。Christineislearnun'it。"
  "I'msogladyouaremakingmybanjousefulattheoutset,MissDryfoos。"
  Bothgirlsstaredather,butfoundithardtocopewiththefactthatthiswastheladyfriendwhosebanjoBeatonhadlentthem。"Mr。Beatonmentionedthathehadleftithere。Ihopeyou'llkeepitaslongasyoufindituseful。"
  AtthisamiablespeechevenChristinecouldnothelpthankingher。
  "Ofcourse,"shesaid,"Iexpecttogetanother,rightoff。Mr。Beatonisgoingtochooseitforme。"
  "Youareveryfortunate。Ifyouhaven'tateacheryetIshouldsoliketorecommendmine。"
  Melabrokeoutinherlaughagain。"Oh,IguessChristine'sprettywellsuitedwiththeoneshe'sgot,"shesaid,withinsinuation。Hersistergaveherafrowningglance,andMargaretdidnottempthertoexplain。
  "Thenthat'smuchbetter,"shesaid。"Ihaveakindofsuperstitioninsuchmatters;Idon'tliketomakeasecondchoice。InashopIliketotakethefirstthingofthekindI'mlookingfor,andevenifIchoosefurtherIcomebacktotheoriginal。"
  "Howfunny!"saidMela。"Well,now,I'mjusttheotherway。Ialwaystakethelastthing,afterI'vepickedoveralltherest。Myluckalwaysseemstobeatthebottomoftheheap。Now,Christine,she'smorelikeyou。Ibelieveshecouldwalkrightupblindfoldedandputherhandonthethingshewantseverytime。"
  "I'mlikefather,"saidChristine,softenedalittlebythecelebrationofherpeculiarity。"Hesaysthereasonsomanypeopledon'tgetwhattheywantisthattheydon'twantitbadenough。Now,whenIwantathing,itseemstomethatIwantitallthrough。"
  "Well,that'sjustlikefather,too,"saidMela。"That'sthewayhedonewhenhegotthateighty-acrepiecenexttoMoffittthathekeptwhenhesoldthefarm,andthat'sgotsomeofthebestgas-wellsonitnowthatthereisanywhere。"Sheaddressedtheexplanationtohersister,totheexclusionofMargaret,who,nevertheless,listenedwithasmilingfaceandaresolutelypoliteairofbeingapartytotheconversation。Melarewardedheramiabilitybysayingtoher,finally,"You'veneverbeeninthenatural-gascountry,haveyou?"
  "Ohno!AndIshouldsomuchliketoseeit!"saidMargaret,withafervorthatwaspartly,voluntary。
  "Wouldyou?Well,we'rekindofsickofit,butIsupposeitwouldstrikeastranger。"
  "Inevergottiredoflookingatthebigwellswhentheylitthemup,"
  saidChristine。"Itseemsasiftheworldwasonfire。"
  "Yes,andwhenyouseethesurface-gasburnun'downinthewoods,likeitusedtobyourspring-house-sostill,andneverspreadun'any,justlikeabedofsomekindofwildflowerswhenyouketchsightofitapieceoff。"
  Theybegantotellofthewondersoftheirstrangelandinanantiphonyofreminiscencesanddescriptions;theyunconsciouslyimputedamerittothemselvesfromthenumberandviolenceofthewellsontheirfather'sproperty;theybraggedofthehighcivilizationofMoffitt,whichtheycomparedtoitsadvantagewiththatofNewYork。TheybecameexcitedbyMargaret'sinterestinnaturalgas,andforgottobesuspiciousandenvious。
  Shesaid,assherose,"Oh,howmuchIshouldliketoseeitall!"Thenshemadealittlepause,andadded:
  "I'msosorrymyaunt'sThursdaysareover;sheneverhasthemafterLent,butwe'retohavesomepeopleTuesdayeveningatalittleconcertwhichamusicalfriendisgoingtogivewithsomeotherartists。Therewon'tbeanybanjos,I'mafraid,butthere'llbesomeverygoodsinging,andmyauntwouldbesogladifyoucouldcomewithyourmother。"
  Sheputdownheraunt'scardonthetablenearher,whileMelagurgled,asifitwerethebestjoke:"Oh,my!Mothernevergoesanywhere;youcouldn'tgetheroutforloveormoney。"ButshewasherselfoverwhelmedwithasimplejoyatMargaret'spoliteness,andshoweditinasensuousway,likeachild,asifshehadbeentickled。ShecameclosertoMargaretandseemedabouttofawnphysicallyuponher。
  "Ain'tshejustaslovelyasshecanlive?"shedemandedofhersisterwhenMargaretwasgone。
  "Idon'tknow,"saidChristine。"IguessshewantedtoknowwhoMr。Beatonhadbeenlendingherbanjoto。"
  "Pshaw!Doyousupposeshe'sinlovewithhim?"askedMela,andthenshebrokeintoherhoarselaughatthelookhersistergaveher。"Well,don'teatme,Christine!Iwonderwhosheis,anyway?I'mgoun'togititoutofMr。Beatonthenexttimehecalls。Iguessshe'ssomebody。
  Mrs。Mandelcantell。Iwishthatoldfriendofherswouldhurryupandgitwell——orsomething。ButIguessweappearedaboutaswellasshedid。Icouldseeshewasafraidofyou,Christine。Ireckonit'sgittun'aroundalittleaboutfather;andwhenitdoesIdon'tbelieveweshallwantforcallers。Say,areyougoun'?Tothatconcertoftheirs?"
  "Idon'tknow。NottillIknowwhotheyarefirst。"
  "Well,we'vegottohumpourselvesifwe'regoun'tofindoutbeforeTuesday。"
  AsshewenthomeMargaretfeltwroughtinherthatmostincredibleofthemiracles,which,nevertheless,anyonemaymakehisexperience。Shefeltkindlytothesegirlsbecauseshehadtriedtomakethemhappy,andshehopedthatintheinterestshehadshowntherehadbeennoneofthepoisonofflattery。Shewasawarethatthiswasarisksheraninsuchanattempttodogood。IfshehadescapedthiseffectshewaswillingtoleavetherestwithProvidence。
  VIII。
  ThenotionthatagirlofMargaretVance'straditionswouldnaturallyformofgirlslikeChristineandMelaDryfooswouldbethattheywereabashedinthepresenceofthenewconditionsoftheirlives,andthattheymustreceivetheadvanceshehadmadethemwithacertaingratefulhumility。Howevertheyreceivedit,shehadmadeituponprinciple,fromaromanticconceptionofduty;butthiswasthewaysheimaginedtheywouldreceiveit,becauseshethoughtthatshewouldhavedonesoifshehadbeenasignorantandunbredasthey。Hererrorwasinarguingtheirattitudefromherowntemperament,andendowingthem,forthepurposesofargument,withherperspective。Theyhadnotthemeans,intellectualormoral,offeelingasshefancied。Iftheyhadremainedathomeonthefarmwheretheywereborn,Christinewouldhavegrownupthatembodimentofimpassionedsuspicionwhichwefindoftenestinthenarrowestspheres,andMelawouldalwayshavebeenagood-naturedsimpleton;buttheywouldneverhavedoubtedtheirequalitywiththewisestandthefinest。Asitwas,theyhadnotlearnedenoughatschooltodoubtit,andthesplendoroftheirfather'ssuccessinmakingmoneyhadblindedthemforevertoanypossibledifferenceagainstthem。TheyhadnoquestionofthemselvesinthesocialabeyancetowhichtheyhadbeenleftinNewYork。Theyhadbeensurprised,mystified;itwasnotwhattheyhadexpected;theremustbesomemistake。
  Theywerethevictimsofanaccident,whichwouldberepairedassoonasthefactoftheirfather'swealthhadgotaround。Theyhadbeensteadfastintheirfaith,throughalltheirdisappointment,thattheywerenotonlybetterthanmostpeoplebyvirtueofhismoney,butasgoodasany;andtheytookMargaret'svisit,sofarasthey,investigateditsmotive,forasignthatatlastitwasbeginningtogetaround;ofcourse,athingcouldnotgetaroundinNewYorksoquickasitcouldinasmallplace。TheywereconfirmedintheirbeliefbythesensationofMrs。Mandelwhenshereturnedtodutythatafternoon,andtheyconsultedheraboutgoingtoMrs。Horn'smusicale。IfshehadfeltanydoubtatthenamefortherewereHornsandHorns——theaddressonthecardputthematterbeyondquestion;andshetriedtomakeherchargesunderstandwhatapreciouschancehadbefallenthem。Shedidnotsucceed;theyhadnotthepremises,theexperience,forasufficientimpression;andsheundidherworkinpartbytheefforttoexplainthatMrs。Horn'sstandingwasindependentofmoney;thatthoughshewaspositivelyrich,shewascomparativelypoor。ChristineinferredthatMissVancehadcalledbecauseshewishedtobethefirsttogetinwiththemsinceithadbeguntogetaround。ThisviewcommendeditselftoMela,too,butwithoutwarpingherfromheropinionthatMissVancewasallthesametoosweetforanything。Shehadnotsovividaconsciousnessofherfather'smoneyasChristinehad;butshereposedperhapsallthemoreconfidentlyuponitspower。Shewasfarfromthinkingmeanlyofanyonewhothoughthighlyofherforit;thatseemedsonaturalaresultastobeamiable,evenadmirable;shewaswillingthatanysuchpersonshouldgetallthegoodtherewasinsuchanattitudetowardher。
  Theydiscussedthematterthatnightatdinnerbeforetheirfatherandmother,whomostlysatsilentattheirmeals;thefatherfrowningabsentlyoverhisplate,withhisheadclosetoit,andmakingplayintohismouthwiththebackofhisknifehehadgotsofartowardtheuseofhisforkastodespisethosewhostillatefromtheedgeoftheirknives,andthemotherpartlymissinghersattimesinthenervoustremorthatshookherfacefromsidetoside。
  AfterawhilethesubjectofMela'shoarsebabbleandofChristine'shigh-pitched,thin,sharpforaysofassertionanddenialinthefieldwhichhersister'svoiceseemedtocover,madeitswayintotheoldman'sconsciousness,andheperceivedthattheyweretalkingwithMrs。Mandelaboutit,andthathiswifewasfromtimetotimeofferinganirrelevantandmistakencomment。HeagreedwithChristine,andsilentlytookherviewoftheaffairsometimebeforehemadeanysignofhavinglistened。
  Therehadbeenatimeinhislifewhenotherthingsbesideshismoneyseemedadmirabletohim。Hehadoncerespectedhimselfforthehard-
  headed,practicalcommonsensewhichfirstgavehimstandingamonghiscountryneighbors;whichmadehimsupervisor,schooltrustee,justiceofthepeace,countycommissioner,secretaryoftheMoffittCountyAgriculturalSociety。Inthosedayshehadservedthepublicwithdisinterestedzealandproudability;heusedtowritetotheLakeShoreFarmeronagriculturaltopics;hetookpartinopposing,throughtheMoffittpapers,thelegislativewasteofthepeople'smoney;onthequestionofsellingalocalcanaltotherailroadcompany,whichkilledthatfineoldStatework,andletthedryditchgrowuptograss,hemighthavegonetotheLegislature,buthecontentedhimselfwithdefeatingtheMoffittmemberwhohadvotedforthejob。Ifheopposedsomemeasuresforthegeneralgood,likehighschoolsandschoollibraries,itwasbecausehelackedperspective,inhisintenseindividualism,andsuspectedallexpenseofbeingspendthrift。Hebelievedingooddistrictschools,andhehadafondness,crudebutgenuine,forsomekindsofreading——history,andforensicsofanelementarysort。
  Withhisgoodheadforfigureshedoubteddoctorsanddespisedpreachers;
  hethoughtlawyerswereallrascals,butherespectedthemfortheirability;hewasnothimselflitigious,butheenjoyedtheintellectualencountersofadifficultlawsuit,andheoftenattendedasittingofthefalltermofcourt,whenhewenttotown,forthepleasureofhearingthespeeches。Hewasagoodcitizen,andagoodhusband。Asagoodfather,hewasratherseverewithhischildren,andusedtowhipthem,especiallythegentleConrad,whosomehowcrossedhimmost,tillthetwinsdied。
  Afterthatheneverstruckanyofthem;andfromthesightofablowdealtahorseheturnedasifsick。Itwasalongtimebeforeheliftedhimselfupfromhissorrow,andthenthewillofthemanseemedtohavebeenbreachedthroughhisaffections。Heletthegirlsdoastheypleased——thetwinshadbeengirls;heletthemgoawaytoschool,andgotthemapiano。Itwastheywhomadehimsellthefarm。IfConradhadonlyhadtheirspirithecouldhavemadehimkeepit,hefelt;andheresentedthewantofsupporthemighthavefoundinalessyieldingspiritthanhisson's。
  Hismoraldecaybeganwithhisperceptionoftheopportunityofmakingmoneyquicklyandabundantly,whichoffereditselftohimafterhesoldhisfarm。Heawoketoitslowly,fromadesolationinwhichhetastedthelastbitterofhomesickness,theuttermiseryofidlenessandlistlessness。Whenhebrokedownandcriedforthehard-working,wholesomelifehehadlost,hewasneartheendofthisseasonofdespair,buthewasalsoneartheendofwhatwasbestinhimself。
  Hedevolveduponameaneridealthanthatofconservativegoodcitizenship,whichhadbeenhischiefmoralexperience:themoneyhehadalreadymadewithouteffortandwithoutmeritbreditsunholyself-loveinhim;hebegantohonormoney,especiallymoneythathadbeenwonsuddenlyandinlargesums;formoneythathadbeenearnedpainfully,slowly,andinlittleamounts,hehadonlypityandcontempt。Thepoisonofthatambitiontogosomewhereandbesomebodywhichthelocalspeculatorshadinstilledintohimbegantoworkinthevanitywhichhadsucceededhissomewhatscornfulself-respect;herejectedEuropeastheproperfieldforhisexpansion;herejectedWashington;hepreferredNewYork,whitherthemenwhohavemademoneyanddonotyetknowthatmoneyhasmadethem,allinstinctivelyturn。Hecamewherehecouldwatchhismoneybreedmoremoney,andbringgreaterincreaseofitskindinanhourofluckthanthetoilofhundredsofmencouldearninayear。Hecalleditspeculation,stocks,theStreet;andhispride,hisfaithinhimself,mountedwithhisluck。Heexpected,whenhehadsatedhisgreed,tobegintospend,andhehadformulatedanintentiontobuildagreathouse,toaddanothertothepalacesofthecountry-bredmillionaireswhohavecometoadornthegreatcity。Inthemeantimehemadelittleaccountofthethingsthatoccupiedhischildren,excepttofretattheungratefulindifferenceofhissontotheintereststhatcouldalonemakeamanofhim。Hedidnotknowwhetherhisdaughterswereinsocietyornot;withpeoplecomingandgoinginthehousehewouldhavesupposedtheymustbeso,nomatterwhothepeoplewere;insomevaguewayhefeltthathehadhiredsocietyinMrs。Mandel,atsomuchayear。Henevermetasuperiorhimselfexceptnowandthenamanoftwentyorthirtymillionstohisoneortwo,andthenhefelthissoulcreepwithinhim,withoutasenseofsocialinferiority;itwasaquestionoffinancialinferiority;andthoughDryfoos'ssoulboweditselfandcrawled,itwaswithagambler'sadmirationofwonderfulluck。Othermensaidthesemany-millionedmillionairesweresmart,andgottheirmoneybysharppracticestowhichlessermencouldnotattain;butDryfoosbelievedthathecouldcompassthesameends,bythesamemeans,withthesamechances;
  herespectedtheirmoney,notthem。
  WhenhenowheardMrs。Mandelandhisdaughterstalkingofthatperson,whoevershewas,thatMrs。Mandelseemedtothinkhadhonoredhisgirlsbycomingtoseethem,hiscuriositywasprickedasmuchashispridewasgalled。
  "Well,anyway,"saidMela,"Idon'tcarewhetherChristine'sgoon'ornot;Iam。Andyougottogowithme,Mrs。Mandel。"
  "Well,there'salittledifficulty,"saidMrs。Mandel,withherunfailingdignityandpoliteness。"Ihaven'tbeenasked,youknow。"
  "Thenwhatarewegoun'todo?"demandedMela,almostcrossly。Shewasphysicallytooamiable,shefelttoowellcorporeally,evertobequitecross。"Shemight'a'knowed——wellknown——wecouldn't'a'comealone,inNewYork。Idon'tseewhy,wecouldn't。Idon'tcallitmuchofaninvitation。"
  "Isupposeshethoughtyoucouldcomewithyourmother,"Mrs。Mandelsuggested。
  "Shedidn'tsayanythingaboutmother:Didshe,Christine?Or,yes,shedid,too。AndItoldhershecouldn'tgitmotherout。Don'tyouremember?"
  "Ididn'tpaymuchattention,"saidChristine。"Iwasn'tcertainwewantedtogo。"
  "Ireckonyouwasn'tgoun'toletherseethatwecaredmuch,"saidMela,halfreproachful,halfproudofthisattitudeofChristine。"Well,Idon'tseebutwhatwegottostayathome。"Shelaughedatthislameconclusionofthematter。
  "PerhapsMr。Conrad——youcouldveryproperlytakehimwithoutanexpressinvitation——"Mrs。Mandelbegan。
  Conradlookedupinalarmandprotest。"I——Idon'tthinkIcouldgothatevening——"
  "What'sthereason?"hisfatherbrokein,harshly。"You'renotsuchasheepthatyou'reafraidtogointocompanywithyoursisters?Orareyoutoogoodtogowiththem?"
  "Ifit'stobeanythinglikethatnightwhenthemhussiescomeoutanddancedthatway,"saidMrs。Dryfoos,"Idon'tblameCoonrodfornotwantun'togo。Ineversawthebeatofit。"
  Melasentayellinglaughacrossthetabletohermother。"Well,IwishMissVancecould'a'heardthat!Why,mother,didyouthinkitliketheballet?"
  "Well,Ididn'tknow,Mely,child,"saidtheoldwoman。"Ididn'tknowwhatitwaslike。Ihain'tneverbeentoone,andyoucan'tbetookeerfulwhereyougo,inaplacelikeNewYork。"
  "What'sthereasonyoucan'tgo?"Dryfoosignoredthepassagebetweenhiswifeanddaughterinmakingthisdemandofhisson,withasourface。
  "Ihaveanengagementthatnight——it'soneofourmeetings。"
  "Ireckonyoucanletyourmeetinggoforonenight,"saidDryfoos。
  "Itcan'tbesoimportantasallthat,thatyoumustdisappointyoursisters。"
  "Idon'tliketodisappointthosepoorcreatures。Theydependsomuchuponthemeetings——"
  "Ireckontheycanstanditforonenight,"saidtheoldman。Headded,"Thepooryehavewithyoualways。"
  "That'sso,Coonrod,"saidhismother。"It'stheSaviour'sownwords。"
  "Yes,mother。Butthey'renotmeantjustasfatherusedthem。"
  "Howdoyouknowhowtheyweremeant?OrhowIusedthem?"criedthefather。"Nowyoujustmakeyourplanstogowiththegirls,Tuesdaynight。Theycan'tgoalone,andMrs。Mandelcan'tgowiththem。"
  "Pshaw!"saidMela。"Wedon'twanttotakeConradawayfromhismeetun',dowe,Chris?"
  "Idon'tknow,"saidChristine,inherhigh,finevoice。"Theycouldgetalongwithouthimforonenight,asfathersays。"
  "Well,I'mnota-goun'totakehim,"saidMela。"Now,Mrs。Mandel,justthinkoutsomeotherway。Say!What'sthereasonwecouldn'tgetsomebodyelsetotakeusjustaswell?Ain'tthatrulable?"
  "Itwouldbeallowable——"
  "Allowable,Imean,"Melacorrectedherself。
  "Butitmightlookalittlesignificant,unlessitwassomeoldfamilyfriend。"
  "Well,let'sgetMr。Fulkersontotakeus。He'stheoldestfamilyfriendwegot。"
  "Iwon'tgowithMr。Fulkerson,"saidChristine,serenely。
  "Why,I'msure,Christine,"hermotherpleaded,"Mr。Fulkersonisaverygoodyoungman,andveryniceappearun'。"
  Melashouted,"He'stentimesaspleasantasthatoldMr。BeatonofChristine's!"
  Christinemadenoefforttobreaktheconstraintthatfelluponthetableatthissally,butherfathersaid:"Christineisright,Mela。Itwouldn'tdoforyoutogowithanyotheryoungman。Conradwillgowithyou。"
  "I'mnotcertainIwanttogo,yet,"saidChristine。
  "Well,settlethatamongyourselves。Butifyouwanttogo,yourbrotherwillgowithyou。"
  "Ofcourse,Coonrod'llgo,ifhissisterswantshimto,"theoldwomanpleaded。"Ireckonitain'tagoun'tobeanythingverybad;andifitis,Coonrod,whyyoucanjustgitrightupandcomeout。"
  "Itwillbeallright,mother。AndIwillgo,ofcourse。"