"Now,Conrad,here,"saidtheoldman,withasortofpatheticrancor,"wouldratherhavethegloryalone。Ibelievehedon'tevencaremuchforyourkindofglory,either,Mr。Fulkerson。"
FulkersonranhislittleeyescuriouslyoverConrad'sfaceandthenMarch's,asifsearchingforatracethereofsomethinggonebeforewhichwouldenablehimtoreachDryfoos'swholemeaning。Heapparentlyresolvedtolaunchhimselfuponconjecture。"Oh,well,weknowhowConradfeelsaboutthethingsofthisworld,anyway。Ishouldliketotake'emontheplaneofanothersphere,too,sometimes;butInoticedagoodwhileagothatthiswastheworldIwasborninto,andsoImadeupmymindthatIwoulddoprettymuchwhatIsawtherestofthefolksdoingherebelow。AndIcan'tseebutwhatConradrunsthethingonbusinessprinciplesinhisdepartment,andIguessyou'llfinditsoifyoulookintoit。Iconsiderthatwe'reawholeteamandbigdogunderthewagonwithyoutodrawonforsupplies,andMarch,here,attheheadoftheliterarybusiness,andConradinthecounting-room,andmetodotheheavylyingintheadvertisingpart。Oh,andBeaton,ofcourse,intheart。I'mostforgotBeaton——HamletwithHamletleftout。"
Dryfooslookedacrossathisson。"Wasn'tthatthefellow'snamethatwastherelastnight?"
"Yes,"saidConrad。
Theoldmanrose。"Well,IreckonIgottobegoing。Youreadytogoup-town,Conrad?"
"Well,notquiteyet,father。"
TheoldmanshookhandswithMarch,andwentdownstairs,followedbyhisson。
Fulkersonremained。
"Hedidn'tjumpatthechanceyougavehimtocomplimentusallround,Fulkerson,"saidMarch,withasmilenotwhollyofpleasure。
Fulkersonasked,withaslittlejoyinthegrinhehadon,"Didn'thesayanythingtoyoubeforeIcamein?"
"Notaword。"
"DoggedifIknowwhattomakeofit,"sighedFulkerson,"butIguesshe'sbeenhavingatalkwithConradthat'ssouredonhim。Ireckonmaybehecamebackexpectingtofindthatboyreconciledtothegloryofthisworld,andConrad'sshowedhimselfjustassetagainstitasever。"
"Itmighthavebeenthat,"Marchadmitted,pensively。"Ifanciedsomethingofthekindmyselffromwordstheoldmanletdrop。"
Fulkersonmadehimexplain,andthenhesaid:
"That'sit,then;andit'sallright。Conrad'llcomeroundintime;andallwe'vegottodoistohavepatiencewiththeoldmantillhedoes。
Iknowhelikesyou。"Fulkersonaffirmedthisonlyinterrogatively,andlookedsoanxiouslytoMarchforcorroborationthatMarchlaughed。
"Hedissembledhislove,"hesaid;butafterward,indescribingtohiswifehisinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos,hewaslessamusedwiththisfact。
Whenshesawthathewasalittlecastdownbyit,shebegantoencouragehim。"He'sjustacommon,ignorantman,andprobablydidn'tknowhowtoexpresshimself。Youmaybeperfectlysurethathe'sdelightedwiththesuccessofthemagazine,andthatheunderstandsaswellasyoudothatheowesitalltoyou。"
"Ah,I'mnotsosure。Idon'tbelieveaman'sanybetterforhavingmademoneysoeasilyandrapidlyasDryfooshasdone,andIdoubtifhe'sanywiser。Idon'tknowjustthepointhe'sreachedinhisevolutionfromgrubtobeetle,butIdoknowthatsofarasit'sgonetheprocessmusthaveinvolvedabewilderingchangeofidealsandcriterions。Iguesshe'scometodespiseagreatmanythingsthatheoncerespected,andthatintellectualabilityisamongthem——whatwecallintellectualability。
Hemusthaveundergoneamoraldeterioration,anatrophyofthegenerousinstincts,andIdon'tseewhyitshouldn'thavereachedhismentalmake-
up。Hehassharpened,buthehasnarrowed;hissagacityhasturnedintosuspicion,hiscautiontomeanness,hiscouragetoferocity。That'sthewayIphilosophizeamanofDryfoos'sexperience,andIamnotveryproudwhenIrealizethatsuchamanandhisexperiencearetheidealandambitionofmostAmericans。Iratherthinktheycameprettynearbeingmine,once。"
"No,dear,theyneverdid,"hiswifeprotested。
"Well,they'renotlikelytobeinthefuture。TheDryfoosfeatureof'EveryOtherWeek'isthoroughlydistastefultome。"
"Why,buthehasn'treallygotanythingtodowithit,hashe,beyondfurnishingthemoney?"
"That'stheimpressionthatFulkersonhasallowedustoget。Butthemanthatholdsthepurseholdsthereins。Hemayletusguidethehorse,butwhenhelikeshecandrive。Ifwedon'tlikehisdriving,thenwecangetdown。"
Mrs。Marchwaslessinterestedinthisfigureofspeechthaninthepersonalaspectsinvolved。"ThenyouthinkMr。Fulkersonhasdeceivedyou?"
"Ohno!"saidherhusband,laughing。"ButIthinkhehasdeceivedhimself,perhaps。"
"How?"shepursued。
"HemayhavethoughthewasusingDryfoos,whenDryfooswasusinghim,andhemayhavesupposedhewasnotafraidofhimwhenhewasverymuchso。Hiscouragehadn'tbeenputtothetest,andcourageisamatterofproof,likeproficiencyonthefiddle,youknow:youcan'ttellwhetheryou'vegotittillyoutry。"
"Nonsense!DoyoumeanthathewouldeversacrificeyoutoMr。Dryfoos?"
"Ihopehemaynotbetempted。ButI'dratherbetakingthechanceswithFulkersonalonethanwithFulkersonandDryfoostobackhim。Dryfoosseems,somehow,totakethepoetryandthepleasureoutofthething。"
Mrs。Marchwasalongtimesilent。Thenshebegan,"Well,mydear,I
neverwantedtocometoNewYork——"
"NeitherdidI,"Marchpromptlyputin。
"Butnowthatwe'rehere,"shewenton,"I'mnotgoingtohaveyoulettingeverylittlethingdiscourageyou。Idon'tseewhattherewasinMr。Dryfoos'smannertogiveyouanyanxiety。He'sjustacommon,stupid,inarticulatecountryperson,andhedidn'tknowhowtoexpresshimself,asIsaidinthebeginning,andthat'sthereasonhedidn'tsayanything。"
"Well,Idon'tdenyyou'rerightaboutit。"
"It'sdreadful,"hiswifecontinued,"tobemixedupwithsuchamanandhisfamily,butIdon'tbelievehe'llevermeddlewithyourmanagement,and,tillhedoes,allyouneeddoistohaveaslittletodowithhimaspossible,andgoquietlyonyourownway。"
"Oh,Ishallgoonquietlyenough,"saidMarch。"IhopeIsha'n'tbegingoingstealthily。"
"Well,mydear,"saidMrs。March,"justletmeknowwhenyou'retemptedtodothat。Ifeveryousacrificethesmallestgrainofyourhonestyoryourself-respecttoMr。Dryfoos,oranybodyelse,Iwillsimplyrenounceyou。"
"InviewofthatI'mrathergladthemanagementof'EveryOtherWeek'
involvestastesandnotconvictions,"saidMarch。
III。
ThatnightDryfooswaswakenedfromhisafter-dinnernapbythesoundofgaytalkandnervousgigglinginthedrawing-room。Thetalk,whichwasChristine's,andthegiggling,whichwasMela's,wereintershotwiththeheaviertonesofaman'svoice;andDryfooslayawhileontheleathernloungeinhislibrary,tryingtomakeoutwhetherheknewthevoice。Hiswifesatinadeepchairbeforethefire,withhereyesonhisface,waitingforhimtowake。
"Whoisthatoutthere?"heasked,withoutopeninghiseyes。
"Indeed,indeed,Idon'tknow,Jacob,"hiswifeanswered。"Ireckonit'sjustsomevisitorofthegirls'。"
"WasIsnoring?"
"Notabit。Youwassleepingasquiet!Ididhatetohave'emwakeyou,andIwasjustgoin'outtoshoothem。They'vebeenplayin'something,andthatmadethemlaugh。"
"Ididn'tknowbutIhadsnored,"saidtheoldman,sittingup。
"No,"saidhiswife。Thensheasked,wistfully,"Wasyououtattheoldplace,Jacob?"
"Yes。"
"Diditlooknatural?"
"Yes;mostly。They'resinkingthewellsdowninthewoodspasture。"
"And——thechildren'sgraves?"
"Theyhaven'ttouchedthatpart。ButIreckonwegottohave'emmovedtothecemetery。Iboughtalot。"
Theoldwomanbegansoftlytoweep。"Itdoesseemtoohardthattheycan'tbelettorestinpeace,porelittlethings。Iwantedyouandmetolaythere,too,whenourtimecome,Jacob。Justthere,backo'thebeehivesandunderthemshoomakes——my,Icanseetheveryplace!AndI
don'tbelieveI'lleverfeelathomeanywhereselse。Iwoon'tknowwhereIamwhenthetrumpetsounds。IhavetothinkbeforeIcantellwheretheeastisinNewYork;andwhatifIshouldgitfacedthewrongwaywhenIraise?Jacob,Iwonderyoucouldsellit!"Herheadshook,andthefirelightshoneonhertearsasshesearchedthefoldsofherdressforherpocket。
Apealoflaughtercamefromthedrawing-room,andthenthesoundofchordsstruckonthepiano。
"Hush!Don'tyoucry,'Liz'beth!"saidDryfoos。"Here;takemyhandkerchief。I'vegotanicelotinthecemetery,andI'mgoin'tohaveamonument,withtwolambsonit——liketheoneyoualwayslikedsomuch。
Itain'tthefashion,anymore,tohavefamilyburyin'grounds;they'recollectin''emintothecemeteries,allround。"
"IreckonIgottobearit,"saidhiswife,mufflingherfaceinhishandkerchief。"AndIsupposetheLordkinfindme,whereverIam。ButI
alwaysdidwanttolayjustthere。Youmindhowweusedtogooutandsetthere,aftermilkin',andwatchthesungodown,andtalkaboutwheretheirangelswas,andtrytofiggeritout?"
"Iremember,'Liz'beth。"
Theman'svoiceinthedrawing-roomsangasnatchofFrenchsong,insolent,mocking,salient;andthenChristine'sattemptedthesamestrain,andanothercryoflaughterfromMelafollowed。
"Well,Ialwaysdidexpecttolaythere。ButIreckonit'sallright。
Itwon'tbeagreatwhile,now,anyway。Jacob,Idon'tbelieveI'ma-
goin'toliveverylong。Iknowitdon'tagreewithmehere。"
"Oh,Iguessitdoes,'Liz'beth。You'rejustalittlepulleddownwiththeweather。It'scomingspring,andyoufeelit;butthedoctorsaysyou'reallright。Istoppedin,onthewayup,andhesaysso。"
"Ireckonhedon'tknoweverything,"theoldwomanpersisted:"I'vebeenrunnin'downeversinceweleftMoffitt,andIdidn'tfeelanytoowellthere,even。It'saverystrangething,Jacob,thatthericheryougit,thelessyouain'tabletostaywhereyouwantto,deadoralive。"
"It'sforthechildrenwedoit,"saidDryfoos。"Wegottogivethemtheirchanceintheworld。"
"Oh,theworld!Theyoughttobeartheyokeintheiryouth,likewedone。Iknowit'swhatCoonrodwouldliketodo。"
Dryfoosgotuponhisfeet。"IfCoonrod'llmindhisownbusiness,anddowhatIwanthimto,he'llhaveyokeenoughtobear。"Hemovedfromhiswife,withoutfurtherefforttocomforther,andpotteredheavilyoutintothedining-room。Beyonditsobscuritystretchedtheglitterofthedeepdrawing-room。Hisfeet,intheirbroad;flatslippers,madenosoundonthedensecarpet,andhecameunseenuponthelittlegrouptherenearthepiano。Melapercheduponthestoolwithherbacktothekeys,andBeatonbentoverChristine,whosatwithabanjoinherlap,lettinghimtakeherhandsandputthemintherightplaceontheinstrument。
Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andMelawaswatchingherwithfoolish,unselfishpleasureinherbliss。
TherewasnothingwrongintheaffairtoamanofDryfoos'straditionsandperceptions,andifithadbeenathomeinthefarmsitting-room,oreveninhisparloratMoffitt,hewouldnothavemindedayoungman'splacinghisdaughter'shandsonabanjo,orevenholdingthemthere;
itwouldhaveseemedaproper,attentionfromhimifhewascourtingher。
Buthere,insuchahouseasthis,withthedaughterofamanwhohadmadeasmuchmoneyashehad,hedidnotknowbutitwasaliberty。
Hefelttheangrydoubtofitwhichbesethiminregardtosomanyexperiencesofhischangedlife;hewantedtoshowhissenseofit,ifitwasaliberty,buthedidnotknowhow,andhedidnotknowthatitwasso。Besides,hecouldnothelpatouchofthepleasureinChristine'shappinesswhichMelashowed;andhewouldhavegonebacktothelibrary,ifhecould,withoutbeingdiscovered。
ButBeatonhadseenhim,andDryfoos,withanonchalantnodtotheyoungman,cameforward。"Whatyougotthere,Christine?"
"Abanjo,"saidthegirl,blushinginherfather'spresence。
Melagurgled。"Mr。Beatonislearnun'herthefirstposition。"
Beatonwasnotembarrassed。Hewasineveningdress,andhisface,pointedwithitsbrownbeard,showedextremelyhandsomeabovetheexpanseofhisbroad,whiteshirt-front。Hegavebackasnonchalantanodashehadgot,and,withoutfurthergreetingtoDryfoos,hesaidtoChristine:
"No,no。Youmustkeepyourhandandarmso。"Heheldtheminposition。
"There!Nowstrikewithyourrighthand。See?"
"Idon'tbelieveIcaneverlearn,"saidthegirl,withafondupwardlookathim。
"Ohyes,youcan,"saidBeaton。
TheybothignoredDryfoosinthelittleplayofprotestswhichfollowed,andhesaid,halfjocosely,halfsuspiciously,"Andisthebanjothefashion,now?"Heremembereditastheemblemoflow-downshowbusiness,andassociateditwithend-menandblackenedfacesandgrotesqueshirt-
collars。
"It'salltherage,"Melashouted,inanswerforall。"Everybodyplaysit。Mr。Beatonborrowedthisfromaladyfriendofhis。"
"Humph!PityIgotyouapiano,then,"saidDryfoos。"Abanjowouldhavebeencheaper。"
Beatonsofaradmittedhimtotheconversationastoseemremindedofthepianobyhismentioningit。HesaidtoMela,"Oh,won'tyoujuststrikethosechords?"andasMelawheeledaboutandbeatthekeyshetookthebanjofromChristineandsatdownwithit。"Thisway!"Hestrummedit,andmurmuredthetuneDryfooshadheardhimsingingfromthelibrary,whilehekepthisbeautifuleyesfloatingonChristine's。"Youtrythat,now;it'sverysimple。"
"WhereisMrs。Mandel?"Dryfoosdemanded,tryingtoasserthimself。
NeitherofthegirlsseemedtohaveheardhimatfirstinthechattertheybrokeintooverwhatBeatonproposed。ThenMelasaid,absently,"Oh,shehadtogoouttoseeoneofherfriendsthat'ssick,"andshestruckthepianokeys。"Come;tryit,Chris!"
Dryfoosturnedaboutunheededandwentbacktothelibrary。HewouldhavelikedtoputBeatonoutofhishouse,andinhisheartheburnedagainsthimasacontumacioushand;hewouldhavelikedtodischargehimfromtheartdepartmentof'EveryOtherWeek'atonce。ButhewasawareofnothavingtreatedBeatonwithmuchceremony,andiftheyoungmanhadreturnedhisbehaviorinkind,withanelectricalresponsetohisownfeeling,hadheanyrighttocomplain?Afterall,therewasnoharminhisteachingChristinethebanjo。
Hiswifestillsatlookingintothefire。"Ican'tsee,"shesaid,"aswe'vegotabitmorecomfortofourlives,Jacob,becausewe'vegotsuchpilesandpilesofmoney。Iwishttograciouswewasbackonthefarmthisminute。Iwishtyouhadheldoutag'instthechildernaboutsellin'it;'twould'a'binthebestthingfur'em,Isay。Ibelieveinmysoulthey'llgitspoiledhereinNewYork。Ikinseeachangein'ema'ready——inthegirls。"
Dryfoosstretchedhimselfontheloungeagain。"Ican'tseeasCoonrodismuchcomfort,either。Whyain'theherewithhissisters?WhatdoesallthatworkofhisontheEastSideamountto?Itseemsasifhedoneittocrossme,asmuchasanything。"Dryfooscomplainedtohiswifeonthebasisofmereaffectionalhabit,whichinmarriedlifeoftensurvivesthesenseofintellectualequality。Hedidnotexpecthertoreasonwithhim,buttherewashelpinherlistening,andthoughshecouldonlysoothehisfretfulnesswithsoftanswerswhichwereoftenwideofthepurpose,hestillwenttoherforsolace。"Here,I'vegoneintothisnewspaperbusiness,orwhateveritis,onhisaccount,andhedon'tseemanymoresatisfiedthanever。Icanseehehain'tgothisheartinit。"
"Theporeboytries;Iknowhedoes,Jacob;andhewantstopleaseyou。
Buthegiveupagooddealwhenhegiveupbein'apreacher;Is'poseweoughttorememberthat。"
"Apreacher!"sneeredDryfoos。"Ireckonbein'apreacherwouldn'tsatisfyhimnow。Hehadtheimpudencetotellmethisafternoonthathewouldliketobeapriest;andhethrewituptomethathenevercouldbebecauseI'dkepthimfromstudyin'。"
"Hedon'tmeanaCatholicpriest——notaRomanone,Jacob,"theoldwomanexplained,wistfully。"He'stoldmeallaboutit。Theyain'tthekindo'Catholicswebeenusedto;somesortof'Piscopalians;andtheydoaheapo'goodamongstthepoorfolksoverthere。Hesaysweain'tgotanyideahowfolkslivesinthemtenementhouses,hundredsof'eminonehouse,andwholefamiliesinaroom;anditburnsinhishearttohelp'emlikethemFathers,asbecalls'em,thatgivestheirlivestoit。
Hecan'tbeaFather,hesays,becausehecan'tgittheeddicationnow;
buthecanbeaBrother;andIcan'tfindawordtosayag'instit,whenitgitstotalkin',Jacob。"
"Iain'tsayinganythingagainsthispriests,'Liz'beth,"saidDryfoos。
"They'reallwellenoughintheirway;they'vegivenuptheirlivestoit,andit'samatterofbusinesswiththem,likeanyother。ButwhatI'mtalkingaboutnowisCoonrod。Idon'tobjecttohisdoin'allthecharityhewantsto,andtheLordknowsI'veneverbeenstingywithhimaboutit。Hemighthaveallthemoneyhewants,togiveroundanywayhepleases。"
"That'swhatItoldhimonce,buthesaysmoneyain'tthething——ornottheonlythingyougottogivetothempoorfolks。Yougottogiveyourtimeandyourknowledgeandyourlove——Idon'tknowwhatallyougottogiveyourself,ifyouexpecttohelp'em。That'swhatCoonrodsays。"
"Well,Icantellhimthatcharitybeginsathome,"saidDryfoos,sittingupinhisimpatience。"Andhe'dbettergivehimselftousalittle——tohisoldfatherandmother。Andhissisters。What'shedoin'goin'offtheretohismeetings,andIdon'tknowwhatall,an'leavin'themherealone?"
"Why,ain'tMr。Beatonwith'em?"askedtheoldwoman。"IthoughtI
hearedhisvoice。"
"Mr。Beaton!Ofcourseheis!Andwho'sMr。Beaton,anyway?"
"Why,ain'theoneofthemeninCoonrod'soffice?IthoughtIheared——"
"Yes,heis!Butwhoishe?What'shedoingroundhere?Ishemakin'
uptoChristine?"
"Ireckonheis。FromMely'stalk,she'saboutcrazyoverthefellow。
Don'tyoulikehim,Jacob?"
"Idon'tknowhim,orwhatheis。Hehasn'tgotanymanners。Whobroughthimhere?How'dhecometocome,inthefirstplace?"
"Mr。Fulkersonbrunghim,Ibelieve,"saidtheoldwoman,patiently。
"Fulkerson!"Dryfoossnorted。"Where'sMrs。Mandel,Ishouldliketoknow?Hebroughther,too。Doesshegotraipsin'offthiswayeveryevening?"
"No,sheseemstobehereprettyregularmosto'thetime。Idon'tknowhowwecouldevergitalongwithouther,Jacob;sheseemstoknowjustwhattodo,andthegirlswouldbetentimesasoutbreakin'withouther。
Ihopeyouain'tthinkin'o'turnin'heroff,Jacob?"
Dryfoosdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswersuchaquestion。"It'sallFulkerson,Fulkerson,Fulkerson。ItseemstomethatFulkersonaboutrunsthisfamily。HebroughtMrs。Mandel,andhebroughtthatBeaton,andhebroughtthatBostonfellow!IguessIgivehimadose,though;
andI'lllearnFulkersonthathecan'thaveeverythinghisownway。I
don'twantanybodytohelpmespendmymoney。Imadeit,andIcanmanageit。IguessMr。Fulkersoncanbearalittlewatchingnow。He'sbeentravellingprettyfree,andhe'sgotthenotionhe'sdriving,maybe。
I'ma-goingtolookafterthatbookalittlemyself。"
"You'llkillyourself,Jacob,"saidhiswife,"tryin'todosomanythings。Andwhatisitallfur?Idon'tseeaswe'rebetteroff,any,forallthemoney。It'sjustasmuchcareasitusedtobewhenwewasallthereonthefarmtogether。Iwishtwecouldgoback,Ja——"
"Wecan'tgoback!"shoutedtheoldman,fiercely。"There'snofarmanymoretogobackto。Thefieldsisfullofgas-wellsandoil-wellsandhell-holesgenerally;thehouseistoredown,andthebarn'sgoin'——"
"Thebarn!"gaspedtheoldwoman。"Oh,my!"
"IfIwastogiveallI'mworththisminute,wecouldn'tgobacktothefarm,anymorethanthemgirlsintherecouldgobackandbelittlechildren。Idon'tsaywe'reanybetteroff,forthemoney。I'vegotmoreofitnowthanIeverhad;andthere'snoendtotheluck;itpoursin。ButIfeellikeIwastiedhandandfoot。Idon'tknowwhichwaytomove;Idon'tknowwhat'sbesttodoaboutanything。Themoneydon'tseemtobuyanythingbutmoreandmorecareandtrouble。Wegotabighousethatweain'tathomein;andwegotalotofhiredgirlsroundunderourfeetthathinderanddon'thelp。Ourchildrendon'tmindus,andwegotnofriendsorneighbors。Butithadtobe。Icouldn'thelpbutsellthefarm,andwecan'tgobacktoit,foritain'tthere。Sodon'tyousayanythingmoreaboutit,'Liz'beth。"
"PoreJacob!"saidhiswife。"Well,Iwoon't,dear。"
IV
ItwascleartoBeatonthatDryfoosdistrustedhim;andthefactheightenedhispleasureinChristine'slikingforhim。Hewasassureofthisashewasoftheother,thoughhewasnotsosureofanyreasonforhispleasureinit。Shehadhercharm;thecharmofwildnesstowhichacertainwildnessinhimselfresponded;andthereweretimeswhenhisfancycontrivedacommonfutureforthem,whichwouldhaveaprosperityforcedfromtheoldfellow'sloveofthegirl。Beatonlikedtheideaofthiscompulsionbetterthanhelikedtheideaofthemoney;therewassomethingalittlerepulsiveinthat;heimaginedhimselfrejectingit;
healmostwishedhewasenoughinlovewiththegirltomarryherwithoutit;thatwouldbefine。Hewastakenwithherinacertain'measure,inacertainway;thequestionwasinwhatmeasure,inwhatway。
Itwaspartlytoescapefromthisquestionthathehurrieddown-town,anddecidedtospendwiththeLeightonsthehourremainingonhishandsbeforeitwastimetogotothereceptionforwhichhewasdressed。
ItseemedtohimimportantthatheshouldseeAlmaLeighton。Afterall,itwashercharmthatwasmostabidingwithhim;perhapsitwastobefinal。Hefoundhimselfveryhappyinhispresentrelationswithher。
Shehaddroppedthatbarrierofpretencesandironicalsurprise。Itseemedtohimthattheyhadgonebacktotheoldgroundofcommonartisticinterestwhichhehadfoundsopleasantthesummerbefore。
ApparentlysheandhermotherhadbothforgivenhisneglectoftheminthefirstmonthsoftheirstayinNewYork;hewassurethatMrs。
Leightonlikedhimaswellasever,and,iftherewasstillsomethingalittleprovisionalinAlma'smannerattimes,itwassomethingthatpiquedmorethanitdiscouraged;itmadehimcurious,notanxious。
HefoundtheyoungladieswithFulkersonwhenherang。Heseemedtobeamusingthemboth,andtheywerebothamusedbeyondthemeritofsosmallapleasantry,Beatonthought,whenFulkersonsaid:"Introducemyself,Mr。Beaton:Mr。Fulkersonof'EveryOtherWeek。'ThinkI'vemetyouatourplace。"Thegirlslaughed,andAlmaexplainedthathermotherwasnotverywell,andwouldbesorrynottoseehim。Thensheturned,ashefelt,perversely,andwentontalkingwithFulkersonandlefthimtoMissWoodburn。
Shefinallyrecognizedhisdisappointment:"Ahdon'toftengetachanceatyou,Mr。Beaton,andAh'mjustgoin'totoakyo'todeath。Yo'havebeenSoathyo'self,andyo'knowho'wedotoak。"
"I'vesurvivedtosayyes,"Beatonadmitted。
"Oh,now,doyouthinkwetoaksomuchmo'thanyoudointheNo'th?"
theyoungladydeprecated。
"Idon'tknow。Ionlyknowyoucan'ttalktoomuchforme。IshouldliketohearyousaySoathandhouseandaboutfortherestofmylife。"
"That'swhatAhcallraghtpersonal,Mr。Beaton。NowAh'mgoin'tobepersonal,too。"MissWoodburnflungoutoverherlapthesquareofclothshewasembroidering,andaskedhim:"Don'tyouthinkthat'sbeautiful?
Now,asanawtust——agreatawtust?"
"Asagreatawtust,yes,"saidBeaton,mimickingheraccent。"IfIwerelessthangreatImighthavesomethingtosayaboutthearrangementofcolors。You'reasboldandoriginalasNature。"
"Really?Oh,now,dotellmeyo'favo'itecolo',Mr。Beaton。"
"Myfavoritecolor?Blessmysoul,whyshouldIpreferany?Isbluegood,orredwicked?Dopeoplehavefavoritecolors?"Beatonfoundhimselfsuddenlyinterested。
"Ofco'setheydo,"answeredthegirl。"Don'tawtusts?"
"Ineverheardofonethathad——consciously。"
"Isitpossible?Isupposedtheyallhad。Nowmahfavo'itecolo'isgawnet。Don'tyouthinkit'saprettycolo'?"
"Itdependsuponhowit'sused。Doyoumeaninneckties?"BeatonstoleaglanceattheoneFulkersonwaswearing。
MissWoodburnlaughedwithherfaceboweduponherwrist。"AhdothinkyougentlemenintheNo'thawetentahmsaslahvelyastheladies。"
"Strange,"saidBeaton。"IntheSouth——Soath,excuseme!Imadetheobservationthattheladiesweretentimesaslivelyasthegentlemen。
Whatisthatyou'reworking?"
"This?"MissWoodburngaveitanotherflirt,andlookedatitwithaglanceofdawningrecognition。"Oh,thisisatable-covah。Wouldn'tyoulahketoseewhereit'stogo?"
"Why,certainly。"
"Well,ifyou'llberaghtgoodI'llletyo'givemesomeprofessionaladvassaboutputtingsomethingintheco'nersornot,whenyouhaveseenitonthetable。"
Sheroseandledthewayintotheotherroom。Beatonknewshewantedtotalkwithhimaboutsomethingelse;buthewaitedpatientlytoletherplayhercomedyout。Shespreadthecoveronthetable,andheadvisedher,ashesawshewished,againstputtinganythinginthecorners;justrunalineofherstitcharoundtheedge,hesaid。
"Mr。FulkersonandAh,why,we'vebeenhavingaregularfaghtaboatit,"
shecommented。"Butwebothagreed,fahnally,toleaveittoyou;Mr。
Fulkersonsaidyou'dbesuretoberaght。Ah'msogladyoutookmahsahde。Buthe'sagreatadmahrerofyours,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,demurely,suggestively。
"Ishe?Well,I'magreatadmirerofFulkerson,"saidBeaton,withacapriciouswillingnesstohumorherwishtotalkaboutFulkerson。
"He'sacapitalfellow;generous,magnanimous,withquiteanidealoffriendshipandaneyesingletothemainchanceallthetime。Hewouldadvertise'EveryOtherWeek'onhisfamilyvault。"
MissWoodburnlaughed,andsaidsheshouldtellhimwhatBeatonhadsaid。
"Do。Buthe'susedtodefamationfromme,andhe'llthinkyou'rejoking。"
"Ahsuppose,"saidMissWoodburn,"thathe'squahtethetahpeofaNewYorkbusinessman。"Sheadded,asifitfollowedlogically,"He'ssodifferentfromwhatIthoughtaNewYorkbusinessmanwouldbe。"
"It'syourVirginiatraditiontodespisebusiness,"saidBeaton,rudely。
MissWoodburnlaughedagain。"Despahseit?Mahgoodness!wewanttogetintoitandwoakitfo'allit'swo'th,'asMr。Fulkersonsays。Thattraditionisallpast。Youdon'tknowwhattheSoathisnow。Ahsupposemahfathawdespahsesbusiness,buthe'satraditionhimself,asAhtellhim。"Beatonwouldhaveenjoyedjoiningtheyoungladyinanythingshemightbegoingtosayinderogationofherfather,butherestrainedhimself,andshewentonmoreandmoreasifshewishedtoaccountforherfather'shabitualhauteurwithBeaton,ifnottoexcuseit。"Ahtellhimhedon'tunderstandtherisinggeneration。Hewasbroughtupintheoldschool,andhethinkswe'realljustlahkehewaswhenhewasyoung,withallthoseahdealsofchivalryandfamily;but,mahgoodness!it'smoneythatcyoantsno'adaysintheSoath,justlahkeitdoeseverywhereelse。Ahsuppose,ifwecouldhaveslaverybackinthefawmmahfathawthinksitcouldhavebeenbroughtupto,whenthecommercialspiritwouldn'tletitalone,itwouldbethebestthing;butwecan'thaveitback,andAhtellhimwehadbetterhavethecommercialspiritasthenextbestthing。"
MissWoodburnwenton,withsufficientloyaltyandpiety,toexposethedifferenceofherownandherfather'sideals,butwithwhatBeatonthoughtlessreferencetohisownunsympatheticattentionthantoaknowledgefinallyofthepersonnelandmaterielof'EveryOtherWeek。'
andMr。Fulkerson'srelationtotheenterprise。"Youmostexcusemyaskingsomanyquestions,Mr。Beaton。Youknowit'sallmahdoingthatweaweheahinNewYork。Ahjusttoldmahfathawthatifhewasevahgoin'todoanythingwithhiswrahtings,hehadgottocomeNo'th,andAhmadehimcome。Ahbelievehe'dhavestayedintheSoathallhislahfe。
AndnowMr。Fulkersonwantshimtolethiseditorseesomeofhiswrahtings,andAhwantedtoknowsomethingaboatthemagazine。Weaweagreatdealexcitedaboatitinthishoase,youknow,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,withalookthatnowtransferredtheinterestfromFulkersontoAlma。Sheledthewaybacktotheroomwheretheyweresitting,andwentuptotriumphoverFulkersonwithBeaton'sdecisionaboutthetable-
cover。
AlmawasleftwithBeatonnearthepiano,andhebegantotalkabouttheDryfoosesashesatdownonthepiano-stool。HesaidhehadbeengivingMissDryfoosalessononthebanjo;hehadborrowedthebanjoofMissVance。ThenhestruckthechordhehadbeentryingtoteachChristine,andplayedovertheairhehadsung。
"Howdoyoulikethat?"heasked,whirlinground。
"Itseemsratheradisrespectfullittletune,somehow,"saidAlma,placidly。
Beatonrestedhiselbowonthecornerofthepianoandgazeddreamilyather。"Yourperceptionsarewonderful。Itisdisrespectful。Iplayedit,upthere,becauseIfeltdisrespectfultothem。"
"Doyouclaimthatasamerit?"
"No,Istateitasafact。Howcanyourespectsuchpeople?"
"Youmightrespectyourself,then,"saidthegirl。"Orperhapsthatwouldn'tbesoeasy,either。"
"No,itwouldn't。Iliketohaveyousaythesethingstome,"saidBeaton,impartially。
"Well,Iliketosaythem,"Almareturned。
"Theydomegood。"
"Oh,Idon'tknowthatthatwasmymotive。"
"Thereisnoonelikeyou——noone,"saidBeaton,asifapostrophizingherinherabsence。"Tocomefromthathouse,withitsassertionsofmoney——
youcanhearitchink;youcansmellthefouloldbanknotes;itstiflesyou——intoanatmospherelikethis,islikecomingintoanotherworld。"
"Thankyou,"saidAlma。"I'mgladthereisn'tthatunpleasantodorhere;
butIwishtherewasalittlemoreofthechinking。"
"No,no!Don'tsaythat!"heimplored。"Iliketothinkthatthereisonesouluncontaminatedbythesenseofmoneyinthisbig,brutal,sordidcity。"
"Youmeantwo,"saidAlma,withmodesty。"ButifyoustifleattheDryfooses',whydoyougothere?"
"WhydoIgo?"hemused。"Don'tyoubelieveinknowingallthenatures,thetypes,youcan?Thosegirlsareastrangestudy:theyoungoneisasimple,earthlycreature,ascommonasanoat-fieldandtheotherasortofsylvanlife:fierce,flashing,feline——"
Almaburstoutintoalaugh。"Whataptalliteration!Anddotheylikebeingstudied?Ishouldthinkthesylvanlifemight——scratch。"
"No,"saidBeaton,withmelancholyabsence,"itonly-purrs。"
Thegirlfeltarisingindignation。"Well,then,Mr。Beaton,Ishouldhopeitwouldscratch,andbite,too。Ithinkyou'venobusinesstogoaboutstudyingpeople,asyoudo。It'sabominable。"
"Goon,"saidtheyoungman。"ThatPuritanconscienceofyours!
ItappealstotheoldCovenanterstraininme——likeavoiceofpre-
existence。Goon——"
"Oh,ifIwentonIshouldmerelysayitwasnotonlyabominable,butcontemptible。"
"Youcouldbemyguardianangel,Alma,"saidtheyoungman,makinghiseyesmoreandmoreslumbrousanddreamy。
"Stuff!IhopeIhaveasoulabovebuttons!"
Hesmiled,assherose,andfollowedheracrosstheroom。"Good-night;
Mr。Beaton,"shesaid。
MissWoodburnandFulkersoncameinfromtheotherroom。"What!You'renotgoing,Beaton?"
"Yes;I'mgoingtoareception。Istoppedinonmyway。"
"Tokilltime,"Almaexplained。
"Well,"saidFulkerson,gallantly,"thisisthelastplaceIshouldliketodoit。ButIguessI'dbetterbegoing,too。Ithassometimesoccurredtomethatthereissuchathingasstayingtoolate。ButwithBrotherBeaton,here,juststartinginforanevening'samusement,itdoesseemalittleearlyyet。Can'tyouurgemetostay,somebody?"
Thetwogirlslaughed,andMissWoodburnsaid:
"Mr。Beatonissuchabutterflyoffashion!AhwishAhwasonmahwaytoapawty。Ahfeelquahteenvious。"
"Buthedidn'tsayittomakeyou,"Almaexplained,withmeeksoftness。
"Well,wecan'tallbeswells。Whereisyourparty,anyway,Beaton?"
askedFulkerson。"Howdoyoumanagetogetyourinvitationstothosethings?Isupposeafellowhastokeephintingroundprettylively,Neigh?"
Beatontookthesemockeriesserenely,andshookhandswithMissWoodburn,withtheeffectofhavingalreadyshakenhandswithAlma。Shestoodwithhersclaspedbehindher。
V。
BeatonwentawaywiththesmileonhisfacewhichhehadkeptinlisteningtoFulkerson,andcarrieditwithhimtothereception。
HebelievedthatAlmawasvexedwithhimformorepersonalreasonsthanshehadimplied;itflatteredhimthatsheshouldhaveresentedwhathetoldheroftheDryfooses。Shehadscoldedhimintheirbehalfapparently;butreallybecausehehadmadeherjealousbyhisinterest,ofwhateverkind,insomeoneelse。Whatfollowed,hadfollowednaturally。Unlessshehadbeenquiteasimpletonshecouldnothavemethisprovisionallove-makingonanyotherterms;andthereasonwhyBeatonchieflylikedAlmaLeightonwasthatshewasnotasimpleton。Evenupinthecountry,whenshewasoverawedbyhisacquaintance,atfirst,shewasnotverydeeplyoverawed,andattimesshewasnotoverawedatall。
Atsuchtimessheastonishedhimbytakinghismostsolemnhistrionicswithflippantincredulity,andevenburlesquingthem。Buthecouldsee,allthesame,thathehadcaughtherfancy,andheadmiredtheskillwithwhichshepunishedhisneglectwhentheymetinNewYork。HehadreallycomeverynearforgettingtheLeightons;theintangibleobligationsofmutualkindnesswhichholdsomemensofast,hunglooselyuponhim;
itwouldnothavehurthimtobreakfromthemaltogether;butwhenherecognizedthematlast,hefoundthatitstrengthenedthemindefinitelytohaveAlmaignorethemsocompletely。Ifshehadbeensentimental,orsoftlyreproachful,thatwouldhavebeentheend;hecouldnothavestoodit;hewouldhavehadtodropher。Butwhenshemethimonhisownground,andobligedhimtobesentimental,thegamewasinherhands。
Beatonlaughed,now,whenhethoughtofthat,andhesaidtohimselfthatthegirlhadgrownimmenselysinceshehadcometoNewYork;nothingseemedtohavebeenlostuponher;shemusthavekepthereyesuncommonlywideopen。Henoticedthatespeciallyintheirtalksoverherwork;shehadprofitedbyeverythingshehadseenandheard;shehadallofWetmore'sideaspat;itamusedBeatontoseehowsheseizedeveryusefulwordthathedropped,too,andturnedhimtotechnicalaccountwhenevershecould。Helikedthat;shehadagreatdealoftalent;therewasnoquestionofthat;ifshewereamantherecouldbenoquestionofherfuture。Hebegantoconstructafutureforher;itincludedprovisionforhimself,too;itwasacommonfuture,inwhichtheirlivesandworkwereunited。
HewasfulloftheglowofitsprosperitywhenhemetMargaretVanceatthereception。
Thehousewasonewherepeoplemightchatalongtimetogetherwithoutpubliclycommittingthemselvestoaninterestineachotherexceptsuchagrewoutofeachother'sideas。MissVancewastherebecausesheunitedinhercatholicsympathiesorambitionstheobjectsofthefashionablepeopleandoftheaestheticpeoplewhometthereoncommonground。ItwasalmosttheonlyhouseinNewYorkwherethishappenedoften,anditdidnothappenveryoftenthere。Itwasaliteraryhouse,primarily,withartisticqualifications,andthefrequentersofitweremostlyauthorsandartists;Wetmore,whowasalwaystryingtofiteverythingwithaphrase,saiditwastheunfrequenterswhowerefashionable。Therewasgreateasethere,andsimplicity;andiftherewasnotdistinction,itwasnotforwantofdistinguishedpeople,butbecausethereseemstobesomesolventinNewYorklifethatreducesallmentoacommonlevel,thattoucheseverybodywithitspotentmagicandbringstothesurfacethedeeplyunderlyingnobody。Theeffectforsometemperaments,forconsciousness,foregotism,isadmirable;forcuriosity,forheroworship,itisratherbaffling。Itisthespiritofthestreettransferredtothedrawing-room;indiscriminating,levelling,butdoubtlessfinallywholesome,andwitnessingtheimmensityoftheplace,ifnotconsentingtothegrandeurofreputationsorpresences。
Beatonnowdeniedthatthishouserepresentedasalonatall,intheoldsense;andheheldthatthesalonwasimpossible,evenundesirable,withus,whenMissVancesighedforit。Atanyrate,hesaidthatthisturmoilofcomingandgoing,thisbubbleandbabble,thiscacklingandhissingofconversationwasnottheexpressionofanysuchcivilizationashadcreatedthesalon。Here,heowned,weretheelementsofintellectualdelightfulness,buthesaidtheirassemblageinsuchquantityalonedeniedthesalon;therewastoomuchofagoodthing。