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第35章

  "Thelifehewillgiveyouagain,Jennie,willbeinfinitelyricherthantheoneyouhavelost."
  EarlyinthefollowingweekMissBurtonreturnedtohercollegeduties.BeforepartingshesaidtoIda:"IdonotthinkIshallevergivewayagaintomyold,bitter,heart-breakinggrief."
  Almosteveryoneinthehousewantedtoshakehandswithherinfarewell.PoorMr.Burleightriedtodisguisehisfeelingsbyputtingcrepeonhishatandtyingblackshawlofhiswife'saroundhisarm;butheblewhisnosesooftenthathefinallysaidhewas"takingcoldonthepiazza,"andsomadeahastyretreat.
  IdaandVanBergaccompaniedJennietothedepot,butStantonwasnottobefoundtilltheyreachedthestation,whenhequietlysteppedforwardandhandedJennieherchecks.Shewastryingtosaysomethingthatshemeantshouldshowherappreciation,whenthetrainthunderedup,andhehandedherintoapalacecar,inwhichshefoundhehadsecuredheraseat,andbeforeshehadtimetosayawordherticketswereinherhandsandhewasgone.
  When,afterseveralhours'riding,sheapproachedastationatwhichshemustchangecarsandrecheckhertrunks,afriendlyvoicesaidtoher:
  "MissBurton,ifyouwillgivemeyourchecksIwillattendtothislittlematterforyou."
  "Mr.Stanton!"sheexclaimed."Whatdoesthismean?"
  "ItmeansthatsinceIamonthesametrainwithyou,Icandonolessthanoffersoslightaservice."
  Shelookedathimverydoubtfully,asshesaid:"Idon'tknowwhattothinkofthisjourneyofyours.Letmenowpayyouformyticket."
  "Mr.VanBerghandedmethemoneyyougavehimforthatpurpose.
  It'sallright.Yourchecksplease;thereisbutlittletime."
  Hismannerwassoquietandassured,thatshehandedthemtohimhesitatingly,andamomentlatersteppedoutontheplatform.
  Inafewmomentsshecalled:"Oh,Mr.Stanton,youhavelostyourtrain."
  "Notatall.IamgoingtoBoston.Thereareyourchecksoncemore,andhereisyourtrainandseat,"headded,asheaccompaniedhertoit.Thenheliftedhishat,andwasabouttodepart,whenshesaid:"Sinceyouareonthesametrain,perhapsyouwillventuretotakethisseatnearme.Ineverwascuriousaboutagentleman'sbusinessbefore;butitstrikesmeasaratheroddcoincidencethatyouaregoingtoBostonto-day."
  "AgreatmanypeoplegotoBoston,"hereplied.
  "It'sformysakeyouaretakingthislongjourney,Mr.Stanton,"
  shesaid,regretfully.
  "Yes,"hereplied,inthesamequiet,undemonstrativemannerthathehadmaintainedtowardsherforsomeweekspast;"thisjourneyisforyoursake,andforyoursakeIshalltakeaverydifferentjourneythroughlifefromtheoneIhadmarkedoutformyself.I
  knowyoursadstory,MissBurton.Iexpectnothingfromyou,I
  hopefornothing,andIshallneveraskanything,exceptalittleconfidenceonyourpart,sothatIcanrenderyouanoccasionalservice.NeverforamomentimaginethatIamcherishinghopesthatIknowwellyoucannotreward."
  "Mr.Stanton,thisisbeyondmycomprehension!"
  "Thereseemstomenothingstrangeorunnaturalinit,"hesaid.
  "Youfoundmeapleasure-lovinganimal,andthroughyourinfluenceIthinkIambecomingsomewhatdifferent.Youhavetaughtmethatthereisahigherandbetterworldthanthatofsense.HowgoodaworkIcandoinlifeIwilllettheyearsproveastheypass.
  ButIdonotthinkmyfeelingswilleverchangetowardsyou,saveastimedeepensandstrengthensthem.Vanthinksalltheworldofyou,aswellhemay;buthislifewillbeveryhappyandfullofmanyinterest.Ishallthinkofyoualone,andtheworkIdoforyoursakeuntilIcanaddanothermotive.OfcourseIbelieveinaheaven——suchlivesasyourmakeonenecessary;andImeantofindawayofgettingthere.Inthemeantime,youaremymotive;butmyregardforyoushallbesoveryunobtrusivethatItrustyouwillnotresentit,andthethoughtofmyunseencareandwatchfulnessmayintimecometobeapleasantone."
  Therewasnothinginhistoneormannertoindicatethattotheirfellow-travelersthathewasnotspeakingonthemostordinarytopic;andhelookedherfullinthefacewithhiscleardarkeyes,inwhichshesawonlytruthandfaithfulness.
  Shewasvery,verydeeplytouched,andshecouldnotkeepthetearsoutofhereyesassheleanedtowardshimandsaidintonesthatnootherscouldhear:
  "IamnolongerthefriendlessorphanIwaswhenIcametotheLakeHouse.InMr.VanBergIhavefoundafriendwhomIcantrust;inyou,IkStanton,abrotherthatIcanlove."
  Ifthereader'spatiencehasnotfailedhimuptothislong-deferredmoment,itshallnowberewardedbyafewbrief,concludingwords.
  Mrs.MayhewfeltconsiderablyaggrievedthatshehadhadsolittlepartinIda'sengagementwiththewealthyandaristocraticMr.
  VanBerg,andinlateryearsshecomplainedthattheywereveryunfashionable,andspentanunreasonableamountoftimeinlookingafterallkindsofcharitableinstitutions.Mr.Mayhewdrankeverdeeperatthefullfountainofhischild'slove,andisserenelypassingontoanhonorableoldage.Mr.Eltingeisnowbeyondageandweakness,butIdaoftenmurmurswithtearsinhereyesasshelooksathisportrait,"Heisjustspeakingtomeashedidwhenmyheartwasbreaking."Stanton'scityfriendssaythathehasgreatlychangedandmightstandveryhighasalawyerandpoliticianifhewerenotsoquixoticandpronetotakecasesinwhichtherewasnomoney,buthereceiveslettersfromNewEnglandwhichseemtocompensatehimforlackoflargefees.VanBerghasnotyetregrettedthatheentrusted"faultyIdaMayhew"withhishappiness,andheismoreanxiousthanevertolurehertohisstudio.ForalongtimehehadtotakethetruthofherfaithontrustbutatlasthestoodbyhersideatGod'saltarandconfessedthatNamewhichhasbeenthelowliestandgrandestofearth.
  Idaisstillveryhuman,butwithallherfaults,herhusbandoftenwhispersinherear:"NotIda,butIdeal."SheiscontinuallygivingupherlifeforChrist'ssake,andasoftenfindsitcomingbacktoherinsomericher,sweeterform;andbyhersimple,joyousfaithhasledmanytotheFriendshefoundinthequaintoldgarden,andwhosaysofallwhocome,"Iwillgiveuntothemeternallife."
  JennieBurtonisstillwaiting;butattheendofeachdayoffaithfulworkshesingsthesongofhopethatIdataughther:
  Nohope,'tissaid,thoughburieddeep,Butangelso'eritvigilskeep;
  Noloveinsepulchreshallstay,ForChristMYFriendwillrollawayTheheavystoneofdeath.