"Thelifehewillgiveyouagain,Jennie,willbeinfinitelyricherthantheoneyouhavelost."
EarlyinthefollowingweekMissBurtonreturnedtohercollegeduties.BeforepartingshesaidtoIda:"IdonotthinkIshallevergivewayagaintomyold,bitter,heart-breakinggrief."
Almosteveryoneinthehousewantedtoshakehandswithherinfarewell.PoorMr.Burleightriedtodisguisehisfeelingsbyputtingcrepeonhishatandtyingblackshawlofhiswife'saroundhisarm;butheblewhisnosesooftenthathefinallysaidhewas"takingcoldonthepiazza,"andsomadeahastyretreat.
IdaandVanBergaccompaniedJennietothedepot,butStantonwasnottobefoundtilltheyreachedthestation,whenhequietlysteppedforwardandhandedJennieherchecks.Shewastryingtosaysomethingthatshemeantshouldshowherappreciation,whenthetrainthunderedup,andhehandedherintoapalacecar,inwhichshefoundhehadsecuredheraseat,andbeforeshehadtimetosayawordherticketswereinherhandsandhewasgone.
When,afterseveralhours'riding,sheapproachedastationatwhichshemustchangecarsandrecheckhertrunks,afriendlyvoicesaidtoher:
"MissBurton,ifyouwillgivemeyourchecksIwillattendtothislittlematterforyou."
"Mr.Stanton!"sheexclaimed."Whatdoesthismean?"
"ItmeansthatsinceIamonthesametrainwithyou,Icandonolessthanoffersoslightaservice."
Shelookedathimverydoubtfully,asshesaid:"Idon'tknowwhattothinkofthisjourneyofyours.Letmenowpayyouformyticket."
"Mr.VanBerghandedmethemoneyyougavehimforthatpurpose.
It'sallright.Yourchecksplease;thereisbutlittletime."
Hismannerwassoquietandassured,thatshehandedthemtohimhesitatingly,andamomentlatersteppedoutontheplatform.
Inafewmomentsshecalled:"Oh,Mr.Stanton,youhavelostyourtrain."
"Notatall.IamgoingtoBoston.Thereareyourchecksoncemore,andhereisyourtrainandseat,"headded,asheaccompaniedhertoit.Thenheliftedhishat,andwasabouttodepart,whenshesaid:"Sinceyouareonthesametrain,perhapsyouwillventuretotakethisseatnearme.Ineverwascuriousaboutagentleman'sbusinessbefore;butitstrikesmeasaratheroddcoincidencethatyouaregoingtoBostonto-day."
"AgreatmanypeoplegotoBoston,"hereplied.
"It'sformysakeyouaretakingthislongjourney,Mr.Stanton,"
shesaid,regretfully.
"Yes,"hereplied,inthesamequiet,undemonstrativemannerthathehadmaintainedtowardsherforsomeweekspast;"thisjourneyisforyoursake,andforyoursakeIshalltakeaverydifferentjourneythroughlifefromtheoneIhadmarkedoutformyself.I
knowyoursadstory,MissBurton.Iexpectnothingfromyou,I
hopefornothing,andIshallneveraskanything,exceptalittleconfidenceonyourpart,sothatIcanrenderyouanoccasionalservice.NeverforamomentimaginethatIamcherishinghopesthatIknowwellyoucannotreward."
"Mr.Stanton,thisisbeyondmycomprehension!"
"Thereseemstomenothingstrangeorunnaturalinit,"hesaid.
"Youfoundmeapleasure-lovinganimal,andthroughyourinfluenceIthinkIambecomingsomewhatdifferent.Youhavetaughtmethatthereisahigherandbetterworldthanthatofsense.HowgoodaworkIcandoinlifeIwilllettheyearsproveastheypass.
ButIdonotthinkmyfeelingswilleverchangetowardsyou,saveastimedeepensandstrengthensthem.Vanthinksalltheworldofyou,aswellhemay;buthislifewillbeveryhappyandfullofmanyinterest.Ishallthinkofyoualone,andtheworkIdoforyoursakeuntilIcanaddanothermotive.OfcourseIbelieveinaheaven——suchlivesasyourmakeonenecessary;andImeantofindawayofgettingthere.Inthemeantime,youaremymotive;butmyregardforyoushallbesoveryunobtrusivethatItrustyouwillnotresentit,andthethoughtofmyunseencareandwatchfulnessmayintimecometobeapleasantone."
Therewasnothinginhistoneormannertoindicatethattotheirfellow-travelersthathewasnotspeakingonthemostordinarytopic;andhelookedherfullinthefacewithhiscleardarkeyes,inwhichshesawonlytruthandfaithfulness.
Shewasvery,verydeeplytouched,andshecouldnotkeepthetearsoutofhereyesassheleanedtowardshimandsaidintonesthatnootherscouldhear:
"IamnolongerthefriendlessorphanIwaswhenIcametotheLakeHouse.InMr.VanBergIhavefoundafriendwhomIcantrust;inyou,IkStanton,abrotherthatIcanlove."
Ifthereader'spatiencehasnotfailedhimuptothislong-deferredmoment,itshallnowberewardedbyafewbrief,concludingwords.
Mrs.MayhewfeltconsiderablyaggrievedthatshehadhadsolittlepartinIda'sengagementwiththewealthyandaristocraticMr.
VanBerg,andinlateryearsshecomplainedthattheywereveryunfashionable,andspentanunreasonableamountoftimeinlookingafterallkindsofcharitableinstitutions.Mr.Mayhewdrankeverdeeperatthefullfountainofhischild'slove,andisserenelypassingontoanhonorableoldage.Mr.Eltingeisnowbeyondageandweakness,butIdaoftenmurmurswithtearsinhereyesasshelooksathisportrait,"Heisjustspeakingtomeashedidwhenmyheartwasbreaking."Stanton'scityfriendssaythathehasgreatlychangedandmightstandveryhighasalawyerandpoliticianifhewerenotsoquixoticandpronetotakecasesinwhichtherewasnomoney,buthereceiveslettersfromNewEnglandwhichseemtocompensatehimforlackoflargefees.VanBerghasnotyetregrettedthatheentrusted"faultyIdaMayhew"withhishappiness,andheismoreanxiousthanevertolurehertohisstudio.ForalongtimehehadtotakethetruthofherfaithontrustbutatlasthestoodbyhersideatGod'saltarandconfessedthatNamewhichhasbeenthelowliestandgrandestofearth.
Idaisstillveryhuman,butwithallherfaults,herhusbandoftenwhispersinherear:"NotIda,butIdeal."SheiscontinuallygivingupherlifeforChrist'ssake,andasoftenfindsitcomingbacktoherinsomericher,sweeterform;andbyhersimple,joyousfaithhasledmanytotheFriendshefoundinthequaintoldgarden,andwhosaysofallwhocome,"Iwillgiveuntothemeternallife."
JennieBurtonisstillwaiting;butattheendofeachdayoffaithfulworkshesingsthesongofhopethatIdataughther:
Nohope,'tissaid,thoughburieddeep,Butangelso'eritvigilskeep;
Noloveinsepulchreshallstay,ForChristMYFriendwillrollawayTheheavystoneofdeath.
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