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第34章

  "Myheartoverflowswithgratitudetoyou,"hesaidpromptly,butwithrisingcolor;"andasIsaidwhenyourescuedme,sonowI
  vowagain,Idedicatemylifetoyou.Idonotaskyoutoforgetthepastallatonce——Idonotaskyoutoforgetitatall——butonlytoletmeaidyouintakingthebitternessoutofthosememoriesthatnowaredestroyingassweetandbeneficentalifeasGodevergave.Ihavesuspectedthatyouhadsomeunselfishguileinthatlastpromiseyouobtainedfromme,butIshallbeloyaltothepromiseIintendedtomake,andwhichwasinmymind;IshallbeloyaltothepromiseImadeyouatfirst,towinyouifIcould,andIshallwaittillIcan."
  "What,then,willIdaMayhewdo?"sheaskedlookinghimfullintheface.
  Hecoloredstillmoredeeply,butmeetinghersearchinggazewithoutblenching,hesaid,firmlyandquietly:"Shewillalwaysdowhatisrightandnoble,Godblessher!"
  MissBurtonappearedalittleperplexedandtroubledforamoment,andthensaid,slowly:"IcalledyoumyfriendlastJuly,andwhenIspeakinthemoodIwasinthenImeanallthatIsay.Friendsshouldbeveryfrankwhentheoccasionrequires,orelsetheyarebutacquaintances.Iamgoingtobeveryfrankwithyouto-day,andifIerr,chargeittofriendshiponly.IdaMayhewlovesyou,Mr.VanBerg;shehaslovedyoualmostfromthefirst;andnowthatherlifehasbecomesonobleandbeautiful,Iamgreatlymistakenifyoudonotreturnheraffection.Ifthisbetrue,whatareyouofferingme?"
  "IHAVEgivenyou,MissBurton,mytruthandloyaltyforallcomingtime.Youmaydeclinethemnow——youprobablywill——butyoucannotchangemyattitudetowardsyouoraltermycourse.Ishallnotattempttohideanythingfromyou.Indeed,todosowouldbevain,andIhaveneverbeenintentionallyinsincerewithyou."ThenhetoldherofthefreakoffancythathadledhimtofollowIdatothecountryinthefirstinstance,andmuchthatfollowedsince,makingnoreference,however,toherdarkpurposeagainstherself.
  Inconclusionhesaid:"Oflate,forreasonsobvioustoyou,shehashadstrongfascinationsforme,butaboveandbeyondthesehasbeenherinfluenceonthesideofallthat'sright,manly,andtrue.IhaveneverspokenoflovetoMissMayhew.Honor,loyalty,unboundedgratitude,anddeepaffectionbindmetoyou,andshallthroughlife.Pleasesaynomore,MissJennie,forifanyquestionwaseversettled,thisis."
  "ThenyouproposetosacrificeyourselfandMissMayhewfortheshadowychanceofmakingmealittlehappier?"
  "Ishallnotbesacrificed,andIdaMayhewwouldjustlyrejectmewithscornwereIdisloyaltoyou.Icangiveyoumorelove,JennieBurton,thanIfearyouwillevergiveme,butIshallwaitpatiently.Whenmonthsandyearshaveprovedtoyouthetruthofmywords,youmayfeeldifferently.Letusleavethesubjecttillthen."
  "Oh,Mr.VanBerg,Ishallhavetotellyouafterall,"shesaidburyingherfaceinherhands.
  "Youneednotnow,"herepliedgently."Youhavebeenillandarenotstrongenoughforthisagitation.Youneverneedtotellmeunlessitwillmakeyourburdenlighter."
  "Itwillmakemyburdenlighterto-day,"shesaidhurriedly."PardonmeifItellmystoryinthebriefestandmostprosaicway.Youarethefirstonethathasheardit.Itmaynotseemmuchtoyouandothers;buttomeitisanawfultragedy,andIsometimesfearmylifemaybeaneternalconditionofsuspenseandwaiting.Youhavebeenverygenerousintakingmesofullyontrust,butnowyoushallknowall.Iamtheonlydaughterofapoor,unworldlyNewEnglandclergyman.MymotherdiedbeforeIcanremember,andmyfathergavetomeallthetimehecouldsparefromthedutiesofasmallvillageparish.Heandthebeautifulregioninwhichwelivedweremyonlyteachers.OneJunemorningHarroldFleetwoodcametotheparsonagewithlettersofintroduction,sayingthathisphysicianhadbanishedhimfrombooksandcitylife,andheaskedifhecouldbetakenasalodgerforafewweeks.Poorandunworldlyasfatherwas,formysakehemadecarefulinquiriesandlearnedthattheyoungmanwasfromoneofthebestandwealthiestfamiliesofBoston,andboreanunblemishedreputation.Then,sinceweweresoverypoor,heyieldedtoMr.Fleetwood'swishes,hopingthustobeabletobuysomebooks,hesaid,onwhichourmindscouldliveduringthecomingwinter.
  "Tome,HarroldFleetwoodwasaveryremarkablecharacter.Whilehealwaystreatedmewithkindnessandrespect,hedidnottakemuchnoticeofmeatfirst;andIthinkhefoundmeverydiffident,tosaytheleast.But,ashehadovertaxedhiseyes,Ibegantoreadtohim;andthen,aswebecamebetteracquainted,heresumedahabithehad,asIsoonlearned,ofspeakinginhalf-soliloquyconcerningthesubjectsthatoccupiedhismind.Hesaidthataninvalidsisterhadindulgedhiminthishabit,andhehadtriedtothinkaloudpartlytobeguileherweariness.ButtomeitwastherevelationoftherichestandmostversatilemindIhaveeverknown.AtlastIventuredtoshowmyinterestandtoasksomequestions,andthenhegraduallybecameinterestedinmeforsomereason."
  "Icanunderstandhisreasons,"saidVanBergemphatically.
  "Hedidnotknowatfirsthowmuchtimefatherhadgivenmeandtowhatgooduseswehadputthebookswehad.Well,Imustbebrief.
  Everydaybroughtusnearertogether,untilitseemedthatwesharedourthoughtsincommon.Ioughtnottocomplain,forperhapsinfewlonglivesdoestherecomemorehappinessthanwascrowdedinthosefewweeks.Itwasthehappinessofheaven——itwasthehappinessoftwosoulsattunedtoperfectharmonyandrangingtogethertherichestfieldsoftruthandfancy.Dearoldfatherwasblindtoitall,andIhadscarcelythoughtwhithertheshiningtidewascarryingmeuntillastTuesdayfiveyearsago,Mr.Fleetwoodsaidtome,'Jennie,oursoulswerematedinheaven,ifanyeverwere,andIclaimyouasthefulfillmentofwhatmusthavebeenaDivinepurpose.'Ifoundthatmyheartechoedeverywordhesaid.
  "ThenheappearedtroubledandsaidthatImustgivehimtimetountangleasnarlintowhichhehaddriftedratherthaninvolvedhimself.Hisfamilywerewealthyandambitious,andtheyhadalwaysspokenofhismarriagewithacousinwhowasanheiress,asasettledthing.Hehadneverboundhimselfbywordoract,andoftenlaughinglytoldhisparentsthattheycouldnotarrangethesemattersonstrictlybusinessprinciples,asdidaristocratsabroad——thattheyoungladyherselfmighthavesomethingtosay,ifhehadnot.Buthewaswraptupinhisstudies——hewaspreparingforaliterarylife——andeventsdriftedonuntilhefoundthateveryoneofhishouseholdhadsettheirheartsonthisalliance.Allthathecouldsayagainstitwasthathewasindifferent.Theladywasprettyandtriedtomakeherselfagreeabletohim;whilehefeltthattheyhadlittleincommon,andwasalsoledtobelievethatshewouldgood-naturedlyleavehimtohisownpursuits,andsoheenterednoprotesttothefamilyschemes,butdrifted.Thatwastheonedefectofhischaracter.Hewasamanofthoughtandfancyratherthanofdecisionandaction.
  "Whenhereturnedhomeandtoldhisparentsofhisattachmentforme,theywerefurious,andwroteverybitterletterstobothfatherandmyself,accusingusofhavingintriguedtoobtainawealthyalliance.ThankGod!fatherneversawtheletter,ashediedsuddenly,beforeheknewhowsoreawoundIhadreceived.NordidIevershowthelettertoMr.Fleetwood,formyfatherhadtrainedmetoowelltosowdissensionbetweenparentsandson.
  "Anaunttookmetoherhome.Shewasakindheartedoldlady,butverymatter-of-factandwhollyengrossedinherhousekeeping,andItoldhernothing.IwaitedtillMr.Fleetwoodsoughtmeout,whichhesoondid.Isawthathisfamilyweremovingheavenandearthtobreakoffhisengagementwithme,anditevidentlypainedhimdeeplythathemustsogreatlydisappointhisparents.Buttheconsiderationthatweighedmostwithhimwasthis:theyurgeduponhimineverypossiblewaythathopeshadbeenraisedintheheartoftheyoungladyherself,andalthoughhewasalwaysveryreticentinregardtoher.Ithinkshesecondedthefamilyscheme,forthemarriagewouldhavejoinedtwoverylargeestates.Althoughmyheartoftenstoodstillwithfearwhileheapparentlywaveredalittle,IcanhonestlysayIlefthimfreetomakehisownchoice.
  Theypersecutedandurgedhimtothatextent,andsoconfusedhissenseofrightandwrong,that,inordertoescapefromhisdilemma,hemanagedtogetalieutenant'scommissioninthearmyinspiteofhisphysician'sprotest,andbeforehisfamilyrealizedwhattheyregardedasanimmeasurabledisasterhewasintheUnionranksatthefront.ItHASprovedanimmeasurabledisastertome.
  "Hecametoseemebeforehewentsouth,andtoldmethathepreferreddeathtoanyotherbridethanmyself.InsadforebodingIbeggedhimtogivemeupratherthangointothatawfulwarwithhisimperfecthealth.Buthewent.Therestofmystoryissoontold.
  Lifeinthefieldseemedtobracehimupeveryway.Hewrotemethathehadlivedhithertoinbooksanddreams,andthatcontactwithstrong,forcefulmenwasjustwhatheneeded.Hewrotealmostdaily,andIlivedonhisletters.Hegrewstrongandheroicinhisexposuretodangerandhardship,andwonpromotiononthesimplegroundofmerit.Atlast,afteranarduouscampaign,hewasslightlywoundedandgreatlyworn,andhereceivedalongleaveofabsenceafterthetroopswentintowinterquarters.Hewrotethenthathewascominghometomarryme,andnopoweronearthcouldpreventitexceptmy'ownlittleself,'asheexpressedit——oh!Icanrepeatallthoseletterswordforword.Hewrotemetheverydayandhouronwhichhewouldstart,andIhavewaitedeversince;andIhavevowedbeforeGodthatIwillwaittillhecomes."Andshebowedherhead,hereyesweretearless,andshewentonstillmorehurriedly.
  "Iafterwardslearnedfromabrotherofficer,andalsofromthepapers,thathelefthisregimentalheadquartersatthetimehesaid,butthathehadtoridethrougharegioninfestedwithguerrillas,andthatisabsolutelyallIknow.Iamsurehewrotetohisfamilyofhisintentionsinregardtome,buttheyhaveneverrecognizedmeintheslightestway.Theyoungladytowhomtheywouldhavemarriedhimworemourningayear,andthenwasledtothealterbyanotherman.But,asmyHarroldsaid,Godmatedoursouls,andI
  shallwaittillhejoinsourlives.YournamestartledmegreatlywhenIhearditlastJuneforthefirsttimesinceIhadspokenitmyselftoonewhohasseeminglyvanishedbutiseverpresenttome,andwhileyoudonotresemblehiminappearancetoanycloseextent,thereisattimessomethinginyourexpressionthatissingularlylikehis;andthisfactmustexplainandexcusealltheweakexhibitionsofmyselfthissummer.Andnow,myfriend,permitmetosaythatyourratherardentwordsononeortwooccasionsneverdeceivedmeforamoment.Youmistookyourwarmsympathyforlove.I,whohadseenandknowntheloveofHarroldFleetwood,couldnotmakesuchamistake.YoudoloveIdaMayhew,andsheisworthy;andinnopossiblewaycouldyoudosomuchtoaddtomyhappiness,nowandalways,asbyaidingthatbeautifulgirldevelophernewandbeautifullife.HaroldVanBerg,IwouldregarditasaninsultifyoueverspoketomeofloveandmarriageafterwhatIhavetoldyouto-day.Ishallalwaysvalueyourfriendshipvery,verymuch,forIamnowaloneintheworld,andIthinkIhavefoundinyouafriendinwhomIcantrustabsolutely,andtowhomIcouldgoincasethereshouldbeneed.Probablythereneverwillbe,for,inmysimple,busylife,Ihavefewwants.YoumaytellMr.StantonwhatyouthinkbestofmystoryafterIamgone.I
  regretunspeakablythatheshouldthinkofmeashedoes,forIhavelearnedtorespecthimasatrue,noble-heartedgentleman.Itisonemoreoflife'sstrangemysteries.Mr.VanBerg,"shesaid,springingup,"youhavemadetomeonepledgethatyoucankeep——onlyone.Youhavepromisedto'makemehappyinmyownway.'BraveIdaMayhewcaughtmeinherarmswhenIfaintedlastTuesday,andshewatchedatmysidetillmorning.Yes,shedid;thenobleandgenerousgirl!ButIpromisedmyselfthepleasureofrewardingher,ifpossible.Now,ifyouwishtodosomethingformethatdemandsprompt,heroicaction,scrambleintoabuggyandletoneofMr.Burleigh'smendriveyoutothatoldgardenbeforesheleavesit.Shefoundhernewspirituallifethere,letheralsofindherhappyearthlylifeinthesamelovedplace.Notaword,butgoatonceifyouhaveanyregardformyfeelingsandwishes.AsIhavetoldmystory,yoursympatheticfacehasbeenmoreeloquentthananywords,andleavesnothingtobesaid.IrefusetoseeyouorspeaktoyouagaintillyouhavefulfilledtheonlypromiseIeveraskedorwishedyoutomake,"andshelefthimandquicklydisappeared.
  TenminuteslaterVanBergwasbeingdriventowardsMr.Eltinge'splace,ataspeedwhichthreatened,incaseofaccident,toplacehimbeyondtheuseofcrutches.AsherodealonginfrontofthehousehesawthatIda'soldhorseandlowphaetonwerestillintheshadeofthetrees;therefore,dismissinghisdriver,hehobbledwithsingularalacrityacrossthelawnandsuddenlypresentedhimselfbeforeMr.EltingeandIda,muchtothesurpriseofthelatter,whohastilywipedhereyesandsoughttohidethefactthatherthoughtshadnotbeenverycheerful.
  "Pardonme,"hesaid,"butIleftmysketchbookheresomedayssince;
  andIespeciallywishedtobidMr.Eltingegood-byandtothankhimwithallthewarmthandfulnessthatcanbeputintowords."
  Mr.Eltingewascordiallyandgravelykindinhisreception,butIdakeptherfaceaverted,forsheknewthatthetracesofgriefweretooapparent.
  AfterafewmomentsMr.Eltingesaid:"Sincethisisyourlastvisit,Icannotthinkoflettingeitherofyougobackbeforedinner,and,ifyouwillexcusemeforalittletime,Isooncanseethatoursimplearrangementsaremade."
  "Ishallbeverygladtoremain,"saidVanBerg,sopromptlythatIdaturnedandlookedathimwithsurprise.Shewasstillmoresurprisedwhen,assoonastheywerealone,hehobbledtotherusticseatandsatdownbesideher.
  "MissIda,"hesaid,"youhavealwaysgivenmesuchadmirableadvicethatIcometoyouagain.MissBurtonrefusesmeabsolutelyandirrevocably,andinlanguagethatrendersitimpossibleformeevertoaddressheragainonthesubject.Youthusperceivewhataforlornobjectisbeforeyou——arejectedmanandacripple!"
  "MissBurtonrefusedyou!"exclaimedIdainutteramazement."Youwerebutacoldwooer,Iimagine,"sheaddedreproachfully,andsherosefromtheseatandstoodalooffromhim.
  "Youknowwell,MissIda,"hesaidearnestly,"thatafalsehoodwouldbeimpossibleinthisplace,andIassureyouIhonestlydidthebestIcould.Wehaveplightedourfaithinafriendshipthatwillbeabrother'sloveonmypart,butshesaidsolemnlythatshewouldregardoffersofmarriagefromme,noworatanyfuturetime,asaninsult.Inbrief,shehasatlasttoldmeherstory.
  Herloverisdead,anditwasbecauseshedetectedcertainresemblancesinmyappearancetohimthatshelookedatmesometimesinthewayyoudescribed.Ihadsurmisedasmuchbefore,butatonetimehopedthatthisaccidentalresemblancemightgivemeavantage-groundinwinningherfromapastthatIknewmusthavebeenverysadindeed.Myresemblancewasonlyanoutwardone,themanhimselfwasimmeasurablymysuperior,andontheprincipleofcontrastaloneJennieBurtoncouldneverthinkofme.ButherloveforHarroldFleetwoodisherlife.Itisastrange,unearthlydevotionthattimeonlyincreases.IfeltweekssincethatIcouldworshipherasasaintfareasierthanIcouldloveherasawoman,andInowknowthereason.Itwouldindeedbeaninsultforanymantospeaktoherofloveandmarriage,ifheknewwhatIhavelearnedto-day."
  "ThenpoorCousinIkhasnochanceeither,"saidIda,withtearsinhereyes.
  "No,Idonotthinkhehas,althoughshehaslearnedtoappreciatehim.Shespokeofhimasa'true,noble-heartedgentleman,'andsuchtermsfromthelipsofawomanlikeJennieBurtonarebetterthanaking'stitle.Asfarasmycomplacentanddeliberatewooingoflastsummerisconcerned,Ibelievethatwhenitdidnotpainandannoyhershewasratheramusedbyit.Shehadseenthegenuinething,youknow,andthusIwastheonlyoneimposeduponbyasentimentwhichatthetimereceivedtheunqualifiedapprovalofmyinfalliblereasonandjudgment.TheverysuperiorMr.HaroldVanBergoncedeclinedyouracquaintance,asyoumayremember.Takeyourfullrevengeuponhimnow,foryouseetowhatabatteredanddilapidatedconditionofbodyandmindhehasbeenreduced.Hehasdevelopedageniusforblunderingandgettinghimselfandotherpeopleintotrouble,thatisquitesublime.Ifeveramanneededdailyadviceandcounsel,hedoes,andtheincalculableservicethatyouhaverenderedhiminthisrespectleadshimtocometoyouagain."
  "Indeed,sir,"saidIda,turningawaywithacrimsonface,"Ihavenofurtheradvicetogiveyou.Mr.Eltingewillsoonbeback;
  takehimasyourcounsellor.I'mgoingtogathersomeflowersfordinner."
  Heatoncewasonhiscrutchesandinclosepursuit,butsheflittedawaybeforehimtillindespairhereturnedtotherusticseat.Thensheshylyandhesitatinglybegantoapproach,apparentlyabsorbedintyingupherflowers.
  "Haven'tyouobservedthatIamacripple?"heasked.
  "Ihaveobservedthatyouareaverynimbleone."
  "Ithinkyouareverycrueltotreatahelplessmaninthisstyle."
  "Indeed,sir,Ihavenottakenawayyourcrutches.Whenyouspokeofahelplessman,towhomdidyourefer?"
  "Ithoughtyouoncesaidthatmercywas'twicebless'd.'"
  "That'satruismthathasbecomealittletrite.Don'tyouthinkMr.Eltingewilllikemybouquet?"
  "Hereisaflowerthattomeisworthallthateverbloomed.Comeandtellmeifyoustillrecognizeit,"andhetookoutthelittlenote-bookinwhichwaspressedtheimperfectandemblematicrose-bud.
  "Poorlittlething!"Idasighed,lookingoverhisshoulder,"howfadedithasbecome!"
  Byamotionthatwasalmostinstantaneoushedroppedthenote-bookandcaughtherhand."Yes,Ida,"hesaideagerly,itisfaded,butitgrowsdearertomedaily,asyouwilllongaftertheexquisitecolorhasfadedfromyourface.IdaMayhew,thebrookhasstoppednowbecauseitcannothelpitself,norwillitevergoonagain,eveninspringorsummer,unlessitbearsyouawaywithit."
  Sheturnedandlookedhimfullinhiseyes,inaccordancewithhercustomwhenshefeltthatshemustknowtheinnermostthoughtsofthespeaker.
  "Mr.VanBerg,"shesaidverygravely,"letthatlittleemblemthereremindyouthatyouarespeakingtoaveryfaultyandignorantgirl.IcannotregaininafewweekswhatIhavelostinawastedlife.Youmayregret——"
  "Hush,Ida;foronceIwillnotlistentoyou.WhenIbelievedmyselfdyingmychiefthoughtwasofyou,andwhenIheardsoundsnearme,inmyhalfunconsciousstateIcalledyourname."
  "Oh,thatithadbeenmyprivilegetoanswer,"shesighed.
  "YousavedmewhenIwasinfarworseperil,"heresumedinwordsthatflowedlikeatorrent."Yousavedmyhonor,mymanhood;yousavedmefromfollythatwouldhaveblastedmylife.IowefarmoretoyouthantoJennieBurton,andIknowatwhatcosttoyourself.
  Ida,Ishallneverhideanythingfromyou.IcamebacklastMondayformysketch-book,andIheardyousay:'Itwouldbeeasierformetodiethangivehimupforyoursake,JennieBurton.'ThenonlyIlearnedyoursecret;thenforthefirstIunderstoodyourself-sacrificeforthesakeofhonorandduty.UntilthenIthoughtthestruggletoforgetwouldbeonmypartonly.FromthatmomentneverdidamanhonorawomanmorethanIhonorandreverenceyou.
  MymothergavemethisringandtoldmenevertopartwithituntilIfoundawomanthatIcouldloveandhonorevenmorethanher,andInevershallpartwithittillIputitonyourhand,"andshehadscarcelytimetoglancedown,beforeshesawadiamondglitteringonherengagementfinger.
  "IgaveupthatwhichwaslifetomeforHissake,andthussoonHegivesbacktomefarmore,"Idamurmured,andsherestedherheadonVanBerg'sshoulderwithalookofinfinitecontent.Amomentlatersheadded:"Oh,I'msogladforfather'ssake."
  "Areyounotalittlegladforyourown?"
  "Oh,Harold!comparethis——God'swayoutoftroublewiththeoneIchose!"
  "Thepasthasgonebyforever,Ida,andyouhavereceivedyourwoman'ssoulinthegoodold-fashionedway.InmyheartofheartsIhavechangedyournamefromIdatoIdeal."
  TheyhadnotnoticedthatMr.Eltingehadcomedownthegardenwalktosummonthemtodinner.Theoldgentlemandiscoveredthattherehadbeenatransformationsceneinhisabsence,althoughhetookoffhisspectaclestwice,andwipedthembeforeheseemedfullysatisfiedofitsreality.
  "Ahem!Ifearourplaindinnerwillbeaveryprosaicinterruption;
  but——"hebegan.
  "Oh,Mr.Eltinge,"criedIda,springingtohim,hercheeksputtingtoshameanyflowerofhisgarden,"Ioweallthistoyou!"
  "Mr.VanBerg,"saidMr.Eltinge,withthestatelycourtesyoftheoldschool,"withyourpermissionInowshalltakefullpayment,"
  andstoopingdownhekissedhertenderly,withafervent"Godblessyou,mychild!Godblessyouboth!Ithoughtitwouldallendinthisway."
  ItwaslateinthedaywhenIdadroveuptothestepsoftheLakeHouseandassistedVanBergtoalightwithacareandsolicitudethatStanton,whowasgrimlywatchingthem,thoughtatrifletooapparent.Shegaveahastyside-glancetohercousin,butwouldnottrustherselftodomoreinthepresenceofothers.
  "Mr.VanBerg,Iwouldliketoseeyoualoneafewmoments,"saidStantoninalowtone.
  Theartisthobbledcheerfullyintooneofthesmallprivateparlors,andstretchedhimselfoutveryluxuriouslyonthesofa,sayingashedidso,"Taketherocking-chair,Ik."
  "No,sir,"saidStantonstiffly."Ishalltrespassbutafewmomentsonyourtime——onlylongenoughtokeepapromiseandperformaduty.Incircumstancesthatyoucanscarcelyhaveforgotten,youassuredmethatIwasinhonorboundtogivemycousin,MissMayhew,abrother'scare.Youassertedveryemphaticallythatwithherpeculiartemperamentsheoughttobesavedfromanyserioustrouble.WhatIthenpromisedfromasenseofdutyInowperformfromwarmaffection.Asfarasabrother'sloveandcareisconcerned,IdaMayhewismysister,andasabrotherIinsist,inviewofyourrelationswithMissBurton,thatyoudonotgivetohersomuchofyoursociety.NotthatImeantoinsinuateinthefaintestpossibleway,thatmycousinentertainsforyouanythingmorethananordinaryandfriendlyregard.Itismyintentiononlytoremindyouthatyourcoursehasbeenalittlepeculiaroflate,tosaytheleast,andthatitisoftenfarbettertopreventtroublethanremedyit."
  "Themischiefisalldone,Ik;youaretoolate."
  "Whatdoyoumean,sir?"
  "Well,onethingatatime.MissBurtonhasrefusedmeabsolutely."
  "Idon'twonder!"saidStantonindignantly.
  "NorIeither,Ik.YouareahundredfoldmoreworthyofherthanIamoreverwas.Ionceregardedmyselfasslightlyyoursuperior,Isaac,butcircumstanceshaveprovedthatyouhaveenoughgoodmetalinyoutomakeadozensuchmenasIam."
  "Iwantexplanations,notcompliments,"saidStantonsternly.
  "Sitdown,andI'lltellyoueverything.Thenyoucanbrainmewithoneofthecrutches,ifyouwish,"andVanBergrelatedtoStantonsubstantiallyallthatoccurredbetweenhimselfandJennieBurton."ShesaidIcouldtellyouaftershewasgone,butIthinkitisbestyoushouldknowbefore.Sheunderstandsandhonorsyou,andyoushouldunderstandher.Herheartisburiedsodeepinsomeunnamed,unmarkedgravethatitwillfind,Ifear,noresurrectiononearth.Itoldyouthefirstdayshecametothishousethatshehadhadanexperiencethatseparatedherfromordinaryhumanity,andalsopredictedthatshewouldwakeyouupandmakeamanofyou.Shehasmadeyouaprinceamongmen.Youaremyelderbrother,Ik,fromthistimeforth,andIwon'tputonanymoreairswithyou.AsIsaid,yourremarksinregardtoyourcousincamealittlelate.Yousee,myringisgone,andyouknowIhaveoftenlaughinglytoldyouthatmymothergaveittomeonconditionsthatmadeitverysafeproperty.Ihavepartedwithit,however,andveryhonestlytoo;butyouwillseeitagain,soon."
  "Van,"saidStanton,withaslightquaverinhisvoice,andaverysicklyattemptathisoldhumor,"Ihaveforfeitedmywagerthatfollowedyourprediction,whichIthoughtsoabsurdatthetime;
  butI'llforgiveyoueverything,andbestowmyblessingonyouandIda,ifyouwillpaintmeaportraitofMissBurton."
  "ThebestIcanpossiblymake,Ik,andsheshalllookasshedidwhenshecalledyouatrue,noble-heartedgentleman."
  VanBergnowfoundnodifficultyinbringingaboutafriendshipbetweenIdaandJennieBurton,andthetwomaidensspentthegreaterpartofSabbathafternoontogether.Idahidnothinginherfullconfidence,noteventhecrimethathadbeeninherthoughts,andwhichmighthavedestroyedthelifethatnowwasgrowingsorichandbeautiful.Whenherpatheticstorywascompleted,Jenniesaid:
  "Mr.VanBerghastoldmesomethingsinyourfavorthatyouhaveomitted.Icannotflattermyselfnowthatmyloveisstrongerthanyours,butyouarestronger,youarebraver.Whatisthesecretofyourstrength?Yourreligionseemstodoyoumoregoodthanminedoesme."
  "Well,Jennie,"saidIdamusingly,thereseemstomethisdifference.
  "YouhaveaGod,IhaveaSaviour;youhaveafaith,IhaveatenderandhelpfulFriend.JesusChristhassaidtothosewholoveandtrusthim:'Letnotyourheartsbetroubled.'Hesaidthesewordstomenwhoweretosufferallthings,anddidso,Mr.Eltingetoldme.It'sjustthesameasifhesaid,Youdon'tknow,Ido;leaveeverythingtome,anditshallallbeforthebestintheend.Seehowallmytroublethissummerhasjustpreparedforthishappiness,andIbelieve,Jennie,thatyoureternityofhappinesswillbemadeallthericherforeverysaddayofyourunselfishlife.ThesoulsofsuchmenasHarroldFleetwoodareGod'srichesttreasures,andhewhosenameisLovesurelykindledsuchloveasyoursandhis.TheGodthattheBiblerevealstomewillnotpermitittobelost,"andwithJennie'sheadonherbosomshesanglowandsweetly:
  Nohope,'tissaid,thoughburieddeep,Butangelso'eritvigilskeep;
  Noloveinsepulchreshallstay,ForChristourFriendhasrolledawayTheheavystoneofdeath.
  "Oh,singmethosewordsagain,"sobbedJennie:"singthemagainandagain,tilltheyfillmyheartwithhope."
  Idadidso.
  "OIda!God'sgoodangeltomeaswellastoHaroldVanBerg,"
  saidJennie,smilingthroughhertears."Iblessyouforthosehopefulwords.TheywillrepeatthemselvesinmyhearttillallisclearandoursoulsthatGodmatedarejoinedagain.MyHarroldwasnotonewhosaid'Lord,Lord'veryoften,butIknowthathetriedto'dothewillofhisFatherwhichisinheaven.'IamgoingtoyourFriend,Ida,forifeverapoormortalneededmorethanmortalhelpandcheer,Ido.Ishalljustgiveupeverythingintohishands,andwaitpatiently."