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第27章

  Mr.Mayhewattendedchurchwithhisfamilythatmorning——athingthathehadnotdoneforyears——andintheafternoonIdatookhimtoseeherspiritualbirthplace,andtocallonherspiritualfather.ThewelcomethatoldMr.Eltingegave,andthewordshespoke,didmuchtowardsestablishinginthemanwhohadbeensodisheartened,hopethatanewandbetterfuturewasopeningbeforehim.
  Whenabouttopartheputhisleftarmaroundhisdaughter,andgivinghishandtoMr.Eltinge,said,withavoicebrokenbyhisfeelings:
  "Iambewilderedyet.Ican'tunderstandmyhappiness.YesterdayIwasperishinginaboundlessdesert.To-daythedeserthasvanished,andI'minthissweetoldgarden.Therearenoflowersorfruitsinit,however,thatcancomparewiththeloveandtruthInowseeinthischild'sface.Iwon'tspeakoftheserviceyouhaverenderedusboth.It'sbeyondallwords."
  Itwasindeedgreaterthanheknew,forIdhadconcludednevertospeakagainofherterriblesecret.Godhadforgivenher,andnothingwastobegainedbyanyreferencetoasubjectthathadbecomeinexpressiblypainful."Remember,"saidthestaunchandfaithfuloldmanastheywereabouttodriveaway,"nothinggoodlastsunlessbuiltupfromtheAuthorofallgood.Unlessyouactonthistruthyou'llfindyourselfinthedesertagain,andallyouarenowenjoyingwillseemlikeamirage."
  PoorMr.Mayhewcouldnotenduretoloseamomentofhisdaughter'ssociety,forthelongthirstofyearswastobeslaked.Theytookaround-aboutwayhome,andthesummereveningdeepenedintotwilightandduskbeforetheyapproachedthehotel.
  "See,father,thereisthenewmoon,andithangsoveryourrightshoulder,"criedIda,gleefully.
  "It'soveryourrightshoulder,too,andthatthoughtpleasesmebetterstill.IwishIcouldmakeyouveryhappy.TellmewhatIcandoforyou."
  "TakemetoNewYorkwithyouto-morrow,"saidIda,promptly.
  "Nowyouaretryingtomakeamartyrofyourselfforme.YouforgethowhotanddustythecityisinAugust."
  "I'mgoingwithyou,"shesaiddecisively,"unlessyousayno."
  "I'mgoingtospendpartofthetimewithyouuntilyourvacationbeginsnextmonth,andthenwe'llexploreeverynookandcornerofthisregion."
  "ThereIda,saynomoreto-day.Mycupisoverflowingnow,andthefearisalreadygrowingthatsuchhappinesswon'tlast——can'tlastinaworldlikeours."
  "Father,"saidIda,gently,"I'vefoundaFriendthathaspromisedmemorethanpresenthappiness.Hehaspromisedmeeternallife.
  Heispledgedtomakeallseeminglyevilresultinmyfinalgood.
  HowitcanbeIdon'tseeatall,butI'mtryingtotakehimathisword.YoumustnotworryifI'mnotalwaysingoodspirits.I
  supposeeveryoneintheworldhasaburdentocarry,butIdon'tthinkitcancrushusifourSaviourhelpsuscarryit.Myfaithisverysimple,yousee;IfeelI'mlikeoneofthoselittlechildrenhetookinhisarmsandblessed,andI'msurehisblessingisnotanemptyform.Ithasmademeloveandtrusthim,andthat'sallthereligionIhaveorknowanythingabout.Youmustnotexpectgreatthingsofme;youmustnotwatchmetooclosely.Justletmetakemyownquietwayinlife,forIwantmylifehenceforthtobeasquietandunobtrusiveasthelittlebrookthatrunsthroughMr.Eltinge'sgarden,thatisoftenintheshade,youknow,aswellasinthelight,butMr.Eltingeletsitflowafteritsownfashion;soyoumustletme.I'llalwaystrytomakealittlelow,sweetmusicforyou,ifnotfortheworld.Sopleasedonotcommencepuzzlingyourpoortiredbrainhowtomakemehappyorgay,orwanttotakemehereandthere.Justleavemetomyself;
  letmehavemyownwayforawhileatleast;andifyoucandoanythingformeIpromisetotellyou."
  EversinceherdrivewithVanBergthepreviousday,therehadbeenadeepundercurrentofthoughtinIda'smind,andshehadatlastconcludedthatshecouldscarcelykeephersecretwithanycertaintywhileunderhiseyes,andespeciallythoseofMissBurton.Shewastoodirectandpositiveinhernature,andherlovewastoostrongandabsorbingforthecoolandindifferentbearingshewastryingtomaintain.Hereyes,hercheeks,hertones,andevenwords,mightprovetraitorsatanytimeandbetrayher.Shelongedtobealone,andtehlargeemptycityhouseseemedthequietrefugethatsheneeded.Atthesametimeitwouldgiveherdeepsatisfactiontobewithherfatherafterhsreturnfrombusiness,andmakeamendsforyearsofneglect.
  Helookedatherwistfully,feeling,inavagueway,thathedidnotunderstandheryet.Therewasaminorchordinhervoice,andtherehadbeenasadnessinhereyesattimeswhichbegantosuggesttohimthathehadnotlearnedallthecausesthatweresomarvellouslytransformingherformheroldself.Hermotherwouldquestionandquestion.He,onthecontrary,wouldwaitpatientlytilltheconfidencewasgiven,andsohemerelysaidgently,"Allright,littlegirl;I'lltrytomakeyouhappyinyourownway."
  VanBerg,goingoutforawalkaftertea,againheardthegirlishvoicesingingthequainthymntunethathadawakenedthememoriesofhischildhoodthepreviousday.Heinstantlyconcealedhimselfbytheroadside,andinamomentortwoIdaandherfatherdroveby.Hewasableinthedusktonoteonlythatherheadrestedonherfather'sshoulder,andhervoicewassweetandplaintiveasshesangwordsthathecouldnotheardistinctly,butwhichwereasfollows,asfarashecouldcatchthem:
  IknownotthewayheisleadingmeButIknowheisleadingmehome;
  Thoughlonelythepathanddarktome,Itissafeanditwendstomyhome.
  Homeoftheblest,HomethatisrestTothewearypilgrim'sfeet,tothewearypilgrim'sheart.
  andthenherwordswerelostinthedistance.
  Withanimpulsehedidnotthinkofresistinghefollowedthembacktothehotelandwaitedpatientlytillsheandherfathercameoutfromsupper.
  "MissMayhew,"hesaid,alittlediscontentedly,"Ihavescarcelyhadachancetosayawordtoyouto-day,anditseemstomethatIhaveagreatdealtosay."
  Shelookedathimwithsomesurpriseasshereplied,"Well,IthinkImightatleastbecomeagoodlistener."
  "Doyoumeanapatientone?"
  "Ineverhadanypatience,"sheanswered,withsomethinglikeasmile.
  "AndIwasneversopossessedbythedemonofimpatienceasIhavebeenthisafternoon.Therehasn'tbeenasoularoundthatIcaredtotalkwith,andifyouknewhowoutofconceitIamwithmyowncompany,youwouldfeelsomecommiseration.HowIenviedyouyourvisittothegardenthisafternoon,forIfeltsureyoutookyourfatherthither.MayInotgowithyouagainto-morrow,orsoon?I
  wishtomakemysketchmoreaccuratebeforebeginningyourpicture."
  Shehesitatedamoment,andhelittleknowhowhewastemptingher.
  Thenshereplied,soquietlyanddecisivelyastoseemalmostcold,"Mr.Eltinge,I'msure,willbeverygladtoseeyou,butIshallgotothecitywithmyfatherinthemorningandremainintownalltheweek."Shewaspuzzledathisunmistakableexpressionofregretanddisappointment,andadded,hastily,"Mr.VanBerg,youaretakingfartoomuchtrouble.Iwouldbemoresatisfied——I
  wouldbedelightedwithsuchasketchasyoumadeto-day,withtheomissionofmyself."
  "Butif,insteadofbeingtrouble,itgavemegreatpleasuretomakethepicturewiththeutmostcare?"
  "Isuppose,"shereplied,"thatyouhaveahighartisticsensethatmustbesatisfied,andthatyouseeimperfectionsthatIcannot."
  "Youaretoosevereuponme,MissMayhew,butsinceyouhavesuchgoodreason,Icannotcomplain.Still,injusticetomyself,I
  mustsaythatsatisfyingmyartisticsensewasnotmymotive."
  "Ididnotmeantobesevere——Idonotmeanwhatyouthink,"Idabegan,veryeagerly.Thenshecheckedherselfandadded,afteramoment,withaslighttingeofsadnessinhertone,"Ifearwearefatedtomisunderstandeachother.Good-night,Mr.VanBerg,"andsheturneddecisivelyawayandjoinedherfatherwhowastalkingwithStanton.
  Theartistwasbothhurtandperplexed,andheabruptlyleftthehallandstartedagainonthewalkwhichhadbeensounexpectedlyinterrupted.Hestrodeawaythroughthestarlightwithaswiftnessthatwasscarcelyinharmonywiththewarm,stillsummernight.
  Beforehewasawareofithewasamileaway.Stoppingsuddenlyhemuttered:
  "Iwon'tbesobaffledandpuzzled.IwilllearntounderstandthisIdaMayhewbeforethissummerisover.It'sridiculousthatIshouldbesodullandstupid.Shesaysshefearsweare'fatedtomisunderstandeachother.'Idefysuchablindstupidfate.I
  usedtohavesomebrainsandtactbeforeIcametothisplace,andIscarcelythinkI'vebecomeanidiot.Iamdeterminedtowinthatgirl'sfriendship,andIintendtofollowhercareerandwatchtherareandbeautifuldevelopmentofhercharacter.Thatonehourinthegardenyesterdaytaughtmewhataninspirationherexquisitebeautycanbeinmyprofession,andsurelywiththevantage-groundI
  alreadypossessIoughttohaveskillenoughtowinaplaceamongherfriends,"andhewalkedbackalmostasquicklyashehadstalkedaway.
  Idahadseenhisdepartureandrecognizedthefactthatshehadhurthisfeelings.Itwasstrangethatsolittleathingcoulddepresshersogreatly,forshefeltthatthefirstrealSabbathshehadeverspentandwhichhadbeenintruthaSUN-daytoherthusfar,wasnowendinginshadowsdarkerthanthenight."HowweakIam,"shethought;"Imustgoawayassoonaspossible,orelseIshallbesorry.ThecompanionshipthathecangivesoeasilyandfranklywhenMissBurtonisnotathandtooccupyhimisimpossibleforme,andwouldonlyendinthebetrayalofasecretthatIwouldhideevenmoreanxiouslythanthecrimeIcouldnotconcealfromhim.Mydutyandmyfathermustbeeverythinghereafter,"andsheturnedresolutelytohim,saying:
  "Father,takeaseatintheparlorwhileIgoandfindmother.I
  wantthesepeopletoseethatyouhaveafamilywhoatleastshowthattheyappreciatealltheluxuriesandcomfortsyouareprovidingforthem."
  Mr.Mayhewwasmoredeeplygratifiedbyherwordsthanshecouldunderstand,foranyrecognitionofhismanhoodandrightfulpositionwhichwasquietandunobtrusive,wasbalmandhealingtohiswoundedself-respect.Hithertohehadbelievedcorrectlythathisfamilywishedtokeephimoutofsight,andatnotimebeforehadherealizedthechangethathadtakenplaceinIdamorekeenlythanwhenshemadethissimpleandnaturalproposition.Hisgratefulsmileashecompliedwithherrequestdidhergood,butshesoondiscoveredthatinhermothershehadaverydifficultsubjecttomanage.Shefoundthatladyinherroomwearingagloomyandinjuredexpression.
  "YouhavecondescendedatlasttocomeandseewhetherIwasalive,Isee,"shesaid,asIdaenteredtheroom.
  Herdaughterwentdirectlytoherandkissingherreplied,"Wehaven'tintendedtoleaveyousolongortoneglectyouintheleast,andI'llexplain."
  "Oh,noneedofexplaining.Excusesalwaysmakemattersworse.
  Hereisthefact——I'vebeenleftalltheafternoontomyself."
  "Haveyounoticednootherfactto-day,mother?"askedIda,gravely.
  "Yes,I'venoticedthatyouandyourfatherhavebeensowrappedupineachotherthatI'mnobody,andmightaswellbeMrs.JohnSmithasMrs.Mayhew."
  "Pardonme,mother,youareexaggerating,"saidIda,firmly.
  "Fatherwasverypolitetoyouatbreakfastanddinner,andhewenttochurchwithyouthismorning,andIcanscarcelyrememberwhenhehasdonethisbefore.Iamchieflytoblameforkeepinghimawaysolongthisafternoon,forIwantedhimtoseeandtalkwithmyfriendMr.Eltinge,whohasdonemesomuchgood.Ithoughthemighthelpfathertoo,andItrulybelievehehas.Irepeattoyouagain,inallsincerityandlove,thatwehavenotintendedtoneglectyou,andfathernowwishesyoutocomedownandjoinhimintheparlor,sothatwecan,asafamily,atlastappearasweoughtbeforetheworld.Inthenameofallthatissacred,encouragedearfathernowthatheistryingtobewhatwehavesooftenwished."
  ButMrs.Mayhew'spetswerelikespellsofbadweatherandwouldruntheircourse.Sheonlylookedmoregloomyandinjuredthaneverasshereplied:
  "It'sallverywelltotalk.Mr.Mayhewmustbeencouragedandcoaxedtodowhatanymanoughttodo.Imighthaveenjoyedaridethiseveningaswellasyourfather."
  "Yousaiditwastoowarmtogooutafterdinner."
  "Well,youmighthavewaitedtillitwasn'ttoowarm."
  AsuddenscarletburnedinIda'scheeks,andtherecameanominoussparkleinhereyes."Mother,"shesaidsoabruptlyandsternlythattheladylookedupwonderingly,andencounteredanexpressioninherdaughter'sfacethatawakenedanundefinedfear.Intonesthatwerelow,indignant,andauthoritativeIdacontinued:
  "Irequest——Idemandthatyouceasethisnonsenseatonce.AsaChristianwomanyououghttobeonyourkneesthankingGodthatyourhusbandisnotlyingintoxicatedonthatsofa,ashewaslastSundayatthistime.YououghttobethankingGodthatheisbecominghisformerself,andwinningrespectbyactinglikeatruegentleman.Itwasourunutterablefollythatwasdestroyinghim,andIsaythisfollymustandshallcease.Iwillnotpermitmyfather'ssensitivenaturetobewoundedasithasbeen.Youshallnotspoilthisfirstbrightdayhehashadaftersomanyyears.
  Ifyoucareforhimwhydon'tyoutrytowinhisaffection?andwhoeverheardofaheartbeingwonbywhiningandfault-finding?
  Butofthisbesure,youshallnotspoilthisday.Ichargeyouasawifeandaladytoceasethischildishpetulance,andcomedownatonce."
  "Oh!"saidMrs.Mayhew,risingmechanically,"ifyouaregoingtomakeascene——"
  "Iamgoingtopreventscenes,"saidIda,withallheroldtimeimperiousness."Iinsistthatweappearinthefuturelikeaquiet,well-bredfamily,andIwarnyouthatIwillpermitmyfathertobetrifledwithnolonger.HeSHALLhaveachance.Wait,letmehelpyoumakeamorebecomingtoiletforSundayevening."
  Idawasverystronglyaroused,andthesuperiornaturemasteredtheweaker.Mrs.Mayhewbecameaswaxinherhands,althoughshemademanynaturalandirritableprotestsagainstherdaughterspeakingtoherasshehaddone.Idapaidnoheedtohermother'swords,andaftergivingafewfinishingtouchestoherdressrelievedhersternnessbyajudiciouscompliment,"Iwishyoutotaketheseatfatherisreservingforyou,"shesaid,"andappearthecharmingladythatyouknowhowtobesowell;"andwithoutfurtherparleytheywentdowntogether.
  OnceinthesocialeyeitwouldbeMrs.Mayhew'sstrongestimpulsetomakeagoodimpression,andshebehavedbeautifully.SomethinginIda'smannerpuzzledherfather,butshesmiledsoreassuringlythathegavehimselfuptothequietenjoymentofthesituationthatwassonaturalandyetsonovel.Helistenedwithapleasedexpressiontothemusic,andnoted,withdeepsatisfaction,thefriendlyandrespectfulbearingofthosenear,towardsbothhiswifeandhimself;butheexultedintheevidentadmirationthathisdaughterexcited.ThepeopleattheLakeHousehadalreadydiscoveredthattherewasadecidedchangeforthebetterintheMayhewfamily,andtheygreetedtheimprovementwithakindlybutwell-bredandunobtrusivewelcomethatwascreditabletohumannature.Ofcoursetherewasagreatdealofwhisperedsurmise,butnothingoffensivetotheeye.
  StantoncameandaskedIdatojoininthesingingatthepiano,butsheshookherheaddecidedly.
  "Whohasbeenhurtingyourfeelings?"heasked,inalowtone.
  Byascarcelyperceptiblegesture,sheputherfingeronherlipsandsaidquietly,"Theyarewaitingforyou,CousinIk."Thensheadded,withasmile,"SomewhereI'veheardaproverbexpressingsurprisethatSaulshouldbeamongtheprophets.Ihardlythinkitwillbeingoodtasteformetoappearamongthemjustyet."
  "AndIoncebelievedhertobeafool,"thoughtStantonashereturnedtohisplace.
  Again,onthisSundayevening,keeneyeswerewatchingherfromtheduskypiazza,butsofarfrombeingwolfishandravenous,theywerefullofsympathyandadmiration.
  AsVanBergapproachedtheparlorwindowsafterhisreturn,hesawStantonstandingbythepianoatJennieBurton'sside,andshewaslookinguptohimandspeakinginaveryfriendlymanner.Hewasnotconsciousofanyappropriatepangsofjealousy,andindeeddidnotmisstheirabsence,buthelookedeagerlyaroundfortheproblemhisphilosophicalmindwassobentonsolving.
  Atfirstthefavorableimpressionmadebythereunitedfamilycaughthisattention,andhemuttered,"Thereissomemoreofhermagic.
  ButwhatisthematterwithMissMayhewherself.Hereyesareburningwithafirethatisanythingbuttenderandsacred,andtherearemomentswhenherfaceisalmoststern,andagainitisfulloftrouble."
  Someonediscoveredhimonthepiazza,andtherewasageneralwishexpressedthatheshouldsingwithMissBurtonaduetthathadbecomeafavorite.Afterthisandoneortwootherpieces,heagainsoughthisplaceofobservation.ThecolorandfirehadnowwhollyfadedfromMissMayhew'sface,andshelookedpaleandsad.Herfatherturnedtoher,andsaid:
  "Ida,Ifearyoudon'tfeelwell."
  "I'mverytired,andthinkIhadbettergotomyroom."
  Heroseinstantly,andgaveherhisarm,butonthewayshereassuredhim:"Anight'ssleep,andtherestIshallhavewithyouinthecityarejustwhatIneed;sodon'tworry,forIshallbereadytotakethetrainwithyouinthemorning;"andMr.Mayhewrejoinedhiswife,andcompletedahappierdaythanheeverexpectedtoseeagain.
  ButpoorIda,whenleftalone,buriedherfaceinherhandsandsobbed,"I'vewoundedHISfeelings,I'vegivenwaytomyoldpassionateanger,I'vespokentomotherasadaughternevershould.
  WhatwilleverbecomeoffaultyIdaMayhew?Theworm-eatenemblemistrueofmestill."
  Then,asifwhisperedtoherbysomegoodangel,thewordsMr.
  Eltingehadspokenrecurredtoher."YourSaviourwillbeastenderandpatientwithyouasamotherwithherbabythatislearningtowalk."
  "Oh,"shecried,inalow,passionatetone,"thatisthekindofaGodIneed!"
  ShealsorememberedthereassuringwordsthatMr.Eltingehadquoted——"AsonewhomhismothercomfortethsowillIcomfortyou,"
  andthepromisewasmadegoodtoher.
  "Stanton,"saidVanBerg,alittleabruptly,beforetheypartedthatevening,"Ifear,fromyourcousin'sappearance,shewasillwhenshelefttheparlor."
  "I'vegivenuptryingtounderstandIda.Whenshecamedownwithhermother,shelookedlikeanincensedgoddess,andwhenshereturnedsheremindedmeofthefadingwhitelilysheworeinherhair.Igiveitup,"concludedStanton,whoselanguagehadbecomeatriflefigurativeandpoeticoflate.
  "Idon't,"mutteredtheartist,aftersmokingthethirdconsecutivecigarinsolitude.
  ChapterXLVII.TheConcertGardenAgain.
  VanBerghadscarcelyeverknownadaytopassmoreslowlyandheavilythanMonday.HehadtakenpainstobepresentatIda'sdeparturewithherfather,andithaddepressedhimunaccountablythatshehadbeensoquietastoseemevenalittlecoldinherfarewell.Shewouldnotlooktowardshim,norcouldhecatchhereyeorobtainonefriendlyexpression.Hedidnotknowthatthepoorgirldarednotsmileorspeaklestsheshouldbetoofriendly,andthatsheavoidedhimwiththeinstinctofself-preservation.
  Hisconclusionwas:"Shefinds,afterthinkingitallover,thatshehasfarmoretoforgivethanshethought,andmypresenceremindsherofeverythingshewouldbegladtoforget."
  HetriedonceortwicetofindJennieBurton,butdidnotsucceed.
  Shemadenoapparentefforttoavoidhim,andwassocordialinhermannerwhentheymetthathehadseverecompunctionsthathedidnotseekhersocietyresolutelyandpresshissuit."Thesummerisdrawingtoaclose,"hemuttered,"andnothingissettled.Confounditall!I'mtheleastsettledofanything.ThebestchanceIshalleverhaveispassingswiftly.EverfacultyIpossessassuresmethatsheistheonewomanofalltheworld.Ihonorher,Ireverenceher,Iadmireherandeverythingshedoesandsays.Itrustherimplicitly,eventhoughsheissoshroudedinmystery.Whatthemischiefisthematterwithmyoldwater-loggedheartthatitshouldbesoheavyanddumpish?"
  Butsoitwas.JennieBurtonsmiledonhimandothersasbrightlyasever,andyetheknewherheartwasbreaking,forshewasgrowingslighterandmorespirit-likedaily.Hisdesiretocomforther,however,byalife-longeffortebbedaway,tillhewascursinghimselfforafickle,cold-bloodedwretch."Ihadbettershutmyselfupinmystudio,"hesaidtohimself."Imaymakeapainter,butI
  neverwillanythingelse;"andearlyonTuesdayhewentdoggedlytoworkonMr.Eltinge'spicture.
  Hisperplexedandjarringthoughtsgraduallyceasedtheirdiscordashebecameabsorbedinhislovedandfamiliartasks.Sweetandlowatfirst,andinthefaint,brokensuggestionofhiskindlingfancy,thesymphonicpoemhehadheardinthegardenbeganagain,butatlasthisimaginationmadeitalmostreal.HelistenedoncemoretoIda'sgirlish,plaintivevoiceblendingwiththemurmurofthebrook,thesighingwindandrustlingleaves,andtheoccasionaltrillofabird.Heleanedbackinhischair,andhiseyesbecamefullofdeepanddreamypleasure.Graduallyaheavyfrowncontractedhisbrow,andhisfacegrewwhiteandsternasherepeatedwordsthatsheoncehadspokentohim:"Imeanttocompelyourrespect,andIthoughttherewasnootherway."
  "Pharisee,foolthatIwas!IfIhadbeenkindandtrustfulatthetimeherfamilywrongedher,shewouldnotnowshrinkfrommeasifIsummedupinmypersonthewholeofthatwretchedexperience.
  EvenStantonappreciatedmyunutterablefolly,forhesaid:"YoulookedatherinawaythatwouldhavefrozenevenJezebelherself,"
  andnowwheneverIglancetowardshersheisremindedofthataccursedstare.Woulditbepossible,inpaintingherlikenessforMr.Eltinge,tomakeherfacesonoble,womanly,andpure,thatshewouldrecognizemypresentestimateofhercharacter,andsoforgivemeinverytruth?"
  Thecareandearnestnesswithwhichhefilledintheoutlinesofhissketchprovedhowzealouslyhewouldmaketheeffort.Intheafternoonhedroveovertothegardenagain,andmadeacarefuldrawingofthetreeandofMr.Eltingesittingbeneathit,forIda,andhedeterminedtogotothecitythefollowingdaythehemightavailhimselfoftheresourcesofhisstudio,andbytheaidofthishastysketchmakeasfineacrayonpictureaswouldbepossible,beforeherreturnonSaturday.
  Theoldgentleman'sheartwasnaturallywarmtowardshisprotege,whomtheybothmissedgreatly,andhespokeofheroften.Hecouldnothelpnoticingthattheartistwaseveranexcellentlisteneratsuchtimesandwouldevensuspendhisworkforamomentthathemightnotloseaword."Itseemstomehetakesawonderfuldealofinterestinherforamanwhoisseekingtoengagehimselftoanotherlady,"musedMr.Eltinge."Ithinktheotherladyhadbetterbelookingafterhim."
  AsVanBergapproachedthehotel,hesawMissBurtonmountingthestepswithaquantityoffernsinherhands.Sheevidentlywasreturningfromalongramble,andwhenshecamedowntosupperhesawthatshehadnotbeenabletoremovewhollyalltracesofgrief.
  Hisconsciencesmotehimsorely.Hehesitatedinhispurposeofgoingtothecity,anddeterminedtospeakofitfrankly,andabandonit,ifsheshowed,evenbytheexpressionofherface,thatshewouldpreferhewouldremain,buthefoundhimselfbothsurprisedandrelievedthat,sofarfrommanifestingtheleastreluctancetohavehimgo,sheencouragedtheplan.
  "Youhaveanobletheme,"shesaidcordially,"andyoucan'tdoitjusticeintheroomofasummerhotel.BesidesIdothinkyouoweittoMissMayhewtomakealltheamendsinyourpower,andafinepictureofthatemblematictree,andherkindoldfriendbeneathit,maybeofverygreathelptoherinhernewlife.I
  hopeyouwilltakemetoseeMr.Eltingeonyourreturn."
  "I'llwaitoveradayandtakeyouthereto-morrow,"hesaidpromptly.
  "No,"shereplieddecisively;"youhavenotenoughtimeasitis,beforeSaturday,todojusticetoyourwork,andIwantyoutomakeMissMayhew'sfriendlookasifhewerespeakingtoher."
  "MissJennie,"saidtheartistratherimpulsively,"youhaven'tadropofselfishbloodinyourlittlebody."
  "IamundertheimpressionthatMr.VanBerg'sestimatesofhisladyacquaintancesarenotalwayscorrect.NotthatIwasanywiser,butthensuchpositiveassertionsseemhardlythethingfrompeoplewhohaveshownthemselvessofallible."
  "I'mrightforonce,"VanBerginsisted."DoyouknowthatMissMayhewandInearlyhadafallingout.Indeedshehasbeenrathercooltowardsmeeversince,andyouwerethecause.IbelievedwithabsolutecertaintythatthenewIdaMayhewthatIhadlearnedtoknowinMr.Eltinge'sgardenwouldgravitatetowardsyouassurelyastwodropsofdewruntogetherwhenbroughtsufficientlynear,andIbegantospeakquiteenthusiasticallyofwhatfriendsyouwouldsurelybecome,whenMissMayhew'smannertaughtmeIhadbetterchangethesubject.Oddlyenough,shehasneverlikedyou,andyet,injusticetoher,Imustaddthatsheactedconscientiously,andIhaveneverheardoneladyspeakofanothermorefavorablyandsincerely,thanshespokeofyou,thoughitseeminglycostheraneffort."
  AsuddenmoisturecameintoJennieBurton'seyes,andshesaidunderherbreath:"Poorchild!thatwasnobleandgenerousofhertospeaksoofme.Oh,howblindheis!"Butwithmockgravitysheansweredhim: