Mr.Mayhewattendedchurchwithhisfamilythatmorning——athingthathehadnotdoneforyears——andintheafternoonIdatookhimtoseeherspiritualbirthplace,andtocallonherspiritualfather.ThewelcomethatoldMr.Eltingegave,andthewordshespoke,didmuchtowardsestablishinginthemanwhohadbeensodisheartened,hopethatanewandbetterfuturewasopeningbeforehim.
Whenabouttopartheputhisleftarmaroundhisdaughter,andgivinghishandtoMr.Eltinge,said,withavoicebrokenbyhisfeelings:
"Iambewilderedyet.Ican'tunderstandmyhappiness.YesterdayIwasperishinginaboundlessdesert.To-daythedeserthasvanished,andI'minthissweetoldgarden.Therearenoflowersorfruitsinit,however,thatcancomparewiththeloveandtruthInowseeinthischild'sface.Iwon'tspeakoftheserviceyouhaverenderedusboth.It'sbeyondallwords."
Itwasindeedgreaterthanheknew,forIdhadconcludednevertospeakagainofherterriblesecret.Godhadforgivenher,andnothingwastobegainedbyanyreferencetoasubjectthathadbecomeinexpressiblypainful."Remember,"saidthestaunchandfaithfuloldmanastheywereabouttodriveaway,"nothinggoodlastsunlessbuiltupfromtheAuthorofallgood.Unlessyouactonthistruthyou'llfindyourselfinthedesertagain,andallyouarenowenjoyingwillseemlikeamirage."
PoorMr.Mayhewcouldnotenduretoloseamomentofhisdaughter'ssociety,forthelongthirstofyearswastobeslaked.Theytookaround-aboutwayhome,andthesummereveningdeepenedintotwilightandduskbeforetheyapproachedthehotel.
"See,father,thereisthenewmoon,andithangsoveryourrightshoulder,"criedIda,gleefully.
"It'soveryourrightshoulder,too,andthatthoughtpleasesmebetterstill.IwishIcouldmakeyouveryhappy.TellmewhatIcandoforyou."
"TakemetoNewYorkwithyouto-morrow,"saidIda,promptly.
"Nowyouaretryingtomakeamartyrofyourselfforme.YouforgethowhotanddustythecityisinAugust."
"I'mgoingwithyou,"shesaiddecisively,"unlessyousayno."
"I'mgoingtospendpartofthetimewithyouuntilyourvacationbeginsnextmonth,andthenwe'llexploreeverynookandcornerofthisregion."
"ThereIda,saynomoreto-day.Mycupisoverflowingnow,andthefearisalreadygrowingthatsuchhappinesswon'tlast——can'tlastinaworldlikeours."
"Father,"saidIda,gently,"I'vefoundaFriendthathaspromisedmemorethanpresenthappiness.Hehaspromisedmeeternallife.
Heispledgedtomakeallseeminglyevilresultinmyfinalgood.
HowitcanbeIdon'tseeatall,butI'mtryingtotakehimathisword.YoumustnotworryifI'mnotalwaysingoodspirits.I
supposeeveryoneintheworldhasaburdentocarry,butIdon'tthinkitcancrushusifourSaviourhelpsuscarryit.Myfaithisverysimple,yousee;IfeelI'mlikeoneofthoselittlechildrenhetookinhisarmsandblessed,andI'msurehisblessingisnotanemptyform.Ithasmademeloveandtrusthim,andthat'sallthereligionIhaveorknowanythingabout.Youmustnotexpectgreatthingsofme;youmustnotwatchmetooclosely.Justletmetakemyownquietwayinlife,forIwantmylifehenceforthtobeasquietandunobtrusiveasthelittlebrookthatrunsthroughMr.Eltinge'sgarden,thatisoftenintheshade,youknow,aswellasinthelight,butMr.Eltingeletsitflowafteritsownfashion;soyoumustletme.I'llalwaystrytomakealittlelow,sweetmusicforyou,ifnotfortheworld.Sopleasedonotcommencepuzzlingyourpoortiredbrainhowtomakemehappyorgay,orwanttotakemehereandthere.Justleavemetomyself;
letmehavemyownwayforawhileatleast;andifyoucandoanythingformeIpromisetotellyou."
EversinceherdrivewithVanBergthepreviousday,therehadbeenadeepundercurrentofthoughtinIda'smind,andshehadatlastconcludedthatshecouldscarcelykeephersecretwithanycertaintywhileunderhiseyes,andespeciallythoseofMissBurton.Shewastoodirectandpositiveinhernature,andherlovewastoostrongandabsorbingforthecoolandindifferentbearingshewastryingtomaintain.Hereyes,hercheeks,hertones,andevenwords,mightprovetraitorsatanytimeandbetrayher.Shelongedtobealone,andtehlargeemptycityhouseseemedthequietrefugethatsheneeded.Atthesametimeitwouldgiveherdeepsatisfactiontobewithherfatherafterhsreturnfrombusiness,andmakeamendsforyearsofneglect.
Helookedatherwistfully,feeling,inavagueway,thathedidnotunderstandheryet.Therewasaminorchordinhervoice,andtherehadbeenasadnessinhereyesattimeswhichbegantosuggesttohimthathehadnotlearnedallthecausesthatweresomarvellouslytransformingherformheroldself.Hermotherwouldquestionandquestion.He,onthecontrary,wouldwaitpatientlytilltheconfidencewasgiven,andsohemerelysaidgently,"Allright,littlegirl;I'lltrytomakeyouhappyinyourownway."
VanBerg,goingoutforawalkaftertea,againheardthegirlishvoicesingingthequainthymntunethathadawakenedthememoriesofhischildhoodthepreviousday.Heinstantlyconcealedhimselfbytheroadside,andinamomentortwoIdaandherfatherdroveby.Hewasableinthedusktonoteonlythatherheadrestedonherfather'sshoulder,andhervoicewassweetandplaintiveasshesangwordsthathecouldnotheardistinctly,butwhichwereasfollows,asfarashecouldcatchthem:
IknownotthewayheisleadingmeButIknowheisleadingmehome;
Thoughlonelythepathanddarktome,Itissafeanditwendstomyhome.
Homeoftheblest,HomethatisrestTothewearypilgrim'sfeet,tothewearypilgrim'sheart.
andthenherwordswerelostinthedistance.
Withanimpulsehedidnotthinkofresistinghefollowedthembacktothehotelandwaitedpatientlytillsheandherfathercameoutfromsupper.
"MissMayhew,"hesaid,alittlediscontentedly,"Ihavescarcelyhadachancetosayawordtoyouto-day,anditseemstomethatIhaveagreatdealtosay."
Shelookedathimwithsomesurpriseasshereplied,"Well,IthinkImightatleastbecomeagoodlistener."
"Doyoumeanapatientone?"
"Ineverhadanypatience,"sheanswered,withsomethinglikeasmile.
"AndIwasneversopossessedbythedemonofimpatienceasIhavebeenthisafternoon.Therehasn'tbeenasoularoundthatIcaredtotalkwith,andifyouknewhowoutofconceitIamwithmyowncompany,youwouldfeelsomecommiseration.HowIenviedyouyourvisittothegardenthisafternoon,forIfeltsureyoutookyourfatherthither.MayInotgowithyouagainto-morrow,orsoon?I
wishtomakemysketchmoreaccuratebeforebeginningyourpicture."
Shehesitatedamoment,andhelittleknowhowhewastemptingher.
Thenshereplied,soquietlyanddecisivelyastoseemalmostcold,"Mr.Eltinge,I'msure,willbeverygladtoseeyou,butIshallgotothecitywithmyfatherinthemorningandremainintownalltheweek."Shewaspuzzledathisunmistakableexpressionofregretanddisappointment,andadded,hastily,"Mr.VanBerg,youaretakingfartoomuchtrouble.Iwouldbemoresatisfied——I
wouldbedelightedwithsuchasketchasyoumadeto-day,withtheomissionofmyself."
"Butif,insteadofbeingtrouble,itgavemegreatpleasuretomakethepicturewiththeutmostcare?"
"Isuppose,"shereplied,"thatyouhaveahighartisticsensethatmustbesatisfied,andthatyouseeimperfectionsthatIcannot."
"Youaretoosevereuponme,MissMayhew,butsinceyouhavesuchgoodreason,Icannotcomplain.Still,injusticetomyself,I
mustsaythatsatisfyingmyartisticsensewasnotmymotive."
"Ididnotmeantobesevere——Idonotmeanwhatyouthink,"Idabegan,veryeagerly.Thenshecheckedherselfandadded,afteramoment,withaslighttingeofsadnessinhertone,"Ifearwearefatedtomisunderstandeachother.Good-night,Mr.VanBerg,"andsheturneddecisivelyawayandjoinedherfatherwhowastalkingwithStanton.
Theartistwasbothhurtandperplexed,andheabruptlyleftthehallandstartedagainonthewalkwhichhadbeensounexpectedlyinterrupted.Hestrodeawaythroughthestarlightwithaswiftnessthatwasscarcelyinharmonywiththewarm,stillsummernight.
Beforehewasawareofithewasamileaway.Stoppingsuddenlyhemuttered:
"Iwon'tbesobaffledandpuzzled.IwilllearntounderstandthisIdaMayhewbeforethissummerisover.It'sridiculousthatIshouldbesodullandstupid.Shesaysshefearsweare'fatedtomisunderstandeachother.'Idefysuchablindstupidfate.I
usedtohavesomebrainsandtactbeforeIcametothisplace,andIscarcelythinkI'vebecomeanidiot.Iamdeterminedtowinthatgirl'sfriendship,andIintendtofollowhercareerandwatchtherareandbeautifuldevelopmentofhercharacter.Thatonehourinthegardenyesterdaytaughtmewhataninspirationherexquisitebeautycanbeinmyprofession,andsurelywiththevantage-groundI
alreadypossessIoughttohaveskillenoughtowinaplaceamongherfriends,"andhewalkedbackalmostasquicklyashehadstalkedaway.
Idahadseenhisdepartureandrecognizedthefactthatshehadhurthisfeelings.Itwasstrangethatsolittleathingcoulddepresshersogreatly,forshefeltthatthefirstrealSabbathshehadeverspentandwhichhadbeenintruthaSUN-daytoherthusfar,wasnowendinginshadowsdarkerthanthenight."HowweakIam,"shethought;"Imustgoawayassoonaspossible,orelseIshallbesorry.ThecompanionshipthathecangivesoeasilyandfranklywhenMissBurtonisnotathandtooccupyhimisimpossibleforme,andwouldonlyendinthebetrayalofasecretthatIwouldhideevenmoreanxiouslythanthecrimeIcouldnotconcealfromhim.Mydutyandmyfathermustbeeverythinghereafter,"andsheturnedresolutelytohim,saying:
"Father,takeaseatintheparlorwhileIgoandfindmother.I
wantthesepeopletoseethatyouhaveafamilywhoatleastshowthattheyappreciatealltheluxuriesandcomfortsyouareprovidingforthem."
Mr.Mayhewwasmoredeeplygratifiedbyherwordsthanshecouldunderstand,foranyrecognitionofhismanhoodandrightfulpositionwhichwasquietandunobtrusive,wasbalmandhealingtohiswoundedself-respect.Hithertohehadbelievedcorrectlythathisfamilywishedtokeephimoutofsight,andatnotimebeforehadherealizedthechangethathadtakenplaceinIdamorekeenlythanwhenshemadethissimpleandnaturalproposition.Hisgratefulsmileashecompliedwithherrequestdidhergood,butshesoondiscoveredthatinhermothershehadaverydifficultsubjecttomanage.Shefoundthatladyinherroomwearingagloomyandinjuredexpression.
"YouhavecondescendedatlasttocomeandseewhetherIwasalive,Isee,"shesaid,asIdaenteredtheroom.
Herdaughterwentdirectlytoherandkissingherreplied,"Wehaven'tintendedtoleaveyousolongortoneglectyouintheleast,andI'llexplain."
"Oh,noneedofexplaining.Excusesalwaysmakemattersworse.
Hereisthefact——I'vebeenleftalltheafternoontomyself."
"Haveyounoticednootherfactto-day,mother?"askedIda,gravely.
"Yes,I'venoticedthatyouandyourfatherhavebeensowrappedupineachotherthatI'mnobody,andmightaswellbeMrs.JohnSmithasMrs.Mayhew."
"Pardonme,mother,youareexaggerating,"saidIda,firmly.
"Fatherwasverypolitetoyouatbreakfastanddinner,andhewenttochurchwithyouthismorning,andIcanscarcelyrememberwhenhehasdonethisbefore.Iamchieflytoblameforkeepinghimawaysolongthisafternoon,forIwantedhimtoseeandtalkwithmyfriendMr.Eltinge,whohasdonemesomuchgood.Ithoughthemighthelpfathertoo,andItrulybelievehehas.Irepeattoyouagain,inallsincerityandlove,thatwehavenotintendedtoneglectyou,andfathernowwishesyoutocomedownandjoinhimintheparlor,sothatwecan,asafamily,atlastappearasweoughtbeforetheworld.Inthenameofallthatissacred,encouragedearfathernowthatheistryingtobewhatwehavesooftenwished."
ButMrs.Mayhew'spetswerelikespellsofbadweatherandwouldruntheircourse.Sheonlylookedmoregloomyandinjuredthaneverasshereplied:
"It'sallverywelltotalk.Mr.Mayhewmustbeencouragedandcoaxedtodowhatanymanoughttodo.Imighthaveenjoyedaridethiseveningaswellasyourfather."
"Yousaiditwastoowarmtogooutafterdinner."
"Well,youmighthavewaitedtillitwasn'ttoowarm."
AsuddenscarletburnedinIda'scheeks,andtherecameanominoussparkleinhereyes."Mother,"shesaidsoabruptlyandsternlythattheladylookedupwonderingly,andencounteredanexpressioninherdaughter'sfacethatawakenedanundefinedfear.Intonesthatwerelow,indignant,andauthoritativeIdacontinued:
"Irequest——Idemandthatyouceasethisnonsenseatonce.AsaChristianwomanyououghttobeonyourkneesthankingGodthatyourhusbandisnotlyingintoxicatedonthatsofa,ashewaslastSundayatthistime.YououghttobethankingGodthatheisbecominghisformerself,andwinningrespectbyactinglikeatruegentleman.Itwasourunutterablefollythatwasdestroyinghim,andIsaythisfollymustandshallcease.Iwillnotpermitmyfather'ssensitivenaturetobewoundedasithasbeen.Youshallnotspoilthisfirstbrightdayhehashadaftersomanyyears.
Ifyoucareforhimwhydon'tyoutrytowinhisaffection?andwhoeverheardofaheartbeingwonbywhiningandfault-finding?
Butofthisbesure,youshallnotspoilthisday.Ichargeyouasawifeandaladytoceasethischildishpetulance,andcomedownatonce."
"Oh!"saidMrs.Mayhew,risingmechanically,"ifyouaregoingtomakeascene——"
"Iamgoingtopreventscenes,"saidIda,withallheroldtimeimperiousness."Iinsistthatweappearinthefuturelikeaquiet,well-bredfamily,andIwarnyouthatIwillpermitmyfathertobetrifledwithnolonger.HeSHALLhaveachance.Wait,letmehelpyoumakeamorebecomingtoiletforSundayevening."
Idawasverystronglyaroused,andthesuperiornaturemasteredtheweaker.Mrs.Mayhewbecameaswaxinherhands,althoughshemademanynaturalandirritableprotestsagainstherdaughterspeakingtoherasshehaddone.Idapaidnoheedtohermother'swords,andaftergivingafewfinishingtouchestoherdressrelievedhersternnessbyajudiciouscompliment,"Iwishyoutotaketheseatfatherisreservingforyou,"shesaid,"andappearthecharmingladythatyouknowhowtobesowell;"andwithoutfurtherparleytheywentdowntogether.
OnceinthesocialeyeitwouldbeMrs.Mayhew'sstrongestimpulsetomakeagoodimpression,andshebehavedbeautifully.SomethinginIda'smannerpuzzledherfather,butshesmiledsoreassuringlythathegavehimselfuptothequietenjoymentofthesituationthatwassonaturalandyetsonovel.Helistenedwithapleasedexpressiontothemusic,andnoted,withdeepsatisfaction,thefriendlyandrespectfulbearingofthosenear,towardsbothhiswifeandhimself;butheexultedintheevidentadmirationthathisdaughterexcited.ThepeopleattheLakeHousehadalreadydiscoveredthattherewasadecidedchangeforthebetterintheMayhewfamily,andtheygreetedtheimprovementwithakindlybutwell-bredandunobtrusivewelcomethatwascreditabletohumannature.Ofcoursetherewasagreatdealofwhisperedsurmise,butnothingoffensivetotheeye.
StantoncameandaskedIdatojoininthesingingatthepiano,butsheshookherheaddecidedly.
"Whohasbeenhurtingyourfeelings?"heasked,inalowtone.
Byascarcelyperceptiblegesture,sheputherfingeronherlipsandsaidquietly,"Theyarewaitingforyou,CousinIk."Thensheadded,withasmile,"SomewhereI'veheardaproverbexpressingsurprisethatSaulshouldbeamongtheprophets.Ihardlythinkitwillbeingoodtasteformetoappearamongthemjustyet."
"AndIoncebelievedhertobeafool,"thoughtStantonashereturnedtohisplace.
Again,onthisSundayevening,keeneyeswerewatchingherfromtheduskypiazza,butsofarfrombeingwolfishandravenous,theywerefullofsympathyandadmiration.
AsVanBergapproachedtheparlorwindowsafterhisreturn,hesawStantonstandingbythepianoatJennieBurton'sside,andshewaslookinguptohimandspeakinginaveryfriendlymanner.Hewasnotconsciousofanyappropriatepangsofjealousy,andindeeddidnotmisstheirabsence,buthelookedeagerlyaroundfortheproblemhisphilosophicalmindwassobentonsolving.
Atfirstthefavorableimpressionmadebythereunitedfamilycaughthisattention,andhemuttered,"Thereissomemoreofhermagic.
ButwhatisthematterwithMissMayhewherself.Hereyesareburningwithafirethatisanythingbuttenderandsacred,andtherearemomentswhenherfaceisalmoststern,andagainitisfulloftrouble."
Someonediscoveredhimonthepiazza,andtherewasageneralwishexpressedthatheshouldsingwithMissBurtonaduetthathadbecomeafavorite.Afterthisandoneortwootherpieces,heagainsoughthisplaceofobservation.ThecolorandfirehadnowwhollyfadedfromMissMayhew'sface,andshelookedpaleandsad.Herfatherturnedtoher,andsaid:
"Ida,Ifearyoudon'tfeelwell."
"I'mverytired,andthinkIhadbettergotomyroom."
Heroseinstantly,andgaveherhisarm,butonthewayshereassuredhim:"Anight'ssleep,andtherestIshallhavewithyouinthecityarejustwhatIneed;sodon'tworry,forIshallbereadytotakethetrainwithyouinthemorning;"andMr.Mayhewrejoinedhiswife,andcompletedahappierdaythanheeverexpectedtoseeagain.
ButpoorIda,whenleftalone,buriedherfaceinherhandsandsobbed,"I'vewoundedHISfeelings,I'vegivenwaytomyoldpassionateanger,I'vespokentomotherasadaughternevershould.
WhatwilleverbecomeoffaultyIdaMayhew?Theworm-eatenemblemistrueofmestill."
Then,asifwhisperedtoherbysomegoodangel,thewordsMr.
Eltingehadspokenrecurredtoher."YourSaviourwillbeastenderandpatientwithyouasamotherwithherbabythatislearningtowalk."
"Oh,"shecried,inalow,passionatetone,"thatisthekindofaGodIneed!"
ShealsorememberedthereassuringwordsthatMr.Eltingehadquoted——"AsonewhomhismothercomfortethsowillIcomfortyou,"
andthepromisewasmadegoodtoher.
"Stanton,"saidVanBerg,alittleabruptly,beforetheypartedthatevening,"Ifear,fromyourcousin'sappearance,shewasillwhenshelefttheparlor."
"I'vegivenuptryingtounderstandIda.Whenshecamedownwithhermother,shelookedlikeanincensedgoddess,andwhenshereturnedsheremindedmeofthefadingwhitelilysheworeinherhair.Igiveitup,"concludedStanton,whoselanguagehadbecomeatriflefigurativeandpoeticoflate.
"Idon't,"mutteredtheartist,aftersmokingthethirdconsecutivecigarinsolitude.
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VanBerghadscarcelyeverknownadaytopassmoreslowlyandheavilythanMonday.HehadtakenpainstobepresentatIda'sdeparturewithherfather,andithaddepressedhimunaccountablythatshehadbeensoquietastoseemevenalittlecoldinherfarewell.Shewouldnotlooktowardshim,norcouldhecatchhereyeorobtainonefriendlyexpression.Hedidnotknowthatthepoorgirldarednotsmileorspeaklestsheshouldbetoofriendly,andthatsheavoidedhimwiththeinstinctofself-preservation.
Hisconclusionwas:"Shefinds,afterthinkingitallover,thatshehasfarmoretoforgivethanshethought,andmypresenceremindsherofeverythingshewouldbegladtoforget."
HetriedonceortwicetofindJennieBurton,butdidnotsucceed.
Shemadenoapparentefforttoavoidhim,andwassocordialinhermannerwhentheymetthathehadseverecompunctionsthathedidnotseekhersocietyresolutelyandpresshissuit."Thesummerisdrawingtoaclose,"hemuttered,"andnothingissettled.Confounditall!I'mtheleastsettledofanything.ThebestchanceIshalleverhaveispassingswiftly.EverfacultyIpossessassuresmethatsheistheonewomanofalltheworld.Ihonorher,Ireverenceher,Iadmireherandeverythingshedoesandsays.Itrustherimplicitly,eventhoughsheissoshroudedinmystery.Whatthemischiefisthematterwithmyoldwater-loggedheartthatitshouldbesoheavyanddumpish?"
Butsoitwas.JennieBurtonsmiledonhimandothersasbrightlyasever,andyetheknewherheartwasbreaking,forshewasgrowingslighterandmorespirit-likedaily.Hisdesiretocomforther,however,byalife-longeffortebbedaway,tillhewascursinghimselfforafickle,cold-bloodedwretch."Ihadbettershutmyselfupinmystudio,"hesaidtohimself."Imaymakeapainter,butI
neverwillanythingelse;"andearlyonTuesdayhewentdoggedlytoworkonMr.Eltinge'spicture.
Hisperplexedandjarringthoughtsgraduallyceasedtheirdiscordashebecameabsorbedinhislovedandfamiliartasks.Sweetandlowatfirst,andinthefaint,brokensuggestionofhiskindlingfancy,thesymphonicpoemhehadheardinthegardenbeganagain,butatlasthisimaginationmadeitalmostreal.HelistenedoncemoretoIda'sgirlish,plaintivevoiceblendingwiththemurmurofthebrook,thesighingwindandrustlingleaves,andtheoccasionaltrillofabird.Heleanedbackinhischair,andhiseyesbecamefullofdeepanddreamypleasure.Graduallyaheavyfrowncontractedhisbrow,andhisfacegrewwhiteandsternasherepeatedwordsthatsheoncehadspokentohim:"Imeanttocompelyourrespect,andIthoughttherewasnootherway."
"Pharisee,foolthatIwas!IfIhadbeenkindandtrustfulatthetimeherfamilywrongedher,shewouldnotnowshrinkfrommeasifIsummedupinmypersonthewholeofthatwretchedexperience.
EvenStantonappreciatedmyunutterablefolly,forhesaid:"YoulookedatherinawaythatwouldhavefrozenevenJezebelherself,"
andnowwheneverIglancetowardshersheisremindedofthataccursedstare.Woulditbepossible,inpaintingherlikenessforMr.Eltinge,tomakeherfacesonoble,womanly,andpure,thatshewouldrecognizemypresentestimateofhercharacter,andsoforgivemeinverytruth?"
Thecareandearnestnesswithwhichhefilledintheoutlinesofhissketchprovedhowzealouslyhewouldmaketheeffort.Intheafternoonhedroveovertothegardenagain,andmadeacarefuldrawingofthetreeandofMr.Eltingesittingbeneathit,forIda,andhedeterminedtogotothecitythefollowingdaythehemightavailhimselfoftheresourcesofhisstudio,andbytheaidofthishastysketchmakeasfineacrayonpictureaswouldbepossible,beforeherreturnonSaturday.
Theoldgentleman'sheartwasnaturallywarmtowardshisprotege,whomtheybothmissedgreatly,andhespokeofheroften.Hecouldnothelpnoticingthattheartistwaseveranexcellentlisteneratsuchtimesandwouldevensuspendhisworkforamomentthathemightnotloseaword."Itseemstomehetakesawonderfuldealofinterestinherforamanwhoisseekingtoengagehimselftoanotherlady,"musedMr.Eltinge."Ithinktheotherladyhadbetterbelookingafterhim."
AsVanBergapproachedthehotel,hesawMissBurtonmountingthestepswithaquantityoffernsinherhands.Sheevidentlywasreturningfromalongramble,andwhenshecamedowntosupperhesawthatshehadnotbeenabletoremovewhollyalltracesofgrief.
Hisconsciencesmotehimsorely.Hehesitatedinhispurposeofgoingtothecity,anddeterminedtospeakofitfrankly,andabandonit,ifsheshowed,evenbytheexpressionofherface,thatshewouldpreferhewouldremain,buthefoundhimselfbothsurprisedandrelievedthat,sofarfrommanifestingtheleastreluctancetohavehimgo,sheencouragedtheplan.
"Youhaveanobletheme,"shesaidcordially,"andyoucan'tdoitjusticeintheroomofasummerhotel.BesidesIdothinkyouoweittoMissMayhewtomakealltheamendsinyourpower,andafinepictureofthatemblematictree,andherkindoldfriendbeneathit,maybeofverygreathelptoherinhernewlife.I
hopeyouwilltakemetoseeMr.Eltingeonyourreturn."
"I'llwaitoveradayandtakeyouthereto-morrow,"hesaidpromptly.
"No,"shereplieddecisively;"youhavenotenoughtimeasitis,beforeSaturday,todojusticetoyourwork,andIwantyoutomakeMissMayhew'sfriendlookasifhewerespeakingtoher."
"MissJennie,"saidtheartistratherimpulsively,"youhaven'tadropofselfishbloodinyourlittlebody."
"IamundertheimpressionthatMr.VanBerg'sestimatesofhisladyacquaintancesarenotalwayscorrect.NotthatIwasanywiser,butthensuchpositiveassertionsseemhardlythethingfrompeoplewhohaveshownthemselvessofallible."
"I'mrightforonce,"VanBerginsisted."DoyouknowthatMissMayhewandInearlyhadafallingout.Indeedshehasbeenrathercooltowardsmeeversince,andyouwerethecause.IbelievedwithabsolutecertaintythatthenewIdaMayhewthatIhadlearnedtoknowinMr.Eltinge'sgardenwouldgravitatetowardsyouassurelyastwodropsofdewruntogetherwhenbroughtsufficientlynear,andIbegantospeakquiteenthusiasticallyofwhatfriendsyouwouldsurelybecome,whenMissMayhew'smannertaughtmeIhadbetterchangethesubject.Oddlyenough,shehasneverlikedyou,andyet,injusticetoher,Imustaddthatsheactedconscientiously,andIhaveneverheardoneladyspeakofanothermorefavorablyandsincerely,thanshespokeofyou,thoughitseeminglycostheraneffort."
AsuddenmoisturecameintoJennieBurton'seyes,andshesaidunderherbreath:"Poorchild!thatwasnobleandgenerousofhertospeaksoofme.Oh,howblindheis!"Butwithmockgravitysheansweredhim:
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