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第25章

  MissBurton,withherkeen,delicateperceptions,recognizedthisdifferencemorefullythananyoftheothers;andherinstinct,ratherthananythingshesawinIda,enabledhertodivinethecauseinpart."IknowofbutonethingthatcanaccountforMissMayhew'sbehavior,"shethought,"andthoughsheguardshersecretwell,shecannotdeceiveawomanwhohaspassedthroughmyexperience.
  Ibegintoseeitall.SheusedSibleyasablind,andshewasblindherself,poorchild,whenshedidso,toeverythingsavetheonewomanlynecessityofhidinganunsoughtlove.Well,well,myoutspokenloverhaseyesforhersweet,chastenedbeautyto-night.
  Perhapshethinksheisstudyingherfaceasanartist.Perhapsheis.ButitstrikesmethathehaslostthecriticalandjudicialexpressionwhichIhavenoticedhitherto,"andaglimmerofasmilethatdidnotintheleastsuggestthe"green-eyedmonster"hoveredforamomentlikearayoflightoverJennieBurton'sface.
  "Mother,"saidIda,inalow,sympathetictone,"Iseeoneofyourheadachescomingon.Letmebatheyourheadaftertea."
  "Ida,"whisperedMrs.Mayhew,"youaresochangedIdon'tknowyou."
  Theyounggirlflushedslightly,andbyaquick,warninglookcheckedallfurtherremarkofthistendency.
  "Sheisindeedmarvelouslychanged,"thoughtMissBurton."IfeelitevenmorethanIcanseeit.Theremustbesomeotherinfluenceatwork.Whoarethesefriendssheisvisiting,andwhosendherbacktousdailywithsomeunexpectedgrace?Yesterdayitwastruthfulness——to-dayanindescribablecharmofmannerthathasbanishedtheelementofearthinessfromherbeauty.IthinkIwilljoinmyfriendwhoimagineshimselfsomethingmoreinthestudyofaproblemthatisbecomingintenselyinteresting."
  "MissMayhew,"VanBergfoundachancetosayaftersupper,"youarebecomingagreaterenigmatomethanever."
  "Well,"shereplied,avertingherfacetohidethecolorthatwouldriseathisratherabruptandpointedaddress,"I'dratherbeaChinesepuzzletoyouthanwhatIwas."
  "AndInodoubthaveappearedtoyoulikeaChineseMandarin,GrandTurk,GreatMogul,notnameself-satisfiedPharisees,andallofthatilk."
  "Ican'tsaythatyouhave,andyetI'vekeenlyfeltyoursuperiority.
  Ithinkthecharacteryouarenowenactingismorebecomingthananyofthosewouldbe,however."
  "Whatisthat?"heaskedquickly.
  "Well,"shesaidhesitatingly,"Ihardlyknowhowtodescribeit,butitsuggestsalittlethekindnesswhich,theysay,makesalltheworldkin.Good-night,Mr.VanBerg."
  "MissJennie,"hesaid,laterintheevening,"youhaveaninsightintocharacterwhichwegrossermortalsdonotpossess.DoyouthinkthatthereisamarkedchangetakingplaceinMissMayhew?"
  "AndsoyouexpectmetoreadMissMayhew'ssecretsandgossipaboutthemwithyou?"sheansweredwithoneofherpiquantsmiles.
  "Whatasweetbrieryouare!NowtellmeinyourownhappywayhowyouwoulddescribethischangewhichyouseeandunderstandfarmoreclearlythanI."
  "I'llgiveyouonethoughtthathasoccurredtomeandthenleaveyoutosolvetheproblemforyourself.Haveyoueverseenapersonwhohadbeendeliriousorderangedbecomesandandquiet,simpleandnatural?AlthoughMissMayhew'sexpressionandmanneraresodifferentfromwhatwehaveseenhitherto,shelooksandactsto-nightjustasoneinstinctivelyfeelssheoughtalwaystoappearinordertobehertrueself.Beforetherewasdiscord;nowthereisharmony."
  "IfIhadyoureyesI'dneverreadbooks.Yousuggesttheeffectperfectly,butwhatisthecause?"
  "Wasamaneversatisfied?"
  "Onecertainlyneveriswhereyouareconcerned,butwillalwaysechoOliverTwist'splaintiveappealfor'more.'"
  "Oconstantmoon!registerthatvow,"saidMissBurton,laughing.
  "Mr.VanBerg,oneofthefirstrulesthatIteachmyyoungladiesistosaygood-eveningtoagentlemanwhenhegrowssentimental,"
  andshesmilingvanishedthroughawindowthatopenedonthepiazza.
  "JennieBurton,"hemuttered,"youareawraith,anexquisiteghostthatwillhauntmeallmydays,butonwhichIcanneverlaymyhands."
  Thenextmorningtheartist,inhiskindlinginterest,wasguiltyofastratagem.Hetookanearlybreakfastbyhimself,underthepretencethathewasgoingonasketchingexpedition;buthewentstraighttothebrowofalittlehillthatoverlookedtheroadwhichIdamusttakeshouldshevisithernew-foundfriendsagain.
  Hesoonbecameverybusywithhissketch-book,butinsteadofoutlinesofthelandscapebeforehimtakingshapeonthepaper,youmighthaveseentheformofayounggirlonastairwaywithherheadbowedonherrightarmthatrestedonthebalusterrail,whichshetimidlyheldoutherlefthandinthepaceofwordsshecouldnotspeak.
  ItwaswithaforebodingsighthatIdarealizedhowmuchshemissedhimatbreakfast.
  BeforethemealwasoveraletterwashandedtoMrs.Mayhew.Itcontainedonlythesewordsfromherhusband:"InmemoryofmylastvisitIconcludeitwillbemutuallyagreeabletousallthatIspendSundayelsewhere.Youneednotdreadmycoming."
  Shehandedthelettertoherdaughterwithafrownandtheremark:
  "It'sjustlikehim."
  ButIdaseemedmuchpainedbyitscontents,andafteramomentsprangup,saying:"CousinIk,mayIspeakwithyou?"
  Whentheywerealoneshecontinued:"Seewhatfatherhaswritten.Hemustcometo-nightorI'llgotohim.Can'tIsendhimatelegram?"
  "Yes,Coz,andI'lltakeitovertothedepotatonce."
  "Ah,Ik,youaredoingmeagreaterkindnessthanyouknow.Butit'salongdrive."
  "Thelongerthebetter.Willyougowithme?"
  "IwouldhadInotpromisedmyoldfriendsIvisitedyesterdayI'dcomeagainto-day.Theyaredoingmegood.I'lltellyouaboutitsometime,"andshewrotethefollowingtelegramtoherfather:
  "CometoLakeHouseto-day.Veryimportant."
  "IwishMissBurtonwouldgowithyou,"shesaidlookingupasthethoughtoccurredtoher."ShallIaskher?"
  Stanton'swistfulfaceprovedhowgreatlyhewouldenjoysuchanarrangement,butafteramomenthesaiddecisively:"No.Itwouldpainhertodecline,butshewould."
  "Youareveryconsiderateofher."
  "Sheissorryforme,Ida.Icanseethat.Shehasneverexultedamomentinherpoweroverme.Myloveisonlyanotherburdentohersadlife.Ican'thelpit,butIcanmakeitaslightaspossible."
  TearscameintoIda'seyesandshefaltered:"Ik,Iunderstandyou."
  Alittlelatertheybothdroveofftheirdifferentways.
  Inspiteofeverything,Idafoundthatherheartwouldgrowlightandglandasshepursuedherwayalongthequietcountryroad,nowintheshadewherethetreescrowdedupontheeasternside,andagaininthesunlightbetweenwidestubblefieldsinwhichthequailswerewhistlingmellowlytoeachother.
  VanBergwatchedhercomingwithaheartthatbeatalittlequicklyforsocoolandphilosophicalaninvestigator,andwasgladthatherquietoldhorseresumedaslowwalkatthefirstsuggestionofthehillonwhichhehadpostedhimself.
  Idaleanedbackinthephaetonwiththeabandonofthosewhothinkthemselvesalone,andsangasnatchfromanoldEnglishhymnthatVanBergrememberedasonehismotherhadcroonedoverhimwhenachild.Thismelody,doublysacredtohimfromitsassociations,wouldhavegratedharshlyonhisearifithadbeensungbyIdaMayhewaweekbefore;but,strangetosay,thegirlishvoicethatfloateduptohimwasallthesweeterforthusblendingitselfwithsomeofhisdearestmemories.
  Whentheascentwashalfmadetheartistsprangdownfromhisrockyperch,andhorseandmaidenweresostartledthattheybothstoppedinstantly.
  "Donotbealarmed,"saidVanBerg,laughing;"I'mnotaveryvicioustramp,andamarmedwithnothingworsethanasketch-book.
  IfIcouldonlyinduceyoutobeanhourincomingupthishillI'dputyouandthephaetoninit.Iwishitwerepossibletoputthesongin,too.Why,MissMayhew!AmIanogre,thatIfrightenyouso?"
  "Iwasnotexpectingtoseeyou,"shefaltered,deeplyvexedthathercheekswouldcrimsonandherhandthatheldthereinstremblesoplainly."YounaturallythinkIhaveaveryguiltyconsciencetobesofrightened,"sheaddedafterasecond,andregainingalittleself-control.
  "Thatquaintoldhymntunedidnotsuggestaguiltyconscience,"
  hesaidkindly.
  "IthinkImusthavehearditatchurch,"shereplied."It'sbeenrunninginmyheadallthemorning."Henowrememberedwithsuddenpitythatnomemoriesofsacredwordsandsongcouldfollowherfromherhomeandchildhood."ButIsupposeyouthinkitisstrangeIcansingatall,Mr.VanBerg,"shecontinuedgravely.
  "YoumustthinkmeverysuperficialthatIdonotappeartorealizemoreacrimethatmakesitexceedinglykindofyoueventospeaktome,sinceyouknowaboutit.ButIhaverealizedthewickednessofthatactmorebitterlythanyoucaneverknow."
  "MissMayhew,IadmitthatIcan'tunderstandyouatall.Youhavebecomeagreatermysterytomethanever.Yousee,Iimitateyourtruthfulness."
  "Thereisnonecessityofsolvingtheproblem,"shesaidinalowtone,andavertingherface.
  "Doyoumean,"heasked,flushingslightly,"thatmyinterestisobtrusiveandnotagreeabletoyou?"
  "Ifinspiredbycuriosity——yes,"andshelookedhimsteadilyintheface.
  "Butifinspiredbyagenuineandearnestwishtobeyourfriendandtoatonefortheunpardonableinjusticewhichcameaboutfrommynotunderstandingyou?"
  "IfIbelievedthat,"shesaid,withsomethinglikeasmile,"I'dtakeyouwithmethismorningandrevealallthemysterythereisaboutmypoorlittleselfinonebriefhour."
  "HowcanIproveit?"heaskedeagerly.
  "Sayit,"sheansweredsimply.
  "Idosayit'strue,onmyhonor,"hereplied,givingherhishand.
  "Youmaycome,then,ononeothercondition.Iwouldlikeyoutodrawformeayoungpear-tree,andanoldgentlemansittingunderit."
  "Iwillagreetoanyconditions,"hesaid,springinginbyherside.
  "Isitthetreethatborethepearyougaveme?Ihopeyoudon'tthinkIwascapableofeatingthatpear."
  "Didyouthrowitaway?"sheasked,withashyglance.
  "MissMayhew,I'vesomethingIwishyoutosee,"andhetookouthisnote-bookandshowedhertherose-budhehadtossedaway."Doyourecognizethat?"
  Inspiteofherselfthebloodrushedtumultuouslyintoherface.
  "Ithoughtthatwastrampledintodustlongago,"shesaidinalowtone.
  "Ishallneverforgetyourwordsasyouleftmethatevening,MissMayhew.ItwastheseverestandmostdeservedrebukeIeverhad.
  Ipickedupthebudimmediately,Iassureyou."
  "Ithoughtyouleftitthere,"shesaid,inastilllowertone,andthenaddedhastily:"ButIhavenodoubtyouactedfromasenseofduty."
  "Ican'tsaythatIdid,"heanswered,dryly.
  "Willyoupleasegiveittome?"
  "Notunlessyoucompelmeto,"andheclosedthebookandreturnedittoaninsidebreast-pocket."IwouldliketocarryitasatalismanagainstPhariseeism,themosthatefulofvices."
  "Oh,verywell,"andsheturnedawayherfaceagain.
  "Butpleasetellmeaboutthispear-tree,"heresumed.
  "Itwon'tseemtoyouasitdidtome,"shereplied,withanembarrassedair,"andI'msorryIspokeofit,butnowthatIhaveImayaswellgoon.ToexplainImustgobackalittle.Mr.
  VanBerg,I'mtakingyoutoseetheoldgentlemanwhosavedmefrom——from——"Herfacewaspaleenoughnow.
  "MydearMissMayhew,don'tpainyourselfbyreferringtothat."
  "Imust,"shesaidslowly."Bysomestrangefateyouhaveseenmeatmyworst,andsinceyousayyoucare,youshallknowtherest.
  ItmayrelieveyourmindofafearthatI'veseeninyourfacesince.Ididn'tthinkI'lleverbesowickedanddesperateagain,andIwishyoutoknowmyreasonsforthinkingso.Well,onthatdreadfulnightthepartyIwaswithwentintoaprayer-meeting,morebythewayoffrolicthananythingelse.Ididnotwishtogoin,but,strangeasitmayseemtoyou,Iwasafraidtowalkhome,andsohadtofollowmycompany.GoodoldMr.Eltingespoketous.HesaidheknewfromhisownlongexperiencethattherewasaDivineFriendwhowasableandwillingtocureeveryearthlytrouble,andhespokesosimplyandkindlythathecaughtmyattentionandrevivedmyhope.IfeltwhenIenteredthatplaceIhadn'tafriendintheworldoroutofit.Iwasjustblindanddesperatewithshameanddiscouragement,and——and——butperhapsyouhavereadtheletterIgaveyou?"
  "MissMayhew,everywordofitisburnedintomymemory.Iscarcelymovedafterreadingittillthemorningdawned,andthenIwentoutandwalkedforhoursbeforeIcouldcomposemyselfanddaredtomeetanyone.AsItoldyouthen,soIsayagain,Ihadagreaterescapethanyouhad."
  "I'mvery,verysorry,"shereplied,inatoneofdeepregret.
  "Itooamvery,verysorry,butitisforyou."
  Shelookedupquickly,andsawthathiseyeswerefulloftears.
  "I'mnotashamedoftheminthisinstance,MissMayhew,"hesaid,dashingthemaway.
  Shelookedathimwonderingly,andthenmurmured:"Oh,thankGodithasallturnedoutasithas."Afteramomentsheadded:"I'vemisjudgedyoualso,Mr.VanBerg."
  "How?Pleasetellme,forIfeelIhavemorecausetobedisgustedwithmyselfthanyoueverhad."
  "Well——howshallIsaywhatImean?Ithoughtyouhadmoremindthanheart."
  "ItappearstomeI'vedisplayedalamentablelackofboth.Imusthaveseemedtoyoulikeananimatedinterrogationpoint."
  "Isoonlearnedyouwereverygreatlymysuperior,"shesaidsimply.
  "MissMayhew,spareme,"herepliedquickly,withadeprecatorygesture."Thestoryyouweretellinginterestsmemoredeeplythanyouwillbelieve,andIthinkweshallbebetteracquaintedbeforethedayisover."
  "Well,therestofmystoryismoreeasilytoldthanunderstood,andperhapsyourman'sreasonmaynotfinditverysatisfactory.
  YouknowtheoldsuperstitionthatthesingofthecrossputstoflighttheEvilOne.Idon'tbelievethat,butIbelievethattheOnewhosufferedonthecrossputshimtoflight.Mr.Eltinge'ssimple,downrightassertionthatJesuscouldremedyeveryearthlytrouble——thathewouldbeapatient,helpfulFriend——broketheevilspellbywhichdespairhadblindedme,andIresolvedtotryandliveifIcould.AftertheoldgentlemancameoutofthechurchI
  askedhimtoletmevisithim,andhehasbeenvery,verykind.I
  toldhimeverything.ThefirstdayhesawIwasgreatlydiscouraged,andtoldmethehistoryofayoungpear-treeagainstwhichhewasleaning,andwhichwasfullofbeautifulfruit.Hesaidthatonastormynightitwasbrokenbythewind,andtrampleduponbysomestraycattle,andhescarcelythoughtitcouldlive,foritwasprostrateontheground,butheliftedit,andtookcareofit,andgavenatureachancetorestoreit.Youwouldthinknaturewaslikeakindofmother,tohearhimtalk.ThenhereasonedthatJesus,theAuthorofnature,woulddoformewhatnaturehaddoneforthewoundedtree,butthatImustnotexpecttoomuchatfirst——thatImustbereceptiveandwillingtogrowpatientlyasthetreehaddone,inanewandbetterlife.Thusthetreehasbecometomeanemblemofhope,andItrustaprophecyofmyfuture,althoughIdonotexpectevertoreachanythingliketheperfectionsuggestedbythepear-treeanditsdeliciousfruit.Thefactsthathaveimpressedmemostarethatitwasbruised,prostrate,andreadytodie,andnowitisaliveanduseful.OldMr.Eltingelovesit,andlikestoleanagainstit,asyouwillsee."
  "Thefactthathasimpressedmemostinthisallegory,"groanedVanBerg,"isthatIwasthebrutethattrampledonyou."
  "Youaretoosevereonyourself,"shesaidearnestly."Ishallhavetotakeyourpart."
  "Pleasedo.Ithrowmyselfwhollyonyourmercy."
  "IbelieveShakespearewasright,"shesaid,withashylaughandavertedface."Mercyisalwaystwicebless'd.ButIhavenottoldyouall,Mr.VanBerg.Yesterdaywasthemostmemorabledayofmylife.OnThursdayMr.EltingesawIneededencouragement;
  yesterdayhesawthatIhadnotrealizedthecrimeIhadalmostcommitted,andthatIwasstoppingshortofhimwhoalonecouldchangemywholenature.Indeed,IthinkhesawthatIwaseveninclinedtobecomewellpleasedwithmyself,andcontentwithmyprospectsofwinningbacktheesteemofothers.Hewasfaithfulwithmeaswellaskind.Byanillustration,whichyouwillpardonmefornotrepeating,hemadeitcleartomeasthelightthatintheintentofmyheartIhadbeenguiltyofmurder.Mr.VanBerg,mayyouneverknowtheagonyandremorsethatIsufferedforthefewmomentsIsawmysinsomewhatasitmustappeartoGod,andtogoodmenlikeMr.Eltinge.Iwasoverwhelmed.Itseemedasifmycrimewouldcrushme.Idon'tthinkIcouldhavelivedifthesenseofterroranddespairhadlasted.ButdearoldMr.Eltingestoodbymeinthatterriblemoment.Heputhishandonmyheadasafathermighthavedone,andintonesthatseemedlikeavoicefromheaven,said:'BeholdtheLambofGod,thattakethawaythesinoftheworld.'IfeltthatIcouldnotbearmysinaninstantlonger;itwaslikeamountainoflead,andwithadesperateimpulsetoescape,IlookedtoChrist——Ijustfledtohim,asitwere,anditwasthesameasifhehadopenedhisarmsandreceivedme.FromthatmomentIhavefeltsafe,andalmosthappy.Ican'texplainallthistoyou,Ionlytellyouwhathappened.Itdoesn'tseemlikesuperstitionorexcitedimagination,asI'veheardsomecharacterizethesethings.Itwasalltooreal:Mr.VanBerg,thesimpletruthis——I'vefoundaFriend,whoispledgedtotakecareofme.IKNOWIT.Iamreadingthestoryofhislife,underMr.
  Eltinge'sguidance,andthatiswhyIcomehere.Nowyouknowallthemysterythereisaboutthefaultygirlinwhomcircumstanceshavegivenyouapassinginterest.Sinceyouknewsomuchthatwasagainstme,perhapsyouwillnotthinkitstrangethatIwaswillingyoushouldlearnwhatisnowinmyfavor.Itissimplythis——I'vefoundaDivineFriendwhowillhelpmeliveabetterlife."
  TheyhadnowreachedMr.Eltinge'sgate,andVanBergsteppedouttoopenit.Butbeforedoingso,heturnedtohiscompanion,andwitheyesmoistwithfeeling,saidearnestly:
  "MissMayhew,circumstancesmighthavegivenmebutapassinginterestinyou,butYOUhavewonanabidinginterest.Youhavebeengenerousenoughtoforgiveme,andnowyouwillhavetorepelmeresolutely,topreventmybeingyourfriend.IndeedIshallbeoneinhearthereafter,eventhoughyoumaynotpermitmetoenjoyyoursociety,foryoumayverynaturallywishtoshunonewhocannotfailtoremindyouofsomuchthatispainful.Asforyourstory,itisarevelationtome.Imayneverpossessyourhappyfaith,butIwillrespectit;"andalthoughheturnedhastilyawayshecouldnotfailtoseethathewasdeeplymoved.
  Mr.Eltingereceivedtheyoungmanwithsomesurprise,anddidnotseemtoregardhispresenceasaltogetherwelcome.Theartistthoughttodisarmtheoldgentlemanbyadecidedmanifestationoffranknessandcourtesy:
  "IfeelthatinacertainsenseIamanintruderinyourbeautifulgardento-day.MissMayhewmetmeontheroad,andIfearImustownthatIhadthebadgracealmostthesameastoinvitemyselfhither.AtleastshesawthatIwasexceedinglyanxioustocome."
  "DoyouknowMissMayhew'smotiveincominghither?"askedMr.
  Eltinge,gravely.
  "Ido,andIrespectit."
  "Youtakesafegroundthere,sir,"saidMr.Eltinge,withincreasingdignity."Christianityisatleastrespectable.Butdoyoubelieveittobeabsolutelytrueandbindingontheconscience?"
  Theartistwassilent.
  "Mr.VanBerg,"resumedtheoldgentleman,withagravitythattendedeventowardssternness,"Iwouldnotfailinanyactofcourtesytowardsyou,especiallyheratmyownhome;butjustice,mercy,andtruthareaboveallotherconsiderations.BothyouandIknowthischild'shistorysufficientlywelltobeawarethatitisadangerousthingtoexertaninfluenceatrandomonhumanlives.Yousayyouknowhermotiveincominghither.Letmestatethetruthveryplainly:shehasturnedherfaceheavenward;sheistakingherfirstuncertainstepsasapilgrimtowardsthebetterhome.Injusticetoyouandinmercytoyoubothletmequotethewordsofhimbeforewhomweallshallstand;"andplacinghishandonIda'sshoulderherepeatedwiththeaspectofoneofGod'sancientprophetsthosesolemnwordsthattoomanydaretoignore:"'Whososhalloffendoneoftheselittleoneswhichbelieveinme,itwerebetterforhimthatamillstonewerehangedabouthisneck,andthatheweredrownedinthedepthofthesea.'Mr.VanBerg,inmemoryofthepast,bewarelestconsciouslyorevenunconsciously,throughyourindifferencetoherfaith,youlayastrawinthischild'sway.
  TheweakandthehelplessareveryneartotheheartofGod,andthemostdangerousactamanevercommitsiswhenhecausesoneoftheselittleonestooffend."
  Idatrembledbeneathherfriend'shandandwishedshehadnotpermittedtheartisttocome,buttheyoungman'ssincerityandgood-breedingenabledhimtopasstheordeal.Removinghishat,herepliedtoMr.Eltingewithafineblendingofdignityandhumility:
  "Ihonoryou,sir,"hesaid,"foryourfaithfulnesstotheonewhohascometoyouforcounselandinacertainsenseforprotection;
  andIcondemnmyselfwithbitternessthatyouwillneverunderstand,thatIwrongedherinmythoughtsandwoundedherbyanymanner.I
  ameagertomakeanyandeveryatonementinmypower.Nolanguagecanexpressmygladnessthatsheheardandheededyourwords.
  Pardonme,sir,whenIsayIamnotindifferenttoherfaith.Itis,indeed,amysterytome,butanoblemysterywhichIreverefromthefruitsthatIhavealreadywitnessed.Inmyunpardonablestupidityandprejudice——inaPharisaicpride——IhavecausedMissMayhewtooffend.Shehasgenerouslyforgivenme.MyselfIshallneverforgive.Ifshewillhonormewithherfriendshiphereafter,Ipledgeyoumywordthatnoactofmine,sofarasIcanhelpit,shallevercauseyouanxietyforoneinwhomyouhavesostrongandnaturalaninterest."
  Mr.Eltinge'smannerchangeddecidedly,andwhenVanBergconcludedheextendedhishandandsaidcordially:
  "Aftersuchmanly,straightforwardwordsIcangiveyoutherighthandofrespectandconfidence,ifnotoffellowship.Totellyouthetruth,sir,Iwasinclinedtobelievethatmylittlefriendherehadabetteropinionofyouthanyoudeserved,butnowIcanwelcomeyouinsteadofscoldingherforbringingyou."
  AtthereferencetoherselfIda,seemingly,hadanimpulsetopluckaflowerthatwasbloomingatalittledistance.ThemomenthewasunobservedVanBergseizedtheoldgentleman'shandandsaid,earnestly,whiletearssprangtohiseyes:
  "Godblessyouforthewordsyouspoketothatpoorchild.Ioweyoumorethanshedoes.YouhavesavedmefromalifethatIwoulddreadmorethandeath,"andthenhe,too,turnedawayhastilyandpretendedtobeverybusyinfindingthematerialsforhissketch.
  Idareturnedshyly,anditwouldseemthatsomeofthecolorofherflowerhadfounditswayintohercheeks.
  "Mr.Eltinge,"shesaid,hesitatingly,"Idon'tbelieveIcanmakeyouunderstandhowmuchIwouldlikeapictureofthispear-treeandyourselfsittingunderitasIhaveseenyouforthepasttwodays.ImustadmitthatthewishtohavesuchasketchwasoneofthemotivesthatledmetobringMr.VanBerg."Thensheadded,withdeepeningcolorstill,"myconsciencetroublesmewhenIhearMr.VanBergcondemnhimselfsoharshly.IhavelearnedthatI
  misjudgedhimastrulyashedidme,andIhavesincerealizedhowsadlybothfactsandappearanceswereagainstme."
  "Well,MissIda,"saidtheoldgentleman,musingly,"Iaminclinedtothinktherehasbeenmoreofmisunderstandingthanofintentionalanddeliberateharshness.Mylonglifehastaughtmethatitisastonishinghowblindweoftenaretothethoughtsandfeelingsofothers.ButIwarneverybodytobecarefulhowtheyvisitthisoldgarden,forit'sawonderfulplaceforbringingoutthetruth.
  Natureisintheascendanthere,"andhelookedkeenlyandhumorouslyattheartist,whoremained,however,unconsciousofhisscrutiny,forhiseyeswerefollowingIda.Shehadsuddenlyturnedherbackuponthembothagain,andwassoonbendingoverthelittlebrookwhosemurmurhefaintlyheard.
  "Theseallusionstothepastareallpainfultoher,"hethought,"andshereferstothemonlybecause,asshesays,herconsciencecompelsherto.Itmustbemytasktomakeherforgetthepastinthepresentandfuture."
  "Mr.VanBerg,"shesaid,returning,"youhavevisitedtheJordanIbelieve,butIdoubtwhetheritswatersdidyoumoregoodthanthatlittlebrookovertheredoesme.That'sright,"sheadded,lookingoverhisshoulderattheoutlineshewasrapidlytracing;
  "I'mgladyouarelosingnotime."
  "Iremembertheconditiononwhichyouallowedmetocome,"hereplied,lookingupwithasmileintoherface,"andI'vealreadylearned,asMr.Eltingesuggests,thatnothingwilldointhisgardenbutdownrighthonesty."Somethinginherfacecausedhiseyestolinger,andheaddedhastily:"You'rerightabouttheJordan.Thebrookseemsmuchmorepotent,forapparentlyithaswashedyourtroubleallaway,buthasleft——wellyoumightthinkitflatteryifIshouldtellyouallIsee.thisgardenseemstocontaintheelixiroflifeforyou,MissIda.Myheartwasachingtoseehowpaleyouwerebecoming,buthere——"
  "Mr.VanBerg,"saidIda,abruptly,"willyoupardonasuggestion?"
  Helookedupatheragainalittlewonderinglyandbowed.
  "Therehasbeenasortofnecessity,"sheresumed,"thatmyfaultyselfshouldbethethemeofourconversationto-day,butallthemysteryinwhichyouimaginedmeenvelopedmusthavevanishedsinceyoucamehere.InowmustaskthatwedwellhereafteronmoreagreeablesubjectsthanIdaMayhew."
  "Imustbringthistendencytopersonalallusionstoanendatonce,"
  shethought,"orelseIshallbetraymyselftomybittermortification."
  Helookedupwithadeprecatingsmile,"Iamatyourmercy,"hereplied,"andasIsaidbeforeIwillsubmittoanyconditions."
  "Thisisaneasyone,"saidIda,withemphasis,andthenshetookuptheBibleandbeganreadingtoMr.Eltinge,whofromhisseatunderthepear-treehadbeenwatchingthemwithapleasedandplacidinterestonhissereneoldface.Theiryounglifeappearedbeautifulnow,andfullofhopeandpromise,buthedidnotenvyit.Theprospectbeforehimwasbetterthanthebestthatearthcouldoffer.
  VanBergneverforgotthehourthatfollowed.Hispencilwasbusybuthisthoughtswerebusier.Hefelthisartistlifeandpowerkindlingwithinhiminawaythatwasexhilaratingandgrand.Whilehisthemesweresimplehefeltthattheywerenobleandbeautifulinthehighestdegree.Thetree——aprettyobjectinitself——hadbeenendowedwithahumaninterestandsuggestedadivinephilosophy.
  Mr.Eltinge,whosatatitsfoot,becametohimoneoftheworld'schiefheroes——amanwhohadmetandvanquishedevilforalmostacentury.Hiswhitehairandsilverbeardwereahaloofgloryaroundthequietfacethatwasturnedinkindlysympathytowardshiscompanion,andVanBergdidhisbesttobringoutthenobleprofile.