"Whataverystrangetoiletshehasmade!"hethought;"simpleandplaintothelastdegree,andyetsingularlyeffectiveandstriking.
Herfingerswereonceloadedwithrings,butshehastakenthemalloff,andnowherhandsareasperfectasherfeatures.Shedoesnotwearasingleornament,savethoseominousponiards.Doesshemeantosignifybythesethatsheiswounded,orthatsheproposestoinflictwounds?Yegods!howstrangely,terribly,exasperatinglybeautifulsheis!Ihavecertainlybothmisjudgedandmisunderstoodher."
Thesethoughtspassedthroughhismindashestoleanoccasionalglanceattheirobject,whosatwithherprofiletowardshimalmostinthelineofhisvision.Atthesametimehewasapparentlylisteningtoaprosyandinterminablestoryfromoneofthegroupofwhichhewasamember.Theyhadbeentellinganecdotesoftravel,andthelastspeaker'sexperiencewas,likehisjourney,longanduninteresting.
VanBergsoonobservedthatmanyothersbesideshimselfwereobservingMissMayhew.Sheseemedtofascinate,perplex,andtroubleallwholookedtowardsher.Thesingularbeautyandstrikingtoiletmightaccount,inpart,forthelingeringglances,butnotfortheperplexityanduneasinesstheycaused.IfIdahadbeendeadherfeaturescouldnothavebeenmorecolorless;andtheyhadastern,hard,desperateexpressionthatwassadlyoutofharmonywithwhatshouldbetheappearanceofahappyyounggirl.
Herpresenceseemedtocauseanincreasingchillandrestraint.
Thehealthfulandnormalmindsofthoseabouthergrewvaguelyconsciousofanothermindthathadbeendeeplymoved,shakentoitsfoundations,andsohadbecomealmostabnormalanddangerousinitsimpulses.
Thereisaverygeneraltendencybothtoobserveandtoshrinkfromthatwhichisunnatural,andifthedeparturefromwhatiscustomaryisshowninunexpectedandunusualmentalaction,thestrongerbecometheuneasinessanddreadinthosewhowitnessit.
AllwhosawIdarecognizedthatshewasnotonlyunlikeherself,butunlikeanyoneinanordinarystateofmind,andpeoplewhowereintimatelookedateachothersignificantly,asiftoask——"WhatisthematterwithMissMayhew?Whatisthematterwithusall?"
Wereitnotthatthemaidenoccasionallyturnedaleaf,inordertokeepuptheillusionthatshewasreading,shemighthavebeenastatue,somotionlesswasherform,andsopallidherface.
Butshefeltthatshewasperplexingandtroublingthosewhohadwoundedher,andtheconsciousnessgavesecretsatisfaction.Herpastexperiencetaughthertoappreciatestageeffect,and,sinceshemeditatedatragedy,sheproposedthateverythingshouldbeastragicandblood-curdlingaspossible.
Thereisusuallybutashortstepbetweenhightragedyandpainfulabsurdity,whichexasperatesuswhilewelaughatit;butpoorIda'sthoughtsweresodesperatelydarkanddespairing,andherexquisitefeatures,madealmosttransparentbygriefandfasting,soperfectlyinterpretedherunfeignedwretchedness,thateventhosewhoknewherbutslightlyweretouchedandtroubledinawaythattheycouldnotexplaineventothemselves.
MissBurtonwasevidentlymeditatinghowshecouldapproachIda,whoseemedencasedinarepellantatmosphere.VanBergsawthatStantonlookedanxiousandperplexed,andthatMrs.Mayhewwasexceedinglyworriedandannoyed.Atlasthehastilyapproachedherdaughterandwhispered,"Forheaven'ssake,Ida,what'sthematter?Youlookasifyouhadgoneintomourning."
Theyoungladyglancedcoldlyupandsaidstonily:
"Youhaveatleasttaughtmetodressappropriately."
"Nonsense,"continuedthemother,inalow,irritabletone."Whycan'tyoucheerupandactlikeotherpeople?Don'tyouseeyou'regivingusalltheshivers?"
Sheslowlyswepttheroomwithhereyes,andsawthatnotafewcuriousglancesweredirectedtowardsher.Then,withbowedhead,sheglidedfromtheroomwithoutaword.
MissBurtoncaughtupwithherinthehall-way."Youareill,MissMayhew,"shesaid,withgentlesolicitude.
"Yes,"Idareplied,inthesamestony,repellantmanner;"butyouarenotaphysician,MissBurton.Goodevening."Andshewentswiftlyuptoherownroom,asifdeterminedtospeakwithnooneelsethatevening.
ChapterXXXVI.Temptation'sVoiceVanBerghadbeensonearthathecouldnothelpoverhearingMrs.
Mayhew'swordswhichhadledtotheabruptandsilentdepartureofherdaughterfromtheparlor.
"Thereissomemisunderstandinghere,"hethought,"whoseeffectsarebecomingoutrageouslycruel.Thepoorgirlwasdrivenawayfromthesupper-table,andnowsheisdrivenoutoftheparlor.
ShehasbeenananomalyfromthemomentIsawher,andInowmeantofathomthemystery.Herexquisitefaceindicatesthatsheisalmostdesperatefromsomekindoftrouble.Sheisbecomingill——sheiswastingunderit.Sibleywouldbeafatalmaladytoanyrespectablegirl,butImustgiveupallpretenceofskillatdiagnosisifheisthecause;forwereherheartsetonhimwhythemischiefcan'tshegotohimwithallheroldrecklessflippancy?
Thereisnoneedofanyelopement,asIkfears.Shecaneasilycompelhermothertogotothecity,andherfatherwouldhavenopowertopreventthealliance,wereshebentuponit.Ibelieveherfamilymisunderstandandarewrongingher,andImayhaveoccasiontogodownonmykneesmyself,metaphorically,andaskherpardonformysuperiorairs."
Theseandkindredotherthoughtspassedthroughhismindasheslowlypacedupanddownasidepiazzawhichheoftensoughtwhenhewishedtobealone.Stanton,havinglostMissBurtonfortheevening,soonjoinedhim,andthrewhimselfdejectedlyintoachair.
"Van,"hesaid,"Iusedtoberatherself-complacent.IthoughtIhadlearnedtotakelifesophilosophicallythatIshouldhaveagoodtimeaslongasmyhealthlasted.Butto-nightIfeelasiflifewereahorriblyheavyburdenwhichI,anoverladenjackass,mustcarryformanyawearyday.Howlittleweknowwhatweareandwhatisbeforeus!I'vebeenafool;Iamafool!"
"Well,Ik,"repliedVanBergwithashrug,"Iimaginethereisapairofus.Myreason——allthat'sdecentinme——refusestoregardSibleyasthecauseofyourcousin'smostevidentdistress.Forheaven'ssakedon'tconfirmyourwordsofthisafternoon,orIshallfeelliketakingthefirsttrain,inordertoescapefromthemostexasperatingparadoxthatevercontradictedaman'ssenses."
"Van,youareright.Iammortifiedwithmyselfbeyondmeasure,andIambitterlyashamedthatmyaunt,herownmother,shouldhavesogrosslymisjudgedher.Sibley,nodoubt,IStheoccasionofhertroubleinpart,forsheseemsfairlytowritheunderthefalsepositioninwhichhehasplacedherbyleadingeveryonetoassociatehernamewithhis;butInowbelievethatsheloathesanddetestshimmorethanyouorIcan.Certainlynowomancouldspeakofamaninharsherormorescathingtermsthanshespokeofhimto-night.Well,tosumupthewholemiserabletrough,bytakinghermother'sviewforgranted,ImadesuchamessofitthatIdoubtifsheeverspeakscivillytoeitherofusagain."
"Why!wasmynamementioned?"askedVanBerg,quickly.
"Yes,confounditall!Whenthingsaregoingwrongthereisamiserablefatalityaboutthem,andtheworstalwayshappens.Sheaskedmepoint-blankifyousharedmyestimateofher,andIsupposegottheimpressionyoudid."
"Wellreally,Stanton,"saidVanBerg,withsomeirritation,"I
thinkyoumusthavebeenunfortunateinyourlanguage."
"Worsethanunfortunate.Thewholeblunderisunpardonable.
Still,domejustice.Icouldnotanswerherquestionwithaboldlie.Andwhatwouldhavebeenitsuse?Howcouldyouexplainyourbearingtowardsheratthesuppertable?YourmannerwouldhavefrozenJezebelherself."
"Iwasaninfernalfool,"groanedVanBerg.
"ItisduetousboththatIshouldsayItoldheryouhadtriedtoformagoodopinionofher,andveryreluctantlyreceivedtheviewhermothersuggested.Isaid,ineffect,youwishedtothinkwellofher,althoughshehadtreatedyousobadly."
"Treatedmebadly!Ihavetreatedherathousandfoldworse.She,atleast,hasneverinsultedme,andIcanneverforgivemyselffortheinsultIhaveofferedher.
"Well,Ihopetofindherinthemoodtoacceptanapologyinthemorning,"saidStanton.
"I'minaconfoundedlyawkwardpositiontoapologize,"growledVanBerg."Anyreferencetosuchanaffairwillbelikeanotherinsult;"andthefriendspartedinanunsatisfactorystateofmindtowardseachother,andespeciallytowardsthemselves.
ButthatwasasadandmemorablenighttoIdaMayhew.Shefeltthatitmightbeherlastonearth;forherdarkpurposewasrapidlytakingdefiniteform.
shewaspassingintothatunhealthfulconditionofmentalexcitement,inwhichthesalutaryrestraintsofthephysicalnaturelosetheirpower.Intheplaceofdrowsinessandweariness,shebegantoexperienceanunnaturalexaltationwhichwouldmakeanyrecklessfollypossible,ifittooktheguiseofsublimeandtragicaction.
Fewrealizetowhatdegreethemindcanbecomewarpedanddisordered,evenwithabrieftime,bytroubleandtheviolationofthelawsofhealth;andsome,byeducationandtemperament,arepeculiarlypredisposedtoabnormalconditions.Sciencehastaughtmenhowtobuildshipswithwater-tightcompartments,sothatifdisastercrushesinononeside,theotherpartsmaysavefromsinking.
Therearefortunatepeoplewhoarebuiltonthesamesafeprinciple.
Theyhavecultivatedminds,andvariedresourcesinartisticandscientificpursuits.Aboveallelse,theymayhavefaithinGodandabetterlifetocome;suchpossessionsarelikethecompartmentsofamodernship.Fewdisasterscandestroythemall,andinthelossofoneormorethesouliskeptafloatbytheothers.
ButitwouldseemthatpoorIda'scharacterhadbeenconstructedwithfatalsimplicity,andwhenthecoldwavesoftroublerushedintherewasnothingtopreventherfromsinkingbeneaththemlikeastone.Hermindwasuncultivated,andart,science,literatureofferedherasyetnoresources,nopursuits.Shehadawoman'sheartthatmighthavebeenfilledwithsustaininglove,butinitsplacehadcomeasuddenandicyfloodofdisappointmentanddespair.
Sheloved,withallthepassionandsimplicityofanarrow,yetearnestnature,themanwhohadawakenedthewomanwithinher,andhe,shebelieved,wouldnevergiveheraughtinreturn,savecontempt.Shenaturallythoughtthatshehadbeendegradedinhisestimationbeyondallordinarymeansofredemption;therefore,inherdesperationanddespair,shewasreadytotakeanextraordinarymethodofcompellingatleasthisrespect.
Moreover,Idawasimpatientandimpetuousbynature.Shehadalargecapacityforaction,butlittleforendurance.Itwouldbealmostimpossibleforhertoreachwoman'sloftiestheroism,andsit"likePatienceonamonument,smilingatgrief."Itwouldbeherdispositionrathertorushforward,anddashherselfagainstanadversefate,meetingitevenmorethanhalfway.Alltheinfluencesofherlifehadtendedtodevelopimperiousness,willfulness,andnowherimpulsewastoenteraprotestagainstherhardlotthatwasaspassionateandrecklessasitwasimpotent.
ApartfromhersupremewishtofillVanBergwithregret,andawakeninhimsomethinglikerespect,thethoughtofdraggingonawretchedexistencethroughtheindefiniteyearstocomewasintolerable.Thecolorhadutterlyfadedoutoflife,andleftitbaldandrepulsivetothelastdegree.
Fashionabledissipationpromisedhernothing.Shehadoftentastedthis,totheutmostlimitofpropriety,andwaswellawarethatthegaywhirlhadnothingnewtooffer,unlesssheplungedintothemadexcitementofalifewhichisasbriefasitisvile.Itwastohercreditthatdeathseemedpreferabletothis.Itwaslargelyduetoherdefectivetrainingandlimitedexperience,thatauseful,innocentlife,eventhoughitpromisedtobedevoidofhappiness,wassoutterlyrepulsivethatshewasreadytothrowitawayinimpatientdisgust.
AsyetshewasincapableofJennieBurton'sdivinephilosophyof"pleasingnot"herself.hewho"gavehislifeforothers"wasbutanameatthepronunciationofwhich,intheService,shewasaccustomedtobowprofoundly,buttowhom,inherheart,shehadneverbowedorofferedagenuineprayer.Religionseemedtoherasortoffashionwhichdifferedwiththetastesofdifferentpeople.
Shewasapracticalatheist.
ItisafearfulthingtopermitachildtogrowupignorantofGod,andofthesacredprinciplesofdutywhichshouldbeinwroughtintheconscience,andenforcedbythemostvitalconsiderationsofwell-being,bothforthisworldandtheworldtocome.
ButIdaMayhewthoughtnotofGodorduty,butonlyofherthwarted,unhappylife,fromwhichsheshrankweaklyandselfishly,assuringherselfthatshecouldnotandwouldnotendureit.Inherfathershesawonlyincreasinghumiliation;inhermother,oneforwhomshehadbutlittleaffectionandlessrespect,andwhowouldofnecessityirritatethewoundsthattimemightslowlyheal,couldsheliveinanatmosphereofdelicate,unspokensympathy;inherself,onewhomshenowbelievedtobesoignorantandfaultythatthemanshelovedhadturnedawayindisgustonfindingherout.Ifallthiswerenotbadenough,unforeseenandunfortunatecircumstances,evenmorethanherownfolly,hadbroughtaboutahumiliationfromwhichshefeltshecouldneverrecover.Inherblind,desperateefforttohideherpassionfromthemansheloved,shehadmadeitappearthatshewasinfatuatedwiththemansheloathed,andwhohadshownhimselfsuchacontemptiblevillainthatherassociationwithhimwasthescandalofthehouse.Ifherownmotherandcousincouldbelievethatshewasreadytothrowherselfawayforthesakeofsuchawretch,whatmustthepeopleofthehotelthink?
Whatkindofastorywouldgoabroadamongheracquaintancesinthecity?Shefairlycringedandwrithedatthethoughtofitall.
Itseemedtothetorturedandmorbidlyexcitedgirlthattherewasbutonewayoutofhertroubles,anddarkanddreadfulaswasthatpath,shethoughtitcouldleadtonothingsopainfulasthatfromwhichshewouldescape.
Butafterall,herchiefincentivetothefatalactwasthehopeofsecuringVanBerg'srespect,andofimplantingherselfinhisheartasanundyingmemory,eventhoughasadandterribleone.
Withherideasofthefitnessofthingsthiswouldbeastrongtemptationatbest;butthepresentconditionsofherlife,aswehaveseen,sofarfromrestraining,addedgreatlytothetemptation.
And,ashasbeensaid,whiletheactseemedasternanddreadfulalternativetoworseevils,itwasnotrevoltingtoher.Shehadseensomanyofherfavoriteheroinesinfictionandactressesonthestage"shuffleoffthemortalcoil"withthemostappropriateexpressionsandinthemostbecomingtoiletsandattitudes,thatherpervertedandmelodramatictasteledhertobelievethatVanBergwouldregardhercrimeasasublimevindicationofherhonor.
Heronlytasknow,therefore,wastoframealetterthatwouldbestaccomplishthisend,andatthesametimewringhissoulwithunavailingregret.
Butshewastoosincereandsadtowritediffuselyandvaguely.
Afterafewmoments'thoughtsherapidlytracedthefollowinglines:
"Mr.VanBerg:
"Youfirstsawmeataconcert,andyourjudgementofmewascorrect,thoughsevere.Youreyeshavesincebeenverycoldandcritical.
Ihavefollowedyourexploringglances,andhavefoundthatIam,indeed,ignorantandimperfect——thatIwasliketheworm-eatenrosebudthatyoutossedcontemptuouslydownwhereitwouldbetrampledunderfoot.Seldomisthatunfortunatelittleemblemofmyselfoutofmythoughts.IfIdaredtoappealtoGodIwouldsaythatheknowsthatIwouldhavetriedtobloomintoabetterlife,eventhoughimperfectly,ifsomeonehadonlythoughtitworthwhiletoshowmehow.Itistoolatenow.Likemycounterpart,thatyouthrewaway,Ishallsoonbeforgotteninthedust.
"Althoughyourestimatehasbeensoharsh,Iwillnotdisputeit.
Circumstanceshavebeenagainstmefromthefirst,andmyownfollyhasaddedwhateverwaswantingtoconfirmyourunfavorableopinion.
Butto-dayyourthoughtswrongedmecruelly.Youhaveslainallhopeandself-respect.IdonotfeelthatIcanliveafterseeinganhonorablemanlookatmeasyoulookedthisevening.Youbelievedmecapableofflyingtohemanwhoattemptedyourlife——whoinsultedandorphangirl.Youlookedatme,notasalady,butanobjectbeneathcontempt.ThisisahumiliationthatIcannotandwillnotsurvive.Whenyouknowthatihavesoughtdeathratherthanthevillainwithwhomyouareassociatingme,youmaythinkofmemorefavorably.PossiblythememoryofIdaMayhewmayleadyou,whenagainyouseeaworm-eatenbud,tokillthedestroyerandhelptheflowertobloomaswellasitcan.Butnow,likemyemblem,Ihavelostmyonechance.
Thenightwasnowfarspent.Hermother,havingbeenrefusedadmittance,hadfumedandfrettedherselftosleep.Thehousewasverystill.Sheopenedherwindowandlookedout.Cloudsobscuredthestars,anditwasexceedinglydark.
"ThelongnighttowhichI'mgoingwillbedarkerstill,"sighedtheunhappygirl."Well,Iwillliveonemoreday.To-morrowI
willgooutandsitinthesunlightoncemore.IwishIcouldgonow,foralreadyIseemtofeelthechillofdeath.Oh,howcoldIshallbebythistimeto-morrownight!"
Sheshudderedassheclosedthewindow.
Afterpacingherroomafewmoments,sheexclaimed,recklessly,"Imustsleep——ImustgetthroughwiththetimeuntilIbringtimetoanend,"andshedroppedapowerfulopiateintoaglass.
Holdingitupforamomentwithasmileonherfairyoungfacethatwasterriblebeyondwords,shesaidslowly,"Afterallit'sonlytakingalittlemore,andthen——nowaking."
ChapterXXXVII.VoicesofNature.
Beforeretiring,Idahadunfastenedherdoor,sothathermother,findinghersleeping,mightleaveherundisturbedaslateaspossiblethefollowingday;andthesunwasalmostinmid-heavenbeforeshebeganslowlytorevivefromherlethargy.
Butasherstupordepartedshebecameconsciousofsuchacutephysicalandmentalsufferingthatshealmostwishedshehadcarriedoutherpurposethenightbefore.Herheadachewasequaledonlybyherheartache,andherwronged,overtaxednervoussystemwasjanglingwithtorturingdiscord.Butwiththepersistenceofasimpleandpositivenaturesheresolvedtocarryoutthetragicprogrammethatshehadalreadyarranged.
Shewasgladtofindherselfalone.Hermother,withherusualsagacity,hadconcludedthatshewouldsleepoffhertroublesassheoftenhadbefore,andsolefthertoherself.
Thepoor,lostchildmadesomepatheticattemptstoputherlittlehouseinorder.Shedestroyedallherletters.Shearrangedherdrawerswithmanysuddenrushesoftearsasvariousarticlescalledupmemoriesofearlierandhappierdays.Amongotherthingsshecameacrossalittlebirthdaypresentthatherfatherhadgivenherwhenshewasbutsixyearsofage,andshevividlyrecalledthehappychildshewasthatday.
"Oh,thatIhaddiedthen!"shesobbed."Whatawretchedfailuremylifehasbeen!Neverwasthereafitteremblemthantheimperfectflowerhethrewaway.IwishIcouldfindthepoor,withered,trampledthing,andthathemightfinditinmyhandwithhisletter."
Shewroteafarewelltoherfatherthatwasinexpressiblysad,inwhichshehumblyaskedhisforgiveness,andentreatedhim,asherdyingwish,toceasedestroyinghimselfwithliquor.
"Butitisofnouse,"shemoaned."Hehaslosthopeandcouragelikemyself,andonecan'tbeartroubleforwhichthereisnoremedy.I'mafraidmyactwillonlymakehimdoworse;butIcan'thelpit."
Tohermothershewrotemerely,"Good-by.ThinkofmeaswellasyoucantillIamforgotten."
Herthoughtsofhermotherwereverybitter,forshefeltthatshehadbeenneglectedasachild,andpermittedtogrowupsofaultyandsuperficialthatsherepelledthemanherbeautymighthaveaidedherinwinning;anditwaschieflythroughhermotherthatherlastbitterandunendurablehumiliationhadcome.
Mrs.MayhewbustledinfromherdrivewithStanton,justbeforedinner,andcommencedvolubly:
"Gladtoseeyouupandlookingsomuchbetter."Idaknewshewasalmostghastlypalefromtheeffectsoftheopiateandherdistress,butsherecognizedhermother'stactics."Comenow,godownwithmeandmakeagooddinner;thenadrivethisafternoon,towhichIkhasinvitedyou,andyouwilllooklikeyouroldbeautifulself."
"Idonotwishtolooklikemyoldself,"saidIdacoldly.
"Whointheworldeverlookedbetter?"
"Everyonewhohadacultivatedmindandaclearconscience."
"Ideclare,Ida,you'vechangedsosinceyoucametothecountrythatIcan'tunderstandyouatall."
"Donottrytoanylonger,mother,foryouneverwill."
"Won'tyougodowntodinner?"
"No."
"Whynot?"
"Idon'twishto,foronething;andI'mtooill,foranother.
Sendmeupsomething,ifit'snottoomuchtrouble."
"I'mgoingtohaveadoctorseeyouthisveryafternoon,"saidMrs.
Mayhew,emphatically,asshelefttheroom.
TodoherjusticeshedidsendupaverynicedinnertoIdabeforeeatingherown.Asfarasdoctorsanddinnerswereconcerned,shecoulddoherwholedutyinanemergency.
"Isn'tIdacomingdown?"whisperedStantontohisaunt.
"No.Ican'tmakeheroutatall,andshelooksdreadfully.Youmustgoforadoctor,rightafterdinner."
VanBergcouldnotheartheirwords,buttheirominouslooksaddedgreatlytohisdisquietude.HehadbeentooillateasetoseekevenMissBurton'ssocietyduringthemorning,andhadspentthetimeinmakingasketchofIdaasshestoodinthedoorwaybeforeenteringtheparlorthepreviousevening.
ButJennieBurtondidnotseemtofeelorresenthisneglectintheslightestdegree.Indeed,herthoughts,likehisown,wereapparentlyengrossedwiththeonewhosechairhadbeenvacantsooftenoflate,andwho,whenpresent,seemedsounlikeherformerself.
"Ifearyoudaughterismoreseriouslyindisposedthanyouthink,"
shesaidanxiouslytoMrs.Mayhew.
"I'mgoingtotakeIdainhand,"repliedthematter-of-factlady.
"SheISill——farmoresothanshe'lladmit.I'mgoingtohavethedoctoratonceandputherunderacourseoftreatment."
"Curseitall!"thoughtVanBerg,"thatisjustthetrouble.Shehasbeenunderacourseoftreatmentthatwouldmakeanywomanill,savehermother,andI'minclinedtothinkthatIwastheveriestquackofthemallinmytreatment."
"Iwishshewouldletmecalluponherthisafternoon,"saidMissBurton,gently.
"Oh,Ithinkshe'llbegladtoseeyou!——atleastsheoughttobe;"
butitwastooevidentthatMrs.Mayhewwasatlastbeginningtogrowveryanxious,andshemadeasimplermealthanusual.Stantoninhissolicitude,hastenedthroughdinner,andstartedatonceforthephysicianwhousuallyattendedtheguestsofthehouse.
Ida,inthemeantime,hadforcedherselftoeatalittleofthefoodsenttoher,andtheninformingthewomanwhohadchargeoftheirfloorthatshewasgoingoutforawalk,stoledownandoutunperceived,andsoongainedasecludedpaththatledintoanextensivetractofwoodland.
Stantonbroughtthedoctorpromptly,butnopatientcouldbefound.
Allthatcouldbelearnedwasthat"MissMayhewhadgoneforawalk."
"Hercasecannotbeverycritical,"thephysicianremarked,smilingly;
"Iwillcallagain."
Stantonandhisauntlookedateachotherinawaythatprovedthecasewasbeginningtotroublethemseriously.
"Sheknewthedoctorwouldbehere,"saidMrs.Mayhew.
"Ifearhercomplaintisonethatthedoctorscan'thelp,andthatsheknowsit,"repliedtheyoungman,gloomily."Butyouseemtoknowlessaboutherthananyoneelse.Ishalltrytofindher."
Buthedidnotsucceed.
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