Thesunlightmockedher;andherspiritwassooutoftunethatthesweetsoundsofnaturemadejarringdiscord.
Butthechurchbellcaughtherattention.HownaturalandalmostuniversalistheinstinctwhichleadsuswhenintroubletoseekthesupportofsomeHigherpower.Nomatterhowwaywardthehumanchildmayhavebeen,howhardenedbyyearsofwrong,orarrogantlyentrenchedinsomephaseofrationalphilosophy,whenthedarknessofdangerorsorrowblotsoutthelightofearthlyhopes,orhidesthepathwhichwastroddensoconfidently,then,withtheimpulseoffrightenedchildrenwhomnighthassuddenlyovertaken,thereisalongingfortheFather'shandandtheFather'sreassuringvoice.
IfthereisnoGodtoloveandhelpus,humannatureisalie.
ThusfarIdaMayhewhadnomorethoughtofturningHeavenwardforhelpthantothephilosophyofPlato.Indeed,religionasasystemoftruth,andGreekphilosophywerealmostequallyunknowntoher.
Butthatchurch-bellremindedherofthesourceofhopeandhelptowhichburdenedheartshavebeenturninginalltheages,andwiththevaguethoughtthatshemightfindsomelightandcheerthatwasnotinthesunshine,shehastilydressedandwentdownintimetocatchoneofthelastcarriages.Whenshereachedthechurch,shefoundhermotherhadprecededher,andthathercousinIkStantonwasalsothere;butshecorrectlysurmisedthattheonlydevotiontowhichhewasinclinedhadbeeninspiredbyMissBurton,whosatnotfaraway.ShewassoonsatisfiedthatVanBergwasnotpresent.
Asageneralthing,whenatchurch,Idahadgivenmoreconsiderationtothepeopleandthetoiletsaboutherthantoeithertheserviceorthesermon;butto-dayshewistfullyturnedherthoughtstoboth,inthehopethattheymightdohergood,althoughshehadasvagueanideaastothemodeorprocessasifbothwereanIndianincantation.
Butshewasthoroughlydisappointed.Herthoughtswanderedcontinuallyfromtheservices.Withalmostthevividnessofbodilypresence,threefaceswerelookinguponher——herfather'swithaninfinitereproach;Sibley's,withsmilinglipsandwolfisheyes;andVanBerg's,firstcoollyquestioningandexploringinitsexpression,andthencoldlyavertedandscornfulinconsequenceofwhathehaddiscovered.Nothouses,butmindsarehaunted.
Theclergyman,however,wasanable,forciblespeaker,andheldherattentionfromthefirst.Hissermonwastopicalratherthantextualinitscharacter;thatis,heenlargedonwhathetermed"theirreconcilableenmitybetweenGodandtheworld,"takingashistextsthefollowingselections:
"ThecarnalmindisenmityagainstGod."
Andagain,"Whosoever,therefore,willbeafriendoftheworld,istheenemyofGod."
Thesermonwaschieflyanargument;andthepointofitwasthattherecouldbenocompromisebetweenthesecontendingpowers——Godononeside,theworldontheother——andheinsistedthathishearersmustbe,andwerewithonepartyortheother.Thetroublewas,thatinconcentratinghisthoughtsonthesinglepointhemeanttomake,hetooktoomuchforgranted——namely,thatallhishearersunderstoodsufficientlythecharacterofGod,andthesenseinwhichtheBibleusestheterm"world,"nottomisapprehendthenatureofhis"enmity."Toseasonedchurch-goersthesermonwasbothtrueandverysatisfactory.
Butwhentheministerreachedtheconclusionofhisargumentwiththewords,"Sothen,theythatareinthefleshcannotpleaseGod,"
poorIdadrewalongdrearysigh,andwishedshehadremainedathome.Shewascertainly"intheflesh,"ifanyonewere;andinadditiontothefactthatsheneitherpleasedherselfnoranyoneelsethatsherespectedandloved,shewasnowgiventheassurance,apparentlyfortifiedbyHolyWrit,thatshecouldnot"pleaseGod."
Thesimpleanddivinediplomacybywhichthis"enmity"isremovedwasunknowntoher.
SheturnedtonotehowMissBurtonreceivedamessagethatwassounwelcometoherself,andsawthatshewasnotlistening.Therewasadreamyfar-awaylookinhereyesthatclearlywasnotinspiredbythethoughtof"enmity."
"Sheisprobablythinkingoftheartistandtheidealfuturethathecangiveher.HowfoolishitisinpoorIktheretotrytorivalHIM!Itwasanunluckydayforusboth,cousinofmine,whenwecametothisplace!"
Moredisheartenedanddespondentthanever,sherodehomewardwithhermother,answeringquestionsonlyinmonosyllables.Allthatreligionhadsaidtoherthatmorningwas:"Giveuptheworld——allwithwhichyouhavehithertobeenfamiliar,andhaveenjoyed."Godwasaninfinite,all-powerful,remoteabstraction,andyetforHissakeshemustresigneverythingwhichwouldenablehertoforget,oratleastdisguisethepainandjealousywhichwereattimesalmostunendurable;andsheknewofnosubstitutewithwhichtoreplace"theworld"shewasaskedtoforego.
Thisreligionofmerenegation,expulsion,andrestraintistoooftenpresentedtothemind.Dykesandleveesareveryuseful,andinsomeplacesessential;butiflowmalarialshorescouldbeliftedupintobreezyhillsandtable-lands,thiswouldbebetter.
Thisisnotonlypossible,butitisthetruemethodinrespecttothehumansoul;andoneshouldseektogrowbetternotbysedulousefforttokeepoutanevilworld,butrathertofilluphisheartwithagoodpureworldsuchasGodmadeandblessed.
ThesermonIdaheardthatmorning,therefore,onlyaddedtotheburdenthatwasalreadytooheavytobecarriedmuchlonger.
ChapterXXVI.SundayTable-talk.
TothereliefofallsaveMrs.Mayhew,Sibleydinedwithacoupleofyoung,fastmen,whoenforcedtheirinvitationbytheirresistibleattractionofabottleofwine.
"Thereistoomuchstarchanddignityatthattabletosuitme,anyway,"heremarked."Therearethosetwomodelsaints,wholedourdevotionslastSundayevening,flirtingwithponderousgravitywiththatdeeplittleschool-ma'am,whohasturnedboththeirheads,butcan'tmakeuphermindwhichofthemtocapture,bothbeingsuchmarvellouslygoodgameforoneofherclass.CuteYankeeasshebelievesherselftobe,she'safooltothinkthateitherofthemismorethanplayingwithher.ByJupiter!butitwouldbesporttocut'embothout;andIcoulddoitifIwereuphereaweek.ThosewhoknowtheworldknowthatsuchwomencipheroutthesemattersinthespiritofNewEnglandthrift,andyouhaveonlytomisleadthemwithsufficientplausibledatatocapturethembodyandsoul."AndSibleycomplacentlysippedhiswineasifhehadstatedalltherewastobesaidonthesubject.Fewmenpridedthemselvesmoreonaprofoundknowledgeoftheworldthanhe.
Ida'sdespondencywhileatdinnerwassogreatshecouldnotthrowitoff.Listlesslyandwearilyshebarelytastedofthedifferentcoursesastheywerepassedtoher.Sheconsciouslymadeonlyoneeffort,andthatwastoappearutterlyindifferenttoVanBerg;andbothcircumstancesandhiscontemptuousneglectmadebutlittlefeigningnecessary.TheeveningbeforehadassociatedhersoinseparablyinhismindwithSibley,thathewasbeginningtoregardherwithaversion.
"Trivialnaturesaredisturbedbytrivialcauses,"hethought;"andshelooksasiftheworldhadturnedblackbecauseSibleyhasbeenluredfromhersideforanhourbyabottleofwine.He'llreviveheragainbeforesupper."
"Howwintrythatoldgentlemanlookswhoisjustentering!"Stantonremarked."Itmakesoneshivertothinkofbecomingasfrostyandwhiteashe."
"Oh,don'tspeakofbeingold!"criedMrs.Mayhew."Remembertherearesomeatthetablewhoareingreaterdangerofthatfinalmisfortunethanyouyoungpeople."
"Doyoudreadbeingold,MissBurton?"VanBergasked.
"No;butIdotheprocessofgrowingold."
"Foroncewethinkalike,MissBurton,"saidIdaabruptly."Tothinkofploddingonthroughindefinitedrearyyearstowardthemiserableconclusionofoldage!andyetitissaidnothingissosweetaslife."
"Really,Cousin,youradvancedowntheagesremindsonemoreofaquickstepthanof'plodding,'"remarkedStanton.
"Thestepmatterslittle,"sheretorted,"aslongasyoufeelasifyouweregoingtoyourownfuneral.IagreewithMissBurton,thatgrowingoldisworsethanbeingold,thoughtHeavenknowsthatbotharebadenough."
"I'mnotsurethatHeavenwouldagreewitheitherofus,"saidMissBurton,gently.
"Ifearthesermondidnotdoyoumuchgood,Coz,"saidStanton,maliciously.
"No;itdidnot.Itdidmeharm,ifsuchathingwerepossible,"
wastherecklessreply.
"Humannatureisgenerallyregardedascapableofimprovement,"
remarkedStanton,sententiously.
"Iwasnotspeakingofhumannaturegenerally,"saidIda;"Iwasthinkingofmyself."
"Asusual,mycharmingCousin."
Sheflushedresentfully,butdidnotreply.
"AndIfeelthatMissMayhewhasdoneherselfinjusticeinherthought,"saidMissBurton,withasympatheticglanceatIda."Andhowisitwithyou,Mr.VanBerg?Doyoudreadgrowingold?"
"IfearmyopinionwillremindyouofJackBunsby,"repliedtheartist."Growingoldislikeaprospectivejourney.Somuchdependsuponthecountrythroughwhichyoutravelandyourcompany.
MyfatherandmotheraretakingasummerexcursionthroughNorwayandSweden,andIknowtheyareenjoyingthemselvesabundantly.
Theyhavehadagoodtimegrowingold.Whyshouldnotothers?"
Idaappearedtoresenthiswordsbitterly;andwithatoneandmannerthatsurprisedeveryoneshesaid:
"Mr.VanBerg,Icouldnothavebelievedthatyouwerecapableofmakingsosuperficialareply.Whynotsay,ifthepoorwererich,iftheuglywerebeautiful,ifthesickwerewell,ifthebadweregood,andweallhadourheart'sdesires,wecouldjourneyoncomplacentlyandprosperously?"
Theartistflusheddeeplyunderthisaddress,comingfromsuchanunexpectedquarter;butherepliedquietly:
"ThatallusionwithwhichIprefacedmyremark,MissMayhew,provedthatIregardmyopinionasoflittlevalue;andyetIhavenobetteronetooffer.Nothingismoretritethanthecomparisonoflifetoajourneyorapilgrimage.Ifonewerecompelledtotravelwithverydisagreeablepeople,infifth-rateconveyances,andthroughregionsuninterestingorrepulsive,thejourney,ortoabandonthefigure,growingold,mightwellbedreaded.FrommysoulIwouldpityonecondemnedtosuchafate.Itwould,indeed,be'drearyplodding'whereone'sbesthopewouldbethathemightstumbleuponhisgraveassoonaspossible.ButIdonotbelieveinanysuchdrearyfatalism.Weareendowedwithintelligencetochoosecarefullyourpathsandcompanions;andIcannothelpthinkingthatthemajoritymightchoosewiselyenoughtomakelifeanagreeablejourneyinthemain."
"Lookhere,Van;I'mnocasuist,"saidStantonwithashrug;"butIcandetectaflawinyourphilosophyatonce.Supposeonewantedgoodcompanyandcouldnotgetit."
"Hehadbetterjogonalone,inthatcase,thantakebadcompany."
"Andheavyjoggingitmightbetoo,"mutteredStanton,withafrown.
Ida'sheaddroppedlowandherfacebecameverypale.Herimpulsivecousininexpressinghisowntormentingfear,hadunconsciouslydefinedwhatpromisedtobeherwretchedexperience.Shefeltthattheartist'seyeswereuponher;andintheblindimpulsetoshieldhersecret,whichthenwassovividlyplaintoherconsciousness,sheraisedherheadsuddenly,andwitharecklesslaughremarked:
"ForawonderIalsocanhalfagreewithMr.VanBerg——congenialsocietyformeornoneatall."
AsecondlatershecouldhavebittenhertongueoutbeforeutteringwordsvirtuallyclaimedSibleyashermostcongenialcompanion.
"MissMayhewisbetterthanmostofusinthatshelivesuptohertheories,"VanBergremarked,coldly.
Hereyesshotathimasuddenflashofimpotentprotestandresentment,andthensheloweredherheadwithaflushofthedeepestshame.
AtthatmomentalouddiscordantlaughfromSibleycausedmanytolookaroundtowardhim,andnotafewshooktheirheadsandexchangedsignificantglances,intimatingthattheythoughttheyoungmanwasina"badway."
"Yourphilosophy,Mr.VanBerg,"saidMissBurton,"mayanswerverywellforthewiseandfortunate,forthosewhoselivesareasyetunspoiledandunblightedbythemselvesorothers.Butevenanartist,whobyhisvocationgiveshisattentiontothebeautiful,mustneverthelessseethattherearemanyintheworldwhoareneitherwisenorfortunate——whoseempredestinedbytheircircumstances,folly,anddefectivenaturestoblunderandsintilltheyreachapointwherereasonandintelligencecandolittlemoreforthemthanrevealhowfoolishandwrongtheyhavebeen,orhowgreatagoodtheyhavemissedandlostirrevocably.Thepast,withitsopportunities,hasgone,andtheremnantofearthlylifeofferssuchadismalprospect,andtheyfindthemselvessoshutuptoacertainlot,soshackledbytheveryconditionsinwhichtheyexist,thattheyaredisheartened.Itishardformanyofusnottofeelthatwehavebeenutterlydefeatedandsosinkintofatalapathy."
Mr.Mayhew,whohadbeencoldlyimpassiveandresolutelytaciturnthusfar,nowleanedbackinhischair,andhiseyesglowedliketwolampsfrombeneaththeeavesofhisshaggybrows.Ayoungandlovelywomanwasgivingvoicetohisowncrushedandill-starrednature;andstrangetosay,sheidentifiedherselfwiththeclassforwhichshespoke.inthedepthsofhisheartheboweddown,reverenced,andthankedherforclaimingthiskinshiptohimself,eventhoughtheknewitmustbemisfortuneandnotwrongthathadmarredherlife.
IfVanBerghadnotbeensopreoccupiedwiththespeaker,hewouldhaveseenthatthedaughteralsowashangingonthelipsthatwereexpressingsimplyandeloquentlythethoughtswithwhichherownheavyheartwasburdened.Butwhentheartistbegantospeak,Ida'sfacegrewpalerthaneverasshesawtheglowofadmirationandsympathythatlighteduphisfeatures.Complimentsshehadreceivedinendlessvarietyallherlife,butneverhadsheseenamanlookatherwiththatexpression.
"Pardonme,MissBurton,"hesaid,"ifIprotestagainstyourusingthepronounyoudid.Noonewilleverbeabletoassociatetheword'defeat'withyou.Idonotunderstandyourphilosophy;
butIknowitisfarbetterthanmine.WhileIadmitthetruthofyourwordsthatIdoprofessionallyshutmyeyesasfaraspossibletoalltheuglyfactsoflife,stillIhavebeencompelledtonotethattheworldisfullofevilsforwhichIcanseenoremedy,andasamatterofcommonexperiencetheyapparentlyneverareremedied.
Goodsteeringandcarefulseamanshipareimmenselyimportant;butofwhatusearetheyifoneiscaughtinatornadoormaelstrom,orwedgedinamongrocks,sothatgoingtopiecesisonlyaquestionoftime?Goodseamanshipoughttokeeponefromsuchafate,itmaybesaid.Soitdoesinthemajorityofinstances;butoftenthewisestarecaught.Ifyouwillrealizeit,MissBurton,allinthishouse,men,women,andchildren,areaboutasabletotakeashipacrosstheAtlantic,astomakethelifevoyagewiselyandsafely.Asaruleweonlysailandsail.Wherewearegoing,andwhatweshallmeet,theLordonlyknows——wedon't.Ihavetravelledabroadattimes,andhaveseenalittleofsocietyathome,andifgrowingselfish,mean,andvicious,isgoingtothebad,thanitwouldseemthatmorefindthebottomthananyport."
"Oh,hush,Mr.VanBerg,"criedMissBurton."Youwillfilltheworldwithablind,stupidfateandthebestonecanhopeforistheraregoodluckortheskilfuldodgingwhichenablesonetoescapetherandomblowsandstorms.IbelieveinGodandlaw,althoughIconfessIcanunderstandneither.AsthegoodMussulmanlookstowardsMecca,soIlooktowardthemandprayandhopeon.Thissnarloflifewillyetbeuntangled."
"IassureyouthatItrytodothesame,butnotwithyoursuccess,Ifear.Yourillustrationstrikesmeasunfortunate.TheMoslemlookstowardMecca;butwhatisthereinMeccaworthlookingtoward?Ifheonlythoughtso,mighthenotaswelllookinanyotherdirection?"
"Pleasedon'ttalkso,Mr.VanBerg.Don'tyouseethathecan'tlookinanyotherdirection?Hehasbeentaughttolookthithertillitispartofhisnaturetodoso.Indestroyinghisfaithyoumaydestroyhim.Pardonme,ifIaskyoutopleaserememberthatfaithinGodandafuturelifeismorevitallyimportanttosomeofusthanourdailybread.Wemaynotbeabletoexplainit,butwemusthopeandtrustorperish.Togobacktoyournauticalillustration,supposesomewhohadbeenwreckedwereclingingtoarockyshore,andtryingtoclamberupoutofthecoldsprayandsurftowarmthandsafety;woulditnotbeacruelthingtogoalongtheshoreandunloosenthepoornumbhandshowevergentlyandscientificallyitmightbedone?Loosingthatholdmeanssinkingtounknowndepths.Withcomplacentself-approvalandwithlearnedAthenianairs,manyofthesavansofthedayarevirtuallyguiltyofthishorriblecruelty."
"IdonottakesideswiththeAthenianswhocalledSt.Paulababbler,"saidVanBerg,flushing;"yettruthcompelsmetoadmitthatIcouldworshipmoresincerelyatthe'AlteroftheunknownGod,'thanbeforeanyconceptionofDeitythatmodernTheologyhaspresentedtomymind.Thatdoesnotprovemuch,Iamboundtosay,forIhavenevergiventhesesubjectssufficientattentiontobeentitledtohaveopinions.Still,Ilikefairplay,whateverbetheconsequences.Yourarraignmentoftalkingskepticsisasevereoneandstrikesmeinanewlight.Mighttheynoturge,inself-defence,thattherewasadeeperanddarkerabyssonthefarthersideoftherocktowhichthewreckedwereclinging?Maytheynotarguethatthegraspoffaithmayleadtoadeeperandmorebitterdisappointment?"
"Howcantheyknowthat?Howcantheyknowwhatshallbeintheagestocome?"repliedMissBurton,speakingrapidly."Thisisthesituation:——Iamclingingtosomehope,somethingthatIbelievewillbetruthwhichsustainsme,andtheonlyforceoftheskeptic'swordsistoloosenmygrasp.Nobettersupportisgiven,nonewhopeinspired.Believeme,"sheconcludedpassionately,"IwouldratherdieathousanddeathsbytorturethanlosemyfaiththatthereisaGodwhowillbringorderoutofthischaosofbroken,thwartedlives,ofwhichtheworldisfull,andthatthosewhoseeka'happiershore'willeventuallyfindit."
"Youwillfindit,"saidVanBerg,inlowemphatictones;andthenheaddedwithashrug,asherosefromthetable,"Iwishmychanceswereasgood."
Ida,whoafewweeksbeforewouldhaveheardthisconversationwithunqualifieddisgust,hadlistenedwitheagereyesandpartedlips,andshenowsaidcoldly,butwithadeepsigh:
"YourGodandhappyshore,MissBurton,aretoovagueandfaraway.
Troublesandtemptationsareinourveryhearts."
VanBerglookedhastilytowardher,butsheroseandturnedherfacefromhim.
Mr.Mayhewshookhisheaddespondently,asifhisdaughter'swordsfoundadeep,sadechoinhisownnature.
"Letusheartheconclusionofthewholematter;saidthewisemanofold,'allisvanityandvexationofspirit,'"criedStanton,withtheairofonewhowastryingtoescapefromanightmare.
MissBurtonatoncebecameherold,smilingself.
"Youdonotquote'thewiseman'correctly,"shesaid;"butyouremindmethathedidsay'amerryheartdoethgoodlikeamedicine.'
Itislikemercy'twiceblessed.'Thismuch,atleast,Iknowistrue;andMr.VanBerg'swordshaveputusallatseatosuchanextantthatitiswelltofindoneweesolidpointtostandon."
Astheartistpassedouthefoundopportunitytowhisperinherear:
"IcannottellyouhowmuchIhonorthewomanwhowithherSAD
heartmakesothers'merry.'"
Sheblushedandsmiled,butonlysaid:"Howblindyouare,Mr.VanBerg!Can'tyouperceivethatnothingelsedoesmesomuchgood?
NowyouseehowselfishIam."
Idasawhimwhisper,andnotedtheansweringsmileandblush.Wasitstrangethatsoslightathingshoulddepresshermorethanalltheevilsofthepresentworldandtheworldtocome?
Surely,sincehumanheartsarewhattheyare,afar-awayGodwouldbelikethesunofthetropicstotheice-boundatthepoles.
ChapterXXVII.AFamilyGroup.
Theoldadage,that"asthewinecomesinthemanstepsout,"wasnottrueofSibley,forthemanhadsteppedoutpermanentlylongsince.Butnotverymuchwinewasrequiredtooverthrowtheflimsybarriersofself-restraintandcourtesythathetriedtointerposeinhissobermomentsbetweenhistrueselfandsociety.Mr.Burleighfrownedathimmorethanonceduringthedinner-hour,andwasgladtoseehimstrolloffinthegroundswithhisbooncompanions.
StantonfollowedtheMayhewstotheirrooms,forhewishedtoremonstratewithIdaandMrs.Mayhewinregardtotheirapparentintimacywiththefellow.
"Ida,"hesaid,"doyourealizedtheforceofyourwordstoMr.
VanBergatthetableto-day,takeninconnectionwithyouraction?
Yousaid,'congenialsocietyforme,ornoneatall.'WhateverVan'sfaultsare,heisaperfectgentleman;andyetyoutreathimasrudelyandcoldlyasyoucan,andassertbyyouractionsthatSibley'ssocietyisbyfarthemostcongenialtoyou."
Ida'soverstrainednervesgaveway,andshesaid,irritably:
"Youunderstoodthecheerfulquestionsofourappetizingtable-talkto-daybetterthanyouunderstandme;sopleasebestill."
"Oh,pshaw,Ik,"commencedMrs.Mayhew,whonowbegantowakeupsincethethemewasquitewithinhersphere,"youareaffectingveryPuritanicalviewsoflate.ItdoesnotseemsoverylongsinceyouandSibleyweregoodfriends."
"Itiswithinthememoryofwoman,ifnotofman,"addedIda,maliciously,"sinceyoudrankhisbrandy,andconsiderableofit,too."
Stantonflushedangrilybutcontrolledhimself.
"Hewasnevermyfriend——nevermorethananacquaintance,"hesaidemphatically,"andIneverbeforeknewhimaswellasIdonow.Moreover,Imayaswellsayitplainly,Iamthroughwiththatstyleofmen,forever.Thereislittleprospectofmyeverbecomingsaint-like,butIshall,atleast,ceasetobevulgarinmyassociations.IprotestagainstSibley'scomingtoourtableagain."
"Youareabsurdlyunreasonable,"repliedMrs.Mayhewinanaggrievedtone."Sibleyisonlysowinghiswildoatsnowasyoudidinthepast.Idon'tknowwhyheisnotasgoodasyourfriendMr.VanBerg,who,asfarasIcanmakeout,ismoreofaninfidelthananythingelse.Inevercouldendurethesedoubting,unsettlingpeople."
"IadmitthatSibleyisestablished,"saidStanton."Thereislittleprospectofhisevergettingoutofthemireinwhichheisnowimbedded."
"Nonsense!WhathasSibleydonethatisparticularlyoutoftheway,morethanyouandotheryoungmen?I'msurehisfamilyisquiteasrichandfashionableasthatofthisartist."
"Morerichandfashionable.ThereisjustthedifferencebetweentheSibleysandtheVanBergsthatthereisbetweenadropcurtainatatheatreandoneofBierstadt'soilpaintings.Thereismorepaintandsurfaceintheformer,buttruthandgeniusinthelatter.
Ifyoupreferpaintandsurfaceitisamatteroftaste."
"Iwon'tenduresuchinsinuationsfromyou,"saidMrs.Mayhew,indignantly.
"Oh,hushmother!"saidIda,quietly."IthinkIkisverymagnanimousinpraisinghisfriendinviewofcircumstancesthatarebecomingquiteapparent.Possiblyheisexaggeratingalittle,inordertoshowuswhatagreat,generoussoulhehas.Forone,IwouldliketoknowwhereinthissuperiorraceofVanBergsdiffersfromthosewhohavehadthepresumptiontosupposethemselvesatleastequals."
Ida'sallusionandtonestungStantonintosayingmorethanheintended,andthusthegirl'sartificebecamesuccessful.HearingaboutVanbergandallthatrelatedtohimwaslikelookingoutofadesertintoafruitfuloasis;andyetcruelaswasthefascination,itwasalsoirresistible.
"ThemannerinwhichtheVanBergslive,wouldbearevelationtoyou,"saidStanton,angrily,"andoneundoubtedlynotatalltoyourtaste.IncomparisonwiththeSibleyshow-rooms,whicharestuffedandcrowdedwithcostlyandincongruoustrumpery,Mrs.VanBerg'shousewouldseemveryplain;buttoonecapableofdistinguishingthedifference,theevidenceofmindandtaste,insteadofmeremoney,isseenoneveryside.Simplicityandbeautyareunitedasfaraspossible.Everythingisthebestofitskindanddevoidofveneerandsham.Thereisnolavishandvulgarprofusion,andthereisaharmonyofcoloranddecorationthatmakeseveryroomapictureinitself.Moreover,thehousedoesnotgrowsuddenlyshabbyafteryouleavethosepartswhichareseenbyvisitors.Itisallgenuineandhigh-toned,likethepeoplewholiveinit."
"WhatsortofpeopleareMrs.VanBergandherdaughter?"Idaasked,withavertedfaceandlowconstrainedvoice.
"Mrs.VanBergcomesofafamilythathasbeenaristocraticforseveralgenerations,andonethathasbeensingularlyfreefromblacksheep.Sheappearstostrangerssomewhatreservedandstately,butwhenyoubecomebetteracquaintedyoufindshehasawarm,kindheart.Butshehasaperfecthorrorofvulgarity.IfshehadseenthisSibleytakemorewinethanheoughtandmakeaspectacleofhimselfatapublictable,shewouldnomoreadmithimtoherparlorthanaBoweryrough.Merewealthwouldnotturnthescaleahairinhisfavor.Ifshehasimpressedonhersononetraitmorethananother,itisthisdisgustwithallkindsofvulgarpeopleandvulgarvice.Idon'tthinkVanwillsitdownatthesametablewithSibleyagain,orpermitMissBurtontodoso."
Idaavertedherfacestillfarther,butsaidnothing.
"Indeed!"saidMrs.Mayhew;"andhasMissBurtongivenhimtherightsofaprotector."
"Sorrytodisappointyou,aunt;butIhavenonicebitofgossiptoreport.MissBurtonisanorphan,andsoanyfriendofhershasarighttoprotecther.IwouldhavetakenthismatterintomyownhandswereitnotoutofconsiderationforyouandIda,whounfortunatelyhavepermittedyourselvestobeidentifiedwithSibleyashisespecialfriends.Indeed,mostinthehouseregardhimasIda'sfavoredoracceptedsuitor.ButIwarnyoutocutloosefromhimatonceoryoumaysufferaseverehumiliation.IfyouandIdawillcontinuetoencouragehim,thenItellyouplainlyIshallfollowyounofurtherintotheslough."
Themaidenstampedherfootandmadeanemphaticgestureofrageandprotest,butdidnottrustherselftoanswerthecruelwords,eachoneofwhichwaslikethethrustofaknife.
ButMrs.Mayhew,whosedesiretoberespectablewasarulingpassion,nowbecamethoroughlyalarmedandsaidhastily:
"Mr.Sibleyiscertainlynothingtome,andIhopenothingtoIda.
Getridofhimanywayyoucan,sincethingshavereachedthepassyourepresent.Ifsocietyisgoingtoputhimunderban,wemustcuthim;that'sallthereisaboutit,andhisbehavioratdinnergivesusanexcuse."
DuringthisconversationMr.Mayhewhadbeenlyingonthesofawithclosedeyes,andasmotionlessasifheweredead.Nowhesaidinlow,bittertones:
"Markitwell——anexcuse,notareason.O,virtue!howbeautifulthouart!"
"Youarethelastoneintheworldtospeakonthissubject,"saidMrs.Mayhew,angrily.
"Rightagain.Yousee,Ik,myfamilyneverbeforemetamanwhopromisedtomakesuchanappropriateadditiontoournumber.It'sapityyouareinterfering;"andhepouredoutalargeglassofbrandy.
"WouldtoGodIhaddiedbeforeIhadseenthisday!"criedIdainatoneofsuchsharpagonythatallturnedtowardsherinaquestioningsurprise;butsherushedintoherownroomandlockedthedoorafterher.
"ThingshavegonefartherbetweenherandSibleythanwethought,"
saidStanton,gloomily.
"Well,Ik,"saidMr.Mayhewwithalaughthatwasdreadfultohear,"youhadbettercutloosefromus.Weareallgoingtothedevilbytheshortestcut."
"WouldtoheavenIhadneverseenyou!"criedMrs.Mayhew,hysterically."YOUaretheonewhoisdraggingusdown.Ifmynephewdesertsus,Iwillbrandhimasacowardandnogentleman."
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