TheinterviewdescribedinthepreviouschaptertouchedVanBergdeeply,butitsclosepuzzledhim.Undertheinfluencesofhisarousedfeelingshadhisfaceexpressedmorethanmeresympathy?
Hadherstrongintuition,thatwaslikeasecondsight,interpretedhisheartmoreclearlythanhehadbeenabletounderstandithimselfasyet?Reasonandjudgement,hisprivycouncil,hadalreadybeguntoadvisehimtowinifpossiblethisunselfishmaiden,whowithadivinealchemytransmutedhershadowsintosunshineforothers,andoftensuggestedthethought,ifshecandothisinsorrow,howinexpressiblyhappyshemightmakeyouandyouragedfatherandmotherifyoucouldfirstfindoutinsomewayhowtomakeherhappy.
Indeed,soclearacasedidthesecounsellorsmakeout,thatconscienceaddedherauthoritativevoicealso,andassuredhimthathewouldbefalsetohimselfandhisfuturedidhenot,totheutmost,availhimselfandhisfuturedidhenot,totheutmost,availhimselfoftheopportunityofwinningonewhosesocietyfromthefirsthadbeenaninspirationtobetterthoughtsandbetterliving.
Untilthiseveninghishearthadremainedsluggish.Sweetandpotentashervoicehadbeen,ithadnotpenetratedtothe"holyofholies"withinhissoul.Buthadnotherlowsadtonesechoedthereto-nightinthehalfinvoluntaryconfidenceshehadgivenhim?
Inhisdeepsympathy,intheansweringfeelingevokedbyherstrongbutrepressedemotion,hethoughthishearthadbeenstirredtoitsdepths,andthathenceforthitschiefdesirewouldbetobanishthesorrowfulmemoriestypifiedtohermindbytheblackcloudsabovehim.Hadhisfacerevealedthisimpulseofhisheartbeforehehadbeenfullyconsciousofithimself?Wasitanunwelcomediscovery,thatshesohastilyfledfromit?Orhadshebeenonlystartled——hermaidenlyreserveshrinkingfromthefirstfore-shadowingofthesupremerequestthatsheshouldunveilthemysteriesofherlifetoonewhobutnowhadbeenastranger?Hedidnotknow.Hefelthescarcelyunderstoodherorhimself;buthewasconsciousofahopethatbothmightmeettheirhappyfateineachother.
Heleanedthusforatimeabsorbedinthoughtagainstapillarwhereshehadlefthim,thensaunteredwithbowedheadandpreoccupiedmannertothemainentrance,downthestepsandoutintothedarkness.
HedidnotevennoticethathepassedIdaMayhew,whereshestoodamongagroupofgaychatteringyoungpeople.StilllessdidheknowthatshehadbeenfurtivelywatchinghisinterviewwithMissBurton,andthatwhenhepassedherwithoutaglanceherfacewasaspaleashadbeenthatoftheobjectofhisthoughts.Buthehadnotstrolledveryfardownagravelledpathbeforeshecompelledhimtodistinguishherrecklesslaughandtonesabovealltheothers.
Withanimpatientgesturehemuttered,"Godmadethemboth,I
suppose;andsothere'sanothermystery."
AsVanBerg'sinterestinMissBurtonhaddeepened,ithadnaturallyflaggedtowardtheonewhosemarvelouslyfairfeatureshadfirstcaughthisattentionandnowpromisedtobelinksinachainofcausesthatmightproduceeffectslittleanticipated.Hehadvirtuallyabandonedtheprojectofseekingtoennobleandharmonizethesefeaturesthatsuggestednewpossibilitiesofbeautytoalmosteveryglance,forthereasonthathenotonlybelievedtherewasnomindtobeawakened,butalsobecausehehadbeenledtothinkthegirlsodepravedandselfishatheartthattheverythoughtofalarger,purerlifewasrepugnanttoher.Hebelievedshedislikedandevendetestedhim,notsomuchonpersonalgroundsasbecauseherepresentedtohermindaclassofideasandaself-restraintthatwerehateful.CircumstanceshadassociatedherinhismindwithSibley,whothuscastabalefulshadowathwartevenherbeautyandmadeitrepulsive.Indeedthemockingperfectionofherfeaturesirritatedhim,andhebegantomakeaconsciousandpersistenteffortnottolooktowardher.Henowregardedhishopetoillumineherfacefromwithin,bydelicatetouchesofmind,thought,andmotive,asvainasanattempttocarvetheVenusofMilooutofmottledpumice-stone.Stillhedidnotregretto-nightthefreakoffancythathadbroughthimtotheLakeHouse,sinceithadledtohismeetingawomanwhowastohimanewandbeautifulrevelationoftherarestexcellenceandgrace.
ButtherewasnosuchcompensatingoutlookforpoorIda.Toher,hiscomingpromiseddailytoresultinincreasingwretchedness.
FromthemiserableSundaynightonwhichshehadsobbedherselftosleep,theconsciousnesshadcontinuallygrownclearerthatshecouldneverfindinheroldmodeoflifeanysatisfyingpleasure.
Shehadcaughtaglimpseofsomethingsomuchbetter,thatherformerworldlookedastawdryasthemimicsceneryofasecond-ratetheatre.Agenuineman,suchasshehadnotseenoratleastnotrecognizedbefore,hadsteppedoutbeforethegiltandtinsel,andthemiserableshamswereseenincontrastintheirrightfulcharacter.
But,inbringingtherevelation,ithappenedhehadsodeeplywoundedherpride,thatshehadassuredherself,againandagain,shewouldhatehisverynameaslongasshelived.DidshehatehimasshesawhimabsorbedinconversationwithMissBurtonwheneverhecouldobtaintheopportunity?Didshehatehimasshesawthathiseyesconsciouslyavoidedherandrestedapprovinglyonanotherwoman?Werehateandlovesonearakin?Couldthebeliefthathedespisedhermakehersowretchedifsheonlyhatedhim?
Duringtheearlypartofthepresentweekshehadstruggledalmostfiercelytoretainherholdonheroldlife.Unitingherselftoacliqueofthoughtlessyoungpeople,whomadeamusementandexcitementtheironlypursuit,sheseemedtobethegayestandmostrecklessofthemall,whileherheartwassinkinglikelead.Everyglancetowardthecold,avertedfaceoftheartist,inspiredherwithmorethanhisownscorntowardwhatshewasandthefrivolitiesofherlife.Shetriedtoshuthereyestothetruth,andclungdesperatelytoeveryimpedingtrifle;butfeltallthetimethatanirresistibletideofeventswascarryinghertowardtherevelationthatshelovedamanwhodespisedher,andalwayswoulddespiseher.
Andonthisnight,whenshesawtheirdimformsandheardtheirlowtonesasMissBurtonandVanBergtalkedearnestlyonthefartherendofthepiazza;whenshesawthattheygraspedhandsinparting,andnotedtheraptlookuponhisfaceashepassedherbyuncaringlyandunnotingly——therevelationcame.Itwasassharplyandpainfullydistinctasifhehadstoppedandplungedaknifeintoherheart.
Withallherfaultsandfollies,Idahadneverbeenapaleshadowycreature,fullofcomplexpsychologicalmoodswhichneithershenoranyoneelsecoulduntangle.Sheknewwhomandwhatshelikedanddisliked,anditwasnothernaturetodothingsbyhalves.
Therehadalwaysbeenakindofsimplicityandstraightforwardnesseveninherwickedness;andsheusuallyseemedtopeoplequiteasbad,andindeedworse,thanshereallywas.
Whyofallothersshelovedthisman,andhowitallhadcomeabout,wasamysterythatpuzzledhersorely;butshehadnolabyrinthineheartinwhichtoplayhideandseekwithherownconsciousness.
Andsovividlyconsciouswasshenowofthisnewandabsorbingpassion,thatshehastilyturnedherfacefromhercompanionstowardthecloudysky,thatlookedasdarktoherasithadtoJennieBurton,andforamomentsoughtdesperatelytorecoverfromadizzy,reelingsenseofpainthatwaswell-nighoverwhelming.Thenthewomanlyinstincttohidehersecretasserteditself,andamomentlaterherlaughjarreddiscordantlyonVanBerg'sears,andheinterpreteditaswiselyashavethousandsofotherswhofailtorecognizethetruththatoftennocryofpainissobitterasarecklesslaugh.
Alittlelater,however,hercompanionsmissedher.Laterstillhermothersoughtadmissiontoherroominvain.
Whenshecamedowntobreakfastthenextmorning,shewasveryquietandself-possessed,butherfacewassopaleandthetracesofsufferingweresomanifest,thathermotherinsistedthatshewasnotwell.
Shecoldlyadmittedthefact.
Thevolubleladylaunchedoutintoanindefinitenumberofquestionsandsuggestionsofremedies.
"Mother,"saidIda,withaflashofhereyesandanaccentwhichcausednotonlythatladybutseveralotherstolooktowardherwithalittlesurprise,"ifyouhaveanythingfurthertosaytomeinregardtomyhealth,pleasesayitinmyownroom."
VanBergglancedtowardsherseveraltimesafterthis,andwascompelledtoadmitthatwhateverfaulthemightjustlyfind,thefacewithwhichsheconfrontedhimthatmorningwasanythingbutweakandtrivialinitsexpression.
ButhericyreserveandcoldnessdidnotcomparefavorablywithMissBurton,whohadnowfullyregainedhersmilingreticence,actingasusualasiftheonlylawofherbeingwastouttergenialwordsandtobestowwithconsummatetactlittlegiftsofattentionandkindnessoneveryside,asthesummersunwithoutwasscatteringitsvivifyingrays.
ChapterXXI.ADeliberateWooer.
MissBurton'sbearingtowardVanBergwasveryfriendly,buthefailedtodetectinhermannertheslightestproofthatshehadeverthoughtofhimotherwisethanasafriend.Therewasnosuddendroopingofhereyelashes,orheighteningofcolorwhenhespoketoher,orpermittedhiseyestodwelluponherfacewithanexpressionthatwasrathermorethanfriendly.Hecoulddetectnofurtiveglances,nothingtoindicatethatshehadcaughtaglimpseofthatsecretsointerestingtoeverywomanthatshewouldlookagain,thoughcoldasicetowardthemancherishingit.Norwastheretheslightesttraceoftheconstraintandreservebywhichallwomenwhoarenotcoquettesseektocheck,aswithanearlyfrost,thefirstgrowthofanunwelcomeregard.Hermannerwassimplywhatwouldbenaturaltowardagentlemanshethoroughlyrespectedandliked,withwhomherthoughts,fornohiddencause,wereespeciallypreoccupied.
Whythenhadshelookedathimsostrangelytheprecedingevening?
Whyhadsheapparentlyshrunkfromtheexpressionofhisface,asifshehadseentherearevelationsosuddenandoverwhelmingthatshetrembledatitasashy,sensitivemaidenmightinrecognizingthefactthatastrong,resolutemanwasseekingentrancetotheverycitadelofherheart?Hefelthimselfutterlyunabletoexplainheraction.
Whatwasmore,hewaspuzzledathimself.ThesympathyhefeltforMissBurtonthepreviouseveninghadnotbyanymeanslefthim,butitwasnolongerastrongandabsorbingemotion.Hispulsewasascalmandquietasthebreathlesssummermorning.Hewasconsciousofnopremonitorychillsandthrills,which,accordingtohispreconceivednotionsofthe"grandpassion,"oughttobefelteveninitsincipiency.Heevenfoundhimselfcriticisingherface,andwonderinghowfeaturessoordinaryinthemselvescouldcombineinsowinningandhappyaneffect;andthenhementallycursedhiscold-bloodedness,andpositivelyenviedStantoninwhosemanner,inspiteofhiseffortsatconcealment,anardentaffectionbegantomanifestitself.
DuringthedayitoccurredtohimmorethanoncethathercoursewaschangingtowardStanton.Therewasnolessreturnonherpartofhislightbanteringstyleofconversation.Indeed,sheseemedtotakegreatpainstogiveahumoroustwisttoeverythinghesaid,asifsheregardedeventhewordsinwhichhetriedtounfoldhisdeeperthoughtsasmerejests.ButVanBergimaginedshebegantomakeherselfmoreinaccessibletoStanton.Sheentrenchedherselfamongotherguestsintheparlor;shetookpainstobesooccupiedastomakehimfeelthathisapproachwouldbeaninterruption;andwhenevertheydidmeetatthetableandelsewhere,itappearedasifsheweretryingtoteachhimbyasmiling,friendlyindifferencethathewasnotinherthoughtsatall.
ThepositivecoldnessandaversionIdasoughttomanifesttowardVanBergwouldnothavebeensodishearteningasMissBurton'sdeviceofseemingtobesoagreeablypreoccupiedwithotherpeoplethatshecouldnotorwouldnotseetheofferingStantonwaseagertolayatherfeet.
Hefeltthiskeenly,andchafedunderit;butherwoman'stactmadehershiningarmorinvulnerable.Shepersistedinregardinghimasthegay,self-seeking,pleasure-lovingmanoftheworldthatshehadrecognizedhimtobeonthefistdayoftheiracquaintance.Heimaginedthatagreatandradicalchangehadtakenplaceinhisnature,butshegavehimnoopportunityoftellingherso.Atfirstshehad,withlaughingcourtesy,ignoredhisgallantry,asifitwereonlyafashionofhistowardsanywomanwhoforthetimehappenedtotakehisfancy;butsofarfromshunninghimshehadseemedinclinedtoemploywhatsheregardedasacapriceorabitofmalecoquetry,asthemeansofaddingtotheenjoymentofasmanyaspossible;andVanBerghadoftensmiledtoseehislanguidfriendofyoresecondingMissBurton'seffortswithanapparentzealthatwasquitemarvellous.ToStanton'sinfiniterelief,VanBergdidnottwithimconcerningthissurprisingdeparturefromhisoldways.Indeed,MissBurtonhadbecometoodelicateandsacredathemeinbothoftheirmindstopermitoftheiroldbanter.Theyhadbeenfriendsandweresostill,yeteachrecognizedthefactthateventswerecomingthatwouldsorelytestandperhapsdestroytheirfriendship.Whiletheygraduallyfellaloof,asmenwillwhoarelearningthattheirdearestinterestsaredestinedtoconflict,theyeachtriedneverthelesstomaintainanhonorablerivalry,andtheirbearingtowardeachother,althoughtingedwithagrowingreticenceanddignity,wasgenuinelykindandcourteous.
Astheweekdrewtoaclose,however,itgaveVanBergpleasure——thoughnotbyanymeansinthesamedegreethatitcausedStantonpain——toobservethatMissBurtonwasshunningthelatter'ssocietyasfaraspolitenesspermitted.
Atthesametime,whilesheevidentlyenjoyedhiscompanionship,VanBergobservedthatshedidnotseemtospeciallycraveit;norintruthdidhefindhimselfwhenawayfromher"distrait,"vacant,andmiserable,aswasmanifestlythecasewithhisfriend.Heconcludedthatitwasdifferenceoftemperament——thatitwashisnaturetobegovernedbyjudgmentandtaste,asitwasthatofStantontobeswayedbyfeelingandpassion.Allthehigherfacultiesofhismindgavetheirvoiceforthiswomanwithincreasingemphasis.
Hisheartundoubtedlywouldslowlyandsurelygravitateinthesamedirection.
Howtowinherthereforewasgraduallybecomingtheoneinterestingandmostdifficultquestionhehadtosolve.Althoughshewaspoorandaloneintheworld,itwasevidentthatmerewealthandpositionwouldcountbutlittlewithher.Stantonwashandsome,rich,well-connected,andintelligent;butitseemedclear,assherecognizedthesincerityofhissuit,shewithdrewfromit.Somecoarse,ill-naturedpeopleinthehouse,whoatfirst,withsignificantnods,hadintimatedthat"thelittleschool-ma'am"wasbentonbetteringherfortunes,weresoonnonplussedbyhercourse.
ThusfarVanBerg'snamehadnotbeenassociatedwithhersinanysuchmannerasStanton's.Hiscoolerhead,orheartmorecorrectly,hadenabledhimtoactveryprudently.Hewouldenjoyawalkorconversationwithher,andthereitwouldend.Neitherbylingeringglancesnorstepsdidheshowthathecouldnotinteresthimselfinotherpeopleandthings.HedidnotattendtheexcursionsorridestowhichStantoninvitedher,andotherstopleaseher,becauseheknewhisfriend"dotedonhisabsence."HefelttoothattheoccasionwasStanton'sprivateproperty,andthatitwouldbemeannottoleavehimthefulladvantageofthedevice,whichmightcausehimmoreeffortinaforenoonoraneveningthanhehadbeenaccustomedtoputforthinaweek.
ButpoorStantonsoonlearnedthathislaborsofloveweredestinedtobeverypromiscuous.Henevercouldmanagetocarryheroffaloneinalightskiffuponthelake;hecouldneverinveigleherintothenarrowseatofhisbuggy,norcouldhismostwilystrategylongseparateherfromtheircompanionsonapicnicthathadofferedtohisardentfancyachanceforastrollintosomefavoringsolitudebythemselves.Hadshebeenaprincessoftheblood,surroundedbyaguardofwatchfulduennas,shecouldnothavebeenmoreunapproachabletolover-likeadvances.Yet,withavexationakintothatofoldTantalushimself,heconstantlycursedhisstupidityfornotmakingbetterprogresstowardsecuringthesmilingaffablemaiden,whobyeverylawofhispasexperienceoughttosecondhiseffortstowinher.
VanBerg,whoremainedatthehotel,orwentoffbyhimselfonramblesandsketchingexpeditions,wouldwatchhisopportunityandquietlyandnaturallyjoinheronthepiazzaorintheparlor,ashemightapproachanyotherlady.Asaresulttheyhadlonganimatedconversations,andfoundtheyhadmuchincommontotalkabout.
StantonwouldgnawhislipwithenvyattheseinterviewsandwonderhowVanBergbroughtthemaboutsoeasily,butfoundhecouldnotsecurethem,saveintheimmediatepresenceofothers.ThusitcameaboutthatVanBergpracticallyenjoyedmuchmoreofMissBurton'ssocietythantheonewhomadesuchuntiringeffortstoobtainit.
InStanton'stooeagersuit,VanBergthoughthesawthedangerhemustavoid,andhecomplacentlycongratulatedhimselfthathepossessedatemperamentwhichpermittedthoughtfulandwaryapproaches.Hewouldnotfrightenthisshybirdbytoohastyadvances.Throughunobtrusivecompanionshiphewouldfirstgrowfamiliartoherthoughts;andthen,ifpossible,wouldmakehimselfinseparablefromthem.
HereachedthisconclusionduringarambleonSaturdaymorning,andwithelastictreadreturnedtothehoteltocarryouthiswelldigestedpolicy.AshemountedthestepshesawMissBurtonintheparlor,andatonceenteredthroughanopenwindow.Shewasseatedinacorneroftheroomwithtwoorthreelittlegirlsaroundher,andwasdressingdolls.
"Doyouenjoythat?"heasked,incredulously.
"I'mnotastar,"sherepliedlookingupwithaquietsmile,"butonlyaplanet——oneofthesmallerasteroids——andshinewithborrowedlight.Theselittlewomenenjoythishugely;andIreceiveapalereflectionoftheirpleasure."
"Youarecertainlyhappyinyouranswer,ifnotinyourwork,"heremarked.
"Mr.VanBerg,"saidoneofthechildrenemphatically,"MissBurtonisthebestladythateverlived."
"Iagreewithyou,mydear,"respondedtheartist,withansweringemphasis.
"Yes,children,"saidMissBurton,hereyesdancingwithmischief,"andIwantyoutoappreciateMr.VanBerg'sgeniustoo.Heisthegreatestartistthateverlived,andthereneverweresuchpicturesashepaints."
"MissBurton,Ibegoff,"interruptedVanBerg,laughing."Youalwaysgetthebetterofone.No,children,"hecontinuedinanswertotheirlooksofwonder,"Iknowlessaboutpaintingpictures,incomparison,thanyoudoofdressingdolls."
"ButMissBurtonalwaystellsusthetruth,"persistedthechild.
"Nowyouseetheresultofourfolly,"saidtheyounglady,shakingherheadathim."Wehavegiventhischildanexampleofinsincerity.Wewerejesting,mydear.Mr.VanBergandIdidnotmeanwhatwesaid."
"ButIdidmeanwhatIsaid,"repliedthechild,earnestly.
"Sinceonlydownrighthonesty,"theartistresumedwithalaugh,"ispermittedinthislittlegroup,sonearnature'sheart,IthinkImustfollowthissmallmaiden'sexample,andsticktomyoriginalstatement.Foronce,MissBurton,wehavewontheadvantageoveryou,andhaveprovedthatyoursaretheonlyinsincerewordsthathavebeenspoken.ButIknowthatifIstayanothermomentIshallbeworsted.SoIshallleavethefieldbeforevictoryisexchangedforanotherreverse."
Asheturnedlaughinglyawayhesaw——whathehadnotobservedbefore——thatIdaMayhewwassittingnear.Shewasostensiblyreading;butevenhisbriefglanceassuredhimthatherdowncasteyeswerenotfollowingthelines.Herfacewassopale,sorigid,solikeasculpturedidealofsomekindofsufferinghecouldnotunderstand,thatithauntedhim.
Hehadgivenbutlittlethoughttoherforthepasttwodays,andindeedhadrarelyseenher.Shehadmanagedtotakehermealswhenhewasnotpresent,andononeortwooccasionshadhadthemsenttoherroom,pleadingillnessasthereason.Indeedherflaggingappetiteandalteredappearancedidnotmakemuchfeigningonherpartnecessary.
Shehadevidentlyheardtheconversationjustnarrated;andshebelievedthatVanBerghadechoedthechild'sbeliefinregardtoMissBurtonmoreintruththaninjest.
Therulingpassionoftheartistwasaroused.Aplainwomanmighthavelookedunutterablethings,andhewouldhavepassedonwithashrug,orbutathoughtofcommiseration.Butthatoval,downcastfacefollowedhim.Itssadnessandpaininterestedhimbecauseconveyedtohiseyebyaperfectcontour.
"Wasitatrick?"hethought,"orafortuitouscombinationofthefeaturesthemselves,thatenabledthemtoexpresssomuch!Itmustbeso,forsurelytheshallowcoquettehadnotmuchtoexpress."
"Aplagueontheperversityofnature,"heexclaimed,"togivethegirlsuchfeatures.IfJennieBurtonhadthem,shewouldbetheidealwomanoftheworld."
Thepracticalresult,however,wasthathehalfforgotduringdinnerthatshewas"thebestwomanthateverlived"inhisfurtiveefforttostudyIda'sfaceinitspresentaspect;andthathealsospentmostoftheafternooninhisroomsketchingitfrommemory.
ChapterXXII.AVainWish.
Asthewitch-hazelisbelievedtohavethepowerofindicatingspringsofwaterhoweverfarbeneaththesurface,soMissBurton,byasubtleaffinity,seemedtobecomespeedilyconsciousofthesorrowsandtroublesofothers,evenwhensedulouslyhiddenfromgeneralobservation.
ShediscoveredthatsomethingwasamisswithIdaalmostassoonasdidthetroubledgirlherself;butforonceherquickperceptionofcausesfailedher.ShehadexplainedIda'sapparentantipathytoVanBergonthegroundofthenaturalresentmentofafrivoloussocietygirltowardthemanwhohad,byhismannerandcharacter,askedhertothinkandbeawoman.Itappearedtoher,fromherlimitedacquaintance,thatIdawasdevelopingintothecounterpartofhermother;andforsuchapersonasMrs.Mayhew,VanBergcouldneverhaveanythingmorethanpolitetoleration.
MissBurtonwasawarethattheartist'smannertowardIdahadindeedbeenhumiliating.Duringthepreviousweekhehadsoughthersociety;butintheemphaticlanguageofhisaction,hehadalmostthesameassaidoflate:
"EvenforthesakeofyourbeautyIcannotendureyourshallownessandmoraldeformity."
Littlewonderthattheflatteredbelleshouldfeelhateoratleastspitetowardthemanwhohadvirtuallygivenhersuchastingingrebuke.
ButwhilethisfactandthedifferencesofcharacterexplainedIda'smannertowardtheartist,itdidnotaccountfortheexpressionofpainandperplexitythatsheoccasionallydetectedintheyounggirl'sface.Itdidnotexplainwhysheshouldsitforanhouratatime,asshehadthatmorningintheparlor,hereyesfixedonvacancy,andherfacefullofdreadandtrouble,asifthereweresomethingpresenttohermindfromwhichsheshrankinexpressibly.
Shetriedseveraltimestomakeadvancestowardtheunhappygirl,butwasineveryinstancerepelled,coldlyanddecidedly.
"WhatISpreyinguponMissMayhew'smind?"shequeriedwithincreasingfrequency.Herexperienceasateacherofyounggirlsmadeherquicktodetectthepresenceofthosedangerousthoughtswhichbesettheentranceonmaturewomanhood.Withafrownthatformedamarkedcontrastwithhercustomarygentleandgenialexpression,shesurmised:"CanSibley,oranyoneelse,beseekingtotemptandleadherastray?"
AsthemostplausibleexplanationshefinallyconcludedthatIdawasbroodingoverherfather'sunhappytendencies.Mrs.BurleighhadtoldMissBurtonthewholestory;andshehadlistened,notastoabitofscandal,butastoanotherinstanceofthatkindoftroublewhicheverevokedfromhermoreofsympathythancensure.
Idamighttreatherfanciedrival,therefore,ascoldlyasshechose,butthefactofsufferingandtheshadowrestinguponherfromherfather'scourse,wouldbindJennieBurtontoherasawatchfulfriendwithatiethatonlyreturninghappinesscouldsunder.
StantonandVanBergwerestandingtogetheronSaturdayevening,whenMrs.Mayhewandherdaughtercamedowntoawaitthearrivalofthestage.Idadidnotseethematfirst,andVanBergwasagainstruckbythepallorandstonyapathyofherface.Shelookedlikeoneweariedbyconflictofmind;butthequietofherfacewasnotthatofpeaceordecision.Itwassimplythevacancyandlanguorofonewornoutwithcontendingemotions.
"Ioncesaid,"thoughtVanBerg,"thatshewouldbebeautifulifsheweredead,andherfrivolousmindcouldnolongermarthereposeofherfeatureswiththesuggestionofpettythoughtsandignoblevices.ByJove,Ineverrealizedhowtruemywordswere.Ashermotionlessfigureandpallidexpressionappearinyonderdoor-way,shewouldmakeagoodpictureoftheclayofEve,beforeGodbreathedlifeintotheperfectform.Oh!thatIhadsuchpower!Iwouldgiveyearstolightupthatfacetherewiththeexpressionsofwhichitiscapable."
ThenIdasawhim,andsheturnedhastilyaway,butnotbeforehecaughtaglimpseofthebloodmountingswiftlytoherface.Shewasbeginningtopuzzlehim,andtosuggestthatpossiblyhisestimateofhercharacterhadbeensuperficial.
"Yourcousinhasnotseemedwellforthepastfewdays,"heremarkedtoStanton.
"Oh!IdaisasfullofmoodsasanAprilday,onlytheyscarcelyhaveavernalsimplicity,"wasthesatiricalanswer.Fromsomecapriceorothersheisaffectingthepaleandinterestingstylenow.
See!shehasdressedherselfthiseveningwithseveresimplicity;
buttheminxknowsthatthinwhitedraperyismorebecomingtohermarblecheeksandneckthantherichestcolors.Besides,sheremembersthatitisasultryevening,andsogetsherselfupascoolasacucumber.Byallthejollygods!butsheisstatuesque,isn'tshe?SaywhatyoupleaseVan,thebestofyouartistscouldn'timagineamuchfairersemblanceofawomanthanyouseeyonder——butwhenyoucometohermentalandmoralfurniture——theGoodLorddeliverus!"
"'Tispity,'tispity,"saidVanBerg,inalow,regretfultone.
"An'pity'tis,'tistrue,"addedStanton,withashrug.
"Ican'tthinkitisonlyaffectionthathasmadeherappearillthelasttwoorthreedays,"resumedVanBerg,musingly."Herfacesuggeststroubleandsufferingofsomekind."
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