"Youcallthataprettypicture!"shesaiddisdainfully;"MissBurtonreadinganewspapertotwostupidoldpeoplewhooughttobeabed!AmorehumdrumsceneIneversaw.Truly,bothyourbreathandyourwordsshowthatyouhavebeendrinkingtoomuch.ButyouneednotexpectmetoshareinyourtipsysentimentoverMissBurton.DidMr.VanBergaskyoutoshowmethismatter-of-factgroupwhich,inhisartisticjargon,youcallapicture?"
"Ifhehad,heshowedyouagreaterkindnessthanyoudeserved."
"Yes,andagreateronethanIaskedorwishedfromhim."
"ThenyouaregoingbacktodancewithSibley?"
"Yes,Iam."
"Theprospectsare,thatyouandMrs.Chintsandacoupleofhalf-tipsymenwillsoonhaveitalltoyourselves.Isupposetheoldadageabout'birdsofafeather'swillstillholdgood.Iwasinhopes,however,thatevenifyouhadnoappreciationofwhatwasbeautiful,refined,andunselfishinanotherwoman'saction,youstillhadsomeself-respect,oratleastsomefearofridicule,left.Sinceyouwon'tlistentome,Ishallwarnyourmother.
IfSibleyandtwoorthreeothersdrinkmuchmore,Burleighwillinterfereforthecreditofhishouse."
"YouhavebeendrinkingaswellasMr.Sibley."
"Well,thankstoVanBerg,IstoppedbeforeIlostmyhead."
"FromyourmaudlinsentimentoverMissBurton,Ithinkyouhavelostyourheadandheartboth."
"Go;dancewithSibley,then,"hesaidinsuddenirritation;"dancewithhimtillyouandMrs.Chintsbetweenyouhavetoholdhimonhisfeet.DancewithhimtillBurleighsendsacoupleofcoloredwaiterstotakehimfromyourembraceandcarryhimofftobed."
Shemadeagestureofrageanddisgust,andwentstraighttoherroom.
Sibley,inthemeantime,paidalengthenedvisittohisbrandy,andhavingalreadypassedthepointofdiscretion,drankrecklessly.
Whenhedescendedthestairsagaintolookforhispartner,hisstepwasuncertainandhisutterancethick.
StantongaveMr.Burleighahintthattheyoungmanneededlookingafter,andtheadroithost,skilledinmanagingallkindsofpeopleandineverycondition,inducedhimtoreturntohisroom,underthepretenceofwishingtotastehisfineoldbrandy,andthenkepthimthereuntilthelethargicstagesetinastheresultofhisexcess.Andsoanaffair,whichmighthavecreatedmuchscandal,wassmuggledoutofsightandknowledgeasfaraspossible.Mrs.
Mayhewhadbeensooccupiedwithwhistthatshehadnotobservedthatanythingwasamiss,andmerelyremarkedthat"Mr.Sibley'sballhadendedearlierthanusual."
ChapterXVI.OutAmongShadows.
TheexpressionofIdaMayhew'sfacewascoldanddefiantonthefollowingday.Shedidnotattendchurchwithhermother,butremainedallthemorninginherroom.ShenotonlyavoidedopportunitiesofspeakingtoVanBergwhencomingdowntodinnerandduringtheafternoon,butshewouldnotevenlooktowardshim;andhermannertowardshercousinalsowasdecidedlyicy.
"Idon'tknowwhatisthematterwithIda,"hermotherremarkedtoStanton;"shehasactedsostrangelyoflate."
"It'stheoldcomplaint,Iimagine,"herepliedwithashrug.
"What'sthat?"
"Caprice."
"Oh,well!she'snoworsethanotherpretty,fashionablegirls,"
saidMissMayhew,carelessly.
Stanton,inhisangeronthepreviousevening,hadnotspokenofhiscousintoVanBerginaverycomplimentaryway;buttheartistrememberedthattheyoungmanhimselfwasnotinaconditiontoformeitheracorrectorcharitablejudgment;whilethefactthatIda,asaresultofhisremonstrance,hadgonedirectlytoherroom,wasinherfavor.Hestillresolvedtosuspendhisfinalopinionandnottogiveoverhisprojectuntilsatisfiedthathernaturecontainedtoomuchalloytopermitofitssuccess.Hepaidnoheedthereforetohercoldnessofmanner;andwhenatlastmeetingherfacetofaceonthepiazzaSundayevening,heliftedhishataspolitelyaspossible.
Sibleydidnotappearuntilthearrivalofthedinnerhour.Hewasundertheimpressionthathehadgonealittletoofarthenightbefore,andtriedtomakeamendsbyanimmaculatetoiletandanurbaneyetdignifiedcourtesytowardsallwhomheknew.Societyveryreadilywinksattheindiscretionsofwealthyyoungmen.
Moreover,hehadbeeninveigledbacktohisroombeforehisconditionhadbeenobservedtoanyextent.Thereforehefoundhimselfsowellreceivedinthemain,thathesoonfullyrecoveredhiswontedself-assurance.
Mrs.Mayhewwasparticularlygracious;andIda,whoatfirsthadbeensomewhatdistanttowardshimaswellasallothers,concludedthatshehadnotsufficientcausetobeashamedofhim,andsoitcameaboutthattheyspentmuchoftheafternoonandeveningtogether.Shedidnotfailtonote,however,thatwhenheapproachedVanBerghereceivedacoldandcurtreception.Wasjealousythecauseofthis?Inherelationandexcitementonthepreviousevening,shehadbeeninclinedtothinkso,butnowshefearedthatitwasbecausetheartistdespisedtheman;andinhersecretsoulshewascompelledtoadmitthathehadreasontodespisehim——yes,todespisethemboth.Shefelt,withbitterhumiliation,thathissuperioritywasnotassumedbutreal.
Morethanoncebeforethedayclosed,shefoundherselfcontrastingthetwomen.Theonehadnothadashredoftrueworthabouthim.
Stanton,toteazeherandtojustifyhisinterference,hadtoldherthatMr.Burleighhadbeencompelledtotakechargeofhercompanioninordertopreventhimfromdisgracinghimselfandthehouse.
Althoughtooproudtoacknowledgeit,shestillsawplainlythatitwashercousin'sinterference,andindirectlytheinterventionoftheartistthathadkeptherfrombeinginvolvedinthatdisgrace.
Evenherpervertedmindrecognizedthatonewasagentleman,andtheother——well,"afashionableyoungman,"asshewouldphraseit.Theone,asafriend,wouldshieldherfromeverydetractingbreath;theother,ifgivenachance,wouldinevitablytumbleintosomesloughofinfamyhimself,anddragherafterhimwithrecklessselfishness.
Still,withsomethinglikeself-loathing,shesawthatSibleywashernaturalallyandcompanion,andthatshehadfarmoreincommonwithhimthanwiththeartist.Shecouldeasilymaintainwithhimtheinanechatteroftheirfrivolouslife,butshecouldnottalkwiththeartist,norhewithher,withoutaneffortthatwasashumiliatingasitwasapparent.
Whatwasmore,shesawthatallothersclassedherwithSibley,andthatthepeopleinthehousewhowereakintotheartistincharacterandhighbreeding,stoodcourteouslybutcoollyalooffrombothherselfandhermother.Shealsofeltthatshecouldnotlayalltheblameofthisuponherpoorfather.Indeed,sincethepreviousmiserableSundayonwhichVanBerghadtriedtowinMr.Mayhewfromhisevilhabitforonedayatleast,andshehadthwartedhiskindlyintention,shehadbeguntofeelthatsheandhermotherwerethechiefcausesofhisincreasingdegradation.
Others,shefeared,andespeciallyVanBerg,tookthesameview.
Withsuchthoughtssurgingupinhermindandcloudingherbrow,Sibleydidnotfindheraltogetherthesamegirlthatshehadbeentheeveningbefore.Still,ashasbeensaid,hewashernaturalally,andshetriedtosecondhiseffortstore-establishagoodcharacterandtokeepuptheappearanceoffashionablerespect.
Stantonwasinsomethingofadilemma.HedidnotlikeSibley,andwasashamedofhisrecentexcess;buthavingdrankwithhim,andso,inasense,havingacceptedhishospitality,felthimselfobligedtoberatheraffable.Hemanagedthematterbykeepingoutofthewayasfaraspossible,andwasgladtorememberthattheyoungmanwoulddepartinthemorning.Whilescarcelyacknowledgingthefacttohimself,hewasonthealertmostofthedaytofindanopportunityofenjoyingaconversationwithMissBurton;butshekeptherselfverymuchsecluded.Afterattendingchurchataneighboringvillageinthemorning,shespentmostoftheafternoonwithMrs.Burleigh,assistingherinthecareofthecrossbaby.
VanBerg,muchtoStanton'senvy,foundherasgenialandcheeryaseverwhentheymetatthetable.Helearned,fromhermannermorethanfromanythingshesaid,thatthedayanditsassociationsweresacredtoher.Sheaffectednosolemnityandseemedundernoconstraint,onlyherthoughtandbearinghadasomewhatsoberercoloring,liketheshadingofapicture.Tohisminditwasbutanotherexampleofherentirereticenceinregardtoherself,whilehersmilingfaceseemedasopenasthelight.
Butasshecameoutfromsupperthechildrenpounceduponher,clamorousforastory.SheassentedonconditionthatMr.Burleighwouldgivethemtheuseofoneoftheprivateparlors——astipulationspeedilycompliedwith;andsoonshehadnearlyallthesmallfolkinthehotelgatheredroundher.
"Ishallstandwithout,likethe'Periatthegate,'"Stantonfoundachancetosay.
"Theresemblanceisverystriking,"washersmilingreply;butforsomereasonhewincedunderitandwishedhehadnotspoken.
Whenshedismissedherlittleaudiencethereweretracesoftearsonsomeofthechildren'sfaces,provingthatshecouldtellapathetic,aswellasajollystory;andVanBergobservedwithinteresthowthepowerofhermagnetismkeptthemlingeringnearherevenaftersheenteredtheparlorandsoughtaquietnookneartheoldgentlemanandladytowhomshehadbeenreadingthepreviousevening.
Mrs.Chints,wholikedtobeprominentonalloccasions,veryproudlyfeltthatsacredmusicwouldbetherightthingonSabbathevening,and,withafewofhewownilk,wasgivingafloridandimperfectrenderingofthatpeculiarstyleofcompositionthatsuggestsapooroperawhilemakingarathershockingandirreverentuseofwordstakenfromScriptures.
VanBergandStanton,whowereoutonthepiazza,werereadytogratetheirteethinanguish,findingthenarcoticinfluenceofthestrongestcigarnomatchforMrs.Chints'svoice.
SuddenlythatirrepressibleladyspiedMissBurton,andsheswoopeddownuponherinacharacteristicmanner,exclaiming:
"Youcan'tdecline;youneedn'tsayyoudon't;I'veheardyou.IfyousinghalfaswellforusasyoudidtoMrs.Burleigh'sbabythisafternoon,we'llbemorethansatisfied.Nowcome;onesweetsolo——justone."
Stantoncranedhisneckfromwherehesattoseetheresultofthisonslaught,butMissBurtonshookherhead.
"Well,then,won'tyoujoininwithus?"persistedMrs.Chints.
"SacredmusicissolovelyandappropriateonSundaynight."
"Youarerightinthatrespect,Mrs.Chints.IfitisthewishofthosepresentIthinksomesimplehymnsinwhichwecanalljoinmightbegenerallyenjoyed."
"Now,mydear,youhavejusthitit,"saidtheoldladyatherside."I,forone,wouldverymuchliketohearsomesimplemusiclikethatwehadwhenIwasyoung."
Theoldlady'spreferencewastakenupandechoedoneveryside.
IndeedthemajoritywerereadyforanychangefromMrs.Chints'sstridenttones.
"Well,mydear,"saidthelady,"itshallbeasyousay."Thensheadded,"sottovoce,"withacomplacentnod,"Isupposethemusicweweregivingisbeyondthemasses,butifyoucouldoncehearMadameSkaronnirenderitinourchoirattheChurchofthesomethingthatsoundedlike'pica-ninny,'asbyMrs.Chintspronouncedyouwouldwishfornoother.Willyouplay,mydear?"
"Ah,yes,pleasedo,"exclaimedsomeofthechildrenwhohadgatheredaroundher.
"Inmercytouspoormortalsforwhomthereisnoescapesavegoingtobed,pleasecomply,"whisperedtheoldladyinherear.
ThelightinMissBurton'seyeswasmirthfulratherthansacredassheroseandwenttothepiano,andatonceanairofbreezyandinterestedexpectancytooktheplaceofthepreviousboredexpression.
"Come,Van,"saidStanton,throwingawayhiscigar,"we'llneedyourtenorvoice.Wemuststandbythatlittlewoman.TheChintstribehaveincitedtoprofanitylongenough,andshallmakethenighthideousnomore.Ifwecouldonlydrowntheminsteadoftheirvoices,whatamercyitwouldbe!"andtheyoungmenwentaroundandstoodintheopendoornearthepiano.
"Youaretosing,"saidMissBurton,withadecidedlittlenodatthem.
"Weintendto,"repliedStanton,"sinceyouaretoaccompanyus."
Shestarted"Coronation,"thatspiritedandalwaysinspiritingbattlesongofthechurch——jubilantandmilitant——amelodythatisalsoadmirablyadaptedforblendingroughandinharmoniousvoices.
Foramomentherownvoicewaslikethatofasinginglark,mountingfromitsdaisycovert;orrather,liketheflowofasilverrillwhosemusicwassoonlost,however,inthetumultuousrushofothertributarystreamsofsound;still,thegeneraleffectwasgood,andthepeopleenjoyedit.Bythetimethesecondstanzawasreachedthemajorityweresingingwithheartygood-will,thechildrengatheringnearandjoininginwithdelight.
Otherfamiliarandold-fashionedhymnsfollowed,andthenoneandanotherbegantoaskfortheirfavorites.FortunatelyMrs.Chints'sknowledgeofsacredmusicwaslimited,andsosheretiredonthelaurelsofhavingcalledMissBurtonout,informinghalfthecompanyofthefactwithanimportantnod;andinremembranceofthisfacttheywereinclinedtoforgivehertheanguishshehadpersonallycausedthem.
Mrs.Burleigh,whohadstolenintotheparlorforalittlewhilethatshemightenjoythesinging,rememberedthatshehadapileofnote-booksthathadgrowndustyonashelfsincethebabyhadfurnishedthemusicofthehousehold.Thesewerebrought,andhigherandfullermusicalthemeswereattempted,untilthesingersdwindledtoaquartetcomposedofaladywhohadafairsopranovoice,MissBurton,StantonandVanBerg.Theirselections,however,continuedtrulysacredincharacter,thusdifferingradicallyfromthefloridstylethatMrs.Chintshadintroduced.
ThesweetandpenetratingpowerofMissBurton'svoicecouldnowbedistinguished.Forsomereasonitthrilledandtoucheditshearersinawaythattheycouldnotaccountfor.Themajoritypresentatoncerealizedthatshewasnot,andnevercouldbecome,agreatsinger.Butwithinthecompassofhervoice,shecouldpronouncesacredwordsinamannerthatsendthemhometothehearsofthelistenerslikeraysthatcouldbothcheerandmelt.
Atlastsherosefromthepiano,remarkingthattherewereothermusicianspresent;andnoamountofpersuasioncouldinducehertoremainthereanylonger.
"Perhapsyougentlemenplay,"shesaid,turningtotheyoungmenwhowereabouttodepart."Aman'stouchandleadershipissomuchmoredecisiveandvigorousthanalady's!"
"Mr.VanBergplaysverywellindeed,consideringhisyouthanddiffidence!"remarkedStanton.
"Andhehasbeentakingadvantageofadefencelesswomanallthistime!Mr.VanBerg,ifyoudonotwishtoloseyourcharacterutterly,youmusttakemyplaceatthepiano."
"Iadmit,"hereplied,"thatIhavetakenmorepleasurethanyouwillbelieveinyourinyourcontributiontoourevening'senjoyment,butratherthanloseyourgoodopinionIwillattempttoplayorsinganythingyoudictate,eventhoughIputeveryoneintheparlortoflight,withtheirfingersintheirears."
"Andyoufearmytastewillimposeonyousomesuchblood-curdlingcombinationofsounds?Thankyou."
"Now,Van,youhavetaughtuswhatunconditionalsurrendermeans.
MissBurton,askhimtoplayandsingsomeselectionsfromtheOratoriooftheMessiah."
"Areyoufamiliarwiththat?"sheasked,withasuddenlightingupofherface.
"Somewhatso,onlyasanamateurcanbe;butIsee,fromyourexpression,thatyouare."
"I'vecontributedmysharethisevening,"shesaid,decisively.
"PleasegiveussomeselectionsfromtheOratorio."
"Layyourcommand,then,onStantonalso.There'sapartthatwehavesungtogetherasaduetoccasionally,althoughitisnot'sonominatedinthebond,'orscore,rather."
"IfMr.Stantondoesnotstandbyhisfriend,thenheshouldbelefttostandbyhimself."
"Inthecorner,Isupposeyoumean.Butdonotleave,MissBurton.
IfyoudonotstandbyMr.VanBergandsingwithhimtheduetthatbeginswiththewords——
'Odeath!whereisthysting?'
youwilldepriveusallofthechiefpleasureoftheevening,andit'snotinyournaturetodothat."
"Please,pleasedo,MissBurton,"criedascoreofvoices.
"Youknownothingaboutmynature,sir.IassureyouthatIcanbeaveritabledragon.ButoutofregardforMr.VanBerg's'youthanddiffidence'Iwillsustainhim."
VanBerg'svoicewasnotstrong,buthesangwithtasteandgoodexpression.Itsuggestedrefinementandcultureratherthandeep,repressedfeeling,ashadbeenthecaseinMissBurton'ssinging.
Hisstylewouldbeadmired,andwouldnotgivemuchoccasionforcriticism,but,asageneralthing,itwouldnotstirandmovetheheart.Still,theaudiencegavecloseandpleasedattention.
IdaMayhew,whoallthistimehadbeenoutonthepiazzaandbuthalflisteningtoMr.Sibley'scomplimentsinherattentiontothescenesatthepiano,nowroseandcametooneoftheopenwindows,where,whilehiddenfromthesinger,shecouldhearmoredistinctly.
Herfeaturesdidnotindicatethatshesharedinthepleasureexpressedontheotherfaceswithin,andhergatheringfrownwasdeepenedbytheshadowofthewindowframe.
"Youdonotenjoyit!"saidMr.Sibley,complacently.
"No,"sheanswered,laconically;butforreasonshelittleunderstood.
"Nowyoushowyourtaste,MissMayhew."
"IfearIdo.Hush!"ButwhenVanBerg'ssoloended,shebreathedadeepsigh.
ThenStanton'srich,butuncultivatedbassvoicejoinedinthemelody.Stilltheeffectwasbettertahnwouldhavebeenexpectedfromamateurs.Afterafewmoments,StantonstoodbackandMissBurtonandVanBergsangtogether;theneveryoneleanedforwardandlistenedwithabreathlesshush.Hervoiceseemedtopervadehiswithsouldandfeelingthathadbeenlackinghitherto.
Asthelastrichchordsdiedaway,thestrongestexpressionofpleasurewereheardoneveryside;butIdaMayhewsteppedabruptlyoutintotheduskofthepiazzawithclenchedhandsandcompressedlips.
"'Peste!'"sheexclaimedunderherbreath."WhatacontrastbetweenSibleyandmyselflasteveningandthesetwopeopleto-night!WhataworsecontrasttheremighthavebeenifIkhadnotinterferedintime!Ihaveagoodvoice,buttheguestsofthehousehavenoteventhoughtofmeinconnectionwiththisevening'sentertainment.
IamassociatedonlywiththeSibleystyleofamusements."
ChapterXVII.NewForcesDeveloping.
AfterMr.VanBergandMissBurtonfinishedtheselectionfromtheOratoriomentionedinthepreviouschapter,theoldwhite-hairedgentlemanatwhosesidethelatterhadbeensittingintheearlierpartoftheeveningroseandsaid:
"Iwanttothankallthesingers,andespeciallytheyoungladyandgentlemannowatthepiano,notonlyforthepleasuretheyhavegivenusall,butalsoforthecomfortingandsustainingthoughtsthatthesacredwordshavesuggested.Myenjoymentsinthisworldarebutfew,andarefastdiminishing;andIknowthattheywillnotrefuseanoldman'srequestthattheyclosethisserviceofsongbyeachsingingalongsomehymnthatwillstrengthenourfaithintheunseenFriendwhowatchesoverusall."
VanBerglookedatMissBurton.
"Wecannotrefusesuchanappeal,"shesaid.
"IfearthatIshallseemahypocriteincomplying,"VanBerganswered,inalowtone."HowcanImakeadistinctlyrecognizedefforttostrengthenfaithinotherswhenlackingfaithmyself."
Hereyesflasheduptohis,insuddenandstrongapproval."I
likethat,"shesaid."ItalwaysgivesmeasenseofsecurityandsafetywhenImeetdownrighthonesty.Innowaycanyoubetterstrengthenourfaiththanbybeingperfectlytrue.Yougivemeagoodexampleofsincerity,"sheaddedslowly,"andperhapsmyhymnwillteachsubmissionmorethanfaith.WhileIamsingingityoumayfindsomethingthatwillnotexpressmorethanyoufeel."
Inhersweet,low,yetpenetratingvoice,thatnowhadapathoswhichmeltedeveryheart,shesangthefollowingwords,which,liketheperfumeofcrushedviolets,haveriseninprayerfrommanybruisedandbrokensprits:
"MyGod,myfather,whileIstrayFarfrommyhomeonlife'sroughway,Ohteachmefrommyhearttosay,Thywillbedone.
WhatthoughinlonelygriefIsighForfriendsbelovednolongernigh;
SubmissivestillwouldIreply,Thywillbedone.
Renewmywillfromdaytoday;
BlenditwithThine,andtakeawayWhate'ernowmakesithardtosay,Thywillbedone.
ThenwhenonearthIbreathenomore,Theprayeroftmixedwithtearsbefore,I'llsinguponahappiershore,Thywillbedone."
Stanton,warm-heartedandgenuinewithallhisfaults,retiredwellintotheshadowofthehallwayandlookedatthesingerthroughthelensesofsympathetictears.
"Poororphangirl,"hemuttered."Whatavillainamanwouldbewhocouldpurposeharmtoyou!"
VanBerg,inaccordancewithhiscoolerandlessdemonstrativenature,kepthispositionatherside,butheregardedherwithanexpressionofrespectandinterestthatcausedIdaMayhew,whowaswatchingfromhercovertnear,asenseofpainandenvythatsurprisedherbyitskeenness.
Withasuddenlongingwhichindicatedthatthewishcamedirectfromfromherheart,shesighed:
"WhatwouldInotgivetoseehimlookatmewiththatexpressiononhisface!"
Then,startledbyherownthought,sovividhaditbeen,shelookedaroundasifinfearitwasapparenttohercompanion.
Hiseyeswereintruthbentuponher,andinthedusktheyseemedlikelividcoals.Amomentlater,aswithashrinkingsenseoffearshefurtivelylookedathimagain,hiseyessuggestedthoseofsomeanimalofpreythatispossessedonlywiththewolfishdesiretodevour,caringforthevictimonlyasitmaygratifytheravenousappetite.
Heleanedforwardandwhisperedinherear:
"MissIda,youdonotknowhowstrangely,howtemptinglybeautifulyouareto-night.Onemightwellperilhissoulforsuchbeautyasyours."
"Hush,"shesaidimperiously,andwitharepellinggesture,shesteppedfurtherintothelighttowardsthesingers.
"Then,whenonearthIbreathenomore,"sangMissBurton.
Thethoughtwastotheheartoftheunhappylistenerlikethetouchoficetothehand.TherewasakindlinglightofhopeinMissBurton'sface,andsomethinginhertonethatindicatedthecourageofanunfalteringtrustasshesangtheclosinglines:
"I'llsinguponahappiershore,Thywillbedone."
ButthewordsbroughtadeeperdespondencytoIdaMayhew.Inbitternesssheaskedherself,"Whatchanceisthereformetoreach'thathappiershore,'withthetempteratmysideandeverythinginthepresentandpastcombiningtodragmedown?"
"There,thankheaven'meetin'sover,'"whisperedSibley,asMissBurtonrosefromthepiano."I'msickofallthispioustwaddle,andwouldathousand-foldratherlistentothemusicofyourvoiceoutunderthetrees."
"You'thankheaven'!"sherepeatedwitharecklesslaugh."I'minclinedtothink,Mr.Sibley,fromthenatureofyourwords,younamedthewronglocality."
Theansweringlookhegaveherindicatedthatshepuzzledhim.
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